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higher concentration higher speed	loc1lay1
feel a joy i do feel joy and yeah lots of love lovey feelings and i do feel that theres conditioning	lay3
the games and sports of location 1 layer 4 celebrate not just competition but the joy of play and the spirit of teamwork	loc1lay4
layer one is the the well you know the motivational speaker whos whos in fundamental well being	lay1
right the divinity word and the sacred	loc3
how deep you might be in layer three	lay3
layer two is a great place to hide out	lay2
location 1 finders experience a heightened sense of being complete	loc1
transparent nothingness	lay2
space spaciousness	lay2
biased by love and joy	loc3lay1
and even in situations where id normally just just be worried about and in and experience anxiety and that kind of stuff there would be that feeling right there and a lot of times it was in the foreground i went through a period where a lot of times it was in the foreground and and and and then i said you know i might be there	tfwc
and thats and thats great to know thats a that sounds like a legit experience for me to me around this that you could sink into remember and sink into be comfortable sinking into if it happens and whatnot to sort of move in the direction of layer three	lay3
there was definitely that sense of the thing that knows the thing that happens things happen to even like the physical sense of sort of like that not a presence behind the eyes	loc2lay2
i was mostly in what i would describe based on your terminology as layer one right i was like there was a lot of negative emotion arising	lay1
the no agency no thoughts no emotion	loc4
being occupied with and concerned about	lay1
qualities of layer three	loc2lay3
if they remain in location 4 they will usually go through what they often describe as a deepening in that location which typically involves their system moving more solidly into layer 4	loc4lay3
emptiness of vastness	lay2
theres no sense of self theres no sense of self that is would you say that nothing exists no not an eye not not an identity uh that that this just is whatever that was moved away	loc4
in location 1 layer 4 the pursuit of material success is juxtaposed with an internal journey towards greater peace and stillness	loc1lay4
if you were in layer three of location two and you were in a spot that had you know something like joy or love or whatever arising then that would be your experience right and so its gotten a lot more nuanced as weve released more and more information and detail and just sort of had time to do that i guess i would say over time	loc2lay3
annoyance or sort of impatience of the situation	loc2
theres that richness	lay3
love my family	loc3lay3
another big thing that ive noticed that made me think that its probably location two is where its just its really deep sense of peace that that that often comes and stays for a while that wasnt there before in location one	loc2
it also feels as though it transcends everything or is somehow more foundational real or permanent than anything else	loc2lay3
stillness and silence	lay2
location 4	loc4
shift in perception	loc2
there is one noticeable memory issue that seems to be a reliable and genuine deficit while most common with location 4	loc4
so do you notice any other changes weve talked about layer two and spaciousness	lay2
experience of awareness becoming aware of itself	lay2
compassion	loc3
the body can relax and the blocks can relax as well and a feeling of being of being connected to my environment feeling that around me and more through the center of the heart area and feeling like it is looking back at me and and yeah feeling a sense of of emptiness or loneliness or loneliness but but then it can change and it feels quite quite full and and that arises also within within the center of my heart or my space when my heart is and if i sort of feel feel feel into my heart theres a sense of sacredness or our maternal beingness there like a like a feeling of of of purity of purity of timelessness like like a sense of a sense of perfection um expression or play and um yeah sort of so thats when i do the exercises where i stop and look and thats what i tend to find but i guess sort of in my day to day life i feel as though me and i still have i still feel like im a self ive got a body but but i can just take a moment and i can feel that spaciousness around me and and often like ill work quite a lot so often ill be quite tired and i do that energy that really changes i feel much more energized and relaxed when i do that	loc1lay3
layer two and one in terms of your sense of	lay2
location 3 a sense of deep connectedness and union enter the picture	loc3
achieve fluidity	tfw
when it is accessed it is usually mixed with other layers most typically the deepest portions of layer 3 because one is generally unable to fully deepen into it it tends to be experienced as a mystery or unknowable	loc3lay4
you know everybodys terrified of location one theyre horrified that theyre going to get stuck there or you know whatever else	loc1
peaceful state	loc3
subjectively this may be experienced as a field of infinite potentiality because it is formless and unmanifest yet feels profoundly full and like the source underlying all differentiated existence	loc2lay3
and just coming down to layer one in	lay1
say even more about sameness i guess i mean right away i guess i relate more to the union merger than than the the sameness there still seems to be fully full ability to discriminate differences and distinctions and the uniqueness of the the table lamp versus me	loc3
fullness and more presence and stuff	lay3
panpsychist presence	loc3
sense of spacious emptiness	lay2
seeing through the physical appearance with some kind of semiabstract representation	nfw
meditative	tfw
so i can see it happening from a distance but thats it and could you could say jump into it	tfw
lost the perception of 3d	nfw
it feels like my bodys included in it like its much larger than my body	lay3
was getting ready to say that then it felt a little more centered so so its either both or neither feels like theres some fullness happening	lay3
