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what i'm saying now social media done change-
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do is stand next to the rapper and get that-
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okay, think about that while we go through here.
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child physical and sexual abuse are incredibly predictive of psychosis.
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breath work and that's great. sounds great. it's very healing-
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... amazing thing. by working with people through distant surrogate breath work-
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it's got me shaking my head and i've done a lot of research on the subject and i've had some experience with a few people close to me.
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and i'm convinced that the reason so many people are mentally ill and are needing to be medicaid for-
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and at that depth, i lost my weight belt.
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... bloodstream. and as soon as that hit your brain, you can die.
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not only did these people hate my videos, but they also hated me for making them.
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what he called the spectrum of consciousness-
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... level, they will think, "wow, this looks like a hotel," but it feels like purgatory.
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and that is by far the most damaging form of trauma that i've come across.
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starting with the modern level of consciousness, we begin to question our own reality.
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... sanity. we can now assess someone's probability of healing based on-
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okay, so adam, thanks for coming. i really appreciate it.
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i was just in a real miserable place.
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i was taking a ton of different medications at the time and just feeling awful. and really-
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... apparently i can't do this thing. and-
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.... i was just in that quiet state of observation. and-
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hear this, [inaudible 00:07:03].
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[inaudible 00:07:07] to see the video and it's his wife sitting next to him. and-
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and then after that in meditation i experienced a lot of letting go of-
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i don't even remember what i said man, but we were behind soul food and i was like-
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and that felt really weird to me of being like, "damn dude."
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and phil would bring me back to like, "hey man, you're learning something."
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it is very weird to just watch something like that, man.
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i feel like a part of the-
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... yeah, i don't like that part.
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and maybe it's not even one message, but just the questions that are raised-
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that stuff in my first book, that was kind of embarrassing, that really my family didn't want me to talk-
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but i was like, "look, people need to know that this is the kind of shit-"
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it is a whole thing, man to go from home-
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... and then my father passed away of a heart attack at this... just, it was super shitty man-
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but when he passed away, he actually left me some money-
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and hearing just any type of little sound, i wasn't sleeping at all-
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if i hear a car door or just so much stuff that happens when you're homeless.
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and so, i was just having a very hard time trying to be there-
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you guys are like a damn virus man.
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i was totally dumbfounded. and i didn't realize that they had all just surrounded-
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and then i hear this, i went unconscious at that point-
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i hate the prison system and just seeing what is really going on in maui is messed up-
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really since that event, man, i've had the worst ptsd about sharing-
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yeah. just being... man near the river.
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it's like your home more than anything else.
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yeah. i saw the photos of the view and of the land.
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i've never experienced really anything below 20 degrees and here it gets negative-
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so that has been... i mean, it helps a lot with moments of loneliness.
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but spending just a lot of time at my place and just way too-
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and then one day it just fell asleep and didn't wake back up.
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i think somehow you kind of attract these things.
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why is the experience of a manic episode treated as meaningless when it feels so meaningful?
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nation and the whole point is to create the good life. screw the planet.
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every level has its reason for being, and every level has value.
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but it also, unlike the other levels, they're not so focused on trying to become-
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... of now. so that's why i'm calling this level, the power of now.
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i didn't know by the time that it's going to be that huge of a change.
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so i've had his anti-malarial drugs prescribed by dutch [inaudible 00:01:17].
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with a huge load of side effects, which i didn't know about by the time.
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i thought that i really wanted this before-
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... that was completely blocked from my intuition.
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you might know if you don't sleep for a day or two, what happens?
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i was in islamic family and i really saw the comparison between my christian background.
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and i found out that there is not much of a difference.
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we were warned that it's poverty and that people are... that they're poor.
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these people found something more valuable than materialism.
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i'm going to bring world peace and without limitations.
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so i looked at myself in the mirror and without a week of sleep i had this-
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and i saw this light.
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how should i respond to my family or my girlfriend by the time?
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and then at that point, i was just completely in this... what i found later on-
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... it was the only framework i could hang to it.
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but it basically took me to a clinic, put some medication inside me, and-
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... the last thing i remember is i was standing on the airfield between paramedics.
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they were all escorting me and putting me in this-
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... tray. how do you say it?
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eventually i stayed there for three weeks in this private ghana canada clinic.
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yeah, because my insurance from the netherlands and this company called sos international.
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i go to talk to the people, to the guests there.
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walked away from the cleaning sometimes in the night.
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so i got back to the netherlands. everything changed.
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i went straight to people like paramedics came to escort me-
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... from the ambulance to the business lounge in the airport. they brought me straight from-
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... the airport in the netherlands to the psych ward.
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so i can open department with all depressed kids, which didn't help at all.
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i was completely... when it was going well with me, i was taking all the medication and-
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... i was just completely zombified in a way.
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at that time, i didn't know what well or home was.
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i think that's the paradox of when it's going well.
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i changed my name because i didn't want this psychosis to be connected.
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i felt like i couldn't find work or something. but afterwards, now i'm all over the place.
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and how i could live and learn from it.
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well, it started with, there was this girl from the organization, which helped us go to africa.
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and she heard my story and she had some kind of similar experience, a spiritual experience.
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and then she was doubting if that was called a psychosis.
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it was it 2016 and then one in 2017 and-
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at that time i had this second hospitalization.
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and i remember talking to my girlfriend about-
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