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2 | Ex Wife Threatening SuicideRecently I left my wife for good because she has cheated on me twice and lied to me so much that I have decided to refuse to go back to her. As of a few days ago, she began threatening suicide. I have tirelessly spent these paat few days talking her out of it and she keeps hesitating because ... | suicide |
3 | Am I weird I don't get affected by compliments if it's coming from someone I know irl but I feel really good when internet strangers do it | non-suicide |
4 | Finally 2020 is almost over... So I can never hear "2020 has been a bad year" ever again. I swear to fucking God it's so annoying | non-suicide |
8 | i need helpjust help me im crying so hard | suicide |
9 | I’m so lostHello, my name is Adam (16) and I’ve been struggling for years and I’m afraid. Through these past years thoughts of suicide, fear, anxiety I’m so close to my limit . I’ve been quiet for so long and I’m too scared to come out to my family about these feelings. About 3 years ago losing my aunt triggered it al... | suicide |
11 | Honetly idkI dont know what im even doing here. I just feel like there is nothing and nowhere for me. All i can feel is either nothing or unbearably sad. Im ignoring friends every opitunity i can. I feel like im loosing my girlfriend. I only hurt everyone i talk too and i dont cause anything good. Im behind on my educa... | suicide |
12 | [Trigger warning] Excuse for self inflicted burns*I do know the crisis line and used it after when I was having a panic attack.
*I know it's not a healthy thing to do.
But, I did. I did something stupid out of impulse. I burned myself. I REALLY need help with an excuse as the father of my daughter knows my history (w... | suicide |
13 | It ends tonight.I can’t do it anymore.
I quit. | suicide |
16 | Everyone wants to be "edgy" and it's making me self conscious I feel like I don't stand out. I can draw yes and play the guitar but I honestly feel like am stuck in the past, my taste in music are all rock and alt metal from
2000's to the 90's and it doesn't really make me feel unique it's just my style but seeing as m... | non-suicide |
18 | My life is over at 20 years oldHello all. I am a 20 year old balding male. My hairline is trash and to make matters worse my head is HUGE. I have bipolar, depression and crippling social anxiety. Balding has been the cherry on top. I wear a hat 24/7 even in my room when I’m alone because I can’t stop thinking about it.... | suicide |
19 | I took the rest of my sleeping pills and my painkillersI can’t wait for it to end, I’ve struggled for the past 6 years and I’m finally ending it. | suicide |
20 | Can you imagine getting old? Me neither.Wrinkles, weight gain, hair loss, messed up teeth and bones, health issues, menopause, hormones, hating new generations & the way world progress.
Being a useless angry piece of shit who can't take care of itself. Being totally depended on people who secretly wants you to die... | suicide |
21 | Do you think getting hit by a train would be painful?Guns are hard to come by in my country but trains are not. I just don't want to suffer though, do you think this would be a painless method of suicide? | suicide |
22 | death, continuedI posted here before and saw something interesting. I asked for information. You know what I got back? A bunch of people who wanted to do the same thing to me as they always do: spit back personal information about me. This makes things worse, obviously, but at least a bunch of trolls are having lau... | suicide |
23 | Been arrested - feeling suicidalEdit | suicide |
24 | Fuck the verizon smart family app I can’t even watch porn privately anymore wtf why is that a feature | non-suicide |
25 | I’m scared. Everything just seems to be getting worse and worse. I’m young and I think I’m transgender but I’m not even sure about that. I can’t tell if I’m just lying to myself or if I’m actually trans, I feel so overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions and I can’t just take it anymore.
I just wish I could at leas... | suicide |
26 | Well, Im screwed. I locked myself in the school toilet, and can't get out. For now.
Edit: I'm out now, I lived to tell the story | non-suicide |
27 | I'm fucked assignment is due tomorrow and I haven't even started yet.
:) | non-suicide |
29 | yeaputting a knife to my wrist didn't give me any hesitation like how it used to, i am free from that, free to finally die
i hate seeing people having fun, it's just so depressing for me.
my sister goes out every night with her friend, it's nice to see her get out of her depression but at the same time
it hurts real... | suicide |
30 | I am ending my life today, goodbye everyone.I am 36 almost 37, I am on disability for PTSD and Rheumatoid Arthritis. I am 400 lbs and sick of living. I am tired of being single and rejected and made to feel as if I was some kind of monster. I am tired of not having anyone to connect with, to connect too, to have a comp... | suicide |
31 | Me: I know I have a really toxic house and I do my best to cope with with it by going to school, etc Rona: hahahaha, stay at home forcefully go brrrrrrrrr | non-suicide |
32 | Trapped inside a voidDear whoever cares enough to read this, though I doubt there are any that fall under that criteria.
