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i fucking hate myself i deserve to die i should get run over by a train i deserve to fucking bleed until i die i need to die my mental health depends on my grade but my grade depend on my mental health i cant fucking take this im so tierd of all this i just wan na be normal i just want my family to understand that it h... | 1 |
i don t know what to do my body feel like it is in a constant state of panic my mind ha like a thousand thought in the same second and i feel each and every emotion from that thought at once all those emotion just group up into this constant literally constant state of anxiety when i wake up i am anxious when i go to s... | 1 |
there s a possibility that for most people what s effective is the placebo effect of taking a medicine therapy can be a effective to treat depression but most people don t like it because it take longer and cost more money | 1 |
nickynocky yeah it rubbish think my bill just gone up a well and you have to filter the crap water | 0 |
wish the sun would shine more i have a cute yellow dress to wear come on sun come out and play stupid england | 0 |
i cant bear not being beatiful im a man not girl i just can t i cant begin to process how i myself and be le beatiful im gon na die soon but i havent quiited my job i make good saving each month i have some other bunch of saved money how can i have some clean fun no s x no drug or should i try to help others gift food ... | 1 |
let u know how he s doing ok | 0 |
i ll go back to the beginning i started dating a girl i feel i really fell in love with it lasted only month but i really felt something for her there were a few time i asked to be intimate with her with the last time her telling me she thought she wa asexual i wa fine with that and wa trying my best to adapt she wasn ... | 1 |
this so called life changing drug ruined my life permanently it gave me permanent sexual issue some sort of emotional issue there seems to be no recovery from this ive never been like this before i only had anxiety it a syndrome called pssd from ssri whats hope amp x 00b amp x 00b | 1 |
i just fucking hate my self i m turning into a fucking loser i ve recently pushed my girlfriend away by being a fucking depressed loser i fucked it all up just by not trying hard enough and i hate myself for it she wa the only person who actually loved me and now she doesn t want to see me anymore i don t know why i m ... | 1 |
best flight need get as in gear wana go away bt nt sure where cairo amp uk maybe bt may b able go earlier bt wont no til | 0 |
i wish there wa something for dinner | 0 |
i need sims gaah | 0 |
laniefuller feeling really sick today how about you | 0 |
almost jumped off a bridge the past two night i don t have the energy to walk to it rn but sitting in my bathroom with all my pill i m so tired i don t want to leave my cat and have him stuck with my body but i m so tired and tempted | 1 |
i really need a diagnosis my body hurt sometimes not in a pain way but like a close relative ha died my heart sink my hand shake but it s over a very minor thing my head is saying everything is fine logical but my body feel horrible like i want to burst into tear i d rather physical pain than this i ve broken my finger... | 1 |
is revising | 0 |
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i will always be a loser and nothing can change it if i become a billionaire if i date the most beautiful woman i will always be a sad loser it doesn t matter woman will always see me a an inferior person even if they like me | 1 |
oh everyone is going to sleep how much i wish i could it only pm and im work | 0 |
my dad died almost one month ago and i feel like no one understand what im going through and expects me to act normal i try everyday to do thing to distract myself but everyday i feel worse sometimes i think im not even cry for my loss i really can t stop when i wake up i cry and then in the night i cried myself to sle... | 1 |
emmavieceli aw no get better soon have honey and lemon drink | 0 |
taitaisanchez omg i know i am so sad | 0 |
aahmddr gradyymk perso c est ce que j ai fais il m ont meme pa un irm apres examen il ont d clar que j avais rien j ai donc t contrainte de prendre une pillule qui m a fait tomber en d pression et an apr s avoir chang de pillule pour une plus soft avec un cycle de j | 1 |
i m sick of hearing these are your best year and it only get worse i m year old i m in highschool and every adult in my life insists that it doesn t get any better than this i m told that a i get older get a job a house debt more responsibility i ll only get more stressed school alone coupled with my anxiety is enough ... | 1 |
mizzzidc lol imagine depression nge nike niyaperforma thixo | 1 |
i feel that i m a mess with no salvation or mercy i want to die to end with this suffering i feel that i made terrible thing just for existing i don t want to hurt anyone anymore guilty of my decision who deserve to die please i just want to die until it get worse please forgive me please forgive my existence i don t w... | 1 |
schnicklefritz omg i have the same problem i lent it to someone and they never gave it back | 0 |
i ll be 9 this year i grew up very sheltered and in middle school wa groomed by a teacher which ha led to a lot of mental health issue mom wa checked out due to illness and i am the youngest of her oldest child is the only healthy one i have attempted suicide time the last time in 0 9 which ruined thing for me i lost m... | 1 |
dmurr emotional stability it will cater to a lot of depression and suicidal situation | 1 |
