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0 | im currently first kiss gf lost vcard normal ppl around less least one things yet could possibly lonely rest life |
1 | think would best way commit redflagi thinking noose like cutting veins open blood seeps cuts pass pain blood loss thats me opinions best way force soul body let know |
0 | shave hair off im kinda tempted buzz hair rn im tired it yall think full send buzz no cause im pretty sure itll look horrible also never done idek |
1 | reason im suicidal sex lifei sexually dead cant honest anyone hurts much core reason cant bear living want know sexuality want kind identity want actually live |
1 | accidentally wrote suicidal monologueive real bitch panic attack tonight kind went trance wrote this im afraid tell thoughts best friend need someone see them would gun im afraid poison practice see many ibuprofen pills swallow gives much time reconsider indecisive gun quick im good making fast irrational emotionally d... |
0 | years lowkey dictatorship ruling party country finally lost election finally freedom couldnt happy cant sleep excitement years old whole life single regime president announced man year organise crime corruption occrp stole billions upon billions dollars country closed almost every factory country almost comletelly ... |
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0 | evil thing bring water fight mine would white phosphorus dissolved copper sulfate moment liquid evaporates phosphorus would stick persons clothing catch fire since ignite upon contact oxygen engulfing person flames toxic fumes |
1 | mum wants houseobviously extra expletives interspersed here crux shouting wouldnt mind thought id done well today looked asd brother hours made stew coming work spent four hours fixing washing machine getting numerous cuts probably need tetanus jab blazing row erupted wanted wash morning announced last night apparent... |
0 | history fact day number marie antionette last french queen french revolution executed precisely october th |
1 | please dear godmercy kill theres gonna lot suffering future lot hurt bitterness hopelessness stay alive cant family killing pray get terminal illness die naturally someone shoots blow up im also scared commit redflag myself please |
1 | im going kill myself afraid people talked online dating sites remember face appears newsi severe ocd maybe thats im worried this could really use reassurance please going sound extremely paranoid crazy please bear talk sense me need it im going kill year chronic illness briefly stupidly thought i want go first date kil... |
1 | good advice gave become cursei made post another account years ago saying get girlfriend alot things like that guy made big comment stuff said big advice gave look girlfriend try build confidence first get career get money go gym clean first tried followed advice successfully avoided women much could get tempted ask ... |
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0 | school still closed long time teacher told class whole situation probably school stay closed couple months still said school open provide safe environment students thats case moment options school discussing are split classeswould help lot not whole school break timelogical sence mask mandated classsome people bla bla ... |
1 | theres reason live life severely socially anxioushumans social animals need socialize need friends relationships im friends really care me ive never relationship completely wasted away teen years zero memories scared anything completely useless skipped life experiences get fucked genetically enough im also trans fant... |
1 | goodbyei dont know anymoreim spill every detail life hereso long story short cannot anymore ive stopped cutting long long time ago reason today broke shiny new razor blade think may done damage judging size puddle ive producedbut question iswhy even go help time nothing lefti feel fuzzy warm almostdespite fact arm beco... |
1 | anyone else wanna die even though circumstances really arent badam one really wants kick bucket because sure loneliness isolation makes harder honestly dont believe utopian future solve problems often think unrealistic future might even help depression alone this |
0 | jimmy trying kill ever since asked mom fat ass saying truethe best questions go unanswered |
1 | know this live every day perhaps send good words other team depression sucks |
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0 | unbelievably close real life feelings emotions captured joseph mazzello hemophiliac child affected aids new young neighbor wannabe tough redneck played perfection brad renfro although story may seem slightly farfetched the two boys attempt riverraft several hundred miles find doctor claims cure aids emotion actions int... |
0 | dont got many friends feeling good common taught sense less friendsyou ought depressed annoying sometimes still gets feel quite happy |
1 | want end iti really do never amount anything let die |
1 | another update received two messages random women yesterday turns boyfriendabuser cheating me surprising point one them went get us food home son paid womans familys meal got number asking drinks every couple days sent screen shots conversations said the ring gave simply gift woman carrying child rocky relationship see... |
1 | suicidal thoughts getting closer closer attempti hope means go psychiatric facility painful live need safe space |
