cairocode/MSP_POD_NLP · Datasets at Hugging Face

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police drive home, four hours in the back of this car. and even then, where i was a complete mess -	S	3.8	2.8	4.2	1718	Male
felt like i was underwater. i couldn't hear what the police officers were saying to me because i was still in the moment.	N	4	3	4.2	1718	Male
soul. yeah, fucking hell, bro. yeah.	X	3.6	3	4.4	1718	Male
actually, i'm improving. and that's how i started to look at myself.	N	2	3.8	2.6	1718	Male
that's the only way i could describe the feeling, like someone was creeping up behind me all the time. and-	S	2.6	3	3.4	Unknown	Unknown
... he showed me. and he showed me 10 seconds of just this officer going up the stairs. and there was nicki sort of laying-	N	3.2	4.2	3.8	1718	Male
just looked asleep. we turned the video off there.	S	2	3	3.2	1718	Male
i said, "[howie 00:08:00], obviously you're depressed."	X	3.2	3.2	3.4	1718	Male
exercise. he said, "you're getting the stomach aches", which i was getting really bad-	N	3.4	2.6	3.6	1718	Male
we'll get to help him. how he needs it. you know?	S	2.4	3.8	3.6	1718	Male
is this the same? am i missing anything?	N	2.8	4.4	3.8	1718	Male
you're living proof that people can make changes and can -	N	2.8	4	3.4	1718	Male
you can try and accept the pain, to try and break it. it's fucking hard though.	X	3.2	3	4.4	1718	Male
i always say that's but a lesson of a blessing, that-	S	2.4	2.8	2.8	1718	Male
now, i've realized that -	N	3.4	4.4	4	1718	Male
bad shit happens. catastrophes happen.	S	3	2.4	3.4	1718	Male
sas [inaudible 00:08:1] applications are open. so i thought, fuck it. i'll just fill out a form. so i just remember sitting at the breakfast bar, i just filled out this form.	X	4	4	3.4	1718	Male
what entails, but they said just fitness test basically. if you get through the fitness test, you might get an interview with one of the producers.	X	3.6	4.2	3.6	1718	Male
- mile and a half in nine and a half minutes, a bleep test to level 10 at the minimum, and then loads of strength stuff.	N	3.8	3.4	3.8	1718	Male
just took my foot off the gas on the training a little bit. all of a sudden, i got a call saying, "you're-"	X	4.4	4.4	3.8	1718	Male
worn shorts. then flown over this lake by a dam in a helicopter with your bergen-	N	4.8	4.2	4.4	1718	Male
just shoved me out the helicopter. i landed flat on my back. it really hurt. i managed to keep hold of the bergen and swim to-	H	4.8	5.4	4.8	1718	Male
in those two years. and that anxiety just drained the energy out of me.	S	3.2	2.6	4.2	1718	Male
got worse and worse as the time went on.	X	4.4	3.4	4.4	1718	Male
-completely un-confident anymore. it-	S	3	3.4	3	1718	Male
my friends and my family who have been here since they docked are the ones that have cared for me.	N	3	4.6	3	1718	Male
just on one hand, [inaudible 00:09:12] the first of kin. which went a california post a couple days because [inaudible 00:09:14].	S	4	3	3.4	Unknown	Unknown
do you say people [inaudible 00:08:48] watching that may be scared to come forward?	N	3.6	4.2	3.6	1718	Male
... me. it's not fair. i don't-	S	2.8	2	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
... among them. she helped me in. she was amazing.	S	3.8	2.6	2.6	Unknown	Unknown
it's hard.	X	3.2	3	2.6	1718	Male
i gaffed it.it's okay, man.	N	2	3.6	2.6	Unknown	Unknown
!just a second.	S	1.8	3.4	3	Unknown	Unknown
not as easy as that when you're getting groomed. when you're getting manipulated and abused by fucking dirty old men.	X	4.2	2.4	5	Unknown	Unknown
don't even reply those fucking idiots, man.	A	4	2.8	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
he came home and i never saw me again.	S	2.6	3.2	3.2	Unknown	Unknown
and i understand what he's doing.	N	3.2	3.6	3.4	Unknown	Unknown
hell fire when bar came in, man, i was under fire.	H	2.6	3.6	3.2	Unknown	Unknown
started self-harming, terrible. burning myself with cigarettes and stuff.	S	3.8	2.4	4.2	Unknown	Unknown
just give me seven grand to go shopping with. and i was like, i love you. that was it.	H	4.6	5.8	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
and then by the time i went back to extended, i was really freaking ill.	S	3.6	3.6	3.6	Unknown	Unknown
they being knocked down by the press and that cause of their own stupid mistakes as well.	N	4	3.2	4.6	Unknown	Unknown
oh god. i first self-harmed as a child after i've been abused.	X	3	3.4	3	Unknown	Unknown
i was freaking ill. and then all my organs were given up.	X	3.8	2.6	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
but i had everything around me on eden and i was happy and i had a brand new baby and i was-	H	4	5	4.2	Unknown	Unknown
the american cia, a thing called mk ultra, and-	N	3.8	3.8	4.2	2184	Female
first memory at seven was...	N	3.4	3.8	3.6	Unknown	Unknown
i don't know. some people say it was because-	N	3.6	4	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
and then milton had turned up-	X	2.6	3.2	3.6	Unknown	Unknown
drawings i could do-	S	2.6	3.2	3	Unknown	Unknown
and couple of days, well, a week or so later i was-	N	3.4	3.6	3.6	Unknown	Unknown
were absolutely shitfaced, stoned out your mind.	N	2.8	3.2	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
but in the meantime, [milner 00:09:26] -	N	3.8	4.2	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
even your story, even sitting here with these dreams you've got is unbelievable. i take my hat off to you, brother.	U	4.8	4.2	4	2184	Female
there were folks would turn up and they'd choose you.	N	3.2	4.2	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
