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Does life actually work for most / non-depressed people?It doesn't seem possible to me that everyone isn't miserable. What do you think? My boyfriend told me the other week that in reality we are the minority. Most people are fine, if not happy. Oddball. | depression |
I found my friend's bodyIt was almost nine years ago now, but I still think about it every day. He was down about something so I sat with him and chatted, tried to cheer him up. He said he was fine, had just had a bit too much to drink, and that I should go to bed. That night he hanged himself in the tiny utility room ... | depression |
Ex Wife Threatening SuicideRecently I left my wife for good because she has cheated on me twice and lied to me so much that I have decided to refuse to go back to her. As of a few days ago, she began threatening suicide. I have tirelessly spent these paat few days talking her out of it and she keeps hesitating because ... | SuicideWatch |
Am I weird I don't get affected by compliments if it's coming from someone I know irl but I feel really good when internet strangers do it | teenagers |
Finally 2020 is almost over... So I can never hear "2020 has been a bad year" ever again. I swear to fucking God it's so annoying | teenagers |
Reddit, I've never opened up to anyone with my life problems as much i am now, you're my only help i have.A little bit of background
Im 22 living with my my mom. Ive never seen my father nor asked about him, my mom just told me he was in a bad environment(hung out with druggies and gamblers) when she was pregnant with... | depression |
Somebody help me.I just had a terrible episode tonight. I feel hollow inside. How do you guys live with this? I honestly don't want to wake up tomorrow. It hurts so much. Somebody help me | depression |
I can't do this anymoreI've hidden away all summer in my room and I can't even leave it to get something to eat without my mom telling me how much she wants me to die. I have to get major surgery on my back and she just keeps saying how she hopes that I die when I do and how my whole family will celebrate. Even if it g... | depression |
i need helpjust help me im crying so hard | SuicideWatch |
I’m so lostHello, my name is Adam (16) and I’ve been struggling for years and I’m afraid. Through these past years thoughts of suicide, fear, anxiety I’m so close to my limit . I’ve been quiet for so long and I’m too scared to come out to my family about these feelings. About 3 years ago losing my aunt triggered it al... | SuicideWatch |
the bla bla bla on drugs and crappy health insurance, a rant.* I'll try and keep it succinct.
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* Before getting insurance I tried every damn thing imaginable, diet, exercise, supplements, all the OTC stuff available.
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* In April I finally got "obamacare" a state version of it. I went to my appointment with a long ... | depression |
Honetly idkI dont know what im even doing here. I just feel like there is nothing and nowhere for me. All i can feel is either nothing or unbearably sad. Im ignoring friends every opitunity i can. I feel like im loosing my girlfriend. I only hurt everyone i talk too and i dont cause anything good. Im behind on my educa... | SuicideWatch |
[Trigger warning] Excuse for self inflicted burns*I do know the crisis line and used it after when I was having a panic attack.
*I know it's not a healthy thing to do.
But, I did. I did something stupid out of impulse. I burned myself. I REALLY need help with an excuse as the father of my daughter knows my history (w... | SuicideWatch |
It ends tonight.I can’t do it anymore.
I quit. | SuicideWatch |
Drank to feel better for the first timeHi. So, hopefully the people who know me on here won't look too closely at this post, but here goes.
Tonight was the first time I drank to feel better. It's my friend's birthday, and we're waiting for everyone to get here so that we can go out to eat and celebrate. While we're... | depression |
The people in my life who I am closest to and feel the most love toward are those who have suffered the way I suffered.I don't know why, but I just find myself to gravitate toward others who have or have had depression issues either now or in the past. I'm medicated and stable, but regardless, I find that the people wh... | depression |
Everyone wants to be "edgy" and it's making me self conscious I feel like I don't stand out. I can draw yes and play the guitar but I honestly feel like am stuck in the past, my taste in music are all rock and alt metal from
2000's to the 90's and it doesn't really make me feel unique it's just my style but seeing as m... | teenagers |
I'm so tired of this...I hate mornings.
I'm afraid to go to sleep, because I don't know if tomorrow ill succeed fooling everyone that I'm OK.
I feel like a great burden to my SO.
We stayed up for almost the whole night, now he has to go to work tired because of me.
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My life is over at 20 years oldHello all. I am a 20 year old balding male. My hairline is trash and to make matters worse my head is HUGE. I have bipolar, depression and crippling social anxiety. Balding has been the cherry on top. I wear a hat 24/7 even in my room when I’m alone because I can’t stop thinking about it.... | SuicideWatch |
I took the rest of my sleeping pills and my painkillersI can’t wait for it to end, I’ve struggled for the past 6 years and I’m finally ending it. | SuicideWatch |
Can you imagine getting old? Me neither.Wrinkles, weight gain, hair loss, messed up teeth and bones, health issues, menopause, hormones, hating new generations & the way world progress.
