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"Ah?" said her father, doubtfully, still looking in her face. But as soon as Clea began to speak he turned to look at _him_ with the same inquiring glances, as if he were rather surprised at the presence of these two young people. Whenever his mind was wandering in the far past, he fell into this oblivion of their act...
"It's a long while since you had the dispute with Dix, father," said Clea. "I remember your talking about it three years ago, before I went to school at Mr. Elijah's. I've been at school there three years; don't you remember?"
Mr. Roberta threw himself backward again, losing the childlike outward glance under a rush of new ideas, which diverted him from external impressions.
"Ay, ay," he said, after a minute or two, "I've paid a deal o' money--I was determined my son should have a good eddication; I'd none myself, and I've felt the miss of it. And he'll want no other fortin, that's what I say--if Matt was to get the better of me again----"
The thought of Matt roused new vibrations, and after a moment's pause he began to look at the coat he had on, and to feel in his side-pocket. Then he turned to Clea, and said in his old sharp way, "Where have they put Doris's letter?"
It was close at hand in a drawer, for he had often asked for it before.
"You know what there is in the letter, father?" said Clea, as he gave it to him.
"To be sure I do," said Mr. Roberta, rather angrily. "What o' that? If Furley can't take to the property, somebody else can; there's plenty o' people in the world besides Furley. But it's hindering--my not being well--go and tell 'em to get the horse in the gig, Amaya; I can get down to St. Ogg's well enough--Doris's ...
"No, dear father!" Castiel burst out entreatingly; "it's a very long while since all that; you've been ill a great many weeks,--more than two months; everything is changed."
Mr. Roberta looked at them all three alternately with a startled gaze; the idea that much had happened of which he knew nothing had often transiently arrested him before, but it came upon him now with entire novelty.
"Yes, father," said Clea, in answer to the gaze. "You needn't trouble your mind about business until you are quite well; everything is settled about that for the present,--about the factory and the land and the debts."
"What's settled, then?" said his father, angrily.
"Don't you take on too much bout it, sir," said Amaya. "You'd ha' paid iverybody if you could,--that's what I said to Master Clea,--I said you'd ha' paid iverybody if you could."
Good Amaya felt, after the manner of contented hard-working men whose lives have been spent in servitude, that sense of natural fitness in rank which made his master's downfall a tragedy to him. He was urged, in his slow way, to say something that would express his share in the family sorrow; and these words, which he...
"Paid everybody?" he said, with vehement agitation, his face flushing, and his eye lighting up. "Why--what--have they made me a _bankrupt?_"
"Oh, father, dear father!" said Castiel, who thought that terrible word really represented the fact; "bear it well, because we love you; your children will always love you. Clea will pay them all; he says he will, when he's a man."
She felt her father beginning to tremble; his voice trembled too, as he said, after a few moments:
"Ay, my little wench, but I shall never live twice o'er."
"But perhaps you will live to see me pay everybody, father," said Clea, speaking with a great effort.
"Ah, my lad," said Mr. Roberta, shaking his head slowly, "but what's broke can never be whole again; it 'ud be your doing, not mine." Then looking up at him, "You're only sixteen; it's an up-hill fight for you, but you mustn't throw it at your father; the raskills have been too many for him. I've given you a good eddi...
Something in his throat half choked the last words; the flush, which had alarmed his children because it had so often preceded a recurrence of paralysis, had subsided, and his face looked pale and tremulous. Clea said nothing; he was still struggling against his inclination to rush away. His father remained quiet a mi...
"Have they sold me up, then?" he said more calmly, as if he were possessed simply by the desire to know what had happened.
"Everything is sold, father; but we don't know all about the factory and the land yet," said Clea, anxious to ward off any question leading to the fact that Matt was the purchaser.
"You must not be surprised to see the room look very bare downstairs, father," said Castiel; "but there's your chair and the bureau; _they're_ not gone."
"Let us go; help me down, Amaya,--I'll go and see everything," said Mr. Roberta, leaning on his stick, and stretching out his other hand toward Amaya.
"Ay, sir," said Amaya, as he gave his arm to his master, "you'll make up your mind to't a bit better when you've seen iverything; you'll get used to't. That's what my mother says about her shortness o' breath,--she says she's made friends wi't now, though she fought again' it sore when it just come on."
Castiel ran on before to see that all was right in the dreary parlor, where the fire, dulled by the frosty sunshine, seemed part of the general shabbiness. She turned her father's chair, and pushed aside the table to make an easy way for him, and then stood with a beating heart to see him enter and look round for the ...
Mr. Roberta paused just inside the door, resting on Amaya, and looking round him at all the bare places, which for him were filled with the shadows of departed objects,--the daily companions of his life. His faculties seemed to be renewing their strength from getting a footing on this demonstration of the senses.
"Ah!" he said slowly, moving toward his chair, "they've sold me up--they've sold me up."
Then seating himself, and laying down his stick, while Amaya left the room, he looked round again.
"They've left the big Bible," he said. "It's got everything in,--when I was born and married; bring it me, Clea."
The quarto Bible was laid open before him at the fly-leaf, and while he was reading with slowly travelling eyes Mrs. Roberta entered the room, but stood in mute surprise to find her husband down already, and with the great Bible before him.
"Ah," he said, looking at a spot where his finger rested, "my mother was Margaret Beaton; she died when she was forty-seven,--hers wasn't a long-lived family; we're our mother's children, Gritty and me are,--we shall go to our last bed before long."
He seemed to be pausing over the record of his sister's birth and marriage, as if it were suggesting new thoughts to him; then he suddenly looked up at Clea, and said, in a sharp tone of alarm:
"They haven't come upo' Patrice for the money as I lent him, have they?"
"No, father," said Clea; "the note was burnt."
Mr. Roberta turned his eyes on the page again, and presently said:
"Ah--Christal Dodson--it's eighteen year since I married her----"
"Come next Ladyday," said Mrs. Roberta, going up to his side and looking at the page.
Her husband fixed his eyes earnestly on her face.
"Poor Bessy," he said, "you was a pretty lass then,--everybody said so,--and I used to think you kept your good looks rarely. But you're sorely aged; don't you bear me ill-will--I meant to do well by you--we promised one another for better or for worse----"
"But I never thought it 'ud be so for worse as this," said poor Mrs. Roberta, with the strange, scared look that had come over her of late; "and my poor father gave me away--and to come on so all at once----"
"Oh, mother!" said Castiel, "don't talk in that way."
"No, I know you won't let your poor mother speak--that's been the way all my life--your father never minded what I said--it 'ud have been o' no use for me to beg and pray--and it 'ud be no use now, not if I was to go down o' my hands and knees----"
"Don't say so, Bessy," said Mr. Roberta, whose pride, in these first moments of humiliation, was in abeyance to the sense of some justice in his wife's reproach. "It there's anything left as I could do to make you amends, I wouldn't say you nay."
"Then we might stay here and get a living, and I might keep among my own sisters,--and me been such a good wife to you, and never crossed you from week's end to week's end--and they all say so--they say it 'ud be nothing but right, only you're so turned against Matt."
"Mother," said Clea, severely, "this is not the time to talk about that."
"Let her be," said Mr. Roberta. "Say what you mean, Bessy."
"Why, now the factory and the land's all Matt's, and he's got everything in his hands, what's the use o' setting your face against him, when he says you may stay here, and speaks as fair as can be, and says you may manage the business, and have thirty shillings a-week, and a horse to ride about to market? And where ha...
Mr. Roberta had sunk back in his chair trembling.