I am trapped inside a void. There is absolutely nothing for me. I go through the monotonous tasks of every-day life with nothing to look forward to, no aspirations whatsoever. The only saving gra... | suicide |
33 | Posting Galadriel’s opening monologue every day until I get a girlfriend Day 3 Galadriel: (speaking partly in Elvish)
(I amar prestar aen.)
The world is changed.
(Han matho ne nen.)
I feel it in the water.
(Han mathon ned cae.)
I feel it in the earth.
(A han noston ned gwilith.)
I smell it in the air.
Much tha... | non-suicide |
34 | Do you sleep with Socks On,and how do you feel about sleeping with socks on? (I tried it for the first time with heavy long socks and it felt really nice when I woke up) Here are some benefits according to Healthline
* **Prevent hot flashes:** Some women find wearing socks helpful for cooling their core body tempe... | non-suicide |
36 | The graveyard of redditAnyone find it eery to think how many dead users this subreddit has?
Too often ill see a "I'm killing myself tonight" post from a active redditor only for them to never post again. | suicide |
37 | Guys I want friends That’s it , I’m alone and don’t talk to anyone dm me or anything, I’m just tired of only talking to my dad and sister, literally only my dad and sister , I like animated series but I’m flexible to anything the last series I watch was Santa Clarita’s diet and the last animated series I watch was the ... | non-suicide |
38 | I think today may be my last.Everything's becoming too overwhelming and once it's late enough into the night I think it would be enough to go and finally end this miserable life of mine. I have a plan that works, if a certain friend doesn't call again. But I don't know if I'll be able to actually move.. I don't know wh... | suicide |
39 | I’m trashLol I normally cringe at the self loathing posts here but honestly I’m such trash. Like literally everything about me. I just wish I could muster up the courage to just follow through. This is it and I’m okay with that that: everyday here is worst than the last. I appreciate this community for letting me kn... | suicide |
40 | Nice songs <3 Nice songs to vibe to-
Loverboy/a-wall
Come true/khai dreams
Weak when ur around/blackbear
All I need/khai dreams
Carwash/striptease (slowed)
Please listen to them :) | non-suicide |
41 | What is the best way to do it?I’m not looking to be talked out of it. What would be the most effective, easiest way to go? | suicide |
42 | Man I hope someone finds thisI am drunk as fuck. I found that I have hodgkins lymphoma. I don't want my fam to suffer through that shit. So I'm taking my life tomorrow. You guys think If I point a knife to my heart and fall downwards I'll be done easy. I hope so. That's what I'm going to do .
Man , I hope my gi... | suicide |
43 | Today's fact is Reddit awards are expensive emojis | non-suicide |
44 | I feel like I am drowningI used to go to school at a state university, then I had to drop out for financial issues. It's been a year since then and I haven't moved anywhere in my life. I have one job (15 hours a week, so I don't make enough money for essentials like food, soap, toothpaste, etc..) and I am trying to fin... | suicide |
45 | Is it worth it?Is all the trouble, work and anxiety really worth living for. | suicide |
47 | I triple nipple dock dare you To ask out your crush, or if you're taken tell them that you love them | non-suicide |
48 | I'm a lonely 22 year old guy and feeling like a loser with no future.I'm 22 and feel all alone and I am very insecure about myself. I'm a fat 6'3'' 260 pound guy with a really small 5.5 inch penis. I have no gf or any experience with girls cause I feel too ugly and I think they will laugh at my size. I only have one re... | suicide |
49 | I hurt another person because I am too ungrateful that I am alive.I feel so messed up.
I was venting to someone on chat, and I told him what I am planning to do. Killing myself sometime this week.
He told me he has lung cancer, only 5% chances to live, and he wants to live. He called me ungrateful fucking shit becaus... | suicide |
51 | revenge suicideDoes the thought ever cross your mind? Do you ever alone, isolated, uncared for? Do you feel like youve reached out over, and over, and over, and yet no one hears you or takes you seriously? Do you ever feel like everyone in your life has given up on you?
I feel like jumping off this roof right now is t... | suicide |
54 | Hey, im gonna sleep with socks Whatcha gonna do? Put them off?! Good luck ima gonna sleep with warm feet | non-suicide |
57 | I learnt a new skill today! I learnt how to change a light bulb, only thing that happened was I cocked up the first time and it went out after 5 minutes, so I tightened it a bit and it now works. My room had been lightless for quite a long time and I finally have a bulb in the light. | non-suicide |
59 | I have nothing to live for.My life is so bleak.
