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laurenbavin hey you didn t tell me you had one of those jealous | 0 |
thecoolestout ha the sun s already gone | 0 |
my friend recently gave me this very beautiful stained glass flower and i really like it but my brain just can t accept that it is a nice gift my brain keep thinking oh it wa actually meant for someone else she had a crush at the time she said she brought it but he turned out to be an asshole or it wa just some trashy ... | 1 |
this suit me much better than working in a care home and hospital eg i ve had a lot of death and sickness in my life amp i found it fundamentally difficult to manage my depression when facing the end of life and loss of self and huge emotional pain so deeply | 1 |
it s just too much how do you know you re close is it when you start planning the detail | 1 |
i m getting more and more people asking where they can buy the ambients album simple answer is quot not yet quot it ll be on itunes eventually | 0 |
i don t know if this is my depression or various other diagnosis i have ptsd anxiety etc but i ve been trying so hard to work on school stuff and i just can t do it i open the article i m supposed to read and i read the first sentence i know what word i m reading just like i know what word i m typing here but the time ... | 1 |
nothing much not well in bed all day | 0 |
http twitpic com y z see where we ve been moved too dwsr | 0 |
finishing the tax return instead of making some track or enjoying the sun | 0 |
diannepulham oooooooo who with im not neither but thats because i need to study | 0 |
jesmayhemwa still trying to sell the prelude | 0 |
time to get dressed i suppose gah another workday | 0 |
cant eat drink or breath properly thanks to the bad throat infection | 0 |
it s all rainy and cloudy and stuff today for me but even if it wasn t i d still feel this way | 1 |
i can t sleep it s too windy and scary out | 0 |
i get into argument with my mum almost everyday and the reason is because of me i don t intend to start a fight but i always some how manage to my mum ha no tolerance for stress and that s why she is so sensitive to argument because she ha been through a lot from me and my dad i hate to admit but i don t like to be aro... | 1 |
i suddenly feel uneasy and uncomfortable at my relative house i feel like my heart is gon na explode and wan na puke i m close with my relative but i don t know why i m feeling this way it rarely happens there s this one time i m feeling uneasy and uncomfortable then i just started shaking for no reason while i m talki... | 1 |
it s been a few month since i ve posted they ve medicated me but nothing ha changed i m still a worthless piece of shit no matter what i do i m the problem and no one will ever want me in their life i m never going to be good enough to have a real job or be anything more than a stupid customer service agent i went to c... | 1 |
i tried several time to write a suicide note but i kept giving up because i realized im actually going through with it so what doe it matter lol im going to be dead ill never love or feel again not that i ever really felt anything anyway lol i ate some orange chicken and rice and some granola bar with frosting lmao and... | 1 |
deemaah but i offered to clean twice | 0 |
wwwicked i think i have tried everything but feel free to try to crack it i am at a loss | 0 |
cassou post concert depression tu connais | 1 |
i don t feel like revision | 0 |
weird feeling hi all i m on my th day is buspirone and i m doing really well though when i go to bed it s tough to sleep with this medicine when i fall asleep i m okay but trying too it make me feel like i jolt internally or like when you go over a hill or a rollercoaster and your belly drop and it doe it a lot until i... | 1 |
i hope not all is lost sigh | 0 |
searching for a job in berlin in summer time don t speak german | 0 |
smashleypants awwwww virtual flower chocolate hug and kiss lt | 0 |
tried to install a twitter application on my phone didn t work tough boo | 0 |
if paul pogba had depression at man united what about mourinho and ole you d be reaching for the revolver every time that shower of shite turned up in training every manager since ferguson ha been trying to compete with a st team that wouldn t get on the bench at mancity | 1 |
making plan jotting them down laugh emoji response my friend don t know my sentence end in an unspoken if by then i m still alive tightness in the chest with each breath eating and hating myself not eating and hating myself just hating myself a i hold back tear steadily typing despite intrusive thought of suicide what ... | 1 |
we re going to post some story manually due to twitterfeed problem that s why we ve been so quiet lately | 0 |
yummy pizza for dinner top of mouth burnt now though | 0 |
my bathtub drain is fired it haz job do amp it iz fail i got all drano on it as amp iz still not draining i wan na shower dangit | 0 |
i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right | 1 |
i am suicidal almost everyday i have about half a semester left of my st year of college i am constantly studying or driving to school or doing homework i do not have time to go to the doctor for my mental health but i think it s gon na be too late one day i simply can not find the motivation to use one of my limited f... | 1 |
