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"Mom, Dad, Freyr, Freyja! You guys are finally home! How's it, how's it?"
I quickly welcomed the carriage that I knew so well--it was the carriage containing my parents and my little siblings.
Today was such a special day that I felt so compelled to jump to the front door to welcome them.
"Haha, Lyra, slow down. Let'... | {
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"I like you! Can we be friends with the notion of dating in the future?!”
...Eh?
I blinked several times as I stood frozen in front of an unfamiliar figure who was bowing his head earnestly.
I’d like to ask: WHO ARE YOU?!
But alas, the person before me had introduced himself before he said the shocking words. So, I de... | {
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By the end of Harmonia Academy’s Quinquennial Festival Day 2, lots of people were in uproar and started talking about ‘the exciting fated match’.
“Have you heard? It will be a battle between siblings tomorrow!”
“Moreover, the siblings are Duke Hartmann’s children!”
“Wait, you mean—the Head of the Royal Magician’s child... | {
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"Onee-chaaan! Wake up, wake up!"
I felt someone's small hands shaking my still-sleepy body.
"Nnn... What is it... Freyja?" I groggily scratched my eyes to force myself to be awake, in response to this little sister of mine.
Yup, I couldn't have mistaken this cute voice I got used to listening. Before, it was a much q... | {
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After having fun at the twins' and Leti's birthday parties, it was time to face reali—not really, more fun arrived after that. Not much was going on in my peaceful every day, only exams and training were there.
But it was fun! I meant, the training, not the exams.
I was more used to non-Spraec chants or even chantless ... | {
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"... |
At dinner after my second day of school, I told my parents on how I planned to visit my friends’ dorm room and they didn’t mind at all. It seemed like Alt-nii often went over to Harvey’s room, so he was also fine with it.
…As for the trip to the Capicastle with my friends, in which we were going to compare the two trea... | {
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Several days passed after Clavis had turned into a werebeast. Since I was in Intermediate Level and Clavis in Advanced Level, I didn’t know how he was faring so far. But when I heard Alt-nii’s story, it seemed that they were working hard together to make sure Clavis could make up for what he had missed during his time ... | {
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“Maozi jewel... Finally, it’s returned to the Hartmann family...,” Dad muttered.
“Are you sure it’s genuine?” Mom asked in disbelief.
“Yes, I can feel it. Here, Cass, feel the jewel’s energy,” Dad handed over the jewel to Mom.
Mom held the jewel and gasped, “This feeling is...?!”
Dad nodded, “Yeah. It’s exactly as you ... | {
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“Hello, observers! Have you been waiting to see me?”
A spectre of light floated around happily as it gradually turned into a little mischievous boy. Even so, the air around him was quite mystical, marking the difference between him and the other ordinary boys.
“It’s time for me to clarify some matters about this world,... | {
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“I want to quickly grow up, gain my freedom and power soon! Then, I’ll be able to take Firis away from this place and we can go to see the world!”
That’s what I kept saying not long after I found out that my real mother was actually Firis, the one who had always been there for me.
For all my life up until that moment, ... | {
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“Hello. Feeding the cats? Can I join?”
It happened one day during my usual routine of feeding the stray monster cat I encountered some time ago. I told the cat to stay in secluded areas and it obeyed me. But for some reason, someone seemed to be there. And that someone unexpectedly called out to me.
When I turned aroun... | {
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“Rise and shine, today’s princess~!”
I woke up to Niina’s cheerful call.
“Morning, Niina!”
I usually would be more relaxed and do the legendary 5 more minutes thing... but I couldn’t today, since today would be my eighth birthday!
My seventh birthday ended without anything out of the ordinary except for a little unea... | {
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Dinner was finished right in time after Iris and I were done reconciling. Dad was already home, and the dinner that night was so lively with the addition of my friends.
Since it was quite late already, my friends left after they had their dinner.
“You’re going to come back to school next week, right, Aneki?” Dmitria as... | {
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After that, time seemed to move by so slowly, yet so quickly. So hectic, yet so peaceful.
