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unc bruno saula tobiloba una get am bruh will jus b like we meeuve while some lady fit hit depression straight | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
slipknot be having their music about serial killer suicide death drug depression hatred and in like yupppp just what i need | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
going to watch julian play bball i want phoebe | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
feeling embarrassed about taking time off from work for grief depression i just recently lost a loved one about week ago and although the grief shock and mourning ha subsided i m now dealing with some depressive symptom that are making it a bit challenging to perform at work i tried to go back after only a week and i didn t do so well so my manager advised i take the rest of this week off to deal with thing and then come back next week i work in mental health so i have a very understanding workplace but i just feel so embarrassed about this a i m a graduate in a new job concerned people are talking about me worried about all that i m missing out on whilst taking this time off worried that it look bad on my behalf i m just feeling very ashamed atm even though it s not my fault i explained to my manager what i m going through e g depression lowered capacity to function and i feel embarrassed even about that just being so vulnerable feel very odd if anyone ha any similar story please let me know | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it wa a sleepless night | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know it s a thing with visual perception a that s been a prominent part of my experience with derealisation but i ve just now made the smell connection there s a girl in front of me on this bus with a strong smelling hair product that s lingering all around and it s making me nauseous annoyed stop being so fragrant agitated like i wan na get off this bus badly it s so odd to me i m irrationally offput by a smell and actually it s a pleasant one but i m still repulsed and combined with all the other bus smell fabric staleness people etc it s so much worse the extent to which i m upset by this is ridiculous lol my own empty coffee cup is making me wan na spew can someone explain why this is happening and how i might ease or stop it there s no window that can be opened i know it might sound stupid but i m omw to meet a friend and this bus ride is taking it out of me and putting me on edge i don t want the evening ahead to be impeded by this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
skunkie sorry i guess sarcasm is hard to show in 0 character | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i live hour away from where i wa born and raised well my very best friend twin brother oded because someone put fentanyl into his drink smoke and he wa always like a brother to me but i can t make it to his funeral i hate myself for it i want to be there for my best friend and i want to be able to say goodbye to a good friend i haven t talked to him in a long time and the way we talked to each other wa just always giving each other a hard time and now i regret it so much and just wish i would ve kept up with him and been nicer and i have to miss his funeral because i don t know how to save my fucking money amp my job ha no one to replace me while i m gone fuck i wish i wasn t like this i can t stop cry about it or the fact that i feel like i m letting down my best friend by not being there for her she say it s okay and she understands but i can t help but feel like shit | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my anxiety make it almost impossible for me to talk on the phone even people i m not anxious around irl i get panicked with on a phone call so 99 of the time i don t answer call and definetly don t call people well now i had to answer a is wa a pretty important call and i m pretty calm after it like usually my heart beating like crazy i m sweating and my voice break during and after but now i m pretty i just feel short of breath and am a little shaky but i think it went pretty well my voice still broke during the call but not a badly a most time | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bout to start poor linny couldn t keep her eye open she tired and ha to work tomorrow morning night ilovefatsusan | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i have a stutter and i ve always been insecure about it i wa with my best friend and his friend and his friend made fun of someone s stutter because he s not aware i stutter this made me realize how easy it is to make fun of people behind their back i felt really bad that night and started cry when i got home cause it made me realize i didn t know who wa being real with me and i felt a tho i wa devalued flash to today and it wa still bugging me but i realized something those people aren t exclusively making fun of people like me but making fun of a lot more than a stutter people are made fun of for stutter tic religion sexuality lisp appearance and more i realized it s not my problem to worry about them and most people that make fun of others will show themselves with time and real nice people will never do that this made me content and i wa happy i forgot about it for the most part and went about my business but i posted something to reddit about it and someone said they had a similar experience and it lead to going into psychosis and being paranoid about people talking badly about them this made me almost have a panic attack when i wa eating with my parent because going psychotic is one of my biggest fear ever since then i ve felt so anxious it took a good 0 0 minute to calm myself down and not be on the edge of a panic attack ever since then i can t shake this thought but now for a different reason instead of worrying who s judging me i m worrying if i believe it i ve had this fear before but when it s bad it get so bad it feel like i m already psychotic even tho i m not and today wa one of those day it feel like the thought you believe if fact and i have terrible depersonalization this ha happened time before this and normally after a good sleep my anxiety tone down a bit but since this is a little different and it started out without that anxiety doe that mean i am going crazy instead of thinking anyone is judging me i keep asking myself if i think these specific people at my work would judge me idk why once again that wa cause ocd started to ob on it now but since i had this thought before ocd doe it mean i m going crazy or am i sane since i m worrying so much about it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a a desi teenager only kk s discography can cure my depression now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