and there are other stories back at st. williams.	N	3.8	3.6	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
was i buried him in that sand and you can join them.	H	3	4	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
yeah.and we've now got a lawyer.	N	3.6	3.2	4	Unknown	Unknown
i've read reports that say that he used lsd as well and stuff like that.	X	3	3	3.6	Unknown	Unknown
yeah. and i mean, i had to tell my wife gail.	N	3.6	3.4	4	Unknown	Unknown
yeah. it's scary that those people in high [inaudible 00:01:30] can get away with such violent and dirty crimes that-yeah.and-	S	3	2.2	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
that's what i did.	N	2.6	3.8	3	Unknown	Unknown
hate me. they send me loads of requests. don't-	N	3.6	4	4	Unknown	Unknown
each time he was ready to call my aunt, "you have another crown court day." and he goes in there and then they're put him back in prison.	N	3.2	4	3.8	Unknown	Unknown
it's the truth, none of my followers will be asked about-	A	4	3.2	4.4	2055	Male
when ipads first come out, we placed the ipad on a chair. and we filmed ourselves and i watched it on afar.	H	5.4	5.6	5	Unknown	Unknown
show you how to run it and then you sort of take over it from that.	X	5	3.8	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
what really pisses me off, you've got so many girls who are so quick to jump on you. like, "she's a slut. she's-"	A	5.8	2.8	5.8	Unknown	Unknown
i've seen you. i've seen you bent over in the toilet for a line of coke and a fucking shot of gray goose. so don't start telling me that i'm doing-	A	5	2.2	5	2055	Male
... not interested. and then they put underneath, "rate my cock." i-	A	5.2	2.8	4.8	2055	Male
which was horrible. then another girl who i knew tried to throw herself off a bridge and she got sectioned, and this is all in the sex industry. there was-	S	4.2	2.2	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
august, she committed suicide because she had online trials.	X	4.8	2.6	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
oh my god, it makes me so sad to think that someone would be in that position. to think i -	A	6	2.2	5	Unknown	Unknown
oh, because i don't think i'm really like that in my scenes. "oh my god, i'm so dominant." but that's what i get paid to do. that's-	A	5	3.4	5.2	Unknown	Unknown
i'm not an amateur. you've got to think. all these mad things that they want you to do.	X	5.4	3.4	5	2055	Male
it's crazy. i mean, sometimes i sit down and i think, "fuck, it is crazy." but for me, i love my job and-	H	5.4	5.6	5.2	Unknown	Unknown
i love my work and i get to do... i'm living an amazing life and-	X	4.6	4.6	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
i'm where i want to be right now. so i don't know where i want to be in the future. but-	S	5	3	4.2	2055	Male
i've only shot for the biggest companies that will give me the most recognition and the most traction.	X	5	4.2	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
said, "this element is killing me. it's proper hurting, man." and he's like, "where's the ball?" i was like, "up me ass." he was like, "here, you've always got to-"	X	5.8	3.6	5.4	Unknown	Unknown
[inaudible 00:06:54] a gold mine, but you always know this-	H	5.2	5.2	4.2	2055	Male
gold mine's got to come to an end soon. but this is the thing. so what? i'm not asked, [inaudible 00:07:05] this is-	H	4.8	6	4.2	2055	Male
listen, i did did a poncy. i was poncying the other day. i did a double-	H	4.6	4.8	4	Unknown	Unknown
you can't like judge people on why they're doing it or why they want to be there. that's not my business to-	X	5.4	3.6	5.4	Unknown	Unknown
points [inaudible 00:02:18] an industry, you felt, "fuck this, i'm out."?	X	4.2	3.2	4.2	2055	Male
as soon as people see it links, subscriptions, messages.	X	4.6	5	4.6	Unknown	Unknown
be honest, no. no one really bothers me. i've not-	X	5.2	3	4.6	Unknown	Unknown
can't. this is what i mean and i think it... i don't think that's fair. and i chose to have a career-	O	4.8	3	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
but i don't think you should, there's no point in being nasty to people. it-	N	4.2	2.6	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
yeah, of course i'm proud of myself. i never thought from where i've got-	H	4.8	5	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
it was a bit like [inaudible 00:02:33]. i could do what i wanted and i wasn't thinking, "oh, what do i look like"-	X	5.6	4.2	4.4	2055	Male
what i'm doing, it's not about... my social media is my work.	X	4.8	3.4	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
i agree. i massively agree and all that. if you wake up with a positive attitude and you wake up thinking right, you're-	O	4.6	3.2	4.6	Unknown	Unknown
i don't know about what i want to do in my job.	X	4.2	3.4	4	2055	Male
yeah. and it tires me out. and i've got a sore knee, so it hurts me even more.	N	4	4.4	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
i can still do what i'm doing now when i'm [inaudible 00:07:12] sam, i won't even have to be in [inaudible 00:07:14].shut up fucks sake.don't be shooting porn and-	A	5	2.4	4.4	2055	Male
i know, but i don't know, they must just like wank it over there.	O	5	3.8	4.4	Unknown	Unknown
it infuriates me. i can't sit there and-	X	4.8	3.2	4.8	Unknown	Unknown
it's going to take you places where you don't know you can go to.	N	3.8	4.4	4.2	Unknown	Unknown
,, scariest thing, and that should be on the motivation. you need in life is to realize you're going to die.	N	2.8	3.4	4	2188	Male

