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twg_000000045500 | 'BRUCE. '_P.S._--Mind you don't forget to divorce me as soon as you can for Mavis's sake. Vincy will give you all the advice you need. Don't think badly of me; I have meant well. Try and cheer up. I am sorry not to write more fully, but you can imagine how I was rushed to catch today's steamer.' She sat | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045501 | alone gazing at the letter under the light. She was divided at first between a desire to laugh and cry. Bruce had actually eloped! His silly weakness had culminated, his vanity had been got hold of. Vincy's horrid little art-student had positively led him into running away, and leaving his wife and children. Controlling herself, Edith went to the veranda | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045502 | and said to Mrs Ottley that Bruce wasn't coming back for a day or two, that she had neuralgia and was going to retire, but begged Aylmer not to go yet. Of course at this he went at once. The next morning Aylmer at his hotel received a little note asking him to come round and see Edith, while the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045503 | others were out. It was there, in the cool, shady room, that Edith showed him the letter. 'Good God!' he exclaimed, looking simply wild with joy. 'This is too marvellous!--too heavenly! Do you realise it? Edith, don't you see he wants you to make him free? You will be my wife--that's settled--that's fixed up.' He looked at her in delight | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045504 | almost too great for expression. Edith knew she was going to have a hard task now. She was pale, but looked completely composed. She said: 'You're wrong, Aylmer. I'm not going to set him free.' 'What?' he almost shouted. 'Are you mad? What! Stick to him when he doesn't want you! Ruin the wretched girl's life!' 'That remains to be | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045505 | seen. I don't believe everything in the letter. The children--' 'Edith!' he exclaimed. 'What--when he doesn't _want_ the children--when he deserts them?' 'He is their father.' 'Their father! Then, if you were married to a criminal who implored you to divorce him you wouldn't, because he was their father!' 'Bruce is not a criminal. He is not bad. He is | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045506 | a fool. He has behaved idiotically, and I can never care for him in the way I used to, but I mean to give him a chance. I'm not going to jump at his first real folly to get rid of him.... Poor Bruce!' She laughed. Aylmer threw himself down in an arm-chair, staring at her. 'You amaze me,' he | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045507 | said. 'You amaze me. You're not human. Do you adore this man, that you forgive him everything? You don't even seem angry.' 'I don't adore him, that is why I'm not so very angry. I was terribly hurt about Miss Townsend. My pride, my trust were hurt but after that I can't ever feel that personal jealousy any more. What | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045508 | I have got to think of is what is best.' 'Edith, you don't care for me. I'd better go away.' He turned away; he had tears in his eyes. 'Oh, don't, Aylmer! You know I do!' 'Well, then, it's all right. Fate seems to have arranged this on purpose for us--don't you know, dear, how I'd be good to the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045509 | children? How I'd do anything on this earth for them? Why, I'd reconcile Mrs Ottley to it in ten minutes; I'd do _anything_!' He started up. 'I'm not going to let Mrs Ottley know anything about it for the present.' 'You're not going to tell her?' 'No. I shall invent a story to account for his absence. No-one need know. | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045510 | But, of course, if, later--I mean if he persists--' 'Oh, Edith, don't be a fool! You're throwing away our happiness when you've got it in your hand.' 'There are some things that one _can't_ do.' said Edith. 'It goes against the grain. I can't take advantage of his folly to make the path smoother--for myself. What will become of him | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045511 | when they quarrel! It's all nonsense. Bruce is only weak. He's a very good fellow, really. He has no spirit, and not much intellect; but with us to look after him,' she unconsciously said us, and could not help smiling at the absurdity of it,' he will get along all right yet.' 'Edith, you're beyond me,' said Aylmer. 'I give | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045512 | up understanding you.' She stood up again and looked out of the window. 'Let him have his silly holiday and his elopement and his trip! He thinks it will make a terrific sensation! And I hope she will be seasick. I'm sure she will; she's the sort of woman who would, and then--after--' 'And you'll take him back? You have | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045513 | no pride, Edith.' She turned round. 'Take him back?--yes; officially. He has a right to live in his own house, with his own children. Why, ever since I found out about Miss Townsend ... I'm sure I was nice to him, but only like a sister. Yes. I feel just like a sister to him now.' 'Oh, good God! I | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045514 | haven't patience with all this hair-splitting nonsense. Brotherly husbands who run away with other girls, and beg you to divorce them; sisterly wives who forgive them and stick to them against their will....' He suddenly stopped, and held out his hand. 