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ptsd | 87fkbw | (0, 5) | Last summer I (F17) was officially diagnosed with PTSD, though I had been suffering from the condition for at least a decade. It's been a lot to process but I'm finally getting the psychiatric attention and emotional support I need to slowly repair myself. I remember after I had explained my traumas and symptoms to my current therapist, I asked her if I it was true that I had something wrong with me (my psychiatrist had told me the week prior that much of what I was experiencing aligned with the PTSD diagnosis and I was startled). I'll never forget her saying "No, you definitely have PTSD," and in that moment I experienced more validation of my suffering then I had in my entire life. Shell shocked, I told my mom about it in the car and she made it very clear to me how there was no way in her mind that it could be that serious. | 26,806 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,522,124,038 | 1 | 6.968792 | 158 | 14.29 | 11.47 | 89.36 | 1.34 | 31.6 | 18.35 | 91.77 | 62.66 | 26.58 | 18.99 | 15.82 | 0 | 0.63 | 2.53 | 0 | 7.59 | 4.43 | 11.39 | 11.39 | 5.06 | 6.33 | 1.9 | 19.62 | 5.06 | 1.9 | 1.27 | 0 | 3.16 | 6.96 | 1.9 | 5.06 | 0.63 | 0 | 1.27 | 6.96 | 0.63 | 0 | 3.16 | 0 | 12.03 | 3.16 | 1.27 | 1.9 | 1.9 | 3.16 | 1.9 | 2.53 | 0.63 | 0.63 | 0 | 3.16 | 0 | 3.16 | 0 | 0 | 1.9 | 0 | 0 | 0.63 | 0.63 | 0.63 | 12.03 | 5.06 | 1.27 | 12.03 | 1.27 | 3.8 | 7.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.03 | 3.16 | 3.16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.27 | 1.9 | 2.53 | 0 | 3 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.1111 | 1 | 1.68678 | 1.4446 | 1.85544 | 0.57 | 2 | 7.804058 | -0.00902 |
ptsd | 600dy4 | [32, 37] | any way. I'll do the procedure. I always do. cheers if you read this. I'm just saying my frustrations out into the void. | 1,122 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,489,785,686 | 10 | -1.4088 | 23 | 15.38 | 19.23 | 98.89 | 25.77 | 4.6 | 8.7 | 91.3 | 60.87 | 26.09 | 21.74 | 17.39 | 0 | 4.35 | 0 | 0 | 4.35 | 8.7 | 8.7 | 17.39 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 0 | 26.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.35 | 8.7 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 0 | 4.35 | 0 | 8.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.04 | 0 | 0 | 4.35 | 8.7 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 0 | 4.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.04 | 4.35 | 17.39 | 0 | 13.04 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30.43 | 21.74 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.7 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.625 | 2.4 | 1.2857 | 1.3333 | 1 | 1.72513 | 1.36842 | 1.88446 | 1 | 1 | 1.464 | 0 |
relationships | 7s4bj5 | [20, 25] | This is something I'm working on figuring out for myself). Option 2: We each move after we each get a job in City A. Drawbacks: (1) one of us will be left at our current job for a while with our boss and coworkers knowing the other is likely to leave soon after. I'm not sure if this is an inadvisable situation. (2) BF will likely find a job first, as he has a few more years experience than me plus some management experience. | 208 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,516,608,003 | 1 | 7.557558 | 85 | 76.06 | 68.09 | 88.59 | 70.09 | 17 | 15.29 | 91.76 | 55.29 | 16.47 | 11.76 | 4.71 | 5.88 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 4.71 | 8.24 | 16.47 | 10.59 | 1.18 | 5.88 | 1.18 | 18.82 | 7.06 | 5.88 | 0 | 5.88 | 5.88 | 2.35 | 2.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.41 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 2.35 | 14.12 | 3.53 | 0 | 1.18 | 5.88 | 1.18 | 4.71 | 2.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.12 | 7.06 | 2.35 | 2.35 | 2.35 | 0 | 1.18 | 14.12 | 3.53 | 17.65 | 2.35 | 7.06 | 8.24 | 8.24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.65 | 5.88 | 1.18 | 2.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.35 | 5.88 | 0 | 2.6667 | 2.3636 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.69099 | 1.50882 | 1.89592 | 1 | 2 | 8.711279 | -0.0575 |
ptsd | 5yamxz | (80, 85) | When it's abuse in the workplace, it seems like everyone just says, "Oh, get over it, and don't be a baby. There's nothing wrong with you." I actually had one women tell me that my husband's behavior was 'completely normal' and that 'everyone acts like that' (I was floored. I don't know one other person who goes through shit like this at work or who acts like that - WTF?). They just want to brush it off, and no one gives a shit. | 35,391 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,489,007,252 | 3 | 3.685517 | 82 | 12.53 | 45.16 | 48.21 | 1 | 16.4 | 12.2 | 96.34 | 64.63 | 25.61 | 8.54 | 6.1 | 0 | 1.22 | 0 | 1.22 | 17.07 | 3.66 | 13.41 | 9.76 | 7.32 | 6.1 | 4.88 | 19.51 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 3.66 | 3.66 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 3.66 | 0 | 15.85 | 2.44 | 0 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 12.2 | 2.44 | 0 | 1.22 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 3.66 | 2.44 | 0 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 2.44 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.1 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 3.66 | 17.07 | 0 | 9.76 | 2.44 | 6.1 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 3.66 | 1.22 | 0 | 1.22 | 0 | 30.49 | 6.1 | 6.1 | 0 | 0 | 1.22 | 0 | 1.22 | 2.44 | 10.98 | 2.44 | 0 | 2.7273 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70775 | 1.47042 | 1.84776 | 0.81 | 3 | 4.442011 | -0.196429 |
relationships | 7o83xh | [5, 10] | Back in November of 2015, my Junior year of college, I was a hermit socially but had many great and supportive friends (funnily enough were 90% women). However, I was lonely as hell, had never dated, and it was driving me mad and depressing me. I didn't let it show though, except to one or two friends who knew me very well. In the month of november I started hanging out with an organic chemistry study group. Two particular women were part of this group. | 1,135 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,515,119,816 | 1 | 6.831512 | 85 | 31.98 | 14.48 | 96.33 | 25.77 | 17 | 18.82 | 92.94 | 54.12 | 14.12 | 9.41 | 9.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.71 | 3.53 | 12.94 | 10.59 | 7.06 | 9.41 | 2.35 | 12.94 | 4.71 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 5.88 | 4.71 | 9.41 | 4.71 | 4.71 | 0 | 2.35 | 2.35 | 9.41 | 0 | 2.35 | 2.35 | 0 | 9.41 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 7.06 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.24 | 5.88 | 0 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 0 | 11.76 | 0 | 0 | 14.12 | 1.18 | 4.71 | 9.41 | 3.53 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 17.65 | 5.88 | 7.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 2.7273 | 2.75 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.71405 | 1.64474 | 1.85149 | 1 | 5 | 7.308698 | 0.079545 |
almosthomeless | 5luwz3 | [10, 15] | I am afraid that she will sell the house because of this and I'm not sure what the future holds for my family. Because I made some very bad decisions in the past, my credit is horrible. I have tried to get a loan and it's just not happening. I have no car (no money to get a car, let alone make payments) and payday loans are not offered in AZ. Every online loan option, although bad, seems like a better fate than losing my home of 12 years. | 1,804 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,483,481,590 | 5 | 2.823077 | 89 | 44.41 | 4.62 | 73.23 | 1 | 17.8 | 8.99 | 95.51 | 53.93 | 14.61 | 10.11 | 8.99 | 0 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 4.49 | 6.74 | 10.11 | 10.11 | 2.25 | 6.74 | 5.62 | 20.22 | 5.62 | 3.37 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 10.11 | 3.37 | 6.74 | 2.25 | 0 | 2.25 | 3.37 | 1.12 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 16.85 | 2.25 | 4.49 | 0 | 3.37 | 2.25 | 5.62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.36 | 1.12 | 3.37 | 3.37 | 3.37 | 3.37 | 3.37 | 13.48 | 3.37 | 8.99 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 4.49 | 3.37 | 1.12 | 3.37 | 8.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.61 | 5.62 | 4.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.7031 | 1.49487 | 1.83658 | 0.65 | 15 | 4.132747 | -0.40125 |
anxiety | 82dnj5 | (20, 25) | Had a good weekend, went to a movie together the 19th. Feb 22 she started full dose of Zoloft. Feb 23 weekend, we hung out again, but mostly stayed in because I was tired from traveling for work again. She seemed a bit more distant than I'd seen her but still content, and we had a good weekend together. Everything remained normal up til Feb 26 or so, regular texting, sexy texts, etc. | 8,207 | 0 | 1 | 1,520,326,191 | 2 | 3.958559 | 73 | 68.64 | 75.34 | 93.59 | 92 | 14.6 | 19.18 | 83.56 | 47.95 | 10.96 | 9.59 | 2.74 | 2.74 | 0 | 4.11 | 0 | 1.37 | 6.85 | 12.33 | 5.48 | 6.85 | 9.59 | 0 | 15.07 | 9.59 | 2.74 | 0 | 4.11 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.33 | 0 | 0 | 4.11 | 0 | 10.96 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 0 | 4.11 | 1.37 | 5.48 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 5.48 | 0 | 4.11 | 1.37 | 0 | 12.33 | 6.85 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 2.74 | 0 | 10.96 | 1.37 | 0 | 24.66 | 4.11 | 10.96 | 10.96 | 1.37 | 6.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.81 | 6.85 | 9.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.5714 | 2.8 | 1.1 | 1 | 1 | 1.65273 | 1.49455 | 1.89708 | 1 | 2 | 4.368649 | 0.29 |
relationships | 7ndj7z | (0, 5) | I'm going to try not to sound too sad or victimized, but I'm just sad. I grew up fairly disadvantaged compared to my friends. I've been poor since I was born, never had enough to eat, was abused by my dad, have raised my sister, support my family, work almost constantly, and make money on the side. In addition, I've been consistently abused since I was 8 years old, the same age I met my best friend. She's much wealthier than I am. | 34,679 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,514,784,987 | 9 | 5.460682 | 83 | 24.59 | 5.87 | 99 | 1 | 16.6 | 10.84 | 93.98 | 54.22 | 18.07 | 18.07 | 16.87 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 2.41 | 13.25 | 15.66 | 6.02 | 3.61 | 2.41 | 25.3 | 9.64 | 6.02 | 0 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 12.05 | 3.61 | 8.43 | 0 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 8.43 | 3.61 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 13.25 | 0 | 3.61 | 0 | 4.82 | 1.2 | 4.82 | 1.2 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 16.87 | 6.02 | 3.61 | 8.43 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 10.84 | 14.46 | 1.2 | 16.87 | 2.41 | 4.82 | 9.64 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 3.61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22.89 | 6.02 | 10.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.02 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.8 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.75193 | 1.58649 | 1.96448 | 0.65 | 8 | 6.292182 | 0.104167 |
ptsd | 9lqjsr | [5, 10] | I was a friendly person, who enjoyed speaking and interacting with people. I definitely did more than my fair share to help/get things done. And i enjoyed helping people and sharing my knowledge to help novices. Quite extroverted but without being loud. Since this happened i've become introverted, i don't particularly like anyone (because unfortunately, i now tend to focus on the bad side in people), and i attempt to not get past small talk. | 1,049 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,538,775,566 | 5 | 8.048077 | 76 | 37.39 | 44.78 | 90.72 | 99 | 15.2 | 23.68 | 93.42 | 55.26 | 17.11 | 11.84 | 11.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.26 | 2.63 | 14.47 | 9.21 | 3.95 | 7.89 | 3.95 | 17.11 | 5.26 | 3.95 | 1.32 | 0 | 1.32 | 13.16 | 9.21 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.74 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 15.79 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 0 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 5.26 | 2.63 | 0 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.16 | 7.89 | 0 | 3.95 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 6.58 | 11.84 | 0 | 9.21 | 0 | 5.26 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.42 | 6.58 | 5.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.80875 | 1.49429 | 1.92006 | 0.73 | 1 | 8.194 | 0.095139 |
anxiety | 7kcnod | (10, 15) | I check on my mom several times a day and I KNOW it has to be annoying. I am trying to find the right medication but none seem to work for me, I go to therapy, and I talk about it — but I am so sick of feeling this way. I know it is temporary and that I won’t be this way forever, but right now, it sucks. I can’t sleep because I worry so much, it’s hard to focus at work because I worry so much, it’s hard to be social because I worry so much. Thanks for listening. | 31,340 | 1 | 1 | 1,513,496,766 | 7 | -0.197885 | 100 | 7.16 | 3.62 | 99 | 1 | 20 | 11 | 98 | 61 | 23 | 14 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 6 | 13 | 3 | 23 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.5 | 2.6 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70172 | 1.34783 | 1.90835 | 1 | 1 | 3.102538 | -0.159286 |
relationships | 7q2msh | [10, 15] | 1) His career/financial stability (makes sense) 2) His family (logical) 3) Me/his friends (ok) 4) Being healthy/gym and cooking and sleep time (cool) 5) A hobby we have | 1,222 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,515,820,825 | 0 | 0.145269 | 31 | 35.22 | 97.31 | 1 | 99 | 31 | 19.35 | 80.65 | 32.26 | 16.13 | 16.13 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 0 | 9.68 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 9.68 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 16.13 | 0 | 9.68 | 9.68 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.35 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 0 | 9.68 | 9.68 | 6.45 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 6.45 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 9.68 | 9.68 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 6.45 | 12.9 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 51.61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 41.94 | 9.68 | 3 | 2.4545 | 2.8 | 1.6667 | 1.2727 | 1 | 1.73709 | 1.8087 | 2.15849 | 0.44 | 10 | 3.173387 | 0.366667 |
ptsd | 9v3gum | [7, 12] | Does anyone else experience parts of their PTSD this way? ​ Is this truly avoidance or is this dissociation? I tried to do some digging and pin down what I am experiencing so I can communicate with my husband more effectively but it isn't something that seems to fit nicely into a box and so it has been confusing. Thank you. | 161 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,541,625,231 | 3 | 3.868118 | 61 | 4.51 | 31.15 | 62.75 | 56.75 | 15.25 | 16.39 | 88.52 | 62.3 | 24.59 | 9.84 | 6.56 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 1.64 | 14.75 | 1.64 | 9.84 | 14.75 | 4.92 | 9.84 | 1.64 | 18.03 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 3.28 | 8.2 | 4.92 | 3.28 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 8.2 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 18.03 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 0 | 9.84 | 1.64 | 6.56 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.2 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 16.39 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.11 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 3.28 | 2.8 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.63107 | 1.36154 | 1.86575 | 0.81 | 2 | 5.37871 | 0.274074 |
relationships | 7tldhc | (0, 5) | I matched with a girl who I thought was pretty on a dating app. I said hi first, and she replied. We went on to introduce ourselves and ask basic questions such as what we do, whats our favorite food, music, and things like that. Then we decided to meet up in real life. I forgot whether it was me or her who suggested that we meet up. | 36,903 | 0 | 1 | 1,517,158,656 | 1 | 3.149565 | 68 | 22.92 | 99 | 74.76 | 79.41 | 13.6 | 14.71 | 95.59 | 63.24 | 30.88 | 19.12 | 7.35 | 8.82 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 11.76 | 2.94 | 14.71 | 5.88 | 1.47 | 10.29 | 0 | 17.65 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 5.88 | 1.47 | 0 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27.94 | 0 | 0 | 4.41 | 0 | 8.82 | 4.41 | 0 | 0 | 4.41 | 0 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 1.47 | 19.12 | 14.71 | 1.47 | 2.94 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 7.35 | 1.47 | 13.24 | 1.47 | 7.35 | 4.41 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.24 | 7.35 | 5.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.625 | 2.8 | 1.1111 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.75617 | 1.5541 | 1.98654 | 0.66 | 2 | 4.157217 | 0.2 |
