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DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Seriously, all he ever thought about was scoring brownie points from Roxas that he hardly focused on the actual movie. Whenever the blond got a bit too bored, he usually offered that he get between his legs and suck him off, and the blond usually obliged if he was in the mood. Axel already had an erection in the water,...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas felt the male's erection against his lower back and simply sighed. "Are you seriously hard again? We're just in the tub!" He said with a slight smile, amused at the fact that he could turn Axel on just by being naked. He did love his boyfriend for that, he made him feel sexy nearly all the time, mainly because th...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
When Roxas poked fun at him for being so hard in the tub again, Axel shrugged off his embarrassment with a soft chuckle, nuzzling his lips into his boyfriend's shoulder. "You're just that sexy, babe," he assured him, moving his strong palms underneath Roxas' legs and lifting him up with relative ease. Without permissio...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas was about to flip his shit when Axel picked him up, his eyes growing wide. There was no way in hell he was actually going to fuck him again, was there? Well, as he soon felt the male's tip against his still stretched entrance, apparently there was a chance in hell that he was. He was going to protest, but as soon...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He was relieved that Roxas had no intention of springing up on his erection and denying him any sexual pleasure. He really wouldn't have liked to be horny the entire day without any release ... How could he stop himself from having sex again when Roxas was so willingly naked like this ? He didn't move, though, but kept...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas would never even think of denying Axel any sexual pleasure, not just because he loved the man, but any sexual pleasure he denied Axel usually meant denying himself of some as well. Even though the male was only thrusting about half an inch in and out of him and it wasn't even continuously, it was more than enough...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He didn't really mind that Roxas so jokingly called him terrible, because he knew that the blond enjoyed this as much as he did. Sexual pleasure was so difficult to deny, and the boy's tight ass controlling his every nerve was impossible to ignore. Axel watched greedily as his boyfriend lifted himself up, witnessing ho...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas was in anything but pain at the moment, in fact, he felt amazing. He thought that his sore ass wouldn't be able to take Axel's throbbing cock until later tonight at the very earliest, but right now he felt absolute pleasure and nothing close to pain was even hinted at. He began to bounce a bit harder on Axel's le...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Many women and men alike probably wanted him for the size of his dick more than anything else. His looks were a plus, and his domineering personality was favorable, but he caught many girls staring straight at his crotch whispering to each other about how large it would be. Everyone in their school was practically addi...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Normally, if they weren't fucking, Roxas would have turned and punched Axel in the face for calling him a slut, but in this situation, he only nodded and moaned. "Yes Axel, I love your cock. I'm your little slut..." He began to ride the male faster and harder, slamming his ass into the male's lap, his cock sliding in a...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
When he had called him a slut, he had only meant a third of what he had said. Roxas acted like a whore sometimes, but he was nothing like a sex crazed prostitute in school or anywhere else. He observed that the blond actually acted a bit antisocial towards other people, making a few who didn't know of the power couple ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
When anyone even dared to call Roxas a virgin, he simply laughed it off. Yes, he was a bit shy and reserved around some people, but that didn't mean he was a virgin. No, he and Axel fucked nearly everyday, no matter what obstacle stood in their way, they overcame it and then got right down to business. Hell, even the d...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He couldn't help but smirk at how adorable Roxas was. There were so many people willing to be his "one and only", but Axel would only have his eyes for his cute little blond. Axel hadn't been fond of longterm relationships, actually. He was a one time man, but Roxas had changed everything for him. He and his boyfriend ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas' lips spread into a small smile at the kiss, not completely minding if he was Axel's doll at the moment. A doll was something you took care of and it was something you loved unconditionally, he would actually love to be the redhead's little doll. He squirmed a bit as Axel lifted him up and pulled his length out, ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He didn't recognize Roxas' voice soon after he had dumped that bowl of water on his head. He looked adorable, though his bangs were no longer poofy but slick and wet over his eyes. The sight made him throw his head back and roar with laughter, his hands automatically clutching his stomach as he nearly hacked out his in...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
