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	love osama you and I'm so thankful that you've done all of this for me, even though I don't deserve it. And just sitting in that moment,
	is not that you'll never desire for things in life again, not that you'll never desire for that osama
	up God. And in that process, that doesn't seem peaceful, but he is peace. So,
	it was also this confirmation that this is not just something I struggle with, but this is something that burdens God and he wants me to change it.
	Therefore, I will hope in him. To know that this was written after
	are living for the approval of man, but all of those things are rooted in reverence and honor of
	called to be liked by everyone. I was called to be faithful.
	in this way. God will you hold me accountable and listen the Holy Spirit he will gently
	things as lazy. I just never liked it because growing up, my dad used to always use that word.
	And he just comes up to us and he's like, God is telling me that you guys are supposed to get married. And he just starts to say all of these things.
	to miss out. There's so many things that you can miss out on because you are a people.
	with God. True worship is not about what we can get from God, but who he
	question is, if God didn't do another thing for me, would he be enough? Guys, that's a hard one. I know. But we have to.
	till five, they'll come to me at five and say, Hey Lila, do you think you can say till eight? Like we really need you. And what do I do? I say till eight. I say,
	he also has not forgotten about you. Okay guys, this is the last question. Bittersweet, but it's
	I got married. But I think the Lord tends to do a lot of things
	for him to best receive the glory, then okay, God, I trust you in your timeline.
	compare the two, but yeah, I would recommend that. And just realizing that in Timothy, it says that all spirit
	my message depending on who's in the room. Y'all, this is a big one.
	character and all the amazing beautiful things that he has done and is currently
	me for what feels like my entire life. It has been this thing that I feel like I have not been able to break and the fact that
	prayer, not with request, because I want to make that very clear. It is okay to ask God for things. He absolutely wants.
	But that is where the enemy thrives. He takes this perverted version
	can stand up for yourself. That's not a bad thing. Before I ever knew I was going to do this episode on people-pleasing,
	Will you let this thing that controlled you for so long no longer control you? Will you give me dominion over you?
	our ear and he says, no, don't say that because they won't like you. No, don't say no, because that's doing too much or who are
	I love that. I highly encourage you to journal and write these down or maybe just sit with it and surrender it to the Lord. The second question is,
	You are our daily bread and we will desire you before the promised land.
	in Philippians 4 12 through 20 and this is the whole foundation of today's message was the scripture alone when Paul
	cross, I mean, truly God, if you don't give us another thing, that is enough.
	But we have to understand that the ultimate love is obedience to God.
	Let us fight that with truth. With Matthew 6, 34 that says, do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about.
	I'm like, well, God, is this one going to lead me down this horrible path? And this is the right one? Like, what am I supposed to do? But I think right there, God was just,
	people not love and accept you. But I think the only thing that has worked for me
	Because I don't think it's something that we were born with. For a lot of us, I think that it's something that we were taught. For me, in my childhood, in my life,
	She didn't know what to do. She didn't receive any like clear direction from the Lord, but she stepped out in faith and she did what she felt was the right thing to do.
	has to be because this world is passing away in psalms it talks about how our flesh and our
	life. Ask him to renew your mind, to retrain the way that you think about kindness,
	For me, something very personal comes to mind that for years, it was maybe the hardest thing I had to come to terms.
	It looked exactly like my vision. And immediately in my heart, like I cannot explain the feeling.
	gratitude this has worked so much for me because
	in. It's not that he's not letting me in, but he gives me this look and he just says to me, gosh, I just had so much.
	planned for you. I had so much planned for you. So many things that I know you could
	My peace requires surgery. My peace requires bringing things to the surface in a
	hands to rest and poverty will come upon you like a robber and want like an armed man
	cut it off. And so just listen to God, pray and ask him to reveal the things around you that need to be cut off and then repent and realize that the Lord, like the Lord,
	our feelings there is so much that we are not going to feel like doing right if we always rely on motivation
	and allowing yourself to be a living sacrifice, allowing God to be your portion and say, God, however you want to use me, here I am.
	back together with them. And this has to do with a job opportunity. This has to do with anything in life. So
	that he would come and live a human experience when he already had a perfect life in heaven you did that because
	comparison, when you're constantly comparing yourself, when you think, oh my gosh, I am not good enough because
