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cut nails rubbed hands lotion feel smooth	[]
tried kill myselfi tried kill taking bunch pills didnt fucking work im boy please help	[ "selfharm" ]
alcohol ruining life im going make multiple paragraph essay really feel like it however alcohol literally drove suicidal thoughts depression multiple times now im even one drinking people around currently past absolutely terrible drink normally ends involving im already terrible state things life im abused im fortunate...	[]
hello new reddit found group today f wondering anyone else confused whether depression something else mother two wake up make husband breakfast get dressed play day cannot seem find energy together sit couch floor play mind either overdrive tired btw children happy fed meals day snacks between neglect them neglect my...	[ "selfharm" ]
wish never borni didnt ask this	[ "selfharm" ]
hey bitches guess whos getting therapy past weeks ive feeling mental health declining shot mom email shes looking therapist fuck yea see arent well sign fucking ask help	[]
society sees terrorist maybe go kill myselfim gonna labeled terrorist supporting certain people maybe ill go kill myself fighting help people thier psychological health alienate even more instead helping people like mass shooters shit like were gonna alienate even make problem worse make people suicidal nothing ever go...	[ "selfharm" ]
girlfriend tips tricks girlfriend cant leave one first place	[]
itnormaltothmkof ways kill myselflike using nails ro slice throat banginf head edfmge th table hard cracks open	[ "selfharm" ]
exquisite film make like more eavesdrop upper middle class family dublin early part th century hosting christmas dinner friends relatives table talk idle chatter well written one engrossed away dinner table fine piano playing helps create intimate atmosphere one one guests perhaps bit perfect amateur player odd mistake...	[]
fish seggs like bloop britney stop moving much bloop bloop	[]
im getting every day redflag seems pretty appealing compared going timesthats life expectancy im basically relationships outside family family loves much enough me feel guilty greedy read peoples posts lost love life got abused traumatized money etc meanwhile real problem im scared social interaction last week talked...	[ "selfharm" ]
college graduate make k year live atlanta kids single reason happy feel like big emptiness inside really know do bored life feel like happy kind lost really know go here normal anyone else experienced this accomplished wanted life nothing idk guys think happy	[ "selfharm" ]
understand lifei know im posting here feel ashamed im posting here want die want live feel like ive never really gotten life ground im im smart talented educated creative people love artwork ive built following around it whenever opportunity comes get scared say no maybe right opportunity know feel like cant make deci...	[ "selfharm" ]
said before fan tweety hes aggravating wish sylvester would eat get withbr br in cartoon sly homeless back feeding garbage cans spots cruise ship leaving port nearby decides hop aboard spys tweety one passengers br br the ship provides adequate stage following hijinks sly desperately tries catch annoying bird avoid sea...	[]
cool bug facts classmate owns clothing line idea lol proof heres link intrested which im sure dont httpswslaunchcartstorehttpswslaunchcartstore	[]
time goive wanting end life two years thought talking people would help thought thingd would get better dont nobody cares people worst right complain apparently go see therapist destroy family somehow maybe im selfish asshole all life important matter shit decent life people told care care much anything help me care mu...	[ "selfharm" ]
hate small eyed bitch much hope vibrator dies cum wont shut larping bullshit comments	[]
tonight nightevery day adult life total shit real friends girlfriend family cares fuck keep trying tonight night im gonna end make suffering stop simply reasons left keep trying good bye	[ "selfharm" ]
know not know why fucking hate myself fucking loser matter do kurt vonnegut said sometimes lucky tried hang pussied out really cannot wake thing tried make life better never worked out losing hand life guess cannot see way forward hey all	[ "selfharm" ]
im near end ropei used straight as student catch school work certain time online life mundane work eat sleep work eat sleep barely work makes life even boring major depression pretty sure ill never amount anything social anxiety friendstheir real friends nothing makes happy never girlfriend know die alone end know give...	[ "selfharm" ]
dbz fans annoying hell can beat goku one cares ill watching anime maybe looking anime tik toks talking cool powerful one faves are one fuckers come start ranting cant beat goku realise absolutely _no one_ cares nothing better eating gokus ass understand yall like dbz respect that ruin everything cant shit without dbz g...	[]
experience covid far brother got covid like symptoms week ago got tested then came back negative symptoms go test day ago come back positive basically meaning first place fucked idk happened isnt fault everyone whos come contact likely strong chance leads personal experience since im sure too far experiences really l...	[]
needwhat need shelter need food money need job need friends family need hobby have rope	[ "selfharm" ]
partner may end life tonight goes goi made post earlierhttpwwwredditcomrdepressioncommentsxzei_nearly_destroyed_a_year_relationship_i_feel cheated partner years several times alright last night well today wasnt talking tonight started feel better started feel worse found stole valium potassium work contemplating endin...	[ "selfharm" ]
wtf happened monster school videos used watch around times complete cesspool clickbait seems borderline softcore porn edit im talking minecraft one	[]