It was true, Roxas could be quite menacing if you knew him well enough. He wasn't the big, burly dude who could take you down with one punch, but he would figure out a way to make you go insane if you fucked with him. He's the kind of person who would inflict slow psychological damage over the years, such as taking you...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Now that Roxas was facing him, it was easier to see his face and lather his hair with shampoo. To get the suds out of his eyes, he swept his shampooed hair back and leaned forward to kiss the center of his head, smirking triumphantly. "I love it when you pout like that. It makes you look so adorable," he chuckled, ruff...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The blonde's eyes bugged as his cheeks were pushed together and his lips were puckered up like a fish. He playfully pushed Axel's hands away after the kiss and laughed softly, wiping his lips with the back of his hand. "Ew, Axel germs." He teased, leaning forward to give him a real kiss. The boy's brow raised as Axel s...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
There always was a rainbow at the end of a rainstorm, and in some odd way, it worked vice versa, too. If they were going to Las Vegas, there were going to be a few consequences that he didn't want to break to Roxas. He couldn't. In short, he had lived about four years with the realization that he had Hepatitis D, which...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
If Roxas had even a hint, some little clue about Axel having some sort of deadly disease and that he was spending the money to take him on some trip to Las Vegas, he would kill him himself. He wouldn't wait for some stupid, silly disease to do it, he would probably drown the bastard in the tub right now. How dare the s...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He remembered how he had been very rude at the clinic, too, but all of it had been a tough performance to conceal his fear. Why Hepatitis D ? If he had been one letter shorter, there could have been a cure. Why couldn't he have gotten Hepatitis C ? He was nowhere near the amount he needed to "fully cure" his untreatabl...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"Yes, yes, I know you're buying my plane ticket, Axy. I'm very grateful and excited, now hush as I wash you." He demanded as he poured the water over the redhead's mane, smiling as the usually spiked hair now fell down flat. Roxas ran his fingers through the fire colored locks and sighed. "Your hair is so pretty." He c...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel smirked, satisfied with everything that Roxas had to say. He was deeply infatuated, and he didn't give a rat's ass if his obsession was healthy towards their relationship or not. Axel had lost most of his friends because of Roxas, but in a sense, the blond was his best friend. When they weren't being romantic and ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas smiled as Axel complained, giggling softly. He loved how the male still acted like a child when they bathed together at times, such as the splash fight and the bubbles and now even complaining as he got water in his eyes, it was so adorable. "Oh hush, it's not that bad." He ran his hand through Axel's mane and ki...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
When it came to baths, Axel really warped back into his child form. He couldn't help but be a little immature around Roxas in the restroom, because he personally loved baths. Still rubbing the water from his eyes and whining about how it stung, he climbed out of the bathtub and glanced down at Roxas as the smaller boy ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The blonde's eyes widened as he was blamed for the complete ocean that was the bathroom floor. How dare Axel accuse him of such a heinous crime? "Excuse me? Was I the ass who started splashing my completely innocent boyfriend with water? I don't think so!" He defended himself with a stern look on his face, snatching th...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Well, they both were very much lazy, so Axel decided to leave it with his infamous "it'll evaporate eventually" theory and stepped out of the bathroom still dripping and jokingly disappointed at having lost his only source of warmth. He contemplated throwing himself on Roxas, but he realized that they barely had any ti...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas watched with eager eyes as the male rummaged around the room, throwing their things into the suitcase without care, his naked form a sight to behold as the blonde watched his lover's penis sway this way and that way, snickering quietly to himself. The snickering immediately died as soon as Axel asked if he wanted...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Wait, no sex ? Aww, how awful ! Axel grinned in the restroom, then fetched the toiletries in a plastic Zip loc back, throwing in an extra bottle of lubricant and flavored condoms for perks. Though he didn't really find the need for protection, there was always something good coming out of a sweetened dick, right ? When...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The blonde rolled his eyes at Axel's accusations. People were never going to hit on him, not when the sexy redhead was around to distract everyone with his good looks. "You're nuts and this jacket is hideous." He said plainly, checking out the white jacket. "It doesn't even fit me! I remember this jacket!" He let the h...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel marginally frowned as Roxas threw his jacket over the side of his bed and called ithideous, exclaiming that it was oversized. That was the entire point, wasn't it ? He didn't want Roxas to boast his slim and petite figure to every street predator out there ! He wanted something to sag below his waist so it looked ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Raped? The boy's brow raised at this word. Why the hell would he get raped? Axel worried way too much, it wasn't like Roxas' body was a siren song to any gay male in the surrounding area, it may be to Axel, but certainly not to anyone else! "Who is going to rape me Axel, honestly? You'll be by my side the entire time a...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He wasn't too fond of the "bright" idea of having Roxas flaunt his body down the streets like a trophy. He had heard that Las Vegas citizens were natural predators, and it was his sole duty to protect his one and only from sexual harm ! He would be there to beat off the crazy people, but he didn't want so much as a sta...