not to self licking off pudding from a seafood fork not so enjoyable a slowly licking off of a spoon | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i mean nobody go on this anymore x | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
visit my blog for some exciting article makeup beauty depression lifewithcerebralpalsy http t co g vtrepuij http t co z wudtfgjf | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mother depression arc | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
franzglaus i know just wanted to let everybody know what wa happening | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just what am i supposed to think | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sarmar i guess i m out of funny | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
enough the depression message in a bottle and the very first night streaming party starting now http t co fqjbmbhawg | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m a straight male i haven t really had a serious male friend since middle school and i ve pretty much realized that outside of family i only really want to talk to woman in general i don t exclusicely try to talk to woman that i find attractive i have trust issue with men and woman so it must be something else is this maybe some form of annxiety i have bad gad i just don t understand this aspect of myself | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nw more confused then ever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
people say that god only test u not more than we can handle but it is a bunch of lie perhaps he doesn t exist at least in my heart no matter what i do i always fails at everything even trying to die seems hard enough i can t just live happily like it is wrong and worse i tried to kill myself so many time that no matter what i always unknowingly and unintentionally cheated death at this point i ve just had enough | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha anyone dealt with tight throat shortness of breath for multiple week i ve been short of breath for almost week now i just got prescribed escitalopram and this is my first time taking medicine for anxiety i need insight if this feeling will go away soon thanks guy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im letting life pas by because im so stressed and cant deal with my problem so i just hide away and isolate myself and it starting to harm me where im currently cry because i have no solution for the hole i dug myself in help me please | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
baf0 hi steven man it s only been a week and i m already behind on school work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pity i ll have to remove it because it s irrelevant | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
annemarike oh no owies when will that happen | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mizzzidc any idea why u have depression das it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my nokia 0 died | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
out of stock on xbox 0 limied edition red elite at the moment i must have one http twitpic com y g0 | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
essay finished 0 word very pleased with self but dreading the return to project work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doing homework | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
completing report and meeting this morning interviewing people this afternoon busy bee today blurrgghh | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m and my anxiety ha been getting worse and worse a i fly towards adulthood at mach i ve started carrying around a plush of one of my favorite character it really comforting i want to start brining it to school because that s where a lot of anxiety happens but i don t know if i ll be able to ignore everyone s judging eye doe anyone else do this is it a healthy coping mechanism | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ok going to start with i had originally posted this on a different account but i don t really want this to be traced back to me from anyone i may potentially know who may stumble upon that other account there s way too much that i could say so i will just say a few thing i think i ve been suffering from anxiety for a long time and it s pretty crippling to my social interaction and the choice i make i miss out on a lot of stuff because of it and tend to have self destructive behavior when i make friend i have this problem where i feel like oversharing because someone is actually listening to me but due to some thing lately i ve started putting up more wall i joke around a lot and tease to distract from people actually knowing me because i think that people knowing me is really scary i ve been closing my circle and any time i speak to people i m just overwhelmingly anxious i fear that i ll say something that will make people start disliking me or finding me annoying i work at a customer service place and i get really anxious when customer start asking question i don t know the answer to or get even remotely frustrated with me i also get really anxious when a bigger group of customer come in and it just feel really embarrassing i have a really hard time with phone call too it really stress me out when i have to call someone or talk to like authority figure on the phone i wish i could be able to fix it and make it easier to leave my house or message people etc i just want to be able to exist without being afraid you know | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i quit my job recently and need to get a new one because i m running out of saving i live in a foreign country so there aren t many option i ve been to some interview but i ended up not taking the job because i wa too anxious i looked for part time work but almost all of the job were shady in some way like not deducting tax etc and although most people don t care about it im too scared to break any rule so i couldn t take the easy part time job i m so tired of my anxiety stopping me from working | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this week just seems to get longer and longer in term of how much i need to do and how much i m actually going to get done | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doe anybody else here get extreme anxiety and panic when you send a text to someone like asking a question or anything and they don t reply back or iphone user can see if they ve read the text message i literally spiral and i don t know how to deal with it sometimes they reply to me and sometimes they don t and when they don t i automatically think i m the problem or it ha something to do with me basically | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