help shave better go grain nothing like literally nothing hair presses flat face go cut areas stubble best end hella lotta ingrown hairs yall shit ps im speaking facial hair	[]
dont carei could give fuck less anymore dont care health fuck else going life fuck honestly im really quite tired fucking living lonesome im either gonna relapse cutting slit fucking arteries care less change doesnt matter doesnt mean shit new home new friends new whatever doesnt fucking matter still wont fucking make ...	[ "selfharm" ]
found himmy ex boyfriend years best friend killed week ago found body woods feel like everything touch dies third fried killed themselves cant even begin figure process this id used call bad nights hed talk promised hed alive long was feel like fault feel immense amount guilt neglecting final week almost taunting him...	[ "selfharm" ]
day asking day day people woke great day	[]
sure hugh jass hugh janus might cool but seen hugh jtiddies massi vpenis	[]
interesting titlehi im sorry wasting peoples time would one person able talk me guess realised tonight back shit gone partner listen me even listen sits completely quiet get upset says i dont know say every time know life comparatively bad since im homeless option food usually available yeah im good person	[ "selfharm" ]
maybe lesbians dont existmaybe everyone right ill probably end dude anyway maybe lesbians dont exist apparently sexuality fluid lesbians fuck men maybe milo right lesbianism bullshit i want to kill my fucking self	[ "selfharm" ]
please make stop please make pain stopi cant stop crying want held right now please make thoughts go away please something help	[ "selfharm" ]
im tired fi tried killing sunday wanted try carbon monoxide poisoning didnt work tried hanging couple months ago got scared midway stopped im tired im sad depressed weak hate myself try make others happy im never happy havent felt true happiness long forget feels like good life like this im scared tell boyfriend knows...	[ "selfharm" ]
im tired watching porn literally want girl tell matter want loved im tired wanting kill too	[]
weirdita weird feel awesome days later want jump front trainits weird telling parents want kill careits weird family bipolarity touch psychologist life weird living third country care mental healtits weird living	[ "selfharm" ]
nothing helps staying alive inviting abusei love brothers love friends dont want hurt them mother doesnt love ive lost family speaking fathers abuse ive sexually assaulted times want count including really violent rape never stop affecting me dont think im capable relationship sex point also know twentytwo stay alive h...	[ "selfharm" ]
office ntk michael scott left leave forever episode come back good also want make petition make office season the office electric bungalo would sign	[]
updated user flair birthday today woohoo year old gang at	[]
im exhaustedi tried tried fucking hard best friend best daughter best person could be enough spent much time money trying keep friends many nights ignoring sleep keep company darkest hours hand whip whipped cream tweak recipies best friend like vanilla much time care effort something simple gift wrap what blocked expla...	[ "selfharm" ]
really muchyou know thick a im sure call itmaybe moment past mental breakdown sure it breakdown end breakdowns absolutely sure want escape pain deep hurts bones cry hours days pass made another hit again deep soul time feels like really pain handle eventually end rope thats always feels like but eventually be now wish ...	[ "selfharm" ]
watched movie first time ever sci fi channel must say simply awesome loves the never ending story one would bring back memories movie even though movie hazy like setting look makes feel like is fantasy acting brilliant music great especially beginning battle song end song yet see it watch it recommended completely	[]
gots question anyone else naturally replace love feel someone hate breakup me	[]
want donetheres point fighting anymore found today ive booted group project poor attendance cant complete course without project im never going done degree ive meds seeing doctorscounselorspsychiatrists five years im barely better started friends left graduated moved away sided exboyfriend dumped last summer hesitatio...	[ "selfharm" ]
idk feel like shit dont want anything anymore dont enjoy talking friends like used to dont energy workout make resin bake dont feel happy talking best friend anymore dont energy school dont even motivation get bed days cry nowhere skip meals even gave shopping lunch day dad didnt feel like going out feel like one gives...	[]
warning rapedsoooooooooio notes folder facts wrote sorry format happened im sitting feeling dirty disgusting awful help please im begging help hung tinder weird texts anothey place didnt know said take whores said didnt want go vehemently many times pulled hair choked called names forced me manipulative didnt submit le...	[ "selfharm" ]
dont know whats going mental state point im sure im sad lonely ive always way feel slowly drifting void darkness want get of time want go into worst part is personality essentially makes impossible anybody know im well dont want bother people end putting facade friends family dont worry everyday sit room door closed fe...	[]
pickup south street one brilliant movies ever made example directing candy jean peters starts going purse notices wallet missing alarm goes background building alarm going head cartoonlike subtly woven background way strikes subconscious level seen film times clicks theres alarm bell going starts frantically going ba...	[]
depression want diei pretty sure depression used to left sure almost always happy still want die reason why	[ "selfharm" ]
feeling way better everyone fever yesterday among things feel way better today immune system speed runner apparently yall	[]
