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The Patient statement is: When someone says I've lost weight and ask if I'm on a diet but I know I've been starving myself Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: Today is my birthday and I spent it alone Hi all! First time poster to r/depression I have been feeling down for the past couple of days. To top it all off, today is my birthday and I spent it alone and I think that has taken me over the edge. I came home from work and cried. I tried calling ...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Feeling alone I have borderline personality disorder, and I was in an online support group for it. I had to leave it because I was being triggered by the admin team, which was very alarming to me. Now, I feel hopeless and alone. It was my only outlet with people who seemed to understand what I...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: how am I supposed to not kill myself when my life is shit and isn’t gonna get better? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: Getting paranoid recently Started watching every car behind me when I'm driving and sometimes doubling back to make sure they are not following. Also been thinking my friends are trying to team up with my work to get me sacked. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Bipolar
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Every night, I consider driving myself to the emergency room, and then every night I remind myself all that will do is give me another bill I can't afford to pay There are really no good options when you don't have any money. Sure, I could call a suicide hotline, but all they would do is send ...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: I don't enjoy being alive and at this point,i'm finding it hard to want to stay alive. [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Can you experience fatigue from depression without your mood being low? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: I just want to talk to someone I can’t do it anymore. I just can’t stop feeling guilty about it. I‘ve already been cutting myself, i just want to pain to end Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: I despise my life I’m sorry to bother everyone with this, I hope I don’t worsen anyone’s depression by pouring out my problems on you guys. I just feel so trapped, I essentially feel a constant numbness with a small bit of impending doom. It sounds generic and juvenile I know, but it’s the o...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Insomnia/Anxiety without Stress just before sleeping? I've had this problem 2 of the past 3 nights. At bedtime, I begin to feel like I've just drunk a strong cup of coffee. My stomach is upset, and I feel shaky. No sense of dread or other mental symptoms. It also happened once in the morning 3...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: Depicting Bipolar Disorder In Art Hello! I'm a college student diagnosed Bipolar 1 with psychotic features and am just about to graduate (finally). Before my college career finally comes to an end, I have 10 weeks to complete a digital art project. Luckily, our professor has given us the freed...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: in the wake of all the sexual assault from actors etc coming to light, why is woody allen still making movies? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Expressing
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Conflicted happiness? Once I start making a plan to kill myself, I get this huge wave of relief that everything will be fine. If I attempt and fail I get stuck feeling so negative but the time in between that is pure bliss. Why is this? Does anyone else feel that conflicred emotion? I also st...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Parents' money Teens/Students, how do you feel less guilty about spending your parents' money on things like junk food/entertainment? Based on the context, the disorder may be: Anxiety
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: You’re creating a void that I don’t think I can fill. [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Expressing
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Did shrooms need help Hey everyone. So I’ve never done drugs before I did shrooms about two months ago, I did an eighth for my first time and hated my trip. Afterwards everything was fine up until a month later. I ended up having a sudden panic attack and I was scared that maybe somebody and s...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: I hate therapists. None of them actually care or help. They just want your money. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: He don't know he saves me everyday Even though I'm not physically next to him , just the thought of the future and what it could be saved me from myself , from other people , I know if I needed anyone he would be , he is protecting me in a way he does not even know about , I've spent so many n...
Expressing
The Patient statement is: It's like today Fate told me: "You're going to be alone. Don't even bother." With severe anxiety and body dysmorphia it's extremely hard for me to connect socially, though being more social is something I wanted to do this year. Well, today my only prospect for being more social completely dis...
