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killed in a few years. Abel was piously drunk at her funeral and |
insisted on repeating the fifty-fifth chapter of Isaiah—Abel knew most |
of the Bible and all the Psalms by heart—while the minister, whom he |
disliked, prayed or tried to pray. Thereafter his house was run by an |
untidy old cousin who cooked his meals and kept things going after a |
fashion. In this unpromising environment little Cecilia Gay had grown |
up. |
Valancy had known “Cissy Gay” fairly well in the democracy of the |
public school, though Cissy had been three years younger than she. |
After they left school their paths diverged and she had seen nothing of |
her. Old Abel was a Presbyterian. That is, he got a Presbyterian |
preacher to marry him, baptise his child and bury his wife; and he knew |
more about Presbyterian theology than most ministers, which made him a |
terror to them in arguments. But Roaring Abel never went to church. |
Every Presbyterian minister who had been in Deerwood had tried his |
hand—once—at reforming Roaring Abel. But he had not been pestered of |
late. Rev. Mr. Bently had been in Deerwood for eight years, but he had |
not sought out Roaring Abel since the first three months of his |
pastorate. He had called on Roaring Abel then and found him in the |
theological stage of drunkenness—which always followed the sentimental |
maudlin one, and preceded the roaring, blasphemous one. The eloquently |
prayerful one, in which he realised himself temporarily and intensely |
as a sinner in the hands of an angry God, was the final one. Abel never |
went beyond it. He generally fell asleep on his knees and awakened |
sober, but he had never been “dead drunk” in his life. He told Mr. |
Bently that he was a sound Presbyterian and sure of his election. He |
had no sins—that he knew of—to repent of. |
“Have you never done anything in your life that you are sorry for?” |
asked Mr. Bently. |
Roaring Abel scratched his bushy white head and pretended to reflect. |
“Well, yes,” he said finally. “There were some women I might have |
kissed and didn’t. I’ve always been sorry for _that_.” |
Mr. Bently went out and went home. |
Abel had seen that Cissy was properly baptised—jovially drunk at the |
same time himself. He made her go to church and Sunday School |
regularly. The church people took her up and she was in turn a member |
of the Mission Band, the Girls’ Guild and the Young Women’s Missionary |
Society. She was a faithful, unobtrusive, sincere, little worker. |
Everybody liked Cissy Gay and was sorry for her. She was so modest and |
sensitive and pretty in that delicate, elusive fashion of beauty which |
fades so quickly if life is not kept in it by love and tenderness. But |
then liking and pity did not prevent them from tearing her in pieces |
like hungry cats when the catastrophe came. Four years previously Cissy |
Gay had gone up to a Muskoka hotel as a summer waitress. And when she |
had come back in the fall she was a changed creature. She hid herself |
away and went nowhere. The reason soon leaked out and scandal raged. |
That winter Cissy’s baby was born. Nobody ever knew who the father was. |
Cecily kept her poor pale lips tightly locked on her sorry secret. |
Nobody dared ask Roaring Abel any questions about it. Rumour and |
surmise laid the guilt at Barney Snaith’s door because diligent inquiry |
among the other maids at the hotel revealed the fact that nobody there |
had ever seen Cissy Gay “with a fellow.” She had “kept herself to |
herself” they said, rather resentfully. “Too good for _our_ dances. And |
now look!” |
The baby had lived for a year. After its death Cissy faded away. Two |
years ago Dr. Marsh had given her only six months to live—her lungs |
were hopelessly diseased. But she was still alive. Nobody went to see |
her. Women would not go to Roaring Abel’s house. Mr. Bently had gone |
once, when he knew Abel was away, but the dreadful old creature who was |
scrubbing the kitchen floor told him Cissy wouldn’t see any one. The |
old cousin had died and Roaring Abel had had two or three disreputable |
housekeepers—the only kind who could be prevailed on to go to a house |
where a girl was dying of consumption. But the last one had left and |
Roaring Abel had now no one to wait on Cissy and “do” for him. This was |
the burden of his plaint to Valancy and he condemned the “hypocrites” |
of Deerwood and its surrounding communities with some rich, meaty oaths |
that happened to reach Cousin Stickles’ ears as she passed through the |
hall and nearly finished the poor lady. Was Valancy listening to |
_that_? |
Valancy hardly noticed the profanity. Her attention was focussed on the |
horrible thought of poor, unhappy, disgraced little Cissy Gay, ill and |
helpless in that forlorn old house out on the Mistawis road, without a |
soul to help or comfort her. And this in a nominally Christian |
community in the year of grace nineteen and some odd! |
“Do you mean to say that Cissy is all alone there now, with nobody to |
do anything for her—_nobody_?” |
“Oh, she can move about a bit and get a bite and sup when she wants it. |
But she can’t work. It’s d——d hard for a man to work hard all day and |
go home at night tired and hungry and cook his own meals. Sometimes I’m |
sorry I kicked old Rachel Edwards out.” Abel described Rachel |
picturesquely. |
“Her face looked as if it had wore out a hundred bodies. And she moped. |
Talk about temper! Temper’s nothing to moping. She was too slow to |
catch worms, and dirty—d——d dirty. I ain’t unreasonable—I know a man |
has to eat his peck before he dies—but she went over the limit. What |
d’ye sp’ose I saw that lady do? She’d made some punkin jam—had it on |
the table in glass jars with the tops off. The dawg got up on the table |
and stuck his paw into one of them. What did she do? She jest took holt |
of the dawg and wrung the syrup off his paw back into the jar! Then |
screwed the top on and set it in the pantry. I sets open the door and |
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