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is thinking he s going to have to reinstall wow a it simply refuse to update to 0 irritating time it ll take forever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
chester see yes i often take the risk of running down the dlr step but today i just missed that last step and twisted my ankle | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not happy i woke up at 0am this morning and didn t get to sleep again till am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in zombie mode today kid are ill and kept me up till 0am up for work at am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
v event no way ur at a game right now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
definitely no vacation for me http plurk com p mzygb | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
damm back to school tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im falling apart bad i fell from grace and i don t know where i m going where do i begin i m so insecure i just got a bad haircut today and i feel ugly i m and a guy im just constantly in pain a little over a month ago my girlfriend left me this wa on february th i had such a beautiful girlfriend who didn t care about my height she started liking me in high school i m starting to feel like i m giving up i miss her so much she treated me like i wa a human and now i have no faith in anyone else looking at me like that she wa with me for and a year and left me i feel like my life is crumbling i don t know how to stand back up and take back over i had a fall from what i thought would never end i never thought she would leave me i m literally just a pit of despair and i act everyday like i m not i go laugh a little go to class go to the gym it s all fake i feel like garbage inside i went to party the last week and had fun all fake my heart ha been in my stomach since she broke up with me and i m seriously falling apart i don t know what to do i can t even gather my thought on here to type what s the point anymore i m barely hanging in there anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tolu pepper omo this happens every period but not through out the depression is overwhelming and i crave so much sugar to balance the mood usually chocolate help me feel better | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
too worried and tired to post tonight | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ilovedt that s what i thought bummer | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m not sure if i have anxiety or adhd or im just introverted and procrastinating lol i started biting my nail since i wa a kid i tried hard to get rid of this habit but it not something i can control i put on nail polish usually but once it fall ill start biting them or fixing them with nail clipper a little bit of unsmoothness on my nail will bother me a lot and ill just sit there and keep fixing it for hour straight instead of doing any work literally every 0 min i would find somewhere bothering me on my nail i also overthink a lot it might be influenced by my mom who kept telling me that others might think negatively about me bc of any barely noticeable detail about what i do how i look so now i will just replay some scenario in my head hundred of time feel bad about myself and had to take deep breath say to myself it ok out loud or make some sudden noise to make my mind jump out of that vicious loop recently i feel that my attention span is getting even shorter i will sit down for work and get distracted after min and start watching youtube video for hour i notice myself doing that and i would think maybe i should go back to work but the other part of my mind is like numb and fail to take any action to the point that im only able to focus for a long time under pressure like a day before meeting or exam idk if it is just bad work ethic procrastination introversion or i should get a check up for anxiety adhd like i heard other ppl relate to me on point amp so idk if it just some common problem that i can just work it out either way can anyone give me any advice on whether to get a diagnosis or smth i could do on my own to mitigate these behavior thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im a faliure i have no friend i have shit grade i dont find anything interesting i just wan na die i dont know what to do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
http twitpic com y i snow the guy i m seeing car at work lmao he gon na kill me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jonathanchard not calorie wise i wish junk food wa calorie free i ate a thing of sour skittle and a big as cherry coke | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so fucking bored of work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lisalent a part of freeview we don t get the sport channel | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cant be bothered get out of bed day feelin ultra lazy i miss josh | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
there is very little that people will not excuse a long a you mention depression a a primary motivator the depression free pas is extensive | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been ill with sinusitis for about week with vertigo anyway cut to the past day i ve been freaking out a it ha been hard to breathe a it sometimes feel like i m choking on water but one of the scariest thing wa that my mouth ha been a bit foamy could this be from dehydration or could it be from nothing serious i really hope it s nothing serious a i have some other mental health condition that can cause some very scary freak out over something small | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
every time i go home i would walk to the long bridge near the campus then wear my earphone so that i won t feel lonely a i walk through the bridge i d notice different soul some don t care others seem happy but few are just lonely a i am can they also see my soul so i d walk fast enough for them not to see mine i don t like going home because i would feel the loneliness more echoing through me however at the same time a i spend time outside i d feel how pitiful my life ha become seeing how others laugh and smile can they also feel the loneliness darkness brings every night maybe everything seems endless but i know i d be okay somehow someday i only need to wait a little bit more and be stronger so that this sadness wouldn t consume me faster than i d feel when my happiness come | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
am i the only one that wish humanity would just die out i fucking hate this place and i hate people and i hate society i m very sick and very close to going out into the wood and hanging myself what is the point of any of this bullshit | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