ptsd | 9a98wa | [10, 15] | All of these things were a slow burn, many of these things overlapped one another. I pushed through and finished my PhD, but now I'm worn, and after looking into it, I've realized that the psychological symptoms of stress I display are closely aligned with racism-specific PTSD. I've been through psychotherapy, but I'm not sure the therapist was adequately prepared to identify it, but I know for certain that I have PTSD. I want to begin healing now that I'm done with grad school. Where/how do I start? | 714 | 1 | 1 | 1,535,223,879 | 1 | 8.149474 | 90 | 17.96 | 2.95 | 96.92 | 67.75 | 18 | 22.22 | 94.44 | 60 | 24.44 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 3.33 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 4.44 | 6.67 | 1.11 | 24.44 | 4.44 | 1.11 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 3.33 | 4.44 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.44 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 0 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 3.33 | 2.22 | 0 | 1.11 | 3.33 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 7.78 | 15.56 | 1.11 | 12.22 | 2.22 | 4.44 | 6.67 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 4.44 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 1.11 | 2.6 | 2.6667 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.7248 | 1.34286 | 1.84119 | 0.54 | 2 | 7.594737 | 0.082937 |
domesticviolence | 79tofd | (15, 20) | then i check a side email account that i almost never use, i think i forgot a password or something, and see all these emails from him. he had been sending me them since essentially the day after i stopped speaking to him. saying all this 'i miss you' type stuff, telling me he had something important to tell me. so i caved. and it's been downhill ever since then. | 18,816 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,509,426,703 | 3 | 4.642676 | 70 | 4.49 | 61.26 | 89.63 | 25.77 | 14 | 15.71 | 94.29 | 65.71 | 32.86 | 22.86 | 14.29 | 0 | 1.43 | 5.71 | 1.43 | 10 | 4.29 | 8.57 | 7.14 | 7.14 | 8.57 | 1.43 | 22.86 | 1.43 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 2.86 | 1.43 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 18.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.71 | 17.14 | 1.43 | 4.29 | 0 | 5.71 | 5.71 | 1.43 | 4.29 | 1.43 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 1.43 | 8.57 | 8.57 | 2.86 | 17.14 | 1.43 | 2.86 | 12.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.71 | 7.14 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 2.4444 | 2.75 | 2.6 | 1.1111 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69485 | 1.49831 | 1.89125 | 1 | 3 | 4.739549 | 0.2 |
survivorsofabuse | 9ekm8i | (0, 5) | I'm in college now and got high last night and felt pretty sad. I'm a wreck. I thought I've overcome this all but I'm just feeling alone again. After trauma i started isolating myself and attaching to creative work to get a sense of worth. I declined socially by a lot and can't feel connected to anyone past a surface level. | 27,018 | 1 | 1 | 1,536,562,895 | 2 | 2.624545 | 61 | 52.37 | 7.01 | 99 | 1.13 | 12.2 | 19.67 | 93.44 | 49.18 | 16.39 | 13.11 | 13.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 6.56 | 11.48 | 6.56 | 4.92 | 8.2 | 1.64 | 19.67 | 8.2 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 9.84 | 3.28 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 4.92 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.67 | 8.2 | 1.64 | 0 | 4.92 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 4.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.48 | 1.64 | 4.92 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 0 | 6.56 | 16.39 | 0 | 18.03 | 0 | 6.56 | 11.48 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.39 | 8.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.2 | 0 | 0 | 2.8462 | 2.5714 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.2222 | 1 | 1.68344 | 1.5434 | 1.915 | 1 | 3 | 4.254545 | 0.061667 |
relationships | 7q3nno | (47, 52) | I feel like shit for writing this post. **TL;DR - SO of over a decade is great to me in many ways and shit to me in other ways, I feel awful when he's shit to me but also feel guilty as fuck about expressing it because of all the times he's amazing to me. Wondering if this is emotional abuse and if it is, what can I do about it? Our relationship is rock solid, I'm not leaving him. ** | 17,053 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,515,837,132 | 56 | 2.290407 | 80 | 15.01 | 8.47 | 74.76 | 1 | 20 | 10 | 95 | 63.75 | 23.75 | 15 | 10 | 1.25 | 0 | 3.75 | 0 | 8.75 | 2.5 | 17.5 | 11.25 | 6.25 | 12.5 | 1.25 | 18.75 | 7.5 | 2.5 | 2.5 | 0 | 2.5 | 12.5 | 2.5 | 10 | 1.25 | 6.25 | 0 | 7.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.75 | 13.75 | 5 | 1.25 | 2.5 | 3.75 | 1.25 | 6.25 | 3.75 | 0 | 0 | 3.75 | 7.5 | 3.75 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 6.25 | 2.5 | 0 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 16.25 | 0 | 10 | 1.25 | 3.75 | 3.75 | 1.25 | 2.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 3.75 | 3.75 | 0 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 0 | 1.25 | 0 | 3.75 | 0 | 5 | 2.7143 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70498 | 1.54286 | 1.84186 | 0.88 | 90 | 4.130244 | -0.060417 |
ptsd | 83n7be | [0, 5] | From the moment I wake up and until I go to sleep I don't feel safe. When I'm around other people I feel even even more anxious/fearful. I know nothing bad is going to happen to me, but I still feel this way. I don't really have any friends, and these intense chronic feelings makes it seem impossible to make a real connection with anyone. That's what I need the most is some sort of real connection with another human being. | 1,290 | 1 | 1 | 1,520,780,690 | 3 | 4.248062 | 82 | 21.16 | 7.18 | 99 | 3.09 | 16.4 | 13.41 | 96.34 | 57.32 | 21.95 | 12.2 | 12.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.76 | 3.66 | 13.41 | 9.76 | 7.32 | 6.1 | 3.66 | 23.17 | 6.1 | 2.44 | 2.44 | 0 | 6.1 | 4.88 | 1.22 | 3.66 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 1.22 | 0 | 0 | 23.17 | 7.32 | 2.44 | 2.44 | 7.32 | 1.22 | 3.66 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 3.66 | 2.44 | 1.22 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 1.22 | 0 | 1.22 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 20.73 | 1.22 | 14.63 | 2.44 | 6.1 | 6.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.63 | 6.1 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 1.22 | 3 | 2.8182 | 3 | 1.0625 | 1.1 | 1 | 1.6905 | 1.43797 | 1.92292 | 0.72 | 3 | 5.64186 | 0.073485 |
stress | 9cdadt | [0, 5] | Only 7 years ago at the age of 9 I think I peaked in life. I was possibly the most fun kid in class and had no problem socializing with others. Used to be so happy then. Now I’m just known by everybody as the quiet guy who rarely ever smiles. Interacting with others (especially girls) is so hard, and I’m always so conscious about how I look. | 356 | 1 | 0.5 | 1,535,905,344 | 3 | 2.435905 | 68 | 17.06 | 32.96 | 95.02 | 79.41 | 13.6 | 10.29 | 94.12 | 60.29 | 14.71 | 8.82 | 8.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.88 | 4.41 | 14.71 | 8.82 | 16.18 | 11.76 | 1.47 | 14.71 | 8.82 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 5.88 | 4.41 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 0 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 20.59 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 2.94 | 5.88 | 2.94 | 4.41 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 5.88 | 1.47 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 1.47 | 7.35 | 10.29 | 1.47 | 16.18 | 0 | 4.41 | 11.76 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.71 | 7.35 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 0 | 3 | 2.75 | 3 | 1.1111 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69705 | 1.42759 | 1.89727 | 1 | 3 | 4.468571 | 0.170833 |
domesticviolence | 79bddy | [0, 5] | Quick summary... She kicked her husband out several months for physical, emotional and verbal abuse to her and the kids. Things have been going somewhat civil ever since. He has been paying her child support unmandated by the court (not because he is a good guy, but he moved in with his parents, and they make him pay her). Yesterday there was an incident involving an arguement in their driveway (in front of the 3 kids) which ended with him punching out the side window of her mini-van while her kids were inside it. | 2,037 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,509,211,770 | 2 | 8.446947 | 95 | 65.99 | 98.58 | 1.2 | 11.97 | 19 | 16.84 | 90.53 | 58.95 | 18.95 | 15.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.68 | 2.11 | 3.16 | 7.37 | 14.74 | 7.37 | 3.16 | 6.32 | 1.05 | 13.68 | 2.11 | 0 | 1.05 | 1.05 | 2.11 | 5.26 | 2.11 | 3.16 | 0 | 2.11 | 0 | 25.26 | 2.11 | 1.05 | 7.37 | 8.42 | 7.37 | 0 | 3.16 | 0 | 1.05 | 1.05 | 2.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.05 | 0 | 1.05 | 0 | 0 | 4.21 | 2.11 | 0 | 1.05 | 1.05 | 0 | 8.42 | 5.26 | 1.05 | 18.95 | 2.11 | 8.42 | 8.42 | 2.11 | 0 | 2.11 | 2.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.79 | 7.37 | 3.16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.05 | 0 | 0 | 4.21 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.71715 | 1.73902 | 1.8994 | 1 | 1 | 7.967368 | 0.206667 |
assistance | 7sboon | (20, 25) | He's the type of guy that doesn't ask for charity. His dad cast a long shadow when he grew up, and even though his dad has passed, the shadow is still there. But I know he's going to need it. His 7yo son, Andrew, has autism and is struggling in school because of it. As a single dad, Matt will now have to find a way to help his son while also managing his own illnesses. | 55,419 | 0 | 1 | 1,516,679,324 | 2 | 3.521392 | 76 | 21.43 | 94.27 | 2.51 | 25.77 | 15.2 | 6.58 | 90.79 | 59.21 | 15.79 | 11.84 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 10.53 | 0 | 3.95 | 6.58 | 11.84 | 11.84 | 9.21 | 11.84 | 1.32 | 21.05 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 21.05 | 6.58 | 1.32 | 0 | 18.42 | 7.89 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 5.26 | 1.32 | 0 | 5.26 | 0 | 0 | 2.63 | 17.11 | 2.63 | 14.47 | 3.95 | 5.26 | 5.26 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.11 | 6.58 | 6.58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 2.8 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.4 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.68711 | 1.62813 | 1.87363 | 0.56 | 7 | 4.463139 | 0.159524 |
ptsd | 75tis5 | [15, 20] | I started freaking out, went to the hospital because I couldn't breath. Occasionally I still feel anxiety when alone and bored at my house. My depression is now not a problem at all but the legacy it left is annoying. I feel so terrible being honest about that evil summer but recognizing my post traumatic stress makes me so happy. Any advice I've only recently been honest with myself and I think its about time I realized its not regular anxiety but ptsd. | 136 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,507,769,426 | 1 | 6.155686 | 83 | 9.87 | 1 | 99 | 1 | 16.6 | 20.48 | 97.59 | 54.22 | 19.28 | 14.46 | 14.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.82 | 3.61 | 8.43 | 7.23 | 9.64 | 10.84 | 3.61 | 16.87 | 10.84 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 0 | 2.41 | 18.07 | 3.61 | 14.46 | 3.61 | 1.2 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.48 | 6.02 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 6.02 | 2.41 | 0 | 0 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 6.02 | 9.64 | 0 | 16.87 | 1.2 | 4.82 | 9.64 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.64 | 6.02 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.41 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.76578 | 1.51688 | 1.88288 | 1 | 9 | 7.287941 | -0.108333 |
assistance | 6hgooa | [15, 20] | ** > I’d love to but I already have plans this weekend. I am going to my friend’s house. We will play on his new game console! > **That sounds like fun too. | 1,384 | 0 | 1 | 1,497,549,250 | 15 | -3.943922 | 30 | 12.41 | 50 | 93.3 | 99 | 7.5 | 13.33 | 93.33 | 60 | 26.67 | 20 | 13.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 6.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 16.67 | 6.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 10 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 6.67 | 10 | 16.67 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 10 | 0 | 13.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 20 | 3 | 2.7778 | 3 | 1.375 | 1.2727 | 1 | 1.87503 | 1.47857 | 2.10276 | 0.82 | 20 | -1.296765 | 0.109091 |
anxiety | 5m94pt | (5, 10) | It wasn't that long ago, perhaps only a few months that I was in the darkest place that a human can be. Sitting on my kitchen floor with an empty bottle of wine and a knife on my wrist, ready to end it all. And for the first time in my 25 years of existence I though about life and I though about death, after all I was going to experience both within mere moments of each other. A multitude of thoughts raced through my mind. What will it be like? | 28,275 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,483,650,933 | 103 | 3.059907 | 91 | 75.17 | 9.38 | 99 | 25.77 | 18.2 | 10.99 | 91.21 | 60.44 | 17.58 | 8.79 | 8.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.79 | 7.69 | 19.78 | 7.69 | 6.59 | 5.49 | 1.1 | 8.79 | 4.4 | 3.3 | 1.1 | 2.2 | 5.49 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.79 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 2.2 | 4.4 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 4.4 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 2.2 | 2.2 | 0 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.4 | 3.3 | 2.2 | 21.98 | 1.1 | 12.09 | 8.79 | 0 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.89 | 4.4 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.5556 | 3 | 1.2857 | 1 | 1 | 1.60996 | 1.5358 | 1.8543 | 0.94 | 57 | 3.772671 | -0.058333 |
food_pantry | 9l7uds | (5, 10) | I’m a single father to an 8 year old son. I also have my 7 and 10 year old brothers a lot of the time. Things are really hard right now and everything just added up so quickly. My son has some eating issues, and won’t eat a lot of things because of it. I have done an okay job of keeping the freezer stocked with things that he will eat but he’s going through it pretty quickly. | 5,590 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,538,619,752 | 7 | 2.473704 | 78 | 32.33 | 44.91 | 46.75 | 73.64 | 15.6 | 11.54 | 93.59 | 58.97 | 17.95 | 8.97 | 6.41 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 8.97 | 8.97 | 10.26 | 11.54 | 6.41 | 8.97 | 1.28 | 17.95 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 6.41 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.97 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 7.69 | 10.26 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 3.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.85 | 3.85 | 1.28 | 0 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 0 | 3.85 | 11.54 | 3.85 | 14.1 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 10.26 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 11.54 | 6.41 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.5556 | 3 | 1.2857 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.79922 | 1.61905 | 1.97253 | 0.82 | 10 | 3.951543 | 0.171032 |
anxiety | 9s1hfe | (10, 15) | She tells everyone who comes over that I must have given birth to the cat and that I'm way too paranoid "it's just a cat". Then her granddaughter was playing on her iPad and it was super loud, I gave her a pair of my headphones and told her that she could keep them downstairs but that she couldnt take them to her moms house because I know I'll never see them again. Then she called me an Indian giver and I asked if I should just give them to her and she said "i dont know, do what you want i guess". Her granddaughter was playing loudly with a balloon and asked me if I wanted to play with her and I said not right now. Then the landlord was like "I thought you liked kids??". | 10,854 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,540,711,528 | 2 | 3.972128 | 137 | 2.75 | 84.66 | 3.65 | 88 | 27.4 | 10.22 | 94.89 | 66.42 | 31.39 | 24.82 | 10.95 | 0 | 1.46 | 9.49 | 2.92 | 6.57 | 4.38 | 7.3 | 10.22 | 4.38 | 10.22 | 2.92 | 27.01 | 0.73 | 0.73 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 5.11 | 4.38 | 0.73 | 0.73 | 0 | 0 | 25.55 | 2.19 | 0 | 11.68 | 0 | 12.41 | 2.19 | 0.73 | 5.84 | 2.19 | 2.19 | 2.92 | 3.65 | 0.73 | 2.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.92 | 0 | 0.73 | 1.46 | 0.73 | 0 | 9.49 | 12.41 | 2.92 | 9.49 | 0.73 | 3.65 | 5.11 | 0 | 2.19 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.14 | 3.65 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 4.38 | 2.19 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 3 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.72359 | 1.50579 | 1.92803 | 0.76 | 1 | 4.191502 | 0.198095 |