police drive home, four hours in the back of this car. and even then, where i was a complete mess -

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Male

felt like i was underwater. i couldn't hear what the police officers were saying to me because i was still in the moment.

N

4

3

4.2

1718

Male

soul. yeah, fucking hell, bro. yeah.

X

3.6

3

4.4

1718

Male

actually, i'm improving. and that's how i started to look at myself.

N

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3.8

2.6

1718

Male

that's the only way i could describe the feeling, like someone was creeping up behind me all the time. and-

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3

3.4

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... he showed me. and he showed me 10 seconds of just this officer going up the stairs. and there was nicki sort of laying-

N

3.2

4.2

3.8

1718

Male

just looked asleep. we turned the video off there.

S

2

3

3.2

1718

Male

i said, "[howie 00:08:00], obviously you're depressed."

X

3.2

3.4

1718

Male

exercise. he said, "you're getting the stomach aches", which i was getting really bad-

N

3.4

2.6

3.6

1718

Male

we'll get to help him. how he needs it. you know?

S

2.4

3.8

3.6

1718

Male

is this the same? am i missing anything?

N

2.8

4.4

3.8

1718

Male

you're living proof that people can make changes and can -

N

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3.4

1718

Male

you can try and accept the pain, to try and break it. it's fucking hard though.

X

3.2

3

4.4

1718

Male

i always say that's but a lesson of a blessing, that-

S

2.4

2.8

1718

Male

now, i've realized that -

N

3.4

4.4

4

1718

Male

bad shit happens. catastrophes happen.

S

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2.4

3.4

1718

Male

sas [inaudible 00:08:1] applications are open. so i thought, fuck it. i'll just fill out a form. so i just remember sitting at the breakfast bar, i just filled out this form.

X

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3.4

1718

Male

what entails, but they said just fitness test basically. if you get through the fitness test, you might get an interview with one of the producers.

X

3.6

4.2

3.6

1718

Male

- mile and a half in nine and a half minutes, a bleep test to level 10 at the minimum, and then loads of strength stuff.