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas erupted into a small fit of laughter. Axel's rape senses were tingling? What the hell? He wasn't going to get raped! What didn't his boyfriend understand about this? If anyone tried anything he'd simply either beat the shit out of them or run like hell and if neither of those worked he had Axel there with him! He...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel had actually made Roxas' hair look decent ! He swept his bangs back with one final brush of his palm over his forehead and hoped that every spike was in place. Axel had been styling his hair for so long that he didn't necessarily need a mirror to achieve a perfect hairstyle for the day. "Ah, you look gorgeous. I a...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas grinned wide as soon as Axel said they were ready. He was already more than impatient to get his ass to the city of Elvis impersonators and drunken weddings. "Great!" He exclaimed as the other male pushed his plump rear forward and out the front door, the taxi cab already waiting for them. He blushed as soon as h...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Leather seats were uncomfortable, so it was better for Roxas to be sitting on a cushion the entire way. Axel had promised him that he would be the protector of his health, right ? Grinning as he shut the car's door, he leaned forward and murmured, "LAX Airport, please. Step on it, too we're kinda late and I don't wanna...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The boy reached over and grasped Axel's hand in his own, lacing their fingers together. He was truly excited about visiting a new city, a freaking huge new city at that. Their small, pathetic little town was nothing compared to a densely populated on such as Las Vegas. This got him thinking on the same same track that ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
It seemed as if both of them had their own personal problems with going to such a bustling city like Las Vegas. Axel would probably end up picking one or two fights there, but there were no rules in such a pow wow town. There were casinos, alcohol, sex, and a whole bunch of gamblers all grouped in one metropolitan city...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The taxi driver's comment made the blonde smile wide, he always loved hearing compliments about how close he and Axel seemed, it just gave him that extra bit of confidence that assured him that he and Axel would be together for as long as they live and possibly even after that, depending on which church you went to. It...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"Yeah, anythin' but awkward. I'm takin' him on a trip to Las Vegas. Aren't I so nice and romantic ?" he bragged, nuzzling his nose into the top of Roxas' head and breathing in his scent with an exaggerated exhale. For some odd reason, he loved sniffing his boyfriend because he always smelled like soap. Sometimes, when ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He always wondered just why in the hell Axel seemed to sniff him so much when they were close, he figured it was pheromones or some other science crap so he ignored it, but thought it was cute nonetheless. His brow raised slightly as he felt the redhead rubbing his slender thigh, he figured it was just a way of the mal...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"Ah, so that's your name ? He's Axel, and you're ... ?" the driver trailed off, then nodded his head in understanding as Axel filled in the blank for him, piping up with his boyfriend's name in the most excited voice. "Huh. What suiting names, too," he complimented, placing both hands on the steering wheel as they drov...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"What a nice man." Roxas commented as the driver pulled away, getting a wave from the petite boy. He was truly surprised that they had been treated so well by a taxi driver, people who were notoriously greedy, or at least that's what Roxas gathered from all the movies he'd seen with taxi drivers in them. He held tightl...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"Well, then you shouldn't dawdle and zone off thinking about taxi drivers." he scoffed, giving his boyfriend's hand a light squeeze and a firm tug to get them through the sliding doors. Once they were inside, the intense roar of the crowd blew him away. Why were there so many people here ?! You barely saw this many peo...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas nodded in agreement that it was actually much easier to get through the airport and ready to go than he first thought it would be. To be honest, the boy pictured constant security checks and possibly even a strip search, ever since that whole 9 11 fiasco he heard countless stories of how unbearable getting throug...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Yes, even when it came to pampering his boyfriend, Axel was a penny pincher. He usually spent most of his income on clothes and video games, so spoiling Roxas had never been a 'do' on his endless list of tasks to accomplish. Roxas was better off than he was, so why bother, right ? He did include a few gifts here and th...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
It was a good thing for Axel that Roxas didn't really eat too much, he was small and compact and he didn't need much to survive, this was especially good if they had to share six chicken nuggets, a large fry, and a small drink for the rest of their lives. He grabbed the cup and the bag of scrumptious food and found the...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The chaotic buzz of the airport really messed with his eardrums, and though Axel preferred being in the center of a large crowd, he didn't want to be surrounded by a million people all at once. Each individual was talking about something else, and altogether, the noise was deafening and very cacophonous. He looked arou...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
