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So now I'm on 133 mg of pristiq and have yet to witness any change | 3 |
Last June, I went off the zoloft and stuck with the lithium and felt fine, but I felt some depression symptoms coming back after a couple months | 3 |
i just want the pain to stop | 3 |
I feel nauseous after taking pill,But i didn't drink from today till now (Sorry, my English isn’t good) | 3 |
I also have a physical disability | 3 |
And no, the big rock doesn't fucking break the chest ending my disgusting endless painful life, it stays there laughing at me when I'm crying | 3 |
Maybe I just have some sort of addiction, but when I'm off of it for even 5 minutes to go to the bathroom or something, I'm reminded of how shitty life is | 3 |
And I have paranoia too, ever since last year | 3 |
Hi all fellow friends who are suffering from depression! I have IBS, suffer from sleep paralysis almost every single night, be a paranoiac | 3 |
i shouldn't be constantly in and out of mental hospitals | 3 |
It’s just a constant state of “You’re super depressed, isolate yourself from everyone because your a poison, waste your day away, think about progressing in life but of course you won’t do anything, etc I just feel like I have a mild OCD and I can’t stop obsessing over my mental health and how I’m slowly rotting | 3 |
i guess its good because my fat ass shouldnt eat this much | 3 |
I'm at the point where I'm fine with accidents that can happen, where it be I'm driving and a truck speeds and hits me, riding on train and exploding, walking on the sidewalk and hoping a car would hit me or I get snatched and be killed, walking alone late at night and some thugs beat me up | 3 |
When I first set it, I frequently became nauseous and dizzy thinking about my impending mortality, but as I get closer and closer to the day, the less worried and more ready I feel | 3 |
Fuck you and everything you stand for: whining, complaining, cynicism, pessimism | 3 |
I'm stuck in this rut and I can't stop crying it's so hard to type and I'm in so much pain and I can't do this anymore I can't | 3 |
Ive been on Viibryd for about a year give or take | 3 |
I’m 16 but I’m in the last month of my year group and I look about 14 | 3 |
and have been feeling unwell since then | 3 |
I played a sport as a teenager, if I decided to go back to the team now I would make myself physically sick with worry, so much so that it wouldn't be worth it | 3 |
Your gut microbiome and brain chemistry and diet are intricately related, and the modern diet of toaster waffles, fried chicken, and bread/cake may be a major cause of many health issues | 3 |
im sitting in front of a brand new laptop with my wisky in hand and i have no self worth at all | 3 |
i have 34 375 mg tablets and alcohol | 3 |
I'm pretty obese, and my roommate tells me that I need to lose weight | 3 |
Feeling like I just want to turn to drugs right now | 3 |
Wherever I go I'm the ugliest person | 3 |
The lack of energy, loss of interest in enjoyed activities | 3 |
I had an open cosmetic rhinoplasty 4 months ago and since then I've been experiencing symptoms that have been fairly debilitating for me | 3 |
The break-up, depression, moving out, having no close friends at my university, no sure if I even want to study the subjects I'm studying | 3 |
I’ve been seeing the same Psych for years, however am considering switching to a psychiatrist because I’ve been on the same low dose of fluoxetine for years | 3 |
After many years of variety of meds for a variety of things (ADHD, depression, sleep, bipolar), I decided to self-medicate with coffee, melatonin, excercise, a therapy light, and running my own business rather than having to follow stupid rules | 3 |
I will be hungry and know I NEED to eat, finally gear myself to the effort of cooking something, barely touch it, then get bored of eating and not want to anymore | 3 |
In the interest of staying alive until my new dosage of medication kicks in (and hopefully works), my therapist suggested I stay distracted | 3 |
I'm also super lazy and procrastinate hardcore | 3 |
therapy, I have antidepressants, I've hopped through the hoops of NLP, affirmations, binaural beats, meditation, tried to stop drinking | 3 |
I've been at rock bottom for a while now, and I know that recovering from this depression and involuntary celibacy will be the hardest battle I've yet to fight in my life | 3 |
I’m feelin stressed, tired, sick, and sleepy all at the same time | 3 |
Phone calls give me anxiety, I know I'm going to have a bout of PTSD related to driving, I'm going to feel guilty about wrecking my parents' car, but I'm okay | 3 |
Does that make sense/is that normal? I was raped a few years ago but have never spoken to someone professional about it | 3 |
I have trouble sleeping at night because work stresses me out so much | 3 |
I have so many voices yelling in my head wanting to come out I’m just stuttering when I trying and let them I feel insane | 3 |
I was planning a tattoo to get that would cover all my old scars | 3 |
I’m too lazy, too tired, can’t focus on anything or anyone other than myself | 3 |
Will that do the trick? I could cut my veins off but I'm too much of a pussy to stand the pain | 3 |
What sucks even more is that, you can be confident in your own skin and as soon as someone points out a flaw, that thought stays with you forever and will never escape your mind | 3 |
I’m destined to be left behind, bedridden | 3 |
Being reminded constantly of body flaws is the worse in my opinion because that can just ruin someone completely | 3 |
I'm 43, I have a worthless ass history degree, no physical attraction whatsoever, no real job, no social life, and no hope of getting out of the US because fuck this country | 3 |
the coke and pills will | 3 |
I suffer from several chronic illnesses and have spent the whole year here | 3 |
I toughed it out for awhile because i felt so good but it just got to be too much so I stopped taking it about a week ago when it started making me vomit | 3 |
If I can feel pain, I'm worth living, right? I don't even know anymore | 3 |
I'm sitting in my bed, unable to sleep, and hitting a burnt vape | 3 |
For the past week (Maybe more ? Can't remember) I've maybe taken my antidepressants twice instead of every morning, because I'm dumb and keep forgetting or thinking it's fine, and now my head is killing me, I feel like I'm going to throw up 44/7, I've been having nightmares and I basically feel like shit | 3 |