speak to a therapist online via skype for anxiety and depression online mindfulness therapy via skype psychotherapy without drug the best option is to treat the underlying cause contact me to learn more see http t co a uafykh u | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this is my first time writing this a releasing this properly i have had a plan for three year the plan is to end my life next year in may i have had this plan for three year up to this point so far i am not old and the only reason i am waiting is for convenience and not wanting my parent to find my body i honestly see no issue with me dying i don t want to keep living i don t want to die because i am in pain or whatever i just don t rly want to be alive anymore i want to cut contact with all my friend and family before i do it this may be hard but i will go through with it either way my time on this earth is coming to an end i am not religious in any way so i am a little scared in what happens next but honestly i hope it will be more interesting then my current mundane life anyways please refrain from going into the comment and writing ohh no please dont do it it not worth it if you do i will either delete your comment or just delete this post i just posted this because i wonder if i am alone with these feeling of just nothing ness | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a i continue to learn about myself i feel so much of my depression stem from my personality temperance soul not designed to handle how our world frame itself i am nearing and my life is not going well nor ha it really ever full of trauma isolation depression confusion and anxiety never really worked at a real job when i wa younger i really never understood the idea that you get more comfortable with yourself a you grow older but for me it ha been true i have completely ignored who i am and all of the advice out there is geared towards let s call them person x x is data driven meticulous go from point a to point b in a line disciplined in their specific smart goal way craft category to understand and a lot more if you are an advice hound like me you have seen this person because nearly every piece of advice out there is built for x for you to succeed you must be smart goal oriented you must love the grind of this pattern dominated process you need to do it our way a this is the process i am not x i should have realized tho year ago a even when i play video game i couldn t stand tutorial i d skip all this winded text and i tried to brute force my way through intuition i am more fluid more random while i am constantly thinking and i am thought oriented i feel my thinking process is not quite a category pattern dominate i am best when i do not overthink when i shutdown my ego mind and just go do of course here in the u we have western value people will tell me to get over it this grind is the only way and that this is human nature maybe they re right but believing they re right ha failed me for year right now i am trying to break into a new field copywritig and i am horrified this field is completely dominated by x these tutorial are full of x way of thinking maybe i need to be x to do well in it this post wa sparked by a video that wa explaining the structure of a sale letter i think there wa 0 point thst you need to hit for a successful one which petrified and overwhelmed me btw copywriter think ai will never touch them but the more i learn about how pattern dominated sale is this is the perfect place for automation i mean right now a an example i am seeing a constant assault of people saying to hand write note and comment to active read these sale letter that are important problem is i don t read if i take note note taking is too bothersome it take me away from the text and my thinking of the text note taking for me is a seperate task not an extension of my thinking yet i am told i will fail if i do not do this process that i can not actively read and engage without this i don t know maybe it s true they always say study show this but they never cite the study so who fucking know seriously marketing and copywriting is full of people saying study show x but no citation i literally spend all my energy on just starting when i take note that i usually only read a page or two before giving up i know just grit and grind but i have never been able to but if i just read i can indeed read and get through the text i am not sure how i can do well in this new field or any field really i just don t feel built for it but i am sick of trying to find a field to get into i need to get my life moving i barely know how i work a i have constantly been pushing my o self into an x hole that i have never bothered to see how i function but maybe the x are correct i must be them in order to do really well in life i don t know but i hope i am not the only one that feel like this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wan na rock a maxi dress coachella but lacking funding | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bradhfh hello you stoped talking to me lol | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so fucking done with everything what s the point of life nothing i ever do will make a permanent impact nothing anyone ever doe will make a permanent impact sure you can be famous you can discover something important but what s the point all we have are our silly little life on our silly little planet and it s all going to be destroyed someday nothing is going to last even if we escape the expanding sun billion year from now if we still exist even if we flee to another place in space we re all just eventually going to die out all information and evidence of our existence will die out i could live any life i wanted i could be rich and famous painfully average or i could waste away all my life but it doesn t matter because no matter what i do nothing will ever be worth it what s the point of trying if i m just going to die everyone always say well enjoy the moment appreciate the little thing yeah no that s bullshit why should i enjoy anything if i won t even remember it after i die why should i do anything if nothing matter sure i can enjoy the moment but what s the point everything in the universe is going to die out some day and then it will just keep expanding and it ll be dark and cold and nothingness why did we even exist in the first place everything is so complicated i never asked to live but sometimes i want to live after i die because there ha to be something anything other than this i am so fucking desperate i really hope there s something after i die but at the same time i hope there s nothing because i