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could be alone whenever she liked, go to bed when she liked, sneeze |
when she liked. In the long, wondrous, northern twilights, when Cissy |
was asleep and Roaring Abel away, she could sit for hours on the shaky |
back verandah steps, looking out over the barrens to the hills beyond, |
covered with their fine, purple bloom, listening to the friendly wind |
singing wild, sweet melodies in the little spruces, and drinking in the |
aroma of the sunned grasses, until darkness flowed over the landscape |
like a cool, welcome wave. |
Sometimes of an afternoon, when Cissy was strong enough, the two girls |
went into the barrens and looked at the wood-flowers. But they did not |
pick any. Valancy had read to Cissy the gospel thereof according to |
John Foster: “It is a pity to gather wood-flowers. They lose half their |
witchery away from the green and the flicker. The way to enjoy |
wood-flowers is to track them down to their remote haunts—gloat over |
them—and then leave them with backward glances, taking with us only the |
beguiling memory of their grace and fragrance.” |
Valancy was in the midst of realities after a lifetime of unrealities. |
And busy—very busy. The house had to be cleaned. Not for nothing had |
Valancy been brought up in the Stirling habits of neatness and |
cleanliness. If she found satisfaction in cleaning dirty rooms she got |
her fill of it there. Roaring Abel thought she was foolish to bother |
doing so much more than she was asked to do, but he did not interfere |
with her. He was very well satisfied with his bargain. Valancy was a |
good cook. Abel said she got a flavour into things. The only fault he |
found with her was that she did not sing at her work. |
“Folks should always sing at their work,” he insisted. “Sounds |
cheerful-like.” |
“Not always,” retorted Valancy. “Fancy a butcher singing at his work. |
Or an undertaker.” |
Abel burst into his great broad laugh. |
“There’s no getting the better of you. You’ve got an answer every time. |
I should think the Stirlings would be glad to be rid of you. _They_ |
don’t like being sassed back.” |
During the day Abel was generally away from home—if not working, then |
shooting or fishing with Barney Snaith. He generally came home at |
nights—always very late and often very drunk. The first night they |
heard him come howling into the yard, Cissy had told Valancy not to be |
afraid. |
“Father never does anything—he just makes a noise.” |
Valancy, lying on the sofa in Cissy’s room, where she had elected to |
sleep, lest Cissy should need attention in the night—Cissy would never |
have called her—was not at all afraid, and said so. By the time Abel |
had got his horses put away, the roaring stage had passed and he was in |
his room at the end of the hall crying and praying. Valancy could still |
hear his dismal moans when she went calmly to sleep. For the most part, |
Abel was a good-natured creature, but occasionally he had a temper. |
Once Valancy asked him coolly: |
“What is the use of getting in a rage?” |
“It’s such a d——d relief,” said Abel. |
They both burst out laughing together. |
“You’re a great little sport,” said Abel admiringly. “Don’t mind my bad |
French. I don’t mean a thing by it. Jest habit. Say, I like a woman |
that ain’t afraid to speak up to me. Sis there was always too meek—too |
meek. That’s why she got adrift. I like you.” |
“All the same,” said Valancy determinedly, “there is no use in sending |
things to hell as you’re always doing. And I’m _not_ going to have you |
tracking mud all over a floor I’ve just scrubbed. You _must_ use the |
scraper whether you consign it to perdition or not.” |
Cissy loved the cleanness and neatness. She had kept it so, too, until |
her strength failed. She was very pitifully happy because she had |
Valancy with her. It had been so terrible—the long, lonely days and |
nights with no companionship save those dreadful old women who came to |
work. Cissy had hated and feared them. She clung to Valancy like a |
child. |
There was no doubt that Cissy was dying. Yet at no time did she seem |
alarmingly ill. She did not even cough a great deal. Most days she was |
able to get up and dress—sometimes even to work about in the garden or |
the barrens for an hour or two. For a few weeks after Valancy’s coming |
she seemed so much better that Valancy began to hope she might get |
well. But Cissy shook her head. |
“No, I can’t get well. My lungs are almost gone. And I—don’t want to. |
I’m so tired, Valancy. Only dying can rest me. But it’s lovely to have |
you here—you’ll never know how much it means to me. But Valancy—you |
work too hard. You don’t need to—Father only wants his meals cooked. I |
don’t think you are strong yourself. You turn so pale sometimes. And |
those drops you take. _Are_ you well, dear?” |
“I’m all right,” said Valancy lightly. She would not have Cissy |
worried. “And I’m not working hard. I’m glad to have some work to |
do—something that really wants to be done.” |
“Then”—Cissy slipped her hand wistfully into Valancy’s—“don’t let’s |
talk any more about my being sick. Let’s just forget it. Let’s pretend |
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