Depression
The Patient statement is: what am i even doing anymore I feel nothing. I feel emotionless. My friends think that my depression is me trying to be edgy. What great friends, right? I can't write anymore. I can't draw anymore. I've opened up to my family about this but all I got was a pat on the back and a "you'll be ok...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Are there any Voluntary Euthanasia movements to be aware of? I want my body to be useful for something, maybe even save someone with a kidney or summn [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Please stop telling me it will be okay. Today I've learned that my credit is too poor to apply for a student loan for living expenses this school year. I'm a full time grad student and I work full time as well, but I don't get enough hours at work to make rent and bills every month without a s...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: i feel like shit i m a smart guy but my grades are so bad id rather to kill myself then telling her im gonna suicide at 4/1/2018 at my birthday edit i just dont know how to study it like i dont have the motivation Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Fears of being drugged Two days ago was Halloween. And as such people give out candy,so one of my neighbors gave me some candy yesterday and I happily ate it. Immediately then I got scared that someone put drugs in the candy. The reason I guess I got scared of this was because many people like...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: I just told me dad I wasn't going to see him today. I'm a grad student in college about an hour and a half from my families. I was supposed to drive up and see my dad today, but I woke up and realized I just couldn't today. Hearing the disappointment in my dad's voice absolutely crushed me. Wh...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Gotta love when you're late to work because you remember you didn't take your meds and have to turn around Got halfway to work today and suddenly was struck with, "oh fuck, forgot my meds!" And with a 9-hour shift, no way I wouldn't feel like shit by the end if I just skipped them. Usually my ...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: When ya got bipolar and adhd I'm not sleeping, I'm really excitable, I'm possibly talking faster, I'm getting tunnel vision about my projects...Am I hypomanic or hyperfocusing??? Who knowwwws!! Based on the context, the disorder may be: Bipolar
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Anxiety be like... i'd do anything to be with this girl.. except like actually talk to her [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Anxiety
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: Anyone else... awake and anxious? Fell asleep for a few hours, but now awake and upset. Just feel like I need someone to talk to. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Anxiety
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: Does teeth clenching/grinding from Lamictal go away? I started at 25mg of Lamictal two months ago and am up to 100mg. Ever since starting, I have had teeth clenching/grinding all day and night. My teeth and jaw hurt and I'm getting headaches. Doctor said I could try benzos to relieve it, but ...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Anyone else get object size distortions / zoomed in vision indeffinately last month or so the people I regularly look at as well as objects keep fluctuating in their width , height and size. Meaning sometimes everyone's forehead looks way to big or sometimes their cheeks like stretched out lik...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: How fucked is this? Wife and I get drunk. She suggests we bathe together. She decides it's better if I bath alone while we talk. She leaves part way through. I fall asleep in the bathtub several hours later shivering uncontrollably and she's asleep in bed. We fight and I end up punching a hole...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Thoughts in text. I don't want to spiral into depression. I don't like school. In fact, I hate it. I hate the work, it's hard, and I'm probably just lazy. I'm an average student, I'm not smart, and I'm not failing. I don't like the education system and I don't like how they try to weed out peo...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I have no friends and I don't know why? Hey, so I'm a 29 year old guy. I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for the past 8 years, and it's been getting progressively worse. I'm seeing a therapist, and might start meds soon, but thats another story. Something I've noticed recently, i...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Medication frustration- feeling stuck I've been having a ton anxiety and am currently in depressive state. I went to my psychologist and she said that both of my meds (lithium and seroquel) couldn't be increased more and were basically maxed out so she suggested that we add another medication ...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: I hate feeling this way I don’t want to seem like a POS for saying this but I don’t like my boyfriend’s mom. I know that’s someone I can’t rid of (I’m not trying to nor do I want to). She’s very controlling, manipulative, and will throw tantrums when she can’t get her way. She can be nice but ...
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Im not sure what im doing anymore I've had anxiety and depression to the point of being locked in my room doing nothing all day for four years. I break down at least once a week, and I can't handle any real situations. I don't feel real. Nothing feels real. I don't enjoy anything and I haven't...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Killed by my own narcissism. I am ending my life tonight. $120,000 in debt. No job prospects. No law review no moot court no mock trial. Only near minimum wage doc review positions in my future. I went to law school because I believed I was special I thought I was a precious fucking little sno...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I'm lying in bed whole day, crying and thinking about suicide. I need help. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: Anxious accountability buddy needed Hello! 31/F/GMT+3 Looking for someone who's in the same situation as me. There are good days where I can accomplish plenty without thinking twice about it and the rest of the days where I overthink, overanalyze, overplan and just end up browsing Reddit (it's...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: I wish my family was rich. Need to keep a 3.25 GPA to keep scholarship at an expensive school. Majoring in Engineering, B's all across the board. I'm going to miss my friends. God damn it Based on the context, the disorder may be: Expressing
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Does anxiety kill your motivation? Been feeling better lately after a several month long stint of nearly constant anxiety all day every day.. I noticed my motivation had started slowly coming back, but then today had a small attack and immediately after was back to having ZERO motivation. Base...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: help like this is useless for me how the fuck is talking w/ random folx who ill never meet or know supposed to help? i wanna die bc im unlovable untouchable a monster etc in practice having some asshole tell me not to kill myself bc they have an abstract belief people shouldn't commit suicid...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: I'm tired of trying I am really tired of trying. I can't talk to people. I get nervous and get silent very quick. I have no friends though I tell people that I have. I have an obsession of that I must be the best looking guy on the room ( even though I'm not that good looking) and it's killing...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: It’s been 2 years since I cut myself and my parents still don’t trust me with sharp items. I used to cut myself. I started when I was 12 because I hated myself and didn’t know how to handle childhood trauma. I got treatment for major depression, acute anxiety and BPD. I’ve improved a lot regar...