j stricko i found it pretty frustrating stupid monkey | 0 |
i got into fasting couple of year ago and trained myself to go long without food i did month of just coffee and water last year im not joking i didnt die because i wa very overweight i lost a lot of weight and gained some back doe to depression eating this time iam going to push myself till i collapse i know i can dont... | 1 |
worst dream ever and not my usual nightmare either the worst part is it probably gon na come true | 0 |
is at work x | 0 |
firefly uk twitter is really playing up brace brings back memory of bad gagging reflex | 0 |
quelle est la raison de votre d pression et pourquoi le etude | 1 |
i like not caring about anything i m at work all day just going through the motion the long hour and annoying customer don t phase me because i m not even all there mentally emotionally failing uni doesn t phase me because eh i have to be numb because if not i ll just constantly feel unbearable emotional and physical p... | 1 |
oh em gee this is love http tinyurl com djjc want want want lusting after thing i can not afford | 0 |
i ve been in therapy a few month cbt he mostly just advises me to try to stay in the present and mediate at first it seemed to help a little but the larger issue i have won t stop bothering me i make good money and i m not bad looking at all but i have basically zero friend and i haven t been on a date in over 0 year i... | 1 |
hero is losing it s momentum come on writer pick it up | 0 |
i have had an allergic reaction to my contact stuck with my spec until it clear up mean and end to my breast feeding tho | 0 |
need hug | 0 |
i got a new job two week ago it s going amazingly i m a cashier at a retail store before this job i mainly did stocking in retail but i needed a job and they didn t have another position open everyone there is fantastic and it s fully staffed unlike a ton of other retail job i ve had i feel really comfortable already t... | 1 |
glamgirlgargiee beleg bur or bhal hoisiii o exam huni huni moi depression t gusi goisiiii | 1 |
i really don t want to go back to chicago i liked not hearing about bad politician or oprah i hate oprah only day left in the uk | 0 |
currently trying to redecorate on my own new to living alone too to feel more empowered i have been redecorating finally ordered a new couch chnage is scary lol anyways my couch wa supposed to arrive wednesday but it came early and i m not prepared i don t have a cart to get it up at the moment i m concerned it will be... | 1 |
s geen how i met your mother vandaag | 0 |
shiner is taking up all my bed and blanket | 0 |
doe anyone else miss chatting in chat room i do but can t find one i feel comfortable in suggestion please | 0 |
ha just said goodbye to her hubby who is off globe trotting away | 0 |
gvenk thanks alexandernl sorry | 0 |
after month of doin good i fucked up my depression hit hard and i isolated myself from everyone i stopped talking to my best friend which made her upset and now she want nothing to do with me she wa the last friend i had if i could tell her anything it s i m sorry i should ve been better friend tonight i m not smoking ... | 1 |
it just make me happy over and over again i just wish i wasn t afraid to fly http tinyurl com skpp | 0 |
stark you don t follow me either and i work for you | 0 |
asante se she is driving herself to depression by being selfish and vicious | 1 |
for context i m an english teacher at a small private english school the school is so small i m the only teacher no sub i got my period last night and a always the first day is the worst cramp headache nausea needing the loo every minute and i feel so freaking cold today no matter what i do i just can t seem to get war... | 1 |
it must be annoying to be my friend employer fellow employee or anyone else who need to contact me i am scared to death of receiving bad news from people bring angry at me plan not working out or more responsibility being added to my plate that i just out right avoid any news all together im really scared that the gove... | 1 |
listening to murd and 9th wonder just chillen out missing my crazy sex life | 0 |
i ve been struggling with feeling stress for the last year because of family and job issue a couple night ago i had really bad insomnia and wa up all night i felt exhausted but couldn t sleep all i could do wa lie on my sofa even getting a glass of water wa effort then in the morning my chest felt tight and my thought ... | 1 |
i m hoping this inspires some of you i have suffered from anxiety disorder my whole life i remember when my family would take small trip and i would be so anxious i wouldn t eat the whole trip they always worried about me i also wouldn t eat when we went out because i wa worried i would puke it finally got so bad in my... | 1 |
hi all i m currently living through a nightmare situation and my anxiety is going through the roof i need some advice but mostly support me and my partner took a short trip to rome after a trip to england where i attended my sister s wedding we re both from the u and flew quite far i have a massive fear of flying but h... | 1 |
i cant stop laughing this burger king commerical im so easily amused | 0 |
i m doing my homework it s gosh darn hard | 0 |