	What did I say? The most loving thing you can do is tell people the truth.
	is in him alone. I want us to just pause and reflect for a moment and just think to ourselves, what is the thing in our life that we're possibly making
	to go pray, please go do that. If you have to cancel on me because the Lord has told you to fast instead
	reminds us how supernatural the world is. And so this one is like, it's just like,
	because the Lord has just been checking me on this where I'm still struggling a little bit with like showing up
	that I speak to God is with so much reverence and awe. And like, I am so nervous to even be like, God, like, I don't even want to ask you for this because it's too much or just,
	God I trust and believe that everything that you have for me will come at an opportune time in Jeremiah it says
	highlighted in my Bible where I took scripture completely out of context and just made that verse about me because it made
	rest of your day bless next every week and i'll see you guys next time bye
	just have this amount of money or this amount of clothes or this amount of things
	in your life. And what do idols do? They demand sacrifices. They drain you. I can't tell you how many times I've run into this.
	want to know, is this God? I strongly encourage you to spend time with him. He loves you so much and he is waiting for you to just sit with him.
	The devil wants to plant seeds of doubt in our mind when we are so certain that we heard from
	Welcome to the podcast, y'all. I'm so excited that you are here today. Todayy
	have fallen into the trap of comparison. If you feel like you are still in the trap of comparison, I understand you and I am with you. It is something I struggled with.
	Y'all, this used to be me. I told you guys before, I wouldn't preach repentance. I wouldn't preach how important it is to
	kindness. People pleasing is fear disguised with a smile. Now we all know the Bible says love your neighbor.
	He created me, took his time on me, like this nose that I have, he picked out for me, this hair texture that I have, like he decided what I have.
	And so the bible project does a really good job or the chosen does a really good job of just putting those things in pictures So we can better understand it
	grew up in a home where being agreeable meant being good, I wanna challenge you to bring those thoughts to the surface
	Sent That's an important word sent to serve those who inherit salvation Angels have been sent here to serve
	because I wasn't reading it. I was attending church twice a week. I thought that was enough. I thought as long as I heard my pastor,
	from wise counsel or dreams or visions or prophetic words that we would
	I talk about I'm either currently struggling with or have struggled through. And what today's episode
	Omnipresent Father trusts us. Sometimes he simply just trusts us to make decisions. And if we
	but just wait till one day. We're so future-minded that we can't see what God is doing right now, where the enemy always wants us to think
	given us, not because we want to look a certain way or have a certain figure, but just to keep it healthy, just to keep it healthy.
	I've fasted and I've prayed and I just, I don't receive that. I don't,
	on heaven and the kingdom and what God is doing for his eternal glory, I promise you it is a lot easier to not
	for your life. Like he establishes our steps to be in align with his wills
	you do, work heartily as for the Lord and not for men. Remember, whatever you do, do
	Obviously, Paul went from this person who was a murderer of Christians to someone who was proclaiming Jesus Christ as the Lord and Savior. So he was literally killed.
	I don't understand what any of this is. So I would recommend starting in the gospel, get to know Jesus.
	sure something is happening. He can't remember. He wakes up. He's like, can't even tell you what I dreamed about. But I know that even if God doesn't speak
	cost you comfort connection and that is okay that is okay obedient
	God, that you would ignite the Holy Spirit within them and let contentment through the Spirit start to show up.
	is our peace. And when he says that he's talking about Jesus, and so this can kind of sound contradictory
	does love them. Jesus did love them, still loves them. But because I was afraid of being disliked, because
	to you, God willing." And what Paul said was no.
	Say, okay, I'm going to start building the website. Work on that today and just get that done. You don't have to climb a mountain in a...
	down do not let them slow you down um i have also y'all i have also been a new creation in christ if you guys would have thought
	controversial. It's a little controversial. It's a little convicting. I know it was convicting for me. And so
	Peter denied him was very, very helpful for me when it came to, um,
	You guys are purposely coming for me because I feel like I need to do an episode of things I am also still currently struggling with. And so...
	to do it. The same thing with the gym, just showing up every single day until it becomes a routine. You don't have to go to a gym
	hold you back. Letting that shame of who you used to be hold you back. If Paul would have let the gospel,
	my mom is actually currently reading it and it is called Forgiving What You Can't Forget by Laura.
	God is good. God is great. He is all the time, but there's more to it. And this is just, wow. Looking back, I'm like, God really,
	It says in Numbers 1820 that God told them, you shall have no inheritance in their land, neither shall you have

