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Just a car rideSometimes I just drive around hoping someone will hit me. Sometimes I look for an area that will cause the most impact. I'm starting to get scared of driving. | suicide |
TiredI dont even feel like typing this honestly Im so tired of existence. Ive already posted here a few times but I guess its because part of me still wants to live. I dont want to die I just cant take this anymore. At least I did one of the things I wanted to do, I got my first kiss. Too bad I ruined things and I only... | suicide |
I will be posting my google meet link in one hour Join my physics class and suffer with me (must require TCDSB e-mail) | non-suicide |
I st ab bed m yse l f ?I stabb ed m yself tim es i n t he che st wit h a butc her's knife. Ther e's blo od e ve ryw here. I'm layi ng o n th e bat hroom flo or i n s o mu ch p ain. I ca n ba re ly t y pe th is. | suicide |
Good night yall Could yall please leave something for me to look at in the morning | non-suicide |
Been a while since Ive posted but heres an update on my crush situation from a long time ago We have gone on ice skating dates and more movie dates and weve been to each others houses many times. My family (my dog included) loves her. I think her family likes me. The pandemic and shutdown had made us drift a little bit... | non-suicide |
Everyone would be better off if i just diedI'm really sorry but things keep getting worse, The only reason im still alive is because of my mom but she barely cares either.My situation is only going to get worst and i don't have anything to live for. If i was dead everything would be better,i wouldn't have to wake up wi... | suicide |
The Death of a Salesman-esqueI am in my mid-s. Husband, father, self-made and from a poor, broken home. A professional, mentor, friend. I grew up, and still am, willing to give the shirt off my back to anyone in need I run across. My siblings, mother, spouse see me as a success in light of where I came from. ...and I h... | suicide |
year old girl about to be homelessI left an abusive household where my parents (especially my dad) sexually abused me for years. Around the time I turned , my dad would try to get me to sell my body to him in exchange for money. My last straw was hearing my parents talking about sending me off to the middle east and m... | suicide |
My favorite color is blue My favorite color is blue. Thanks for noticing | non-suicide |
Making efforts or plans for the future seems pointless as I'm not going to live a happy life anywaysThere is a mental state I have lived in for years now that has entered the Unbreakable Stage recently. It's the "who cares, nothing I do will make me happy anyway" mental state. I have suffered it for a long time but it ... | suicide |
Been thinking about killing myself all dayI thought I was finally moving along and getting better but two nights ago everything came back and hit me like a truck. My girlfriend and the love of my life left me because I was a real shit bag and I just want to end it. She won't listen to me and I could really use just tal... | suicide |
I've lived a decade of wanting to die, but I'm getting tired of fighting.I feel in the quiet moments that I am teetering above an abyss of unknowable darkness and lack of possibility. The feeling seems indescribable most times. I roll to my side and see my husband sleeping beside me. I decide not to wake him. I know it... | suicide |
I made an idiot of myself on the first day of workHey guys! I can imagine a lot of you reading all of these posts, so i'm gonna cut short to save you some time. I was at work today. Just finished school, and was looking for a job shortly after. I'm lucky I found it! It felt really good to get on with it. However, i fai... | suicide |
Please talk to someone verbally when you're in need, or join my discord support group serverHi, Just thought about making a support group on discord, please feel free to join, and come and talk to me or others that may or may not join. I swear on the cosmos to never judge you on your beliefs or actions, never say annoy... | suicide |
Ending it in the AM of tonight AMAJust as title says. | suicide |
Are you ambidextrous? "About percent of people are right-handed, says Corballis. The remaining percent are either left-handed or some degree of ambidextrous, though people with "true" ambidexterityi.e., no dominant hand at allonly make up about percentof the population." (Copied from google) I wonder how it feels to be... | non-suicide |
I needed something to go rightI have a rough past. Everyone in my life from friends to lovers have left me. Im completely alone. In the past hours Ive self harmed more than ever. Im just done being disposable to everyone. Why be here if no one wants me? | suicide |
