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-wanting that, because in doing something like that, you're choosing to end something that-
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-two people enter together and it's been-
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-for so long and it's so intimate and you get so close to each other, that-
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-it's a hard thing to do. and it's a hard thing to say-
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-out loud. and then it's a hard thing to accept in the long run. so i guess how at the beginning, how did you first-
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other than those hours of crying, or what felt like hours of crying in your house-
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-really, really sad and pathetic moment.
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but the flight to dri was really rough. the first one. so from new york to miami-
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i was one of those sad burrito things like you see those things on tumblr, it's going to be like, "i'm going to be a sad burrito thing." i took out the blanket that i had in my backpack-
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-wrapped myself in it because i happened to have a row to myself in the airplane-
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-for the flight done. the flight attendant had to wake me up when we got to miami. and then i was just like-
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-did that happen? did it really happen because i had already texted you before i took off.
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i think i had texted or called donnie before then-
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-and then i had to call my dad. and that's when-
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-it got really rough because i was waiting for the flight from miami to the dr.
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and sitting there being like, "one, i'm not going to be really calling my dad that much because it'll be facetime if anything." and i felt like i needed to let him know because-
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-it's something that he had kind of warned me about.
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so when i called him and then i-
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-was like maybe 20 seconds into the call and i like broke down-
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one, i needed to say it in spanish. i needed it to feel comfortable for me.
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kind of downhill and then there was a lot of crying.
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straighten up. i didn't really want to talk about it. pretended like nothing was happening.
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lived with my roommates, did all the work, and then at night is when it'd be really rough because-
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-but it helped for me to be away and to not have to deal with it at school right from the beginning.
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i leaned on my brother and my dad a lot-
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-while i was going through it. and she was really, really helpful.
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they were just understanding. mad, yes. but very understanding.
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and one of the girls who happened to be my roommate out there, [inaudible 00:04:19], she was literally like my saving grace. she's-
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she was 26 and she turned 26 while we were out there and she just-
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-from a different perspective and then just kind of talk things out-
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a different way like how? what did she say that you think-
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-stuck with you?i think it wasn't so much like what she said, but it was just me irritating, not irritating, like reiterating-
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-your reasons. and then, again, it's not like i ever doubted your reasons or anything, but it was just still really hard to hear.
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.. and then going through my head, like, "what happened?"
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or why that came about and how things happened is what i was trying to do. and, i talked to her about-
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... but also i was out in the [dr 00:00:16]. so, going to the beach and giving myself that time or taking it while i was with the girls-
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... kind of working to accept it because, what, i was-
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i had turned 21, and for them it was really awkward to see-
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... a girl or woman who's 21, who's not married, who doesn't have kids.oh, [inaudible 00:00:39].yeah, they would ask, all the time, "where's your husband? where are your kids? do you have any?
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they'd ask all the time, and i think it was just those things where i was like, i had to kind of take and process and then just be like, "well, this is kind of what things are right now."
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either [inaudible 00:00:58].no. they were all coming from the us. but, even people that worked there, like one of the youngest workers, she was-
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yeah, one of the youngest ones. she had already had two children and she was younger than us. so the fact that they knew here i was a girl that had started going through the program and learning-[inaudible 00:01:19].
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you, i guess, of everything that just happened to... do you think that made it-
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... easier to deal with because you were forced to confront it? or do you think it made it harder?
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i think both. it made it harder just because it felt like it was really soon.
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as they would ask me those things, every now and then i had to be like, "i'm going to go to the restroom." and i go to the restroom and just be like-
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in terms of my conversation with [inaudible 00:01:47], i think it did help me just like-
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and then just kind of see it as like, "well, those were your reasons."
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"i'm not going through this, et cetera, but like, what do i need to get out of this?"
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actually, another thing that comes out. i had a conversation too about-
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... like, now, right, especially in our age group. and somebody said something that was really interesting. it was like-
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"well, men usually want to get to a certain-
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... level of their life before they choose to commit to one person.
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but women-
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i think so. i think from my own experience-
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... i've told you that. i've sent that to you before.
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it is. i can see that. and i think it's something that-
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... i have always really felt. like even before, when people bring up kids and marriage and all that other stuff-
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the idea that i can say most of the women in my life have this-
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you're with this person for a set number of years and you get to know them and you grow-
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this is something that i want to do with you. whether that be like five people would joke about 10, whatever. there is that-
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... you're a part of each other's journey. you see the good, the bad, the ugly, and you're there through it. and if you can make it through that, you know you can be with that person for what is-
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... the rest of your life. that would be cool.do you have people in your family that have been together for that long? like, forever?
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i have people in my family that have been together like 25 years.
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my parents.your parents. yeah.so how are you now in terms of-
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i don't know. i feel like i'm tried multiple times, every single day, by my kids.
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something i'm going to do in bridgeport, or specifically for elementary, once my two years of teach for america are up, but i'm doing-
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that's my life. my kids. the students.
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just trying to give myself time for me. the weekends-
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... are non-existent. i don't really do much.
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one, it doesn't feel like you have any time to, aside from lesson planning, grading, and homework.
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if you don't do work that saturday and leave everything for sunday, because it just doesn't-
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... feel like you're doing enough for your kids. you don't feel like you're doing them any justice.
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but then i feel like i keep neglecting myself-
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... because i'm really not doing anything for myself other than sleeping.
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there's not that much. every now and then i'll meet up with other people. like, i'll go to new haven or norwalk and have get togethers. but even then, put a bunch of teachers in the same room-
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my real question, [inaudible 00:04:46] about your personal life [crosstalk 00:04:46].there isn't.
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i think that's the thing that, because i'm still so focused on everything else that i'm doing-
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one of my brothers mentioned it to me, or my friends will ask, "oh, what's the guy's situation", et cetera. and i'm like, i mean...
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i have friends. i talk to my friends regular basis because texting.
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but even then i don't feel like i'm-
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just because i'm not in that place. it's not something that i'm necessarily looking to invest my energy into.
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and that's because you're focusing on your professional life right now, or is that because you're still carrying baggage from-it's both.
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it's because i know i need to get to a certain place. like i need to finish really strong these two years so that i have a better idea of what it is that i'm doing.
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... myself and owning what is the classroom, et cetera. and finding the place that i want to be in. so what's fear of education-
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looking to be in? and part of that is me doing things like-
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or other people's students and doing school events.
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and then the other part is, yeah, that baggage of i'm not ready or, i guess...
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that when you say you haven't let go, what do you mean?
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okay, so the whole love versus in love...
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... topic thing that i had to work my way through i guess.
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so to backtrack, because we got to explain that,
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i mentioned it before. so in the breakup conversation,
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i said something that i really do believe in, is like, i think there's a big difference between...
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... body and then being in love with them. and i think...
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... at that stage, i wasn't in love, but i have a lot of love-
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[inaudible 00:01:50] which makes these types of conversations and makes me see her easier. like
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there's no animosity between us at all.
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and it's interesting. i told people like, "i'm coming up to do this podcast".
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"like somebody might start swinging." i'm like, "ah, but i don't think..." and it's weird because i don't-
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