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i m so numb i m now living just because i m alive but i m really dead inside each day is a loop of sleeping and drinking i barely eat i don t do anything at all | 1 |
i m currently working on a game which i hope to put on kickstarter i m not looking for fame and fortune but i would like for people to like my game and give it high review problem is that i feel like people can read my mind whenever i think about my game so i try to keep my thought quick and quiet forget writing anythi... | 1 |
funny how the little thing make me homesick criminal breakn n a brownstone on lawnord ci made me misty | 0 |
been on mirtazapine for week made my depression way worse and didn t do anything for anxiety it s mostly for anxiety i havent really went into detail about depression but it s supposed to be effective for both right im gon na have to start smoking weed again will that have an effect | 1 |
msjheart lol yeah i m good i just got ta unplug it and use the other one until i can hustle up 9 buck for a new one | 0 |
emily will be glad when mommy is done training at her new job she miss her http apps facebook com dogbook profile view 0 | 0 |
skip to the end for my main point lol i m the worst overthinker i must think of all possible bad outcome so i can prepare myself for them obviously all it doe it cause extreme anxiety and exhaustion i m a big what if person and my what if s are always negative yay for catastrophic thinking when stressful thing happen m... | 1 |
and somehow i still end up in this place | 0 |
damn it i hate this stage of the breakup process i miss the boy we had just fallen in love damn it why poop | 0 |
i ate so many cooky that i think i m hallucinating | 0 |
every time i go home i would walk to the long bridge near the campus then wear my earphone so that i won t feel lonely a i walk through the bridge i d notice different soul some don t care others seem happy but few are just lonely a i am can they also see my soul so i d walk fast enough for them not to see mine i don t... | 1 |
tombot never mind it didn t work anyway | 0 |
while i wait for my school counselor to give me an update on the whole online school therapy thing i wa convinced to check out a confidential free and text based crisis hotline it s apparently designed for teen like me who have noone in their life that they could talk to now for me personally my experience wa subpar i ... | 1 |
i just wanted to put it out there for after the fact | 1 |
i want to be trendy | 0 |
came home from cross county tired a | 0 |
i don t think i have the ball to do it but i ve become obsessed with the idea of killing myself all i can think about is suicide i ve developed a deep and genuine hatred for myself i don t want to live to see another day i don t want to get better bc i don t deserve it i wish i had the courage to kill myself | 1 |
hello if anyone listens that s okay but it s okay if not i just have to vent because i m so anxious and a little depressed i have anxiety and take medication for it recently i ve been getting interview for job that i am unsure about i m basically just applying to everything i will have a bachelor degree in education bu... | 1 |
redgray ah man so sad his cousin committed suicide yest and she wa month pregnant can you imagine we been cry non stop | 0 |
sleep is my greatest and most comforting escape whenever i wake up these day the literal very first emotion i feel is just misery and reminding myself of all my problem i can t even have a single second to myself it s like waking up everyday is just welcoming yourself back to hell | 1 |
dutifully working a job that doesn t care about my humanity training people to replace me dutifully caring for a pet that make my mental health worse training them a i stress cry dutifully filling out tax for my dead parent emailing lawyer because my sibling won t fulfill their legal obligation dutifully attending coun... | 1 |
three day since my last tweet and no concern i could have been dead peep the reality is i forgot my password | 0 |
i just want to get it over with i hate living every day knowing one day it s going to end i hate the fact that i exist at all i try to get advice from people they either tell me basically to deal with it or turn back to religion which isn t happening neither one of those doe a damn thing for me what the fuck do i do i ... | 1 |
nothing left bye guy hope life give you what you want because it didn t for me | 1 |
i am 0 married year this october and a four year old about to start school none of this matter when i m expected to pick up the slack for my family and their failing my sister wa diagnosed with schizophrenia my parent have no idea how to deal with it having lived with chronic depression their entire life and relying on... | 1 |
mizzzidc u deserve that depression truly | 1 |
now i m having a hard time digesting disappointment | 0 |
i have nothing to offer anybody that they can t and don t get from a dozen other better people i m ashamed to even exist in front of others let alone pretend that i m a real interesting in any way attractive person i m tired of pretending though i m tired of feeling like knowing that nobody care and for good reason oth... | 1 |
i swear i can be doing so good doing well with my exercise with my nutrition just overall doing well in life but then that little fucking voice come back and tell me i can t do it it s a little voice but it s so fucking loud i can t keep letting it get the better of me but it s so hard sometimes i just wish i had someo... | 1 |