N

3.8

3.4

3.8

1718

Male

just took my foot off the gas on the training a little bit. all of a sudden, i got a call saying, "you're-"

X

4.4

3.8

1718

Male

worn shorts. then flown over this lake by a dam in a helicopter with your bergen-

N

4.8

4.2

4.4

1718

Male

just shoved me out the helicopter. i landed flat on my back. it really hurt. i managed to keep hold of the bergen and swim to-

H

4.8

5.4

4.8

1718

Male

in those two years. and that anxiety just drained the energy out of me.

S

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2.6

4.2

1718

Male

got worse and worse as the time went on.

X

4.4

3.4

4.4

1718

Male

-completely un-confident anymore. it-

S

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3.4

3

1718

Male

my friends and my family who have been here since they docked are the ones that have cared for me.

N

3

4.6

3

1718

Male

just on one hand, [inaudible 00:09:12] the first of kin. which went a california post a couple days because [inaudible 00:09:14].

S

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3

3.4

Unknown

do you say people [inaudible 00:08:48] watching that may be scared to come forward?

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4.2

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1718

Male

... me. it's not fair. i don't-

S

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... among them. she helped me in. she was amazing.

S

3.8

2.6

Unknown

it's hard.

X

3.2

3

2.6

1718

Male

i gaffed it.it's okay, man.

N

2

3.6

2.6

Unknown

!just a second.

S

1.8

3.4

3

Unknown

not as easy as that when you're getting groomed. when you're getting manipulated and abused by fucking dirty old men.

X

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2.4

5

Unknown

don't even reply those fucking idiots, man.

A

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2.8

4.4

Unknown

he came home and i never saw me again.

S

2.6

3.2

Unknown

and i understand what he's doing.

N

3.2

3.6

3.4

Unknown

hell fire when bar came in, man, i was under fire.

H

2.6

3.6

3.2

Unknown

started self-harming, terrible. burning myself with cigarettes and stuff.

S

3.8

2.4

4.2

Unknown

just give me seven grand to go shopping with. and i was like, i love you. that was it.

H

4.6

5.8

4.4

Unknown

and then by the time i went back to extended, i was really freaking ill.

S

3.6

Unknown

they being knocked down by the press and that cause of their own stupid mistakes as well.

N

4

3.2

4.6

Unknown

oh god. i first self-harmed as a child after i've been abused.

X

3

3.4

3

Unknown

i was freaking ill. and then all my organs were given up.

X

3.8

2.6

4.4

Unknown

but i had everything around me on eden and i was happy and i had a brand new baby and i was-

H

4

5

4.2

Unknown

the american cia, a thing called mk ultra, and-

N

3.8

4.2

2184

Female

first memory at seven was...

N

3.4

3.8

3.6

Unknown

i don't know. some people say it was because-

N

3.6

4

3.8

Unknown

and then milton had turned up-

X

2.6

3.2

3.6

Unknown

drawings i could do-

S

2.6

3.2

3

Unknown

and couple of days, well, a week or so later i was-

N

3.4

3.6

Unknown

were absolutely shitfaced, stoned out your mind.

N

2.8

3.2

4.8

Unknown

but in the meantime, [milner 00:09:26] -

N

3.8

4.2

3.8

Unknown

even your story, even sitting here with these dreams you've got is unbelievable. i take my hat off to you, brother.

U

4.8

4.2

4

2184

Female

there were folks would turn up and they'd choose you.

N

3.2

4.2

3.8

Unknown

and there are other stories back at st. williams.

N

3.8

3.6

3.8

Unknown

was i buried him in that sand and you can join them.

H

3

4

4.8

Unknown

yeah.and we've now got a lawyer.

N

3.6

3.2

4

Unknown

i've read reports that say that he used lsd as well and stuff like that.

X

3

3.6

Unknown

yeah. and i mean, i had to tell my wife gail.

N

3.6

3.4

4

Unknown

yeah. it's scary that those people in high [inaudible 00:01:30] can get away with such violent and dirty crimes that-yeah.and-

S

3

2.2

3.8

Unknown

that's what i did.

N

2.6

3.8

3

Unknown

hate me. they send me loads of requests. don't-

N

3.6

4

Unknown

each time he was ready to call my aunt, "you have another crown court day." and he goes in there and then they're put him back in prison.