Nothing out of the ordinary happened, but each and every day felt so precious and colorful, unlike the grey and suffocating world that I also saw with my very own two eyes. However, the pair of eyes I used to view these two worlds... | {
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Long, long time ago, in a small, secluded eastern village...
There lived a certain human tribe with the mysterious beings they called “The Harts”.
The Harts were mythical beings that loved to play with illusion and could transform themselves to resemble something else. It was said that they never showed their real for... | {
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... |
“Isn’t she cute?”
“Look, look, Rurune managed to ward off that small monster!”
“She’s officially my Familiar, you know?”
From that day onwards, Alt-nii was basically trying to boast Rurune to everyone.
Yes, ever since he formed a contract with Rurune, he made sure to always keep Rurune with him, to show her to whoeve... | {
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... |
I was always alone.
The earliest memory I had was when I lived in the small and cramped orphanage. The adults over there called me “Firis”—they said that there was a writing embroidered on the clothes I wore when I was found in the middle of a forest. They said that I was around one-year-old, and that I was glancing he... | {
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... |
Note: I should have inserted this extra chapter before the Chinosato arc!! Oh well, I guess it's fine to put it here after the incident's resolved XD I'd like to thanks all of the patrons and supporters of this story, for this extra was written thanks to the fact that they voted for this extra to exist! ^^ And thank yo... | {
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After the mess of my first independent magic training, I managed to not create such a mess in the next independent training.
Oh, and even after all this time, the mysterious egg-like object that Alt-nii got hasn’t hatched at all. Alt-nii began to call it as [Eggie] and often spoke to it.
“Hurry up and be born, Eggie...... | {
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Things have turned out of my hands, but it’s all for the best!
I can somehow explain how I know Grabberton’s swordsmanship skill, and I get to witness the match between Grabberton and Fumitsuna!!
The moment Dad announced that the match has started…
The Fumitsuna girl hurled in a very fast speed towards Domi!
Awesome… s... | {
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“Are you that Alrescha Lyra Hartmann?”
“Hm?”
On a particular day, I was greeted by an unfamiliar voice from behind. At that time, I was separated from the rest of my pals because I met with Erneste. He said he’d give me his notebooks for me to study, who knows it might be useful?
My pals had mixed feelings. Iris gave h... | {
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Day 22 Month 7.
I woke up so early in the morning, before the sun even rose. Or would it be suffice to say that I could hardly fall asleep last night?
Today, my entrance exams result should be delivered!!
Since I couldn’t sleep anyway, I decided to wake up and walked down only to find that Chloe was already awake as we... | {
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The next morning, we commenced the plan accordingly. After we prepared ourselves, we’d return to our “designated” rooms and went outside as the Rashad family. We would take the spacious table and sat just like a real merchant family, enjoying the breakfast.
And shortly after that, Mom and Meredea’s figure could be seen... | {
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Author's Note:
Oh my, we're finally at chapter 50! ;__;/
Since it's a chapter milestone, I have something (not that much) to give! It's... a simple sketch! XD
Thank you to all patrons and readers for reading and supporting this novel so that it can reach 50th chapter milestone! Hopefully we can experience the next mil... | {
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Previously on Lyra’s diary of misfortune, a dragon girl had a match with my brother for no reason, and this time—she wants to fight us as a set of siblings!
Seriously, I wonder what’s wrong with her?
A dragon is clearly far more superior than the other races, so isn’t the result quite obvious already?
Be as talented as... | {
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I made a mess in my independent training, and now I don’t know what I should do...
Can this mess be undone?
While I was busy thinking of various possibilities to solve the problem, suddenly there’s someone calling out to me.
“Lyra~ Are you sleeping?”
Clavis-nii’s voice!
Which means, Alt-nii is also coming home! He wi... | {
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First of all I'd like to apologize for the false alarm of a new chapter as it's not a new chapter ><
I'd like to open a discussion 'thread' with you all about this novel in general, especially since I'm in the middle of editing for the light novel release (volume 1 is planned to have the content from prologue until cha... | {
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I know that some people would name their children using their ancestors, relatives, closest people’s names… but…
I TOTALLY DIDN’T EXPECT THAT MY (PREVIOUS) NAME WOULD BE USED LIKE THIS, ALRIGHT?!
