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in terms of club venue-
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it's not enticing to me, it's not relaxing for me. i do drink, but...
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i'll usually do dinner and then an espresso and then a nap.
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... all of your attention. that pretty much always energizes you.
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are you ever like, "i really don't want to do this. oh my-"
S
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3
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at an afternoon slot, and i hadn't slept a lot. i had flown straight there, from another show. things like that. and then-
S
2.6
2.8
3.8
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it makes me uncomfortable. i don't like it.
S
3.6
2.6
4.2
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i wanted to comment on that.
N
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... people that were really into records, and into-
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4
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i feel like that's super relatable, and normal, and-
H
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3
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... went in recently and tried on mascara.
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for you, that you've figured it out.
X
1.8
3.4
3.4
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doing what you love for work, because that is the goal, i think.
S
3
4
3
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..and friends and bookings at least specifically. it became -
X
3.8
3.4
3.6
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every job now, i think to be honest though,
S
2.8
3.2
3.2
Unknown
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i think i just felt really fed up by the industry.
X
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3
3.2
Unknown
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sucks. also, i wish i could get all my money back from the stock market.
S
3
2.8
3.2
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i don't know why i just brought that up. i was just thinking of...
X
2.4
2.8
2.4
Unknown
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be sensitive or what bother me.
X
2.8
3.2
2.8
Unknown
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started getting good when i got drunker, but now
N
2.2
3.6
3
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the only times i would end up in places like that were just by chance. drunkenly just ending up there.
S
3
3
3
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..it's good stuff. i kind of crossed the line where it becomes depression, sleeping. it's hardto
S
1.8
3
2.4
Unknown
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oh yeah, i always forget that not everybody has that thing.
N
2.8
3
3.6
Unknown
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really sad. she's pretty healthy. she's really fortunate, but she has no sense of smell and she kind of takes pride in it because it's her sort of
S
2.8
3.4
3
Unknown
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and are just wanting to be heard.
N
2
3.2
3
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as children they just wanted adults to take us seriously.
N
3
3.2
3.6
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drug addict stuff. it's really upsetting. it's really sad.
N
4.8
3
3.4
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yeah, and my own sense of humor about myself is what allows me to cope and be able to empathize with myself.
N
4.2
4.8
4
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people, recently, my closest and most loved...
N
2.8
4.8
4.4
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that humor bone, the funny bone.
X
3
4.8
3.4
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but we love these people nonetheless, so we have to think about how...
X
2.8
3.8
3.6
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if they then appear up on youtube, i don't know where i...
N
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3.6
3
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i'm al, your host of al anonymous, this podcast, and this evening i am sitting across from my guest of honor...
N
2.8
5.2
2.8
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that's a real thing. whenever i say that to people through.
N
4
4
4.2
Unknown
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it causes cognitive dysfunction, sleep apnea...
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3
3
3.6
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listeners, if you can offer me any... i'm a good worker. i really am.
N
2.6
3.8
2.4
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it makes people... yeah, that is a trick that i love doing.
N
2.2
4.8
3.6
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have accumulated so much clothing from
X
2
3.6
3.2
2036
Male
... month periods, i get $3,000 in free clothing for just one brand in particular. i can't say what that brand is.
N
3.2
4.6
3.6
Unknown
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you can get it for your... there's people who get stuff for their girlfriend, and clearly they're not going to wear this skirt, it's at your own...
S
3.8
3
3.6
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i used to live in sunset parks and i loved it. i can give you many food recommendations.
N
3.6
3.6
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it's when you were talking about gay genius.
N
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4
3.4
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three days a week we have a nanny.
N
3.2
3.6
4
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yeah, exactly, exactly.
H
4
5.4
4
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there was a pillow. i was like...
H
5.2
5.8
5
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you're not having fun when you're staying up until eight in the morning and just talking over each other. it's not fun.
S
2.8
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i would say my average, even in my responsible new dad drinking habit...
N
5
4.6
4.6
Unknown
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minimum one if not two days a week where we're super hungover.
N
3.4
3.2
4
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hideous. especially starting at 6:00 am is it.
N
5.4
3.2
4.6
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the program, they recommend to not date anyone for your first year.
X
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3
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we talk about things. i have a friend who only drinks on the weekends.
N
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4.6
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yeah that's it
H
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6.2
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so tune into my radio
N
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show, nite al anonymous, tonight at 7:00 pm.
N
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and it's really exciting to be back here and...