i 0m have had a rough past year my brother ha been in and out of psychiatric institute due to drug induced psychosis changed major life choice around my recent ex of year and am now living by myself in a college town doing all online class all of my friend are hour away and i can not seem to find connection with anybod... | 1 |
poor sandra cantu my heart go out to her family and friend rest in peace little one | 0 |
entering a depression week i feel it | 1 |
dianaisabela markus lanz nataklitschko s vitvitska jakluge fiedelseb wir m ssen darauf achten das wir im herzen den sonnenschein nicht verlieren dauerhafte traurigkeit depression u aggression macht krank und dann kriegen die un am ende doch noch hab sonne im herzen ob s st rmt oder schneit | 1 |
we re here to help we are online therapy platform which essentially connects certified psychologist and people suffering from mental health issue such a depression stress and anxiety among dozen of other clinically defined disorder book your appointment now http t co 0uhhroudrr | 1 |
erre sc aaw i miss ya all too im leaving to bh tomorrow quot morning quot i think aww i wan na go to the beach w u girl | 0 |
finally updated oohh i sooo miss the internet sorry to say that woop x may not open apr 0 so how s it goin | 0 |
ooo dr who is on in hd ok ok i m officially a sad techy geek | 0 |
i think i m getting sick | 0 |
j xox ohh i hope so not stopin till i get a reply lol i wunder if marvs read all the v lyric haha i can imagine his nxt blog about it | 0 |
idk if it wa selective mutism or not i never got a diagnosis wasn t even suggested to get tested for it partially bc i don t think people understood how serious and debilitating it wa but i used to have severe anxiety around certain people mainly teacher or subject talking about myself or asking for help were big one f... | 1 |
no matter what i do and how much i try i feel like noone will ever really care but thats fine i dont want to be alive anymore anyways i keep saying im doing better but im not im sorry i just dont want anyone to worry i just want to be normal i never asked for any of this i never fucking asked to be born into a shithole... | 1 |
mellynisaki saki help i m being possessed by this thing called loneliness and depression | 1 |
i m a m recently diagnosed with autism and adhd i have a long struggled with mental health i have attempted suicide a numerous amount of time been addicted to drug several time and i have given up completely my mum ha cancer and is going into surgery next week to have half of her lung removed my youngest brother ha non... | 1 |
even the most basic task are super difficult to do this is most likely going to be my final week on this shitty planet and it s most certainly going to be my final post | 1 |
vomitto ahh ai dreptate pixar | 0 |
doe anyone else feel this way too during an attack it will come on like a rush out of nowhere no trigger that i m feeling for instance whenever i go to like target or walmart i tend to get this it s almost like an overwhelming feeling and feeling faint i never seem to be able to finish my shopping fully due to this bec... | 1 |
sensesdestroyer i wan na go to lamb of god | 0 |
mourinho shouldn t let this pogba slander slide he should do his own interview and say watching pogba play football gave him depression | 1 |
boagworld the profile picture make a happy return i think i need a new promo picture | 0 |
just remembered that i ve forgotten my best friend birthday | 0 |
mizzzidc you just dragged your mum in the mud over a sneaker and you talk about depression y all know how to throw this word around carelessly don t you making those who are really depressed look like fool when y all are the real fool | 1 |
morning everyone bad dream woke me up | 0 |
m rkm you stuck in traffic then my journey wa traffic free this morning if it s any help | 0 |
yaykimo it s sad it s the last season i wan na see when spencer call lauren | 0 |
it day one of my ivf injection so let the fun begin | 0 |
chrissyxchi sorry that come across a if depression isn t real if it s not at that point everyone is different and depression take many form and affect u differently look after yourselves | 1 |
http t co fceklau ff for your depression | 1 |
n if memory served alcohol had always made him sad and mean yes tell me i wa telling her how i felt after you left how it just spun me into this depression how i felt like i wa in a hole and i couldn t crawl out of it and barely wanted radioactive tree | 1 |
on the train sans guardian | 0 |
tutsy e say e wan heal from the depression torus bata notori olohun | 1 |
hawkmansworld some random person on twitter not hurting anyone bvs helped with my depression match why bvs killed my dog and you should feel bad | 1 |
where did u move to i thought u were already in sd hmmm random u found me glad to hear yer doing well | 0 |
stuff finding a small enough picture i will jsut have to be this weird face for the rest of my twitter life lol | 0 |
chrisdjmoyles i m not excited a i live in wale | 0 |
nick thompson nick i d love to blame my oven i may have to blame the fact that i d had a shed load of wine and wa watching top gear | 0 |
this is my first time writing this a releasing this properly i have had a plan for three year the plan is to end my life next year in may i have had this plan for three year up to this point so far i am not old and the only reason i am waiting is for convenience and not wanting my parent to find my body i honestly see ... | 1 |