Alright so Im screwed... Highschool freshman here, been straight for years and now Im thinking a tiny little side of me is BI, never jacked off to a guy or anything like that but some of the more feminine dudes in my school are seeming like a viable option. Bad news is my traditional mom told me to stay away from her i... | non-suicide |
I am not done yet, imma unflush the toilet S U F F E R | non-suicide |
too difficultits too scary once the belt is around my neck, i just cant go through with it. i dont have a gun or anything and dont have anything to OD on. even when i do go through with hanging, it never seems to work (i get my feet onto something or pull myself out of the belt loop) i cant do it. ive given up on ways ... | suicide |
I just don't know what to doI feel so lonely. I can't find the motivation to study for my exams (which I desperately need to do) because I'm stuck in the same routine of doing a set list of things that keep me occupied long enough that I don't kill myself. The worst part is that my life isn't bad enough to warrant thes... | suicide |
I really wish to be dead nowWith the pandemic ruining everyone's routine and economically tho that still doesn't concern me yet. I've come to a point where I started developing major depression and I can't take it anymore. Now I know what are you going to say "go see a therapist" or "take medical treatment" but honestl... | suicide |
If your dick made a sound everytime you ejaculated what would it be? This is only here so the post won't be removed | non-suicide |
An intressting title Today I went to the beach and when we went shopping after u stayed on the car and I felt like I could have burned alive it was so hot. Anyway how was your day? | non-suicide |
I think that Ive come out to my mom as bi? So.. we had a casual conversation while watching TV and she asked me if I would kiss/ sleep with (I know weird, but bare with me) a guy or a girl. I told her both. Then she asked me again (probably to reassure) and I told her both again. Then there was like seconds of silence.... | non-suicide |
I don't deserve this life I was given.I hate myself. I don't want to die because of the pain it would cause my family but I hurt my family anyway. I lost my mother when I was young and my Dad did his damn best to raise me well. He gave me the world. He means the world to me and I love so much. All I want to do is make ... | suicide |
Gonna hang myself soon... I hopeHi, I'm and female, and I tried committing suicide weeks ago (by stabbing), and just seeing how nothing changed, nobody cared (all my brother could say is "I will never understand your pain and can't help you, but I hope you'll somehow continue on") and how nobody helped me... Even thoug... | suicide |
I cant do this anymore...It hurts too much. Too many people have hurt me. There is no light; only darkness. This is the end. | suicide |
It's : am I'm just about to go to sleep so dm some cool things for me to wake up to Goodnight everyone! :) | non-suicide |
alright so in the shower I thought of a hypothetical question and decided to share it here assume youre in a room, you know that someone else is in the room next to you, but you have no way to communicate with him. a moderator walks into the room, he explains that you and the guy next to you have both won million betwe... | non-suicide |
Shut your mouth you mediocre clarinet player Shut Your Mouth You Mediocre Clatinet Player | non-suicide |
Past episodes, things better, but still tipsy. Seeking experience/advice.So I've had the thoughts from time to time, I only ever made a plan once but thankfully an internet friend talked me through it, and let me release so much held pain. I should of sought professional help then, but as I feel myself teetering recent... | suicide |
I just wanna know hoe to get my hands on some heliumI have it all planned out like its just another day. I could disappear for days and no one would report me missing. It would take days to find me and people would likely stumble upon the location by accident. Theres no way to fail. But I cant get my hands on the god d... | suicide |
My fish died by drowning :( My fish drowned yesterday Im speechless | non-suicide |
What did Jefree Star do wrong why do people hate him now What did Jeffree Star do wrong why do people hate him now | non-suicide |
I just want I just want a gently dommy mommy thicc goth gf to hold me in her hands and tell me that I'm gonna be here's forever Also I'm just some dude | non-suicide |
I am going to share a controversal opinion and fight to death anyone who disagrees with me oof ouchie pain bad | non-suicide |
I finally got a skirt! So I finally gathered enough courage to ask my mom to go shopping. Now, she was a bit confused cause I never want to go shopping, but she agreed to drive me there. When we got in I directed her towards ladies section and immediately noticed this wonderful skirt. I take it off the rack, and my mom... | non-suicide |