Sore feet and legs, a bit dehydrated and sunburnt, but still better | 3 |
Right now as I'm in a taxi going home, I drank 13 pills of antidepressants, wanted to drink the entire bottle and pass out on the road peacefully but couldn't get myself to finish the bottle | 3 |
How often is it that a suicidal person actually goes through with it eventually? Like if someone was suicidal years ago but had some help and got a little better, how often is it that hey'd have a sort of relapse? Sorry, I'm feeling super hopeless right now and I don't know if I want good news or bad news (to be honest I'm not really sure which is which either) | 3 |
Going to focus on getting terminal cancer or maybe sudden death due to heart problems | 3 |
if only to prove to my children, cursed with these genetic tendencies of mine, that life is worth living | 3 |
It's a constant pain in my chest and I really really wish the attempted OD would've worked but I was too fucking into crying to go find more pills it should've been enough | 3 |
A few weeks ago I noticed I started getting really fatigued, I couldn’t drag myself out of bed, and by late afternoon I was a zombie | 3 |
first they just dont talk to you? im not closee with my family for reasons of physical and psychological abuse i have about 4 or 5 close friends id say and they all know i struggle with depression and are always willing to help etc when i reach out but | 3 |
She's happier after she broke up with me, I feel like its my fault i lost her it probably was, bipolar disorder OCD and anxiety just get to be to much for me and i either say things i don't mean or make dumb jokes | 3 |
my bodybuilding genetics and frame are top tier but im just so small and top light | 3 |
I'm stuck here, feeling miserable, and knowing I have to go out tonight and be social so I don't end up sitting here alone, probably drinking by myself and inevitably hurting myself | 3 |
These last couple of days though I just feel so lonely and depressed, I just want to drink constantly, I drank last night and the night before, and it’s only 11am and I already feel like drinking again | 3 |
First, not having autism would be nice | 3 |
Within a space of 4-3 months I had third degree burns to feet due to accident not my fault, and when I finally got back to work I now have a hernia | 3 |
I still have no appetite | 3 |
In other words, I’ve been self-medicating nightly for 3 or 4 decades, a moderate to heavy drinker | 3 |
Please ffs please i need some kind of drug to fix this shit | 3 |
I thought my depression had lessened because i was feeling things again, but i have been sober for 4 months now and i think it was probably just the alcohol, because i don’t feel like i have been becoming a lot more numb lately, not being sad feels good at least but i think a lot of the happiness has gone with it, i feel so bored | 3 |
Over the past 4 weeks, I've become a lot worse, I have anxiety, developed insomnia and I cannot eat | 3 |
It feels like there's a weight on my chest all the time and anytime I think about being happy my mind shuts it down | 3 |
several doctors have diagnosed me with a neurological disease which they say is untreatable and not curable | 3 |
I have tried monitoring sleep but that has stopped and I am sleeping less | 3 |
I have avoidant personality disorder and major depressive disorder and over the course of two years lost hundreds of friends, and its just now really starting to hit me | 3 |
I’m also an antinatalist | 3 |
My therapist might tell my parents about my past cutting (Ive avoided it for over a month just so i have proof that I "stopped") | 3 |
I’m on meds, trileptal, sertraline, lorazepam | 3 |
And somewhere along the line of my first real week of days off, I realized that all I did was work and I was just curled up in bed every second I was not working | 1 |
I'm in my senior year of college now, and am still trying to shake these memories | 0 |
I've never had a job for more than a year | 1 |
I can say i'm blessed, I'm 43 with no bills, free college tuition until i'm 45, and a full time 5 x 8 full benefit job | 1 |
There's nothing I want to do, I don't enjoy anything anymore, so I just occupy myself with meaningless bullshit to help the time pass | 0 |
does anyone here know any way a freshman can get a job in california | 1 |
There's just no motivation to accomplish anything and I can't really see the point of anything | 0 |
I really don’t wanna go and feel like I made a mistake applying | 0 |
For years I had been telling myself that I would never be smart enough to get a scholarship, I would never go to university, I believed I would never succeed academically | 0 |
I cant concentrate on my work | 1 |
It's been hard trying to focus for the past few days at work and I feel like I'm not productive at all | 1 |
I couldn't meet the deadlines | 0 |
It seems petty that I have to post on a forum to announce my own suicide, and not to mention that if I really wanted to die, I wouldn't be attention-whoring myself, but I would at least want to say goodbye to this world that I've lived in as a respectable leave-off, almost like a resignation letter in a job, even if it was just a single post on the internet | 1 |
I get envious of my peers in college who are successes, envious of Youtubers with thousands of subscribers sharing their experiences traveling the world, and their awesome hobbies, etc | 0 |
I'm having burnouts right now trying to catch up with deadlines, practical stuffs and I can't do my own study sessions and on top of that I just found out that my aunt is dying (she's in stage 4 pancreatic cancer) and the doctors told us that they can't do anything anymore | 0 |
I work at a tv repair company | 1 |
I come from and live in a country where things are too hard and over half the population is unemployed and suffering mentally | 0 |
I always feel like a failure and a disappointment to anybody who is unlucky enough to know me | 0 |
  I have tried to "finish" it, but it's just too difficult | 0 |
My question is about whether it would be wise to go to University despite suffering with this condition and not knowing when or if it will get better | 0 |
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