I don’t have any genuine friends, I feel like a stranger in my own family and I’ve scared off the only person I truly cared about. I have no future or goals to look forward to. My life is falling apart and I’m just letting it happen because I’m so, so exhausted.
I just ... | suicide |
61 | I thought I had got past these thoughts....This might sound weird but my Dad passed away quite suddenly two months ago. I did get to talk to him before he died but it still hurts. I had been quite suicidal prior to my dad's passing but for a month after those thoughts hardly entered my mind. But now they seem to be the... | suicide |
62 | Why does no one use the email function of reddit It's kinda sad, so underappreciated, edit- have y'all never used the email function, how uncultured | non-suicide |
64 | Closing the book on my lifeI have tried everything. No one knows what to say because really, what is there to say. All people can say is “it gets better,” or try and guilt trip me. I get it. There’s only so much one can say and do in these situations. It’s not up to other people to help me. People don’t understand how ... | suicide |
65 | math class always makes me so horny i always just zone out and think about what i’d do to my partner if i had one like damn i’d spoil them so much and like ooh damn it’d be so hot i gotta get bonked sorry guys | non-suicide |
67 | I've become so accustomed to the fact that I'm going to kill myself that other people's struggles with suicide don't register to me muchBecause I think about it so much I just see them as another person like me. It also makes me feel like everyone is like me, so if I went to kill myself and people were around nobody wo... | suicide |
68 | My school sucks. I try to prevent generating waste, but it seems impossible when even when I BRING MY OWN REUSABLE MASK, MY SCHOOL GIVES ME 2 MANDATORY DISPOSABLE MASKS. I can't give them away, I can't do anything with them, and 2 OF MY SIBLINGS ARE GOING TO SCHOOL AS WELL. DOING BASIC MATH SAYS I GET 30 DISPOSABLE MAS... | non-suicide |
69 | After- in the UKIf I die, is my brother financially responsible for my council flat? Like, if I die will it cost him money? Or will the council clean it out? Will the council dispose of my body, or will he be stuck having to pay for it? | suicide |
70 | I’m wondering how some of you guys are going to celebrate Valentines Day. I I m going to celebrate it with my Lucina and Corrin plushies. | non-suicide |
71 | 7 YearsGuys, I've been here before, a few years ago. You were all more or less supportive the last time (more or less) so here's a belated thank you for the kindness.
I've been dealing with an unbelievable degree of stress for a long time now. From repeated experience I'm way better off not hoping for anything whatsoe... | suicide |
74 | I cant stop feeling like my therapist didn’t believe I actually had any problemsI feel like he thought I was a fake he didn’t even do the full 6 trial sessions with me I feel so disconnected and fucked I am meant to find a longterm therapist but I ant do it I just can’t I have nothing to expel my fucked up thoughts I w... | suicide |
77 | Put opinions here Just say any controversial opinions you have that you want to share. And don’t make fun of others’ opinions. If you don’t agree just ignore. | non-suicide |
78 | I Accidently Cut My Dick With Scissors HELP | non-suicide |
79 | Since my aunt's suicide 3 weeks before Christmas, I drink, take painkillers or both. I can't stop thinking I'll kill myself too.I see so much of myself in her it hurts. She wasn't even twice my age. She hung herself with a doglead. Broke a hundred hearts. I'm absolutely not afraid of death. Only the out coming for the ... | suicide |
80 | I'm so excited for tomorrow I'm going to my momals house and after I get some school work done I'm going to try to play enter the Gungeon with my friend and I can't wait see his reaction to this bullet hell | non-suicide |
82 | What you guys gaming? Any good games your playing? | non-suicide |
85 | I need to know a good pistolI’m shopping online for pistols right now. Tonight’s been rough.
I have no clue about guns whatsoever but I’ve been depressed for years now and I’m growing weary.