djteck mean | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i used to be highly functional before but it now i can barely function at all i take everything just to keep myself alive i go day without eating how am i ever going to get work done sometime i think i wa not meant for this world there is something very wrong with my brain how am i supposed to fix it how do you keep on living like this forever | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
zinziii dammit when ya heading home we didn t get messy drunk together at any point | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i m nearly and since about age i ve struggled 90 of the time with everything feel lost with my life and job don t have the drive to want or even put in effort into finding a girlfriend in a job i don t really want a future in but have no interest or enthusiasm about anything i am just plodding along and it s so so shit have friend that are starting to establish themselves and live quite happily and progress in themselves so all i do is compare and procrastinate don t like spending money have about 0k saved up and a car worth about k which in the grand scheme of thing is nothing so i just see myself living this shit average little life with no actual purpose and that i m running out of time but don t seem to do anything about it the laziness is mental laziness not physical fail to see any improvement or have any positive outlook because all i think about 00 of the time is what s wrong in my life my whole perception of everything is bad and all in my head can t shift it because it feel so natural now brain fog for about year shit memory no focus can t think straight or rationally don t know if i m too hard on myself or expect too much or if i know i can be doing better i just don t even know is how i d sum up my feeling | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have felt so depressed for year now im only and i ve been through a lot but who hasn t i m just a weak person that can t get over my issue the only thing i m good at is hurting people therapy will never help me because i am never going to change i m a terrible fucking person and i hate myself more than anything it feel like my life is never going to get better and i know that i will never deserve happiness but i feel like i ll truly be happy once i take my last breath | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ugh the struggle with depression and anxiety is real rn not to mention my insomnia is wanting to act up too zzzzzz i hate my brain sometimes | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m sorry i ve ruined everything between u forgive me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
brexitbuster when people starved to death in the great depression drs were ordered to put heart failure on the death certificate instead of malnutrition etc | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello if anyone listens that s okay but it s okay if not i just have to vent because i m so anxious and a little depressed i have anxiety and take medication for it recently i ve been getting interview for job that i am unsure about i m basically just applying to everything i will have a bachelor degree in education but i will not have a teaching license a i have decided i do not want to teach in a classroom student teaching wa not a good experience i have no idea what my purpose in life is i don t have much money but i used a lot of it to buy my girlfriend an engagement ring i love her more than anything i m just so terrified i ll be a failure and won t be able to support her i just want a decent paying job where my anxiety doesn t get in the way i ve gotten some offer but they are all sale position and i just don t want to work for a company that is essentially a revolving door my anxiety lately is crippling me i ate nothing yesterday today is a little better but i don t know what to do with myself i want to cry i m a year old male and i don t care i want to cry and i have i feel so far behind everyone else i just want to be a normal person i m worried my anxiety will cause me to lose everything i love in life my girlfriend is beyond supportive but i know my mental health ha had an impact on her a she is in nursing school idk why i came here i feel alone and isolated and have to vent i feel like i m dying inside im so great when my anxiety isn t there to screw it up it s like i m a shell of my self right now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha to study math econ but isnt in the mood | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
maybe one of these year i ll get a tax return a girl can dream right | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the great depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i keep thinking that i m only putting all this effort in for someone else because i love her and i don t want to hurt her and i enjoy being with her and how she make me feel but i also want to get better so i can be in a better place to be more supportive for her and my peer i m trying to live for myself and not others but i m not sure where i am with that | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
they are not bad people though it my fault they ignore me school drive me crazy and i think ill never be really comfortable with the way life is i dont want to die but i really dont want to live | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so many channel yet so so boring lazy day again may have to find a hobby | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
