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"I am battling with trying to understand what is the paranoia and what is his true thoughts."
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“I feel lost, I feel depressed every single day, some days I find it so hard to get out of bed.”
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“I held mid senior management roles in 3 of the 4 Aussie banks before leaving banking to take on a senior role with a software business. The change between roles came about due to back to back redundancies. i left my last senior role in Jan 2016 ( a further redundancy)and have been unable to find a role of the same standing since despite more than 400 applications.”
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“I don’t know why I’m struggling and it feels like I’m overreacting or doing it to myself.”
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" I've had a lifetime of struggles and I'm still struggling with the aftermath of how people have treated me. "
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“I am literally lost within this website as well as within myself.”
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“I’m so emotional right now and tired... oh so tired.”
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“I decided after my fathers passing to study through tafe nsw but after my mothers passing I can’t seem to function or seek right resources”
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Every day feels like an emotional rollercoaster, and I can’t seem to control my feelings or make sense of them.
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“I'm just existing from day to day, while my life goes by. I don't see things changing. Too many issues to work through, it's so overwhelming.”
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“Unfortunately, I was about to start a job, after living off my savings and Centrelink while studying up, until I broke my wrist and ribs.”
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“I don't want to sell or loose our house I worked hard for and I can't afford to live anywhere else. It really seems to me that i'm all out of opinions.”
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“Our young adult son suffers anxiety and depression”
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"I can’t eat, I feel sick. I feel so alone it is overwhelming.”
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"I try to keep in mind that my memory was pretty bad just with the depression but I have noticed sometimes I am trying to find an answer to something that I am sure I would know and I just can't get to the answer."
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"I can't shake the regret, anger, and sadness I have with myself."
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“I can barely eat, I am force feeding myself just so my stomach doesn't hurt from lack of food but I have zero appetite.”
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“I am so torn. I barely sleep, I put her on my bed at night and she is often panting, crying in her sleep or having tremors”
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“I am an abject failure.”
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“I feel silenced, I feel that to speak out & ask for something in return only ends in ugliness, I feel that I am the difficult one & should just learn to shut up & suck it up.”
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There's no certificates I want to do and I can't achieve anything from University.
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"the harsh realisation that I don’t have a support network. My friends are work colleagues from over the years or joint couple friends. I don’t feel I can turn to them."
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"I just… feel so totally burned out."
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"I have a good job, good family yet I increasingly feel like I don’t know what makes me who I am."
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“Among all that, I just feel lost in myself. I don't know what I want to do for a career and I don't know how to motivate myself. I have dreams and goals but I feel like I'm floating through the day. I just want to be happy again."
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“Now I’m in a job where I don’t even feel like it’s for me. I’m in a new town, broke with all my animals. Plus my other animals still in the town I left because I can’t afford to move them. I just feel so so out of place and feel like I’m ticking time bomb that’s just hanging on by a thread.”
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"I was stricken with grief again & in a new relationship with an alcoholic narcissist."
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“I felt manipulated and trapped.”
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“I’m just generally feeling sad, anxious, annoyed, scared and overall very bittersweet”
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“I will feel guilty that I am not working.”
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“I am at a point where it is really impacting on my own mental health and I do not know how to deal with him as I am constantly afraid of saying the wrong thing.”
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“I honestly can not win! This life I have is hard, and it's sad, I shouldn't have to suffer.”
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“me and my friend are in year 7 and since high school is pretty different from primary school we both started having similar meltdowns/breakdowns and we would feel emotionally numb and even had thoughts of hurting ourselves at times.”
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“I can't even stand up for myself, because I go into shut down when I need to act.”
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"I would like to exercise but even the thought of it makes me tired.”
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“I’m so sad and feel really alone.”
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“Last year I was doing well in school and even got some awards. I could tell that I was happier then and my grades definitely reflected that. At the beginning of this year I had my first few assessments and I did not do as well as I thought ~ 70 for each unit. As the year progressed I started seeing my grades plummet to the 60s and 50s. And for the first time, I failed a few as well. I still fail to study more in my room and instead resort to video games because I am too sad to write something or solve anything. I don’t know how to get back on track.”
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“I want to give up DSP which I know is impossible to get for start but then if approved I'm screwed financially and have to give up up my rental and change the remaining things that spark any joy (hobbies that cost money).”
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“I’m slowly seeing patterns where I'm not interested in anything anymore”
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“I have a 1500w paper and a 2500w report due on Monday next week (already granted extensions). I did some rough research and have some rough ideas of what I'll write but it's so hard to continue. Especially the 2500w report is based on an interview that I kinda bombed so I’m just scared.”
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“I've encountered someone who Is a manipulator and it has left me very traumatised.”
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“We both try and support her because she was sexually abused as a child so we tolerate her behaviour and support her even though she refuses help or to even recognise she has a problem.”
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“Painfully shy I've worked hard at finding my voice and some confidence, but I'm still hyper sensitive & fragile.”
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"I developed symptoms such as Anxiety/Panic that grew in severity until a tragic breakdown in 2014."
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I don’t know my interests as I took no decisions in my life and am stuck and lost. My parents never listened to me or pushed me when I showed them small glimmer of things I liked.
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“Doing the regular 9-5… pretending to smile and act normal because I’m in a leadership position, pretending I’m totally fine during client meetings..the appearance that everything is fine.”
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“My 10 year old has been diagnosed with Oppositional Defiant Disorder although I can't help but suspect that he has some other mood disorder going on because of his sudden mood swings.”
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“I’m 31 years old and have struggled with drug addiction for ten years.”