assistance | 9sfpx5 | (0, 5) | No idea where to ask this on reddit. I've been having an unresolved noise problem (no help anywhere i looked) for a cool year now, meaning i havent slept in peace for a year. over the summer, i believe i developed tinnitus as a result of wearing headphones to bed and putting pressure on my ears, possibly also through earplugs and earphones as well. now i'm realizing the concession that i'm too poor to live alone off subsidized housing isnt nearly good enough. and i do need to move for many reasons. | 21,863 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,540,837,192 | 2 | 7.789794 | 92 | 61.8 | 7.89 | 94.19 | 25.77 | 18.4 | 21.74 | 92.39 | 55.43 | 11.96 | 9.78 | 9.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.17 | 6.52 | 17.39 | 8.7 | 8.7 | 6.52 | 4.35 | 18.48 | 5.43 | 2.17 | 1.09 | 0 | 1.09 | 8.7 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 1.09 | 0 | 1.09 | 2.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.22 | 5.43 | 2.17 | 2.17 | 4.35 | 0 | 2.17 | 4.35 | 1.09 | 2.17 | 1.09 | 4.35 | 3.26 | 1.09 | 0 | 0 | 5.43 | 1.09 | 0 | 3.26 | 1.09 | 1.09 | 3.26 | 14.13 | 0 | 15.22 | 2.17 | 7.61 | 5.43 | 1.09 | 1.09 | 2.17 | 1.09 | 0 | 0 | 3.26 | 0 | 1.09 | 1.09 | 1.09 | 0 | 14.13 | 5.43 | 3.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.26 | 2.17 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.79886 | 1.41842 | 1.86892 | 0.55 | 4 | 7.547134 | 0.173295 |
relationships | 7pi8ku | [5, 10] | Suddenly she snaps and goes "I fucking hate my brother, he is the biggest piece of shit ever, I couldn't care less about him" and just started going off. Now, I know her brother can be pretty psychotic and from what shes told me he clearly has anger issues and the rest of her family keeps ignoring it, sometimes even enabling it. So 2 minutes into her exploding, she starts crying because apparently her brother told their dad something and the dad called her and said he doesn't trust her anymore or whatever. She was very upset about the dad thing because she's very close with her dad and she's her dads favorite child (he told me that himself when I spoke with him). I didn't want to pry too much because I felt like it isn't exactly my business of their internal family issues, but my girlfriend screenshot the text messages her brother sent her and I just could not comprehend how a human being, especially a sibling, can say that to someone. | 1,865 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,515,614,409 | 2 | 7.370773 | 174 | 3.16 | 93.96 | 1 | 6.54 | 34.8 | 20.11 | 94.25 | 62.64 | 27.59 | 21.26 | 6.9 | 0 | 0 | 13.22 | 1.15 | 6.32 | 4.02 | 7.47 | 8.62 | 9.77 | 9.2 | 2.87 | 18.97 | 2.87 | 1.72 | 2.3 | 0.57 | 1.72 | 6.32 | 2.3 | 4.02 | 0.57 | 2.3 | 0.57 | 29.31 | 6.9 | 0.57 | 8.62 | 9.2 | 14.37 | 1.72 | 2.87 | 1.72 | 3.45 | 2.3 | 2.87 | 2.3 | 0 | 1.72 | 0.57 | 1.15 | 0.57 | 0 | 0.57 | 0 | 7.47 | 5.17 | 0.57 | 1.15 | 0 | 0.57 | 6.32 | 11.49 | 0.57 | 9.77 | 1.72 | 2.87 | 5.17 | 0.57 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 0.57 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.22 | 2.87 | 4.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 3.45 | 1.15 | 0 | 2.9167 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73009 | 1.61039 | 1.92981 | 1 | 4 | 7.180602 | -0.04537 |
domesticviolence | 6s3ffy | [0, 5] | We had an argument, then he started trying to break my phone by bending it. I intervened and begged him not to and he stopped short of breaking it. I was a domestic violence victim before in a previous relationship and I buried those memories, but this incident made me remember some of those memories and I feel traumatized and scared to be experiencing the same things again. I feel scared and I don't know if this would escalate into something worse. We don't have kids, and we've been married for a couple months. | 607 | 1 | 1 | 1,502,081,503 | 4 | 6.852921 | 94 | 20.74 | 50 | 82.45 | 1 | 18.8 | 20.21 | 96.81 | 60.64 | 23.4 | 14.89 | 8.51 | 3.19 | 0 | 3.19 | 0 | 8.51 | 5.32 | 10.64 | 9.57 | 1.06 | 10.64 | 3.19 | 18.09 | 6.38 | 3.19 | 0 | 0 | 2.13 | 7.45 | 0 | 7.45 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 0 | 11.7 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 3.19 | 14.89 | 6.38 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 4.26 | 0 | 3.19 | 4.26 | 0 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.64 | 5.32 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 0 | 2.13 | 10.64 | 8.51 | 1.06 | 13.83 | 0 | 4.26 | 8.51 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.7 | 5.32 | 3.19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.19 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.7477 | 1.55952 | 1.81995 | 0.84 | 2 | 7.25933 | -0.055952 |
stress | 8j4t8q | [5, 10] | I have completely given up hobbies and interests outside work. I do not have time to engage in them. Things that I could normally do to relax, like exercise or yoga, are absolutely out of the question because I work 16 hours a day. 3. I am frequently sleep deprived due to my work hours. | 1,944 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,526,227,670 | 3 | 3.423818 | 55 | 46.23 | 13.76 | 95.06 | 87.86 | 11 | 20 | 96.36 | 61.82 | 16.36 | 12.73 | 10.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 3.64 | 3.64 | 16.36 | 12.73 | 5.45 | 5.45 | 1.82 | 14.55 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 3.64 | 0 | 7.27 | 5.45 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 5.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.55 | 1.82 | 1.82 | 3.64 | 3.64 | 3.64 | 3.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.64 | 1.82 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 7.27 | 0 | 5.45 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 16.36 | 0 | 18.18 | 0 | 7.27 | 10.91 | 5.45 | 7.27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 12.73 | 9.09 | 3.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8 | 3 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.82561 | 1.57872 | 1.98752 | 0.81 | 1 | 5.22 | 0.070833 |
anxiety | 6r58q0 | [5, 10] | I had the depo shot for the first time at the beginning of March, decided to not go back for the 2nd because I wasn't a fan. Didn't experience any issues while on it , but once I came off of it, all hell broke loose. My once controlled anxiety became out of control and I had random days where I felt depressed/crying spells. The intrusive thoughts were out of control, and had an anxiety attack the 2nd week of working at my new job. I had to leave work and go home, which hadn't happened in almost half a year. | 516 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,501,690,413 | 2 | 7.130673 | 101 | 83.38 | 4.64 | 99 | 1 | 20.2 | 13.86 | 92.08 | 53.47 | 10.89 | 7.92 | 7.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.97 | 8.91 | 15.84 | 7.92 | 2.97 | 5.94 | 3.96 | 18.81 | 2.97 | 0 | 1.98 | 3.96 | 1.98 | 6.93 | 0 | 6.93 | 1.98 | 1.98 | 2.97 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.84 | 3.96 | 3.96 | 0 | 2.97 | 0.99 | 3.96 | 2.97 | 0 | 0 | 1.98 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.93 | 0 | 2.97 | 3.96 | 0 | 0 | 13.86 | 3.96 | 0 | 23.76 | 3.96 | 8.91 | 11.88 | 2.97 | 0 | 0.99 | 0 | 0.99 | 0 | 0.99 | 0.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.86 | 4.95 | 4.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.97 | 0 | 0.99 | 2.8333 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.80176 | 1.56092 | 1.76628 | 0.75 | 10 | 7.385462 | -0.044653 |
homeless | 7vejmn | [75, 80] | Make sure to take the bus when it comes to WalMart the last time, about 7pm. 6) There is a Chick-Fil-"A" next to Walmart where you can get hot food. You can buy Top Rommin at WalMart which sells for 10 cents per cup (yes...really) and you can use hot water to put in it, and it is ready to eat. 7) How do you get "out" of that situation? I don't know. | 558 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,517,835,092 | 14 | 0.035065 | 76 | 59.58 | 78.51 | 33.36 | 74.74 | 15.2 | 5.26 | 82.89 | 51.32 | 13.16 | 6.58 | 1.32 | 0 | 5.26 | 0 | 0 | 6.58 | 5.26 | 14.47 | 9.21 | 7.89 | 5.26 | 1.32 | 18.42 | 5.26 | 1.32 | 5.26 | 3.95 | 0 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.58 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 2.63 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.95 | 5.26 | 0 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 21.05 | 0 | 14.47 | 2.63 | 6.58 | 5.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 27.63 | 9.21 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 2.63 | 5.26 | 1.32 | 5.26 | 0 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.2 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.63449 | 1.47097 | 1.85973 | 0.74 | 16 | 2.032468 | 0.242857 |
anxiety | 8svy02 | (0, 5) | Hey guys and girls. I've been going through a lot the past couple of years and was looking to maybe get some advice, or just find some people who can relate because I don't have that in my day to day life. I've tried to pinpoint where this started and this is the best I can come up with, and sorry if it gets long. I've had closure issues since I was 12 and my grandpa passed away. I cut myself off from any meaningful relationships including my family for over 5 years. | 20,884 | 1 | 1 | 1,529,618,233 | 3 | 6.333093 | 93 | 41.1 | 33.35 | 99 | 11.76 | 18.6 | 10.75 | 95.7 | 58.06 | 17.2 | 11.83 | 11.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.38 | 3.23 | 16.13 | 12.9 | 3.23 | 8.6 | 1.08 | 20.43 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 5.38 | 3.23 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 10.75 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 13.98 | 4.3 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 7.53 | 0 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 8.6 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 0 | 8.6 | 12.9 | 1.08 | 18.28 | 3.23 | 7.53 | 7.53 | 0 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.83 | 5.38 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.3 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69035 | 1.50843 | 1.93473 | 0.81 | 3 | 6.573938 | 0.14 |
assistance | 6aklyg | [0, 5] | **Just a quick update - My friend has had to be rushed to hospital as she is experiencing ruptured ovaries. She will need assistance urgently as she will have to stay somewhere and recover while trying to take care of her dog. I'd really appreciate any help on this. Thanks** My friend, Amanda, moved to North Carolina for a great job, with her doggy. | 627 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,494,514,438 | 0 | 2.881875 | 63 | 54.14 | 73.73 | 8.33 | 99 | 15.75 | 15.87 | 90.48 | 53.97 | 15.87 | 12.7 | 4.76 | 0 | 0 | 7.94 | 0 | 1.59 | 3.17 | 17.46 | 12.7 | 4.76 | 6.35 | 0 | 23.81 | 4.76 | 3.17 | 0 | 0 | 1.59 | 6.35 | 6.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.7 | 0 | 3.17 | 7.94 | 0 | 9.52 | 1.59 | 0 | 1.59 | 4.76 | 0 | 1.59 | 1.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 1.59 | 1.59 | 0 | 11.11 | 4.76 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 3.17 | 0 | 3.17 | 14.29 | 3.17 | 14.29 | 4.76 | 6.35 | 4.76 | 3.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.63 | 6.35 | 4.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.59 | 0 | 1.59 | 0 | 6.35 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.3333 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.8149 | 1.50741 | 1.97501 | 0.47 | 5 | 3.939375 | 0.383333 |
domesticviolence | 7n471w | [10, 15] | This is a really shitty time to need support or therapy because it’s a holiday weekend. I’m in horrible physical pain, emotionally heartbroken and being ignored by my kids until I turn them back over to him tomorrow. I don’t even know why I am posting. I don’t know what to expect. I just want to not be so alone. | 429 | 1 | 1 | 1,514,669,242 | 9 | 1.392679 | 60 | 8.19 | 3.37 | 82.75 | 1 | 12 | 20 | 96.67 | 63.33 | 20 | 15 | 11.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 1.67 | 5 | 3.33 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 10 | 8.33 | 5 | 25 | 5 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 11.67 | 1.67 | 10 | 1.67 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 16.67 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 5 | 1.67 | 0 | 5 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 6.67 | 1.67 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 21.67 | 3.33 | 13.33 | 1.67 | 5 | 8.33 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 8.33 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.7143 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.71792 | 1.51765 | 1.89265 | 1 | 39 | 4.569464 | -0.16 |
ptsd | 6gx7iv | (45, 50) | Is it more than that? I have been considering finally confessing my secret because it feels like I am choking on it. I repress it as much as I can, but when it bubbles to the surface, it effects everything in my life. Thank you for listening/reading. I need help and I need to find the right way to deal and approach this. | 14,077 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,497,323,236 | 2 | 2.448958 | 64 | 22.13 | 31.97 | 98.64 | 25.77 | 12.8 | 20.31 | 96.88 | 64.06 | 28.12 | 14.06 | 12.5 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 14.06 | 3.12 | 15.62 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 10.94 | 0 | 18.75 | 7.81 | 7.81 | 1.56 | 0 | 3.12 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 9.38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.75 | 9.38 | 3.12 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 0 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 0 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 1.56 | 14.06 | 0 | 12.5 | 1.56 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.5 | 6.25 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 2.8333 | 2.8889 | 2.6 | 1.375 | 1 | 1 | 1.6855 | 1.36333 | 1.92084 | 1 | 3 | 4.0575 | 0.117143 |
ptsd | 79mwf1 | [0, 5] | Hi All, I’m a visitor to this sub. I’ve read the sub rules, but please let me know if i’m overstepping. This is YOUR sub. I’m a registered nurse (RN) and I’m interested in becoming a SANE (Sexual Assault Nurse Examiner). | 729 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,509,360,214 | 14 | -0.737764 | 41 | 16.48 | 11.14 | 83.44 | 71.55 | 10.25 | 17.07 | 85.37 | 51.22 | 21.95 | 17.07 | 14.63 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 9.76 | 4.88 | 19.51 | 0 | 7.32 | 0 | 24.39 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.44 | 7.32 | 4.88 | 2.44 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.63 | 7.32 | 0 | 2.44 | 2.44 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.32 | 0 | 4.88 | 2.44 | 0 | 7.32 | 2.44 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.07 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36.59 | 9.76 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.2 | 9.76 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.8571 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.80804 | 1.736 | 1.9266 | 0.87 | 11 | 3.133727 | 0.4 |
assistance | 8qgnei | (0, 5) | Okay y'all first and foremost this is gonna be a long one, and I apologize for that. I'm looking for advice, information, help, honestly anything! So lets start at the beginning. For 2 years I've been working a full\-time hourly job, I was only getting paid minimum wage, however it was more then I had ever really made before and I was able to put money away. I felt secure enough to get a few credit cards that I used gently, got a 'adult' phone line ( T\-Mobile ) and was content with life. | 16,961 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,528,783,724 | 2 | 4.267143 | 94 | 38.83 | 45.75 | 90.09 | 97.74 | 18.8 | 12.77 | 91.49 | 50 | 15.96 | 10.64 | 8.51 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 5.32 | 5.32 | 9.57 | 10.64 | 5.32 | 7.45 | 0 | 24.47 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 0 | 3.19 | 2.13 | 5.32 | 5.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.51 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 0 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 10.64 | 2.13 | 3.19 | 2.13 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 11.7 | 7.45 | 2.13 | 15.96 | 2.13 | 4.26 | 9.57 | 4.26 | 1.06 | 0 | 4.26 | 0 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 24.47 | 4.26 | 7.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 0 | 5.32 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 2.8333 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.3333 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.67064 | 1.47342 | 1.91057 | 0.59 | 6 | 5.614821 | 0.242308 |