From how Clyde and Nicole talked about me (Reinst), I know that they were still thinking about me, and I was happy to know t... | {
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As usual, before my sixth birthday, it’s Luca’s sixth birthday celebration first. Normally, nobles under the age of six wouldn’t attend such a birthday party, but again, I was an exception.
I was afraid that this special treatment I got would be subject to other nobles’ suspicion, but I guess I worried for nothing, as ... | {
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Before long, the shaky journey on the carriage led us up to the harbor in Habbah town. It’s been so long since I last went on a journey with a ship, so obviously, I’m excited. During the journey on the carriage, I finally got used to be called as Murphy, and got used to the others’ disguises, as well. It was quite hard... | {
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Lyra’s P.O.V
Alt-nii is in danger!
There is no more leeway to think about a strategy. There is no more time to think about consequences of my next actions. After all, my big brother’s future is at the stake here.
If I haven’t yet mastered powerful combat magic spells, if my magic attacks’ power output is not yet at a... | {
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Day 21 Month 9, it’s Altaire-oniichan’s special day!
Yes, today is his sixth birthday!
Sixth birthday is special because it marks the age where one reaches their maximum mana capacity and how they are welcome to participate in society gatherings, especially for nobles!
Since I am his little sister, I am allowed to part... | {
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“Oh my, oh my, please wait a bit,” said Mommy who put me back in the baby crib and rushed off to the front door. Vince and Chloe excused themselves afterwards, saying that the sign that they need to continue their work has come. Niina, who is apparently assigned to look after me, is still besides the baby crib I am in.... | {
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"... |
Now, the prince, Lucius-sama seems to be leading me to the library.
What a luck, I have been wanting to go inside the huge library for quite a while now!! I gladly accept this wonderful blessing~!
Taking a quick mental note of the library’s location, we have finally arrived inside the Royal Library.
I notice that not t... | {
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Note:
Sorry for not updating for a week or more(? forgot how long has it been)...
So, my current laptop was having troubles until it eventually couldn't enter desktop anymore so I've turned it in for service. I'm using my old laptop now which is still working albeit being so slow/laggy.
Anyway, I'll make sure to note i... | {
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Today, it would be the first training for my cute daughter.
As usual, Cassie would be conducting the first explanation of magic. She’s a prodigy in magic, and she has been gifted with her intelligence ever since she was but a small child, based on what I heard about her childhood. I didn’t personally know her until we ... | {
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By the time Month 8 approaches, Alt-nii’s preparation to enroll has been completed. He took the entrance exams before and got accepted.
“Congratulations on your enrollment, Alt-nii!”
“Thank youuu, Lyra! Although… *sigh* I didn’t get into the Special Class…,” Altaire heaved a long sigh.
“Haha, there’s no need to rush, A... | {
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The moment I woke up, I underwent some health examinations along with my mothe—mommy.(Note : To give an illustration, if this were a Japanese novel, Reinst she used to address her mother as “Haha-ue”, while as Lyra, she’s supposed to call her mother as “Okaa-san”)
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“You know, you can entrust your children to us, if that’s the case,” King Titus said to Cyan after hearing Cyan’s plan.
“We can’t afford to bother the royal family that much. The other nobles might get angry if we continue to receive special treatment,” Cyan answered.
“But, Cyan, Ophelia... Wouldn’t it be risky?” Shaul... | {
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“Are you ready?”
Right now, I’m having yet another dejavu, but this time… the dejavu is from my current self’s memory as Lyra.
Same setting, same people, same atmosphere.
But the magic tool used is different.
Yes, you may have guessed what usually comes after sixth birthday?
Today—just one day after my sixth birthd... | {
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Suddenly, the pitch black darkness that envelops me turns into a painfully blinding light.
The depths of my eyes feel like they are burning.
Eh...?
Is this what it feels like... to be born?
IF YES, THEN HELL, HOW DO BABIES WITHSTAND THIS PAIN?!
Have I been underestimating babies all these time?!
I am not exagger... | {
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From that day onwards, I’ve been friends with the pri—I mean, Luca. Yes, I shouldn’t be addressing to him as the prince anymore. It’s just “Luca”. Forget his title~!