nothingness	lay2
laughter in location 1 layer 4 rings with a clarity that cuts through lifes complexities reminding all of the joy in simplicity	loc1lay4
and so leave it activated and go to layer two and you know sink in with fundamental wellbeing with sort of a worst case scenario like that it doesnt have to be worse worst worst case you get the idea it can be different scenarios different ideas you know youre probably not going to be like oh no this is absolutely what would happen so you know ballpark kind of thing um and coat and sink in fundamental well being you know and deeply from your layer two perspective while that is active and let layer twos fundamental wellbeing work its magic on the conditioning that is there that is causing that fear that is causing that whatever	lay2
theres still spaciousness on one side and fullness on the other	lay3
negative feelings	lay3
spacious quality	lay2
the activity of the mind will predominate in moment tomoment experience	loc1lay1
the layer one is getting more pulled back into the story and the sort of feeling of the the thoughts that put me into the past or the future or something like that	lay1
individualized sort of narrative nagging sense of self is out of the way	tfwc
so you might even have conditioned your system to perceive it that way because youve used it as an access point for layer two by paying attention to the space rather than the content of the space	lay2
viewing and accessing layer one with just you know some subtle differences and preferences between those in terms of the lives	lay1
youve seen me present it where someone lands in location one layer one	loc1lay1
if you were at layer three before that or something	lay3
if that makes sense and what happens is sometimes its fullness	lay3
it can take up so much space that theyre unable to perceive that theyre viewing it through the spaciousness	lay2
i think i was doing 45 days so that was like two years ago	tfwc
like a weighted blanket kind of pressure so guess it feels a little heavy but in a in a desirable kind of way	lay3
fullness and the richness	lay3
lose their personal individual love for their child	loc4
seeing language i was seeing the same structure behind it in a form of shape	nfw
the reason i pointed out is because i think because the self disappears the self that youre using as a reference point which is the personal self when you sink into layer three	lay3
so what about a sense of spaciousness or emptiness	lay2
think i said now that ive been in it since 2018 when i took the finals course i transitioned then but then i was very much experiencing a lot of negative emotions and reactivity so i thought that i might have been going in and out but looking back it could have also been that i was just like having it pushed back a lot in the background like i was going through something like a love relationship thing in the beginning of the year and i was sure that i was out of it because it was just like so much emotional baggage that i havent felt for years and then i just looked okay i have to i have to see if i can find it you know the okayness and it was there very immediately but i think for a while it was pushed	tfw
when did you transition to fundamental wellbeing	tfwp
like layer three is sort of you know fluid but its sort of like i dont know lounging around its like sort of there but in more of the location three state it was like it was almost dancing	lay3
and if theres a shift out of that or deeper from there it would feel initially like theres a sense of fullness or presence pervading that emptiness infusing it and really deepening into that shifts your sense of self into it and you feel you are that all pervading presence or beingness this is all invocation too of course it will show up at different in other locations but those are things you can be on the lookout for when you are working with with clients or doing any of the work you do that feels like altering your state of consciousness	lay3
like that state of like everything is just great everything is just perfect like how they say before enlightenment	lay3
you know your thoughts and emotions that are sort of seeing a glimpse of spaciousness or something from where theyre at it sounds more like youre rooted in a stillness and a silence and a peacefulness a silence and a peacefulness are the words that you use that has you know more spaciousness from thoughts and emotions and like maybe your you know accessing layer one more	lay1
there is a powerful gravity to these late locations making it difficult and rare to get back from them	loc4lay4
of feel feel a bit more emotional for some reason like like when you say that when you know	lay2
i feel like im perceiving or aware at my most foundational level where my attention is most of the time and only reality is just unfolding	loc1lay4
i developed a sense of that and now it just feels like life is so luscious like everything is just vibrating and rich and juicy and yum and and thick and delicious so almost overwhelmingly	lay3
so youve got access to that in location one	loc1
so think of layer two as that sense of space spaciousness	lay2
aloneness ultimate aloneness	lay2
yeah even the word space makes less sense its just like a well this is hard to describe but more of seeming like not knowing about space or distance or location or like putting this room in some context or this body in some context its just a less of that	loc2lay3
youll feel crowded	lay3
senselessness	lay3
so the no emotion even when youre shouting youre not feeling emotion	loc4
everything seems to be arising from and within it	lay2
cannot imagine ever being able to believe that there is such a thing as agency with what you were saying i imagine you feel the same way when youre in location four	loc4
divine type	loc3
ill channel jesus for you	loc3
you know less freedom but better slightly richer whatever more some love whatever experience of the path of humanity	loc3lay3
i am the bliss now	loc3
layer one id say is more in the head theres more thoughts a little more noise too is more in the flow	lay1