anxiety | 609ymk | [20, 25] | Now here I am, jobless and not in education. A useless person. I'm too anxious and to get a job because I knew that I would screw up and face angry people. I've seen so many therapists but they don't help much, just said that it's a teenage problem. 2 months of lexapro didn't do much but at least I got my muse back. | 499 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,489,928,841 | 2 | -0.257065 | 64 | 6.07 | 7.98 | 74.76 | 1 | 12.8 | 14.06 | 95.31 | 57.81 | 17.19 | 12.5 | 10.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 4.69 | 4.69 | 7.81 | 12.5 | 9.38 | 10.94 | 4.69 | 20.31 | 4.69 | 1.56 | 0 | 1.56 | 6.25 | 7.81 | 0 | 7.81 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 9.38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.5 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 6.25 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 4.69 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 12.5 | 1.56 | 0 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 7.81 | 12.5 | 0 | 9.38 | 0 | 6.25 | 4.69 | 4.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.75 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.81 | 0 | 0 | 2.4286 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73675 | 1.44364 | 1.80574 | 0.67 | 0 | 1.796938 | -0.072222 |
anxiety | 6gy1te | [5, 10] | I've been trying multiple medications for 20 years and I have literally tried them all. The highest doses possible of insomnia medication can't even put me to sleep. Multiple psychiatrist and even my pharmacist are stumped. Every SSRI, SNRI, tricyclic, beta blockers, benzos, group therapy, sleep studies, MRIs, blood work, CBT, EMDR, talk therapy, group therapy, art therapy, psychiatric hospitals, wilderness retreats, traveling, moved 6 times, I've been to college 3 times(no degree), have over 20 different jobs. It's like my brain is bound and determined to make me suffer. | 92 | 1 | 1 | 1,497,334,005 | 5 | 11.219362 | 91 | 55.16 | 22.08 | 41.95 | 25.77 | 18.2 | 28.57 | 78.02 | 32.97 | 9.89 | 8.79 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 7.69 | 9.89 | 2.2 | 3.3 | 2.2 | 17.58 | 2.2 | 3.3 | 0 | 4.4 | 6.59 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 4.4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.79 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 2.2 | 2.2 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.48 | 4.4 | 12.09 | 0 | 0 | 8.79 | 2.2 | 4.4 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 4.4 | 13.19 | 0 | 8.79 | 3.3 | 2.2 | 3.3 | 4.4 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32.97 | 5.49 | 20.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.4 | 2.2 | 0 | 2.9 | 2.3333 | 3 | 1.2308 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72025 | 1.64348 | 1.91706 | 0.86 | 9 | 10.571787 | 0 |
ptsd | 8p588m | [0, 5] | i was sexually assaulted almost 6 months ago. once i was assaulted i ate nothing for three days straight. i lost about 20 lbs in 2/2.5/3 weeks. i was also withdrawing from Risperadone at the same time. i couldn’t stop losing the weight. | 141 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,528,325,922 | 3 | 2.468258 | 45 | 51.43 | 3.79 | 98.01 | 1 | 9 | 17.78 | 82.22 | 44.44 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.44 | 11.11 | 8.89 | 6.67 | 2.22 | 4.44 | 15.56 | 4.44 | 2.22 | 0 | 15.56 | 0 | 8.89 | 0 | 8.89 | 0 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 4.44 | 11.11 | 0 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 0 | 4.44 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 22.22 | 0 | 6.67 | 15.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.78 | 11.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 4.44 | 2.375 | 2.1333 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.60371 | 1.52903 | 1.80288 | 1 | 3 | 2.824545 | 0.233333 |
anxiety | 9ha8n8 | [25, 30] | She has no teeth (from abuse or just from scavenging on the streets we’re not sure), perfectly behaved, sweet, trusting, and most gentle dog you’ve ever met. No dog or human aggression at all. So if I adopted her I could also keep fostering as well. I’ve been fostering her for about 3 weeks now. She also has heart worms so the shelter told me they would waive the adoption fee for me. | 1,833 | 0 | 0.833333 | 1,537,400,146 | 1 | 3.68136 | 73 | 8.5 | 55.44 | 4.73 | 98.13 | 14.6 | 15.07 | 83.56 | 58.9 | 16.44 | 16.44 | 6.85 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 5.48 | 1.37 | 0 | 4.11 | 10.96 | 9.59 | 12.33 | 12.33 | 4.11 | 16.44 | 6.85 | 2.74 | 0 | 1.37 | 2.74 | 10.96 | 8.22 | 2.74 | 0 | 2.74 | 0 | 15.07 | 0 | 0 | 5.48 | 0 | 15.07 | 0 | 0 | 4.11 | 5.48 | 5.48 | 5.48 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.11 | 2.74 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 5.48 | 2.74 | 1.37 | 0 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 5.48 | 8.22 | 0 | 8.22 | 0 | 4.11 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 19.18 | 6.85 | 5.48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.11 | 2.74 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.5 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.73272 | 1.58621 | 1.87841 | 0.67 | 4 | 4.255263 | 0.3 |
anxiety | 7p4wsv | [9, 14] | University makes my anxiety really bad, I'm too scared to ever ask professors for help which makes my grades worse, and I can't make any friends. All this makes my depression worse, so I end up lying in bed all the time because I'm either too depressed to go to class or having a panic attack. I know I'm going to end up failing the semester, and that's just making my anxiety worse. I' sorry for rambling, I just really don't know what to do, and I have no one to help me. Can anyone give me any advice please? | 482 | 1 | 1 | 1,515,475,065 | 2 | 5.176918 | 100 | 20.57 | 6.7 | 96.63 | 1 | 20 | 11 | 99 | 54 | 20 | 15 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 11 | 9 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 20 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 21 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2.625 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.7936 | 1.51277 | 1.81324 | 1 | 3 | 6.662264 | -0.366667 |
relationships | 7nk62d | (5, 10) | On his 21st birthday, he consumed way too much alcohol to celebrate, and I regrettably saw an entire different side of him. I noticed that he had crazy eyes, and he was being very aggressive in speech. He seemed very off to me, and demanded to know why I didn't want to sleep in his bed that night. When I made up the excuse that I had to be up for something early in the morning, he demanded to know what was wrong with our relationship. I kept calmly assuring him that we were fine, and that I just needed rest that night. | 39,756 | 0 | 0.666667 | 1,514,867,743 | 30 | 7.583558 | 103 | 31.66 | 68.62 | 22.69 | 5.27 | 20.6 | 13.59 | 97.09 | 62.14 | 26.21 | 18.45 | 7.77 | 1.94 | 0 | 8.74 | 0 | 7.77 | 2.91 | 15.53 | 7.77 | 5.83 | 4.85 | 0.97 | 17.48 | 5.83 | 0.97 | 2.91 | 0 | 1.94 | 6.8 | 1.94 | 3.88 | 0 | 0.97 | 0.97 | 13.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.74 | 13.59 | 3.88 | 1.94 | 2.91 | 1.94 | 1.94 | 1.94 | 2.91 | 1.94 | 0.97 | 0 | 2.91 | 1.94 | 0.97 | 0 | 0.97 | 8.74 | 3.88 | 0.97 | 3.88 | 0 | 0.97 | 11.65 | 3.88 | 0 | 14.56 | 0 | 8.74 | 5.83 | 0 | 1.94 | 0.97 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.65 | 4.85 | 5.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.97 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.6923 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.72912 | 1.57938 | 1.88995 | 0.9 | 10 | 7.725846 | 0.022222 |
domesticviolence | 8os1lm | [19, 24] | I can't be in an abusive relationship, but I find my brain trying to rationalize this. To expand a little more, this incident happened just a week after we had a huge fight over my depression, which he doesn't seem to understand completely. I've been stuck in a depressive episode for the greater part of a year, despite medication changes and weekly therapy sessions. I've been suicidal for quite some time now and he knows that, but last week he actually told me "maybe you should just kill yourself." So, in light of that happening very recently, I'm in a very dark place right now. | 450 | 1 | 1 | 1,528,214,919 | 8 | 7.732758 | 105 | 45.99 | 38.74 | 99 | 1 | 21 | 20 | 99.05 | 59.05 | 18.1 | 13.33 | 7.62 | 0.95 | 1.9 | 2.86 | 0 | 4.76 | 7.62 | 13.33 | 8.57 | 9.52 | 4.76 | 1.9 | 17.14 | 3.81 | 3.81 | 0.95 | 0 | 2.86 | 5.71 | 0.95 | 4.76 | 0 | 2.86 | 1.9 | 8.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 16.19 | 4.76 | 1.9 | 0.95 | 4.76 | 0.95 | 4.76 | 1.9 | 1.9 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 0.95 | 1.9 | 0 | 0 | 4.76 | 1.9 | 0.95 | 1.9 | 0 | 0 | 5.71 | 11.43 | 0 | 22.86 | 0.95 | 10.48 | 11.43 | 0.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.1 | 4.76 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.9 | 4.76 | 0 | 0 | 2.6 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70935 | 1.55158 | 1.83357 | 0.84 | 4 | 7.650909 | 0.180321 |
ptsd | 8eji3q | [11, 16] | (Shit, if one doesn't exist, it should.) And if there isn't something like that, how do you guys cope or manage with that? Do you research it (if so, how and where), or do you bring a self-care kit, or...? Just any information or experiences I could hear from this would be great. Thanks ahead of time. | 1,150 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,524,567,213 | 26 | 2.3895 | 58 | 1 | 30.24 | 11.5 | 85.87 | 11.6 | 6.9 | 94.83 | 68.97 | 17.24 | 6.9 | 1.72 | 0 | 5.17 | 0 | 0 | 10.34 | 1.72 | 8.62 | 15.52 | 10.34 | 20.69 | 3.45 | 22.41 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 5.17 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 6.9 | 5.17 | 1.72 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 10.34 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 1.72 | 27.59 | 1.72 | 3.45 | 10.34 | 15.52 | 0 | 13.79 | 3.45 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.17 | 0 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 17.24 | 1.72 | 6.9 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 3.45 | 3.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36.21 | 10.34 | 10.34 | 0 | 0 | 3.45 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 3.45 | 6.9 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.2 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69754 | 1.28163 | 1.8501 | 0.91 | 16 | 2.856667 | 0.266667 |
ptsd | 7vow1h | [5, 10] | But that's the worst of it. I don't think my childhood was exceptional, just frustrating. But after speaking with people close to me, and going through the checklist of symptoms, it was undeniable. So I accepted the diagnosis. Eventually I got a prescription for Wellbutrin and it helped me manage many of my symptoms somewhat for the past decade. | 1,075 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,517,937,708 | 4 | 6.366885 | 59 | 55.26 | 8.77 | 96.89 | 6.73 | 11.8 | 25.42 | 94.92 | 61.02 | 18.64 | 11.86 | 11.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.78 | 8.47 | 15.25 | 6.78 | 6.78 | 8.47 | 1.69 | 16.95 | 3.39 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 3.39 | 5.08 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.86 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 6.78 | 0 | 6.78 | 0 | 0 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 10.17 | 5.08 | 3.39 | 11.86 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 8.47 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.95 | 8.47 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 2.4444 | 2.75 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.69355 | 1.34583 | 1.82095 | 0.71 | 6 | 6.577836 | -0.096667 |
survivorsofabuse | 92shgk | [0, 5] | Hi everyone, this is my story, what I've been able to take away from it, and the feelings and the hurt that have lingered, as well as questions. Warning, this is kind of a long post, but there is a lot I need to say and just get out of my head. Trigger and Content Warnings**:** Explicit mentions of sex acts with some details,mentions of coercion, mentions of being threatened, mentions of alcoholism. Things to know about me, for the context of my life and who I am: I am 24, I am queer, my pronouns are she/her, I am trans-gender woman (please Google if you are unfamiliar with the terms), I am autistic, and as a child I was home-schooled for a very long time and lived in the middle of nowhere farm country, with no buses, sidewalks, or means of transportation. When I was 13, I had just found out my father was diagnosed with early onset dementia and I was stricken, to say the least, knowing that my already dysfunctional family was about to go through the horrors of watching my father become less and less of himself. | 254 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,532,840,781 | 18 | 4.770459 | 194 | 54.08 | 41.84 | 50.89 | 7.74 | 38.8 | 19.07 | 88.14 | 59.79 | 16.49 | 11.86 | 9.79 | 0 | 0.52 | 1.55 | 0 | 4.64 | 5.67 | 16.49 | 10.82 | 4.64 | 8.25 | 1.03 | 17.01 | 4.12 | 3.61 | 1.55 | 1.03 | 2.58 | 3.61 | 1.03 | 2.58 | 1.03 | 0.52 | 0.52 | 9.79 | 1.55 | 0 | 1.55 | 1.55 | 9.79 | 4.12 | 0.52 | 1.03 | 3.09 | 1.55 | 1.55 | 2.58 | 0.52 | 1.03 | 1.03 | 3.61 | 0.52 | 2.06 | 1.03 | 0.52 | 4.64 | 1.03 | 0.52 | 1.03 | 1.03 | 1.55 | 5.15 | 10.82 | 0 | 8.25 | 1.03 | 4.64 | 2.06 | 0 | 1.03 | 1.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.52 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.52 | 0 | 19.59 | 2.58 | 10.82 | 1.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.03 | 0 | 0.52 | 1.03 | 2.58 | 2.8333 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.6775 | 1.45949 | 1.85421 | 1 | 1 | 5.101633 | 0.025167 |
stress | 8eff78 | [5, 10] | The main source of this stress is a scholarship I am on that requires payback if you lose it, meaning I would be in the whole about $20,000 if I fail and get kicked out. The contract states you can either be kicked out or placed on probation, but I cannot find any precedent on what direction they lean. Without diving into many specifics on this class and the great, and I emphasize great, impact it can have on this scholarship \(I wouldn't be able to get my AE degree\), I was hoping I could find some advice on increasing my productivity and generally improving my mental/physical health. I am reaching here, I really need some help. My fiance, bless her heart, is not much help because of planning the wedding and I don't have a lot of close friends/confidants. | 1,331 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,524,521,357 | 6 | 8.709599 | 143 | 31.44 | 13.15 | 67.81 | 65.52 | 28.6 | 16.78 | 92.31 | 55.94 | 18.18 | 13.29 | 10.49 | 0 | 1.4 | 0.7 | 0.7 | 4.9 | 4.9 | 11.19 | 11.89 | 2.8 | 6.99 | 3.5 | 16.78 | 3.5 | 0.7 | 0.7 | 1.4 | 5.59 | 6.29 | 4.2 | 2.1 | 0.7 | 0 | 1.4 | 7.69 | 1.4 | 2.1 | 0.7 | 0.7 | 18.18 | 2.1 | 2.1 | 4.9 | 6.29 | 0.7 | 6.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.1 | 0.7 | 1.4 | 0 | 0 | 11.19 | 4.2 | 3.5 | 2.8 | 2.8 | 1.4 | 2.8 | 13.29 | 1.4 | 10.49 | 0.7 | 9.09 | 0.7 | 4.9 | 0 | 0 | 2.1 | 1.4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.08 | 3.5 | 6.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.4 | 1.4 | 3.5 | 3 | 2.8889 | 2.8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.74608 | 1.43415 | 1.90681 | 1 | 4 | 8.062094 | 0.261667 |
assistance | 8j6xoi | [0, 5] | Tldr: Need an apartment or room to rent with the deposit on a payment plan. I have first months rent. Not a drug user and clean record. Shit credit but no bankruptcy/eviction/arrest record and have full time employment. I've been homeless for almost a year now but have been floating through hotels that costs about 90 % of my income before and now I'm staying at someone's room but I haven't been able to save up enough for a deposit (due to payday loans) so far and need to leave before I hit 28 days vacancy rights. | 1,288 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,526,245,212 | 16 | 6.048529 | 98 | 69.74 | 6.31 | 92.38 | 44.45 | 19.6 | 13.27 | 88.78 | 51.02 | 8.16 | 6.12 | 6.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 6.12 | 15.31 | 9.18 | 5.1 | 9.18 | 3.06 | 15.31 | 5.1 | 2.04 | 0 | 3.06 | 0 | 3.06 | 2.04 | 1.02 | 0 | 1.02 | 0 | 1.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.2 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 3.06 | 0 | 6.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 1.02 | 1.02 | 0 | 0 | 6.12 | 0 | 3.06 | 3.06 | 0 | 0 | 3.06 | 12.24 | 1.02 | 19.39 | 2.04 | 8.16 | 10.2 | 6.12 | 1.02 | 5.1 | 11.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 1.02 | 1.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.31 | 5.1 | 0 | 1.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.08 | 2.04 | 3.06 | 2.6667 | 2.9 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1667 | 1 | 1.72093 | 1.625 | 1.8102 | 0.81 | 8 | 5.732157 | 0.155208 |