Im a stupid screw up idiotHi so this is like a vent of my emotions rn so idk Read if u want I guess, cant really change it Im on online class right now. All Honors classes and I am currently failing every single class. Not only that but Im in my sophomore year where every grade goes on your permanent record, the thing ... | suicide |
I want to kill myself, because I'm an idiotSeriously, I fuck up at work a lot (I'm surprised I haven't been fired yet) and I fuck up in everyday life. I just fuck up left and right, so surely I'd be doing the world a service by offing myself, right? | suicide |
A Christian pick up line The word says Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry how about dinner? | non-suicide |
You ever sit there and wonder All this evolution for me to be staring at a screen and being called an incel | non-suicide |
I want to end my life. Please, somebody help me.I tried to live so hard, but every minute I feel like I'm drowning.- just plain painful and helpless. I feel like I'm the most useless thing in the world, and just not worthy enough to live. I'm just tired of everything, and I can't bear living anymore. I'm not exactly so... | suicide |
I have lost.I posted this on r/Depression but this seems the better place to post it. Depression has beaten me. I've been struggling for years or so to varying degrees and I am too emotionally tired to fight it any more; it's impossibly tough. I'm at the weird calm point I've only heard about or read about. I'm not ups... | suicide |
You know when you dont want to die but also could care lessIm not suicidal , like Im not gonna do anything but every day is exactly the same. Im , going no where. Im just a loser no matter how much I try I just can not succeed. I just want to take a bottle of klonopin and go to sleep for a few days and do it over and o... | suicide |
Is there real help?I sorta need some real face to face help here. I have a small bag packed with no real place to go. I'm pretty sure I just left a relationship that I was in since I was . I'm . This is no bullshit. I am a really lost soul who is beyond heartbroken. North cincinnati area. Just want to try to live befor... | suicide |
So everything is fine and shes okay Check my last post if youre confused and ask questions if youre interested | non-suicide |
If the matrix is true, Then you are either living in the present or years ahead in the future. Sorry for the low effort post but think of it. | non-suicide |
If I could leave this world for a better one, I would in a heartbeat.I sometimes hope that there's a Heaven, even though I'm not religious. I just hope that there's something better. I know there's not, though. I just fucking hate so many things. I'm so sick and tired of the cruelty and neglect and all the suffering. I... | suicide |
COOL BRITISH FACT it sucks and i hate it a lot screw you british people | non-suicide |
I want to dieLife is exhausting, tedious, draining, unenjoyable, has no value or meaning, has no impact and is full of pain and discomfort. Why should I have to go on, why does no one help in a meaningful way? Is it because it's impossible to rectify these truths, I'd be better off if I didnt have to force myself to go... | suicide |
Suicide hotline wont work. This is my last resort.Ive been trying to call the hotline since am but it seems like theyre offline. Which they also announced on their site that due to the current situation it might affect the operations of the hotline. In my previous post, I mentioned not being able to visit my psychiatri... | suicide |
My Suicide StoryI am years old and in th grade and I am a suicide survivor. The first time I tried killing myself was in th grade when my ex girlfriend of one month tried to overdose on her sleeping medication. I tried to stab myself in the throat with a knife. I remember I was disappointed in myself that I didn't succ... | suicide |
Fuck yeah methylphenidate I love it you love it we all love methylphenidate | non-suicide |
Feels like I'm losing my mindSome time around december, I started getting depressed. I was doing super well in life, and then suddenly my progress paused and I just sort of fell into this. I started feeling sad, anxious, the whole works. Then my life started back up again, and great things happened in my life, but I'm ... | suicide |
Now It's My Turn To Leave.For once, before I go, I wanted to be true. I was always described as too much. So much so that even the kindest, most understanding man that I can be with gave up on me. And I don't blame him. I made him miserable. I self-sabotaged and now our wonderful relationship is almost ruined. And it's... | suicide |
can someone hold me accountable to not diemy lifes been destroyed but some hopeful strand still wants to be here. this is the rd year after my friend committed suicide. im finally older than they were when they died. i think i attempted suicide on the th or th after. i thought i was good and kind once. i want to be goo... | suicide |