higher concentration higher speed

loc1lay1

feel a joy i do feel joy and yeah lots of love lovey feelings and i do feel that theres conditioning

lay3

the games and sports of location 1 layer 4 celebrate not just competition but the joy of play and the spirit of teamwork

loc1lay4

layer one is the the well you know the motivational speaker whos whos in fundamental well being

lay1

right the divinity word and the sacred

loc3

how deep you might be in layer three

lay3

layer two is a great place to hide out

lay2

location 1 finders experience a heightened sense of being complete

loc1

transparent nothingness

lay2

space spaciousness

lay2

biased by love and joy

loc3lay1

and even in situations where id normally just just be worried about and in and experience anxiety and that kind of stuff there would be that feeling right there and a lot of times it was in the foreground i went through a period where a lot of times it was in the foreground and and and and then i said you know i might be there

tfwc

and thats and thats great to know thats a that sounds like a legit experience for me to me around this that you could sink into remember and sink into be comfortable sinking into if it happens and whatnot to sort of move in the direction of layer three

lay3

there was definitely that sense of the thing that knows the thing that happens things happen to even like the physical sense of sort of like that not a presence behind the eyes

loc2lay2

i was mostly in what i would describe based on your terminology as layer one right i was like there was a lot of negative emotion arising

lay1

the no agency no thoughts no emotion

loc4

being occupied with and concerned about

lay1

qualities of layer three

loc2lay3

if they remain in location 4 they will usually go through what they often describe as a deepening in that location which typically involves their system moving more solidly into layer 4

loc4lay3

emptiness of vastness

lay2

theres no sense of self theres no sense of self that is would you say that nothing exists no not an eye not not an identity uh that that this just is whatever that was moved away

loc4

in location 1 layer 4 the pursuit of material success is juxtaposed with an internal journey towards greater peace and stillness

loc1lay4

if you were in layer three of location two and you were in a spot that had you know something like joy or love or whatever arising then that would be your experience right and so its gotten a lot more nuanced as weve released more and more information and detail and just sort of had time to do that i guess i would say over time

loc2lay3

annoyance or sort of impatience of the situation

loc2

theres that richness

lay3

love my family

loc3lay3

another big thing that ive noticed that made me think that its probably location two is where its just its really deep sense of peace that that that often comes and stays for a while that wasnt there before in location one

loc2

it also feels as though it transcends everything or is somehow more foundational real or permanent than anything else

loc2lay3

stillness and silence

lay2

location 4

loc4

shift in perception

loc2

there is one noticeable memory issue that seems to be a reliable and genuine deficit while most common with location 4

loc4

so do you notice any other changes weve talked about layer two and spaciousness

lay2

experience of awareness becoming aware of itself

lay2

compassion

loc3

the body can relax and the blocks can relax as well and a feeling of being of being connected to my environment feeling that around me and more through the center of the heart area and feeling like it is looking back at me and and yeah feeling a sense of of emptiness or loneliness or loneliness but but then it can change and it feels quite quite full and and that arises also within within the center of my heart or my space when my heart is and if i sort of feel feel feel into my heart theres a sense of sacredness or our maternal beingness there like a like a feeling of of of purity of purity of timelessness like like a sense of a sense of perfection um expression or play and um yeah sort of so thats when i do the exercises where i stop and look and thats what i tend to find but i guess sort of in my day to day life i feel as though me and i still have i still feel like im a self ive got a body but but i can just take a moment and i can feel that spaciousness around me and and often like ill work quite a lot so often ill be quite tired and i do that energy that really changes i feel much more energized and relaxed when i do that

loc1lay3

layer two and one in terms of your sense of

lay2

location 3 a sense of deep connectedness and union enter the picture

loc3

achieve fluidity

tfw

when it is accessed it is usually mixed with other layers most typically the deepest portions of layer 3 because one is generally unable to fully deepen into it it tends to be experienced as a mystery or unknowable

loc3lay4

you know everybodys terrified of location one theyre horrified that theyre going to get stuck there or you know whatever else

loc1

peaceful state

loc3

subjectively this may be experienced as a field of infinite potentiality because it is formless and unmanifest yet feels profoundly full and like the source underlying all differentiated existence

loc2lay3

and just coming down to layer one in

lay1

say even more about sameness i guess i mean right away i guess i relate more to the union merger than than the the sameness there still seems to be fully full ability to discriminate differences and distinctions and the uniqueness of the the table lamp versus me

loc3

fullness and more presence and stuff

lay3

panpsychist presence

loc3

sense of spacious emptiness

lay2

seeing through the physical appearance with some kind of semiabstract representation

nfw

meditative

tfw

so i can see it happening from a distance but thats it and could you could say jump into it

tfw

lost the perception of 3d

nfw

it feels like my bodys included in it like its much larger than my body

lay3

was getting ready to say that then it felt a little more centered so so its either both or neither feels like theres some fullness happening

