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of government was divided. The Ministry of Truth, which concerned itself |
with news, entertainment, education, and the fine arts. The Ministry of |
Peace, which concerned itself with war. The Ministry of Love, which |
maintained law and order. And the Ministry of Plenty, which was responsible |
for economic affairs. Their names, in Newspeak: Minitrue, Minipax, Miniluv, |
and Miniplenty. |
The Ministry of Love was the really frightening one. There were no windows |
in it at all. Winston had never been inside the Ministry of Love, nor |
within half a kilometre of it. It was a place impossible to enter except |
on official business, and then only by penetrating through a maze of |
barbed-wire entanglements, steel doors, and hidden machine-gun nests. Even |
the streets leading up to its outer barriers were roamed by gorilla-faced |
guards in black uniforms, armed with jointed truncheons. |
Winston turned round abruptly. He had set his features into the |
expression of quiet optimism which it was advisable to wear when facing |
the telescreen. He crossed the room into the tiny kitchen. By leaving |
the Ministry at this time of day he had sacrificed his lunch in the |
canteen, and he was aware that there was no food in the kitchen except |
a hunk of dark-coloured bread which had got to be saved for tomorrow's |
breakfast. He took down from the shelf a bottle of colourless liquid |
with a plain white label marked VICTORY GIN. It gave off a sickly, oily |
smell, as of Chinese rice-spirit. Winston poured out nearly a teacupful, |
nerved himself for a shock, and gulped it down like a dose of medicine. |
Instantly his face turned scarlet and the water ran out of his eyes. The |
stuff was like nitric acid, and moreover, in swallowing it one had the |
sensation of being hit on the back of the head with a rubber club. The |
next moment, however, the burning in his belly died down and the world |
began to look more cheerful. He took a cigarette from a crumpled packet |
marked VICTORY CIGARETTES and incautiously held it upright, whereupon the |
tobacco fell out on to the floor. With the next he was more successful. |
He went back to the living-room and sat down at a small table that stood |
to the left of the telescreen. From the table drawer he took out a |
penholder, a bottle of ink, and a thick, quarto-sized blank book with a |
red back and a marbled cover. |
For some reason the telescreen in the living-room was in an unusual |
position. Instead of being placed, as was normal, in the end wall, where |
it could command the whole room, it was in the longer wall, opposite the |
window. To one side of it there was a shallow alcove in which Winston |
was now sitting, and which, when the flats were built, had probably been |
intended to hold bookshelves. By sitting in the alcove, and keeping well |
back, Winston was able to remain outside the range of the telescreen, so |
far as sight went. He could be heard, of course, but so long as he stayed |
in his present position he could not be seen. It was partly the unusual |
geography of the room that had suggested to him the thing that he was now |
about to do. |
But it had also been suggested by the book that he had just taken out of |
the drawer. It was a peculiarly beautiful book. Its smooth creamy paper, |
a little yellowed by age, was of a kind that had not been manufactured for |
at least forty years past. He could guess, however, that the book was much |
older than that. He had seen it lying in the window of a frowsy little |
junk-shop in a slummy quarter of the town (just what quarter he did not |
now remember) and had been stricken immediately by an overwhelming desire |
to possess it. Party members were supposed not to go into ordinary shops |
('dealing on the free market', it was called), but the rule was not |
strictly kept, because there were various things, such as shoelaces and |
razor blades, which it was impossible to get hold of in any other way. He |
had given a quick glance up and down the street and then had slipped inside |
and bought the book for two dollars fifty. At the time he was not conscious |
of wanting it for any particular purpose. He had carried it guiltily home |
in his briefcase. Even with nothing written in it, it was a compromising |
possession. |
The thing that he was about to do was to open a diary. This was not illegal |
(nothing was illegal, since there were no longer any laws), but if detected |
it was reasonably certain that it would be punished by death, or at least |
by twenty-five years in a forced-labour camp. Winston fitted a nib into |
the penholder and sucked it to get the grease off. The pen was an archaic |
instrument, seldom used even for signatures, and he had procured one, |
furtively and with some difficulty, simply because of a feeling that the |
beautiful creamy paper deserved to be written on with a real nib instead |
of being scratched with an ink-pencil. Actually he was not used to writing |
by hand. Apart from very short notes, it was usual to dictate everything |
into the speak-write which was of course impossible for his present |
purpose. He dipped the pen into the ink and then faltered for just a |
second. A tremor had gone through his bowels. To mark the paper was the |
decisive act. In small clumsy letters he wrote: |
April 4th, 1984. |
He sat back. A sense of complete helplessness had descended upon him. To |
begin with, he did not know with any certainty that this was 1984. It |
must be round about that date, since he was fairly sure that his age was |
thirty-nine, and he believed that he had been born in 1944 or 1945; but |
it was never possible nowadays to pin down any date within a year or two. |
For whom, it suddenly occurred to him to wonder, was he writing this diary? |
For the future, for the unborn. His mind hovered for a moment round the |
doubtful date on the page, and then fetched up with a bump against the |
Newspeak word DOUBLETHINK. For the first time the magnitude of what he had |
undertaken came home to him. How could you communicate with the future? It |
was of its nature impossible. Either the future would resemble the present, |
in which case it would not listen to him: or it would be different from it, |
and his predicament would be meaningless. |
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