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and not a negative.wow.and if you live with that positivity all of your life, without that fear of death. wow. | U | 4 | 4.8 | 4.6 | 606 | Male |
well, what my purpose is your purpose. what you do is what i'm doing. | N | 3.8 | 4.2 | 4.2 | 606 | Male |
wow. i don't think i've ever actually viewed it in that way. | N | 3.8 | 4.2 | 4.2 | 605 | Female |
so how do you ever figure out what your calling is? because i know when i was younger. | U | 3.8 | 4.8 | 4 | 605 | Female |
i wanted to become a surgeon. i love singing, but i'm not a good singer. | H | 4.2 | 4.8 | 4.8 | 605 | Female |
those two things. i want it to become a surgeon because i thought i wanted to change lives and help people, but i hate blood. so when. | X | 4.6 | 4.4 | 4.4 | 605 | Female |
however, the concerns that you might have about what you think you should be doing and where life takes you.mm-hmm (affirmative)don't concern yourself. | N | 3.4 | 4.6 | 4.8 | 606 | Male |
but the world tends to look down and occupations like that and then people kind of suppress their feelings because they feel like, "it's not what i'm supposed to do. it's not good enough." | N | 3.8 | 3.6 | 4.6 | 605 | Female |
it makes them feel, it belittles them for that to be their calling and not everyone can do the same things in life. | N | 4.4 | 4.2 | 4.4 | 605 | Female |
i shouldn't be frowning upon you.mm-hmm (affirmative).and that's where humility comes in.mm-hmm (affirmative).the humility. | N | 3.8 | 4.2 | 3.8 | 606 | Male |
part of my journey and part of the whole process of loving.mm-hmm (affirmative).and getting people to feel correct. then, i'm doing the right thing. | X | 4 | 5.4 | 4.6 | 606 | Male |
the lady who was cleaning the toilet, every time someone came in, she'd be like, "welcome to my office." | H | 4 | 3.8 | 3.6 | 605 | Female |
well, basically the tripod, well, i call it the tripod in terms of, of sorting out the anxiety process, which i. | N | 3.2 | 3.6 | 3.4 | 606 | Male |
the fear of not being loved or not feeling that emotional love. also, the. | N | 3.5 | 3.5 | 3.833333 | 606 | Male |
every day, i'd do it for the rest of my life. | N | 4.2 | 4.2 | 4.4 | 606 | Male |
it's okay i have fake people around me, but pretend to love me. | X | 3.2 | 2.6 | 3.6 | 605 | Female |
but if i don't have money, then i have to literally go and start searching for the [inaudible 00:00:14]. | X | 3.8 | 3 | 4.2 | 605 | Female |
he's christian. he hasn't changed, he hasn't mentioned the word as far as | N | 4 | 4.2 | 4.6 | 1270 | Female |
you don't have any purpose, you don't necessarily have any deep purpose to your life, whereas christianity. | X | 3 | 3.4 | 3.6 | 1269 | Male |
i don't think it's a religious thing, because i, for one, and this is again, just my opinion feel like religion condemns so many things. | A | 4 | 3.4 | 4 | 605 | Female |
it judges gay people, it judges people that cheat. | A | 4.8 | 2.8 | 4.8 | 605 | Female |
you only become a bad person when life happens and things happen. things happen. | N | 3.2 | 3.2 | 4.2 | 605 | Female |
i think it's just in our inner human nature to feel that way. | N | 3.6 | 3.8 | 3.6 | 605 | Female |
you know, i'm not telling you this, so you can feel sorry for me, but i'm from a very conservative family | N | 2.6 | 3.4 | 3.8 | 603 | Female |
and this was in the 1960's. so, i had very very few options at that time. | S | 3.4 | 2.8 | 3.6 | 603 | Female |
abortion was not legal, but you could imagine that that was not my choice for how i would become a mother | S | 3.5 | 3.333333 | 3.916667 | 603 | Female |
at that time. as i saw it, was to have my baby and give him up for adoption. | N | 3.833333 | 3.833333 | 3.833333 | 603 | Female |
some little hidden place for me, it was a home for unwed mothers, and then we'd have our babies, | S | 3.2 | 3.2 | 3.2 | 603 | Female |
we'd give them up for adoption, and then we'd returned to high school pretending that we just been on extended vacations. except something went buzzing. | S | 3.4 | 2.6 | 2.8 | 603 | Female |
the nurses made what i always assumed was a mistake and they bought me [inaudible 00:01:50]. | A | 4.4 | 3.2 | 4 | 603 | Female |
i kept saying, he's got my face, it's got my face, oh shit. | F | 5.4 | 2.8 | 5.2 | 603 | Female |
i made a decision to parent the child of my rapist. so for 45 years, i've been tethered to my rapist. | S | 2.545455 | 2.272727 | 4.181818 | 603 | Female |
he also is dead now, but he was a pedophile. my son had to deal | S | 3.4 | 3.4 | 3.4 | 603 | Female |
