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173ac351-4565-4859-88aa-58a1fe460bf0 | Happy and excited to return to Stewart as a Private Pilot, I quickly preflighted the plane and started her up. I taxied down to Runway 20, did my runup, and announced my takeoff on the CTAF. "Cessna departing Wright Brothers, runway is closed!" Uhh, what? Somewhere in the couple of minutes between engine start and now ... | [
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8c8ab016-df6f-4b67-90c6-bb6ff68936dc | I'll close with a quick thanks to all of you who have been reading this blog over the past five months and sharing in the experience with me. All your comments, thoughts, suggestions and friendship has meant a lot to me and I feel lucky to have had all your support. Now it's time for us all to hop in our planes and mee... | [
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85d9f7ac-f1fe-4977-8749-8705cf2152a1 | Jodi had another good night and is doing well this morning. In fact, for the first time the physical therapist has come in for some "real" exercise. Of course, it isn't much, but a little bit of anything will be a lot more than what she has had. She's doing shoulder shrugs right now. Now she's pushing her shoulders bac... | [
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752c1180-b33b-4721-ab9b-1d2a6411a08c | By registering on amnesty.org you can join in on the human rights conversation and ensure your contributions are combined with ours. If you come from a country that doesn't have an office you have the option to become an International member. Here, you will receive emails about human rights campaigns that are targeted ... | [
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266c8d21-7533-4206-a37f-5c502119b0ab | Three years ago Karen and I headed north up the Hudson River to check out the ice. This winter has been so mild, I doubt there’s much ice to look at on the Hudson. So to find ice we had to go farther—to Québec City and the St. Lawrence River.
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95d3a07b-1f98-4d06-9de2-64f0d71bf306 | Québec and the Château Frontenac:
Back on the Québec side, we looked across to Lévis. Here you can see both ferries cutting paths through the ice:
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05a13d7a-9f62-4c0d-8852-5aa70edf0254 | [Lowfer] ARRL Letter, VLF
Mon, 22 Mar 1999 23:01:26 -0500
William Cantrell wrote:
> Hi Andre',
> Sounds like you would fit nicely into our little group of experimenters.
how about you guys fitting in _our_ group ??? :-)
> We are primarily a group of electrical engineers, physicists, and technicians, who
> fled ham radi... | [
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2379c4ab-d13a-4490-b0b7-321474e5cea5 | any bulb will work as a test load, and almost any amplifier will perform at 136
kHz. It remains that one really has to reconsider everything one does. How does an
antenna which is << lambda really work? How do we reduce the QRM to a minimum?
> I find it a little puzzling that your experimenters are bunched together in
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6b077c95-5a5f-4624-a294-b3ae4f95b84a | [amsat-bb] Re: Hygain antenna MFJ
kq6ea at pacbell.net
Tue May 12 16:33:23 PDT 2009
I don't know anybody who's bought the satellite antennas, but I do know some guys who've bought the recent HF antennas.
Quality control is typical MFJ, with parts missing, holes drilled wrong, poor instructions, etc.
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c7049d02-6604-4cb2-b79f-322c6d29fc48 | > Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 4:26 PM
> Hello again,
> Has anyone besides Allan, purchased these antennas
> recently, would be
> interested in your
> opinion, not that I don't doubt Allan's opinion.
> You can reply off list if you wish.
> 73, Norman.
> Sent via AMSAT-BB at amsat.org. Opinions expressed are those
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Transcript published: September 22, 2010
Enter once again into the rustic cell of Fr. Seraphim Rose with Kevin Allen as he talks with Fr. Damascene, the biographer and spiritual child of Fr. Seraphim. This is part 2 of a 3 part series and provides a unique glimpse into the life of a man who ... | [
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Kevin: Entertain ourselves to death…
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fa4cc81d-55f6-4ed9-9eac-c9c2fca219ef | But he had a healthy remembrance of death, as the Fathers talk about, and wanted to continue working. He felt that we had a limited time in order to do the work of God. He said, “It’s later than you think; therefore, hasten to do the work of God.” He had that awareness. He had a limited number of years, and he wanted t... | [
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d8fb01d1-b480-442c-bccc-8f11d9382e02 | Kevin: Which raises a question, as we’re leaning toward the wrap up of this interview, and that is this: Since his work is so missionizing and evangelical in orientation, and since he was a discerner of the times and talked about topics which are so important in the modern world we live in (therefore, a lot of people w... | [
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