So basically I’m hoping someone can point me in the right direction of a good pistol that can end me without just maiming me.... | suicide |
86 | OwThe past is unforgiving | suicide |
87 | ive been suicidal for so longi dont think im truly “depressed”, but suicidal. idk if that even makes sense but im drunk rn. failing community college, i have good friends but i dont want to burden them with this info. i dont know what im looking for in life but i hate myself. im intelligent but ive never applied myself... | suicide |
88 | Do you do this? On YouTube when you look at comments, do you randomly click on an account and subscribe to them if they have any videos? | non-suicide |
89 | breakup? family guilt?the person who i thought was absolutely perfect for me just broke up with me yesterday. it came absolutely out of the blue, and they said it for reasons that i didn't know were problems/reasons they've never brought up before. i know the advice is generally "get back out there! plenty of fish in t... | suicide |
90 | I don't know where to goI've been homeless for Going on 2 nights in seattle. I don't know where to go, I have no friends or family here. I'm stranded, walking in the city and looking at all the people. I just wanna be gone. I am lost here and I just want the pain to end. I know I am not being smart about this, but I do... | suicide |
93 | XD THIS IS SO RELATABLE!!!!!!1!!!!! XD my mom had to get a rape whistle, pepper spray, and a pocket knife all because someone was following her in a truck while she was running a few days ago causing her to go into a random persons house and retend like it was hers, and after about an hour of the truck in front the hou... | non-suicide |
94 | BLM are anarchists! They don’t listen to the full story, blame police for doing there job! Load of shit!!! | non-suicide |
96 | So after being single for 16 years, I finally found one. She’s perfect. She’s charming. She’s the best I could find. She’s also super adorable.
Kylie, I know you’re gonna see this so I want you to know that I love you.
u/iamatexan124 | non-suicide |
97 | Not having a crush during quarantine. So I’ve never had a girlfriend. Last year was the first year I actually tried to make an attempt to date but all of those fucked up and I’m in quarantine now. And right now I’m feeling like shit because I don’t have a crush. That may sound pathetic but even though it was quarantine... | non-suicide |
98 | Where's the love?I live in this world and it's not like your imaginings. The books you read have little relevance.
People like to get by and they do so relatively quickly and without response, as do you. And so it goes on.
So why not die, why imagine that this world is somehow more special than it actually is.
I'v... | suicide |
102 | Exams are coming My exams are coming. Those are very important. You can say Nationwide competition of grades. Well I Just started studying (again) and only 2 months are left. It's not a rant post or any complaint. I just wanted to tell someone I am really scared now. | non-suicide |
104 | ok i feel bad about this and i want to get it off my chest i ordered donuts from deliveroo on the website but couldnt figure out how to tip the delivery rider throught the website, so i thought that i would just tip in cash. i was doing some stuff then i hear a knock followed by 'ok thank you' and a engine noise. my fu... | non-suicide |
105 | SuicideI didn’t plan on overdosing again, as in I figured I would kill myself in a different manner, but with the world as it is, overdosing is looking good. I have the pills ready. I’ve had ‘extra’ medication for months now. I have two months of everything I take. I have enough. Now, I must follow through.
Goodbye to ... | suicide |
107 | Anyone planning suicide in the long-term future?I'm a depressed 22F who is considering suicide, but not soon, but within maybe 4-5 years.
Why do I want to kill myself?
It's kind of a long story. But the main reasons are a combination: (Lack of) Economic Stability, Health Problems, Family
along with a lack of purpose or... | suicide |
108 | What the fuck?? I finally had the confidence to go meet someone in real life again, I was really excited to see my only real life friend and we would just walk around in the city and shop a bit. A few days ago my mum forced me to go on an activity I absolutely hate, my parents always force me to du stuff I really don't... | non-suicide |
110 | Screenwriting Course Scripts and Characters that commit suicide (and other parts of dealing with depression)I've been a little low lately, so this matters to me. I'm long past the days where every moment feels like breathing underwater, so it only hurts a little.
I wrote the outline for my script a year and a half ago... | suicide |
111 | The reviews on the dildo said weak suction cup Yet I can lift my whole desk with it | non-suicide |
112 | Can someone talk to me?I've been staring at this blank post for 10 minutes, I don't know what to say? I can't stop crying. What do I... say I don't know I don't even want to be happy if that's too much to ask I just want to be able to get through one day,
I don't even know why I'm posting here. I'm afraid if I talk to ... | suicide |
113 | What's the point of living for a 19 year old male who's 5"6?It hinders everything in my life and I'm so close tob putting a stop t it | suicide |
116 | Brain so damaged from drugs i don't feel human anymoreThat's pretty much all of i can say, my brain is full of shit and it is so fucking loud i can never have peace.
- I written wall of text here but then i deleted it... | suicide |
118 | I feel so hopelessHello, I guess this is my attempt at a lifeline or something.