this will have to do i lost the password to the version without the | 0 |
i now think about suicide constantly i feel like it is my only option in the long term i will never finish school and be able to hold down a job i will never be able to be stable enough to give my wife child i can t live up to anything anyone expects of me i am stuck though my death would be a catastrophe in my wife s ... | 1 |
tellyoursonthis it s called depression anxiety and stress in the west black magic someone want you harm while we don t consider other people s action and thought s to be evil or the reason for our misfortune | 1 |
opps a i said i still got one day remain and now problem come | 0 |
i know these question are probably annoying and kind of outdated now since most people i know are fully vaccinated but i just need the extra reassurance that i ll be alright i have my first dose and it wa fine pfizer but i m so freaking nervous about the second one it s so funny how my anxiety work around this i have h... | 1 |
my whole life i ve dealt with the trifecta of depression anxiety and ocd i wa always functional with all disorder clocking in at maybe a 0 depression always felt like more of a chemical thing it wa never situationally based anxiety amp ocd were usually health related hypochondria i guess anyways i never knew episode ex... | 1 |
morning everyone stuck in registration for a while then assembley nayyy | 0 |
i don t understand i read it would be lethal to take this much at once but i feel perfectly fine i know i m just going to get a bunch of people telling me to go to a hospital but what s up with this shouldn t i be dead | 1 |
so basically we re getting evicted we have like a month or to move out and we found a house we wanted but we haven t gotten the application for the house i m for some context so i could obviously live with my dad for a while but i m scared thing won t workout and we won t get the house or our landlord will say somethin... | 1 |
my tweet arent going through | 0 |
theekween depression and anxiety thelmasherbs | 1 |
i want to km i wa so impulsive and ended a very good relationship we were both first lover and i just can t anymore | 1 |
the last season of the hill what will one do with oneself when it end | 0 |
i m so tired of living today i had a lot of panic attack at school and my mom had to come for me hour before the school period ended i feel so worthless today i had a lot class who stress me so much i hate it so much i m tired of living and trying because yes dad i m trying i swear i m trying if only you were more comp... | 1 |
tombot oh dear that mean i won t be driven away to do something more productive | 0 |
kenichan i dived many time for the ball managed to save 0 the rest go out of bound | 0 |
hi i m m from texas and i d like to talk to someone that feel like they don t belong i d love to do my best to help out anyone and everyone i don t judge and i will happy to talk to anyone and if you so happen to end up having a crush on me then let me know i will always be here to talk to you and i will never leave yo... | 1 |
barryearnshaw pezholio my achilles heel for spending is x dvd s for 0 in hmv | 0 |
my mood change fast and i don t think i am bipolar a it s usually a reason why my mood change and it can all change in a day like i m in a good mood and then like couple hour past and i just get negative thought and i m down again like i already lost people this year my ex best friend who used to be my best friend like... | 1 |
long rant from a person with a diagnosed anxiety disorder tl dr at the bottom got yelled at by my bos today it s my first week working here someone ordered room service he said his food wa cold so i returned to the kitchen to ask for another dish to be made and i d hand deliver it myself so it would be piping hot i wan... | 1 |
burgaw ooooooh sealclap see i download shitloads of zip folder off chan i have no internet money fuck yeah alicia amp mikey | 0 |
being border restricted victim day by day we getting engulfed in frustration depression suicidal attempt and much more that we can t express in word depression fmwangyisaveindianstudents takeusbacktochina | 1 |
but first the other workathlon set of management account one after the other | 0 |
i wa doing nothing and suddenly she just say why did you even live useless maybe i m overreacting but this really hurt me she took care of me since i wa a kid because my mom wa working overseas i wish i wa never born damn this world fuck everything | 1 |
nataliekatoart good morning you are not alone in the depression phase i experienced it too keep spirit | 1 |
playing game at home my new bos didn t call me yet | 0 |
i stayed up too late didn t get the design done like i wanted to | 0 |
you shouldn t have gone | 0 |
jedi yup the whole game wa amazing technically it looked great gutted i sold the game and my original xbox now actually | 0 |
i have a like bottle of pill on my counter that are my old antidepressant i don t want to live anymore but i know if i fail i ll be in so much trouble what do i do | 1 |
i had struggled with this decision for month and finally i did it today i think i had been thinking a lot about how to say it and what my bos would say and i didn t even think about how i would feel after doing it maybe bc deep down i kinda knew i wa postponing it for a long time kinda surprised myself today when i did... | 1 |
what if i die hel think it his fault | 1 |
no online class for upcoming class 0th there must be both option of both online and offline class whole year online class lead to stress depression and pressure incomplete course and offline exam this is not fair at all smeodisha | 1 |
