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0 | golden boy opinion one sleeper lost treasures animes there sexy comedy young man quest find nitch life blunders sort odd jobs somehow rather sexy girl ultimately falls really realizing it truly something easily miss name viewing itwill fall comedysilliness lies inside truly crime produced ova episodes pilot movie mad... |
0 | one really gives fuck thinking honestly one seems care much iim second option |
0 | cant post pictures subreddita tried multiple times failed suggestions |
0 | rteenagers allow post images temporary permanent me |
1 | im rough patchi persistent depression anxiety persistent depression continuous severe sometimes flairs though get major depressive episodes im afraid starting another one those episode last almost year got beginning take medication im afraid happening again cant live kind pain past days really rough ive depending weed ... |
0 | seen many wong karwais movies happy together fallen angels ashes time knew expect coming theatre cinematography would lush use space perspective would varied acting would superb least one characters would consumed ineffable loneliness are all precisely techniques make wong karwais art is expecting degree drawn film rev... |
0 | deadass wants kiss kiss u rn lips go date u mall go spencers hot topic plz |
1 | long history mental illness suicidal thoughts that interests diagnosed bipolar ii disorder first hospitalised diagnosed borderline personality disorder traits top upon second hospitalisation also tried and obviously failed attempt twice today different though today learnt new way make attempt looking one everyday week ... |
0 | opening scene movie pretty incredible ive seen number scifi movies great special effects roommate looked opening sequence said plainly sensory overload plot movie pretty simple nice thing scifi movie lets audience figure technology instead wasting time subtly explain it creatures movie also interesting get really good ... |
1 | feeling nothing worse feeling sadi want feel something ive never known like this want escape fucking prison cant brain this cause chemical imbalance makes want kill itself it please let feel something want want feel |
0 | without doubt one neil simons best plays turned movies full great characters memorable dialog johnathan silverman makes great screen version young eugenehe played matthew broderick stagethis first simons autobiographical trilogy followed wonderful biloxi blues closes tv movie broadway bound say movie flaws would maybe ... |
0 | ive saying months dagonrompa among us anime |
1 | feeling welli tired going life like this know headed towards bad endat point it going tonight next week maybe next year so cant live feelings cant live constant agony selfdestructive behavior anyone talk to im miserable need help want actual face talk to text |
0 | hey guess what didnt sex neither you |
0 | blythe danner judith ivey deliver wonderful performances jonathan silverman eugene recounts life s brighton beachbr br what makes film good relationships among characters backdrop extremely wonderful family valuesbr br bob dishy marvelous opportunity father clan gives restrained compelling performance patriarch familyb... |
0 | reddit cool triangles cooler |
1 | feel little less sadi posted couple days ago ended one best things ive done found someone helps feel alone still wanna die pretty regular basis ive got good people now wanna say thank getting day got lot messages helped got talk someone else openly redflag without feeling guilty trapped really nice wanted encourage hel... |
0 | sometimes forget havent publicly told age not happening anytime soon tell pretty much anyone dm |
1 | im going hang myselfim tired cant stand alive anymore give up hopeless |
0 | asker crush together cant express happy am |
0 | one scary moviebr br brad pitt deserved oscar thisbr br a traveling novelist played david duchovny xfiles fame girlfriend pick two hitchhikersjuliette lewis brad pitt way california br br on way stop infamous serial killer murder scenes photography scenes upcoming book duchovnys character working on little know disturb... |
0 | yall ever meet someone start messaging theyre ok first turn absolutely insane yes pls tell abt delete k karma account cuz guy psychopath scared gonna look city cuz couple hours away change appearance case never gave personal info phone number family members names high school anything like first name age name city live ... |
1 | today birthday cant live onhi reddit today birthday cant seem feel anything anymore count hours work get home get bed etternally without sleeping therapist im also taking meds for month everyday seems get worse im think life me im failure |
0 | remember windows xp pinball yeah played long time ago feel nostalgia |
1 | really care much life anymoreim full selfhatred im constantly lonely depressed ocd im constantly bombarded evil thoughts im single shitty job enough energy motivation pursue dreams anymore find solace jesus feel like enough sometimes want anymore thats all |