m so tired of existing there s no point in it there s no point in anything and i can t enjoy life anymore because these thought keep coming up what do i do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it is incredible how much your own mentality can manipulate you the thing is that every day i feel alone and much more alone and with many thought the thing is that i have friend who support me daily but i don t understand why my mind make me think and feel that i am alone and that there is no one else everything that can affect just your mentality is very fucked up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a constant fear that i m going to have cardiac arrest or a fatal arrhythmia i f in good health just got back from the gym and it wa great now i m in my car about to get lunch and bam my anxiety kicked in and my heart started beating soo fast honestly it probs only beating 00bpm and all i can think about is what if i die from a cardiac event i m on beta blocker literally for my anxiety and am in therapy but sometimes these thought happen from time to time and it s frustrating i have no real problem with my heart and it s all in my head but sometimes i just wish it would turn off | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
andy winward only quot seem quot funny | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bad news wa dad ha cancer and is dying good news new business started and i am now a life coach practising holistic weight management | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ugh i wake up and ff go to sleep guess i should just do more revision | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
for year now i ve always thought of suicide a a back up plan whenever somethings went wrong i just thought oh well i m not going to be here much longer it doesn t matter but i ve never thought of the aftermath i hate the thought of my decomposed possibly mangled body i hate the fact my family friend would have to see that i hate to put them in that position ive never thought of it in their perspective in general im just a coward it might sound good i don t want to kill myself but now i feel very claustrophobic i feel like i cant breathe there no escape | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is probably sick ffs | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my comp is so screwed up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i tried to help his family abandoned him so it wa really hard to change his perspective im addict too gambling addiction but i will do better i hope sorry just a rant i found about it yesterday his life situation forced him to live in a mental hospital for last year and at the beginning of march he wanted to go to the germany to work a escort march he mentioned that he leaf tomorrow march i texted are you alive yesterday by googling him i found a necrology of him he killed himself march he texted many time to me about suicide thought im so sad | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m on a very low dose of lexapro a i m trying to taper off my anxiety isn t cured but i do feel like it help to talk me out of panic pretty easily last night at am i got a sharp pain in my head and felt very weird for a couple second i immediately went into full blown panic and woke up today very spacey like i m dissociating ha this happened to anyone how do you snap out of it i literally thought i wa having a stroke but checked my bp and o and all wa well i used to be really bad with checking my vitals but i never use them anymore i also have herniated disc in my neck so i m not sure if that wa the cause or some freak incident | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
whoh what a day now for the shut part hydraulics assignment time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
getting 0 0 a piece thats out of the test i have done so far for atar in that i have failed test and pretty much cause the first real hit of depression i am working with people now to try improve those mark but the fact that my brain went to the length of saying | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
not this werey playing the depression card | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pear amp brie bottle of cabernet and quot win a date with tad hamilton quot oh gawwd my life flashed forward to when i m 0 with my cat | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am year old junior in college i have multiple problem that i need to address to start i have gotten carried away with smoking weed i have been using it almost everyday since i wa and i can no longer control it im always buying it when i can t always afford it i spend a good amount of my time at home smoking weed or using thc product i have also been drinking a lot more than i used to and i have even picked up a nicotine habit from my friend i am not doing a well in school a i should be and i really need to be more proactive and motivated but i feel no motivation some day to even do anything school related i havent been eating well a lot of day been eating a lot of fast food and skipping meal some day there are night where i barely get enough sleep because i end up staying up most of the night being on my phone watching tv or playing video game i have set goal for myself that i want to workout more build myself up and eat better but i never stick to them i feel very anxious and depressed a lot of the time with the only relief i have felt come from hanging out and talking with friend i have some really great friend that i am very close with and a wonderful family that would do anything for me but i can t help but feel alone i feel a great need for companionship and i have been trying to get into a relationship for a long time going from one person to the next but nothing ever becoming of it and we become stranger again it ha taken away a lot of my energy and exhausted my motivation and drive me further into my loneliness and add to my anxiety i have been on an emotional rollercoaster the past several month talking and going out with multiple girl not at the same time and it ending the same i just feel a void in my life some day and lately i have been spending a lot of time around friend to try and fill that void more than i usually do which could also contribute to me spending le time on school and a lot of other important thing i have barely been home in the past week because i wa with friend i feel completely empty and hopeless somedays and feel like my life is over i see others living their best life exciting thing happening having opportunity connection with others is just natural to them and just having a great time with life and then there s me who wish i could be that way but i know i am different than