love osama you and I'm so thankful that you've done all of this for me, even though I don't deserve it. And just sitting in that moment,

is not that you'll never desire for things in life again, not that you'll never desire for that osama

up God. And in that process, that doesn't seem peaceful, but he is peace. So,

it was also this confirmation that this is not just something I struggle with, but this is something that burdens God and he wants me to change it.

Therefore, I will hope in him. To know that this was written after

are living for the approval of man, but all of those things are rooted in reverence and honor of

called to be liked by everyone. I was called to be faithful.

in this way. God will you hold me accountable and listen the Holy Spirit he will gently

things as lazy. I just never liked it because growing up, my dad used to always use that word.

And he just comes up to us and he's like, God is telling me that you guys are supposed to get married. And he just starts to say all of these things.

to miss out. There's so many things that you can miss out on because you are a people.

with God. True worship is not about what we can get from God, but who he

question is, if God didn't do another thing for me, would he be enough? Guys, that's a hard one. I know. But we have to.

till five, they'll come to me at five and say, Hey Lila, do you think you can say till eight? Like we really need you. And what do I do? I say till eight. I say,

he also has not forgotten about you. Okay guys, this is the last question. Bittersweet, but it's

I got married. But I think the Lord tends to do a lot of things

for him to best receive the glory, then okay, God, I trust you in your timeline.

compare the two, but yeah, I would recommend that. And just realizing that in Timothy, it says that all spirit

my message depending on who's in the room. Y'all, this is a big one.

character and all the amazing beautiful things that he has done and is currently

me for what feels like my entire life. It has been this thing that I feel like I have not been able to break and the fact that

prayer, not with request, because I want to make that very clear. It is okay to ask God for things. He absolutely wants.

But that is where the enemy thrives. He takes this perverted version

can stand up for yourself. That's not a bad thing. Before I ever knew I was going to do this episode on people-pleasing,

Will you let this thing that controlled you for so long no longer control you? Will you give me dominion over you?

our ear and he says, no, don't say that because they won't like you. No, don't say no, because that's doing too much or who are

I love that. I highly encourage you to journal and write these down or maybe just sit with it and surrender it to the Lord. The second question is,

You are our daily bread and we will desire you before the promised land.

in Philippians 4 12 through 20 and this is the whole foundation of today's message was the scripture alone when Paul

cross, I mean, truly God, if you don't give us another thing, that is enough.

But we have to understand that the ultimate love is obedience to God.

Let us fight that with truth. With Matthew 6, 34 that says, do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about.

I'm like, well, God, is this one going to lead me down this horrible path? And this is the right one? Like, what am I supposed to do? But I think right there, God was just,

people not love and accept you. But I think the only thing that has worked for me

Because I don't think it's something that we were born with. For a lot of us, I think that it's something that we were taught. For me, in my childhood, in my life,

She didn't know what to do. She didn't receive any like clear direction from the Lord, but she stepped out in faith and she did what she felt was the right thing to do.

has to be because this world is passing away in psalms it talks about how our flesh and our

life. Ask him to renew your mind, to retrain the way that you think about kindness,

For me, something very personal comes to mind that for years, it was maybe the hardest thing I had to come to terms.

It looked exactly like my vision. And immediately in my heart, like I cannot explain the feeling.

gratitude this has worked so much for me because

in. It's not that he's not letting me in, but he gives me this look and he just says to me, gosh, I just had so much.

planned for you. I had so much planned for you. So many things that I know you could

My peace requires surgery. My peace requires bringing things to the surface in a

hands to rest and poverty will come upon you like a robber and want like an armed man

cut it off. And so just listen to God, pray and ask him to reveal the things around you that need to be cut off and then repent and realize that the Lord, like the Lord,

our feelings there is so much that we are not going to feel like doing right if we always rely on motivation

and allowing yourself to be a living sacrifice, allowing God to be your portion and say, God, however you want to use me, here I am.

back together with them. And this has to do with a job opportunity. This has to do with anything in life. So

that he would come and live a human experience when he already had a perfect life in heaven you did that because

comparison, when you're constantly comparing yourself, when you think, oh my gosh, I am not good enough because

What did I say? The most loving thing you can do is tell people the truth.