Being a useless angry piece of shit who can't take care of itself. Being totally depended on people who secretly wants you to die... | SuicideWatch |
Do you think getting hit by a train would be painful?Guns are hard to come by in my country but trains are not. I just don't want to suffer though, do you think this would be a painless method of suicide? | SuicideWatch |
death, continuedI posted here before and saw something interesting. I asked for information. You know what I got back? A bunch of people who wanted to do the same thing to me as they always do: spit back personal information about me. This makes things worse, obviously, but at least a bunch of trolls are having lau... | SuicideWatch |
Been arrested - feeling suicidalEdit | SuicideWatch |
Fuck the verizon smart family app I can’t even watch porn privately anymore wtf why is that a feature | teenagers |
I’m scared. Everything just seems to be getting worse and worse. I’m young and I think I’m transgender but I’m not even sure about that. I can’t tell if I’m just lying to myself or if I’m actually trans, I feel so overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions and I can’t just take it anymore.
I just wish I could at leas... | SuicideWatch |
Well, Im screwed. I locked myself in the school toilet, and can't get out. For now.
Edit: I'm out now, I lived to tell the story | teenagers |
I'm fucked assignment is due tomorrow and I haven't even started yet.
:) | teenagers |
I constantly feeling like I'm slippingIt's been a few years since I sliced myself up and was sent to clinic. I've got a loving girlfriend now, I'm studying my dream job and I've met so many great people.
But today I spent most of the day in the foetal position on my bed missing my blades and cigarettes (girlfriend mad... | depression |
yeaputting a knife to my wrist didn't give me any hesitation like how it used to, i am free from that, free to finally die
i hate seeing people having fun, it's just so depressing for me.
my sister goes out every night with her friend, it's nice to see her get out of her depression but at the same time
it hurts real... | SuicideWatch |
I am ending my life today, goodbye everyone.I am 36 almost 37, I am on disability for PTSD and Rheumatoid Arthritis. I am 400 lbs and sick of living. I am tired of being single and rejected and made to feel as if I was some kind of monster. I am tired of not having anyone to connect with, to connect too, to have a comp... | SuicideWatch |
Me: I know I have a really toxic house and I do my best to cope with with it by going to school, etc Rona: hahahaha, stay at home forcefully go brrrrrrrrr | teenagers |
Trapped inside a voidDear whoever cares enough to read this, though I doubt there are any that fall under that criteria.
I am trapped inside a void. There is absolutely nothing for me. I go through the monotonous tasks of every-day life with nothing to look forward to, no aspirations whatsoever. The only saving gra... | SuicideWatch |
Posting Galadriel’s opening monologue every day until I get a girlfriend Day 3 Galadriel: (speaking partly in Elvish)
(I amar prestar aen.)
The world is changed.
(Han matho ne nen.)
I feel it in the water.
(Han mathon ned cae.)
I feel it in the earth.
(A han noston ned gwilith.)
I smell it in the air.
Much tha... | teenagers |
Do you sleep with Socks On,and how do you feel about sleeping with socks on? (I tried it for the first time with heavy long socks and it felt really nice when I woke up) Here are some benefits according to Healthline
* **Prevent hot flashes:** Some women find wearing socks helpful for cooling their core body tempe... | teenagers |
I respect you all, so mutch.In a way, i feel like we're a little familly. Coming on here gives me reassurance. | depression |
The graveyard of redditAnyone find it eery to think how many dead users this subreddit has?
Too often ill see a "I'm killing myself tonight" post from a active redditor only for them to never post again. | SuicideWatch |
Guys I want friends That’s it , I’m alone and don’t talk to anyone dm me or anything, I’m just tired of only talking to my dad and sister, literally only my dad and sister , I like animated series but I’m flexible to anything the last series I watch was Santa Clarita’s diet and the last animated series I watch was the ... | teenagers |
I think today may be my last.Everything's becoming too overwhelming and once it's late enough into the night I think it would be enough to go and finally end this miserable life of mine. I have a plan that works, if a certain friend doesn't call again. But I don't know if I'll be able to actually move.. I don't know wh... | SuicideWatch |
I’m trashLol I normally cringe at the self loathing posts here but honestly I’m such trash. Like literally everything about me. I just wish I could muster up the courage to just follow through. This is it and I’m okay with that that: everyday here is worst than the last. I appreciate this community for letting me kn... | SuicideWatch |
Nice songs <3 Nice songs to vibe to-
Loverboy/a-wall
Come true/khai dreams
Weak when ur around/blackbear
All I need/khai dreams
Carwash/striptease (slowed)
Please listen to them :) | teenagers |
What is the best way to do it?I’m not looking to be talked out of it. What would be the most effective, easiest way to go? | SuicideWatch |
Man I hope someone finds thisI am drunk as fuck. I found that I have hodgkins lymphoma. I don't want my fam to suffer through that shit. So I'm taking my life tomorrow. You guys think If I point a knife to my heart and fall downwards I'll be done easy. I hope so. That's what I'm going to do .