As they finished their five star meal Roxas too had trouble dealing with all the noise. He wished that the airport was rented out for just the two of them to do as they pleased before they had to board, but sadly that was not the case and he had to deal with a couple thousand other idiots who were frantic about making ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel cracked another one of his bright smiles once Roxas repeated his smartass comment about checking into the hotel first. He had almost seen that coming. He was tempted to lean over and peck his boyfriend's lips for being so irresistibly adorable, but Roxas was already leaning into him like a love deprived critter, c...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas suddenly blushed as Axel kissed him with quite a bit of passion for a few seconds. He never really liked to show public displays of affection unless they were in the hallways at school or there weren't quite as many people around as there were now, but he always did like to be kissed by the male, there was no den...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
How could he wait until that night to touch Roxas however he wanted ? It was unfair, and Axel was already brainstorming some ways he would be able to get away with jacking off without being seen. He knew Roxas wasn't very fond of dramatic public displays of affection, and he was a bit uncomfortable with strutting his s...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
What in the hell did Axel think he was doing? There were people here! People with eyes nonetheless and he was just going to do as he pleased, pinning him against the railing and just start rubbing against him? He didn't say anything though, he kept quiet as the male practically molested him right there in public until ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"Couldn't help it. I think I need a little break here and there to get me through the day," he yawned, making sure that Roxas' hand fit nicely in his own as he tugged him towards the final station where they were supposed to wait for the flight gate to open. There were ten minutes to spare until the line would get ridi...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas hesitantly took his seat in the male's lap, his own erection straining against his already tight pants. He sighed contently as Axel wrapped his arms around his slim waist and pulled him closer, causing his rear to grind against his boyfriend's raging erection. His eyes widened slightly as he felt the erect dick s...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Like a puppy being scorned, Axel whimpered against the shell of his boyfriend's ear and desperately pressed his distinguishable erection up against Roxas' petite ass, slipping his hand out and eventually laying it over the blond's own clothed dick. "What's wrong, babe ? No one can hear us," he lowly murmured, tracing t...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The blonde shuddered as if he were on the top of Mt. Everst once Axel touched his clothed erection. He wanted to moan out in pleasure and just take his clothes off right then and there, but they needed to control themselves. Whenever the two were near each other and they were in this particular state it was as if they ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He noticed how uncomfortable Roxas was getting by merely sitting on his strained erection, and he found it rather amusing more than anything. He felt very stuffy being underneath someone who wasn't going to let him release his member and stick it inside something. Axel shook his head and tugged Roxas closer against him...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Unlike the redhead beneath him, he wasn't really relaxed at all, he was more on edge than ever. Precum leaked from the tip of his length and he could feel Axel's throbbing cock on his ass. In all his life he never wished that clothes were never invented and that fucking in public was a social norm than he did now. He l...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He was relieved that Roxas was actually looking forward to this trip. If he had no itch to be there, the two years he had spent saving up for this cause would have been in vain. He wanted this journey to be a fruitful event where he would be able to cherish everything that he had with Roxas and look back on how much he...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas gawked at Axel as he mentioned napping. He looked down at his erection with sadness and a bit of anger. It was caused by the sexy redhead that sat next to him and the boy was a bit miffed about it. His boyfriend had the nerve to get his dick all riled up and then just leave him hanging there. That was fine, it wa...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
As much as he would have liked to fuck like silly jackrabbits in an airplane, he wasn't so sure how well Roxas would cope with the unfamiliarity of being in an open space like this. When the blond slid his palm down his chest, he sucked in his breath and exhaled as soon as Roxas toyed with his crotch, treating it like ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel's response more than satisfied the blonde, in fact it made him smile to himself as he readjusted the blanket on top of him. His eyes shot open as he heard someone shuffling into the seat next to Axel and the exchange of hellos. He observed the girl as she sat down and it pained him to admit it, but she was attract...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel really had no interest in nerdy girls like her who put her hair up in buns and wore thick rimmed glasses as a regular thing. Sure, he sort of had a thing for brainy and smart people, but Roxas was all he needed. He was just god damned thankful that he hadn't been put next to a sweaty man with man boobs or a snappy...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
As soon as the plane lifted off Roxas was pretty sure that he was going to vomit. His stomach lurched and churned, his ears popped, and all of his organs felt as though they were doing their own individual somersaults. He had never been on a plane before and now he knew why, because they were terrible, horrible flying ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Well, one thing was for certain this chick wasn't going to be some sort of a sexual predator any time soon. He didn't need to worry about Roxas getting jealous, because this girl had no game she was a clueless nerd who was only interested in his hair color. The only male she knew was probably her father, but it was rea...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