is in him alone. I want us to just pause and reflect for a moment and just think to ourselves, what is the thing in our life that we're possibly making

to go pray, please go do that. If you have to cancel on me because the Lord has told you to fast instead

reminds us how supernatural the world is. And so this one is like, it's just like,

because the Lord has just been checking me on this where I'm still struggling a little bit with like showing up

that I speak to God is with so much reverence and awe. And like, I am so nervous to even be like, God, like, I don't even want to ask you for this because it's too much or just,

God I trust and believe that everything that you have for me will come at an opportune time in Jeremiah it says

highlighted in my Bible where I took scripture completely out of context and just made that verse about me because it made

rest of your day bless next every week and i'll see you guys next time bye

just have this amount of money or this amount of clothes or this amount of things

in your life. And what do idols do? They demand sacrifices. They drain you. I can't tell you how many times I've run into this.

want to know, is this God? I strongly encourage you to spend time with him. He loves you so much and he is waiting for you to just sit with him.

The devil wants to plant seeds of doubt in our mind when we are so certain that we heard from

Welcome to the podcast, y'all. I'm so excited that you are here today. Todayy

have fallen into the trap of comparison. If you feel like you are still in the trap of comparison, I understand you and I am with you. It is something I struggled with.

Y'all, this used to be me. I told you guys before, I wouldn't preach repentance. I wouldn't preach how important it is to

kindness. People pleasing is fear disguised with a smile. Now we all know the Bible says love your neighbor.

He created me, took his time on me, like this nose that I have, he picked out for me, this hair texture that I have, like he decided what I have.

And so the bible project does a really good job or the chosen does a really good job of just putting those things in pictures So we can better understand it

grew up in a home where being agreeable meant being good, I wanna challenge you to bring those thoughts to the surface

Sent That's an important word sent to serve those who inherit salvation Angels have been sent here to serve

because I wasn't reading it. I was attending church twice a week. I thought that was enough. I thought as long as I heard my pastor,

from wise counsel or dreams or visions or prophetic words that we would

I talk about I'm either currently struggling with or have struggled through. And what today's episode

Omnipresent Father trusts us. Sometimes he simply just trusts us to make decisions. And if we

but just wait till one day. We're so future-minded that we can't see what God is doing right now, where the enemy always wants us to think

given us, not because we want to look a certain way or have a certain figure, but just to keep it healthy, just to keep it healthy.

I've fasted and I've prayed and I just, I don't receive that. I don't,

on heaven and the kingdom and what God is doing for his eternal glory, I promise you it is a lot easier to not

for your life. Like he establishes our steps to be in align with his wills

you do, work heartily as for the Lord and not for men. Remember, whatever you do, do

Obviously, Paul went from this person who was a murderer of Christians to someone who was proclaiming Jesus Christ as the Lord and Savior. So he was literally killed.

I don't understand what any of this is. So I would recommend starting in the gospel, get to know Jesus.

sure something is happening. He can't remember. He wakes up. He's like, can't even tell you what I dreamed about. But I know that even if God doesn't speak

cost you comfort connection and that is okay that is okay obedient

God, that you would ignite the Holy Spirit within them and let contentment through the Spirit start to show up.

is our peace. And when he says that he's talking about Jesus, and so this can kind of sound contradictory

does love them. Jesus did love them, still loves them. But because I was afraid of being disliked, because

to you, God willing." And what Paul said was no.

Say, okay, I'm going to start building the website. Work on that today and just get that done. You don't have to climb a mountain in a...

down do not let them slow you down um i have also y'all i have also been a new creation in christ if you guys would have thought

controversial. It's a little controversial. It's a little convicting. I know it was convicting for me. And so

Peter denied him was very, very helpful for me when it came to, um,

You guys are purposely coming for me because I feel like I need to do an episode of things I am also still currently struggling with. And so...

to do it. The same thing with the gym, just showing up every single day until it becomes a routine. You don't have to go to a gym

hold you back. Letting that shame of who you used to be hold you back. If Paul would have let the gospel,

my mom is actually currently reading it and it is called Forgiving What You Can't Forget by Laura.

God is good. God is great. He is all the time, but there's more to it. And this is just, wow. Looking back, I'm like, God really,

It says in Numbers 1820 that God told them, you shall have no inheritance in their land, neither shall you have