'Forgive me, Edith. I believe whatever you say is right. Will you forgive me?' 'You see, it's chiefly on | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045515 | account of the children. If it weren't for them I _would_ take advantage of this to be happy with you. At least--no--I'm not sure that I would; not if I thought it would be Bruce's ruin.' 'And you don't think I'd be good to the children?' 'Good? I know you would be an angel to them! But what's the use? | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045516 | I tell you I can't do it.' 'I won't tease you, I won't worry you any more,' he said, in a rather broken voice. 'At any rate, think what a terrible blow this is to me. You show me the chance of heaven, then you voluntarily dash it away. Don't you think you ought to consult someone? You have asked | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045517 | no-one?' 'I have consulted _you_,' she said, with a slight smile. 'You take no notice of what I say.' 'As a matter of fact, I don't wish to consult anyone. I have made my own decision. I have written my letter.' She took it out of her bag. It was directed to Bruce, at the address he had given her | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045518 | in Australia. 'I suppose you won't let me read it?' he said sadly. 'I think I'd rather not,' she said. Terribly hurt, he turned to the door. 'No--no, you shall read it!' she exclaimed. 'But don't say anything, make no remark about it. You shall read it because I trust you, because I really care for you.' 'Perhaps I oughtn't | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045519 | to,' he said. 'No, dear; keep it to yourself.' His delicacy had revived and he was ashamed of his jealousy. But now she insisted on showing it to him, and he read: 'DEAR BRUCE, 'I'm not going to make any appeal to your feelings with regard to your mother and the children, because if you had thought even of me | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045520 | a little this would not have happened. I'm very, very sorry for it. I believe it happened from your weakness and foolishness, or you could not have behaved with such irresponsibility, but I'm trying to look at it quite calmly. I therefore propose to do nothing at all for three months. If I acted on your suggestion you might regret | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045521 | it ever after. If in three months you write to me again in the same strain, still desiring to be free, I will think of it, though I'm not sure that I should do it even then. But in case you change your mind I propose to tell nobody, not even your mother. By the time you get this letter, | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045522 | it will be six weeks since yours to me, and you may look at things differently. Perhaps by then you will be glad to hear that I have told your mother merely that you have been ordered away for a change, and I shall say the same to anyone else who inquires for you. If you feel after this time | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045523 | still responsible, and that you have a certain duty, still remember, even so, you might be very unhappy together all your lives. Excuse me, then, if I don't take you at your word. 'Another point occurs to me. In your hurry and excitement, perhaps you forgot that your father's legacy depended on the condition that you should not leave the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045524 | Foreign Office before you were fifty. That is about fourteen years from now. If you are legally freed, and marry Miss Argles, you could hardly go back there. I think it would be practically impossible under those circumstances, while if you live in Australia you will have hardly any means. I merely remind you of this, in case you had | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045525 | forgotten. 'I shall regard it all as an unfortunate aberration; and if you regret it, and change your mind, you will be free at any time you like to come back and nothing shall be ever said about it. But I'm not begging you to do so. I may be wrong; perhaps she's the woman to make you happy. Let | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045526 | me know within three months how you feel about it. No-one will suffer except myself during this time, as I shall keep it from your mother, and shall remain here during this time. Perhaps you will be very angry with me that I don't wish to take you at your word, Bruce. At first I thought I would, but I'm | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045527 | doing what I think right, and one cannot do more. 'I'm not going to reproach you, for if you don't feel the claims of others on you, my words will make no difference. 'Think over what I say. Should you be unhappy and wish to separate from her without knowing how, and if it becomes a question of money, as | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045528 | so many things do, I would help you. I did not remind you about your father's legacy to induce you to come back. If you really find happiness in the way you expect, we could arrange it. You see, I have thought of everything, in one night. But you _won't_ be happy. 'EDITH OTTLEY.' 'Remember, whenever you like to come | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045529 | back, you will be welcomed, and nothing shall ever be said about it.' Aylmer gave her back the letter. He was touched. 