Okay, so I guess the best way to begin this is to just tell you straight up that I’m gay. This wouldn’t be an issue if I didn’t have strictly conservative parents, I know a lot of people have it worse off than me, but I feel like most of m... | suicide |
120 | Just want people to know what’s happening in my life since I can’t really tell someone irl without them freaking out or something.I really don’t want to, but stuff is going to happen soon resulting in me loosing my family, school, and my long term girlfriend. I’m really scared, im a coward, and honestly would rather be... | suicide |
121 | Day 41 Of Posting Until I Get A Girlfriend Why do exams exist ahhhhhhhhhhhh | non-suicide |
123 | Don't know how much longer I can carry on.I've been stuck in this slump for the past week or so where I don't feel motivated to do anything. Constantly frowning and pissed off at everything, experiencing multiple, very frequent instances of "l'appel du vide" (the call of the void), and just filled with this horrid sens... | suicide |
124 | I’m just happy I got most of my money back I still lost close to $200, but hey.
Here’s hoping the next seller I find doesn’t turn out to be a con artist | non-suicide |
125 | No matter how many times “it gets better”, I just end up at the bottom of the same hole and I’m ready to lie in it.I’m 26 now, have tried to kill myself twice before which led to my 12 year on and off again journey through therapy and mental health treatment. It’s gotten better, but I always fall into the ditch and won... | suicide |
126 | My Uncle who migrated to the US now thinks the coronavirus is fake. What the fuck have you done, America? | non-suicide |
127 | Where is suicidenote.infoHi the website suicidenote.info is down, and I can't aceess the pdf file of the book. does anyone have a copy of it? | suicide |
128 | I don't want anyone to find my bodyI just can't do it, because someone has to see it to confirm the death. :( | suicide |
129 | Best resource for mental health help for somebody without a lot of money?I've been dealing with the death of my father for about a year and it comes and goes with how well I can actually deal with it. The past few months have been especially hard for some reason. I have very little money left, no immediate family, on... | suicide |
131 | I think I need to check myself into a hospital. I need your guys' advice.4 weeks ago I got diagnosed with a major depressive disorder. It wasn't really news, I've known I've been depressed for years (approaching 3 1/2 years now). I got prescribed Zoloft, and I'm up to 75mg now. I've also been attending therapy sessions... | suicide |
132 | I want to do it but even finding a way to do this is difficult. This is the plan that I've come up with so far.Will it work? I don't want to stay alive but be disabled. I want this to work. Where I live, it's very hard for me to find a way to end my life without causing me too much pain.
Here's what I want to do:
I'l... | suicide |
134 | I can't go on anymore.I've recently had suffered a psychotic episode (first and only one yet) and I have hurt the person I cared about the most. Life has lost it's meaning and I don't see any way things could get better. I have no future and can't shake the feeling that it was simply taken from me (probably projecting ... | suicide |
135 | How much time do people spend feeling aloneI have been feeling very alone for the last year or so and a lot of the answers or resolutions tend to lead towards ending my life. I just am curious as to how much time “normal” people think about this stuff | suicide |
136 | star wars question do most star wars fans consider the sequels to be mnon canon?
last one i promise | non-suicide |
138 | I so badly want to talk about it, but whenever anyone offers to talk, I don't know what to say.I've never been able to talk deeply to anyone about my depression and thoughts of suicide, not even my therapists. | suicide |
139 | Shopping IS AWFUL Finally was allowed to go out to London, a place other than trees and forests (I’ve only been on picnics for 5 months)
And I have to say... shopping is terrible.. before you walk in, there’s these large bouncer looking type men at every entrance staring at you while you walk in, and it makes it uncom... | non-suicide |
140 | day 3 of posting something i get mildly infuriated about.... lag/phone not working i got full fucking bars verizon stop that shit | non-suicide |
141 | A lot of stuff to handle at once for me
Sorry if this is long but I hope you enjoy it
So I met this girl during the COVID-19 pandemic but she’s from the same school as I am so we just knew each other looks and we are in the same school so I slide into her dms as a friend trying to make more friends but I really had... | non-suicide |
144 | I'm going to wait for a version of senorita In which they sing "margarita" instead of senorita so it goes, I love it when u call me margarita,why? idk. | non-suicide |
145 | You know I just realized you cant have an opinion in english class, especially if your teacher is a woman Like they get so mad even though they asked for your opinion | non-suicide |
147 | 2929
That’s the oldest I’ve ever been. It’s the oldest I’m ever meant to be.
I don’t remember when I had the first dream. It probably happened when I was so young that I wouldn’t even be able to remember. They are always fragmented and real… Real in the way that when it ends, your eyes open and you’re lying in bed ... | suicide |
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