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well everyone after a super adventurous day luke ha gone home let u all morn the loss of a hero im off to continue playing sims
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cannibaleyes i a bowling and the shit ripped
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really now time for sleep dreaming of my city more tattoo and other great thing waking up to early morning sociology
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snaprebelx omg i love that show i would be so mad i feel ur pain im sorry they spoiled it for u
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i hate the fact that i m genuinely excited about my last tweet
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after over year of dealing with daily anxiety i feel like i need to heed my doc advice and get on medication i know a lot of people will say that it s not but i feel like a loser and a weak person for not having enough strength to overcome my anxiety alone i look in the mirror every day and hate myself for not being ab...
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in 0 i found out a former friend and person i used to have sex with in 0 wa posting my naked photo to a nude sharing reddit page kik and trading them with stranger on the internet we lived in two different country when i discovered this and the only thing i could do wa call email with the police in his area and inform ...
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followsavvy i never found her everytime i click on her twitter thing through your myspace it go to some dude s page
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wow it way too early to be awake lot to do though and software post at 0 so i actually have to be to work on time boo
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i m sick of hearing these are your best year and it only get worse i m year old i m in highschool and every adult in my life insists that it doesn t get any better than this i m told that a i get older get a job a house debt more responsibility i ll only get more stressed school alone coupled with my anxiety is enough ...
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just got reduced to tear by jeremy kyle off to the doctor now i hate the doctor it so scary arghhhh
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lately i ve been calling my depression dark mode
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i wonder if someone else feel the same and maybe someone here ha already found way to overcome it i live in small town now but in the past i lived in the big city and had no problem with height it just started several year ago i am afraid of entering building which is very tall i can t go beyond th floor without strong...
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i don t want to exist anymore the thought of death ha brought me a lot of peace for a while now i have friend who are incredibly important to me i love them greatly and i know that they will be perfectly fine without me i accepted my suicidal urge a few month ago and talked to them about it i don t want them to feel an...
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not good munchkinster is not feeling well
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laptop died on me yesterday have to reinstall but it the perfect time to try out window beta
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y a une mamie de mon glise qui m a dit tu n est pa blanche la d pression c est pa pour toi
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i feel like sometimes i can t tell if it s anxiety or really a gut instinct
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is feeling even worse cold cough sore throat the work
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falling asleep just heard about that tracy girl s body being found how sad my heart break for that family
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i wake up and expect to deal w the same shit i had to yesterday life is gettin boring to say the least
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so i wa on my way home from the gym and i noticed this guy wa driving in the middle of the road i thought by time i got to him he would have gotten over but he didn t i swerved out of the way at the last second but i hesitated and wa almost ready to just accept my fate is this normal
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mizzzidc why post it online backing your stupid act with kicking back to depression trying to play emotional game to win pity from people you ll commit suicide because of shoe lol i m sorry for you dear keep up the energy
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is frustrated that rudd cant facilitate private enterprise investing in our broadband infrastructure instead he need to waste our money
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anyone know a good way i can work on not over thinking thing a much it s starting to take a toll
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hey guy im gon na be honest here im a year old stoner with a lot of mental health issue i havent ever really had anyone i felt comfortable or safe opening up to and i know it can be the same for a lot of other men of all age i wanted to create a subreddit of some sort a a safe place to vent give and seek advice for dom...
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sometimes i feel like living and dreaming but most of the time i just want to sleep and never wake up i can t decide if i should die or live nothing is joyful anymore nothing make me happy and i don t love anyone rnough to live for them just in case what s a painless and quick way to go
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i m not joking been having a pounding headache after a meltdown why actually i m personally not surprised since i have like a laundry list of trigger it s just like damn really i can t even cry in peace depression is a bitch weirder part is if you are cutting onion or even cry because something good happens it doesn t ...
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paulaabdul awww good luck paula please don t work too hard but i hope you have fun your new album is gon na be amazing xxx
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anistorm sorry
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onlysweeter i don t know the dance
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watching greek cant believe it the last day ill see you guy june 0 ahh
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you shouldn t have gone
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there is just something wrong with stupid vista i hate it
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for the past month i ve been struggling with crippling anxiety that s manifested into some terrifying physical symptom and panic attack i ve gone to the er three time due to panic attack causing me to believe that i wa having a heart attack or pulmonary embolism my head gi system and cardiovascular system have been rea...