He’s the first friend of the same age that I’ve ever made and stayed in touch with.
The more time I spent with him, the more I know that he’s such a pride... | {
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I am Alrescha Lyra Hartmann, the second child of Hartmann’s head of family, Icarus Valkyane Hartmann—“Cyan”, with his wife, my mom, Cassiophelia de la Sanctuaria—“Cassie”. Sanctuaria is an Earl family somewhere in the border of the eastern province and the central province, whose governance is under the Hartmann family... | {
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Mom opened the door to the “Testing Room”.
Inside, there are all sorts of equipment used to test magic, plus some provices—programming devices used to record all data and analyze them. I used a provice to browse and read all sorts of novels and manga back when I was Reinst, as they don’t only do data programming. The d... | {
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Lyra’s performance during her tests reminded lots of people about the previous perfect queen candidate—the unfortunate girl who died young.
There were similarities in how they conducted themselves during the tests—however, Lyra’s performance was described as more exuberant and jovial, in contrast to Reinst’s performanc... | {
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After cradling my daughter for awhile, she falls asleep. She has a cute expression on her face.
I am glad that she seems to be alright.
Maybe it was just my feeling, but just now, I felt like she tried to tell me that she was already full. Hmm, must be my motherly intuition.
Or have I gone into the doting mother type... | {
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The incident in Chinosato finally ended. Thankfully, there wasn't any significant damage.
As soon as they returned to the Heartswaarth city, Cyan quickly got engrossed in his work, as he wanted to capture those behind the operation in Chinosato that targeted his children. The captured attackers were brought back to Cap... | {
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“Hmm, what’s wrong?” Clyde asked again, in response to my silence and my weird expression.
…Can I ask for a time out??
“Come on, just tell this uncle~”
I gulped. Whoa, now I’m sweating.
I wish life is similar to visual novel games, where I now should be able to see some options that I can pick as my answer…
Because I’m... | {
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“Lyra, please, can you do me a favor?”
One day, out of nowhere, Alt-nii suddenly came to me, clapped both of his hands, and bowed to ask a favor from me.
I blinked several times.
What kind of request is Alt-nii going to make, that made him act like this?
Is it a hard request?
If it is a hard request, can I even fulfil ... | {
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Everyone gathered around where the healers were busy helping their former comrades who had decided to part ways with them due to their differing views and couldn’t tolerate this cooperation with the other race. There were only a few of them, but their sorry state was pretty telling.
What surprised everyone there was th... | {
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As the nurse carries me slowly, I begin to think of several things…
First, what race am I? What gender am I? Do I look ugly or somewhat tollerable…
What kind of person is my mother? My father? And, do I have sibling?
Somehow, instead of looking forward for my new life, I become anxious over my condition of birth this t... | {
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Normal P.O.V
Rupert and Cyan managed to arrive at Sakura Inn again, and the two of them hurriedly ran to reach the stairs after they put on their disguises.
“Excuse me, dear client, but please be quiet as it’s night already—,” the receptionist tried to warn the two approaching people, but then Cyan’s words stopped he... | {
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[ Cell Donor Consent Form]
Name : Reinst Carnatia Grabberton
Age : 13 years old
Cell(s) to be donated : (all checked).
“By this contract, I allow the use of my cells for those in need if anything were to happen to me.”
I stare at the form I just filled. All perfect. Now, time to sign it for submission.
"Ara, such... | {
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After the weird occurrence that happened in the blink of an eye, the first thing that I noticed was that the surrounding was odd. Really odd. Like never seen before. Never heard before.
For example, the sky was dark, but I could somehow feel that it was the dusk. And up in the sky, the moon was of beautiful red color, ... | {
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Hyroniemus mountain was a sacred mountain located deep inside the Cielle kingdom, with only a few select people living in it. The mountain was famous for spiritual enlightenment as well as for its healing properties.
The atmosphere of the mountain was serene and quiet, yet… On this day, it was oddly noisy.
“How did y... | {
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Even after hearing the worrisome discussion of the conflicts between the Elven kingdom and the Oni empire, I wasn’t particularly too worried about it.