being a short man in america is terrible it is terrible how we r treated in the dating world for something we can t change people say oh well suck it up but they don t know how it feel to watch your crush in h laugh u off a u ask her to prom to just go out with the tall d football kid i ve honestly thought of ending it... | 1 |
no longer innocent then http news bbc co uk hi uk 9 90 stm | 0 |
i miss my room in pasig i have no place right now to take sp s | 0 |
i m not going to attempt suicide but i may admit myself to a mental hospital because my college class are actually sending me into hypomanic episode what doe a college do when you miss a few day or even week due to a serious mental health condition i have all a and if i lose those i will become even more unstable | 1 |
when i wa a teen i would burn myself with match because it made me feel better it ha been many year since i have burned myself today i got swarmed by yellowjackets and stung several time and instantly felt better i m not sure if it s the adrenaline or something else or if i m imagining it thought | 1 |
morning folk 00 am yawn up amp away to see to horse hope twitter is better behaved today last night wa a travesty | 0 |
time go by so fast i had two day off work and i wasted them away just lying in bed i want to do something productive apply for college take a walk outside talk to girl literally do anything other than sink further into this constant malaise but i simply don t know where to find the energy putting effort into thing just... | 1 |
i need to go to some routine female doctor appointment i am absolutely terrified i haven t gone to a doctor in year i don t even have a primary care doctor i know i m being irrational and stupid about it i m afraid that they re going to tell me i m dying or something doe anyone else feel this way | 1 |
shortiethug how come ur background cover the screen but mine is in the corner | 0 |
coffee amp carrot cake slice mmm still lost for idea for art help | 0 |
objectively unattractive have never been touched by the opposite sex objectively unemployable no one will know i m gone never been valued peace out | 1 |
this is eating me alive my suicidal thought depression kept me from doing thing that were very important and now that i am trying to actually do them for example i sat down to actually write on a web novel i abandoned for all of that time and the feeling of guilt over wasting so much time ha me in a choke hold it force... | 1 |
i am layin in bed am co my tummy is beatboxn so bd so i hd wake up can t eat unburnable calorie nt gd for my quot ab quot i am hungry | 0 |
do you have a certain objekt or garment that your always carry with you something that make you uneasy if you dont have it with you i personaly always carry my noice cancelling headphone although i dont necesarily use them all the time | 1 |
claire s will you be videoing or streaming or podcasting tweeting or anything else can t make it unfortunately | 0 |
in which episode did house and cuddy hook up apo meeting this is all your fault | 0 |
shrooms get rid of every form of severe stress pain anxiety and depression hit my dm for all order and related info http t co izbxlcdwwi | 1 |
still have a lot of work to catch up on | 0 |
i can t breatheee i hate being sick | 0 |
it bulle fika lokitaung utembee kwa mlima na ulale kwa laga depression itaisha | 1 |
just weird and pretty sure i m sane lol | 1 |
to the people who called out to me on the red carpet i wa blinded by the light | 0 |
derldium dojowrld ain t even gon na lie winning this a day before my bday would be a game changer for my extreme lack of motivation and hella depression a of late lol http t co mpurp prsx | 1 |
without absolutely any context of myself i will disclose when my depressive episode come about and these feel pretty major and intense when they do they feel and seem to get harder and harder literally a the year go by we who struggle with depression are very tough because i feel like i barely scrape through each and e... | 1 |
ill so i cant go to the cinema | 0 |
i wa married for year to a man with extreme anxiety he wa my first boyfriend and husband and i had been with him since i wa a teenager so i didn t know any different i m 0 now we divorced because of his many mental issue he wouldn t get help for his depression and anxiety wa contagious and killed our marriage his paren... | 1 |
brexitbuster when people starved to death in the great depression drs were ordered to put heart failure on the death certificate instead of malnutrition etc | 1 |
age gender m i ve been dealing with my depression for a while now and some people including my parent know although my biggest regret is telling my girlfriend when i told her that i have been trying to take my life everything changed i understand it s just her caring and not knowing how to deal with it but it s been su... | 1 |
no my goat wool sock have worn through | 0 |
it doesn t help that they just split up meaning it s harder to spend time with them know i have many year left with them but i m only 9 they re amp 0 but i can see them ageing physically they re slowing down and all i want is to freeze time it hurt my heart | 1 |
ok so hour into the self imposed shopping ban and i am already aching for a shoe fix this is going to be harder than i thought | 0 |
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