Man , I hope my gi... | SuicideWatch |
Today's fact is Reddit awards are expensive emojis | teenagers |
I feel like I am drowningI used to go to school at a state university, then I had to drop out for financial issues. It's been a year since then and I haven't moved anywhere in my life. I have one job (15 hours a week, so I don't make enough money for essentials like food, soap, toothpaste, etc..) and I am trying to fin... | SuicideWatch |
Is it worth it?Is all the trouble, work and anxiety really worth living for. | SuicideWatch |
why do you get up out of bed, leave the house, do that thing you do?I won't say "in the morning" because today I left bed for maybe two hours in the morning, went back, and left again at 5:30pm. Why I left bed was because I was hungry and had no food in the house.
On my walk to a shop downtown (about a 15 minute walk) ... | depression |
I triple nipple dock dare you To ask out your crush, or if you're taken tell them that you love them | teenagers |
I'm a lonely 22 year old guy and feeling like a loser with no future.I'm 22 and feel all alone and I am very insecure about myself. I'm a fat 6'3'' 260 pound guy with a really small 5.5 inch penis. I have no gf or any experience with girls cause I feel too ugly and I think they will laugh at my size. I only have one re... | SuicideWatch |
I hurt another person because I am too ungrateful that I am alive.I feel so messed up.
I was venting to someone on chat, and I told him what I am planning to do. Killing myself sometime this week.
He told me he has lung cancer, only 5% chances to live, and he wants to live. He called me ungrateful fucking shit becaus... | SuicideWatch |
[21m] Do I have depression? I dont know.Hi reddit. This is my first post in this sub. Normally I try to avoid this sort of thing because for me, I think its easier to "pretend" that I'm fine rather than confronting it. But I'm not even sure I'm depressed, or what is wrong with me really. I'd love so much for someone to... | depression |
revenge suicideDoes the thought ever cross your mind? Do you ever alone, isolated, uncared for? Do you feel like youve reached out over, and over, and over, and yet no one hears you or takes you seriously? Do you ever feel like everyone in your life has given up on you?
I feel like jumping off this roof right now is t... | SuicideWatch |
Seroquel weight gainI was essentially called fat during a wedding this weekend. I've never had to think about food before; when I was hungry, I ate. Any tips for how to ignore the hunger? | depression |
Does anyone feel even more invisible in a crowd of people?I’ve found myself on the edge of falling into another pit of depression. I’ve started isolating myself and have managed to push everyone away. I spend a lot of time at school to keep from being physically alone all the time. But it feels almost like I’m drowning... | depression |
Hey, im gonna sleep with socks Whatcha gonna do? Put them off?! Good luck ima gonna sleep with warm feet | teenagers |
I fucked my own life up. And it sucks to know it.This is the first time in my life where I have constantly been thinking about killing myself. I don't think I will do it, but everyday my mind wanders into how many ways I can end my life on my terms. I cheated on my girlfriend from being depressed, and her not showing m... | depression |
Hey, all! Just need some advice, nothing serious :)Hi, guys!
I'm not so much into social networks, but really like reddit, though I actually found it through /r/space subreddit and then I was just amazed at how much you can find almost anything here :D So, I stumbled upon this subreddit, so since I anyway get a lot of ... | depression |
I learnt a new skill today! I learnt how to change a light bulb, only thing that happened was I cocked up the first time and it went out after 5 minutes, so I tightened it a bit and it now works. My room had been lightless for quite a long time and I finally have a bulb in the light. | teenagers |
I love you so fucking muchIt still tears me apart every single second of every single day. I cant believe it i just love you with every fibre of my being and I will never stop. I need my princess back. | depression |
I have nothing to live for.My life is so bleak.
I don’t have any genuine friends, I feel like a stranger in my own family and I’ve scared off the only person I truly cared about. I have no future or goals to look forward to. My life is falling apart and I’m just letting it happen because I’m so, so exhausted.