After all, conflicts between Cielle and Naraka often happened from time to time, ever since I was still living my first lifetime. It was honestly nothing new and nothing... | {
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“Nervous?”
I turned around to look at Alt-nii who was standing behind where I was sitting.
I shook my head before I stopped to think, and finally nodded.
“A bit.”
Couldn’t deny that I was a bit nervous. My hands were fidgeting on my lap, it was quite obvious. Sometimes, I touched my side hair that was left hanging whil... | {
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"What a pitiful creature..."
Upon hearing that voice, I opened my eyes.
Ara? Didn’t I die? I am pretty sure my skull was cracked… or something like that.
It's pitch black.... with a spectre of white in front of me.
Eh? Was the voice.... this thing's?
"Who or what are you? Are you God?"
"... Something like t... | {
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“Alright, Lyra, now it’s time for the training!”
Right now, there are Dad, Alt-nii, Mom, and me in the second floor’s training roo—I mean living room. The one who just broke the silence was Dad, with his usual wide smile. Today is Day 7, so both my parents are free, and thus, my training starts after breakfast.
“... | {
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I guess after all those events with my past self’s family members, a considerable amount of burden was lifted from my head. I felt like I saw them as someone distant from me, unlike in the past. All that remained from my past self’s life was a question. About why I must live as Reinst first… and the significance of her... | {
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In the fictions I’ve encountered, there were dramas in a wedding day, where a character actually said, “Objection!” right at the wedding ceremony. It was really thrilling and emotional, especially in a series where the main character managed to get their lover back from what would be a disastrous arranged marriage, sin... | {
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If the main quest of Riviera country right now is to stop the quarrelling Naraka empire and Cielle kingdom, then what we are currently doing would be categorized as the side quest.
The side quest is figuring out what to do with the suspicious or special refugee from Naraka.
The question is, will this side quest actuall... | {
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The next morning, I woke up feeling refreshed and light. Perhaps it was because I was able to somewhat ‘resolve’ one chain from my past. I never expected that I could do it this way. I finally gained closure. I hope Nicole felt the same way, too.
As I stretched my body in good mood, Fenrir’s voice suddenly resounded in... | {
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Not too long afterwards, due to everyone’s enthusiasm and contribution, Osamu and Fideline’s wedding was held. Though not as grand and proper compared to their original world’s standard, both Osamu and Fideline looked blissful. Both of them had nothing but gratitude towards everyone who had helped them hold this simple... | {
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“Dimensional distortion?”
“What do you mean?”
People started asking questions, perhaps in hopes of trying to make sense of their situation.
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The next day, we went to school as usual. And as usual, nobody was enthusiastic for school that day because it was surrounded by holidays. Yep, we had been going on protesting why not make today a holiday as well so we could have had a long weekend!
Perhaps knowing this, the teachers who were assigned with classes on t... | {
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When they opened their eyes, they saw a familiar scenery that was stored far, far away in their mind. The air was fresher and nostalgic. The sky wasn't of weird colour. The plants around them had regular forms and weren't as odd as the plants they had grown accustomed to seeing for the past ten years.
"This, this is.... | {
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LynneSuzuran
Sorry for the long wait for this update. I moved across the islands and just after I managed to kind of settle down, I got sick. I am still recovering, but well enough to give this update. Here's to hoping for a better future situation so I can also update more!
Feel free to drop a comment to fuel my ... | {
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After that, Cyan, Cass, and Titus were off to their own work. Meanwhile, since I was still in this predicament, I was free from all work and was told to recuperate. With nothing to do, I decided to start looking for more information about the people I knew as Lyra—about how they were doing. If that was the case, I shou... | {
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“…Mother.”
Luca’s voice pulled me back to reality.
“Mother, you know that you became a queen because Father fell in love with you, right? And he fell for you because you are you. Even if you got another person’s cell donor, I’m sure he will still choose you.”
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When I returned home, although a heavy load was taken from my shoulders, I still felt a little bit anxious. Would Clyde and Nicole know that the carnations were meant to show them that Reinst did come to them?
Before I made sure of that, I couldn’t rest assured.
[Worried much?]
Feeling my anxiety, Fenrir asked.