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coffee is turning into starbucks feral child wise
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oh no it s a harrod day now i really will be sick
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today i realized i am too good at hiding thing even i can t find it
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humpninja i cry my asian eye to sleep at night
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why am i this person i love writing reading scholarship academia but each of those field are rightly inaccessible to me i am unintelligent i have nothing to contribute but my work ethic which is practically useless every article and book i read confirms this i wish i could be satisfied with menial work i wish i could l...
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f it s currently am and i m cry like every other night i seriously don t wan na go tomorrow i say this every day i hate it there i hate it so fucking much got so many absents this year i m pretty sure i ve missed a whole month at this point i at least get to see my friend for 0 minute during break but that s pretty muc...
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j xox laterr hunn arghh hope i dont miss any tweet lol gunna be at my nan later nooo byeeee x x x
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i feel the need of depending on people for me to feel better and more comfortable but i don t think that s the right way to go but at the same time i m not even sure how i could better myself on my own it s probably the most difficult thing i m doing and i just feel really nervous right now and i hate that i sleep so l...
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crappy day so far whyyyyy
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yo jimo i cant talk on aim anymore it glitching ill cya later and i hope u see this
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yayfuckbuddies what i would and me horny too
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i m sure that twitter doesn t know the definition of depression
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waiting for my love to get home and getting sad that there won t be hot cross bun after next week
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there is someone in my life i need to have a conversation with i tell myself i really need to do this to answer the question i keep asking myself and if it doesn t get better then i ll know it s time to cut them out i know i have to do this it will make everything better and solve the problem i got myself ready to star...
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i m gon na get up late tomorrow and it s am here i gon na get tipsy by my lonesome that s that s just sad
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it s been a few month since i ve posted they ve medicated me but nothing ha changed i m still a worthless piece of shit no matter what i do i m the problem and no one will ever want me in their life i m never going to be good enough to have a real job or be anything more than a stupid customer service agent i went to c...
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wish i had all the xblm downloads all on the gamertag hitokyri this gamertag thing is nonsense and i m tired of it
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got to take cleo to the vet not sure what s wrong with her but she s feeling very sorry for herself
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alessandrod sadness but please keep updating hug
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i have gad and have been going through an emotional upheaval with my partner causing extra stress i ve been reducing my lexapro slightly a i felt it wa not working but now am more anxious than ever despite tiny change today i woke up full of dread to go to work no reason i love my job but it all felt too much a a mid g...
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rsk depression
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i ve been in and out of mental hospital for about year now i m just turned thing get good for a bit and then they get better and it a vicious cycle i m on med to help with anxiety and adhd but the thought just wont stop i counted all my med to see if it enough to die and od my parent don t really care because im sure m...
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can t smell tyson any more
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kishorek this is strange illegal torrent avlbl everywhere legal dvd not in stock what do i do now
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you re easily replaceable and trust me they will replace you if you re lucky you ll be born into a loving and sweet family but that s often not the case for most people you re alone and will be alone for most of your time on this earth you ll reach an expiration date for your usefulness and they ll kick you to the curv...
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missed some good oppertunities
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clarianne april 9th isn t coming soon enough
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seasonal depression suck
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my car arrived maybe i ll get it on thursday damn paperwork
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i absolutely hate having my picture taken right now i m going through an especially hard time my med have been changed and i m in the early stage so going through the side effect with none of the benefit and i m informed that they are doing company picture tomorrow the one day i agreed to work in the office i also have...
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babdhlamini she s looking for cheap therapy talking about depression and all like this singular act won t push her down that path faster
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i am officially alone on my twitter
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so basically we re getting evicted we have like a month or to move out and we found a house we wanted but we haven t gotten the application for the house i m for some context so i could obviously live with my dad for a while but i m scared thing won t workout and we won t get the house or our landlord will say somethin...