'You see,' she said eagerly, 'I haven't got a grain of jealousy. All that part is quite finished. That's the very reason why I can judge calmly.' She fastened up the letter, and then said with a smile: | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045530 | 'And now, let's be happy the rest of the summer. Won't you?' He answered that she was _impayable_--marvellous--that he would help her--devote himself to doing whatever she wished. On consideration he saw that there was still hope. Bruce Returns 'Never, Edith!' exclaimed Vincy, fixing his eyeglass in his eye, and opening his mouth in astonishment. 'Never! Well, I'm gormed!' A | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045531 | week had passed since the news of Bruce's elopement. The little group at Westgate didn't seem to have much been affected by it; and this was the less surprising as Aylmer and Edith had kept it to themselves. Mrs Ottley listened imperturbably to Edith's story, a somewhat incoherent concoction, but told with dash and decision, that Bruce had been ordered | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045532 | away for a sea-voyage for fear of a nervous breakdown. She cried a little, said nothing, kissed Edith more than usual, and took the children away for longer walks and drives. With a mother's flashlight of intuition she felt at once certain there was something wrong, but she didn't wish to probe the subject. Her confidence in Edith reached the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045533 | point of superstition; she would never ask her questions. Edith had assured her that Bruce would come back all right, and that was enough. Personally, Mrs Ottley much preferred the society of Aylmer to that of her son. Aylmer was far more amusing, far more considerate to her, and to everybody else, and he didn't use his natural charm for | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045534 | those who amused him only, as the ordinary fascinating man does. Probably there was at the back of his attentions to Mrs Ottley a vague idea that he wanted to get her on his side--that she might be a useful ally; but he was always charming to elderly women, and inclined to be brusque with younger ones, excepting Edith; he | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045535 | remembered his own mother with so great a cult of devotion, and his late wife with such a depressed indifference. Edith had asked Aylmer to try and forget what had happened--to make himself believe that Bruce had really only gone away medicinally. For the present, he did as she wished, but he was longing to begin talking to her on | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045536 | the subject again, both because it interested him passionately from the psychological point of view, and far more, naturally, because he had hopes of persuading her in time. She was not bound by letter; she could change her mind. Bruce might and possibly would, insist. There was difficulty in keeping the secret from Vincy, who was actually staying in the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045537 | house, and whose wonderful nerves and whimsical mind were so sensitive to every variation of his surroundings. He had the gift of reading people's minds. But it never annoyed anyone; one felt he had no illusions; that he sympathised with one's weaknesses and follies and, in a sense, enjoyed them, from a literary point of view. Probably his friends forgave | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045538 | his clear vision for the sake of his interest. Most people would far rather be seen through than not be seen at all. One day Vincy, alone on the beach with Edith, remarked that he wondered what had happened to Mavis. Edith told him that she had run away with a married man. 'Never, Edith!' he exclaimed. 'Who would have | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045539 | thought it! It seems almost too good to be true!' 'Don't say that, Vincy.' 'But how did you hear it? You know everything.' 'I heard it on good authority. I _know_ it's true.' 'And to think I was passing the remark only the other day that I thought I ought to look her up, in a manner of speaking, or | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045540 | write, _or something_,' continued Vincy; 'and who _is_ the poor dear man? Do you know?' He looked at her with a sudden vague suspicion of he knew not what. 'Bruce was always inclined to be romantic, you know,' she said steadily. 'Oh, give over!' 'Yes, that's it; I didn't want anyone to know about it. I'm so afraid of making | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045541 | Mrs Ottley unhappy.' 'But you're not serious, Edith?' 'I suppose I'd better show you his letter. He tells me to ask your advice.' She gave it to him. 'There is only one word for what I feel about it,' Vincy said, as he gave it back. 'I'm gormed! Simply gormed! Gormed, Edith dear, is really the only word.' 'I'm not | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045542 | jealous,' said Edith. 'My last trouble with Bruce seems to have cured me of any feeling of the kind. But I have a sort of pity and affection for him still in a way--almost like a mother! I'm really afraid he will be miserable with her, and then he'll feel tied to her and be wretched all his life. So | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045543 | I'm giving him a chance.' He looked at her with admiring sympathy. 'But what about other friends?' 