“Uh-h... | {
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“Titus-sama, I have something to request,” I said after the Loera family returned. I could feel my face was stiff with my seriousness.
Titus-sama sighed and said, “As I said, drop the formalities with me. Well, I guess it can’t be helped since you lost your memories…”
…I could never get used to calling your name withou... | {
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Although the mini Lyra inside me was screaming and probably rolling over to the left and right, the Reinst me—the outer me was just staring at the floor dumbfoundedly. At a first glance, I might seem calm and only dazed for a bit, but that was enough for Nicole to call out to me again.
“Reinst, what’s the matter? Are y... | {
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“I’m sure you’re all wondering why I gathered you here.”
Ein said as he put his hands on the table, his chin leaning on top of his hands. He sat at the single chair that was located on the east end of the table, while the rest of us—me, Iris, Carbuncle, Luca, Kiri, Alt-nii, Harvey, and Clavis—were sitting on the seats ... | {
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“Uwawa...what to do?”
Hi, everyone. Currently, this Lyra is flustered and confused on how to face the crying Briar.
“I’m sowwy...The tears won’t stahp...,” Briar said amidst her sobbing.
“Uhh, sorry for suddenly intruding on your house and ‘kidnapping’ you...,” I said.
“No, Aneki, I said I was too happy...because of wh... | {
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“…ey.”
“…Hey.”
Hearing Fenrir’s voice so close to me, I opened my eyes and I was surprised to see myself standing instead of lying down sleeping like what I last remembered.
When I looked at my surrounding, I was in a familiar environment. Everything around me was all white. Even the ground I was standing on—it was whi... | {
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I switched from running to walking fast when I noticed Fenrir’s figure couldn’t be seen anywhere in sight.
Just how long is Fenrir going to wait before he tries to catch up with me? Isn’t it like he’s underestimating me?
Just as I was about to pout and turn around, suddenly I saw a dark figure rushing to my direction i... | {
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Author's Note:
Sorry for the late update, I just moved back to my dorm and had to tidy the room up, ship back some items, and then my external HDD where I stored everything went error the other day (it's fine now). Members of my Discord server clearly knew how panicked I was when my HDD went error X"D I was working on ... | {
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... |
After making up my mind, it wasn’t as if I was relieved right away. I was still nervous. I meant, what if I had to fight the beast who sent me here? I was no longer Lyra who had great magic power. My swordsmanship…Sure, I still remembered them, but what if they were lacking?
Thus, I spent what little time I had to prac... | {
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When I regained my consciousness, I opened my eyes straight away. The first thing I felt was how light my eyelids were, which might be a good indicator as the last few times I felt a heavy sensation, nothing good came of it…
And what came to my field of vision almost caused me to scream or faint.
A very close up face o... | {
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When I opened my eyes again, I was surprised to see what greeted me.
Instead of the familiar meadow, the scenery that could be seen from the hill, and Fenrir’s figure, what entered my vision was the beautiful vast blue sky. To my left, right, and every angle showed the sky…
What? How can it be possible? Just where am I... | {
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The very next day, I woke up feeling very refreshed and light and awesome and… NOT.
I woke up panicked because I had to think of something to give both Nicole and Clyde secretly, something that could remind them of Reinst!
Yet, here I am, still confused on what to give and how to give it to them secretly…
[Calm down,... | {
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Author's Note:
I really forgot to post this update in ScribbleHub one day after I posted in my site as usual... I'm sorry, life's been quite hectic these days and this update is also late because of my accidental hand injury the other day... If you want to get notified the fastest for an update, you can join my Discord... | {
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The next day, the first thing I did upon seeing Titus was to ask him if I could summon Nicole to meet me, for I had several things I wanted to discuss with her. Titus-sama looked intrigued over the thing I wanted to discuss with Nicole, but he seemed to get that I was reluctant to tell him, so he didn’t press the issue... | {
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... |
If…I didn’t die at that time, what would happen?
What kind of life I would be leading?
Guess I won’t ever find out about that…
Those were the thoughts I had whenever I saw my past acquaintances and whenever I was mulling over my past life.