1 | wrote something down would combined enough kill mei overdosed times beforebut nothing seems ever work careful calculated stealing random pills relativescopied notes svelta mig tvr til rjr vikur fyrst gera etta allt tman maga paracetamolacetaminophel mg hjartamagnlacetylsalic acid mg quetiapin actavis mg dimenhydrin... |
1 | im alone homeless living tent woods eaten days conversation someone weeks sleep hours day due paranoia schizophrenia sleeping woods actually terrifying non stop anxiety feels like im going heart attack im edge time get moment relax breathe without worrying loneliness definitely worst part someone call literal fantas... |
0 | free cuddles rona anyone preferably girls cuz im better girls guys too wants cuddle rona comment pls d requirements must pedophile must nice person must fully vaccinated must teen preferably girl guys allowed |
0 | idea whats idea be im gonna mercy shouldve picked mercyyyy im gonna kind support ended losing fault tears live |
0 | boyfriend requirements male optional strongly recommended alien required |
0 | number game truth dare im bored wanna talk anyone wanna number game truth dare dms anyone wants talk thats fine lol |
0 | theres cranefly room someone come get me im scared |
1 | wish people would stop telling life worth living try understand feelim asking encourage end it wish someone literally anyone would empathize minute say get it say understand hard keep living know wrong want die know need help know life purpose empty statements made people seem like actually care seeing angle ive chosen... |
1 | im going die im awful failure cant improvethis first time reddit sorry mess things up think supposed use throwaway account stuff like this reference im nearly turning want turn im bad person ive failure while today day failed one thing want fail in year failed everything imaginable used student yet somehow im gettin... |
1 | im tired tryingfuck this im sick always fucking bad guy genuinely feel like make every effort everything right im easy target people take shit me cant ever person people want fuck it god damn even fucking try long anyway always knew gonna happen im sick people world worth apart |
1 | social interactionthose days upvotes random strangers reddit attention get |
0 | glowstick cracks final defence yet day becomes crippled darkness steals seeping protective light wounds like depraved hole black mass scrambling fir get |
1 | canti know believe anymore anything know im miserable sick fighting it want done want disappear want feel anything anymore |
1 | someone cant get helpi friend female hispanic ive worried year alternates frequently depressed cheerful cutesy demeanor slightly overweight constantly overly worried appearance starving month eating perhaps one meal day family extremely unsupportive tells ugly childish stupid looks me suppose male try encourage much ... |
0 | another one films remember staying late watch tv scaring crap impressionable age dooming thereafter life horror movie obsession great movie stands living proof indeed realistic effects cgibr br set isolated base antarctica version seems almost pick original version the thing another world left off american scientists ... |
0 | ive working couple months think would enjoy hey all quarantine started get really bored started thinking whats something could useful fun me thinking could while decided making podcast well rather podcasts targeted towards teens young adults think everyone could like one them boys community driven podcast talk mens is... |
0 | fellow teenagers want know everything alright much love you |
1 | ever wish someone would kill wouldnt itpurposefully running around late night shady places paying attention nearing roads almost accidentally getting hit car |
0 | today th birthday longer confines flair |
0 | although remade several times movie classic seeing first time creative dialog unique genius final scene deserves credit critics given it highly recommended one best comedies recent years |
1 | tired fighting tired feeling worthless tired struggling give up done waiting end feels like come ready die feels like forced stay here want set free want anymore |
1 | think timedo ever look way back first posts subreddit wonder people still alive really hope found way out think people time man makes really wonder truly god answers wishes prayers guide others path happiness |
0 | get political dont think women black people property anymore |
0 | theres shortage bad dialogue david bathsheba i quite hand slingshot the king israel darkness exposing enemy full marks dennis hooey delivering one straight face go sit concubines somehow doubt bored david ever told prophet nathan whatever say even tries old my kingdom understand me routine desperate housewife bathsheba... |
0 | im constant suffering doctors say theres nothing wrong really annoying |
0 | depression ya teacher f worst hate cus gave even new could homework fullest strong feeling hates ya pls advice gains depression thx |