shruticute got any web link to it here we only get the hindu and toi | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know i m not i m fully aware that i m not dying the problem is the fact that it feel extremely difficult to breathe even though i know nothing is wrong my lung are genuinely taking in all the air that they can and i don t have any medical issue there s no pressure around my rib yet i feel trapped i feel like i m running out of breath and it s making me panic and that in itself is making it even harder to breathe i feel on the verge of a panic attack even my posture is fine ha anyone else felt this weird out of breath sensation it feel like no matter how much air i take in it s not enough | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
infidelsarecool ugh how depressing i want to punch something | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my paronychia hurt | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello i have been dealing with bad anxiety for le than a week now which mean that it might not last for long but the idea of it just going away seems unrealistic and i want to be able to deal with my anxiety in the future if it pursues me for the rest of my life i am year of age and live alone i a couple of close friend and family and before my first panic attack where i thought i wa dying i wa having the best time of my life to be completely honest and it somewhat saddens me that my life took at turn for the worse i have always had bad social anxiety but it ha gotten better though my panic attack and my panicked state since last sunday have me questioning what is happening and if the anxiety stem from something unresolved i acknowledge that this would better be discussed with a therapist but the wait time is long to be clear i have far from lost hope but i would like to hear how you guy on here figured out what might be causing it if you did and lastly everyone should know that anxiety isn t going to be the same forever even if it seems bad it can change for the better just like a person and it is natural even though the body s instinct might be acting out of whack | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
on the coach gon na be fun | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is finally home after a shitty day at work doing floorset | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve always joked about depression but lately i ve found myself facing overwhelming feeling of a sadness that can t be described in word i pray i have it in me to face this and not get consumed by it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i usually brush it off with excuse but it s time to be honest with myself i m actively in a depression episode feeling like cry constantly and it s exhausting to do anything no interest in living just existing and my med aren t working for it so here i am depressed and feeling stuck | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
not liking being back at work this morning | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
officialprofoz she sed puerto rican | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
francesdath not bad transitioning being visited by many globe wandering gypsy queer at the moment but you are missing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyone i have ever met in my life ha told me that i m beautiful some even the most beautiful that they have ever seen all my life i ve expected the rest of the world to bow down before my beauty and tell me that i m beautiful i always rely on that validation and reassurance i keep on waiting for people to tell me that i m beautiful i keep track of who tell me i m beautiful and who hasn t for those who haven t i wonder if they think i m beautiful this happened with my 0 year old same sex female teacher i wa expecting her to tell me that i m beautiful even a she wa rejecting me and i noticed that she didn t tell me what i wanted to hear and just pointed out aspect about my personality i wa cry over it my own thinking ha led to me having many problem in life i lack even the most basic common sense even when something is so obvious like flying to germany and showing up unannounced at the airport asking to be picked up at pm and expecting to free load for two week with relative i haven t seen in year over christmas being invited to a friend s birthday party and not even talking to her and wondering why she became cold to me even at work when toothpick fell i wa picking them up to put them back on the bottle i wa stacking clothes that they kept on falling my coworkers who are younger than me helped me and their mind are more mature than mine when my former professor 0 year my senior told me he loved me and that i wa the most beautiful woman he ha ever met i wa blown away i wa so distracted by him telling me that i wa beautiful that i could not see that he could have been lying i have received a couple of complaint about my personality someone told me yes you are beautiful in look but ugly a hell at heart you are narcissistic and manipulative you surely do act like the world revolves around you another person ha told me you told me that you are when i wa talking to you i felt like i wa talking to a year old you are a very immature woman and you re not that bright either is this why i don t have any friend is there more to life than being beautiful would people find my immaturity to be unattractive | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
simx yeah i always slow down at the end also take that i win | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t want to walk home in this snow who want to pick me up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nishitd no i missed everything onwards stupid work getting in the way of tennis | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
artemisiii oh no is it the laundry powder maybe i m allergic to some and since jean are usually so fitted it make it worse | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am and have been battling depression since throughout the year i ve been on anti depressive pretty much the whole time just when i feel like i m maybe stabilizing or dare i say it getting better i go crashing back down to the bottomless pit of sadness right now i m on vacation in a tropical island a dream for me yet here i am constantly emotional and unable to find joy ha anyone ever gotten over depression for good or will this plague me until the end | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel soooo bad for my doglet she is not understanding why her mouth is so sore poor little thing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mizzzidc with all you have said you ve almost landed that woman into depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