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"I find it hard to concentrate, I can't retain information, and I often find myself just staring into space, not knowing how long I've been doing it for."
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“The trauma i experienced in the womb and growing up without my dad had had disastrous effects on my life! I suffer from anxiety and depression.”
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“I hate myself for being this way, my life is not otherwise uncomfortable.”
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"I have seen a therapist, but in the last few months I have 'put on an act' to make it seem like I'm coping a little better, just small improvements each time so it doesn't feel like I'm faking it."
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"I was asking him to take check of his obsessions (started with every single book, podcast, TV show, movie about JFK and now it's anti-vaxx propaganda)."
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“Although my history of multiple trauma’s and childhood abuse caused specific responses in me from an early age, I thought I was normal and everyone was the same.”
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"I'm not sure how long my work will put up with me like this, and I guess that also adds to my stress."
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“I am worried that I will make a huge mistake. Next week they will give me task that is making me more anxious.”
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“Today I had to cancel an appointment with my employment agency because I was too unwell when I’d been looking forward to discussing my ideas for starting my own business on the NEIS program.”
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“I feel so lost, sad and alone and I don't know what to do.”
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“Costs are ridiculous & I'm running out of money. My older child also has ADHD, but it took 8 years to get him diagnosed as the waiting lists were ridiculous & many of the professionals didn't care."
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“When i had job during high school I would cry and get angry before most of my shift, and I still do it to this day with preparing for a job interview -that I am unsure of taking- or anything that involves talking to strangers and new people.”
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“Over the last 5 months it has been really constant with few days being good and most days being bad to the point I have to lay in bed to try shake it off. The soul sucking experience has happened only once since then and that encounter vs the ER encounter was actually nightmarish.”
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I constantly battle overwhelming anxiety, and no matter what I do, I feel like I’m drowning in my own thoughts.
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"Work, Life, relationships are all difficult to manage these days and I find myself pushing everything away and making myself worse."
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“I am sick and tired of not being listened to and sick and tired of my mental health issues being swept under the rug because people find them to complex.”
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“Im lonely and going broke.”
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“Bile is produced when we are angry, but in my case the anger didn’t get expression and I feel like it’s caused inner destructive processes to my own body.”
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"I do take meds for depression and anxiety, it's genetic so with the death and trauma, it was a no-brainer."
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“from being depressed, to being anxious, to feeling so lonely that I can't even handle it anymore.”
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“I have been getting excellent mental health treatment, but still felt really worn down about life"
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“I want them to move out, but it is not happening so I am living in this state of toxicity and aggression 24/7 as they are always home, and I work from home.”
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“I have a lot of supportive family members and friends, I still feel so alone during this time.”
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I just have no idea how I'm supposed to keep going on, I was in the middle of final exams for uni and I have deferred for a few more weeks but I'm struggling to study and that is stressing me out as well so I am just completely lost at the moment
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“I have been struggling to get out of the dreaded dark hole of 'doctor google or doctor youtube’.”
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“this year my mum passed away”
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"I have become concerned about our relationship as he is dressing diff, got a new haircut he used to have when in 20s, has taken up smoking, is talking about other recreational substances, reaching out to past girlfriend and spending as much time away from me as he can."
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“Who makes sure I am okay? Who is caring about me?”
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"I’m just either extremely depressed or cranky.. & I don’t enjoy anything anymore."
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“But it’s been tough. I don’t love my job and I’m struggling financially with my mortgage back home and paying rent here”
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"I’m still so young but I feel so different from everyone around me."
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"Despite being newly employed, I barely get shifts and as I am someone who wants to move out thru rent choice youth, it is so much more complex."
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“I never got to feel safe or heal from the first initial trauma before suffering trauma, sexual assaults on multiple occasions.”
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“I don’t even like the job… I’m looking at other employment opportunities.”
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“All my family live in the UK and I relocated to a regional area to be able to be closer to him.”
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“Dealing with my son has taken an epic toll on us as a family unit.”
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“I have just quit a job after 2 days as my anxiety took over. I can't stop myself from thinking you can't do it, you are doing it wrong and people don't like me.”
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“I can't catch a break, it's literally one thing after another and no one understands!”
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“Just sucks big time at the moment.”
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"It feels a bit like what I read in this book once, that a partner said about their mentally ill spouse – when they’re in the room, there’s no oxygen left for me.”
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“Severe inner personal critic, abandonment issues and the list goes on and on.”
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In fact i haven't felt this depressed and miserable in a long time. (Since probably highschool) I just feel so tired honestly... I wanna engage in my interests and hobbies again... i wanna hang out with my friends... Yet even doing all that doesn't help to erase the feeling of misery.... What do i do? I just want to be happy again...
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“I eventually recovered. 8 years later I was triggered by something and had a massive panic attack.”
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“That part of my heart has been left empty and hurting since and I don't want to mean to be nasty but when my father does pass away I want to be able to go to my mum and say why?”
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"I feel that I have nothing in life to look forward to besides my kids which I love with all my heart but one day they will be grown and gone."
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“A part of me not wanting a job is that i get extreme performance anxiety and have social anxiety that i think i'm not able to cope.”
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"I was diagnosed with depression and put on antidepressants and I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD along with having bad anxiety and somewhat of an ED."
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“She just separated from her partner of 9 years o ly about 6 or 7 weeks ago as they were both drinking to much and it was getting to toxic and violent.”
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“I feel like I’m failing. I am so jealous of people who can do 'all the things' without feeling like they need to cry every day from the stress.”
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"When you live on your own, you're beyond isolated."
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“I am so torn. I barely sleep, I put her on my bed at night and she is often panting, crying in her sleep or having tremors”
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