1 | redflag hotline called copsi often feel suffered suicidal thoughts entire life encouraged call redflag hotline ever felt need talk someone well did called cops cops couldnt find house dropped neighbors asking me cops finally find knocked door opened it several neighbors standing across street watching cops ems truck pa... |
0 | know guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows lady knows guy knows i |
1 | hate cannot talk problems friends family say want help things start get real longer want listen mention suicide longer want there worst part whenif actually go it would first people say reached help want someone try understand feel come from want family understand least attempt understand anyone else feel way families ... |
0 | sad hours usually ignore emotions people really getting me im also great expressing emotions situation know jokes digging way brain |
0 | hate cringey dn fandom like great show fanbase edgelords think cool similar rampm |
1 | title says worked hard starting graduated high school get place work live own obviously many many set backs life general incredibly unfair complex me worked hard so hard hopefully end journey two years living job enjoy found then work working myself ampxbbut get enjoy future climate change politics instability worl... |
1 | im scared myselfthe thoughts keep getting worse know tell distracting try school work cant it want die really badly ive feeling way long idea called recently realized want die birthday yesterday turned wish never born body celebrate with body tell anything think parents care really wish did theyre mean me really hurts... |
0 | flyingkittys video still up im going take oppurtunity also rant it dont know flyingkitty made funny rick astley parody give up youtube alledgedly took video down still up people keep saying taken down good news video still up added completely unnessecary age restriction disabled sharing able snag link still watch origi... |
1 | since posted hereeverything felt like could cope since last post gran died yesterday told idiot feeling way unrelated things thought dad finally done something nice dug vinyl basement ive talking past two years turns sister suddenly shown interest today feeling great me feel fucking stupid feeling again exactly last po... |
1 | psych wards worse prisonwhen emergency psych ward never knew gonna get out terrifying life outside suddenly hold chance explain anyone not anyone cares came learn maybe shouldnt cared didnt value life meant would even less control it utensils gave spoons plastic knives forks dangerous locks bathrooms people walking shi... |
1 | im horrible person dont even deserve diebecause dying biggest wish thats it |
1 | need talkim wondering redflag im wondering options im wondering consequences it telling friends effect driving away telling family effect making life harder want tell somebody im thinking redflag would cool could swap stories somebody else needs talk guess pm me post story ill reply mine sure specifics would interestin... |
0 | post hits k likes finally get k karma im super happy huge milestone me havent reddit long guys made welcoming environment im glad part community |
0 | twitch subreddit bad tried making post asking help apparently violated rules stating reddit username looking tutorials hating twitch must soso idk please hate me opinion im saying this dumb |
0 | demon slayer op sick change mind also feel free share favourites |
1 | therapist decided longer person therapy even though feel unsecure privacy safety dad told shoot myself plan using extension cord random electrical device find it tell life worth living please not heard all mentally tired exhausted dad told get gun shoot myself considering it |
1 | nono pleasures smiles relaxation recreation conversation loneliness interruption deed done more bullet shatters skull |
1 | helpso im finally deciding end tonight now anyone know much losartan mg enough anything successful medical injuries would deal with |
1 | life seem bit pointless anyone else rantive felt suicidal long remember managed keep lid past year since ive busy school personal issues yesterday friends and people love most told want nothing me reason it either love life also confessed loving back drunken mind reject explore university stay tied greatest days lives ... |
0 | artists here friends discord server artists pm wanna join give link |
0 | area one year anniversary would anyone try go again |
1 | accidentally wrote suicidal monologueive real bitch panic attack tonight kind went trance wrote this im afraid tell thoughts best friend need someone see them would gun im afraid poison practice see many ibuprofen pills swallow gives much time reconsider indecisive gun quick im good making fast irrational emotionally d... |
1 | bit since posted good working new job thought would last look good million reasons want stay bed anything something telling go work grind else something bad happen depressed reason work money pay rent barely hold sanity right feel existential dread coming |