For those that smoke weed, What do you roll up in? i use backwoods | non-suicide |
I dont want to sleepIm up late and my chest hurts but I dont want to sleep because I keep having dreams of the things that make me suicidal. It has me waking up crying. I then have no motivation to get up and start the day. I really wish I could just stay asleep forever. | suicide |
I got a Amber Heard joke for u guys Amber Heard lying about johnny Depps Abuse was the Best acting she ever did | non-suicide |
I'm going to kill myself. I've made up my mind.After much thought. I've decided that I will kill myself. I don't think anything can change my mind. I could care less about ending my suffering. It's not about that. I want death. That's all I wish for myself, an early death by suicide. The aftermath of my suicide is prob... | suicide |
What is IN right now? What does a teen REALLY want? Lame phrasing, I know. (Wait.. is it lame to say lame now? I was bad at keeping up with teens even when I was a teen). Before last Christmas there was news about Shane Dawson and Jeffree Star "breaking the internet" with their makeup palettes. I watched some of the vi... | non-suicide |
I found a new way to stop gays "Joke" you can't have a dick and eat it too.   This is a joke, please do not get mad at me. | non-suicide |
I've been trying to asphyxiate myself all morning before work.But I'm too goddamn scared, every time I start to lose consciousness my body panics and I stand up straight. I can't do this. I can't work every fucking day for my entire life. I don't want to do it now or ever. I just want to fucking end it. So why can't I ... | suicide |
I can't take any more holidays or birthdays or weekends or weekdays aloneI am not going to spend another day alone. I deserve to be with a loved one. I am worthy of love. If I can't have that, then I'm just ending it. I tried, I gave it time and I gave it every chance. Now I'm done. | suicide |
My dreams are over. I can't see how my life is going to get better, end of the line for me.I applied for a scholarship to study Biology at a university in Japan and I just got the heart-crushing news that I failed the interview and won't be getting the scholarship. I can't try for it again next year because it has an a... | suicide |
The clothes I thought were in the dryer arent in the dryer Someone in house pls talk to me so I dont do interaction with a human | non-suicide |
You know what pisses me off the most about ending my life?....That I can almost guarantee that the people who made sure I got to this level of depression are going to milk it and make it all about them. Like, there is no doubt in my mind that they will be the first ones looking for sympathy and attention over losing "s... | suicide |
Guess whos back,back again?I said I really didnt want to kill myself,still dont, but I see no other way.Im in a corner.I do think about it alot. I could post a longer story of how I got to this point but for now. Ill let it be short. | suicide |
Is it me or is u/mBigozz a we bit weird Is he? | non-suicide |
Gotta love Aussie gun lawsOr i'd have shot myself already, best I can do is be a disappointment to my family, and burn myself. But beggars can't be choosers | suicide |
Im sorryIve decided to commit suicide and I have a plan and time and when I decided it was like a weight had been lifted off my chest - Im kinda excited to so that finally the loved ones Ive hurt can move on and be the successful people I know they can be. Im wanting my death to be their chance at a happier life one wi... | suicide |
Im straight and reacted the the SISTER QUEEEN! I have been making more reaction videos because my subs say im kinda funny and with the hard times im in finically the only escape to this stress is making content for my YouTube. I Wouldn't share this if I didnt think someone would enjoy so I really hope you do! [ | non-suicide |
How to live to + My great grandfather's advice: Keep breathing, eating, and drinking, you'll not die so soon. | non-suicide |
How to safely break up with a suicidal partner?My girlfriend and I have been dating for years, and in that time she has made two suicide attempts where I had to be the one to call the police or, in one case, wrestle a knife out of her grasp. She has also seemingly weaponized self-harm against me, cutting herself whenev... | suicide |
People who have glasses Do you look better with or without them? I think I look better with them | non-suicide |
Ive been feeling suicidal.For the past months, ive been treated like shit by my mother and my brothers. I've recently tried to get away from them, but mom locked the door, thinking i was going to run away from them, which was my intention. What happens next? I get in my room, see them laugh and call me a faggot, and pr... | suicide |