im going deed god want badlyi venting frustrations here currently feeling thoughts leaving work now going dads house getting one guns my dad reason wife nuts driving far away go woods somewhere end suffering thought going head right now like literal bullet want to however fucking coward fear death fear comes next comm...	[ "selfharm" ]
hiso hi guess sorry really broken ramble lot relevant one way another guess really know thisll actually work hell probably long shot reading comments posted guess start fact im feeling suicidal exactly knew me ive casually thinking good two years thinking upon kind shrugged puberty shit whatever hormones guess ive th...	[ "selfharm" ]
love brother drinks icu like fifth time great fun long icu replaced grave point	[]
ive decided kill hour soi sort social media one access accounts throw diaries ill dine it im peace finally	[ "selfharm" ]
need rant bit ok undiagnosed mental illnesses at least know seems extremely likely them probably neurodivergent parents dont know of course always yell me say im lazy shit like that horrible time somehow ok time management like idk describe kinda like oh ill feel like always know things especially im yelled great paren...	[]
actually feel betterafter reading forum or call reddit thingy one week started feel way better life situation like people real problems like losing someone debt unsuccessful attempt killing themselves problems stand near these started realise life bad all even though im still pain depression feel lot better like genera...	[ "selfharm" ]
goodnight europian comrades sleep well fellow europians tomorrow great day hope	[]
tempo di uccidere time kill guiliano montaldo bit strange film good waybr br i bother summary plot ive read gives wrong impression makes believe people wrote really understand film need understand level even cannot describe actually about film strange once upon time america way shorterbr br many hollywood stars whateve...	[]
yeah im guy yeah choose female character playing pokemon gamefreak really make choose guy still wear skirts	[]
ok got big brain thought experiment forgive typos mobile so know shit load cells make brain amount humans cells de brain assigned em cell create cuz cellular level cell individual evolved us creature individual consciousness aware exists happen humans became cells give consciousness completely new sees universe complet...	[]
lets go good bad things happened last days good snowed small plastic skeletons spotify let try premium free caught ajj live quarantine lady night sean played favorite ajj song bad fully broke bones wrist need surgery schedules changed hardly talk cute australian friend weekend im stuck cast least weeks removing abi...	[]
hate myselfi hate myself everything went badly today dealing social services people aunt trying help yelled honest didnt want get legal trouble so honest really dont see point living anymore but want kill myself aunt said house maybe ill tomorrow instead going friends place	[ "selfharm" ]
hate writing right now especially reddit god damn places regardless that want die years first thought conceives mind awake death it especially weird know happy moments life mine yet suffice makes upset try hard survive push yet head keeps feeling way does years therapy months psych ward experience still crave death th...	[ "selfharm" ]
online learning horrible kids abusive families home time dad got laid hes home time too hes really stressed drinking lot im bothering anytime talk class take space books schoolwork school care computer wifi were required keep cameras on everyone school see live dump microphone on everyone hear dad watching tv neighbors...	[]
guys fish drowned sad continue id like thank sponsor today raid shadow legends	[]
people reddit ask stuff im really freaking bored realize school holidays friends aint great combination know	[]
idk title bei lead theoretically pretty good life happily married great job loving family ive unbearably depressed since preteen feel like depressed default state rather neutral ive thoughts hundreds times tonight first time actually see cant talk anyone it never able talk anything real person	[ "selfharm" ]
im sure ever botheredim sure even begin like anyone cares im currently sitting bathroom knife crying uncontrollably guess years shit finally hitting me baby shes beautiful weeks old tomorrow shes reason dont want anything name ellie im shit marriage used love him still care way years mistreatment negativity crap sex l...	[ "selfharm" ]
hey you hows day	[]
yall please spam post comments im going bed wake want feel like people care lay sleep pray lord soul keep	[]
top games wanna know games teens like also im almost yay	[]
questioning morality guess titles pretty vague mean worry sometimes im actually decent human being know based moral perceptions listen parents who good people guidance actually i think right deep vile parents ones keeping afloat whats right way know parents influence grueling ive talk mom says even thought proves moral...	[]
whats least painful way kill myselfhi names hannah im years old turning november th days today im currently suffering ptsd depression amp anxiety professionally diagnosed want explain whole life story fact im currently abusive crappy household ive cutting past years way get weight pain thats dumped onto everyday s...	[ "selfharm" ]
one hearing desperate cries help im shouting void hereno one seems read ill vent anyway majorly fucked up mania lorazepam loss created perfect storm craziness come out think friends made chat room without it fair enough get still hurts much didnt intend find obviously didnt care did cut bunch times im even feeling bett...	[ "selfharm" ]
wish chose criminology subject soooo interesting _	[]
really pointwere raised consume hope someday may eventually comfortable ive got bachelors accounting make barely minimum wage literally never money despite everything right serve bourgeois overlords thats it right complain plenty people going way tougher situations dont care fuck system religion politicians failed us h...	[ "selfharm" ]