because no young girl should be sexually abused by a relative. | D | 4 | 2.8 | 4.8 | 603 | Female |
and once that happens, i should still have choices of whether or not | N | 3.4 | 3.2 | 3.8 | 603 | Female |
all of those choices were denied to me before i was even 19 years old. | S | 2 | 2 | 3.8 | 603 | Female |
i probably am still internalizing it, you know, i've been in therapy for, i don't know how long. | H | 4 | 4.4 | 4.2 | 603 | Female |
i told mckenzie, i don't want to go over there. i don't want to work with those white women. | C | 5.2 | 3 | 5.4 | 603 | Female |
you think a panther would lead you wrong? | X | 5.8 | 3.4 | 5.8 | 603 | Female |
i mean, this woman broke down weapons | H | 5.363636 | 5.545455 | 5.090909 | 603 | Female |
in the black liberation army. i was trying to figure out what oppression. | X | 3.8 | 4.2 | 4 | 603 | Female |
thanks to the kid, gee, i ended up over at the dc rape crisis center. | N | 5 | 4 | 5 | 603 | Female |
you go to a medical practitioner? | X | 5.090909 | 5.181818 | 5.181818 | 603 | Female |
oh my god, i'm late. oh my god. | X | 5.454545 | 2.545455 | 4.636364 | 603 | Female |
when i get fired from my job, if i decide to keep them, but oh my god. | F | 5.888889 | 2 | 5.111111 | 603 | Female |
this is the real conversations that go on in women's heads. when that period is just a little bit late, and you know you've been sexually active, and you're like, | S | 3.8 | 3.2 | 3.2 | 603 | Female |
oh shit. the answers to those, oh my god conversations are going to determine whether she's ready to become a parent or | N | 5 | 4 | 4.8 | 603 | Female |
not. if she doesn't have health care, if she's worried about getting battered by her partner, | X | 4.916667 | 2.5 | 5.083333 | 603 | Female |
[inaudible 00:03:54] snore, the pro-life side pays attention to the conditions in a woman's life before she becomes pregnant. | N | 4.2 | 3.4 | 4.8 | 603 | Female |
one trying to say we're giving her choices, and the other saying, we're trying to take away her choices so that she has the baby. | A | 4.4 | 3.6 | 5 | 603 | Female |
but if you don't pay attention to those, oh my god considerations, you're not giving her choices that make sense. | A | 4.4 | 3.2 | 5.2 | 603 | Female |
the human rights framework, we came up with a concept of reproductive justice, and reproductive justice | X | 4.8 | 4.6 | 5 | 603 | Female |
where our right to be mothers is often deeply contested. | C | 4.6 | 3.8 | 4.6 | 603 | Female |
we also joined with the pro-choice movement in fighting for the right to abortion, to birth control. | X | 3.222222 | 4.111111 | 4.888889 | 603 | Female |
so reproductive justice is not a way to avoid saying abortion. | N | 3.6 | 3.2 | 4.2 | 603 | Female |
it just goes beyond abortion. and then we have to fight for the right to parent our children. | X | 4.4 | 2.6 | 5.6 | 603 | Female |
.. women to parent. the right for people who are disabled to express their parenting right, trans people to become parents, all of these rights to parent. | A | 4.8 | 4 | 5.6 | 603 | Female |
but to do so in safe and healthy environment, so that means that we have to fight against gun violence as part of the right. | S | 3.8 | 3.4 | 3.6 | 603 | Female |
i sat up all night on my cot, holding my knees close to my chest. | X | 3.4 | 3.6 | 4 | 604 | Female |
my spirit was dying because at times i preferred the box than to be in general population. | S | 3.2 | 3.8 | 4 | 604 | Female |
they kept me in. once again, | C | 3.2 | 2.8 | 3.6 | 604 | Female |
i realized that i was no longer 23 years old when i first started jailing going behind the wall. now, i was 28. | S | 2.428571 | 3.285714 | 3.142857 | 604 | Female |
where had all the years gone? | S | 2 | 2.4 | 2.6 | 604 | Female |
the worst death i suffered was the death of my spirit | C | 3.8 | 3.6 | 3.4 | 604 | Female |
knitting booties, then the fear set in again. | X | 3.4 | 3.6 | 3.8 | 604 | Female |
[inaudible 00:00:59] if i don't change, change did not come easy at all but it came. change was hard for me on the outside. | X | 3.1 | 3.9 | 4 | 604 | Female |
i felt i had no purpose, even worse, | S | 3 | 2.6 | 3.4 | 604 | Female |
i have a brother who did 20 years behind the wall. he found life outside the wall, | X | 3.4 | 3.4 | 4 | 604 | Female |
he found his purpose and worth, while behind the wall, he found out that his true father is a king. | N | 2.8 | 4.6 | 3.8 | 604 | Female |
but we will do everything to defeat it. | N | 2.4 | 3.8 | 4 | 1270 | Female |
i remember that day, it was probably one of the worst days of my life | N | 3.8 | 4 | 4.2 | 1270 | Female |
