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3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 23,June,2004 | i can't wait for things to get moving, i want out of here. im lookin forward to uni although it means another 3 years in england. it should be so much fun from my experiences of it so far and my brother's experiences. after uni though it will be another year i guess before i can move, as i'll need to w... |
3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 20,June,2004 | i wrote this out all interestin n happy n then lost it. now i dnt hav energy to do it again. went camping. peed in a cup lol, was al gd...til i spilled it on me :s its wrong but ya gota laf n hav humility lol. got a digital camera - hav taken pretty pictures of roses n fire...hmmm that wld make a gd pi... |
3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 17,June,2004 | ok so i only set this up to post on joeys blog....hmm that was half hour ago still havnt dun it lol got distracted with makin my own! so this seems pretty cool, tho dont c who's gona read it but i never get tired of talkin to myself. i went to the zoo! and my face is painted like a lion...roar ;) joey ... |
3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 16,July,2004 | so im back - yay! rnt we all so happy bout that, i sure am. grr hav a pic called wind... wrote this (dont ask me why) but takin me ages to put it onto the pic :( Wind She wandered down the cold stone steps; wind whistling through the thick air, causing her wispy hair to flutter about he... |
3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 02,July,2004 | actualy im gona carry on writin cos now i feel even shiter and cryin again. y do i put up with so much crap from ppl wen ppl seem to turn against me so easily? so from reading joe's blog i realise actualy he kinda hates me now. wot did i say? tried to make light of a situation by sayin 'u gota be nice ... |
3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 02,July,2004 | today's been crap, havnt felt like this for a while. im hoping its pms lol thats wot im puttin it down to, i think mayb to do with joe, but at least seems to b tlkin to me now... mayb its cos i been happy n hyper for a cple of weeks n its jus impossible to go so long without breakin down n cryin lol. i... |
3,668,238 | female | 17 | Student | Gemini | 02,July,2004 | will post properly later, shld be in skool but instead listnin to music doin german coursework :s hoobastank are cool, for example - running away: I don't want you to give it all up And leave your own life collecting dust And I don't want you to feel sorry for me You never gave us a chance to be And I ... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 31,July,2004 | Met Lim this morning, then we went to SPC to get help from Raymond.MATHS..no choice la..cos there's a maths quiz coming up and our lecturer is damn boring. Seriously, yesterday was the very first time I really can listen and pay attention during maths with minimal distraction. Went to TP in the aftern... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 30,July,2004 | Such a boring day. I have no comments. I found out that I'm the shortest girl in my class. Had very healthy food today. I shall not mention what they are. Cos I can't be bothered to do so right now. |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 29,July,2004 | Nuts. As usual, Theo and I played with food. Today's creation consisted of USA waffle, ice cream, hershey's choc syrup, QOO Lemon, ice kachang, maple syrup, chilli sauce, butter, tomato ketchup. So interesting. We did something worse after that. Theo poured the solution into Roy's drink can. Crap. Du... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 28,July,2004 | Met up with Lim,Wilson,Roy and Theo for breakfast at Mac. I insisted want to go Mac cos wanted to play with food. So disgusting lor..Theo and I played with all the sauce. Mix honey,butter,sugar,coffee-mate,tomato ketchup,chilli sauce,coffee,milo and tartar sauce together. Fun but just gotta bear with t... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 27,July,2004 | Today's lunch was on Addison, Mr Rich man. Went to pizza hut for lunch. The meal totalled up to about $59.++ It's not a problem to him cos he's so rich and $60 is nothing to his father..haha.. Wilson and Jerren ate like gluttons, as usual. Hmm..leftover food..wonder what happened to them? Theo and I p... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 26,July,2004 | Hmm..we didn't do UWOS tutorial 3 for homework cos we din know that it's supposed to be done..nvm..anyway.... Theodore and I brought our neoprints and prom pics today. He's really very FAT when he was in sec sch and also looks very different. Super duper different. Now he so ai mei..wear contacts..hah... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 26,July,2004 | It's Sunday..today is the launch of our Chinese service..quite cool. I was planning to join Chinese congregation but Charissa said I'm mad or something like that. haha..i dun really mind her saying that. cos i agree that my Chinese is terrible. Anyway i'll be attending Chinese service with Si Nin... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 19,August,2004 | today was great! only DBMS and TBCM..haiyo..that HoFM arh..like only know how to say a few phrases. cos we got case study mah..den i try doing it lor..she see me draw entities only den say...well done..like duh! only the first step!! drawing entities..nvm..she only know how to say wowchow..very very we... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 17,August,2004 | today got CRS test..not too bad la..about media violence..done it before in sec sch, just that the passage and questions slightly different. hopefully still can make it. i simply love fruits lor..today they wanted to go foodcourt 6, den we go lor..there got no food to eat lor..all not appealing..so fr... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 16,August,2004 | now is DBMS prac. i finish prac6 le, so here i come. entertain myself first before doing prac7. today prac still can lor..at least can do without asking for help. sian la..nth to write. not going for bible study later. reason shall not be said. i'm bored. got nothing to write. have been craving for ch... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 15,August,2004 | what happened to me this time? i just can't concentrate practising piano. was practising the J.S Bach Sarabande and Rondeaux den halfway cannot make it..just seemed to forget everything..especially the rondeaux part. why? i wasn't like that..now that my exam is near, i feel the stress. all of a sudden.... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 14,August,2004 | haiyo..today is sunday. i got piano lesson at 7.45am den planned to go church. but i overslept..din go for either. i slept at 2+ last nite. was chatting with theo and his friends. after that i read mag. thats why can't wake up. but cannot blame me also mah..my mind is very alert at nite. used to it alr... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 14,August,2004 | bloody day. damn. i hate today..so sickening. morn must go sch 9-11am DBMS prac. this not too bad. but i really hate today. so irritating. so noisy. u think u very act cute issit? huh? u tell me la! think just by acting cute, can attract alot of attention! what the hell! wadeva it is, let me affirm u f... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 13,August,2004 | now is UWOS prac time..dunno wad we doing also sia..boring..but very bo liao also lor..the whole class share folder den create all the nonsense..tml still got DBMS prac 9-11am..term tests coming up le..thats it..cmi |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 12,August,2004 | haiz...yesterday slept damn late la..cos install the visual basic..so freaking long sia..damn la..den today cannot wake up..wanwei gimme morn call oso no use..i sleep till 7.15am!! believe it or not, it's true!! den go school..haiya..same thing la..den hor..ate lunch at KFC..super sinful..i ate shroom... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 11,August,2004 | hmm..went back to school today..allergy gone..but i know which medicine caused it..carbon compound..!! ya went to sch lor..den as usual la..boring vb..same stuffs happen..apple and rockmelon for lunch..haha..oh ya..they got me a card..feel so loved lor..by mi friends..den got some crusaders also sign t... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 10,August,2004 | haiz..didn't go to school today..really cannot make it le..went to see doc in the morn..no choice mah..the doc sae i got food poisoning..ask me what i eat..i say i didn't eat alot..eat fish soup, a lot of fruits..he say i cannot take oily food(i hate oily stuff, so fattening!), no milk(stopped drinking... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 09,August,2004 | jus came back from piano lesson..lesson was like..duh! din really practise during the week..plus busy and sick.. my teacher and i talked..den i told her about my eating habits..she say cannot dun eat..she say i thin liao..can see my jawbones clearly..den she say I'm like becoming anorexic...she say wa... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 08,August,2004 | so sian..yesterday still sick den slept early..den today i ignored the morn call wanwei gave me..continue sleeping..den woke up at 8+..skip piano..skip church..if i go out, sure die one.. haiz..tml den go for piano lor..but super long lesson la..end later instead of 11.30..nvm..still very irritated ab... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 07,August,2004 | gena planned outing on monday. she say wanna go out with me..haha..duno whether real or not. see la..den wan wei also going la..they wanna call zhimei along. den so irritating la..wanwei dun dare call zm cos she paisae..den duno why gena dun wanna call her oso.. keep asking me to call..rubbish la..damn... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 05,August,2004 | hmm..my parents left for malaysia last night..which means that i'll be FREE till they come home. Yesterday ah..i was sick lor..duno why also..mabbe lack carbo..havent been eating carbo for a few days. den in the morn i got bad headache followed by vomit. all green color de..guess it's bile..in the end ... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 05,August,2004 | went to Jurong East for lunch today with lim,Roy,Theo,Wilson,Jerren. Theo and I din eat la..just had one bar plus fruits. today DBMS lesson v boring. but i was listening lor..when we went back to school that time, already so sian. must tahan the DBMS tutorial. class ended at 3pm today. theo and i went... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 03,August,2004 | Doing VB prac now. so boring. so sian. can't recall what I'd learnt last week. irritating |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 02,August,2004 | Today we had bible study after school. Quite boring as had a long day. Everything was boring except DBMS prac. Priscilla asked a question in the bible study material: How do you confess your sin? I was very sleepy and bored, so an answer came to my mind. And of course, I shared my answer. See ah..to c... |
4,030,905 | female | 17 | Student | Aries | 01,August,2004 | Such a boring day. Woke up late then didn't go for piano lesson, didn't go for service. Just stayed at home to rot. Practise piano, eat, sleep, study..so boring rite? Actually got morning call..but I was too sleepy. Cos I didn't want to sleep yesterday, even though I was really really tired. Haven't be... |
