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she feels black and she's felt black and she was surrounded by white people, but felt there was a certain innate thing in her that was black.
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we know. and it's not because i felt like i would-
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... say i'm black to give more access to people who don't have it or-
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we had that discussion my first day of school in an all black-
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a punchline.no, no doubt.and you're going to hate me over something i have no control over. so here we are as black girls battling.
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we're good, we're good. danielle, in the documentary, danielle.
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they ever speak to what it is to be a black female. and so i want to be honest about that and listen to-
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... my black women so that i can get an understanding of the type of struggles that they have in this world. and this is a very good conversation for that. so i probably would answer it that way.
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my hidden sexism that's going on, and on top of that, you got to deal with racism. so i don't ever want there to be this thing where it's like-
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black men go through so much more because we black. it's like, wait a minute, they going through the same struggle. in a lot of ways it's a lot worse.
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no, so i don't. i'm with you on that.
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but it was like this hyper-masculinity tied into blackness. you had to be the manliest man, the most macho man of all time, because not only are you man, but you're black.
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it's real. i can't really say it any other way. it was really this thing where it was like, mom-
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... this is some bull. what you saying ain't right. nah, that's not what they're saying out there, mom.
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you can try that when they're in elementary school and maybe middle school, but teenagers? you say-
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... so they're going to fight back against that. so for me, it's throwing out the questions and letting them answer and bringing it back together.okay, now what does that mean? how do you feel?
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i might say something that offends y'all. i might say something that offends so and so. we don't have these conversations. if you write it down and you say, this is a safe space, you can express however you want it. you can have the most-
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... opinion ever and nobody's going to judge you. somebody may have something opposite of that and you got to accept that, too.so that's where the poetry comes in. nobody judges in pypm workshops. and if you do, you not, you not hitting it.
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and it's always been that simple to me. i would like, just because i feel like i don't know if i made myself clear-
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... who i was and that i could do it with some type of pride and simplicity.and she said, you just tell them that you're black and your hair is what your hair is, and to leave you alone.
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deaf soccer players and deaf baseball players. i would literally be like, do you know anybody who's deaf who plays? who skis?
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i think that's a paradigm change, that we have this fly, brilliant, self-defined-
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... is another image that's on the glossy television, that's on the glossy-
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... she had that color that i always wanted, which was just... she calls herself tawny. that's a seventies' term of makeup, but-
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... symbolize that, they epitomize that. you would want to think that the conversations that my mother had with me when she was going to-
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... i'm just saying that my mom told me about going to those parties.right.
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no. what i mean is when a trayvon martin happens, i don't hear black people saying, i'm tired of talking about racism.
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and so i think of my own daughter. she wasn't allowed to have white baby dolls. i got flack from all my friends. oh, that's racist. no.
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and we in our like mid twenties at this point, this ain't our fight no more. we got to save the babies now, and it's midnight.
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it's acting black, acting white. it's really based upon stereotypes. people say you speak white because you speak proper.
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all right, we're going to go ahead and get started here. hello everyone.
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good habits and practice those habits consistently to receive the benefits from those actions and behaviors.
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we train out of the twitter headquarters in san francisco, california.
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and encountering health issues, i realized exercise was something that was mandatory.
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that really isn't good enough for many of us.
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it got me looking into research around environmental enrichment.
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he is an engineer, teacher, all this other stuff, to now hanging out in his bed.
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when we get him out in the living room, i go in and i pick my dad up, i put him in the wheelchair and i take him to the living room. so movement for me-
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... there's so many benefits outside of it being for me.
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it also benefits the people that i love around me. so it has changed my why, and i hope to share that with you at this panel, but mainly through-
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... i thought it would just bring another face, light it up a bit.
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what your process looks like. how would you describe your-
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?... how can we get to know you as coaches a little bit? let's maybe start with julie.
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i'm always thinking, oh shit. it looks too big. and my friends are always going, you serve bigger than this. you'll be fine. you'll be fine.
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to experiencing what movement can do for them.
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can literally be medicine on both ends. one can be performance medicine and the other could be potentially like lifesaving medicine.