It was really such a pity that I couldn’t find out how my future as Reinst wou... | {
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After Chancellor Sarrifissia left, I tried to train my body so that it would be stronger—as the effect of my dark magic outbreak and short comatose caused my body to grow weaker and sluggish. As expected, I was tired after trying to jog in the back garden and swing my sword for a few rounds. Therefore, I took a snack b... | {
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Shortly before my fourteenth birthday, the jewel embedded in the meteorite that fell next to me was already made into a proper necklace. The jewel was a transparent one that sparkled different colors under the light. It was like a rainbow contained in the small piece of the jewel. I liked to lift it up to the lamp and ... | {
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... |
Day 28 arrived pretty quickly as we spent the days preparing for the sleep over plan. The night before Day 28 arrived, the twins were so excited that they hardly could sleep. Thus...
“RISE AND SHINE, FREYR, FREYJA!”
We were desperately trying to wake the sleeping children up.
“Uhn...Five...more...minutes...,” Freyja ... | {
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... |
When we got bored and thought that we had explored the festival on day 1, Luca, Kiri, and I decided to spar for the upcoming competition.
After that, it was the usual routine of going home and waiting for the next day to come.
However, tonight was quite exciting, as the twins were trying their costumes at home! They wa... | {
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“I don’t like you if you’re like this!!”
Such were the words that Iris, my very first female friend in this lifetime, spoke to me before she suddenly seemed to be caught off-guard by her own words that she left just like that.
Meanwhile, I was still rooted on the spot. I didn’t even need a mirror to see how I looked li... | {
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... |
Back when Iris and Lyra went their separate ways, Carbuncle went to trace Iris’ whereabouts. It wasn’t that hard for her to locate Iris’ whereabouts. However, she stopped midway when she was about to take a turn and inch closer to Iris.
“...”
She seemed to think for a while before she decided to turn around and approac... | {
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When I opened my eyes again after quite a comfortable sleep, I was disappointed to see the same unfamiliar ceilings. I wanted to cry, but no tears came out. It seemed like I couldn’t just sleep everything away and expect this ‘dream’—no—‘nightmare’ to end.
Perhaps…there was something up with this nightmare of mine and ... | {
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Day 3 of Harmonia Academy’s Quinquennial Festival finally arrived. The most awaited event on this day for many people would be the battle between the Hartmann siblings. Not to mention that the crown prince also participated there. Aside from that, the people were divided into fractions of those who wanted to see other ... | {
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My name is Arusha Briar-Rose Remus, the second and the youngest daughter of Marquis Remus.
And I...am an unwanted child.
I’ve always had this feeling ever since I was young.
My parents have always been the kind of ‘absent’ parents for me.
For one, noble children are usually taken care by their maids or servants, I must... | {
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In any case, the debate on Erneste supporters vs anti-Erneste was still as lively as ever. I felt slightly guilty that it caused such a debate... even I was already getting bored of this debate!
“Ernestomato isn’t worthy of Lyra. I remember him not doing anything when the three of you were disturbing Lyra!” Clavis su... | {
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Author's Note:
I just remembered I had to try and keep the chapters up-to-date here as well. It's my form of gratitude as you guys are so active here (likes and/or comments). So, keep up being active, it really motivates me ^^
Take care and stay safe. Enjoy reading~
“Welcome back, Aneki! Did you manage to return it ... | {
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The next day arrived so quickly. It was finally time to face off the unique crown prince again!
This kind of reminded me about when we were still children, about when we weren’t really friends. It felt like yesterday, but seven years had passed ever since that time.
Seven years of friendship. If he didn’t care, then he... | {
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"... |
After the big events of the Hartmann family of this year ended, I finally tried to get myself together to face the upcoming unknown challenge.
Yes, I no longer have the cheat called as my past life experiences and memories as I'm now off to Intermediate Level.
I was on denial the whole time before Alt-nii's coming-of-a... | {
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Author's Note:
This is the real chapter 113. I will change the name of the chapter after April Fools' Day ends. Sorry for scaring you with last chapter! Or did you prefer the last chapter to be the real update? ><;
Enjoy reading the real chapter and with this, we've caught up with the latest update~
Don't hesitate to d... | {
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