If the girl was any less of a nerd then Roxas probably would have quite the problem with the girl molesting his boyfriend's hair, but the girl was harmless, she was a fly while Roxas was the flyswatter, there was no way Axel would ever be attracted to her. On the inside the girl was probably dying because she got to to...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Their situation was rather funny in one perspective. They were practically dying to get in each other's pants aboard an airplane. They couldn't wait until that night to hit it off like mating animals ? Axel glanced back at Hannah furiously typing away on her laptop as if she was working with the federal government to h...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
As he was dragged to the bathroom by his boyfriend he couldn't help but glance at all the passengers on the way. He hoped none of them could exactly figure out what they were doing, how embarrassing would that be? He couldn't imagine what he would do if some flight attendant knocked on the door and asked if the were al...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
They would have to make sure that they were very quiet, because if they made noise in a relatively silent area, it would be obvious that they were having sex inside an airplane's restroom. He wasn't quite sure how great he would do with the noises, though. Nevertheless, once Roxas was bent over, he unzipped the front o...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas pressed his ass up against the throbbing cock that he so badly wanted inside of him. If he had more room to maneuver and they had time, he would have started with sucking the male off and then they would've eventually got to fucking, but since he figured someone would have to use the bathroom eventually and there...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
It was extremely difficult to keep his moans in, because once they started their throes of passion, it was nearly impossible to keep himself from making any noise. Even his thrusts had to be controlled so that their flesh didn't make lewd slapping noises, so Axel decided to change positions, the hand that had been plac...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
If Axel thought he had problems holding his moans in then he had no idea what Roxas was experiencing at the moment. Every time Axel's cock pounded into his prostate he thought he was going to scream from pleasure, but he had to keep it down or else they'd be busted. The boy gasped as his leg was suddenly lifted and his...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel couldn't control himself any longer. They were squished in a private restroom, stuck so closely against one another on a flying vehicle with a hundred other people in close and quiet vicinity of them. Yet here they were, fucking like they were living on their own world. He sensed from the way Roxas squirmed to the...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Oh, Roxas was close, he was real damn close. Each and every thrust that Axel made, pounding into his prostate, brought him closer and closer to going over the edge. "Oh god, fuck me Axel..." He whispered to him after a particularly rough thrust to his sweet spot. He too couldn't believe that they were doing this. He co...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Even though he had spent most of his stamina on their first wild attempt at releasing their hormones, he was still up and ready to go for a second round. However, as Roxas came, Axel's muscles loosened and he suddenly felt rather weak. He almost slumped against his boyfriend, then tenderly kissed his lips as the blond ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"It was very sexy." He commented with a grin, pulling up his pants after Axel had finished cleaning the cum off of them the redhead was always so thoughtful. He leaned up to kiss the male's lips softly for a moment, sighing with relief as he pulled away. "I don't think we're the first ones to ever fuck in a plane, Axy....
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Sex on an airplane seemed a bit absurd, but there could be a possibility that one other couple of madly horny teenagers could have beaten it to them. He returned the soft kiss with an underlying moan, then chuckled as Roxas mentioned Hannah he hadn't really thought of her concern towards them. There was a pause, then A...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas smiled and thanked Axel as he buckled him in, also turning his head slightly to see what Hannah was looking at. The boy couldn't help it, he was a bit nosy after all. At the start of their relationship his nosiness was quite a problem for Axel, seeing as he'd always ask who he was texting, where he was going, and...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He and Hannah talked endlessly about famous horror movies and gory scenes, mostly talking about how funny they were. He had almost forgotten that Roxas was sitting next to him, because when the other boy whined, he didn't heed his voice for a split second until his inner conscience made his presence quite obvious. Hann...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The idea of a nap was rather tempting, but he didn't really want to be a downer on the plane party that Axel and Hannah seemed to be having with their discussion of gore moves. "Ooooh !" He said with a grin as his boyfriend laid out food and drink for him. Ah, Axel, always the provider. His face scrunched as the redhea...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Embarrassing him ? Oh, of course. Axel loved public displays of affection as if they were the only ones present in the space provided. While he would have settled with kissing Roxas all throughout the airplane trip, Hannah's question distracted him. "Yup. Two solid years. Everyday feels like I'm fallin' in love all ove...