Expressing
The Patient statement is: I'm 24 but it still feels like I'm 16. Rant: it might not make sense I'm drunk at 3:00pm Like I'm 24 and it feels like I'm 16. It's depressing to think about actually. I never grew up. High school I didn't have many friends I tried winning some over in sports nope. School nope. I just wante...
Depression
The Patient statement is: What are things to do to stay stable and focused in college? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Bipolar
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: My friend needs a liver transplant. And even though I am a complete match, (I have already done some blood work too) they don’t want to move forward with me. Even though this could save his fucking life. Could I have been denied because I’m Bipolar? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: *Trigger Warning* self harm Really trying to fight the urge to cut. Just took out a razor blade and give myself a little nick just to try and fight it off. Will probably have the opposite effect. Been trying to ignore the voice in my head that keeps telling me to do it but it gets louder and ...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: constantly worried about health? Anyone else have this? A year or so ago I was convinced that something was (physically) wrong with my brain. I was sure that I was feeling weird sensations inside my head and nervously searched online for anything I could find about what might be wrong. I grew ...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: Doctor suggesting CBDs...any experience or thoughts? I've just gotten off the "musical-chairs-of-therapists" game yet again. New guy seems good and is interested in more integrative medicine approach so...that's nice. One thing he suggested was CBDs. I've got an antidepressant that works...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: What kind of drugs do I need to kill myself and how/where to get them? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: please don't downvote me I feel so close to this community. I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing this anywhere else. When I was 18, I went to a party. I've always felt I was slipped something but I guess I don't really know. I remember I said we shouldn't because I had my period but he ripped...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Kavinace Does anyone use Kavinace? My doc prescribed a couple of pills per day - they contain a smaller amount of Phenibut from what I can tell (250 mg?). Anyway, I know Phenibut is not good for daily usage but I'd like to use this as prescribed for about a month. Any experiences out there? Th...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: Does anyone else feel like a walking problem? or something to be avoided? i have never really had any close friends or any friends for that matter. I am so tired of being treated like an inconvenience. I am a human being with depression, not walking depression. I have issues with smiling and ...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Bipolar mixed with other diagonses I’ve been more or less stable for the past year, which is a huge deal for me because it’s the longest time I can legit say I’ve been stable for 5 years. I was diagnosed with BP2, OCD, ADHD, and a few other anxiety disorders. Now I’m back in school and the str...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Friends are something that has never existed in my life, and probably never will. I used to be a complete loner and outcast until my early twenties, now I am a bit better communicator but still nobody really likes me and wants to hang out with me, I don't really interact with anyone, only in c...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I love and hate my job I deliver packages for UPS. I work long hours and mostly end my days long after dark too sore and exhausted to do much. I've done a lot in my life, I'm smart have a college degree, I'm a vet I could probably go and get a job anywhere. I've thought about quitting. My fri...
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Daddy Issues...(?) So when I was maybe 3-ish my mum decided to leave my father and take her kids with her. They had a really big fight at that moment and all I can remember from that day is my dad picking me up by my neck and throwing me. Whenever we talk about him, my mum always says how ab...