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they said if i got off my lazy as and got a job my depression would go away i d finally have a reason to live that i would be more confident and happy and now that i have a perfectly pleasant job with good pay i feel miserable i think about tomorrow with the utmost dread even tho i know tomorrow won t be so bad the wor...
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ellendeg ellen do my message not get to you if you didn t notice i m sad i try so hard to communicate wif u
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throat killing me and missing gordon
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i have a like bottle of pill on my counter that are my old antidepressant i don t want to live anymore but i know if i fail i ll be in so much trouble what do i do
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mutesi lydie ese niba rbc isohora report ivugako murwanda million zabaturage nibura babana na depression cg nikihe gihugu gifite amateka nkayurwanda ahantu ugera urumushitsi ukajyanwa gusura inzibutso nawe ubwawe ukavayo urira nyine utishimye so in some case the report is 00 ok
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damn it down
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hello people i feeling today sad because i cry about my family we do not talk much it is not that fun to grow in a family like that because i wish we communicate more about feeling thought experience and many more thing i wish i can understand myself and express my feeling to the world sometimes i feel like a strange a...
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attack of the hayfever noooo
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mizzzidc nah that depression go finish you
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fuck toxic positivity you have every right to feel angry pissed depressed frustrated sad numb tired exhausted if your life s shit no even if your life isn t shit it s fucking okay
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it just hit me sadness is everywhere even when im happy it feel like im drowning in sadness
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life is so fucked human are so fucked and cruel and hedonistic and trash and mean and disgusting humanity deserves to die out a a specie so this planet and the animal that get constantly fucked by u can finally have their rest
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im up guy lloll
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i know that sound weird but i wa talking to my therapist yesterday about how i usually don t realize i am in a bad place until i am out of it and look back at that time long story short we talked about getting better at recognizing it and today i have been feeling really down and sluggish and angry wa i depressed yeste...
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i hate myself this probably sound cringey but i do i hate myself my friend call me fat a a joke and id like to take it a a joke but i can t i can t i can t i can t i feel like they hate me i have no evidence they do but i hate myself i m worthless i can t even describe myself without wanting to kill my self all my frie...
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in work early for team meeting but forgot my lunch
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i got drugged and had to be resuscitated a little over a week ago i ve been casually suicidal for a while now the sound of my friend cry while giving me cpr is burned into my head forever i dont know if i ever lost my pulse but i wa barely breathing until the emts got to me it s scary that this experience didnt change ...
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fabianv what kind of doc and what are you using to write them we re always behind on our doc
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am trying to fit all my stuff in a tiny bag so i can take it on a hand luggage dont think it gon na work
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m f we are currently dating for like month i mean we had sex timesim sure that i do love her a lot and she doe to but i don t want to get in a relationship now cuz i have trust issue it not about her i swear to god but i mean i dont want to think of her in a bad way i dont want to think that she is sleeping with a rand...
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how doe your anxiety manifest itself when you are having severe anxiety
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throat is closing up and i had some string cheese not a good idea
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i feel like i have had this crap since i wa young and depending on whether or not i can convince myself everything will be okay is where my anxiety level are i am constantly plagued by my own thought about dying and more specifically what happens after and the wonderful memory throughout my life that will just be gone ...
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0 gi depression
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internetumpire ipave depression kudukaadha ne just live the moment still chepauk la than last match nu nambuvom
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i am falling and no one is there to catch me the one that say they will be and care can t be bothered to even listen to me fully anymore i have outworn my welcome here i don t want to deal with this pain or the voice in my head telling me i will never be enough i want to end it so badly but i can t bc i have important ...
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shedfire mrsshedfire been taking picture of you without your shirt bleeeech
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marlonjenglish
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i ve had a lot of anxiety about taking antidepressant but i finally did it after having a couple really really bad week recently first day is going okay i m a little nauseous and have dry mouth just proud of myself for making a necessary change and hopefully this is the right prescription for me
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i m so cold
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everyday of my life is hell i m forced into this religious cult my parent pick my friend from the religion i m depressed feel like dying daily i have anxiety my parent don t even check up on me like parent are supposed to do i don t have many people i can talk to and let my feeling out so sometimes i come here and rant...
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trying to write an essay in english painful
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