'Well--oh, you know--' 'Edith, I'm awfully sorry; I wish I'd married her now, then she wouldn't have bothered about Bruce.' 'But you can't stand her, Vincy.' 'I know, Edith dear; but I'd marry any number of people to prevent anything tiresome for you. | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045544 | And Aylmer, of course--Edith, really, I think Aylmer ought to go away; I'm sure he ought. It is a mistake to let him stay here under these circumstances.' 'Why?' said Edith. 'I don't see that; if I were going to take Bruce at his word, then it would be different, of course.' 'It does seem a pity not to, in | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045545 | some ways; everything would be all nicely settled up, just like the fourth act of a play. And then I should be glad I hadn't married Mavis... Oh, do let it be like the fourth act, Edith.' 'How can life be like a play? It's hopeless to attempt it,' she said rather sadly. 'Edith, do you think if Bruce knew--how | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045546 | much you liked Aylmer--he would have written that letter?' 'No. And I don't believe he would ever have gone away.' 'Still, I think you ought to send Aylmer away now.' 'Why?' she repeated. 'Nothing could be more intensely correct. Mrs Ottley's staying with me--why shouldn't I have the pleasure of seeing Aylmer because Bruce is having a heavenly time on | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045547 | board ship?' 'I suppose there's that point of view,' said Vincy, rather bewildered. 'I say, Edith!' 'About Bruce having a heavenly time on board ship--a--she always grumbles; she's always complaining. She's never, never satisfied... She keeps on making scenes.' 'So does Bruce.' 'Yes. But I suppose if there's a certain predicament--then--Oh, Edith--are you unhappy?' 'No, not a bit now. I | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045548 | think I'm only really unhappy when I'm undecided. Once I've taken a line--no matter what it is--I can be happy again. I can adjust myself to my good fortune.' Curiously, when Edith had once got over the pain and shock that the letter first gave her, she was positively happier now than she ever had been before. Bruce really must | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045549 | have been a more formidable bore than she had known, since his absence left such a delicious freedom. The certainty of having done the right, the wisest thing, was a support, a proud satisfaction. During these summer days Aylmer was not so peacefully happy. His devotion was assiduous, silent, discreet, and sometimes his feelings were almost uncontrollable, but he hoped; | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045550 | and he consoled himself by the thought that some day he would really have his wish--anything might happen; the chances were all in his favour. What an extraordinary woman she was--and how pretty--how subtle; how perfect their life might be together.... He implored Vincy to use his influence. 'I can't see Edith in anything so crude as the--as--that court,' Vincy | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045551 | said. 'But Bruce begs her to do it. What could their life be together afterwards? It's simply a deliberate sacrifice.' 'There's every hope that Miss Argles will never let him go,' said Vincy. 'One has to be very firm to get away from her. Oh, ever so firm, and _obstinate_, you can't think! How many times a day she must | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045552 | be reproaching Bruce--that will be rather a change for him. However, anything may happen,' said Vincy soothingly. He still maintained, for he had a very strong sense of propriety in matters of form, that Aylmer ought to go away. But Edith would not agree. * * * * * So the children played and enjoyed themselves, and sometimes asked after | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045553 | their father, and Mrs Ottley, though a little anxious, enjoyed herself too, and Edith had never been so happy. She was having a holiday. She dismissed all trouble and lived in a sort of dream. * * * * * Towards the end of the summer, hearing no more from Bruce, Aylmer grew still more hopeful; he began to regard | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045554 | it as practically settled. The next letter in answer to Edith's would doubtless convince her, and he would then persuade her; it was, tacitly, he thought, almost agreed now; it was not spoken of between them, but he believed it was all right.... * * * * * Aylmer had come back to London in the early days of September | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045555 | and was wandering through his house thinking how he would have it done up and how he wouldn't leave it when they were married, when a telephone message summoned him to Knightsbridge. He went, and found the elder Mrs Ottley just going away. He thought she looked at him rather strangely. 'I think Edith wants to speak to you,' she | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045556 | said, as she left the room. 'Dear Edith! Be nice to her.' And she fled. * * * * * Aylmer waited alone, looking round the room that he loved because he associated it with her. It was one of the first cold damp days of the autumn, and there was a fire. Edith came in, in a dark dress, | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045557 | looking pale, and different, he thought. She had seemed the very spirit of summer only a day or two before. A chill presentiment struck to his heart. 