them and no one will ever see me like that i will always be by myself wherever i go and i used to be such a happy child excited for life not afraid to dream big and wonder about the future and just live in the moment but thing happened that turned me into what i am today i feel like a shell of who i could have been and that my younger self would be dissapointed in me i wish i could go back to when i wa about and not taken it for granted and go through life again with what i know now some day i really do not like the person i am turning into i do not thing that i am doing what s best for myself mentally physically and emotionally i feel like i m on a treadmill walking through life but not actually getting anywhere while watching everyone else pas me by i really need to break out of this mindset and change my life around if i am going to survive in this world and live the good and happy life that i always wanted and not a wasted life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got a driving ticket the other day almost got another one today for parking in front of someone s driveway | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
there is just something wrong with stupid vista i hate it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kev nz lol better let aboy0 know if he s doing the deploy before his 9 0 bedtime hope you are feeling better being sick sux | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
paul pogba reveals he s battled depression since split with jose mourinho at manchester united http t co ga st9nrdz | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kal penn ok well i think i just got a spoiler for this episode i haven t seen it yet i m in the uk gutted now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marykatherine q i know i heard it this afternoon and wondered the same thing moscow is so behind the time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am just one step from committing suicide there isn t much left that keep me alive but in reality i want to life i want to be happy but i can t do it anymore nothing ever change | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i suppose i ll live one more month the thing that is keeping me alive is my favourite music group and now they are participating in a show and i want to see it ending because this group s music kept me alive since 0 also i ll see my brother birthday but i think that is my maximum at this point i m really glad that some people supported me even that they know me only because of my reddit post and i got more attention and support than from my ex friend through last year i hope that everyone will be happy i will continue telling everyone that suicide is the worst decision but i cant tell it to myself not anymore my close friend could have died yesterday the bomb exploded km away from her and she is still in danger i don t know what i would do without her i m always thinking of everyone else but me and i ll keep doing it i think i don t deserve to be saved actually i don t want to struggle anymore i ve got so much pain that i couldn t even put it all in 00000 word even if i ll try to live i m sure i will be suffering just even more i have so little light in my life i don t deserve to be loved i always make thing worse i m sure that everyone will be happier without me that they won t have to talk with me and my parent won t have to spend money on my university idk maybe it s just my stpd schyzotypical personal disorder i dont know i don t think i know anything i don t know what is happening around me i i m tired and i m sorry to everyone who had to read this i m so sorry | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
new video card is doa | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
adamcurry can i get download version of the dvorak interlude since streaming is banned at work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this earthquake in italy ha me sadden it s only three hour away from naples where my family is | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
neymar messi et pogba ont fini en d pression le ravage du foot business | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i didn t have enough sleep | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wish there wa a a little tunnel preferably a waterslide direct from dressing room to water so people don t see me in my togs | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
alone at the office | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is going to the tenancy tribunal tomorrow try to get my bond back | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
vomitto ahh ai dreptate pixar | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
savicevic aww i won t be that roommate next year | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t sleep how frustrating | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
right got a stinking headache but i need to run i m not a happy bunny | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m 9 and feel lonely and empty from inside i grew up having no friend i did get a great group of friend but then they ended up just using me and then leaving me like trash so i just roam alone most of the time all empty from inside i can t even talk to my parent about it a they expect me to be happy which i can t but i have to for them so that they don t get worried about me i just want friend some true one i also realise that u trust people way too easily maybe i shouldn t sometimes i just wan na kill myself but then i think of my family and future and don t do it i wish i didn t exist | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i have a social anxiety disorder and everytime i m stressed for example medical appointment my heartrate go to the roof while i am sitting and get my blood pressure checked my heart go 0 bpm this is so embarassing everytime i have to explain that i am very nervous and the medical stuff doesn t have to worry is there a specific way to get my heartrate down to normal in these situation thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so damn tired today actually i need to take a nap when i m at home but there s no time | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
andilegcumisa maybe i underestimate this depression thing | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
andrerib oh today it is not possible for me family matter but i will try to attend next | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