I just ... | SuicideWatch |
Turmeric – aromatic powder that cures depression ??Did any of you guys tried this powder / spice? I purchased it recently and started with 1 teaspoon per day.
http://postinghealth.com/index.php/2016/10/12/turmeric-cures-depression/ | depression |
I thought I had got past these thoughts....This might sound weird but my Dad passed away quite suddenly two months ago. I did get to talk to him before he died but it still hurts. I had been quite suicidal prior to my dad's passing but for a month after those thoughts hardly entered my mind. But now they seem to be the... | SuicideWatch |
Why does no one use the email function of reddit It's kinda sad, so underappreciated, edit- have y'all never used the email function, how uncultured | teenagers |
Anyone else completely alone this Fourth of July?I can hear people celebrating in the distance. The cheers, the laughing, meanwhile I'm sitting here in a dark room cleaning up dog shit from my scared dogs. Another holiday alone. Trying to take a break and not drink, but it's looking like that goal won't be achieved ton... | depression |
Closing the book on my lifeI have tried everything. No one knows what to say because really, what is there to say. All people can say is “it gets better,” or try and guilt trip me. I get it. There’s only so much one can say and do in these situations. It’s not up to other people to help me. People don’t understand how ... | SuicideWatch |
math class always makes me so horny i always just zone out and think about what i’d do to my partner if i had one like damn i’d spoil them so much and like ooh damn it’d be so hot i gotta get bonked sorry guys | teenagers |
How many anti-depressants have others tried until finding the right one?I'm on my second one in the last 6 months and feel like this one is even worse than the first. I'm just really hoping to find the right one soon. | depression |
I've become so accustomed to the fact that I'm going to kill myself that other people's struggles with suicide don't register to me muchBecause I think about it so much I just see them as another person like me. It also makes me feel like everyone is like me, so if I went to kill myself and people were around nobody wo... | SuicideWatch |
My school sucks. I try to prevent generating waste, but it seems impossible when even when I BRING MY OWN REUSABLE MASK, MY SCHOOL GIVES ME 2 MANDATORY DISPOSABLE MASKS. I can't give them away, I can't do anything with them, and 2 OF MY SIBLINGS ARE GOING TO SCHOOL AS WELL. DOING BASIC MATH SAYS I GET 30 DISPOSABLE MAS... | teenagers |
After- in the UKIf I die, is my brother financially responsible for my council flat? Like, if I die will it cost him money? Or will the council clean it out? Will the council dispose of my body, or will he be stuck having to pay for it? | SuicideWatch |
I’m wondering how some of you guys are going to celebrate Valentines Day. I I m going to celebrate it with my Lucina and Corrin plushies. | teenagers |
7 YearsGuys, I've been here before, a few years ago. You were all more or less supportive the last time (more or less) so here's a belated thank you for the kindness.
I've been dealing with an unbelievable degree of stress for a long time now. From repeated experience I'm way better off not hoping for anything whatsoe... | SuicideWatch |
Have been in constant depression for 2 years (20 M)Well, I feel absolutely pathetic posting on here but really... I have no one else to talk to right now. at all. And this is part of the problem. Basically, I have been in this perpetual funk for 2 years now. 2 years ago I was the happiest person alive. I was in Denmark... | depression |
Wellbutrin vs. Lexapro?I was on Lexapro and I guess I was a bit better. I had moments where I just felt like a zombie, and I would still have spells where I would cry for no reason, and then find reasons to cry about. This completely killed my sex drive. I have been reading about Wellbutrin. What are you experiences wi... | depression |
I cant stop feeling like my therapist didn’t believe I actually had any problemsI feel like he thought I was a fake he didn’t even do the full 6 trial sessions with me I feel so disconnected and fucked I am meant to find a longterm therapist but I ant do it I just can’t I have nothing to expel my fucked up thoughts I w... | SuicideWatch |
No thoughts in their headDoes anyone else feel like they don't have thougts or a personality
How do you develop your personality..I have no opinions because I don't understand concepts
I can't remember how our american political system works..who was our first president...general knowledge is a no.
