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killed in a few years. Abel was piously drunk at her funeral and
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insisted on repeating the fifty-fifth chapter of Isaiah—Abel knew most
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of the Bible and all the Psalms by heart—while the minister, whom he
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disliked, prayed or tried to pray. Thereafter his house was run by an
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untidy old cousin who cooked his meals and kept things going after a
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fashion. In this unpromising environment little Cecilia Gay had grown
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up.
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Valancy had known “Cissy Gay” fairly well in the democracy of the
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public school, though Cissy had been three years younger than she.
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After they left school their paths diverged and she had seen nothing of
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her. Old Abel was a Presbyterian. That is, he got a Presbyterian
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preacher to marry him, baptise his child and bury his wife; and he knew
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more about Presbyterian theology than most ministers, which made him a
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terror to them in arguments. But Roaring Abel never went to church.
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Every Presbyterian minister who had been in Deerwood had tried his
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hand—once—at reforming Roaring Abel. But he had not been pestered of
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late. Rev. Mr. Bently had been in Deerwood for eight years, but he had
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not sought out Roaring Abel since the first three months of his
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pastorate. He had called on Roaring Abel then and found him in the
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theological stage of drunkenness—which always followed the sentimental
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maudlin one, and preceded the roaring, blasphemous one. The eloquently
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prayerful one, in which he realised himself temporarily and intensely
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as a sinner in the hands of an angry God, was the final one. Abel never
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went beyond it. He generally fell asleep on his knees and awakened
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sober, but he had never been “dead drunk” in his life. He told Mr.
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Bently that he was a sound Presbyterian and sure of his election. He
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had no sins—that he knew of—to repent of.
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“Have you never done anything in your life that you are sorry for?”
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asked Mr. Bently.
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Roaring Abel scratched his bushy white head and pretended to reflect.
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“Well, yes,” he said finally. “There were some women I might have
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kissed and didn’t. I’ve always been sorry for _that_.”
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Mr. Bently went out and went home.
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Abel had seen that Cissy was properly baptised—jovially drunk at the
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same time himself. He made her go to church and Sunday School
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regularly. The church people took her up and she was in turn a member
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of the Mission Band, the Girls’ Guild and the Young Women’s Missionary
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Society. She was a faithful, unobtrusive, sincere, little worker.
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Everybody liked Cissy Gay and was sorry for her. She was so modest and
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sensitive and pretty in that delicate, elusive fashion of beauty which
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fades so quickly if life is not kept in it by love and tenderness. But
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then liking and pity did not prevent them from tearing her in pieces
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like hungry cats when the catastrophe came. Four years previously Cissy
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Gay had gone up to a Muskoka hotel as a summer waitress. And when she
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had come back in the fall she was a changed creature. She hid herself
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away and went nowhere. The reason soon leaked out and scandal raged.
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That winter Cissy’s baby was born. Nobody ever knew who the father was.
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Cecily kept her poor pale lips tightly locked on her sorry secret.
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Nobody dared ask Roaring Abel any questions about it. Rumour and
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surmise laid the guilt at Barney Snaith’s door because diligent inquiry
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among the other maids at the hotel revealed the fact that nobody there
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had ever seen Cissy Gay “with a fellow.” She had “kept herself to
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herself” they said, rather resentfully. “Too good for _our_ dances. And
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now look!”
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The baby had lived for a year. After its death Cissy faded away. Two
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years ago Dr. Marsh had given her only six months to live—her lungs
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were hopelessly diseased. But she was still alive. Nobody went to see
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her. Women would not go to Roaring Abel’s house. Mr. Bently had gone
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once, when he knew Abel was away, but the dreadful old creature who was
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scrubbing the kitchen floor told him Cissy wouldn’t see any one. The
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old cousin had died and Roaring Abel had had two or three disreputable
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housekeepers—the only kind who could be prevailed on to go to a house
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where a girl was dying of consumption. But the last one had left and
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Roaring Abel had now no one to wait on Cissy and “do” for him. This was
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the burden of his plaint to Valancy and he condemned the “hypocrites”
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of Deerwood and its surrounding communities with some rich, meaty oaths
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that happened to reach Cousin Stickles’ ears as she passed through the
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hall and nearly finished the poor lady. Was Valancy listening to
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_that_?
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Valancy hardly noticed the profanity. Her attention was focussed on the
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horrible thought of poor, unhappy, disgraced little Cissy Gay, ill and
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helpless in that forlorn old house out on the Mistawis road, without a
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soul to help or comfort her. And this in a nominally Christian
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community in the year of grace nineteen and some odd!
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“Do you mean to say that Cissy is all alone there now, with nobody to
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do anything for her—_nobody_?”
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“Oh, she can move about a bit and get a bite and sup when she wants it.
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But she can’t work. It’s d——d hard for a man to work hard all day and
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go home at night tired and hungry and cook his own meals. Sometimes I’m
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sorry I kicked old Rachel Edwards out.” Abel described Rachel
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picturesquely.
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“Her face looked as if it had wore out a hundred bodies. And she moped.
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Talk about temper! Temper’s nothing to moping. She was too slow to
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catch worms, and dirty—d——d dirty. I ain’t unreasonable—I know a man
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has to eat his peck before he dies—but she went over the limit. What
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d’ye sp’ose I saw that lady do? She’d made some punkin jam—had it on
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the table in glass jars with the tops off. The dawg got up on the table
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and stuck his paw into one of them. What did she do? She jest took holt
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of the dawg and wrung the syrup off his paw back into the jar! Then
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screwed the top on and set it in the pantry. I sets open the door and
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