anxiety | 9nctci | (15, 20) | If you want to stay in and watch Netflix, STAY IN. Your mental health is YOUR mental health. It's no one else's. I understand that not everyone sees mental health the same way, but believe me, even if it feels like no one is on your side, we all are. Since then, I have come to find that one of my best friends has been battling life crippling anxiety for a lot longer than I knew her for. | 52,543 | 0 | 1 | 1,539,284,382 | 2 | 4.35025 | 78 | 39.13 | 50 | 88.5 | 9.85 | 15.6 | 10.26 | 97.44 | 56.41 | 20.51 | 14.1 | 6.41 | 1.28 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 0 | 6.41 | 2.56 | 14.1 | 8.97 | 1.28 | 6.41 | 3.85 | 21.79 | 8.97 | 6.41 | 0 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 3.85 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 0 | 10.26 | 0 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 0 | 19.23 | 6.41 | 1.28 | 3.85 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 6.41 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 0 | 1.28 | 5.13 | 0 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 0 | 2.56 | 20.51 | 1.28 | 14.1 | 3.85 | 10.26 | 2.56 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.38 | 6.41 | 6.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8 | 2.8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.69756 | 1.42222 | 1.90133 | 1 | 0 | 4.3675 | 0.14 |
ptsd | 73eorj | [0, 5] | This writing prompt was based on using only the future tense One day, I will break out from the inner sanctuary of your precious little mind. You will believe that you are perfectly fine and happy. I will lead you to the conclusion that the childhood you will experience is just like the same one to be experienced by every child. Thankfully for me, your mother will do a wonderful job of failing you. | 1,340 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,506,775,345 | 4 | 8.314865 | 74 | 69.11 | 96.04 | 36.43 | 97.99 | 18.5 | 16.22 | 95.95 | 56.76 | 17.57 | 13.51 | 4.05 | 0 | 9.46 | 0 | 0 | 4.05 | 8.11 | 13.51 | 13.51 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 0 | 18.92 | 5.41 | 2.7 | 0 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 10.81 | 8.11 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 0 | 1.35 | 12.16 | 1.35 | 0 | 1.35 | 0 | 9.46 | 2.7 | 4.05 | 0 | 0 | 2.7 | 0 | 2.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.41 | 0 | 4.05 | 4.05 | 1.35 | 1.35 | 1.35 | 6.76 | 8.11 | 12.16 | 1.35 | 5.41 | 4.05 | 5.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.11 | 5.41 | 2.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.75 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.7008 | 1.49231 | 1.93374 | 0.84 | 0 | 8.049324 | 0.272348 |
ptsd | 9g7e4d | [15, 20] | I phoned my actual therapist, but mostly I sat alone and chained smoked, if someone talked to me I tried to be nice and polite, and I simply reminded myself that all the evidence showed this would be possible in September, that only by acting out could I fuck it up. So I left well, pretending hopefulness I did not feel, with everyone's well wishes. Now I return tomorrow. Disability is paying for my ride, I am taking the train for the first time. It was really a wonderful place. | 427 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,537,066,765 | 10 | 7.38989 | 90 | 17.96 | 5.99 | 96.92 | 84.54 | 18 | 14.44 | 92.22 | 61.11 | 22.22 | 14.44 | 14.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.78 | 4.44 | 10 | 8.89 | 8.89 | 6.67 | 1.11 | 18.89 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 7.78 | 5.56 | 2.22 | 0 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 2.22 | 4.44 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 4.44 | 0 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 0 | 7.78 | 7.78 | 2.22 | 14.44 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 7.78 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 14.44 | 5.56 | 7.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70879 | 1.535 | 1.96045 | 0.92 | 3 | 8.235473 | 0.177273 |
assistance | 77vbv3 | (0, 5) | I used to live with my fiance and her family. Her father is a massive, abusive brute. Kate has medical issues that cause seizures, and whenever she would have one, her father would stand over her, waiting for her to finish so he could berate her for it. He treated her like a seizure was a behavioral issue that just needed enough punishment to solve. Her whole family was pretty bad, honestly. | 8,078 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,508,612,854 | 30 | 6.245417 | 72 | 30.15 | 97.37 | 1 | 8.95 | 14.4 | 15.28 | 88.89 | 55.56 | 22.22 | 18.06 | 2.78 | 0 | 0 | 15.28 | 0 | 4.17 | 4.17 | 11.11 | 11.11 | 4.17 | 5.56 | 0 | 19.44 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 6.94 | 2.78 | 4.17 | 0 | 2.78 | 0 | 22.22 | 6.94 | 1.39 | 12.5 | 6.94 | 11.11 | 1.39 | 4.17 | 5.56 | 1.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 4.17 | 1.39 | 4.17 | 0 | 1.39 | 5.56 | 6.94 | 0 | 8.33 | 1.39 | 2.78 | 4.17 | 0 | 2.78 | 2.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.89 | 6.94 | 6.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.72805 | 1.59365 | 1.96086 | 0.83 | 15 | 6.251 | 0.048485 |
almosthomeless | 6wt5nn | (0, 5) | I recieved an eviction notice on 8/28/17 I have forms for food stamps and mediCal, some of my possessions are at a friends house for safe keeping. I want advice on where to live that is affordable, has a decent college nearby for when I can pay for education, and a place where work is available. My highest education is High School Graduate. If I have to move than that is fine but I need to make a plan so that I manage what little money I may have. | 32,015 | 1 | 0.857143 | 1,504,031,033 | 10 | 4.826667 | 91 | 52.06 | 11.35 | 70.18 | 84.1 | 22.75 | 14.29 | 87.91 | 54.95 | 15.38 | 10.99 | 10.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.4 | 5.49 | 13.19 | 12.09 | 4.4 | 6.59 | 0 | 17.58 | 6.59 | 2.2 | 4.4 | 3.3 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 9.89 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 3.3 | 0 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.3 | 0 | 2.2 | 0 | 1.1 | 9.89 | 1.1 | 2.2 | 5.49 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 18.68 | 2.2 | 12.09 | 1.1 | 9.89 | 1.1 | 8.79 | 0 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.89 | 4.4 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 3 | 2.7143 | 3 | 1.2857 | 1 | 1 | 1.73297 | 1.49744 | 1.96277 | 0.87 | 6 | 5.574775 | 0.199025 |
relationships | 7q1ny3 | (5, 10) | To make up for it I made a cute little note and I made him a batch of his favorite cookies. I was honestly so damn proud of the gift when I finished putting it together, it looked awesome! To add some context, I have attended a few games with him (and the rest of the family) and absolutely loved them. I didn’t care about the actual games themselves, but I loved being there with my family and the cool atmosphere and stuff. Well, apparently my dad didn’t think it was so awesome. | 28,270 | 0 | 1 | 1,515,809,630 | 1 | 6.810842 | 93 | 29.7 | 41.5 | 26.35 | 99 | 18.6 | 15.05 | 92.47 | 60.22 | 20.43 | 15.05 | 9.68 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 2.15 | 5.38 | 8.6 | 10.75 | 6.45 | 8.6 | 9.68 | 2.15 | 13.98 | 6.45 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 3.23 | 12.9 | 11.83 | 1.08 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 13.98 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 4.3 | 10.75 | 1.08 | 3.23 | 0 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 3.23 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 0 | 1.08 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 10.75 | 7.53 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 9.68 | 5.38 | 0 | 6.45 | 2.15 | 3.23 | 1.08 | 0 | 5.38 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 1.08 | 0 | 4.3 | 1.08 | 0 | 13.98 | 4.3 | 4.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 0 | 3 | 2.5 | 3 | 1.3333 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69427 | 1.51795 | 1.99976 | 0.6 | 7 | 7.222105 | 0.447115 |
homeless | 93wf83 | [5, 10] | I work full time, but the money I'm spending just to get by is preventing me from saving up to get a place and get ahead again. I'm 30, and I've never been in this spot before, always been successful and had a good life. But now I'm here, and I have no idea what to do. Not sure what I'm expecting out of this post. Just venting I guess. | 1,679 | 1 | 1 | 1,533,186,372 | 15 | 2.3352 | 70 | 13.85 | 1.67 | 99 | 93.21 | 14 | 7.14 | 95.71 | 67.14 | 18.57 | 12.86 | 12.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.71 | 4.29 | 15.71 | 15.71 | 8.57 | 8.57 | 4.29 | 22.86 | 4.29 | 1.43 | 2.86 | 1.43 | 0 | 4.29 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.86 | 1.43 | 0 | 1.43 | 1.43 | 4.29 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 12.86 | 0 | 4.29 | 1.43 | 7.14 | 1.43 | 4.29 | 20 | 2.86 | 18.57 | 0 | 7.14 | 10 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 7.14 | 5.71 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.14 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.8333 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.68745 | 1.39077 | 1.86512 | 0.84 | 11 | 4.105333 | 0.3875 |
assistance | 61eiq6 | (35, 40) | Where do I go with this kind of shit? I'm not violent or suicidal, so the hospital is a no go. But I don't really know where you seek help outside the ER. I dunno the process, how you set up organized appointments, how you pay (got insurance however), don't know any of it All I know is the shit I've seen really affects me to the point where I have a home and a job yet still feel so disconnected from normal society | 51,546 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,490,428,087 | 20 | 4.764886 | 83 | 11.45 | 7.43 | 98.25 | 1 | 20.75 | 15.66 | 93.98 | 60.24 | 15.66 | 13.25 | 9.64 | 0 | 3.61 | 0 | 0 | 2.41 | 9.64 | 7.23 | 9.64 | 14.46 | 9.64 | 4.82 | 20.48 | 3.61 | 0 | 6.02 | 0 | 2.41 | 3.61 | 0 | 3.61 | 0 | 3.61 | 0 | 6.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.48 | 4.82 | 3.61 | 0 | 4.82 | 1.2 | 7.23 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 0 | 1.2 | 3.61 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 3.61 | 1.2 | 0 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 0 | 3.61 | 16.87 | 0 | 12.05 | 2.41 | 7.23 | 2.41 | 3.61 | 0 | 1.2 | 2.41 | 0 | 1.2 | 4.82 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 0 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 15.66 | 2.41 | 4.82 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.82 | 2.41 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.73252 | 1.45352 | 1.86783 | 0.8 | 6 | 6.694455 | 0.14375 |
relationships | 7oqi6s | [10, 15] | She then decided to go to a party without me and said "I would cancel my plans to see you, but you won't do the same for me. All you do is push me away and act like a complete asshole." even though she was the one who left. I told her I didn't want to see her tonight after she tried to bait me into going over to her house. She was telling me I'm an asshole and the cause of all of her sadness, why would I want to go there? | 1,479 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,515,331,011 | 0 | 0.46625 | 93 | 35.22 | 45.71 | 20.84 | 4.24 | 18.6 | 8.6 | 96.77 | 67.74 | 24.73 | 23.66 | 11.83 | 0 | 3.23 | 8.6 | 0 | 1.08 | 6.45 | 17.2 | 10.75 | 4.3 | 6.45 | 3.23 | 25.81 | 2.15 | 3.23 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 4.3 | 1.08 | 3.23 | 0 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 17.2 | 0 | 0 | 8.6 | 0 | 15.05 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 4.3 | 0 | 3.23 | 4.3 | 3.23 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 0 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.3 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 8.6 | 10.75 | 5.38 | 11.83 | 4.3 | 4.3 | 3.23 | 0 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.9 | 4.3 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 2.15 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.75 | 3 | 1.2857 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.71314 | 1.53171 | 1.90556 | 0.4 | 7 | 2.365 | 0.033333 |
survivorsofabuse | 6hy8fu | [0, 5] | Hello, I'm 22, female and from the UK. I'm kind of freaking out right now because I think something happened to me as a child. I don't even know, I'm sorry I wish I had something concrete to say but I don't think I could even type it out. The problem is I've recently moved to Japan on my own and have no one to talk to here. I would normally talk to my boyfriend but he's not awake and I don't even know what I'd say to him - I don't even feel like I can say anything out loud even if I was with him. | 894 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,497,765,938 | 8 | 0.042931 | 105 | 4.17 | 4.35 | 78.4 | 1.91 | 21 | 11.43 | 93.33 | 68.57 | 25.71 | 20.95 | 18.1 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 4.76 | 2.86 | 14.29 | 16.19 | 6.67 | 7.62 | 5.71 | 25.71 | 3.81 | 2.86 | 0.95 | 1.9 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 0.95 | 11.43 | 0 | 0.95 | 0.95 | 3.81 | 18.1 | 4.76 | 0.95 | 5.71 | 4.76 | 0 | 3.81 | 4.76 | 0 | 3.81 | 0.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.81 | 1.9 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 0.95 | 3.81 | 21.9 | 0.95 | 7.62 | 0.95 | 4.76 | 1.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.95 | 0.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.1 | 4.76 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 9.52 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.1111 | 1 | 1 | 1.714 | 1.504 | 1.90423 | 0.91 | 15 | 2.259862 | 0.153968 |
food_pantry | 83bev4 | (0, 5) | Hi there, Wall of text: I moved to the area for a job transfer, but that was completely botched and I had to find a new job. My initial start date was 2/12, but a hospital stay from 2/9-2/19 messed with that. I *finally* get to start on Monday (3/12), but in addition to not having had a proper paycheck in over a month, ~~I've only got a package of eggs left~~. | 25,027 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,520,640,332 | 6 | 8.673379 | 77 | 89.94 | 14.93 | 99 | 25.77 | 25.67 | 11.69 | 81.82 | 53.25 | 9.09 | 6.49 | 6.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.6 | 9.09 | 16.88 | 7.79 | 5.19 | 5.19 | 1.3 | 18.18 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 10.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.6 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 7.79 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 5.19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.6 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 1.3 | 5.19 | 1.3 | 0 | 1.3 | 2.6 | 0 | 9.09 | 7.79 | 0 | 23.38 | 3.9 | 10.39 | 10.39 | 5.19 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 29.87 | 3.9 | 6.49 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 1.3 | 2.6 | 12.99 | 2.375 | 2.4444 | 3 | 1.1111 | 1 | 1 | 1.73449 | 1.5931 | 1.80754 | 0.8 | 22 | 8.447945 | 0.033766 |
relationships | 7rwls0 | (0, 5) | My boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years, he's in college and he wants to work to have extra spending money, his friend who works at a restaurant said that he'd help him get a job there. The staff at this restaurant are at least 90% female and I'm not really okay with this, I don't know what to say to him about it so I haven't mentioned the thing about other girls, but I have expressed that I would rather he not get a job. My family is from Chile and my father had an investors Visa and that is how we got to the US, my parents are very well off and I have told my boyfriend that I'd be completely fine with financially supporting him at least even just while he's in school, and he said he still wants a job "for the social aspect as well". Which kinda seemed odd to me, why would he want job for the social aspect even if he doesn't need the money? When the job is at a place that is over 90% female? | 46,961 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,516,522,657 | 0 | 9.761885 | 186 | 16.01 | 70.47 | 2.45 | 75.63 | 37.2 | 7.53 | 96.77 | 66.67 | 22.58 | 15.59 | 7.53 | 1.08 | 0 | 6.99 | 0 | 6.99 | 6.99 | 12.9 | 12.37 | 9.14 | 7.53 | 2.69 | 20.43 | 3.76 | 1.61 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 2.69 | 2.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.82 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 8.6 | 11.29 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 4.84 | 1.61 | 0.54 | 4.3 | 1.61 | 0 | 1.61 | 0 | 1.61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.61 | 9.68 | 5.91 | 1.08 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 0 | 3.76 | 14.52 | 1.08 | 8.06 | 0 | 5.91 | 2.15 | 6.45 | 2.15 | 0.54 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 2.15 | 0 | 0.54 | 0.54 | 1.08 | 0 | 12.9 | 1.61 | 3.76 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 4.3 | 0 | 1.08 | 2.7778 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.69016 | 1.5241 | 1.92662 | 0.27 | 80 | 9.025788 | 0.012778 |
