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could be alone whenever she liked, go to bed when she liked, sneeze
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when she liked. In the long, wondrous, northern twilights, when Cissy
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was asleep and Roaring Abel away, she could sit for hours on the shaky
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back verandah steps, looking out over the barrens to the hills beyond,
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covered with their fine, purple bloom, listening to the friendly wind
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singing wild, sweet melodies in the little spruces, and drinking in the
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aroma of the sunned grasses, until darkness flowed over the landscape
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like a cool, welcome wave.
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Sometimes of an afternoon, when Cissy was strong enough, the two girls
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went into the barrens and looked at the wood-flowers. But they did not
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pick any. Valancy had read to Cissy the gospel thereof according to
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John Foster: “It is a pity to gather wood-flowers. They lose half their
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witchery away from the green and the flicker. The way to enjoy
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wood-flowers is to track them down to their remote haunts—gloat over
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them—and then leave them with backward glances, taking with us only the
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beguiling memory of their grace and fragrance.”
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Valancy was in the midst of realities after a lifetime of unrealities.
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And busy—very busy. The house had to be cleaned. Not for nothing had
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Valancy been brought up in the Stirling habits of neatness and
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cleanliness. If she found satisfaction in cleaning dirty rooms she got
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her fill of it there. Roaring Abel thought she was foolish to bother
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doing so much more than she was asked to do, but he did not interfere
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with her. He was very well satisfied with his bargain. Valancy was a
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good cook. Abel said she got a flavour into things. The only fault he
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found with her was that she did not sing at her work.
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“Folks should always sing at their work,” he insisted. “Sounds
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cheerful-like.”
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“Not always,” retorted Valancy. “Fancy a butcher singing at his work.
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Or an undertaker.”
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Abel burst into his great broad laugh.
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“There’s no getting the better of you. You’ve got an answer every time.
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I should think the Stirlings would be glad to be rid of you. _They_
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don’t like being sassed back.”
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During the day Abel was generally away from home—if not working, then
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shooting or fishing with Barney Snaith. He generally came home at
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nights—always very late and often very drunk. The first night they
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heard him come howling into the yard, Cissy had told Valancy not to be
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afraid.
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“Father never does anything—he just makes a noise.”
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Valancy, lying on the sofa in Cissy’s room, where she had elected to
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sleep, lest Cissy should need attention in the night—Cissy would never
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have called her—was not at all afraid, and said so. By the time Abel
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had got his horses put away, the roaring stage had passed and he was in
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his room at the end of the hall crying and praying. Valancy could still
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hear his dismal moans when she went calmly to sleep. For the most part,
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Abel was a good-natured creature, but occasionally he had a temper.
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Once Valancy asked him coolly:
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“What is the use of getting in a rage?”
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“It’s such a d——d relief,” said Abel.
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They both burst out laughing together.
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“You’re a great little sport,” said Abel admiringly. “Don’t mind my bad
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French. I don’t mean a thing by it. Jest habit. Say, I like a woman
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that ain’t afraid to speak up to me. Sis there was always too meek—too
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meek. That’s why she got adrift. I like you.”
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“All the same,” said Valancy determinedly, “there is no use in sending
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things to hell as you’re always doing. And I’m _not_ going to have you
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tracking mud all over a floor I’ve just scrubbed. You _must_ use the
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scraper whether you consign it to perdition or not.”
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Cissy loved the cleanness and neatness. She had kept it so, too, until
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her strength failed. She was very pitifully happy because she had
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Valancy with her. It had been so terrible—the long, lonely days and
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nights with no companionship save those dreadful old women who came to
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work. Cissy had hated and feared them. She clung to Valancy like a
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child.
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There was no doubt that Cissy was dying. Yet at no time did she seem
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alarmingly ill. She did not even cough a great deal. Most days she was
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able to get up and dress—sometimes even to work about in the garden or
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the barrens for an hour or two. For a few weeks after Valancy’s coming
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she seemed so much better that Valancy began to hope she might get
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well. But Cissy shook her head.
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“No, I can’t get well. My lungs are almost gone. And I—don’t want to.
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I’m so tired, Valancy. Only dying can rest me. But it’s lovely to have
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you here—you’ll never know how much it means to me. But Valancy—you
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work too hard. You don’t need to—Father only wants his meals cooked. I
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don’t think you are strong yourself. You turn so pale sometimes. And
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those drops you take. _Are_ you well, dear?”
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“I’m all right,” said Valancy lightly. She would not have Cissy
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worried. “And I’m not working hard. I’m glad to have some work to
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do—something that really wants to be done.”
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“Then”—Cissy slipped her hand wistfully into Valancy’s—“don’t let’s
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talk any more about my being sick. Let’s just forget it. Let’s pretend
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