0 | judge production hour version released vhs us choppy incomprehensible mess pleasure watching fulllength hour version available dvd uk spellbound deliberate pace growing sense menace mesmerizing amazing visual aural landscape ancient rome never seen before far authentic mostbr br director franco rossi justly celebrated ... |
1 | im tiredevery day get fix it whatever is fix it job kids lives supposed like mine childhood supposed like mine supposed suffer broken guilt feel brought world mom breaking back died tried kill teen feels like mistake survived died got anyone else involved fucking mess mistake lived |
0 | finished drawing going post it realized pictures weekends rip its anything super impressive dumb little __ character use represent myself |
1 | suicidal heres personal story im even world think am think probably bestory part feel free skip tldr ive accused suicidal since high school friend mine committed redflag boarding school soon after accused suicidal ideation school wanted remove remaining sinners i atheist religious school prior foster care attacked dai... |
1 | life bad last years beg read this hello know subreddit existed im glad found it im sure heard story like many times before know else talk this quite long apologize well written knew sort life would much easier tell story years old since life borderline unbearable started fitting school resulted dropping out went ano... |
0 | flashback time earbuds died right hit play music caramelldansen started blasting phone speaker |
0 | theres shortage bad dialogue david bathsheba i quite hand slingshot the king israel darkness exposing enemy full marks dennis hooey delivering one straight face go sit concubines somehow doubt bored david ever told prophet nathan whatever say even tries old my kingdom understand me routine desperate housewife bathsheba... |
0 | somebody dm im bored af nothing do m |
0 | usual day start point place wisconsinbr br first all red tyrannical father forman family wwii veteran sits kitchen table reads newspaper overjoyed wife kitty serves breakfast comes skinny son eric sits table well father starts daily yelling usually involving placing foot erics behind insert reason here promiscuous ange... |
0 | anyone good metal music listen too like listen get scared ice nine kills crush give best have |
1 | think ityou know loved much carried entire year owe much tried commit redflag last month took lot pills ive called paranoid blamed bipolar suggesting friends knew something didnt know right seeing guy lied encouraged anyway friend told last month said ever something like hed personally beat death care false hope kept... |
0 | im gonna film cumming sound highest award gets video legal reasons joke |
1 | starting feel like endive married years give take last wife affair guy try leave move on keeps coming back guilt decided go back lost jobs day thanksgiving lucky enough land two interviews get offer day thanksgiving least today told offer rescinded signed anything yet dealing suicidal thoughts number years aside lack... |
0 | bruh googled character adventure time second image sexy fanart |
0 | love show watch reruns every day even though seen like time eachbr br its two sisters holly amanda bynes val jennie garth live new york holly goes live val dad transferred japan val perfect life boyfriend perfect apartment upper east sidebr br the show basically shows problems vall holly go through main problem guys a... |
0 | random fact go school max verstappen went lived kilometers away |
1 | good move noi ended contact best friend starting today order get better matter many times tells otherwise accept gay male around even thought him puts extreme turmoil could bad move correct way get mind throwing life away maybe give months realize decent individual deserve treated less ive considered redflag due many p... |
0 | carl brashear cuba gooding jr born sharecroppers deep south joins navy whereupon tells father back father gives old radio brashear leaves navy bus valuable thing unemotional father taught was never quit recommendation white commander powers boothe admires drive guts gets sent navy diving school bayonne nj endures haras... |
1 | struggle constantly laughsmile every months seconds sounds right life even once |
1 | even feel like personthe older get realize im meant alive cant anything normal theres excuse it cant talk people like normal person does cant even work dumb jobs without fucking every aspect it belong less less every year cant believe used good smart kid im even worth anything way die without mom feeling sad id gone im... |
1 | im going crazyplease help me think im going crazy need someone talk to dont anyone help nt want risk put stationry mental hospital phone call would help much |
1 | please help mei know do one cant take anymore tried reaching friends know do |
1 | slept hours want relapse cannot stop thinking abt got raped everytbint bad parente abuse me hooked drugs going kill myself cannot |
1 | dont wanna die dont wanna live eitheri dont see point |
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0 | crystal blue persuasion yea yea |
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