H
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5.4
5.6
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see what god is doing through all of you people in the community here. it's awesome that...
H
5.2
5
5.6
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there's something great going on and i appreciate being invited and to be part of it today.
H
5
5.6
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i hope you all know how lucky you are, because...
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i do this a lot. i have been in church auditoriums, big and small, across this country...
H
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i mean, it's not a participation sport, it's just a sit back and listen and enjoy it.
X
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what i'm here to do today is share a little bit about my life.
N
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4
4.8
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everybody talks pretty normally, kind of like i do. i don't know, that may not sound normal to y'all.
X
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4
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compared to what you can find there, it's pretty normal.
X
4.6
4.6
5.2
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a cheerleader in high school. i was...
N
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4
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in fact, in the area where i grew up. i'd never really known of anything really bad that had happened to anybody.
N
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Male
like this happening. or they maybe even have known someone or they've seen so much about it on the news.
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6
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my boyfriend and i were sitting in his car on the riverfront, which is where all the action happened in madisonville.
X
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2030
Male
they told us that they were escapees from angola prison. some of you may have heard of angola prison before. it's the louisiana state penitentiary. we just call it angola for short in louisiana.
N
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5.2
2030
Male
but he put a gun to my head and they told us this. they said that all they wanted was our car and our money. they told us not to do anything stupid. well...
X
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2.4
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2030
Male
mark got out of the car, he leaned back in to help me out. i was still just frozen, stiff, couldn't move. and when he did that...
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3
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along interstate 12 a few hours east to an area just past mobile, alabama.
N
5.2
4.2
4.4
2030
Male
my dad also lived in pascagoula, mississippi.
N
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after everything that had happened, and i knew that something had happened to mark, i wasn't sure yet. i heard the gunshot, but when i questioned them, they told me that they just shot up in the air to scare him.
A
5.4
2.4
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had shot and thought they killed my boyfriend,
A
4.6
2.4
5.6
2030
Male
later that day, the police would be able to find mark because i was able to give them an accurate description. you see, they didn't blindfold me
X
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4.6
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robert lee, willie had shown me his parole papers from jail. now, he wasn't in angola, but he wasn't another correctional facility
N
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he took out his driver's license and showed me that he was the one that had the driver's license, not me.
N
5.2
3.6
5
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you see? because on the same day, it would be several days after they let me go.
A
5.6
2.4
5.6
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i was so angry and full of rage.
A
5.8
2.6
5.6
Unknown
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i had never felt hatred like this before.
A
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i hated these two men with every bit of strength that i could muster up in my body.
A
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2.4
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and i did not feel lucky, most of the time.
N
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4.6
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tell me, "oh, you should be so grateful and you're so lucky," and all of that kind of stuff. that didn't help because i wanted to scream at them or punch them in the face or something.
A
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2.2
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i knew they didn't really want to hear how i was. they wanted the simple, quick, little answer, "fine," so that they would be off the hook.
A
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6
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clinic or anything. my family could not afford private pay.
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this church, that really i was brave as a 16-year-old to go to by myself.
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my father-in-law was a deacon in my church. he held a leadership position in my church.
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3
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and it wasn't until he read in my book, i wrote a book about my story, it wasn't until he read in my book, after i was married to his son...
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assumed that somebody who knew me better was doing it.
A
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3.2
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i know there's help for it. back then...
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3.8
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i was an honor student. school was my life.
A
5.2
3.2
5.6
2030
Male
i was in the popular crowd. that's where i got my...
A
6
3
5.8
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i would find out later that when you're offered a college scholarship, they take it back if you drop out, so don't do it.
A
5.6
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joseph jesse vaccaro would end up with something like seven or eight, i've lost count.
X
5.8
3.4
5.2
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this said to me, he was going to be there forever. he is still in prison today. it's 25 years later. i correspond with him on a very limited basis.
O
5.2
2.4
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it's an odd time i know, and not for the reasons that you might think or that i thought
A
5
2.8
4.8
2030
Male
so i just sort of waited, making excuses for myself, spiraling downward the whole time.
A
5.6
2.2
5.8
2030
Male
being angry at everyone and everything around me, my family.
S
5
2.4
5.8
Unknown
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i was angry mostly at god because they say that it's the people that you depend on and count on and love the most.
A
4.6
2.6
5.4
2030
Male
many of you may know from firsthand experience that sometimes it's when we're at that lowest point in our life...
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6
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