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I got used to...thinking of them. As...my kids too.
Really. By what right? Six months of parttime screwups?
Life's a tradeoff. You get cancer, your hair falls out, but you <u>do</u> get to smoke dope.
You're not dying.
You bet you are.
How the hell would you know?
I don't, but...
How would you know <u>anything</u>?
And cigarettes. I smoke, too.
You are <u>marrying</u> the <u>greatest</u> guy who walks this <u>earth</u>. Who I have <u>loved</u> from my <u>heart</u> for twelve<u>years</u>!
They came out of my <u>body</u>!
See, I know that.
I have given them more<u>love</u> and more <u>care</u> every fifteen <u>minutes</u> of their lives, than you could manage in the next fifty <u>years</u>!
Okay, I'm undeserving.
Ironic, huh?
Small world.
Luke's depo ran late. I promised I'd take notes.
So I have to tell you something in confidence...
You're a crossdresser.
That. And. Annabelle is over her head. With Brad 'The Dreamboat' Kovitsky.
She hasn't mentioned this.
She was afraid you'd make a big deal out of it.
Moi?
Toi. They've been 'going out' for two weeks.
As you may know, 'going out' in the six grade doesn't mean shit. They don't actually <u>go</u> to a movie or anywhere, they don't even eat lunch together, it's just a declaration to the world that they're...
...going out, yeh. I had kids of my own, once.
Anyway. He walks up to her on lunch yard today. And tells her... publicly...that they're 'breaking up.'
Oh, my God.
Right. Which is the whole <u>point</u> of this 'going out' thing, so one of them can dump the other one, and they can imitate the whole passionate adult soap opera tragedy, without ever having to actually date.
She's devastated.
Doesn't <u>begin</u> to describe it. I mean, you've got cancer, <u>this</u> is serious.
And you said...?
Beats me. Ask your mom.
Can I look at the pictures?
It's a mess, right now. That's my project when I get back.
So. Hopeful.
It's promising, this one. We're upbeat.
I really look like shit.
You look sick. But you look... together. Mentally tough.
Yeh, that's bull. I'm going for serene, they say some actually get there.
You try to center on the big issues, y'know. What it's all about. What this whole trip has meant. But then, the <u>really</u> big issues keep swamping y...
Brad Kovitsky.
The primo stuff is great for pain.
I think my 'primo shit' got left in my 'bellbottoms.'
He's relentless. A <u>major</u> asshole.
And you said...
What else? Keep on keepin' on.
Eat your heart out. Is Annabelle there?
Yeh, she's...I'll get you Ben first, it's past his bedti...
How's she doing with Brad?
Can I say one thing? I mean, the <u>last</u> thing I want to do is inter fere on the Brad thing, b...
Thanks, but it's under control.
Yah? Well, even the best mom in the world, the smartest, the wisest, whatever. Needs to know when to find a Plan B. Cos Plan A <u>is</u> not and <u>will</u> n...
It's <u>covered</u>, okay? I appreciate your concern. Can I talk to her?
Hon, maybe your mom would like t...
...go to the park. In the worst way.
I'm thinking. Do I know you well enough to really chew you out?
No.
It's just not the right time t...
Do what you've worked your whole life to do?
It was just a job, there'll be plenty of others.
You mean, after I'm dead?
Hey, you haven't quit on you, I'm sure as hell not gonna. I just mean, I'm juggling a lot right n...
Juggle it! Move the darkroom into your house. You've got that room downstairs with the treadmill Luke never uses anyway. Don't lose your confidence. Don't lose your edge.
It's the same choice you made.
Yes. I made the choice that was right for me. And I don't regret it. But even for me, there were days when I felt so lost, so invis ible. And then I'd hate myself for the kids not being enough.
I know you, huh? The car pools, he measles, the PTA. It's not gonna be enough for you in the long run. You have to think long term.
I just want to spend time with them when I'm not rushing or on the phone or tired or...
That's motherhood. That's the job, with or without a career. I'm telling you the biggest gift you can give them is your happiness. They <u>need</u> you to be happy.
My advice to you? Don't die.
Feeling the pressure?
Somehow, his blanket always looked like a cape, even the nurse said that. He <u>loves</u> to hear that story, over and over. How he was born a magician.
And her...?
Took 28 hours. She just wasn't sure about entering this world.
That thing you said before. Pushing the guy sleeping next to you away. Because of what you gave up for motherhood...
Is that what he told you?
He won't discuss it. Just calls it history.
You really didn't have to come, you know. I'd have brought them straight t...
Who in the world <u>is</u> he?
Looks nice enough to m...
He looks familiar. Did he do a Calvin Klein ad?
Now we're going to have a fight, you and I.
Are we.
And I'm going to win.
Don't be too sure.
Now, 'limp dick', I know. What. Is 'snowballing'?
It doesn't matter, I didn't tell h...
Because there'll be, oh, 20 or 30 mothers phoning me in the next hour or so. And they'll b...
Give 'em my number.
Actually. They'll want Annabelle's mother.
Is that what you're worried about? Looking bad at the PTA?
You are <u>defending</u> what you did?
Right down to the ground. Let's get to it.
You put filth in my child's mouth.
Aw.
You had her <u>lie</u> about that... that fancyboy <u>model</u>!
Worked. Like a charm.
She was beaten, and bloodied, and it was going to go on, uni...
So you became the hero. And I became the schmuck.
You taught my child that I am some limp dick <u>loser</u>. Who didn't <u>care</u> about her pain.