donniewahlberg wise word but life sometimes doesn t work out a you plan life ha a habit of kicking you when you re down | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it seems to cause physical symptom too been having terrible health anxiety symptom out of the blue terrified of my throat closing up randomly and you ll never guess what my anxiety is currently making me feel throat tightness currently going through this cycle of scared of throat closing gt fear cause sensation of tight throat i hate how health anxiety make your brain convinced you re gon na die recently ran to the doc thinking i had cancer found a weird lump in leg it wa a lymph node if it s not cancer it s allergy or a rare autoimmune disorder no therapist ha yet been able to help either it suck and make it hard to live a normal life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doe anyone here have anxiety about their status at their job it make me feel bad that i may possibly always be at the bottom of my company and won t ever be promoted to a more senior position i feel like i ve given up on myself in a way i actually gave up on myself a long time ago why do i feel like past failure mean i can t improve myself now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is still waiting for a dispatch and just got up about an hour ago after sleeping hour guess i ll go back to bed | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the title sum up my whole life perfectly i wa born to a loving caring family my father is my personal hero a real masculine role model who taught me pretty much everything i know my mother gave me all the love a child can ask for they were always supportive in all the good thing that i used to do but always very strict about the bad thing when i chose a career path they paid for a private school which i m so grateful for high school wa the best time of my life they supported me in sport i used to be an amateur middleweight boxer i love them both dearly that s why it hurt so much knowing that i m nothing but a disappointment a burden a leech to them i made the worst decision possible after i finished high school i got accepted into the best technical university in my country it is so embarrassing to think back about it now i actually thought it wa an achievement to study i m ashamed to even type this be free to laugh software engineering i can t explain how a person can do something so stupid i only recently found out that most programmer and software engineer with a master degree which only about of student finish make minimum wage if they are lucky i m from the czech republic central europe programming is a dying career here everything is getting outsourced to the east job are disappearing left and right moving to a different country is not an option since i don t know any foreign language except for english which i m really not good at a you can see and most position require you to know the language of that nation anyway if you want to work in poland you got to know polish etc it s soul crushing to think that all this hard work is worth nothing and even if i manage to finish my degree i m gon na be making the same salary a people with no education and skill whatsoever the minimum wage here in czechia is not enough to afford even a room apartment so i m either gon na live in my parent basement for the rest of my life or i m gon na end up homeless if they decide to kick me out and probably freeze to death when it get cold but then again i m the only one to blame here i should have been thinking more when choosing a career path it s too late to change my profession now firstly because of all the money that my parent invested into it i feel like cry writing that and secondly because i know deep down that i can only do this that i would be a complete failure trying anything else the moment reality of my situation hit me my life took a bad turn a you can imagine having those thought every day just ravage your mental health i can t sleep properly and there are sequence of day when i don t eat anything i m losing weight i would be a lightweight boxer by now but i stopped training anyway my grade got worse i get feeling of despair and misery every day i don t smile anymore i get no joy from anything all my friend are gone i m very lonely i m invisible to woman and i completely lost interest in pursuing relationship no woman is ever gon na date a homeless software engineer i can t remember the last time i had morning wood i m never going to have child my bloodline end with me sorry for the wall of text if you read it all the way here you have my thanks | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just have random racing thought about the past song etc mostly it s just a constant ear worm it s a bit annoying but i can deal with it but a lot of thought about the past have made me cry due to the nostalgia aspect of it not sure if this is anxiety or something else | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nothinn nothing on tv maybe they ve run out of program | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
http twitpic com y bg this is ashley from kick s afternoon show he s not impressed with the twitter | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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a king sized bed is nice but sad and lonely with no hubby puppy or kitty i am over this whole conferenceing thing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hadtobeyou i m at 900 word it s all can do i ll finish tomorrow maybe | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
man do crime society woman s he is a criminal he is a monster bla bla bla woman do crime from decade society woman s itself it s depression it s self defence woman would defend anything done by their fellow sister http t co mk j c jsh http t co zjbnbowzjn | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
steve buscemi shut up you i am hungry and in britain home of the most boring suckassy breakfast in the world i miss dennys | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi everyone it s my first time posting on this forum i m really in a bad spot wondering if my anxiety ruined my situationship and would love to talk it through with someone if anyone could message me i d really appreciate it here s a bit more color on the situation we were good friend started talking in december hooked up beginning of february got into a disagreement the next weekend at a bar because this girl who he had hooked up with previously wa all over him and it made me visibly very uncomfortable we spend the next week talking every day but not seeing each other i definitely try to initiate a few hangout so doe he but le so and it didn t really work i know he s also talking to other girl a well but continues to tell me that he really like me and just want to keep getting to know me better last saturday we hook up he again tell me how much he like me and that he doesnt want to play game thursday i ask him over snapchat if he want to