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`` your father told us all about finding you two in bed together the morning after the wedding . | [
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it 's absolutely disgusting , abby . | [
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you have no business fraternizing with someone of his kind-to say nothing of the fact that he was your stepbrother ! '' | [
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`` you need to stop right there , '' i say firmly , yanking my arm out of my grandmother 's grasp . | [
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`` you do n't know the first thing about emerson , or what happened between us when we were kids . | [
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there was nothing disgusting about our relationship then , and there 's nothing wrong with us spending time together now ! | [
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he 's a wonderful man . | [
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a smart , successful , funny man who i care very deeply about . | [
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why ca n't you respect that ? '' | [
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`` his trashy mother ruined your father 's life , '' grandma spits , `` she and her jailbird husband were sucking him dry that whole time . | [
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and just look at him now ! | [
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he 's an absolute wreck . | [
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he never recovered from what that woman did to him . '' | [
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`` dad ruined his own life , '' i tell them , `` deb did a terrible thing , taking advantage of him like that . | [
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but he 's a grown man . | [
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no one forced him to relapse . | [
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no one made him refuse to go to rehab and get his life together . | [
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and even if deb and her husband did set him off , that has nothing to do with emerson ! | [
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he and i were just kids when dad and deb got together . | [
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we were innocent bystanders to that whole train wreck . '' | [
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`` i do n't accept that , '' grandpa sniffs , crossing his arms , `` you ca n't possibly think that the son of two lowlifes could be anything but a piece of garbage himself . | [
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the apple never falls far from the tree , dear . '' | [
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`` no ? '' | [
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i shoot back , `` well then what does that say about you , with everything dad 's been through ? | [
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what does it say about me , when he 's such a wreck ? | [
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terrible things can happen to good people , you know . '' | [
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`` you 'd seriously have us believe that this emerson is a good person ? '' | [
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`` i would , '' i tell her , `` if you 'd just try and get to know him , you 'd see- '' `` this is ridiculous , '' grandpa mutters , shaking his head , `` i wo n't hear another second of it . | [
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jillian , do n't bother taking off your coat . | [
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we 're not staying . '' | [
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`` what ? '' | [
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i say , `` i thought we were going to spend some time together ? | [
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get something to eat , and- '' `` i 'm afraid i 've lost my appetite , '' grandpa says grimly . | [
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`` just seeing that boy , being reminded of everything this family has gone through ... it 's too much . | [
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i wo n't be subjected to this kind of nonsense . | [
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especially not in an apartment i own myself ! '' | [
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`` you must n't see that person again , abby , '' grandma says sternly . | [
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i actually let out a laugh at this . | [
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`` i must n't see him ? '' | [
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i reply , cackling at the absurdity of what she 's said , `` well , that 's not really an option , seeing as we work together , now . '' | [
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`` what ? ! '' | [
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my grandparents gasp in unison . | [
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`` i 've just been hired by the creative agency emerson works for , '' i inform them , `` i was going to tell you the good news over dinner , but . | [
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well . '' | [
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`` for christ 's sake , '' grandpa mutters , `` what are you giving him in return for getting you this job ? | [
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do i even want to know ? '' | [
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i stare at my grandfather , gobsmacked . | [
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`` you think i got the job by ... what ? | [
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sleeping with emerson ? '' | [
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i ask quietly . | [
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`` you think that little of me ? | [
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of my abilities ? | [
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i ... i do n't even know what to say , grandpa . '' | [
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`` say that you wo n't get involved with that man outside of work , '' grandma pleads , `` especially not here , under our roof . '' | [
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`` if you 're so concerned with emerson not being under your roof , maybe i 'd better move , '' i say , exasperated . | [
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`` if that 's what you want , '' grandpa says coldly , `` you can carry on with that man all you like , but you 'd best not expect to have anything to do with us if you choose to do so . | [
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if you keep on with your disgraceful little relationship with him , i 'm afraid we wo n't be able to continue being a part of your life , abby . | [
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you 'll have to leave this apartment , of course . | [
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and be content with never seeing us again . | [
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if you can live with all that , go ahead . '' | [
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`` you 'd cut me out of your lives ? '' | [
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i ask quietly , `` just for being with emerson ? '' | [
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`` we would , '' my grandfather assures me . | [
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`` we 'd have no other choice , '' my grandmother agrees with him . | [
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there 's a hint of sadness in her voice , but she 's always gone along with what grandpa decides . | [
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`` well ... '' i say , my voice hollow , `` you certainly have given me a lot to think about this evening . | [
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and would you look at that , my appetite seems to be gone , too . '' | [
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`` why do n't you just call us when you 've come to your senses , '' grandpa says , heading for the door , `` or at least call to let us know if we need to start looking for a new tenant . | [
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you have a couple of days to decide . | [
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if we do n't hear from you , we 'll assume you 've made your decision and act accordingly . '' | [
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`` i do n't care what you decide to do about the apartment , '' i tell him , `` i 'm more than happy to find a new place to live , i can pay rent now that my job is lined up . | [
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but cutting me out of your lives altogether ? | [
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that 's what hurts . | [
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how can you be so mad at me , just for spending time with someone i care about ? '' | [
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`` we are n't mad at you , abby , '' grandma says , following him out , `` we 're just terribly , terribly disappointed . '' | [
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`` yeah . | [
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i know the feeling , '' i whisper , wrapping my arms around my waist . | [
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they march off into the elevator , and i slam the door in their wake . | [
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hot , angry tears course down my cheeks as i press my back to the door . | [
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how dare they say those horrible things about emerson ? | [
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they do n't even know him . | [
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and how could they threaten to cut me out of their lives , just for being with him ? | [
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i ca n't believe they 'd disown their only granddaughter over something so petty as a grudge . | [
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especially when that grudge is built on nothing but bullshit ! | [
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the injustice of it all has me reeling . | [
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`` what ... '' i mutter , as i feel something dig into my hip . | [
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