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and if i learn how to appreciate the details that others might skip over, or the details that people think might not be important, i could help.
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i guess what really motivates me these days-
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... and apply what we apply and leave what we-
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... i'm going to jump at the opportunity to answer my own question and tell you a little bit about my practice and my movement style.
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found traditional martial arts at 12 years old. i knew from having watched-
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... kung fu movies and jackie chan that i wanted to do martial arts training, that that was something really cool.
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my mom wasn't so sure about that idea, so i ended up having to find my own karate school to go to, which i found through a friend of a friend. and i was off the races. loved it.
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for those of us that are consistently engaged with the training habit, as time goes by, we get a little bit better than we were yesterday. we get a little bit stronger.
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if i can inspire anyone in this audience or anyone outside of this audience-
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... very minimalistic, so i'm very inspired by classical gymnastics. lots of body weight exercises.
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right? whether it's physical or mental.
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so the younger version of me made a big mistake. the load that i used was greater than his capacity to recover. now, he recovered.
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right? that's not everybody, but generally.
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i'm really, really good at strong resting. i will only do movement that i love, that i enjoy, that speaks to me in some way. maybe it's a challenge or whatever.
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and this is actually the-
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that's friday, 5:00 to 5:30 on saturday, 1:50 to 2:20.and then darryl will also be doing a talk 9:50 to 10:30 on saturday, as well.
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i was sexually abused as a child by three different relatives at three different times.
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and i can't prove it, but i know it. and-
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... was happening to her. and so i don't blame her. she's five years older than me, and i was a very young child.
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i didn't know at the time what she was going through, but years later i put pieces together.
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most of her life. and i'm not at all surprised at that was happening. she'll never admit that, but...
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and they came to our home and they were staying for about a week with their new baby.
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and i met her husband. i hadn't met him before.
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in essence, i loved going out in that pool.
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i didn't care if anybody was out there or not. i was going to go in the pool. so i was out in the pool.
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and bill wanted to come in, too. now that wasn't unusual. we had... when relatives would come to stay. i live in florida and-
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... he came into the pool with me. i didn't think anything of it. i got older brothers and i didn't think anything of it.
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and he swam closer to me and he goes-
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... wanting to tickle me.
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sorry, my husband just came home so the dogs were barking.
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that's not normal. that's not normal. and i-
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... i was still screaming 15 minutes later and my mom actually came in and looked. now she never cared before. she never cared. she never stopped him from beating us. she didn't give a shit.
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and i looked down and when i looked down at my thigh, i saw a bruise.
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and i saw that and my eyes got big and i went.
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so then growing up in an abusive household, and my dad was gone by the time i was 12.
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looked, apparently just like my father's mother, whom my mother hated.
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parents were abusive, horrible people, but i still took care of them when they were dying.
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became boy crazy, if you will. i mean, i just wanted a boyfriend. i just wanted somebody to love me and i didn't know any way to get it.
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and i regretted that my whole life. and then i broke up with him fairly quickly, and then i started dating this other guy.
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he didn't want... he would have broken up with me even if i hadn't had an abortion. i was tainted at that point.
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football coach at our school who had an in-home bible study group.
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towards me, a little more interested in me.
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and so we started going out and right away, i mean right away, he wanted me to move in with him.
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and a few months later we got married and i got pregnant right away.
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prior to him for a month and a half, so it'd been four months between the time i had been with someone, and this point besides him.
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13 years, and raped me for 13 years.
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and fred beat me up very, very badly one night and raped me and passed out because he was drunk at the time. he was a drug addict, alcoholic.
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my parents, my family knew what was going on, but they didn't care.
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so i stayed, because i had nowhere to go. i stayed for 13 years because i had nowhere else to go. but when my son was 10, i went back to college.
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i was a founding member of the association of honors program students. i graduated from the honors program.
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married man away from his family, which i was okay with, because i hated his guts.
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they agreed to that and the divorce was finalized.
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he was head usher at church.
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they were all the same age, and he was the most wonderful christian man i've ever met in my life.
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