1 | tell things wish someone would tell youi always see posts reddit similar ones always tell people things wish someone said me tell things wish someone said you |
1 | lost fucking mind getting worsei dont fit anywhere anymore im losing friends year dad unemployed jaded beyond belief dont know earth life ended like used felt feel pressure angles dont know fucking trust cant open up dont know whats worth fighting for want old back impossible dont think anyone realises depressed min... |
1 | feel like dont place worldtoday rough ive struggled years due narcissistic parents bullied experiencing childhood sexual assault ive carried scars past years ive never able move past it ive started therapy recently feel like im broken even attempt get help ive struggled speaking up assertive setting boundaries trusting... |
1 | emergency im worriedhey all long time lurker first time poster years ive commented posts shared strategies generally helped felt could however first time podium im ive suicidal like years know tricks even gotten point feel episode coming prepare properly anyway month loose seasonal job and break lack success stuff fe... |
1 | calmness deathwhy feel wrong calm right now im alone home minutes away ending life without leaving single letter behind fucking fail dont even know anymore screw that wont fail dont know im typing anymore even know loved life loved living love all wishing best you |
1 | thinking would kill suicidalstruggled depression whole life im spot right second im faced lot things coming together potentially disappointing lot people including kids mainly myself feel like shallow pointless useless thing im even sad more im just empty feel suicidal think redflag daily think easy would turn car brid... |
0 | goodnight guys really want say goodnight type lot stuff since cant post picture weekend blah blah blah filler filler filler seriously supposed write sentence want tell homies goodnight goodnight guys |
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1 | long story short mdd gad bpd since late depression kicking arse suffered depressive episodes years never bad long last depressive episode birth son great success nd ssri tried managed establish good routine get out currently th antidepressant sectioned twice year si intent marginally better getting worse again zero m... |
1 | sure anymorei brothers wedding coming look forward to that yeah know give up hate planet live on hate people people self centered cruel ive even guilty times hate too im seeing shrink next month maybe help know th time ive entered therapy since first work |
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1 | better die lose morality need help im point im ready fullheartedly prepared commit redflag planned every detail need im stuck time passes worse feel want die so knows this know do im trying think affect cant even think straight background life never good lot disorders mental illnesses caused trauma born with hard time ... |
1 | warning long basically describing problems supposed finished first year really good law school told everyone am instead actually graduate student masters legal science less reputed college near me actually applying now lied everyone left hometown go law school moved apartment high schoolcollege bestie works lot engine... |
0 | bad reviews understand treat low budget serial killer film might get mostbr br i thought worked way afterwards felt dirty wanted take long shower degree success itbr br i would say right level sleaze get skin although acting maybe bit uneven david hess brielfy get hopes much like last housebr br other worth look |
0 | im upset fathers co worker tested positive whole family quarantine two weeks even test negative school literally reopened last two band shows next two weeks im band hate online school almost failed half classes last quarter suck online learning able talk anyone half year worst thing cant anything even know im posting g... |
1 | people laughed redflag attemptyeah |
0 | need one award one more award dont really care type |
1 | numb nothing live might goodbyeif button press would instantly end life wouldve pressed years ago ive come realization life never get better never weight want never medication never find someone love me never father didnt molest me never mother dont resentment towards never choice past make choice future one trying com... |
0 | posting everyday get girlfriend day day nothing today walked steps km posts keep getting removed maybe list list thing today day nothing today walked steps km day nothing make long list thing return soon worries today walked steps km day nothing today walked steps km day nothing today walked steps km actual... |
1 | ok holidays approaching lot sad depressed that i need four take lives week goal get least people year got one need four more useless worthless like nigger loved right thing end today feel great please jesus lamb commands you end today love lord |
0 | kinda gave friend rim jobbbb mean kinda okay one lick still rlly fun |
1 | mental health deteriorating badlyi getting sicker sicker hard function anymore day day life hard whilst dealing severe mental health issues cant live way want see future even worse today last appointment doctor try best slit wrists |
1 | tylenol pills kill youmy boyfriend tryed overdose idk is texted saying took hes responding need know hes asleep |