but we had satellite so we could watch side-by-side that how different the portrayal was. and | S | 2.4 | 3.6 | 2.2 | 1269 | Male |
for my dad and his peers, the other men in the community. | S | 2.4 | 3 | 3 | 1270 | Female |
that's what they think. we are traitors. | N | 2.2 | 3.4 | 3.8 | 1270 | Female |
who massively rejected this constitution and there were fears that may further divide this- | N | 5 | 3.4 | 4.6 | 1270 | Female |
shooting a gun with their eyes closed because they're just doing it- | U | 4.6 | 3 | 4.4 | 1270 | Female |
because we were burning so much stuff. | S | 3 | 3.6 | 3.4 | 1270 | Female |
when i was on the ground, my goal is to make it back home alive and to do whatever it takes to come back home alive. | X | 4.2 | 5.2 | 5.6 | 1270 | Female |
so let me say this as plainly as i can, by august 31st, 2010- | X | 4.6 | 5 | 6.2 | 1270 | Female |
i believed him at the time and i thought it was a good thing. and i thought, okay, i can finally move ahead with my life, put this war behind me. | S | 3.285714 | 4.142857 | 3.142857 | 1270 | Female |
... over there. i think that | N | 2.2 | 3.2 | 2.4 | 1269 | Male |
it should be known that the fight is much tougher than anyone could imagine, no matter weaponry that we have. | S | 2.666667 | 3.083333 | 3.833333 | 1270 | Female |
i mean even the framing is up for grabs and i have three fantastic south africans with me. i have a third- | X | 4.6 | 3.2 | 3.8 | 598 | Male |
we don't have a script for it and i'm only going to be asking the odd prompting question to make sure there's no dead air. | N | 4 | 4.6 | 4 | 598 | Male |
what should we even be talking about before i start mansplaining to you the issues that are actually the heart of your lives? | X | 5.2 | 4 | 5.2 | 598 | Male |
what is it that we want to fight for? and then from there if you see yourself as being a feminist, then that's good. but [inaudible 00:03:15] and if you don't- ... | X | 4.666667 | 4 | 4.333333 | 600 | Female |
contribution that black feminists have specifically made to political struggles around gender. | S | 4 | 4.2 | 4.8 | 601 | Female |
and which are feminism. i mean feminism as a discourse, feminism as a movement is very important. does it alienate some women though? | N | 5 | 4.6 | 4.8 | 598 | Male |
i have seen women who don't know about the theory who do feminist acts and they're not aware of this feminist theory that exists. so i guess | N | 3.6 | 3.6 | 3.8 | 599 | Female |
[inaudible 00:03:41] is it's theorized it an exclusive space but feminist acts aren't necessarily exclusive. | N | 3.666667 | 4 | 4.5 | 599 | Female |
i think the first thing we need to understand is that it's not just a question of difference, it's a question of power. who has the power to define which feminism has the most importance? | X | 4.6 | 4.4 | 5.2 | 600 | Female |
i mean they show the first wave, second wave, third wave feminism, that's coming from a particular history, even the concept of waves is coming from a particular history. where the first wave feminism, especially with the suffragettes- | N | 5.4 | 4.4 | 5 | 600 | Female |
i learned another history, i learned about, sigourney weaver and how she was also a part of that movement. and how actually black voices was still speaking out then. but then of course, where was my history? i was coming from a- | A | 5 | 4.6 | 5 | 600 | Female |
but then can i respond to that? i understand, you're saying that intersectionality, even feminism, these words are for everyone. but at the same time, i mean | X | 6.2 | 2.8 | 6.2 | 600 | Female |
we need to understand that these words are, we're saying these words in english, we're saying these... and because we're using it in english, we're coming from the university spaces, this is from a particular history. | X | 5 | 4.4 | 5 | 600 | Female |
so yes, it may be for anyone but then the real issue is that it is for those who can use it. so then it becomes these words are for those who can use it. | N | 4.833333 | 4.666667 | 5.666667 | 600 | Female |
how can i still be included but then without having to be intimidated by these big english words? i mean isn't that the next issue- | A | 6.416667 | 2.166667 | 6.333333 | 600 | Female |
then just because it's for everyone, can everyone use it? but the thing, i think- | H | 5.2 | 4.8 | 4.8 | 600 | Female |
i think we should realize that theorizations also happening in different=. | N | 5.454545 | 3.454545 | 4.454545 | 601 | Female |
so i think that there's a lot of, in terms of people- | N | 4.8 | 4.2 | 3.6 | 601 | Female |
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