islandiva i sent u a tweet yesterday but i don t know why it didn t work i guess you re sleeping right now i am working soon noon | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
birutagme yeah it wa really depressing stuff like that get to me | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my birthday today feel so old | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why can t people like me what did i do wrong am i really just a shitty person i ve known for a long as while that no one like me but i ve just ignored that fact and smiled and tried to socialize with others it just make thing worse and i m just an annoying fuck i just wan na know why i m annoying i ve accepted all of this today and realized that no one give a fuck about me even my own family think i m just a burden why can t people just like me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been in a bad spot for a long time i ve dealt with a lot of grief a lot of handling shit on my own and trying to keep up appearance but thing took a turn for the worse when i had a traumatic event a few month ago that sent me over the edge i developed post traumatic stress disorder from it all and coping since ha been excruciatingly difficult i threw myself into work for about a month and a half i quickly burned out the trigger became an everyday occurrence i wanted help i needed help but i wa afraid every hand extended towards me would only reach to choke me those around me could drown me in an ocean of love and i d never feel wet my clothes may be wet but my skin my heart would feel dry a a desert i feel so closed off yet i crave closeness i can t even remember the last few month but from what i can i ve been destructive i ve been in so much emotional pain that i ve unintentionally caused emotional pain nothing is ever good enough for me it s not a conscious thing you see it s me i ve never felt good enough for anyone nor at anything i did these feeling of failure disappointment overwhelm me most day i m 0 without much to show for it this fight to see another day is wearing me out i keep getting knocked down and i know more is to come from life i just don t see an end to this emotional torture within my mind | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi last year in matheletics i managed to bag at least top 0 but suddenly this year my playing condition have dropped because when i look at the leaderboard every time it make me more anxious and lead to bad performance in the competition now i can not even reach top 000 this ha been making me more stressed and now i even have mixed feeling to never take part in any of these competition even though it thing that i like are there any way to at least calm myself down | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
onlytosee twitter s been doing that to me tooo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my other alt account wa deleted so i m posting here today i had a mental breakdown on the basis of what i feel are good thing in my life disappearing inexplicably oftentimes whenever i attempt interaction with aforementioned good thing the last straw wa today over a fairly trivial issue but i broke down because of so many thing that had happened recently in my past that i wa unable to shrug off my life is fairly good and i am very lucky to be living in a household full of opportunity however it feel a though whenever i try to fully indulge in what s provided to me whether it be by my hand or anothers it s normally gone in no time flat about the call i wa in the middle of my breakdown and tried to take the rational course of action calling the hotline because i desperately needed to talk with somebody only to vent my frustration and promptly be hung up on by the person on the other end of the line i tried calling twice more ok case i hung up on then by accident but wa almost immediately disconnected and the last time wasn t able to be connected with anyone fuck what if i were actually about to commit suicide and just wanted someone to talk with only to find out that they didn t care about my problem either it anger me just typing this i m sick of living this way i don t think suicide is the answer but i really just need someone to talk with about my frustration thanks for reading and hopefully your day is better than mine | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m at a very weird place in my life right now i m a year old male in college i m failing my college class a i have no motivation to do well in them i have a very poor relationship with my parent and family the one organization in my college that i m extremely involved with ha cut tie with me over accusation that are not true i have a leadership role in this organization and being a leader in the organization with no prior experience ha brought me a ton of hater and people that just want to see my downfall i literally have no future a i m supposed to graduate this semester and get a job but i am nowhere near both i can t pursue my real passion and to top it all of and what really might put me over the edge is problem with this woman in my life we met through this organization that i wa talking about earlier in this text a a captain i have my own committee of people that i oversee and she wa one of my committee member the first time we hung out in october she took me out to a bar after i turned it wa just me and her we quickly started to develop this really cool friendship where d we hangout and talk almost daily a a young man hopeless in love i started to develop feeling but nothing crazy because i almost always saw her a a best friend first and i m sure she felt the same way then we were at a bar about a month ago she wa talking to some guy at the bar and i wa having a funny conversation with my friend but i could see from the corner of my eye that she wa talking to this man and that s when i first started feeling these feeling of jealousy but i could tell she wa looking at me too talking to my friend and she came to me and we embraced and i hugged her almost all night had my arm around her and everything and she had her hand over mine too and we just kept feeling each other this wa the first time we ever moved into this