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... been coming, and they treated me bad.
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he was like, "you know what the problem is?"
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and i'm just like, "damn. damn, everybody's on the same page," like...
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and technically outside of the gate, right?
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i'm like, "oh, god. oh, god. i think that's her."
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i take my cart, and i go out this last door, and i'm outside. i'm on the pavement.
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to now be at a place where, because of everything that we've gone through, everything...
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to be a part of that now is incredibly inspiring.
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and i would not appreciate it as much if we had not endured and overcome all of those...
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i am so grateful that we're doing something that we're deeply passionate about, that turns-
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and we've got police secured.
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man, we are so excited to have you here today. and...
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wanted some people to share their background.
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for some reason i said, "i'm pretty sure that guy's going to be on the panel too."
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my story, and we just naturally gravitated towards each other.
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that was a similar experience.
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the struggles you faced, but seeing what you had overcome, right, and where you worded-
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and carving that path, ensuring that they have a clear way to get, how would i say, not...
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so, when i started in the public school system, we were living in mexico, tijuana.
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we were going to a school in san diego.
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by the time we'd get home, it'd be like 6:00 in the afternoon.
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to ensure that their kids were born in this country, so that they had access to insurance.
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in mexico, the schools are all private.
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i love the whole ed mylett, like be the one. be the one in your family to change.
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we're now living in san diego.
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and my dad, he worked at the shipyard down in san diego. and he came home one day.
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and so one day i remember my dad coming home, and i told him, "dad, when i grow up, i want-
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so, now i got to look for it outside of home.
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like the saying goes, you don't choose your father, but you choose your father figure.
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i didn't fit in, so to speak, and my dad's telling me i need to do something different.
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so, i noticed a lot of the troubles at home stemmed from the lack of, or misuse of-
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if there was money, then we didn't have to worry about what we're going to...
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so in that neighborhood in san diego, i saw the people who had money. right?
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the distraction was the failing marriage between my parents that allowed me to operate.
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it just set me on a path of a lot of struggle, a lot of pain.
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wow.so here i am in...
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now, when i was released after that, 22 years of my life were in two trash bags.
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he was an alcoholic, or i was abused, and i don't have a home.
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right? or i try to hold onto everything instead of taking ownership and singing...
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right? and seeing families impacted by the mafia that are kidnapping people.
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so, i was introduced to a higher power, very young.
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and so that's what allows me to stay optimistic.
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i was 24 years old. i had my first son, only son. and i remember being...
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and then i was in a relationship with my mother's son.
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right? thinking that was part of my identity.
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and she did, she drew the line, and said, "you know what? you're continuing down a path that i do not want to see my son involved in."
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because he was everything to me.
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right? so, i went to a more heavier drug.
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right? so land back in prison. well, in jail.
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i get out, and i try to do the right thing, but-
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you come in every 30 days, you pee in this cup and we'll see you.
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support, nothing to lean on, so quickly you become-
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so, i ended up moving to south of the border.
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linked up with the wrong crowd again and-
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in federal prison, i was sentenced for attempted importation of illegal substance through the...
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you're around some significant people in that world.
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right? who have made significant impact in that underworld.
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and they fill your head with these ideas like, "oh man, you can still do this."
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and that quickly led me back to what i knew and i came out-
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and then my higher power showed up one day with a gun and a badge, right?
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and then, that's where i had that prayer walk and-
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had the opportunity to finally, right, at 33 years old, make a decision to, i was done. my best ideas had gotten me there. i was literally at the end of my rope and i-
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i wanted something i never had. and i thought to myself, "i know how to fail pretty well. actually. i'm a successful failure."
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so, if i died today, i can't say i've tried everything because the only thing i haven't tried is the right thing.
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the most amazing journey. i've got to meet some amazing people and make an imprint in my community and help individuals.
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... point. the unfortunate reality is some people-
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through it and, wow, as-
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i never thought i was going to come here and accomplish the things i did, but oddly enough...
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whether at the time i acknowledged them or not, was to sustain my drug habits.
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she's since retired. and i graduated during covid, but-
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she was ready to give me four years due to my criminal past, my habitual criminal history.
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i remember saying, "your honor, i have a drug problem."
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and i'm like, "whoa, because this is another step closer to getting out of here and doing something different."
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so they gave me a new date for two weeks later.
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and then my public defender shows up two weeks later and he says, "your application's been denied."
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we're not trying to put foxes in the hen house, is the term they used.
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i was like, "oh well, so what can i do?"
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something tells me that i'm going to give you a shot, so i am going to have my eye on you.
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so, i said thank you.
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and i remember a guy telling me, he's like, "you know what ccdc stands for?"
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i came out with an open mind.
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and he said, "you need support. you need aa or na. you need a sponsor, you need to go to meetings."
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i said, "okay." and i was willing, and it was a lot of walking, a lot of learning the bus system.
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so i leaned into the program. i found a sponsor. i worked steps, and i showed up when i didn't want to.
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i want something i've never had, or i need to do something i've never done.
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right? luckily, and i don't attribute that to luck, actually that's just faith in the process and doing your due diligence.
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so yeah, i leaned in and-
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i was working for a gentleman and every morning there was a routine. you called a drug testing line to see if your color's been called and-
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... i called who i needed to call and they closed at 9:00. and that day, i worked past 9:00, 10 days before my graduation.
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and i'm sitting in my car and it's 9:15 pm.
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i go through my recent calls and i was like, "oh my god, i didn't call the drug testing line."
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and tests, right? because, it's-
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so i said, "okay, i'm going to take the remand." i was prepared for that, but what i didn't want them is to be questioning my sobriety.
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"nonetheless, we're going to remand you for 48 hours."
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and i went and it was the first time in life being in custody not under the influence of anything.
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right? it was very eye-opening, where, in the past-
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not in the right state of mind. it felt like-
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it was combative, right, because you're the inmate and then the ceos, they're the enemy, right?
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but it was a fresh perspective, right, because i didn't have all those-
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... counter culture that i was living with inside of me clouding up my judgment.
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