ptsd | 6a43k9 | (65, 70) | A couple months after we though she was out of our lives, she broke into our house at 2 am. I was playing diablo 2, as at this point in my life I had severe insomnia. I heard the break in and woke my dad and his new girlfriend up [my dad has had a lot of women in his life....] saying dotty had broken in. I had seen her from the balcony of our stairs when getting my dad. Had i not been up, My dad had thought I had broken a cup or something and wasnt going to bother checking, I was known for having insomnia at this point in my life already, so she may very well have attacked any one of us that night. | 51,158 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,494,317,158 | 5 | 6.188372 | 128 | 31.26 | 65.21 | 88.24 | 7.63 | 21.33 | 8.59 | 95.31 | 64.06 | 21.88 | 18.75 | 10.16 | 3.91 | 0 | 4.69 | 0 | 3.12 | 3.91 | 16.41 | 13.28 | 4.69 | 6.25 | 1.56 | 21.88 | 3.91 | 1.56 | 0.78 | 2.34 | 2.34 | 4.69 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 0.78 | 14.84 | 3.12 | 0.78 | 3.91 | 4.69 | 7.81 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 3.91 | 0 | 3.12 | 2.34 | 0.78 | 1.56 | 0 | 4.69 | 0 | 4.69 | 0 | 0 | 7.81 | 4.69 | 0 | 2.34 | 0.78 | 0 | 14.06 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 17.97 | 0.78 | 11.72 | 4.69 | 0 | 0.78 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 12.5 | 7.03 | 3.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 2.8333 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.75539 | 1.65586 | 1.86514 | 0.86 | 6 | 6.973295 | -0.115909 |
domesticviolence | 6q0wh3 | [10, 15] | he could not understand why i resented him, when in his mind, it was ME who was being 'abusive'. because i couldnt fake being into sex with him, which made me a 'bad girlfriend', because i wasn't ecstatic about always having to take on every responsibility and basically take care of him as if he were a child. he constantly told me that i was just playing the victim, when it reality it was really him who actually was the victim. i was the 'bad person' in the relationship. WELL FUCK YOU. | 694 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,501,208,931 | 19 | 7.160745 | 92 | 3.65 | 50 | 6.6 | 1 | 18.4 | 16.3 | 97.83 | 71.74 | 26.09 | 18.48 | 8.7 | 0 | 1.09 | 8.7 | 0 | 7.61 | 6.52 | 9.78 | 14.13 | 10.87 | 7.61 | 3.26 | 22.83 | 2.17 | 1.09 | 6.52 | 0 | 1.09 | 13.04 | 4.35 | 8.7 | 0 | 3.26 | 0 | 17.39 | 0 | 1.09 | 0 | 8.7 | 15.22 | 1.09 | 4.35 | 3.26 | 1.09 | 2.17 | 5.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.17 | 0 | 0 | 2.17 | 0 | 9.78 | 2.17 | 0 | 3.26 | 2.17 | 2.17 | 10.87 | 5.43 | 0 | 8.7 | 0 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 1.09 | 1.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.17 | 1.09 | 0 | 0 | 1.09 | 0 | 18.48 | 5.43 | 5.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.61 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.69525 | 1.51026 | 1.87733 | 1 | 4 | 8.688809 | -0.25 |
anxiety | 7ojz2k | [1, 6] | I can’t stop sweating, the second I cough up phlegm there is immediately more and I’m like gagging on it, my nose is stuffed and I have to actively try to breathe, I feel so uncomfortable, I’m losing my mind. I’ve hit my breaking point and I’m just sobbing uncontrollably. I’m stressing because I’ve already had to use sick time at work this year and it’s only the first week, the house is covered in all of my sick germs and I don’t have the strength to disinfect it, the laundry is piling up and the house is messy. I probably sound like an absolute baby right now but I can’t do multiple days of being incapacitated. I feel like shit and can’t do anything I need to get done. | 1,390 | 1 | 1 | 1,515,254,163 | 11 | 2.416489 | 130 | 17.02 | 1.92 | 94.81 | 1 | 26 | 16.92 | 92.31 | 60.77 | 18.46 | 14.62 | 14.62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.85 | 5.38 | 11.54 | 15.38 | 6.15 | 7.69 | 3.08 | 22.31 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 0 | 1.54 | 2.31 | 8.46 | 1.54 | 6.92 | 2.31 | 0.77 | 1.54 | 0.77 | 0.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.77 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0.77 | 2.31 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 0 | 0.77 | 1.54 | 5.38 | 3.08 | 2.31 | 0 | 0 | 6.92 | 0 | 3.08 | 2.31 | 0.77 | 1.54 | 2.31 | 21.54 | 0 | 12.31 | 0 | 5.38 | 6.92 | 0.77 | 0 | 2.31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.77 | 0.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.92 | 3.85 | 4.62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.46 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.76202 | 1.49897 | 1.87152 | 0.93 | 25 | 4.223706 | -0.059014 |
assistance | 9jihg7 | (10, 15) | I plan on putting these essays either in my portfolio or a separate writing site as soon as I finish them, so you'd probably get in trouble for plagiarizing if your teacher uses a plagiarism detection tool (which most do these days). Hope y'all have a wonderful day and evening! ​ Update: Thanks for all the wonderful ideas! I'm looking forward to brainstorming them all and seeing which ones are the best fit for me! | 30,726 | 0 | 1 | 1,538,096,157 | 0 | 6.840385 | 75 | 51.43 | 44.71 | 91.75 | 97.78 | 18.75 | 21.33 | 90.67 | 50.67 | 18.67 | 13.33 | 6.67 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2.67 | 5.33 | 6.67 | 12 | 6.67 | 4 | 9.33 | 0 | 17.33 | 9.33 | 6.67 | 2.67 | 0 | 5.33 | 8 | 6.67 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.67 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 6.67 | 2.67 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 0 | 10.67 | 4 | 18.67 | 2.67 | 9.33 | 9.33 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.67 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.375 | 1 | 1 | 1.73967 | 1.52459 | 1.92175 | 0.5 | 8 | 6.832462 | 0.571429 |
anxiety | 716fk5 | (27, 32) | Anyway, that's what's eating the most right now. Doing everything I can to show people that they matter, but treating myself like the worst human being ever. I sincerely hope all of you find the help you seek, and I want you to know that every single one of you is the most important person in the world. I love you stranger, and I want you to feel like the MVP you are. EDIT: grammar and missing words | 36,496 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,505,857,758 | 5 | 3.841167 | 78 | 39.13 | 96.34 | 17.46 | 73.64 | 15.6 | 8.97 | 92.31 | 57.69 | 24.36 | 17.95 | 7.69 | 0 | 8.97 | 0 | 1.28 | 6.41 | 7.69 | 10.26 | 8.97 | 3.85 | 5.13 | 0 | 17.95 | 5.13 | 6.41 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 6.41 | 7.69 | 5.13 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 17.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 3.85 | 0 | 3.85 | 3.85 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 0 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 6.41 | 2.56 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 15.38 | 1.28 | 6.41 | 0 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 14.1 | 5.13 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72209 | 1.48529 | 2.00523 | 0.86 | 0 | 4.655 | 0.141429 |
anxiety | 7ey3kz | [5, 10] | What temperature is it outside? What do is smell? What do I️ taste? What do I️ see? It can go on, I️ stop when I’m feeling more present. | 925 | 0 | 1 | 1,511,423,796 | 32 | -1.801379 | 28 | 1 | 7.67 | 99 | 25.77 | 5.6 | 14.29 | 96.43 | 67.86 | 35.71 | 14.29 | 14.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.43 | 0 | 7.14 | 25 | 3.57 | 3.57 | 0 | 32.14 | 3.57 | 3.57 | 17.86 | 0 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 3.57 | 0 | 3.57 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 0 | 35.71 | 0 | 21.43 | 3.57 | 7.14 | 10.71 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 3.57 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.625 | 2.6 | 1.375 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.822 | 1.45185 | 1.85615 | 1 | 6 | 0.506483 | 0.166667 |
domesticviolence | 9a4aop | [10, 15] | My current bf does not care about guy friends and trusts me to not put myself in a precarious position. When does this feeling of guilt go away? I cant spend the rest of my life working and spending time at home away from other people. The level of anxiety is near panic attack and occasionally leads to one to the point where I dont eat and barely sleep for days. TL;DR: feeling guilty over nothing from being conditioned in a previously abusive relationship. | 98 | 1 | 1 | 1,535,172,390 | 5 | 6.055388 | 85 | 85.18 | 14.48 | 99 | 1 | 17 | 17.65 | 95.29 | 54.12 | 9.41 | 7.06 | 7.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.35 | 5.88 | 20 | 5.88 | 4.71 | 5.88 | 5.88 | 17.65 | 1.18 | 0 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 0 | 9.41 | 2.35 | 7.06 | 4.71 | 2.35 | 0 | 7.06 | 0 | 3.53 | 0 | 2.35 | 11.76 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 0 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 4.71 | 2.35 | 0 | 0 | 2.35 | 4.71 | 1.18 | 2.35 | 0 | 1.18 | 10.59 | 3.53 | 2.35 | 4.71 | 0 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 12.94 | 0 | 23.53 | 3.53 | 12.94 | 7.06 | 2.35 | 0 | 1.18 | 2.35 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.24 | 4.71 | 0 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8333 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.78835 | 1.64054 | 1.86542 | 1 | 0 | 6.602326 | -0.091667 |
assistance | 7x25f2 | (0, 5) | We are in need of immediate help and I dont know where else to turn. I have recently suffered major nerve damage that has severely diminished the use and mobilty of my arms and causes insufferable pain in my neck, shoulders, & arms and in turn, cost me my long time position with Apple. We are now 3 months behind on rent and we have less than a week to come up with the money or the landlord will be foreclosed on and we will be evicted. And we have nowhere to go. Here’s a bit behind our predicament. | 15,094 | 1 | 1 | 1,518,454,895 | 0 | 5.507833 | 98 | 61.73 | 58.08 | 96.16 | 1 | 19.6 | 14.29 | 90.82 | 58.16 | 13.27 | 12.24 | 6.12 | 6.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.02 | 5.1 | 16.33 | 11.22 | 3.06 | 8.16 | 2.04 | 20.41 | 3.06 | 3.06 | 1.02 | 1.02 | 2.04 | 4.08 | 0 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.02 | 7.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.16 | 1.02 | 2.04 | 1.02 | 1.02 | 1.02 | 3.06 | 1.02 | 0 | 0 | 1.02 | 6.12 | 5.1 | 1.02 | 0 | 0 | 9.18 | 7.14 | 0 | 3.06 | 0 | 0 | 1.02 | 18.37 | 2.04 | 22.45 | 4.08 | 12.24 | 6.12 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 3.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.2 | 5.1 | 3.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.02 | 0 | 1.02 | 2.7778 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73933 | 1.60964 | 1.78746 | 0.33 | 2 | 6.014 | -0.159028 |
relationships | 7nkoxg | (0, 5) | it’s the first relationship I’ve been in that feels “serious” and friends comment on how well we get along in public. We laugh a lot and we have the same sense of humor. I have been known as sort of a funny person and this is the first girl I’ve been with in a relationship that consistently makes me laugh hard. Plus she is very caring and sweet, a good friend. We have not had a serious fight in a long time, maybe more than 3 months. | 20,137 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,514,874,243 | 2 | 5.415667 | 87 | 55.99 | 89.68 | 47.93 | 98.62 | 17.4 | 8.05 | 97.7 | 59.77 | 14.94 | 10.34 | 4.6 | 4.6 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 4.6 | 10.34 | 13.79 | 13.79 | 4.6 | 8.05 | 1.15 | 18.39 | 11.49 | 4.6 | 1.15 | 3.45 | 2.3 | 12.64 | 9.2 | 3.45 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 16.09 | 0 | 2.3 | 2.3 | 0 | 11.49 | 3.45 | 2.3 | 0 | 3.45 | 0 | 2.3 | 6.9 | 0 | 2.3 | 2.3 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 14.94 | 9.2 | 2.3 | 0 | 3.45 | 0 | 5.75 | 12.64 | 0 | 11.49 | 0 | 6.9 | 4.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 13.79 | 5.75 | 2.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.3 | 3.45 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.5714 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.72204 | 1.6411 | 1.94506 | 0.76 | 6 | 5.721111 | 0.146354 |
domesticviolence | 7cbb5z | (90, 95) | I want him to die because then we'll be truly safe. But I don't want him to suffer. There have been times when I did. And I denied that there was ever any love because that was easier than accepting that a man who once loved his family decided he hated them so much he wanted to kill them. I've still got half my life to lead. | 39,403 | 1 | 0.714286 | 1,510,437,389 | 3 | 2.727857 | 67 | 1 | 77.22 | 10.38 | 94.38 | 13.4 | 5.97 | 100 | 64.18 | 26.87 | 20.9 | 8.96 | 1.49 | 0 | 7.46 | 2.99 | 5.97 | 1.49 | 7.46 | 13.43 | 10.45 | 10.45 | 1.49 | 26.87 | 4.48 | 2.99 | 2.99 | 2.99 | 2.99 | 13.43 | 8.96 | 4.48 | 0 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 19.4 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 8.96 | 19.4 | 2.99 | 4.48 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 2.99 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.48 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 11.94 | 5.97 | 1.49 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 13.43 | 11.94 | 2.99 | 10.45 | 1.49 | 0 | 8.96 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.94 | 7.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.48 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.68302 | 1.47576 | 1.91579 | 1 | 9 | 4.367143 | 0.138889 |
anxiety | 95u5no | (5, 10) | This is all 1 days worth of stuff and it’s not even everything but this has been going on for months. My mum says she doesn’t know what to do with me that I’ve always been mildly anxious but it’s just completely spiralled out of control since Christmas time. Also I can’t sleep I’m getting 5 hours ish a night and I used to get 8 hours everyday. I don’t know what to do whether I’m justified going to a doctor or I’m just being stupid and making people with real anxiety and other mental illness look bad I feel like I’m being stupid and I hate my personality. Edit:sorry I haven’t posted on here before so I’m a bit worried I’ve come to the wrong sub or written it wrong. | 13,398 | 1 | 1 | 1,533,797,816 | 2 | 0.814092 | 132 | 8.02 | 2.93 | 98.47 | 1 | 26.4 | 11.36 | 93.18 | 59.85 | 21.97 | 12.88 | 12.12 | 0 | 0 | 0.76 | 0 | 9.09 | 3.03 | 12.12 | 15.15 | 5.3 | 9.09 | 3.79 | 26.52 | 6.82 | 1.52 | 2.27 | 2.27 | 1.52 | 7.58 | 0 | 7.58 | 2.27 | 2.27 | 0.76 | 3.79 | 0.76 | 0 | 1.52 | 0 | 16.67 | 3.03 | 3.79 | 0 | 1.52 | 3.79 | 6.82 | 2.27 | 0.76 | 0.76 | 0.76 | 2.27 | 0.76 | 1.52 | 0 | 0 | 5.3 | 0 | 0 | 1.52 | 1.52 | 2.27 | 3.79 | 18.94 | 1.52 | 12.88 | 2.27 | 2.27 | 8.33 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 0.76 | 0.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.39 | 3.79 | 0 | 0.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.85 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.75631 | 1.46476 | 1.81319 | 1 | 4 | 3.153793 | -0.269643 |
assistance | 902htn | (25, 30) | Between losing my job, my unborn baby and my husband losing his job I am overwhelmed and pretty much numb. Bills are piling up fast and I don't know what to do anymore. I make vinyl decals but just started out so I am not making much at the moment. My husband just did paperwork for a new job today and I am waiting to hear back on a job I interviewed for. Unfourtunatley it won't be soon enough because the finance company for my car called and said I need to pay $439 by tomorrow, another $439 by the end of the month. | 49,126 | 1 | 1 | 1,531,972,816 | 0 | 7.250556 | 104 | 48.13 | 22.08 | 90.44 | 5.37 | 20.8 | 14.42 | 91.35 | 56.73 | 16.35 | 12.5 | 11.54 | 0 | 0 | 0.96 | 0 | 3.85 | 5.77 | 13.46 | 8.65 | 4.81 | 7.69 | 2.88 | 19.23 | 0.96 | 0 | 0.96 | 1.92 | 2.88 | 3.85 | 0.96 | 2.88 | 0.96 | 0 | 2.88 | 8.65 | 2.88 | 0 | 0 | 2.88 | 7.69 | 0.96 | 2.88 | 0.96 | 0.96 | 0 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 0 | 1.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.81 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 0.96 | 0 | 1.92 | 3.85 | 11.54 | 2.88 | 16.35 | 1.92 | 4.81 | 11.54 | 8.65 | 0 | 0 | 2.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.58 | 4.81 | 1.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.92 | 0 | 1.92 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.72631 | 1.54253 | 1.90528 | 0.33 | 4 | 8.130296 | 0.026623 |
anxiety | 8qeb7n | [40, 45] | Sometimes my voice catches for a minute and I flush dark red. I feel like my heart is in my throat, like it's closed up a bit. Bump. Bump. Bump. | 1,494 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,528,761,436 | 20 | -1.769032 | 30 | 83.85 | 4.8 | 99 | 25.77 | 6 | 6.67 | 83.33 | 50 | 20 | 16.67 | 16.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 6.67 | 16.67 | 6.67 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 10 | 3.33 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 6.67 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 6.67 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 16.67 | 0 | 10 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23.33 | 16.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.4444 | 3 | 1.4444 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.78087 | 1.775 | 2.05142 | 0.93 | 5 | -0.61071 | -0.083333 |