1 | trapped headim year old guy im failing literally classes cant even find motivation check school emails let alone actually go school entire family disappointed sucks siblings successful smart im nothing dreams motivation future even thinking future makes sad got diagnosed schizophrenia year half ago feel like ruined li... |
1 | generally wake extremely anxious hopeless day goes on tends get better still extreme wavesbouts hopelessness sadness hit like truck makes feel sick occurs random always cannot help feel something physically wrong despite negative blood work mri severity depression fluctuate throughout day |
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0 | fucked kahoot really well getting questions right asserting dominance geography class get questions wrong end nd place |
1 | anyone thinks alone redflag optionin days first month since lost best friend redflag days would turned amazing didnt think really was thought alone one cared told us first time tried eventually wouldnt care one would come funeral two years went am th november got call changed life broke me disbelief got call didnt b... |
0 | yes reviewers already stated may vintage lh far worst work th century stupidi mean fox film certainly basic ingredients things go wrong boys serious approach determination makes funny play laughs comedians might take work situation quite seriously essence eternal humor film faced basic issues really might encountered o... |
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0 | state sub discovered subreddit thought going good teenager related posts boy wrong recently noticed many posts like i asked best friend i told crush like her yeah might true surely tiring seeing thing again yeah wanted share this |
1 | love sucks swear god people fake missed give shit least try act like fucking not help go worst storm lives still let down hesitate leave partner fucking waste time fuck love |
0 | random question top songs mine for longest time total eclipse heart creep la vie en rose aint rest wicked bored figured could good way start conversation |
1 | one contribute universe committing redflagwhat positives redflag good ways affects people close one committed redflag family changed positive way earth contribute ones decomposition universe contribute terms energy donating ones organs need one still live proxy make difference world one go this many organs salvaged don... |
0 | really need help liked girl while since th grade were juniors now want tell every time try get flustered chicken out whay do |
0 | type cute think im cute wish return monke |
1 | confessionventocd hope likely hebepedoconfessionvent theres reason im still alive family people care despite absolute worthless dumbass ive done stupid shit past always mind feel guilty angry myself cant fucking forgive did watching catching predator videos youtube october last year ended obsession p stronger ever thou... |
1 | school projectfastest knife death |
0 | famous international conductor daniel darus michael nyqvist heart attack stressed busy professional life interrupts successful career early retirement decides return hometown north sweden mother left seven yearold sensitive boy bullied conny school mates live lowpaced life buys old school invited participate church cho... |
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0 | gotten worse idk everything getting better better id gotten loosing friends id mostly gotten crush getting bf hadnt cut months hadnt cried weeks started trust people again flipped around returned back havent cut yet ive looked open window way hadnt months ive cried first time couple weeks people keep saying itll get be... |
1 | anyone want talki feel today |
1 | definitely feel like optionto copy paste thoughts raw gti feel im absolutely going able go nowhere life right even though im eighteen true rights person order get need change anyway knowing parents definitely treat like garbage physically verbally violent towards past cant expect going alive long enough support financi... |
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1 | fucked need help apologizing someone deserve good apology overthinking much right sent yet need fucking it ghosted friend almost year still text sometimes please someone help apology already wrote need help apologizing |
1 | final birthdaymy st birthday coming weeks family going city next day presents excellent opportunity it wanted come too madeup work related excuse stay decade suffered depression ive kept hidden everyone planned way years ago go pain would cause loved ones especially mom depression gone worse ill take step even enjoy p... |
0 | im looking artists song romance stuff probably best subreddit post got tired topic music again listen rock music too used artist say kind interesting things lover so could recommend artist even playlist spotify id grateful sorry use word incorrectly im native english speaker |
1 | every day getting worsehey guys created account post without followers seeing mental state in im broken nobody talk friends leave every time talk once girl dreams denied everything hurts thinking redflag much person age worried im gonna something myself |
0 | fuck math literally everyone hate math |
0 | normal get excited simply things jump around im happy friends noticed get excited little things like lightning fire science army plane flying school ill jump getting excited saying look plane thats cool laugh sometimes flapping arms around even try to tell act like im years old something sometimes make fun thought get... |