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Does anyone else feel completely alone during a panic attack? It feels like there is no one that can help me, like I will fall into an abyss of torment and panic. Like if I had broken a bone, at least I know I can go to the doctor and the pain will go away with medications. But are there medic...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: December time Anyone else feeling like nothing matters? I feel. Like it would just be better to end it all. Like nothing matters Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: I feel fine, but when I smile or laugh my expression sometimes morphs into an ugly smirk and I feel my throat tightening up. [26yo/m] But I'm fine :) This is not a call for help or anything, I'm just interrested in sharing observations and ideas with others. It's funny sometimes how disconn...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I am loosing my financial aid. It's all because I missed one test not even because I am depressed, but because I simply forgot. This one test, one small mistake, has set all the money and hard work I put into my education in flames. The professor won't let me make it up. It was an online exam ...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Is anyone willing to give me advice over PM about an issue I'm having? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: Anxiety has caused 15 years of degeneracy I tried to be positive after New Years eve. It was the start of a new year and the middle of my time off work. I was going to fix my degenerate life one step at a time. This positive attitude lasted two days. Now I have one day left of my holiday and ...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: How dangerous is it really to eat or drink grapefruit juice while on Latuda? Yes, I have read the pharmacology of what happens when you combine the two, but as with all drugs, I think it might be relative. This sounds a little whiny, but grapefruit is my absolute favorite fruit/food and I have...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: It hurts She is newly diagnosed bipolar, i had my diagnosis almost ten years ago. We met at work 2.5 years ago and she was pregnant within 3 months. I wanted to help her and save her. I gave my life to support her during the pregnancy and the hormone swings while adjusting to new psych meds...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Feeling suicidal for the first time in 3 years I haven't felt like this since I was dating my last boyfriend who was heavily abusing me mentally and physically. I'm in an argument with my current boyfriend, who up and left, said he was leaving his phone in his room, and is going out for a driv...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Good gods I’m too depressed. I think I’m ready to throw in the towel. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Best artistic personification of the internal struggle with bipolar disorder I've seen so far. Before mood stabilizer weight gain, I danced. This particular season of So You Think You Can Dance was on around the time I was diagnosed and this routine has always perfectly personified the hold ...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Latuda isn't helping I'm on 120mg of Latuda and I feel like it's taken away the sparkly mania but now I'm bouncing between depressed as fuck and almost content. Is content what happy is on medication? Because it's literally breaking my heart. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Bipolar
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Man have I Been Busy! I can feel it creeping in... So I just got over a manic episode, and only a month later, I can feel a new one coming on. This is horseshit. I hate it, but I have been getting a ton done. And I started a blog. I've been writing in a journal since I was 8, so I thought if I...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Where do you go when there is no more? [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Frightened of what people might think Do a lot of people recognize this? Somehow, although I know it's not true, all the time there is this part of my brain really trying to convince me people hate me, makes me almost obsessively relive embarrassing situations etc. It's always revolves around ...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: I honestly feel like I am going fucking crazy [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Expressing
Expressing
The Patient statement is: I dont even know anymore I cant even count how many things I like to do that I just quit doing. I mean why do I bother even starting. I love playing music but quit every instrument I try to learn as soon as I buy it it seems. Every time I feel like getting in shape and exercising I immediately...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Lamictal 25mg up to 50mg. Once a day or space it out? My doc didn't specify whether to double up my evening dosage or take twice daily. I take 50mg Zoloft with breakfast and 25 Lamictal before bed. Yes, I could call the office and try to get ahold of her, but I'm curious how others did it. Di...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: Can someone please just talk to me, I'm so sick of feeling down [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Anxiety