N

3.2

4

3.8

Unknown

it's the truth, none of my followers will be asked about-

A

4

3.2

4.4

2055

Male

when ipads first come out, we placed the ipad on a chair. and we filmed ourselves and i watched it on afar.

H

5.4

5.6

5

Unknown

show you how to run it and then you sort of take over it from that.

X

5

3.8

4.8

Unknown

what really pisses me off, you've got so many girls who are so quick to jump on you. like, "she's a slut. she's-"

A

5.8

2.8

5.8

Unknown

i've seen you. i've seen you bent over in the toilet for a line of coke and a fucking shot of gray goose. so don't start telling me that i'm doing-

A

5

2.2

5

2055

Male

... not interested. and then they put underneath, "rate my cock." i-

A

5.2

2.8

4.8

2055

Male

which was horrible. then another girl who i knew tried to throw herself off a bridge and she got sectioned, and this is all in the sex industry. there was-

S

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2.2

4.8

Unknown

august, she committed suicide because she had online trials.

X

4.8

2.6

4.8

Unknown

oh my god, it makes me so sad to think that someone would be in that position. to think i -

A

6

2.2

5

Unknown

oh, because i don't think i'm really like that in my scenes. "oh my god, i'm so dominant." but that's what i get paid to do. that's-

A

5

3.4

5.2

Unknown

i'm not an amateur. you've got to think. all these mad things that they want you to do.

X

5.4

3.4

5

2055

Male

it's crazy. i mean, sometimes i sit down and i think, "fuck, it is crazy." but for me, i love my job and-

H

5.4

5.6

5.2

Unknown

i love my work and i get to do... i'm living an amazing life and-

X

4.6

4.4

Unknown

i'm where i want to be right now. so i don't know where i want to be in the future. but-

S

5

3

4.2

2055

Male

i've only shot for the biggest companies that will give me the most recognition and the most traction.

X

5

4.2

4.8

Unknown

said, "this element is killing me. it's proper hurting, man." and he's like, "where's the ball?" i was like, "up me ass." he was like, "here, you've always got to-"

X

5.8

3.6

5.4

Unknown

[inaudible 00:06:54] a gold mine, but you always know this-

H

5.2

4.2

2055

Male

gold mine's got to come to an end soon. but this is the thing. so what? i'm not asked, [inaudible 00:07:05] this is-

H

4.8

6

4.2

2055

Male

listen, i did did a poncy. i was poncying the other day. i did a double-

H

4.6

4.8

4

Unknown

you can't like judge people on why they're doing it or why they want to be there. that's not my business to-

X

5.4

3.6

5.4

Unknown

points [inaudible 00:02:18] an industry, you felt, "fuck this, i'm out."?

X

4.2

3.2

4.2

2055

Male

as soon as people see it links, subscriptions, messages.

X

4.6

5

4.6

Unknown

be honest, no. no one really bothers me. i've not-

X

5.2

3

4.6

Unknown

can't. this is what i mean and i think it... i don't think that's fair. and i chose to have a career-

O

4.8

3

4.8

Unknown

but i don't think you should, there's no point in being nasty to people. it-

N

4.2

2.6

4.4

Unknown

yeah, of course i'm proud of myself. i never thought from where i've got-

H

4.8

5

4.8

Unknown

it was a bit like [inaudible 00:02:33]. i could do what i wanted and i wasn't thinking, "oh, what do i look like"-

X

5.6

4.2

4.4

2055

Male

what i'm doing, it's not about... my social media is my work.

X

4.8

3.4

4.8

Unknown

i agree. i massively agree and all that. if you wake up with a positive attitude and you wake up thinking right, you're-

O

4.6

3.2

4.6

Unknown

i don't know about what i want to do in my job.

X

4.2

3.4

4

2055

Male

yeah. and it tires me out. and i've got a sore knee, so it hurts me even more.

N

4

4.4

Unknown

i can still do what i'm doing now when i'm [inaudible 00:07:12] sam, i won't even have to be in [inaudible 00:07:14].shut up fucks sake.don't be shooting porn and-

A

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2.4

4.4

2055

Male

i know, but i don't know, they must just like wank it over there.

O

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4.4

Unknown

it infuriates me. i can't sit there and-

X

4.8

3.2

4.8

Unknown

it's going to take you places where you don't know you can go to.

N

3.8

4.4

4.2

Unknown

,, scariest thing, and that should be on the motivation. you need in life is to realize you're going to die.

N

2.8

3.4

4

2188

Male