getting better from depression demand a lifelong commitment i ve made that commitment for my life s sake and for the sake of those who love me | 1 |
dottedwithearts lol i still got ta work always do | 0 |
lolitariot oh no hope you re not getting sick too | 0 |
up since 00 going to be a looooong day | 0 |
i m have fucked up my whole life and i dont really want to kill myself but im really running out of option when i wa 9 year old i wa diagnosed with borderline disorder and all my life i have been fucking everything up relationship friendship family member job my study i have been acting very impulsive and i have aways ... | 1 |
i am home missing my baby busy week ahead fri is a chill day with my guy and kid egg hunt sat spiral and dmb sat night and easter | 0 |
pjakma gadboit probably did well for mental health too a friend of ours who life in sweden came over to the uk last year and said literally everyone he met here had at least mild depression | 1 |
a couple week ago i contracted covid and got it pretty bad for a few day there it caused a big flare up of anxiety for me a i am a heavy cannabis and nicotine smoker and i couldn t give them up while dealing with covid and inevitably the smoking made it worse and played into my anxiety for background i have been managi... | 1 |
itspink what boyzone are reforming i m never aware of anything | 0 |
grahamcracker if only you were working in the melbourne victoria police department or the melbourne city cab | 0 |
why do i have to go to the sitty job more often than the nice one | 0 |
i made some really careless mistake at work today i ve been making similar mistake recently i messed up some stuff today and i m going down this slope like i m not good at my job and everybody is going to find out how bad i am and i m gon na get fired and won t be able to pay my bill and lose everything i have i don t ... | 1 |
jpfurry poor john this is what happens when you play with fruit and a microwave seriously though have you seen a doctor xxx | 0 |
up early my stomache is acting funny | 0 |
surely just hanging there being asphyxiated by the rope will kill you eventually if the above mentioned thing don t happen | 1 |
dougiemcfly morning i m really upset my rabbit ran away last night and the postman woke me up early reply ilu x | 0 |
is not a happy chappy | 0 |
i just found out my boyfriend is depressed i really want to be there for him but i feel like i ve only been saying the wrong thing how can i be there for him help him and see him get better i m worried it will continue to the point it will consume him i can already see his personality changing and i m scared for the fu... | 1 |
my dad killed himself and it left me with a feeling like i want to kill everyone in my family who s moved on since then i m his only child my brother is now a stranger to me my mother is my father s killer i am his only survivor i want to kill myself | 1 |
moony 9 it must be because i slash their character sighhh gon na go sleep and dream happy thing about kutner | 0 |
tuesday ll start with reflection n then a lecture in stress reducing technique that sure might become very useful for u accompaniers | 0 |
in this meta analysis their finding indicate that at a long follow up interval both positive effect such a a mild improvement in anxiety and depression and negative effect such a a decrease of long term memory verbal fluency and executive function are observed | 1 |
sorry if this is the wrong subreddit for a long time in my life all i wanted wa to have someone to be there for me a person that could love me back a much i love them back but now that i have it i don t know if it s what i wanted in my past i had suicidal friend that influenced a huge part of my life i begin to realize... | 1 |
must be depression fr | 1 |
antzpantz well i obviosuly missed evcery single one | 0 |
chauncey hey did u talk to mom r they home yet i hope they r ok wish i wa coming home easter | 0 |
what if this happened then i dont have money omg slfl depression 0 | 1 |
headtotail thank you i feel sad but hope we can give her a nice life til the end now | 0 |
midwest republican called themselves progressive then democrat were mostly conservative til fdr when thing changed cuz the previous yr harding coolidge hoover had been anything but progressive dems became more liberal in the depression republican more hidebound | 1 |
so i have a stutter and i ve always been insecure about it i wa with my best friend and his friend and his friend made fun of someone s stutter because he s not aware i stutter this made me realize how easy it is to make fun of people behind their back i felt really bad that night and started cry when i got home cause ... | 1 |
a little over four month ago my relationship of over two year ended my partner left me for the person they told me they couldn t ever love more than me and that i had nothing to worry about i trusted them and they destroyed that i moved back home all the while they gaslit me into thinking it wa my choice once i got hom... | 1 |
theekween the herb help for those that suffer from depression anxiety loss of a loved one heartbreak or have witnessed something tramatic thelmaherbs | 1 |
ha a math examen at o clock | 0 |
how would you feel if you had told someone that you were depressed and then later on they said that to you idk how to feel ab it on one hand i m like ok that s really good that they see me the same way and not like just a depressed person on the other hand i don t feel so good bc it s like they don t acknowledge that p... | 1 |
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