every opportunity i have i always end up embarrassing myself no matter what thing like just communicating and anything that ha to do with the real world is so hard for me to get right i m so insecure and soft spoken and everyone probably know me a that weird shy kid thing i do when i m on my own like talking to myself ... | 1 |
dangerm0use i think maybe you should get a couple more hour of sleep hon how productive can you be right now if ur dog tired i worry | 0 |
tatiana k nope they didn t have it | 0 |
mir every single morning i feel sick | 0 |
majesticflame ouch sound very sucky | 0 |
contendo shit that s horrible poor kid | 0 |
having difficulty swallowing fear or choking always needing water beside me wa one of my first symptom of anxiety before i knew i had anxiety that wa about year ago and that symptom still follows me around and is one of the most annoying symptom my anxiety ha manifested over the year and i ve had it all but i just real... | 1 |
oh jew bus two year worth of class work is alot to organize gt lt i m not finishing tonight it s not possible my bone ache | 0 |
enough the depression message in a bottle and the very first night streaming party starting now http t co fqjbmbhawg | 1 |
i would know if i had a brain damage injury anyersum or my brain is bleeding in the past like month ago my ex boyfriend would punch me in the head pull my hair one time he punched me really hard i had a bump and a extreme headache for day it went away i never went to get it checked because it went away something would ... | 1 |
man is my depression ever gon na go away i m honestly so sick of this | 1 |
aventure that s window for you i get to deal with about 0 window server and 0 window machine misbehaving every day shoot me | 0 |
watching quot a league of their own quot make me miss mint chocolate ice cream cone and my grand ma fuck | 0 |
well that sucked | 0 |
i nyctophile yup which is not necessarily equivalent to depression na | 1 |
gabysslave thanks you too i have an essay to write | 0 |
cyantificnhs ball although without the tune it s just a holiday then | 0 |
burning the bridge of people i m supposed to consider friend but when wa the last time i could call them that suddenly my life took a sudden stop and i needed to rest well now i m recovered and everyone ha left me behind so what do i do i try reaching out but get pushed aside for other more important people in their li... | 1 |
just had myself a driving lesson went pretty well need to stop crossing my hand over on the wheel apparently though bad time | 0 |
gillianme yeah he wa | 0 |
i feel so lost and out of control with my emotion i don t know what to do with my free time nothing seems to bring me joy i keep thinking of way to end it all without impacting my family and child but who will find me i don t want to traumatize someone i fight with my wife all the time i don t feel wanted or loved | 1 |
cherylthelibr n thanks for the rebuilders rebuilding tip she s trying to help her mom thru a divorce and herself thru a breakup | 0 |
i think i m happy i ve just went through a couple of month of sad dark feeling and thought best way i can explain it is a painful emptiness inside of me mentally for most of my life i ve always remember going through these phase it never a on or off switch it just kinda slowly engulf me one day i feel a little bit sad ... | 1 |
people dying in the street everyone is so isolated possibility of nuclear war the list go on and on and on i already have shitty mental health and i don t think i can handle the pressure of the modern world much longer inb this is the best time to be alive hurrdurr no it s not i just want to live like a human is suppos... | 1 |
at work w asma nawal in fe obeerate alwatan tv | 0 |
i have a friend group at school yet i feel lonely and helpless i have anxiety and depression i ve always been a big guy 9 0 pound and i ve always been bullied for it i can t get a girlfriend because i m ugly and socially awkward i can t focus on school because i m always tired i can t talk to anyone about my feeling be... | 1 |
back to classic rainy amsterdam day | 0 |
depression your mom taking your sneaker it s well | 1 |
got ta stop turning in homework late would be gettin an a in information system if it wasnt for the few late assigments | 0 |
oh man wa ironing jeancjumbe s fave top to wear to a meeting burnt it | 0 |
my on and off boyfriend of two year left me after i got diagnosed with bpd le that two week ago he decided to read the bplovedones subreddit and like yeah i will not invalidate their experience but the way they speak of people with bpd is dehumanizing everything seemed fine sunday and then he read the stuff monday and ... | 1 |
tw sh suicide i m a year old still in high school with depression anxiety intrusive thought and a emerging personality disorder i got diagnosed year ago now and once i heard that it wa overwhelming it made me feel labelled a a kid who wa no longer a kid but a mentally ill person and it wa horrible it put me in the wors... | 1 |
week till sister home i missed her call again it the worst feeling in the world | 0 |
got up at mistakenly it should ve been | 0 |
the world ha been nothing short of a flaming corpse trash fire in these past few week there s no doubt about that but recently i can feel it around others when i m out in public no i don t have superpower lol i m just saying that i ve been getting this kind of collective i m so done with this shit vibe when i m out in ... | 1 |
tpaw wooo yeah sorry to hear you missed out on origin ticket | 0 |
damn stiff neck day | 0 |
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