phase of our friendship and i think we both felt something brewing in our heart for one another a few day went by and i wa out yet again talking to this other chick i met at the bar and we ended up almost hooking up back at my place but i couldn t go through with it because all i could think about wa my best friend who i really liked i m an introvert at heart and will always keep my feeling inside because i m scared to tell people how i feel and i suppress those feeling but literally the next day after this hookup that didn t happen i wa at a friend s st birthday party and got hammered myself and i had this urge of wanting to tell my best friend how i truly felt about her and that s exactly what i did it wa a thursday night she always go to this one specific club on thursday night so i ditched my friend and went to that club to see her and it literally played out like a romantic film she wa the first person i saw when i walked in and went up to her and for the first time in my life i poured my heart out to her and told her how i felt about her and how she make me feel and at first she wa shocked and then she said she felt the same way and we kissed for a long time at this moment i wa on cloud 9 i had never had a girlfriend before had never been in a relationship before but in this moment it wa just me and her against the world and i loved it we started to head back to my apartment but the alcohol wa kicking in for me and i passed out once i got back to my apartment i woke up the next day and saw her heel on the floor but she wa nowhere to be found so i texted her and told her that i wa sorry for passing out from the alcohol but i meant every word i told her last night she didn t text me back till later that day and she said that she wa thinking about it all day and night and she didn t want to fuck up our friendship a it s one of the few good thing in her life right now and i totally get that wa i disappointed hearing this yeah of course i wa but i texted her back saying that we can talk about this in person another time but for right now enjoy your weekend the next day we saw each other at a party and i talked to her outside and told her that i d rather say we tried to make it work and it didn t rather than not giving u a chance at all and she never gave me a clear answer she texted me later that night saying that she needed a break and some time to think so i said okay a few day later we had our last committee meeting and it wa so awkward cause we hadn t talked before and we were on this so called break and after the meeting ended she immediately left even though she usually wait for me i got a text from her later that night around am saying that this letter i wrote for everyone on my committee wa very sweet and cute and i asked her how long this break should last and she said she wasn t sure a she didn t want me to think that she wa leading me on which i thought she wa doing so we hopped on this facetime call and had a really nice long conversation about all the stuff we had to catch up on and then after an hour i switched the topic back to our relationship and she basically said that she didn t feel the same way i wa so hurt when she said this because all the sign pointed to her liking me too and i really felt like i knew what her heart wa saying we both went to sleep cry that night for each other the next day i sent her a text this time saying that i do need some space to figure thing out and we can talk after spring break so for the next week we didn t talk she didn t view my story like any of my social medium post and just simply didn t communicate with each other and it wa one of the worst thing for me to go through a she wa someone i really looked forward to talking to and to not be able to do that just sucked the sunday before we came back to college i texted her and asked if she d be down to hangout that first week we got back and she said she wa down to do so and i wa so happy because it felt like i wa getting my friend back again but then a few day later she angrily text me asking if i told anyone that we hooked up which isn t true and i told her that i didn t which is true there were rumor going around about u from people that saw u hangout a lot that saw u embrace at the bar that saw u kiss at the club and saw u walk back to my apartment together so people could only assume that we were a thing and i kept telling her that but she wasn t having it she facetimed me saying that she regretted ever kissing me she didn t want to be friend anymore and all this shit i wa extremely hurt hearing this and just wanted my friend back and wanted to forget ever opening up my feeling for her so i sent her a really long text explaining that i never said anything that i really cared about her and just wanted my best friend back she responded by saying that she appreciated me reaching out and that she wa over the situation and that she s not ready to move forward with me and doesn t think our friendship will ever be the same so i texted her this morning and i said i get it and if there wa any way we could meet in person and just talk she responded back by saying that she s potentially open to it but not now maybe next week so i said i just genuinely need someone to talk to but i understand her the last text she sent me wa i don t think i can be that person for you anymore i m sorry i am heartbroken devastated and hopeless angry at myself angry at this world and i just want to leave i have no direction in life no one to turn to anymore and i just want to end it all a soon a possible | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? 