stress | 86u3zt | (0, 5) | Hello, You are invited to complete a survey for a WMU psychology department research project designed to assess treatment preferences among adults seeking treatment for a variety of concerns. We hope to learn if and how preferences for treatment change over time, and if patient’s perception of their treatment’s match to their preferences is related to the benefit received from treatment. The survey is open to anyone ages 18 or older who is currently engaged in mental health treatment for at least one month and four therapy sessions, and not longer than one year. If you choose to participate, you will be asked to provide some demographic/background information, respond to survey items about your preferences for treatment and how they have changed over time, and about your quality of life. The survey may take between 30-40 minutes to complete. | 32,438 | 0 | 0.833333 | 1,521,908,925 | 3 | 15.991818 | 141 | 91.34 | 91.1 | 29.28 | 66.07 | 28.2 | 29.08 | 81.56 | 46.81 | 7.8 | 6.38 | 0 | 0.71 | 3.55 | 0 | 2.13 | 1.42 | 4.26 | 19.86 | 5.67 | 2.84 | 8.51 | 0.71 | 9.93 | 4.26 | 3.55 | 2.13 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.73 | 6.38 | 2.84 | 5.67 | 5.67 | 1.42 | 4.26 | 0.71 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 4.26 | 1.42 | 0 | 1.42 | 1.42 | 0 | 1.42 | 8.51 | 2.13 | 12.77 | 2.13 | 4.96 | 6.38 | 4.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.64 | 3.55 | 4.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.71 | 0 | 1.42 | 0 | 0.71 | 3 | 2.6667 | 2.8 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.70118 | 1.50569 | 1.86595 | 1 | 0 | 13.057706 | -0.004167 |
ptsd | 693g89 | [35, 40] | I feel like I've failed. I keep having this fear that I've made it all up. Everything. That I made up the rape, and made up the traumatizing feelings, made up the emotions. I'm afraid that I just have a very sick, sick dramatic mind that is just making up terrible shit to try and destroy me or something? | 938 | 1 | 1 | 1,493,848,129 | 4 | 2.92629 | 59 | 27.64 | 6.37 | 84.61 | 1 | 11.8 | 13.56 | 98.31 | 61.02 | 27.12 | 13.56 | 13.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.56 | 6.78 | 11.86 | 10.17 | 5.08 | 5.08 | 0 | 23.73 | 6.78 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 18.64 | 0 | 16.95 | 3.39 | 5.08 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.34 | 3.39 | 8.47 | 0 | 5.08 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 3.39 | 6.78 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 0 | 13.56 | 0 | 3.39 | 11.86 | 0 | 1.69 | 6.78 | 13.56 | 0 | 8.47 | 0 | 8.47 | 0 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.64 | 6.78 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.4444 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.84537 | 1.59231 | 1.88833 | 0.76 | 5 | 3.900839 | -0.572024 |
relationships | 7r4omo | [0, 5] | Long story but a few years ago my wife of fifteen years, who had never been with anyone else opened up and told me she fantasized a lot about being with other men, and considered herself somewhat polyamorous. I was upset and it took a couple of years of us discussing this before I started to feel more comfortable with things. We eventually started swinging (only about once every couple of months and always same room) as it seemed like a way for us to explore this part of her together, and it ended up being a lot of fun and something I really enjoyed that brought us closer together. Well, it’s been a couple of years and I’ve felt happy and comfortable with where we are at but I decided to ask my wife the other day and she said she was happy but she also had a desire to date people separately, and would be willing to try it if I was. This was really hard for me to hear. | 341 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,516,226,356 | 48 | 7.103736 | 172 | 35.82 | 71.95 | 87.51 | 95.29 | 34.4 | 12.79 | 99.42 | 62.21 | 20.93 | 12.21 | 5.81 | 2.91 | 0 | 3.49 | 0 | 8.72 | 4.65 | 15.7 | 8.72 | 6.4 | 9.3 | 0.58 | 18.02 | 8.14 | 3.49 | 1.16 | 1.16 | 5.81 | 6.4 | 5.23 | 0.58 | 0.58 | 0 | 0 | 15.12 | 1.16 | 0.58 | 4.65 | 0.58 | 15.7 | 3.49 | 0 | 1.74 | 4.65 | 1.74 | 5.81 | 2.91 | 0 | 1.16 | 1.74 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.72 | 5.23 | 0.58 | 1.16 | 1.74 | 0 | 11.05 | 4.65 | 0.58 | 18.02 | 1.74 | 6.98 | 9.3 | 0 | 1.16 | 0.58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.58 | 0 | 8.14 | 2.91 | 2.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.16 | 1.16 | 0 | 3 | 2.7857 | 3 | 1.2857 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70295 | 1.52 | 1.91385 | 0.79 | 54 | 7.615517 | 0.210556 |
almosthomeless | 8oqu7y | [10, 15] | * Fix your own car. Google/youtube your problem, Ive saved thousands of dollars because I replaced my own window switch, sunvisor, hood latch, lights, etc... Not to mention each time I get a bit more confidence. Food/Grocery * This is my[ reference website for food <url> because I dont want to eat rice and beans every day. * Stop eating out if you can help it. | 670 | 0 | 1 | 1,528,205,701 | 45 | 1.927283 | 65 | 42.69 | 37.9 | 33.6 | 25.77 | 13 | 20 | 81.54 | 38.46 | 16.92 | 13.85 | 9.23 | 0 | 4.62 | 0 | 0 | 3.08 | 1.54 | 7.69 | 6.15 | 0 | 6.15 | 3.08 | 10.77 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 6.15 | 3.08 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.85 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 4.62 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 10.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.77 | 7.69 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 0 | 10.77 | 0 | 9.23 | 3.08 | 1.54 | 4.62 | 0 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30.77 | 10.77 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.31 | 2.8 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.1111 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70554 | 1.69434 | 1.96098 | 1 | 18 | 2.652011 | 0.566667 |
survivorsofabuse | 6dz447 | (15, 20) | So I let myself get sucked in and... The incident that occured was that I threw a fit - my arms and legs thrashing in all directions. I had no idea what was happening, I came out of it terrified and there was one guy left in the room. This guy told me I was possessed by an evil spirit. I remember thinking, he felt "off". | 43,164 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,496,046,082 | 5 | 2.823077 | 65 | 34.3 | 14.07 | 99 | 1 | 13 | 13.85 | 95.38 | 58.46 | 23.08 | 15.38 | 13.85 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 7.69 | 6.15 | 10.77 | 9.23 | 3.08 | 6.15 | 1.54 | 24.62 | 3.08 | 0 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 4.62 | 0 | 4.62 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 6.15 | 0 | 3.08 | 0 | 4.62 | 7.69 | 6.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 18.46 | 1.54 | 0 | 20 | 3.08 | 13.85 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.46 | 10.77 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.5556 | 2.5 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.3333 | 1 | 1.75488 | 1.59286 | 1.83366 | 0.86 | 2 | 4.184615 | -0.2 |
relationships | 7sf1ly | (10, 15) | This isn't the first time this has happened, even with my ex I used to put effort into creating funny and deep conversations and she'd make quite surface level replies, but I thought it was because she was severely depressed so I didn't mind making an effort with her. Am I missing something? She doesn't have many hobbies and works in a pub so I can't talk about her interests really as the only think she kinda likes is textiles and she doesn't do it anymore as she's so focused on her job. I should probably mention she's really really shy, which she has admitted to me. For example, when we meet in person, she's so nervous that she's physically shaking for about 15 minutes until she relaxes. | 36,233 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,516,720,545 | 0 | 4.583043 | 128 | 2.34 | 65.21 | 9.92 | 14.89 | 25.6 | 19.53 | 96.09 | 63.28 | 24.22 | 17.97 | 6.25 | 0.78 | 0 | 10.94 | 0 | 6.25 | 3.12 | 11.72 | 14.06 | 10.16 | 10.94 | 3.91 | 24.22 | 4.69 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0.78 | 8.59 | 3.91 | 4.69 | 2.34 | 0 | 1.56 | 18.75 | 0 | 0 | 10.94 | 0 | 15.62 | 2.34 | 3.91 | 0.78 | 3.12 | 0 | 5.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 6.25 | 2.34 | 3.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.69 | 15.62 | 0 | 10.94 | 0.78 | 5.47 | 4.69 | 3.12 | 2.34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.62 | 3.12 | 3.91 | 0 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.81 | 0 | 0 | 2.5 | 2.7778 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.7546 | 1.53504 | 1.84855 | 0.32 | 41 | 5.867362 | 0.055556 |
anxiety | 7n45ww | (0, 5) | Hello, As is probably always the case, I have no idea how to start this post. My girlfriend of the past year asked me to sit and talk to her yesterday where she opened up and told me how the relationship had run its course and how there was no chance it could be saved. I have known something wasn't quite right for a while and should have made efforts to make changes long before now. We are still going to remain friends as best we can until the tenancy on our flat runs out. | 23,246 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,514,668,906 | 6 | 9.066563 | 95 | 23.69 | 73.62 | 92.1 | 45.09 | 23.75 | 9.47 | 95.79 | 63.16 | 14.74 | 10.53 | 5.26 | 3.16 | 0 | 2.11 | 0 | 4.21 | 5.26 | 14.74 | 12.63 | 8.42 | 11.58 | 3.16 | 22.11 | 5.26 | 4.21 | 4.21 | 0 | 0 | 1.05 | 1.05 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.63 | 0 | 2.11 | 2.11 | 0 | 16.84 | 2.11 | 6.32 | 2.11 | 4.21 | 1.05 | 1.05 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.53 | 7.37 | 2.11 | 2.11 | 1.05 | 0 | 9.47 | 14.74 | 1.05 | 25.26 | 4.21 | 9.47 | 10.53 | 2.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.37 | 4.21 | 2.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.05 | 0 | 0 | 2.6667 | 2.875 | 3 | 1.2308 | 1 | 1 | 1.75346 | 1.54831 | 1.87699 | 1 | 11 | 7.7825 | 0.192143 |
assistance | 8ldreb | (0, 5) | Unfortunately with the way things have worked out this month, I am left with little cash until my SSDI is deposited a week from Friday. And normally I’d say I’d just wait until then to take my dog, Kane, to the vet, but he has developed a little bit of a cough, and he doesn’t seem as active as he normally is (<2yo chocolate lab, so he should be pretty active). I called the vet and they suspect it could be heartworms, so while I have the $50 for the office visit, I don’t have the $45 for the test. Any help towards this would be greatly appreciated. I can pay back, but as sad as it sounds, I might have to make it in a couple payments as I’m on a fixed income. | 32,828 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,527,024,286 | 0 | 7.485376 | 134 | 38.39 | 32.72 | 34.79 | 53.85 | 26.8 | 8.96 | 91.04 | 61.94 | 16.42 | 11.94 | 8.21 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0.75 | 4.48 | 8.96 | 14.93 | 15.67 | 2.99 | 11.94 | 1.49 | 21.64 | 5.97 | 3.73 | 0 | 1.49 | 2.24 | 4.48 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0.75 | 6.72 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 10.45 | 2.24 | 0.75 | 3.73 | 2.99 | 0 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0.75 | 0 | 0.75 | 2.99 | 0.75 | 0.75 | 1.49 | 0.75 | 0 | 2.24 | 14.93 | 1.49 | 13.43 | 0.75 | 6.72 | 6.72 | 5.22 | 0 | 0 | 3.73 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.66 | 3.73 | 7.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.73 | 1.49 | 2.24 | 2.8462 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70501 | 1.52407 | 1.86425 | 0.33 | 7 | 8.348451 | -0.049405 |
domesticviolence | 9y0u86 | [65, 70] | He has made me eat until I literally threw up, then forced me to eat my vomit. He plays mental games that are pure torture. He knows how to break me down mentally until I just become ruined for a period of time. He will point guns at me. He made me play Russian Roulette (turns out the gun wasn't loaded but he used a hand trick to make it appear loaded. | 934 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,542,495,168 | 8 | 3.677671 | 72 | 49.05 | 28.91 | 87.07 | 2.09 | 14.4 | 6.94 | 88.89 | 54.17 | 22.22 | 19.44 | 11.11 | 0 | 0 | 8.33 | 0 | 2.78 | 4.17 | 15.28 | 6.94 | 2.78 | 6.94 | 1.39 | 20.83 | 1.39 | 0 | 1.39 | 0 | 0 | 8.33 | 2.78 | 5.56 | 0 | 2.78 | 1.39 | 9.72 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.33 | 18.06 | 4.17 | 8.33 | 0 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 2.78 | 2.78 | 1.39 | 0 | 1.39 | 5.56 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 0 | 2.78 | 5.56 | 1.39 | 0 | 4.17 | 0 | 0 | 6.94 | 12.5 | 2.78 | 18.06 | 2.78 | 6.94 | 6.94 | 0 | 4.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 6.94 | 1.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.39 | 1.39 | 0 | 2.625 | 2.7778 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.87951 | 1.75522 | 1.80359 | 0.91 | 3 | 4.813589 | -0.073545 |
anxiety | 7kcnod | (0, 5) | I posted in this subreddit about 6 years ago and find myself here again. I am just venting, and hoping someone can normalize me... but I know it’s probably 1 in a million posts. The past several months have been horrific. I deal with death on a daily basis at my job, and worked the 1 October shooting in Las Vegas. Then, on 10/15, my mother was rushed to the hospital for a seizure. | 45,096 | 1 | 0.857143 | 1,513,496,766 | 7 | 2.641543 | 75 | 66.17 | 17.53 | 98.01 | 50.67 | 12.5 | 16 | 81.33 | 54.67 | 14.67 | 10.67 | 10.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 13.33 | 8 | 6.67 | 6.67 | 0 | 13.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 9.33 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 4 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 2.67 | 20 | 1.33 | 8 | 10.67 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.67 | 10.67 | 5.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 1.33 | 2.6667 | 2.75 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.69685 | 1.61786 | 1.86658 | 1 | 1 | 4.321905 | -0.3125 |
relationships | 7q2msh | (20, 25) | 4)/5) Couldn't count it. He loses sleep because he games until 2-3 AM regularly. I think 4 hours might be a low-end estimate, but I don't want to say he games EVERY day. He doesn't go out with "real life" friends, except if I invite him out with my friends. Numerically - yes, we spend time together, but about 12 of those hours are spent sleeping. | 29,449 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,515,820,825 | 0 | 3.602571 | 68 | 29.74 | 61.58 | 37.68 | 1.76 | 13.6 | 13.24 | 83.82 | 50 | 17.65 | 14.71 | 5.88 | 1.47 | 0 | 7.35 | 0 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 13.24 | 10.29 | 2.94 | 7.35 | 4.41 | 22.06 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 1.47 | 2.94 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 0 | 2.94 | 17.65 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 7.35 | 14.71 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 5.88 | 1.47 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 11.76 | 8.82 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 0 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 16.18 | 1.47 | 17.65 | 1.47 | 5.88 | 10.29 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 29.41 | 7.35 | 5.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.75783 | 1.60345 | 1.99089 | 0.44 | 10 | 4.872857 | -0.05 |
assistance | 9vuatr | [0, 5] | I've been looking around this sub for a while without posting. I'd like to do my part to help. Although there's a significant number of requesters who are just lazy and exaggerate their bad situations, there's a few people who actually would benefit from a bit of extra money every month. I recently spoke with a poster who claimed they had all the free time in the world and couldn't work, after I sent them $80 for a bill and a meal, they claimed they were always really busy and couldn't ever talk. **Criteria:** | 195 | 0 | 1 | 1,541,856,607 | 94 | 4.002302 | 94 | 47.78 | 58.41 | 37.87 | 25.77 | 18.8 | 17.02 | 88.3 | 59.57 | 14.89 | 10.64 | 5.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.32 | 4.26 | 9.57 | 13.83 | 12.77 | 7.45 | 6.38 | 3.19 | 15.96 | 6.38 | 3.19 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 6.38 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.7 | 0 | 0 | 3.19 | 0 | 4.26 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 6.38 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 5.32 | 7.45 | 0 | 12.77 | 1.06 | 3.19 | 8.51 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 3.19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.21 | 4.26 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.38 | 0 | 5.32 | 2.7778 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.1667 | 1 | 1 | 1.68185 | 1.40769 | 1.85957 | 0.88 | 98 | 4.989196 | -0.030556 |