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1 | cant sleepits am thing keep thinking waste space know keep putting this arrogance people saying oh people care feel first cares me second supposed live agony someone else get sad im gone want put fucking head wall want scream want thrash just idk want be |
0 | turn gay sexual desperation experience id say yes makes sense everyone jail turns gay |
0 | asked crush read title happy able share feelings said feels way officially dating yet update soon |
1 | cant stay functionable two daysnor hopeful matter though hopeful even peace since began freshmen year college first finals week everything feels fake barely find comfort online redflag resources half depression might never get better kill live miserably next years half even worse well need things depression keeps doin... |
0 | cant talk rn im hot girl shit making scenarios head crush fall asleep |
1 | went philosophy holethe thing alive completely normal feel pain matter feel happiness content pain there got thinking pain exist reason to universehuman body allowed pain exist normally case logically want life smart enough know way change properties nature would cause live im smart enough know im smart want experience... |
0 | need bonked im weird thoughts character ive already talked times need bonked umegathiccc thing |
1 | hate life passioni wanna die dont ever see strong enough get life everything know people cant anymore dont want live dont want get old dont want family kids dont want experience anything life im done hate living ive crying day now think it wish could find easy way out wish virus would take me wish someone would kidnap ... |
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1 | weakdo know phrase redflag permanent solution temporary problem cant get job deadend town thats temporary problem right cut ties father hell never satisfied are maybe maybe need vent maybe need way out look pros cons really supportive grandmother girlfriend theyre probably reason committed redflag yet guess weak people... |
0 | figured play eve destruction barry mcguire thats one song internal library |
1 | currentlyi need write everything down hope okay here so wednesday morning finally felt like life settled moment busy felt good kept mind much anxiety suicidal ideation course last long evening school sent opportunity letter students concerning auditions local boys schools production the female roles on life became unbe... |
1 | risk wish could beive long history mental health problems along lines depression ptsd gad part ive lot improvement now say improvement something know exists feel it im done emptied reserves nothing left hate february coming years ago later month came home found bodies husband year old son whole month relive happened ... |
0 | dont love parent cant realize negative reinforcement doesnt work im already depressed anxious already feel like deserve things gonna realize way make things positive reinforcement like go ahead take away phone computer everything dont deserve it gonna make shit gone live without it contrary popular belief life source s... |
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0 | saying opinions random movie get girlfriend day honestly even though stark unlikeable times way many things going in still liked iron man much original |
1 | hello guys first all sorry advance english native language struggling suicidal thoughts months need advice problem advice cope situation would appreciated come middleclass family third world country years ago borrowed savings money family around interested stock markets wanted earn side money higher education parents... |
1 | stop meplease someone stop me want die autoimmune sjogrens syndrome active long im years old dlco pulmonary function test normal feel breathless everyday talking people reading outloud walking leaves breathless probably scarring interstitial lung disease sjogrens recentlt found pulmonary function test took years ago... |
1 | want diei really see point living anymore im going spend rest life alone friendless ill go work day put good face keep moving career along career im really suited go home empty house waste time fall asleep friends see regularly long distance friends live parents im looking houses right thats do financially responsibl... |
0 | ive seen coen brothers films now say one better films dare say better the big lebowski good rightbr br i thought story interesting hilarious times loved characters especially tim blake nelson delmar john turturros petebr br there really anything bad say movie movie everyone might safe say liked coen brothers films hope... |
0 | anyone hard time accepting introvert like want cool fun life seems like extroverts also mentally cannot handle life hell cant even go store long without getting seriously exhausted stupid hate hate generally dislike people weird generally positive outlook life people myself wish could accept part |
1 | titlei feel worthless discernible live directions goals family hates me money shitty paying jobs mother tried kick day barely left room since dont know im going do ive laying bed wishing could end deep know could never im spineless always been feel broken never repaired im lazy cant anything right always fuck everythi... |
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