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: I tried taking a leave of absence but my advisor doesn't believe I'm depressed Is it because he doesn't think depression is real? Is it because he thinks that the documents about my depression are fabricated or I bribed the psychiatrist? At this rate, I'll get a bunch of Fs and wave goodbye to...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Please someone help me. It's been so long I've been without a person to talk to, I'm dying from loneliness. I have no friends, my family abuses me to a point where the want to leave a bruise on me. The online suicide help line isn't working because I can't talk to anyone without breaking down ...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: Depressive thoughts & mystery Got access to an inbox where the owner is/was gov. Travels a lot and seems to be involved in some heavy dealings. Hid depression from what I can see = everyone. Now he contemplates selling secrets to clear debts. Is it bad to want to keep reading the guys Wri...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I cut myself for the first time I sometimes have these moments when I want to die, it's really weird because they happen in the "best" moments, like when I'm having fun or talking with friends... A few hours ago I had one of these moments again, and I hurt myself. It's weird, because it someho...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Has psychology improved so diagnosis is easier, or has depression become more commonplace? I have a bunch of friends who have been diagnosed with depression, and I have, too, so I started to look into it and the percentages have increased a lot since the second half of the 20th century, and th...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Feel anxious and alone, need someone to talk too So i'm in my third year of university. I feel really alone here. I have a girlfirend i've been with for almost 2 years but she is doing a placement year about 2/3 hours away. My family arn't very close with each other so I don't speak to them mu...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: Feeling discouraged after girl ghosted me I recently started talking to this girl that I’ve known for a while. We planned on going out the other night but out of nowhere she stopped messaging me back. I haven’t really dated much since I broke up with a long term girlfriend about a year and hal...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I'm so worthless. So I have this medical condition - it's a lot like cancer, but not quite as serious - which requires me to get treatment every two weeks or so. This treatment is incredibly expensive - somewhere in the range of 5-7 grand a pop - but luckily, I live in Canada where this is all...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Just tried to be friendly and social And was reminded how little I care for anyone's conversation. I can't even focus on it. I lasted maybe 20 minutes...and just came to my room to hide. I also got a lot of anxiety after the fam dunked a turkey into a oil pot and it overflowed and caught fir...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Anxiety about getting a haircut I haven't been to a barber in at least 5 years. The anxiety got bad enough that I started doing it myself, but I needed my Dad's help to clean up the back. I tried doing it myself but I could never seem to get it to work, even with a hand-mirror. Now I've moved...
Anxiety
The Patient statement is: I don’t feel like talking to anyone ever again. Talking to people has become such a chore and I hate it. I feel fake while I do it and I’m so fucking fake. I hate everyone and wish people just avoided me. I’m so tired of this. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: 28 Male | Who has never been in any relationship, is hurting inside because of it. [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: The first thing I did after opening presents was cry I ran up to my room and cried for the first time in over a year, which is saying a lot for someone as bitter as me. I’m back home from college, and a family Christmas was supposed to feel good. I know I’m lucky to even have parents, especia...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I'm at my end but I have to make a choice I am in so much physical and mental pain and I want it all to stop. My dilema is that I have 2 beautiful little baby rats that have been keeping me above water for the last 10 weeks but they are no longer enough. I want to do it but I can't leave them ...
Suicide
The Patient statement is: New to this community and newish to a diagnosis of bipolar It’s going on a year now since I was diagnosed as bipolar. I had a manic episode at the end of 6 days of not sleeping, I was hallucinating colours a bit. Now I’m on medication for it, and I haven’t noticed much of a difference other th...
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: I don’t know what to do My mom used to hit me a lot and call me a piece of shit, tell me how stupid I am. She committed suicide almost 5 months ago now so I had to move in with my grandparents It was supposed to be me. I was supposed to kill myself, I made myself a promise when I was 10 that i...
Depression
The Patient statement is: Should I start taking antidepressants? It's been half a year since I've been able to feel normal. Time seems to take forever to go by, but the weeks seem to disappear. I just want the pain to stop, but I can't take my life because there are other people that would be hurt by that. I just want ...
Depression
The Patient statement is: I don't know how long all this will last. I don't know how much more I can handle. Between my own mental issues (mainly dealing with anger and fighting against a possible depression), trying to deal with my narcissistic mother (who, of course, reminds me of the fact that she owns everything I ...
Expressing
The Patient statement is: Hyper sexuality Hyper sexuality is really making me unhappy and I am not sure how to deal with it Based on the context, the disorder may be: Bipolar
Bipolar
The Patient statement is: I am so tired of having no energy or motivation. Today I’m suppose to be going to a baby shower and I have no energy. I honestly think I could stay in bed on laying on the couch 24/7. Based on the context, the disorder may be: Depression
Depression
The Patient statement is: I plan on killing myself at the end of the month. Trigger warning sexual abuse [deleted] Based on the context, the disorder may be: Suicide
Suicide
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