watched movie chance get curious trailer tv like discover movies like this little tender stories ordinary people even end tragic the man moon funny moments especially first characterization dani innocent pure love affair court really beautiful moving love story high points performance reese witherspoon maintained prom...	[]
anyone know im fucking dumb literally used straight student high school im shit clue especially since friends great school conclusion come im dumb hell ive gotten lucky past couple years anyone know why	[]
nva combines eastalgiahumor military comedy teen movie although somehow typically germanmovielike sentimental think great funny movie laugh nva also get bit insight eastern germany armed forces late ies young recruits well professional soldiers experienced fall berlin wall end german democratic republicbr br you enjoy ...	[]
want talk support group wife cant handle much more uncle lives close nh want get news station take story say long ago posting title username hope read comment maybe happened you	[ "selfharm" ]
country u want travel why wanna travel japan becasue like culture cuisine love environment there	[]
never whole fucking done already fucking dead dead years cannot fukcing wait destroy body release soul sure god willnhave good laugh life cruel fucking joke	[ "selfharm" ]
good move noi ended contact best friend starting today order get better matter many times tells otherwise accept gay male around even thought him puts extreme turmoil could bad move correct way get mind throwing life away maybe give months realize decent individual deserve treated less ive considered redflag due many p...	[ "selfharm" ]
christmas ideas clue want christmas grandparents i live them rich theyre gonna buy things yet interest getting really anything christmas anyone suggestions get i understand hard since everyone different interests something everyone would cool with	[]
cant think title thisever since little felt im supposed perfect little kid pleases adults never anything wrong lived expectation every time get trouble someone gets mad me want kill myself while googling feelings lead finding antinatalism joined subreddit dedicated it saw post said commit redflag mom sad said thought b...	[ "selfharm" ]
im terrible person world would better without mei got speeding ticket going first ticket either meaning im going traffic history follow rest life continue live also moms car meaning im terrible son know would hurt mom die long run death would better her seeing worry killing someone car accident getting car totaled sp...	[ "selfharm" ]
wish could make onlyfans people would buy content im broke busy work	[]
im leaving reddit great funny all theres depressing stuff really need right now along things still favourite subreddit though thank that cya around	[]
partner deathfrom us want die summer ends would someone want join year old male dont get response near end leave alone im prepared to	[ "selfharm" ]
ok firstly fan whole low budget horror genre bother this really need fan get gagbr br the move basically snakes on train lots thembr br there ancient curse involved crazy ending wont spoil gore effect full real icky movie mainly one big gory gag snakes scaring hell bunch people trapped trainbr br the suspense built wel...	[]
fastesteasiestpainless way kill myselfokay fed getting simple answer anywhere wanna hear life gets better youre important life precious get help shut fuck up one asked never thought shit b know first thing me even know existed till read note someone use tell straightreal answer want life ended period period period	[ "selfharm" ]
viewed movie second time september thought even better first time saw it thoroughly enjoyed acting especially uncle benny thought fred carpenter excellent job writing directing film story line definitely kept interest hope movie makes way top felt moved smoothly scenes surprise twist end well lets say see coming also...	[]
tried everything exercise medication calling friend vent problems calling suicide hotline getting psych guard group therapy psychologists meditation eating healthy owning emotional support animal nothing absolutely nothing works alone life friends grew tired problems cannot blame them lost inside mind thought asking he...	[ "selfharm" ]
teachers dress halloween bring classroom joy appreciated sweethearts teachers dress bring joy classroom sweetest things ever trying bring happiness laughs classroom appreciated maybe even bring candy room decorations deserve raise acts kindness made fun acting silly amp fun	[]
kinda gave friend rim jobbbb mean kinda okay one lick still rlly fun	[]
chinese people see less deadass asked hella asian friend tbh guys need confirmation	[]
last strawhi everyonei years old malewho born raised turkey then wanted go germany education without parents approvali sisterswho i came back germany turkey years ago lived germany almost years alone without anybodybefore came turkeyi knew stuff wrong check hospitali thyroid hormones high germany roommate pharmaci...	[ "selfharm" ]
think fell love best friend alright heres thing think im love best friend im screwed history friendship literally thick thin literally share everything always care one another point time time say love one another country shes originally another country go international school lockdown happened stuck country going renew...	[]
thought killing escape would say people world good life feel like kill end right back cycle suffering whether another world dimension universe reality etc feel like i take another form existence knows where believe god feel like something higher power send lower part reality reality one destroying my current conscious...	[ "selfharm" ]

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