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas didn't completely loathe public displays of affection, he just considered them inappropriate, especially now when there were countless people around them. At least they weren't back in the airport where Axel had decided to pin him up against the railing and molest him, that was truly embarrassing. He rolled his e...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Was Roxas promoting or demoting himself ? He couldn't quite tell with the sarcastic tone he was using, but irregardless, the way the blond refused to acknowledge his affections was rather cute and admirable. When his boyfriend hung his legs over his own, he softly stroked his knee with one thumb and placed the other pa...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He could instantly tell that the male was being truly sincere when he said that Roxas was the best he could ever get. Truly, the blonde didn't think that was true, but he simply nodded and pressed his lips to Axel's for a short second and pulled away as the other asked him about spaghetti in Las Vegas. "That sounds lik...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He hoped he would never have to tell Roxas ignorance was bliss, and the blond was better off being so in love with him to consider anything else. He didn't want to plague his boyfriend withhisfinancial and medical problems. If he was to suffer from a blackening liver, that was his life. In the future, if he should ever...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas had considered the outcome of their lives together many times late at night when he was alone in bed. He was already pretty positive that he and Axel would be together for the rest of their lives as long as they continued on the way they were now. He had considered what would happen if Axel died, but he simply st...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Heaven without his amazing boyfriend would definitely be the equivalent to hell, and vice versa. He couldn't imagine leaving Roxas behind not when they had so many things to do with each other so many passionate nights to enjoy. Axel couldn't bear to see the blond cry over trivial things such as his own life, and that ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
"You know I always do." He said as he let out a heavy breath, his muscles relaxing completely. It was true, since his days were filled with Axel, his nights usually were as well and that included his dreams. Strangely, Roxas never got sick of the redhead, not even once had he ever not wanted to see him, well, except fo...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He always lived every moment of his life hoping that Roxas would be thinking about him as he did. He was so obsessed with the idea of Roxas being faithful to him even in his subconsciousness that Axel guessed that Roxas would find him crazy. A few minutes after his boyfriend fell asleep, he did too, dreaming hazy fanta...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He shook his head at Axel's question, his sleep hadn't been well at all really, he had barely got into a deep sleep before he was awoken by the speaker. Now he was feeling rather groggy and even more tired than before, but he wouldn't let that ruin his first trip out of the state. He too felt his stomach begin to play ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He was glad that Roxas had gotten his message before Hannah had, because if his boyfriend figured he was being sincere about meeting up with her, things wouldn't end well. He really had no intentions of selling his eyes out to other girls or boys when he had the golden boy of his dreams with him. This trip was solely f...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas smiled and nodded, it really was a bit harsh to leave Hannah like that, maybe she had no friend in Las Vegas or something? Oh well, if it were any other weekend the blonde may have had some ounce of care in him, but this was their weekend, just his and Axel's to do as they pleased and ignore everyone else in thei...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He wouldn't have hung out with her either way. She was obviously interested in him , and Roxas would be upset at him for letting a girl tag along on their special weekend off. He would ignore all calls from her for the time being, then maybe get back to her and apologize once they got back to their shitty town. Axel re...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
As they exited the airport, Roxas was a bit surprised to see so many damn people. He wasn't stupid, he knew the world had billions of people and all, but from their shitty town there were only a few thousand people and they nearly never gathered in bunches or anything, but right outside the airport there seemed to be m...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Axel was stunned, too, but he had actually come from Los Angeles, and that city was pretty densely populated as well. He was satisfied that Roxas was excited, and as the blond giddily tugged him over, he pecked him on the forehead, shooing for him to get inside first. "I need to load this thing in the trunk, babe. Keep...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
Roxas smiled, noting that this may have actually been the first time in their relationship that Axel had actually requested that he keep his pants on instead of off. He was quiet as they rode to the hotel, his eyes eagerly scanning over the sight outside the window. There were just so many people and the whole city see...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
He was sincerely happy that Roxas was looking forward to their special weekend together. Nothing or no one else would matter but one another, and Axel was heavily enforcing this rule from here on out. He was almost lost in the great lobby, because there were so many people moving around that he couldn't see where they ...
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ]
The blonde was a bit preoccupied with getting to their room to notice the lobby, he was eager to get this weekend started and hew knew that would happen by checking out their room and then doing whatever the hell they pleased. "Axel!" He said with a light laugh as he was swooped up and carried over to the bed as if he ...