'You've had a letter? Go on; don't keep me in suspense.' He spoke with nervous impatience, and no self-restraint. She sat down by him. She had no wish to create an effect, but | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045558 | she found it difficult to speak. 'Yes, I've had a letter,' she said quietly. 'They've quarrelled. They quarrelled on board. He hates her. He says he would rather die than remain with her. He's written me a rather nice letter. They quarrelled so frightfully that a young man on board interfered,' she said, smiling faintly. 'As soon as they arrived | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045559 | the young man married her. He's a commercial traveller. He's only twenty-five.... It seems he pitied her so much that he proposed to her on board, and she left Bruce. It wasn't true about the predicament. It was--a mistake. Bruce was grateful for my letter. He's glad I've not told anyone--not done anything. Now the children will never know. But | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045560 | I've told Mrs Ottley all about it. I thought I'd better, now it's over. She won't ask him questions.... Bruce is on his way home.' 'All right!' said Aylmer, getting up. 'Let him come. Forgive him again, that's right! Would you have done that for _me_?' 'No! Never! If you had once been unfaithful, and I knew it, I'd never | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045561 | have forgiven you.' 'I quite believe it. But why?' 'Because I care for you too much. If you had been in Bruce's position I should never have seen you again. With him it's different. It's a feeling of--it's for him, not for me. I've felt no jealousy, no passion, so I could judge calmly.' 'All right,' repeated Aylmer ironically; 'all | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045562 | right! Judge calmly! Do the right thing. You know best.' He stopped a moment, and then said, taking his hat: 'I understand now. I see clearly at last. You've had the opportunity and you wouldn't take it; you don't care for me. I'm going.' He went to the door. 'Oh, come back, Aylmer! Don't go like that! You know I | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045563 | care for you, but what could I do? I foresaw this...You know, I can't feel _no_ responsibility about Bruce. I couldn't make my happiness out of someone else's misery. He would have been miserable and, not only that, it would have been his ruin. Bruce could never be safe, happy, or all right, except here.' 'And you think he'll alter, | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045564 | now, be grateful and devoted, I suppose--appreciate you?' 'Do people alter?' she answered. 'I neither know nor care if he will, but you? I could have made you happy. You won't let me. Oh, Edith, how could you torture me like this all the summer?' 'I didn't mean to torture you. We enjoyed being together.' 'Yes. But it makes this | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045565 | so much harder.' 'It would be such a risk!' she answered. 'But is anything worth having unless you're ready to risk every-thing to get it?' 'I _would_ risk everything, for myself. But not for others...If you feel you want to go away,' she said, 'let it be only for a little while.' 'A little while! I hope I shall _never_ | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045566 | see you again! Do you think I'm such a miserable fool--do you think I could endure the position of a tame cat? You forget I'm a man!... No; I'll never see you again now, not if it kills me!' At these words, the first harsh ones she had ever heard from him, her nerves gave way, and she burst into | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045567 | tears. This made him irresolute, for his tender-heartedness almost reached the point of weakness. He went up to her, as she lifted her head, and looked at her once more. Then he said: 'No, you've chosen. You _have_ been cruel to me, and you're too good to him. But I suppose you must carry out your own nature, Edith. I've | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045568 | been the victim. That's all.' 'And won't you be friends?' she said. 'No. I won't and I can't.' He waited one moment more. * * * * * 'If you'll change your mind--you still can--we can still be happy. We can be everything to each other.... Give him up. Give him up.' 'I can't,' said Edith. 'Then, good-bye.' Intellectual Sympathy | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045569 | 'What are you going to wear tonight, Edith?' 'Oh; anything!' 'Don't say anything. I don't wish you to wear anything. I'm anxious you should look your best, really nice, especially as we haven't been to the Mitchells' for so long. Wear your new blue dress.' 'Very well.' Bruce got up and walked across the room and looked in the glass. | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045570 | 'Certainly, I'm a bit sunburnt,' he remarked thoughtfully. 'But it doesn't suit me badly, not really badly; does it?' 'Not at all.' 'Edith.' 'Yes?' 'If I've spoken about it once, I've spoken about it forty times. This ink-bottle is too full.' 'I'll see about it.' 'Don't let me have to speak about it again, will you? I wonder who will | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045571 | be at the Mitchells' tonight?' 'Oh, I suppose there'll be the new person--the woman with the dramatic contralto foghorn voice; and the usual people: Mr Cricker, Lady Everard, Miss Mooney--' 'Miss Mooney! I hope not! I can't stand that woman. I think she's absurd; she's a mass of affectation and prudishness. And--Edith!' 