ptsd | 99fsr9 | [3, 8] | But then I get angry so quickly and I feel terrible because I snapped at someone who didn’t deserve it and I just don’t understand where it comes from. Or I’ll suddenly start thinking about what happened to me and I’ll get really really depressed, again out of nowhere. One minute I’m functioning okay and the next I seem like someone else. I don’t know if this is a symptom of my PTSD or if there’s something else mentally wrong with me that’s being piled on top of the PTSD. I was just recently diagnosed so I guess I’m still trying to figure out what’s the PTSD and what’s just me losing my mind. | 1,348 | 1 | 1 | 1,534,962,259 | 5 | 0.823067 | 114 | 2.05 | 1 | 99 | 1 | 22.8 | 16.67 | 92.11 | 66.67 | 24.56 | 14.91 | 14.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.65 | 3.51 | 11.4 | 12.28 | 11.4 | 12.28 | 3.51 | 23.68 | 5.26 | 2.63 | 4.39 | 0.88 | 0 | 5.26 | 0.88 | 4.39 | 0 | 0.88 | 1.75 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.05 | 6.14 | 0.88 | 1.75 | 8.77 | 0.88 | 8.77 | 0.88 | 0 | 0 | 0.88 | 1.75 | 0 | 1.75 | 0 | 0 | 5.26 | 0 | 2.63 | 0.88 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 2.63 | 15.79 | 2.63 | 14.91 | 1.75 | 6.14 | 7.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.88 | 0 | 0 | 0.88 | 0 | 0 | 14.91 | 4.39 | 0.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.65 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.5 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.7038 | 1.3913 | 1.85254 | 0.79 | 11 | 2.5752 | -0.046667 |
domesticviolence | 8llkv5 | (55, 60) | It took some time. And took me running down the street with our 3 year old son in my arms with him chasing me for me to finally get away. Understand that what i have wrote here is literally just the tip of the iceberg.. i could write about it all, but i would need to write a book. I dont think i would ever run out of things to write about. I have seen 1 doctor since leaving him and he said i have PTSD... i dont like talking about it so i never went back. | 10,822 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,527,099,208 | 2 | 2.340519 | 97 | 27.51 | 17.67 | 83.33 | 25.77 | 13.86 | 8.25 | 92.78 | 64.95 | 23.71 | 17.53 | 13.4 | 1.03 | 0 | 3.09 | 0 | 6.19 | 4.12 | 17.53 | 9.28 | 10.31 | 4.12 | 3.09 | 26.8 | 0 | 1.03 | 1.03 | 2.06 | 2.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.22 | 1.03 | 0 | 0 | 4.12 | 12.37 | 2.06 | 1.03 | 4.12 | 1.03 | 3.09 | 1.03 | 2.06 | 1.03 | 1.03 | 0 | 2.06 | 1.03 | 1.03 | 0 | 0 | 6.19 | 1.03 | 0 | 2.06 | 3.09 | 0 | 6.19 | 14.43 | 0 | 17.53 | 4.12 | 6.19 | 8.25 | 6.19 | 2.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.34 | 10.31 | 1.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8 | 3 | 3 | 1.3 | 1 | 1 | 1.70339 | 1.58372 | 1.91328 | 1 | 2 | 3.513593 | -0.013889 |
anxiety | 9tcpdt | [20, 25] | ​ So my question is: Would it be petty to create a small sign for my desk stating that only certain individuals are authorized to be behind my desk? I work closely with another team and they are allowed behind my desk as they answer phones when I am working with their clients. This teams has proven their trustworthiness multiple times and always ask before touching or going through any of my things. ​ | 1,412 | 0 | 1 | 1,541,101,121 | 2 | 9.142297 | 74 | 28.68 | 60.66 | 78.21 | 75.85 | 18.5 | 18.92 | 93.24 | 56.76 | 21.62 | 14.86 | 9.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.41 | 6.76 | 1.35 | 14.86 | 10.81 | 4.05 | 8.11 | 0 | 16.22 | 5.41 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 0 | 4.05 | 5.41 | 4.05 | 1.35 | 0 | 1.35 | 0 | 13.51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.51 | 4.05 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 4.05 | 4.05 | 1.35 | 2.7 | 0 | 1.35 | 1.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.81 | 2.7 | 6.76 | 2.7 | 0 | 1.35 | 0 | 12.16 | 1.35 | 12.16 | 1.35 | 5.41 | 5.41 | 10.81 | 2.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.51 | 2.7 | 0 | 1.35 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.41 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.375 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70215 | 1.50746 | 1.88662 | 1 | 0 | 8.049324 | -0.047959 |
ptsd | 8mdc2m | (0, 4) | So im m15 im still in school ive been through abuse when i was a kid it scarred my head i live with my mum now but i usually roam in woods playing guitar, i got diagnosed when i was 14 shit sucks gives me flashbacks whenever i close my eyes, my mind scans every goddamn thing in the area every fucking thing!, i just dont know how to explain its so complicated my brain acts weird at times i just need to know wtf is happening with me! ive only got a gf and noone else. any help is appropriated. thanks in advance | 24,358 | 1 | 1 | 1,527,371,098 | 2 | 2.039592 | 104 | 8.83 | 2.2 | 99 | 1 | 26 | 13.46 | 91.35 | 53.85 | 22.12 | 18.27 | 18.27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.85 | 2.88 | 9.62 | 9.62 | 11.54 | 7.69 | 0.96 | 22.12 | 2.88 | 0 | 3.85 | 0.96 | 2.88 | 7.69 | 1.92 | 5.77 | 0 | 4.81 | 0 | 5.77 | 0.96 | 0.96 | 1.92 | 0 | 12.5 | 4.81 | 0.96 | 0.96 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 0 | 0 | 6.73 | 3.85 | 1.92 | 0.96 | 0 | 5.77 | 1.92 | 0.96 | 1.92 | 2.88 | 0 | 4.81 | 15.38 | 0 | 16.35 | 0.96 | 6.73 | 8.65 | 0.96 | 1.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.77 | 4.81 | 1.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.73 | 1.92 | 2.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1.1667 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.74686 | 1.58824 | 1.91129 | 1 | 11 | 3.639755 | -0.278864 |
assistance | 9195az | [0, 5] | Due to leaving my hairbrush at home during Spring Break, I haven't been able to brush my hair in months. I am also almost out of deodorant, toothpaste, and mouth rinse. My lease for my apartment will be running out on the 31st, meaning I'll be going back home to Houston (where I'll get a different job that actually calls me into work and doesn't leave me with only 8 cents in my account. I wish I was kidding). I'll need to clean the apartment for inspection, so I also need some cleaning supplies. | 1,408 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,532,367,495 | 3 | 7.262424 | 94 | 38.83 | 2.8 | 99 | 45.3 | 18.8 | 17.02 | 90.43 | 56.38 | 17.02 | 15.96 | 15.96 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 3.19 | 17.02 | 11.7 | 8.51 | 5.32 | 2.13 | 21.28 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.57 | 1.06 | 0 | 3.19 | 2.13 | 0 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.19 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 2.13 | 10.64 | 6.38 | 19.15 | 4.26 | 9.57 | 5.32 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 5.32 | 3.19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.09 | 5.32 | 5.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.32 | 2.13 | 0 | 2.8333 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.70817 | 1.69524 | 1.89637 | 0.63 | 5 | 7.269374 | 0.105952 |
survivorsofabuse | 61vztv | (25, 30) | It turns out they had been giving our grandparents a very idyllic, picturesque idea of what life in the church was like and my grandmother hated herself for a long time for not knowing what the truth was, even though there's no way she could have. I'm now I'm college and in therapy. My sister was younger than me and doesn't have quite as much baggage from it all, I don't think she remembers as much or maybe she blocked more of it out, another small mercy, but she still has deep issues and acts out in really inappropriate ways. I've found a measure of happiness. Edited for spelling and sentence structure. | 38,081 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,490,659,859 | 12 | 7.961808 | 112 | 22.13 | 32.77 | 69.78 | 59.59 | 22.4 | 16.96 | 90.18 | 62.5 | 17.86 | 12.5 | 6.25 | 0.89 | 0 | 4.46 | 0.89 | 5.36 | 4.46 | 15.18 | 13.39 | 7.14 | 8.93 | 3.57 | 19.64 | 6.25 | 5.36 | 1.79 | 0 | 4.46 | 3.57 | 2.68 | 0.89 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 9.82 | 2.68 | 0 | 6.25 | 0.89 | 14.29 | 4.46 | 0 | 0.89 | 2.68 | 1.79 | 5.36 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 2.68 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 7.14 | 10.71 | 0 | 13.39 | 0.89 | 8.93 | 3.57 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 4.46 | 4.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.36 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.70172 | 1.52727 | 1.86815 | 0.85 | 3 | 7.28 | 0.072727 |
domesticviolence | 8yhnqa | [5, 10] | He also talked very condescendingly to me and the other female servers, as well as being a total arse in general. I wanted to say something SO badly, but by the time I worked up the courage, he took her arm and led her to their car. Also, I didn't want to make things worse for her by sticking up for her in public. I wrote down their license plate number and car model, but I did not get the chance to see the name on the card he paid with. I really want to reach out to this woman. | 1,198 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,531,463,719 | 5 | 6.11099 | 100 | 70.4 | 46 | 12.17 | 25.77 | 20 | 7 | 91 | 63 | 20 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 21 | 3 | 6 | 10 | 2 | 15 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2.6 | 2.3333 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.68797 | 1.60674 | 1.86833 | 1 | 5 | 6.89196 | -0.093056 |
anxiety | 8fchne | (8, 13) | But I could feel construction workers staring at me. I know I might be paranoid but I don’t want to take chances anymore I’m scared. I already paid for a year at the gym (about 6 months ago.) Do you think I should talk to someone about getting at least a partial refund for the 6 months? I don’t want to bring my situation up to them and have them say sorry but not our problem. | 33,489 | 1 | 1 | 1,524,842,674 | 3 | 1.860452 | 76 | 37.39 | 14.62 | 93.86 | 1 | 15.2 | 15.79 | 93.42 | 60.53 | 21.05 | 18.42 | 13.16 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 0 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 5.26 | 15.79 | 11.84 | 3.95 | 5.26 | 3.95 | 26.32 | 3.95 | 1.32 | 0 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 5.26 | 0 | 5.26 | 2.63 | 0 | 1.32 | 9.21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.42 | 3.95 | 0 | 6.58 | 2.63 | 0 | 5.26 | 3.95 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 3.95 | 19.74 | 1.32 | 14.47 | 1.32 | 5.26 | 7.89 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 0 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.16 | 5.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.95 | 2.63 | 0 | 2.5714 | 2.625 | 2.6 | 1.1111 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.71333 | 1.48438 | 1.83702 | 1 | 4 | 3.001302 | -0.3 |
ptsd | 8y577c | [5, 10] | I then joined a few suport groups online, but the same problem happened again. Why this is a problem, is because its my attack trigger, along with other things related to the event like seeing screens smoke, smelling it on people, and other such things. The traumatic event was when I was forced to take it by friends when I was severely ill and could have used a nine-one-one call instead. I did eventually get help, but not after having pot butter and a pipe shoved in my mouth. I wasn't in a good crowd back then. | 1,591 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,531,356,844 | 1 | 7.7397 | 99 | 31.44 | 18.16 | 80.98 | 1 | 19.8 | 13.13 | 94.95 | 60.61 | 15.15 | 7.07 | 7.07 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.08 | 8.08 | 10.1 | 10.1 | 8.08 | 10.1 | 2.02 | 17.17 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 2.02 | 6.06 | 1.01 | 5.05 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 7.07 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 0 | 16.16 | 1.01 | 5.05 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 7.07 | 3.03 | 1.01 | 0 | 0 | 4.04 | 1.01 | 1.01 | 0 | 2.02 | 11.11 | 4.04 | 0 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 2.02 | 9.09 | 5.05 | 3.03 | 14.14 | 1.01 | 4.04 | 10.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.14 | 5.05 | 6.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.02 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70768 | 1.5619 | 1.7887 | 0.67 | 6 | 6.96 | -0.055 |
relationships | 7nu1vk | (0, 5) | Long story short - my housemate's sister and I are super interested in each other, and I wanted to surprise her with a gift for a (very!) belated Christmas for when I get back home. We've known each other about a year, and we've been on one pretty damn romantic midnight tour of Dubai as a date. I know she is interested because she made the first move. In any case, both of us are into books, and I wanted to give her a favourite of mine (Paul Beatty's The Sellout) with the inscription: 'To X, I can only hope this book makes you laugh half as much as you make me. | 54,630 | 0 | 1 | 1,514,978,601 | 1 | 6.09229 | 112 | 64.82 | 70.4 | 30.01 | 99 | 22.4 | 11.61 | 88.39 | 53.57 | 18.75 | 16.07 | 8.04 | 2.68 | 1.79 | 3.57 | 0 | 2.68 | 7.14 | 15.18 | 6.25 | 4.46 | 8.04 | 0 | 15.18 | 4.46 | 2.68 | 0.89 | 2.68 | 4.46 | 8.93 | 8.04 | 0.89 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 11.61 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 4.46 | 0 | 11.61 | 1.79 | 3.57 | 2.68 | 2.68 | 0 | 1.79 | 0.89 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.14 | 4.46 | 1.79 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 6.25 | 9.82 | 0.89 | 12.5 | 0.89 | 7.14 | 5.36 | 1.79 | 1.79 | 0.89 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 1.79 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.75 | 3.57 | 4.46 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0 | 4.46 | 3.57 | 0 | 3 | 2.6 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.68628 | 1.60215 | 1.94848 | 0.6 | 3 | 6.660652 | 0.101042 |
assistance | 6q4f2g | [4, 9] | (I did check the Wiki / Rules, but alas, could not find anything. Again, may be being silly, so apologies if I am!) Also, I am a UK resident. Would this cause issues if purchasing for someone in the Americas? ! | 585 | 0 | 1 | 1,501,254,772 | 3 | 2.405769 | 39 | 3.37 | 6.21 | 17.46 | 73.64 | 9.75 | 15.38 | 84.62 | 66.67 | 15.38 | 7.69 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.69 | 7.69 | 5.13 | 20.51 | 7.69 | 12.82 | 2.56 | 23.08 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28.21 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 10.26 | 12.82 | 0 | 10.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 10.26 | 2.56 | 5.13 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33.33 | 5.13 | 12.82 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 2.56 | 2.5 | 2.3333 | 2.2 | 1.125 | 1.2222 | 1 | 1.66412 | 1.3375 | 1.93526 | 0.63 | 8 | 4.550962 | -0.590625 |
relationships | 7oe2mo | [0, 5] | Generally good marriage. We can both be stubborn, so compromise doesn't come easy (especially for DW, who is very religious - I am not). We are at an uncomfortable stalemate. She comes from a family with 5 kids, I have only one other sibling. She feels there is a "hole" in our family and that 5 kids is the perfect number. | 167 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,515,184,399 | 1,271 | 3.973279 | 60 | 17.96 | 93.3 | 15.86 | 57.28 | 12 | 16.67 | 91.67 | 60 | 16.67 | 11.67 | 3.33 | 5 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 5 | 6.67 | 8.33 | 15 | 10 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 18.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.67 | 5 | 1.67 | 8.33 | 5 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 1.67 | 0 | 20 | 6.67 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 10 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 21.67 | 0 | 10 | 3.33 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23.33 | 8.33 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.4444 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.63074 | 1.52941 | 1.89898 | 0.97 | 416 | 5.804066 | 0.188542 |
domesticviolence | 8xqnpo | (20, 25) | they will see that someone else is willing to do all the work for them. once you try to lead the way, you’ll never stop because they will never take over for you. they will watch you do more & more for them until you are living your life completely for them. once you live for them, you become just like them. you will be completely controlled by them, not feeling comfortable being yourself. | 38,619 | 0 | 1 | 1,531,239,188 | 20 | 5.701081 | 73 | 7.07 | 99 | 29.73 | 51.4 | 14.6 | 12.33 | 100 | 71.23 | 28.77 | 26.03 | 0 | 0 | 13.7 | 0 | 12.33 | 2.74 | 2.74 | 15.07 | 16.44 | 6.85 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 24.66 | 5.48 | 4.11 | 0 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 2.74 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27.4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.18 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 0 | 2.74 | 6.85 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 2.74 | 0 | 1.37 | 4.11 | 0 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 10.96 | 0 | 4.11 | 4.11 | 2.74 | 1.37 | 0 | 16.44 | 6.85 | 12.33 | 1.37 | 2.74 | 8.22 | 2.74 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.7 | 6.85 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 1.37 | 3 | 2.6667 | 2.8 | 1.125 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.66137 | 1.35143 | 1.88586 | 0.93 | 6 | 4.85227 | 0.283766 |
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