meet up for st paddy and he doesnt answer we end up at the same bar i make a comment saying ohh i thought you said no game just teasing he get upset and think i m trying to have a feeling talk with him at a bar while he s drunk we flush it out over text the next day and i ask him if he want to hang out this weekend he say we ll see and that he ha some plan already we end up bumping into each other again on saturday this time we talk the whole afternoon but i can tell he s le flirty more withdrawn he s going to a concert so he leaf i tell him later we re all going out to this bar he like and he heart the message this morning i snap him and ask how the concert wa no response obviously i need to leave this man alone at least for a little bit but i feel like back the first time we hooked up he wa so so into me then i ruined it by being jealous at the bar and by continuing to only pursue him i got complete tunnel vision i should have just left him alone and maybe he would have come to me but now i ve put so much pressure on the situation it doesn t help that my roommate who is his friend tell me constantly how much he doesn t actually like me and that he s just a player | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
offbytwo seeing a doctor i hope | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a friend in another country who ha no one to turn to and is battling anorexia otherwise alone for the past month she s in a bad and worsening physical and mental state low key suicidal but ha the option of a stay in a treatment clinic however she s scared and ha all these reservation about going it s in a different city a train ride away for one thing she s an adult and there s no one who is able to arrange it for her i can t do it or i would family being no help no friend around her either this is new territory for me i m learning a much a i can about this illness but i don t know how to proceed here i want to urge her to make the phonecall all the time but i don t want her to feel pressured and shut down i m scared to even ask her if she s done it yet she talk about feeling worthless and undeserving of treament she question whether she s even that thin she is along with a bunch of other symptom she s a textbook case and she talk like she s ready to give up even though help is within reach what do i do | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tatiana k nope they didn t have it | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
okay bb lt doe anyone know where i can get info on how night club in l a cost i wan na rent one out next year please i ll invite yall | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t sleep bc i drank a diet coke 9pm suck bc i have to wake up at 0am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
when the depression hit | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
grr i want to keep reading but if i do i wont have anything left to read | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my clock ha stopped some time few year ago and never worked again i am literally living like a zombie without purpose without passion and definitely without hope i lost navigation in my life and grew indifferent to whatever happens around me i don t know why am i living till now or why should i be living in the future i started losing my ability to communicate with people my social insecurity are growing bigger and bigger sometimes i need someone to listen but i always fail to put my thought into word and end up being misunderstood my friend are awesome and understanding but it just feel terrible not being able to explain how empty shell i have become no one would believe it when you show compassion and humor all the day long right i have been suicidal for year but never had the courage to exit this life my silent life always tell me to keep it silent and never create drama out of it i am living in the shadow of this existence and i want to die in the shadow too i tried many thing to get myself out of the zombie mode i tried pushing myself into social activity i tried to exercise i traveled i met new people i tried to do what i used to enjoy i tried to experience new thing i tried to read i failed to do all because i couldn t keep my concentration enough and my thought always drifted away eventually all these attempt of escape drained my mind i am a master s degree student who should be working on thesis now but i always push the workload and procrastinate till the last moment before the deadline to be honest i don t know why i am even studying it is nothing more than another failed journey to find myself i feel that time space water food air and everything that my biological body consumes are wasted for keeping me alive while other people with actual dream and goal out there living in the most extreme hardship i am just jealous suicidewatch community what is worth living for will i ever be able to get through this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stephenkruiser i had put my dog down today too someone ran her over | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kameelahwrites lt codez they ve been mia tho | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
zen sushi for lunch today look like it s raining outside | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no squirrel today they must be hiding | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
masithoko dlomo mizzzidc everything na depression for una this day look like the heart is getting softer every year small thing mental health nothing wokeness no go cause | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
treesahquiche okay about the applepears i ve talked to a few people and they ve all had them before no one ever told me never | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a severe problem socially and going out in public i can talk to people on no problem but when i have to be around stranger in public or just a bunch of people i think everyone is looking at me or making fun of me and my anxiety will be so bad i start to walk weird af and it make people notice me even more and i just dont even wan na leave the house anymore i literally cant walk in a straight line when i have to walk by other people especially if they are with friend idk what to do anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sad movie make me think of thing that i don t really wan na think about | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gigdiary i know wa a little depressed that we ate so much last night there were no leftover today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate converting movie just to put em on my itouch | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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