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hi reddit i m not sure who else to turn to a i recently had to stop seeing my therapist because i moved state and she is only licensed in my previous state of residence i am looking for a new therapist but i simply can t keep this inside me anymore and i need a place to get it out this year and the last few month of 0 ha been the absolute worst of my entire life i can not believe the amount of negativity loss tragedy and pure bad luck that i ve been experiencing since fall of 0 it s been blow after blow and i can feel myself giving up i m giving up hope i m giving up my optimistic attitude i m giving up my will to continue existing in august of 0 my boyfriend of two year and i began our descent into what eventually led to our breakup in mid december we shared an apartment in oregon and i had to move out in january and move across the country back to my hometown in illinois i wa devastated about the breakup and under immense stress trying to find a moving company to haul my belonging such a long distance i finally found one and it turned out to be a scam they stole all my belonging and i m in the middle of several complaint with them but still have yet to see my thing and i don t think i ever will i lost my boyfriend and my life s worth of item at the same time living back at home ha been difficult a my sister life here and we do not have the best relationship she is severely mentally ill with addiction depression and borderline personality disorder so it s been very hard trying to manage her mood outburst destruction etc she ha attacked me many time said countless hurtful thing and done endless physical damage to the house living with her is very stressful on top of all this my grandpa just died tonight i got a call from my brother out of the blue i can t process this right now and i m at my wit end in the past month i ve lost my boyfriend whom i still love my old apartment and old life in oregon all of my life s worth of belonging and now my grandpa it s almost funny how insanely negative this year ha been i simply can not see myself recovering from all this loss and sadness and i don t know what to do it is just too much and i have no hope or light left i m feeling suicidal | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the future is no more a it used to be | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
seasonal depression is truly over | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
martingommel double depression im sinne einer dysthymie ist allerdings noch immer ein gro e problem und dagegen hilft kaum etwas ich w nsche dir von herzen das du etwas findest da dir hilft und das e dir dadurch besser geht | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m getting swole af tho jus need to get back on my healthier diet shit depression isn t over but the eatin my feel part is u can t b depressed wit a pack it s medically impossible http t co tym by taw | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can batman with prep time cure my depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
daniela 9 hahaa i just realized quot impune quot definitely isnt the word i wanted dang i m so unclever | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kittcat ya i wa basically screwed just rewrote it i will seriously go with you if you want i dont know anyone else who want to goo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
idk how to elaborate on it i just started suddenly cry for no real reason and couldn t stop for like 0 minute doe anyone else have this problem i m just wondering | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
celesteclara i can t sleep either | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my body feel weird it feel like my leg muscle are electric sometimes they feel a bit tingly or it feel like i can feel blood rushing through my leg i m scared if it s something bad or if i have a disease or diabetes im freaking out i can feel my leg pulsating and they feel a bit sore even though i don t remember doing any activity that would cause soreness i ve just been very anxious this whole week and idk what to do anymore i lowkey wa feeling fine for a couple month trying to ignore everything and this week it all came back to me i m scared i can t catch a break this week everyday i m freaking out over something | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
god im stupid | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i got my thing set up i ll run away and try to cut my wrist probably on some kind of train track or busy road to be certain i cant deal with life anymore i m just exhausted and i want my rest ik i tried to do it but i always bursted out in tear and eventually did not commit to it but it enough life keep throwing rock and i don t dodge them anymore i tried getting help and didn t get any i tried talking to ppl but got ignored i tried just going on but now i can t deal with it anymore i fucking y o and i always say it normal to be kinda depressed at this age but i don t believe it normal i don t get love and i probably don t deserve it just wan na leave this message for the ppl that know me you probably don t care bc i tried talking and you did nothing it not your fault i m just a coward and cant deal with it anymore so bye have a wonderful life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dwr gh teresamforgione gm stone not that i ve had covid but i find whisky cure everything from sniffle to depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ok i m sick and spent an hour sitting in the shower cause i wa too sick to stand and held back the puke like a champ bed now | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my house had a flood one day when i wa home alone it wa really scary in the moment water running down the wall and moving faster than i could handle on my own it wasn t terribly bad but damaged our basement floor so my husband and i had to move everything upstairs we waited for insurance to approve the claim and then decided my husband would do the work himself to save some fund before we bought the supply we both got covid thankfully his symptom were minimal but it wa not a fun battle for me i managed to stay out of hospital but i wa sick for month the family friend we contracted covid from died we also experienced another significant family death during this time not covid related my husband then ran into several setback with the flooring all together by the time the basement wa put back together it had been month month of extra furniture box christmas decoration gaming equipment and other junk all over the house in a jumbled mess a good chunk of the month i wa sick grieving slowly recovering and isolated because of lockdown i also lost all my front gardening work by the contractor digging up and water proofing our window well ever since i find my anxiety go through the roof whenever i hear heavy rain i used to find it really soothing but now i start to panic about flooding happening again or just something bad in general i can t focus on anything other than waiting for it to stop anyone else feel this way about storm | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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