4,198,080 | female | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 10,August,2004 | Well, I hate to start off no such a sour note, but things haven't been going so great with me lately and here's the dirty. Well, my job (I work as a Quality Assurance Tester) isn't that great, and they've been laying people off left and right at my job. I just found out today that this one guy got the axe a few... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 29,June,2004 | i was a weedy child. this wasn't so much an accident of physiology, more an unnecessary attempt by the world to fully cast me in the role of maths geek. of course, at that age i wasn't of a mind to worry; but eventually i decided that i was hideous. there is one particular family holiday where all the photos hav... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 27,June,2004 | i have developed a pain in my chest that is quite worrying; whether it has arisen from an almost entirely carbohydrate-based diet or from over-stretching during an impromptu kata is unclear; the fact that it is making it harder to sleep is undeniable. although certain claims on my snoring would seem to indicate ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 27,June,2004 | i have been given a book to read, one that will 'change the way i think'. praise indeed; although i find that expectation often leads to a greater chance of disappointment. the inscription, however, is touching: 'neil, never forget just how awesome you are!' some days i don't feel so awesome. after drinking... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 24,June,2004 | (it is never good to start on a digression. however) a digression: you know those conversations that go something along these lines? -you're in a weird mood. -no i'm not. -yes you are, what's wrong? -i'm not in a weird mood! -don't shout at me! i hate those. so, to the point: patriotism. in specific refere... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | is getting up at five in the afternoon more acceptable if you went to bed at five in the morning? i hope so. the good thing about midsummer away from the equator is that the sky never really gets very dark, especially in the sodium orange pool of greater manchester. overcast, but never truly black. honesty bree... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | we are drinking and talking of unrequited love. n. |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | in a moment of clarity i looked up the tablature for 'tightrope', by the stone roses. a truly beautiful wonderful song, and one that i have every intention of playing at some point when the mysterious 'band' gets together. acoustic singalongs were never so cool: are we etched in stone, or just scratched in the... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | an incident yesterday when a girl i was talking to on messenger clicked 'accept' for webcam feed before realising that she wasn't actually wearing a top. her modesty (and my fun) was saved by an uncompromising norton pop-up that has increasingly more to answer for. ah well. the rain is as insistent as it is un... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | whatever it is they put into freeze pops to make them those colours, there should be some sort of warning: may make your life a bit bizarre. and whilst giggling is good, one wonders if we would have found ourselves up that fire escape drinking beer in the fierce wind had we not been eating them earlier. finding ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | five in the afternoon is not a good time to be eating breakfast. that there is something wrong is not in question; what exactly that is is proving elusive. i'm fairly sure i wouldn't mind so much if my dreams were anything to write about, but they are mostly fairly horrible and occasionally, as was the case just... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | hiya, i have some observations i'd like to share; like how sometimes it seems easier to go out of your way for people you don't know, and how once you start ignoring the 'phone it becomes easier and easier not to ever pick it up. in recent stealth missions i acquired a popcorn maker; a neat little device that ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 27,July,2004 | but solitaire is a lonely man's game. abstraction is a wonderful skill; it not only allows me to separate my higher functions and so see myself as 'i' (the notation becomes tricky) see other people, but also allows me to effectively ignore the world. other theories and observations that i... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 26,July,2004 | in my head, and in response to an email i received discussing the separation of beauty and personality, i have compiled a top five list of girls i have been most attracted to. this list was much harder to make, and i'm still only up to four. at present, and in alphabetical order, it runs: ceri charl... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | aside: you know you've done well with your lunch when the stacked sandwiches are as tall as they are wide... as i sit planning - yes, planning - what to write i am torn as to what my actual aim is; if i am diverting then that is more than good enough, but surely i have something more to share? to this e... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 22,July,2004 | i leave the room for ten minutes, and when i come back the radio is playing 'club tropicana'. this sort of behavior must not be tolerated; i have urgently restored 'hate', by the delgados, to the cd player. hopefully the day can yet be recovered. the train company wrote to me again;they say they'... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 20,July,2004 | i love the british railway system; who else would write to you to let you know they are going to write to you? maybe i should write back: dear sir; thank you for your letter warning me of your impending letter; i was, however, startled to receive said advance letter without prior notice... i ask for the compla... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 20,July,2004 | yeah, so i've been thinking a bit. but not typing. n. |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 17,July,2004 | |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 16,July,2004 | i am wondering whether the inclusion of links to stuff would enhance or detract from this blog; that was one of the problems with my old journal. people started getting clever, and being clever is the original double-edged sword. given the choice between being a popular jumping-off point or an obscure... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 14,July,2004 | oh, and i meant to say, everything's going to be alright. it really is. n. |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 12,July,2004 | quotes of the day: 'there should be more good stuff, everywhere.' -riley 'you look like you've got more toes than i have.' -maria n. |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 12,July,2004 | let me introduce you to a place i've heard of; a place that does not exist. here, the rules of causality can be circumvented. consequence still follows action, but is no longer inextricably linked; the two can be separated. we can pay for our mistakes at our convenience, so as not to cause unnecessary suffering.... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 12,July,2004 | there is a sign in the window of the local hairdressers that says 'models required'. firstly, it occurred to me to respond to the advert; surely there is money to be made for a young lad with a passable face and a willingness to submit his hair to the whim of fashion? and then secondly, i had a much better idea:... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 10,July,2004 | seriously. don't get me started. seriously. well look, it's like this. i find haircuts traumatic; possibly moreso than most things in my life. if that sounds odd, consider this. i have never - ever - in my life received a haircut that i was happy with. content, even. not one. ever. i am twenty five; having be... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 09,July,2004 | no toaster? let nature do all the hard work! a nice crispiness to bread can be achieved by simply placing the bread on a plate out in the open for several hours before consumption. n. |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 08,July,2004 | (more of these as i think of them) i) have a shower really late at night, wash your hair. ii) whilst your hair is wet, create an unusual/daring style. iii) do not dry your hair. iv) go immediately to bed. guaranteed to add a little spice to your life. happy birthday to me. thanks to people who have sent thei... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 07,July,2004 | and then you keep waiting. of the two main bus companies that operate the route i use, i recently changed allegiances on the grounds of a cheaper weekly ticket and the observation that there seems to be more of that type of bus. and now i have changed? i am beginning to notice that the relative numbers of buses ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 06,July,2004 | you misread a product advertisment saying 'acid free' as 'free acid'. n. |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 06,July,2004 | of all the foodstuffs not recommended for the just-before-bedtime slot, cheese with chilli sauce has probably got to feature somewhere near the top. and yet, i slept well enough not to remember my dreams. which might be a good thing seeing as they would likely have included ghost badgers and mott the hoople. th... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 06,July,2004 | the loan adverts that are currently plaguing the television annoy me; i have begun to see the pattern they follow: i) having trouble paying bills? ii) problems getting loans elsewhere? iii) reduce your monthly payments! iv) take your family on holiday, or buy a new kitchen! v) call now. stripped down, this es... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 17,August,2004 | if lack of sleep leads to an involuntary lowering of defences, then therapy this morning indirectly benefitted. i was (quote) more open (unquote) than i have ever been before; whether this is also related to the subject matter (relationships past) is open for further thought. then to the charity shops, where i ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 16,August,2004 | prozac does not work. go figure. there have been incidents recently that have cheered me (you know who you are) and infuriated me (you know damn well who you are), but i can't help but wonder if that would have happened anyway. the worst is not really knowing; its been a few months now and i thought i had im... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 16,August,2004 | i have cracked spider solitaire. last week i came up with a method of defeating it, and i haven't lost a game since. some are taking a long time and are decidely tricky, but i've completed every single one. now, everyone knows i normally only do the medium difficulty one, but today i tried a game on the hard set... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 12,August,2004 | an interesting weekend. no, let me put it differently. a great weekend. an outstanding weekend. made so by the presence of a certain scouser that has been decidedly missing from my life of late. whilst the reunion wasn't everything i'd hoped for, i do concede that sometimes clothes are necessary... a trip to... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 12,August,2004 | well now. please excuse my absence, and also the fact that in the near future i may not be around so much. there was this thing, you see, and there was an issue, and so we all moved and we're not there any more. and i'm so tired of running around being responsible that i shan't say much more. urlLink greg , les... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 09,August,2004 | the humidity of recent days has lead to increased insomnia, but has also lead to the first five minutes of returning home into a game of how fast the vast majority of my clothes can be removed. right now i am wearing only the shorts that earned me the name of 'chicken legs' earlier this year. maybe it is somethi... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 08,August,2004 | a slow day; getting things done like cutting your toenails tend not to count as truly productive, they are to the working day as shampoo is to the shopping list: something that occasionally has to be done, but more of an imposition than anything else. thesis word count: 650 like i say, a slow day. but, i have ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 05,August,2004 | terrestrial british television is currently enjoying the simultaneous playing of great films: 2 has pulp fiction, 3 has unbreakable, and 4 has the shawshank redemption. we shall say nothing of red heat on 1, or the over-stylised american cop series on 5. i hate moths. and wasps and flies and all those buzzy thi... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 05,August,2004 | it seems that i am a difficult person to get hold of; or so i have been recently told by more than a couple of people. the main downside to (gasp) not having a mobile telephone was brought back to me today when it transpires that my best friend tried to call last night, and i wasn't around. unfortunate rather th... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 04,August,2004 | but before we start: urlLink http://www.bewitched.com/m/ urlLink http://www.turbulence.org/Works/song/ things that have distracted me today are things that claim to be things they are not: mansize kleenex (294 mm x 272 mm) sony walkman (inanimate) 'amazing shine' hair wax (moderately impressive at best)... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 03,August,2004 | night is the worst; its when i wander more, when sounds seem louder, and when i still find time to talk to her memory. she is gone, appropriately through time (4 years? 5?) and space (some hundred miles, sometimes thousands), and yet the closest i get to someone understanding me at these times is to imagine her ... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 03,August,2004 | what an entertaining morning! after the insights of therapy and the delight of having already had a shower (joy!), i headed off to the shortest film festival in the world (...ever!). this is run by the people at urlLink nokia who want you to buy their 'phones, and are selling them on the basis of their movie-m... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 02,August,2004 | and no, i'm not talking about the incessant rain. i actually like the rain; the seven-month manchester winter of grey and mizzle is part of the appeal. i guess i just like wearing coats, and to quote the urlLink otters : the rain soothes the tempest that is my soul. at my therapist's this morning we identify p... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 02,August,2004 | i never figured on any of this; that much you should know. whatever else happens, and whatever i am yet to be guilty of, i can't say that i planned it. look, from time to time i'm a sensible kind of guy. i know i'll probably never be to you what i would like to be. i know it was just a result of your circumstan... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 01,August,2004 | the well-meaning drunk: oh, sure, their heart's in the right place, and i'm glad he stopped by to apologise for all the noise and such, but at half four in the morning there are better things i can think of doing. and i know he was drunk, but his admission that they'd 'been a bit hard on me' was both pleasant an... |
3,705,830 | male | 25 | Non-Profit | Cancer | 01,August,2004 | quote of the day is good even out of context: 'there are things you don't do. like your nieces.' thanks, greg. i've been neglecting the blog of late, not through intention but through a combination of distraction and not really being sure of what to say. the days have been a mass of getting nothing done and ... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 20,June,2004 | So many things I could talk about today. Didn't get to talk to my Daddy, left him a message though. Spent the day with minime asking where her Dad was and why he was taking so long to see her. But made her smile and feel special no matter what. Talked to a few people today, old friends, new friends, sp... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 19,June,2004 | when I was hanging out with Dino. We were talking about the higher quality of Greek leather...well he was I was pretending I thought he was right. He was going on about how they make good belts. ( I think he had been awake for something like 49 hours at this point meeting a work deadline ) I was thinki... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 18,June,2004 | urlLink urlLink what sort of weirdo are you? this quiz by urlLink orsa |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 17,June,2004 | Ugh finally the only show worth watching on TV has come along. The WB's Superstar USA, ooooh man I LOVE that show. An underhanded and mean reality show that takes AWFUL singers who think they are good and lets them howl on international TV. The cast members they chose were perfect Tone-Loc, Vitamin C a... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 16,June,2004 | We always hear statistics stating we are an aging nation, but how does that really affect us? All the advances in health care and medicine have people who might not have otherwise survived living till their 80's and 90's. A couple thousand years ago 30 really was middle age and 60 was as old as 90 is t... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | There are days it seems i have to much to say and no one to say it to. Sometimes my ideas seem profound, sometimes just plain funny....maybe getting it all out there and have someone stumble across them and maybe laugh, maybe cry, maybe learn something...might be a good idea. Or I can just pretend peop... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 22,July,2004 | that's what I would truly like to beeeeeee. Cause if I were an Oscar Mayer wienerrrrrrrr....everybody'd be in love with me. I treated myself today to some dresses, I felt so gross the last week. I realized I had only one really 'pretty' dress..I am a girl I guess I can act like one once in a while in... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 18,July,2004 | that's all i want to say to youuuuu. Ok maybe not just that. I got a lot done today, fever seems to be almost gone. Had most of the day to myself which was kind of nice. Did some yard work,a lot of cleaning, some resting...then got a phone call that my precious was not comfy where she was... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 16,July,2004 | I am a candle burning bright, to light your way on darkest nights Your path you choose, You take your steps I hold your hand along the way, and raise you up from broken wings You find your voice, You sing your song I hear your soul, and sing along um yeah it was there... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 14,July,2004 | so much and so much and so much... I am happy that I have started to take the time to learn more about why and how I react to things. Accept a challenge now and then, learn from how I react to them too. And through all of it....remember I can do anything I set my mind to. I have felt like there were ... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 12,July,2004 | I was thinkin back to a poem I wrote a while ago, thought I had saved a copy...and now can't find it...I am going to try to get it back out of the deep recesses of my brain though. Too bad it never found it's way to anyone who appreciated it though lol. If Time was a River If time was a river that fl... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 09,July,2004 | Sometimes when you look for something so hard you don't see that what you need might be right in front of you. We all live with perceptions...about ourselves, others, the world..spend a lot of time classifying the same. In the pursuit of all things wonderful we forget the wonder in what we already have... |
3,649,763 | female | 33 | Banking | Aquarius | 07,August,2004 | what the hell is that? dammit I just had a flu I don't want another, I have to go back to work on Monday IIIICCCCKKKKKYYY!!!! I went there today to see what was up and found out they moved my desk, or at least they will on Monday...so I will get to unpack all my stuff and set my junk up again lol. I s... |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 23,May,2004 | I had this conversation with a man the other evening... more of an argument, I suppose, or at least a debate... I thought it was interesting... HIM (4:35:45 PM): like i said...you can live in your dream and not care about amterial things until you need that money....and then say....someone will pay it ...or take... |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 21,May,2004 | My dad died tonight. 7:03 pm. He wasn't my birth dad, but he adopted me when he married my mom, I was 1 1/2. They divorced when I was about 14 or so, but he was always a part of my life. He had cancer. I hadn't seen him in a year. We weren't getting along... every time I went there, he found a way to insult me, ... |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 20,May,2004 | Have you ever read 'The picture of Dorian Gray' by Oscar Wilde? It is an interesting book... here is an interesting bit I just came across, reading today... (I'm rereading the book, haven't read it in years) ~~'Only when one is young,' she answered. 'When an old woman like myself blushes, it is a very bad sign.... |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 20,May,2004 | Lacuna Coil. I suppose I am the last person to hear this group, but I just did so recently. They blew me away. My tastes in music vary widely. Classic rock, alternative rock, techno, country, jazz, R&B, hip-hop, new age, classical... just about anything but polka...(appologies to the polka fans out there.) This ... |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 20,May,2004 | Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative. 'Oscar Wilde' |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 19,May,2004 | 'Scars heal glory fades and all we're left with are the memories made pain hurts but only for a minute life is short so go on and live it.' Chris Cagle |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 19,May,2004 | ' Life isn't a journey to the grave with the intentions of arriving safely in a pretty & well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, & loudly proclaiming DAMN what a Ride!' |
3,389,918 | female | 37 | indUnk | Aquarius | 19,May,2004 | One of the best Gothic poetry sites on the web, in my opinion, is this one: urlLink http://www.ravensrants.com/index.html Raven's poetry is brilliant, breaking the gothic poetry stereotype...everyone thinks gothic poetry = poems about death. Crystal Night I walked out one crystal night and the air was cold ... |
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