'Yes?' 'I don't want to interfere between mother | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045572 | and daughter--I know you're perfectly capable and thoroughly well suited to bringing up a girl, but I really do think you're encouraging Dilly in too great extravagance.' 'Oh! In what way?' 'I found her making a pinafore for her doll out of a lace flounce of real old Venetian lace. Dilly said she found it on the floor. 'On the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045573 | floor, indeed,' I said to her. 'You mustn't use real lace!' She said, 'Why not? It's a real doll!' Lately Dilly's got a way of answering back that I don't like at all. Speak to her about it, will you, Edith?' 'Oh yes, of course I will.' 'I'm afraid my mother spoils them. However, Archie will be going to school | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045574 | soon. Of course it isn't for me to interfere. I have always made a point of letting you do exactly as you like about the children, haven't I, Edith? But I'm beginning to think, really, Dilly ought to have another gov--' He stopped, looking self-conscious. 'Oh, she's only five, quite a baby,' said Edith. 'I daresay I can manage her | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045575 | for the present. Leave it to me.' * * * * * Since his return, Edith had never once referred to Bruce's sea-voyage. Once or twice he had thanked her with real gratitude, and even remorse, for the line she had taken, but her one revenge had been to change the subject immediately. If Bruce wished to discuss the elopement | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045576 | that she had so laboriously concealed, he would have to go elsewhere. * * * * * A brilliantly coloured version, glittering with success and lurid with melodrama, had been given (greatly against the hearer's will) to Goldthorpe at the club. One of the most annoying things to Bruce was that he was perfectly convinced, when he was confessing the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045577 | exact truth, that Goldthorpe didn't believe a word of it. It was unfortunate, too, for Bruce, that he felt it incumbent on him to keep it from Vincy; and not to speak of the affair at all was a real sacrifice on Vincy's part, also. For they would both have enjoyed discussing it, while Goldthorpe, the only human being in | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045578 | whom Bruce ever really confided, was not only bored but incredulous. He considered Bruce not only tedious to the verge of imbecility, but unreliable beyond the pardonable point of inaccuracy. In fact, Bruce was his ideal of the most wearisome of liars and the most untruthful of bores; and here was poor Vincy dying to hear all about his old | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045579 | friend, Mavis (he never knew even whether she had mentioned his name), ready to revel, with his peculiar humour, in every detail of the strange romance, particularly to enjoy her sudden desertion of Bruce for an unmarried commercial traveller who had fallen in love with her on board.--And yet, it had to be withheld! Bruce felt it would be disloyal, | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045580 | and he had the decency to be ashamed to speak of his escapade to an intimate friend of his wife. * * * * * Bruce complained very much of the dullness of the early autumn in London without Aylmer. This sudden mania for long journeys on Aylmer's part was a most annoying hobby. He would never get such a | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045581 | pleasant friend as Aylmer again. Aylmer was his hero. 'Why do you think he's gone away?' he rather irritatingly persisted. 'I haven't the slightest idea.' 'Do you know, Edith, it has sometimes occurred to me that if--that, well--well, you know what I mean--if things had turned out differently, and you had done as I asked you--' 'Well?' 'Why, I have | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045582 | a sort of idea,' he looked away, 'that Aylmer might--well, might have proposed to you!' 'Oh! _What_ an extraordinary idea!' 'But he never did show any sign whatever, I suppose of--well, of--being more interested in you than he ought to have been?' 'Good heavens, no!' 'Oh, of course, I know that--you're not his style. You liked him very much, didn't | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045583 | you, Edith?...' 'I like him very much now.' 'However, I doubt if you ever quite appreciated him. He's so full of ability; such an intellectual chap! Aylmer is more a man's man. _I_ miss him, of course. He was a very great friend of mine. And he didn't ever at all, in the least--seem to--' 'Seem to what?' 'It would | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045584 | have been a very unfair advantage to take of my absence if he had,' continued Bruce. 'Oh!' 'But he was incapable of it, of course.' 'Of course.' 'He _never_ showed any special interest, then, beyond--' 'Never.' 