lay3

nothingness

lay2

laughter in location 1 layer 4 rings with a clarity that cuts through lifes complexities reminding all of the joy in simplicity

loc1lay4

and so leave it activated and go to layer two and you know sink in with fundamental wellbeing with sort of a worst case scenario like that it doesnt have to be worse worst worst case you get the idea it can be different scenarios different ideas you know youre probably not going to be like oh no this is absolutely what would happen so you know ballpark kind of thing um and coat and sink in fundamental well being you know and deeply from your layer two perspective while that is active and let layer twos fundamental wellbeing work its magic on the conditioning that is there that is causing that fear that is causing that whatever

lay2

theres still spaciousness on one side and fullness on the other

lay3

negative feelings

lay3

spacious quality

lay2

the activity of the mind will predominate in moment tomoment experience

loc1lay1

the layer one is getting more pulled back into the story and the sort of feeling of the the thoughts that put me into the past or the future or something like that

lay1

individualized sort of narrative nagging sense of self is out of the way

tfwc

so you might even have conditioned your system to perceive it that way because youve used it as an access point for layer two by paying attention to the space rather than the content of the space

lay2

viewing and accessing layer one with just you know some subtle differences and preferences between those in terms of the lives

lay1

youve seen me present it where someone lands in location one layer one

loc1lay1

if you were at layer three before that or something

lay3

if that makes sense and what happens is sometimes its fullness

lay3

it can take up so much space that theyre unable to perceive that theyre viewing it through the spaciousness

lay2

i think i was doing 45 days so that was like two years ago

tfwc

like a weighted blanket kind of pressure so guess it feels a little heavy but in a in a desirable kind of way

lay3

fullness and the richness

lay3

lose their personal individual love for their child

loc4

seeing language i was seeing the same structure behind it in a form of shape

nfw

the reason i pointed out is because i think because the self disappears the self that youre using as a reference point which is the personal self when you sink into layer three

lay3

so what about a sense of spaciousness or emptiness

lay2

think i said now that ive been in it since 2018 when i took the finals course i transitioned then but then i was very much experiencing a lot of negative emotions and reactivity so i thought that i might have been going in and out but looking back it could have also been that i was just like having it pushed back a lot in the background like i was going through something like a love relationship thing in the beginning of the year and i was sure that i was out of it because it was just like so much emotional baggage that i havent felt for years and then i just looked okay i have to i have to see if i can find it you know the okayness and it was there very immediately but i think for a while it was pushed

tfw

when did you transition to fundamental wellbeing

tfwp

like layer three is sort of you know fluid but its sort of like i dont know lounging around its like sort of there but in more of the location three state it was like it was almost dancing

lay3

and if theres a shift out of that or deeper from there it would feel initially like theres a sense of fullness or presence pervading that emptiness infusing it and really deepening into that shifts your sense of self into it and you feel you are that all pervading presence or beingness this is all invocation too of course it will show up at different in other locations but those are things you can be on the lookout for when you are working with with clients or doing any of the work you do that feels like altering your state of consciousness

lay3

like that state of like everything is just great everything is just perfect like how they say before enlightenment

lay3

you know your thoughts and emotions that are sort of seeing a glimpse of spaciousness or something from where theyre at it sounds more like youre rooted in a stillness and a silence and a peacefulness a silence and a peacefulness are the words that you use that has you know more spaciousness from thoughts and emotions and like maybe your you know accessing layer one more

lay1

there is a powerful gravity to these late locations making it difficult and rare to get back from them

loc4lay4

of feel feel a bit more emotional for some reason like like when you say that when you know

lay2

i feel like im perceiving or aware at my most foundational level where my attention is most of the time and only reality is just unfolding

loc1lay4

i developed a sense of that and now it just feels like life is so luscious like everything is just vibrating and rich and juicy and yum and and thick and delicious so almost overwhelmingly

lay3

so youve got access to that in location one

loc1

so think of layer two as that sense of space spaciousness

lay2

aloneness ultimate aloneness

lay2

yeah even the word space makes less sense its just like a well this is hard to describe but more of seeming like not knowing about space or distance or location or like putting this room in some context or this body in some context its just a less of that

loc2lay3

youll feel crowded

lay3

senselessness

lay3

so the no emotion even when youre shouting youre not feeling emotion

loc4

everything seems to be arising from and within it

lay2

cannot imagine ever being able to believe that there is such a thing as agency with what you were saying i imagine you feel the same way when youre in location four

loc4

divine type

loc3

ill channel jesus for you

loc3

you know less freedom but better slightly richer whatever more some love whatever experience of the path of humanity

loc3lay3

i am the bliss now

loc3

layer one id say is more in the head theres more thoughts a little more noise too is more in the flow

lay1