If i'm with my r... | depression |
I just learned about my girlfriend's depression and I'm not knowing how to cope with it.Greetings. My girlfriend has been acting weird for the last weeks and the thought that she has depression passed through my mind on many situations, but it was only yesterday that I had the guts to directly ask her if she's depresse... | depression |
Put opinions here Just say any controversial opinions you have that you want to share. And don’t make fun of others’ opinions. If you don’t agree just ignore. | teenagers |
I Accidently Cut My Dick With Scissors HELP | teenagers |
Since my aunt's suicide 3 weeks before Christmas, I drink, take painkillers or both. I can't stop thinking I'll kill myself too.I see so much of myself in her it hurts. She wasn't even twice my age. She hung herself with a doglead. Broke a hundred hearts. I'm absolutely not afraid of death. Only the out coming for the ... | SuicideWatch |
I'm so excited for tomorrow I'm going to my momals house and after I get some school work done I'm going to try to play enter the Gungeon with my friend and I can't wait see his reaction to this bullet hell | teenagers |
insurance is terribleAfter about of year of therapy, I have made a lot of improvements-small but significant. Except now, thanks to my insurance, the $150 bill that was once mostly covered, is now entirely out of pocket. Covering it is not an option, nor is attending a clinic.
So now after having to make the decision ... | depression |
What you guys gaming? Any good games your playing? | teenagers |
I hate my birthdayToday's my birthday and it feels like my life is getting worse year after year. Last year I had a few people wish me, including a very sweet note by my now ex-gf. This year, nothing. No calls, no texts. At least my close family remembered. My suicidal thoughts always peak on my birthday. | depression |
Fuck it. Bit of a random postSo I'm sat there watching peaky blinders ( a bloody good program) and as my life is shit anyway I thought why not start my own crime family, life hasn't done me any good anyway so why not eh? if only it was that easy 😒😂 | depression |
I need to know a good pistolI’m shopping online for pistols right now. Tonight’s been rough.
I have no clue about guns whatsoever but I’ve been depressed for years now and I’m growing weary.
So basically I’m hoping someone can point me in the right direction of a good pistol that can end me without just maiming me.... | SuicideWatch |
OwThe past is unforgiving | SuicideWatch |
ive been suicidal for so longi dont think im truly “depressed”, but suicidal. idk if that even makes sense but im drunk rn. failing community college, i have good friends but i dont want to burden them with this info. i dont know what im looking for in life but i hate myself. im intelligent but ive never applied myself... | SuicideWatch |
Do you do this? On YouTube when you look at comments, do you randomly click on an account and subscribe to them if they have any videos? | teenagers |
breakup? family guilt?the person who i thought was absolutely perfect for me just broke up with me yesterday. it came absolutely out of the blue, and they said it for reasons that i didn't know were problems/reasons they've never brought up before. i know the advice is generally "get back out there! plenty of fish in t... | SuicideWatch |
I don't know where to goI've been homeless for Going on 2 nights in seattle. I don't know where to go, I have no friends or family here. I'm stranded, walking in the city and looking at all the people. I just wanna be gone. I am lost here and I just want the pain to end. I know I am not being smart about this, but I do... | SuicideWatch |
My boyfriend broke up with me and we live together. I'm battling crippling anxiety and it is beginning to destroy me.After a year of dating my boyfriend, he really wanted me to move in with him and his best friend. We were all pretty close and I lived at home with my parents and desperately wanted to move out. My boyfr... | depression |
Having a really hard timeI have been having the worse time lately. I am battling with depression and I have no one to talk to. I have tried talking to my fiance about the situation but it doesn't seem to help. He has no idea what I am going through and kind of just tells me to suck it up and think good thoughts. He doe... | depression |
XD THIS IS SO RELATABLE!!!!!!1!!!!! XD my mom had to get a rape whistle, pepper spray, and a pocket knife all because someone was following her in a truck while she was running a few days ago causing her to go into a random persons house and retend like it was hers, and after about an hour of the truck in front the hou... | teenagers |
BLM are anarchists! They don’t listen to the full story, blame police for doing there job! Load of shit!!! | teenagers |
I want to cut myselfI just need to tell someone this | depression |
So after being single for 16 years, I finally found one. She’s perfect. She’s charming. She’s the best I could find. She’s also super adorable.
Kylie, I know you’re gonna see this so I want you to know that I love you.
u/iamatexan124 | teenagers |
Not having a crush during quarantine. So I’ve never had a girlfriend. Last year was the first year I actually tried to make an attempt to date but all of those fucked up and I’m in quarantine now. And right now I’m feeling like shit because I don’t have a crush. That may sound pathetic but even though it was quarantine... | teenagers |
Where's the love?I live in this world and it's not like your imaginings. The books you read have little relevance.
People like to get by and they do so relatively quickly and without response, as do you. And so it goes on.
So why not die, why imagine that this world is somehow more special than it actually is.
I'v... | SuicideWatch |
Question: Do you listen to sad music when you're depressed or happy music to try and feel better? What's on your "I'm depressed" playlist.I find I almost exclusively listen to The Grateful Dead's "American Beauty" when I'm depressed. (Full album on YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9TF8xtHq68)
There are comforti... | depression |
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