'I was right, I suppose, as usual. You never appreciated him; he was not the sort of man a woman _would_ appreciate ... But | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045585 | he's a great loss to me, Edith. I need a man who can understand--Intellectual sympathy--' * * * * * 'Mr Vincy!' announced the servant. Vincy had not lost his extraordinary gift for turning up at the right moment. He was more welcome than ever now. | 46 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045586 | Produced by Stan Goodman, Thomas Hutchinson and PG Distributed Proofreaders WHITE QUEEN OF THE CANNIBALS _The Story of Mary Slessor of Calabar_ by A.J. BUELTMANN _Contents_ . A Drunkard's Home . A Brave Girl . In Africa . On Her Own . Into the Jungle . A Brave Nurse . Witchcraft . The Poison Test . Victories for Mary . | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045587 | A Disappointment . Clouds and Sunshine . Among the Cannibals . Blessings Unnumbered . Journey's End ## _A Drunkard's Home_ "On the west coast of Africa is the country of Nigeria. The chief city is Calabar," said Mother Slessor. "It is a dark country because the light of the Gospel is not shining brightly there. Black people live there. Many | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045588 | of these are cannibals who eat other people." "They're bad people, aren't they, Mother?" asked little Susan. "Yes, they are bad, because no one has told them about Jesus, the Saviour from sin, or showed them what is right and what is wrong." "Don't they have any missionaries out there, Mother?" asked blue-eyed Mary. "Yes, there are a few and | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045589 | they are doing wonderful things for Jesus, but there are still thousands and thousands of people who have never heard a missionary. They need many, many more missionaries." "When I get to be a big man, I'm going to be a missionary," said Robert, "and preach to the black people of Calabar and Nigeria." "I want to be a missionary; | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045590 | too," cried Mary, tossing her red hair about. "Girls can't be preachers," said Robert. "I want to preach to the black people," said Mary, the tears racing down her cheeks. "When I'm a missionary," said Robert, "I'll take you into the pulpit with me." This made Mary happy and she was much happier when Mother Slessor said, "Perhaps you can | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045591 | be a teacher and teach the little black children of Calabar. Now, children, I want to be sure you know your memory verse for Sunday school tomorrow. Let's all say it together." And Mother Slessor and her six children joined in saying: Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. As they finished reciting the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045592 | memory verse they heard a hoarse voice singing: Gin a body-hic, meet a body-hic, Coming-hic, through the rye-hic. "It's your father, children. Off to bed with you quickly now. Oh, I do hope Robert has brought some money home with him so that we can buy some food for tomorrow." "Where'sh the shteps? Somebody alwaysh moving the shteps," said the | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045593 | father, Robert Slessor, as he staggered drunkenly to the door. Mother Slessor took hold of him and led him to a chair. "Hello, dear," he said thickly. "Howsh my, besht gurl? There ish no shoemaker's got a prettier wife-hic-than I have. Yesh shir, we drank a li'l toash to you, my dear." "Oh, Robert," said Mother Slessor to her husband, | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045594 | "I do hope you brought home some of your paycheck. We need it badly for food. We don't have any money in the house. All the food we have is what I kept back from the children's supper so you could eat." "Shure, I brought money home," said Father Slessor. "All I did wash buy my friendsh a few drinksh." | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045595 | Mother Slessor's face brightened. At least they would be able to buy food. Her husband reached his hand into one pocket and brought it out empty. Then into another pocket and again brought it out empty. Finally trying several other pockets, he held out his hand with a small coin in it. "Shee, there ya' are, I brought money home. | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045596 | There'sh a thrippence for ye." "Oh, Robert!" said Mother Slessor in dismay as the tears filled her eyes. "Oh, Robert!" Then because she was used to these things, Mother Slessor heaved a sigh and said quietly, "Come and eat supper, Robert." The father staggered over to the table where Mrs. Slessor had placed the plate of food which the children | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045597 | had saved out of their own small helpings, that he might have something to eat. "Who wants shupper?" said Father Slessor, and he threw the precious food into the fire. He staggered to his bed and fell into drunken sleep. With a deep sigh Mother Slessor put out the light and she, too, retired for the night. Early the next | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045598 | morning she was up, preparing breakfast. Carefully she scraped every bit of oatmeal out of the container and boiled it for breakfast. "Come, children, it's time to get up. Sunday school this morning," called Mrs. Slessor. Up jumped the six little Slessors. The older ones helped the smaller ones get dressed. When they had eaten the little oatmeal that Mrs. | 60 | gutenberg |
twg_000000045599 | Slessor had for breakfast, they lined up for inspection. "John," declared Mrs. Slessor, "you did not wash behind your ears. Go with Mary and let her scrub the dirt away. Now I'll put a bit of perfume on your hankies, and here's a peppermint for each of you. There, off we go to Sunday school and church." Father Slessor snored | 60 | gutenberg |
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