I have nothing to live for but suicide is scary, difficult and painfulI've been in the hospital many times for drug overdoses, with one particular attempt fucking up the nerves in my legs for days. I've stood at the top of tall buildings unable to jump. The next attempt will definitely be hanging. I honestly have nothi... | suicide |
TiredIt's been two months since my beloved's death. Even being in loud noisy crowds doesn't help. Talking to people doesn't help. I want to do anything; jump, OD, hang, slit my wrist. Yet even when I'm drunk I can't. Why? My best friend, my one and only is gone. Anywhere I go in the world, I don't feel safe. Every frie... | suicide |
Mario have some weird fetish I mean come on if Browser actually kidnapped a princess wouldn't Mushroom Kingdom supposed to send an army or something | non-suicide |
what the fu- Why is everyone giving awards to ads? like bruuuuuh i just seen an ad with . awards, wtf is wrong with ppl | non-suicide |
PercocetWould an overdose to Percocet be like falling asleep forever? | suicide |
Posting till I get a girlfriend day Look up space movie made in . XD | non-suicide |
I miss hazelnut m&ms :( Those were my favorite thing ever, but I havent seen them in so long :( | non-suicide |
I was so ready So. I booked a hotel room and I intended to end my life on New Year's Eve, which is... today, where I live. I had intended to do it right about now actually. I have not even felt that bad in the last week leading up to this day but I kept telling myself it's going to get worse anyway, so I should just st... | suicide |
why is /new so weird all of a sudden like what happened lmao fillefileifislifoelodifldlfiofidielfido | non-suicide |
Please don't think that it's sweet I stay with the heat even tho I'm a sad boy | non-suicide |
Im so tired.I really cant live like this anymore...I have no friends, literally NONE and my family is so controlling its driving me insane, Id go out with them and look at other people with envy... they laugh, talk, walk around so happily, do whatever they wanted and i just want that. I really have no idea why Im here,... | suicide |
Raising money for a funeralIf you can take time out of your day to check out our gofundme page for Harold Franklin that would be very appreciated by his family [Gofundme link ](gf.me/u/rrvtun) | suicide |
If I were on jeopardy... I wouldnt be worried about winning or getting the questions right I would be fucking terrified of having to come up with an interesting story to share before double jeopardy. | non-suicide |
I can't handle it anymoreI feel so empty and lonely. All my friends have either moved away or are too busy. I haven't really talked to anyone in months. I've tried to make new friends but my attempts never work or I end up getting hurt. I always end up in this place. My life improves but then suddenly I have a major br... | suicide |
What triggered your thoughts?For me it feels like I have no reason to be sad. It's as if my mind clings to every opportunity to produce negative views. No matter how much positivity I try to bring to my life, I just don't get any real feeling out of it and I don't understand why. Opinions? | suicide |
Can you guys sacrifice minutes of your time to make me feel better? (X post from /r/offmychest)This is going to sound pathetic but can you guys upload a sound recording anywhere that says "Stay strong Razi" "It'll pass Razi" or anything that would make me feel better. I feel suicidal and I am scared because I almost ju... | suicide |
I dont think Im gonna make it to I turned recently, which is already a lot older than I feel. But, I just can picture myself as an adult, or even a teenager. I honestly dont think I will even make it to years old. Life is already crap and I cant do anything at all, its just going to get worse as I get older, and get mo... | suicide |
Enough PillsI'm a recovering sleeping pill addict, and I kept some around. I was going through some of my stuff, trying to figure out what I should sell (different story), when I found them and an old bottle of my depression pills. There's enough of both, as well as ibuprofen, for me to finally leave this place. The on... | suicide |
Being a side character Is it just me or does anyone else feel like there just a side character in some else's life? | non-suicide |
Why do feel this urge to grow up? I dont why but I'm just like in panic mode tonight about it. I dont know whether I should save up for a fun thing or get my motorcycle license and a motorcycle. I'm kind of panicking cause what if I make the wrong choice and I never get around to the other thing? I dont know what I'm d... | non-suicide |
I just don't want to be here anymoreIt really is that simple. | suicide |
Who wants silver? I just bought some coins and Im interested in seeing how much awarder karma giving silver gives you. First comment gets silver | non-suicide |
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Dataset Card for "vibhorag101/suicide_prediction_dataset_phr"
- The dataset contains text with binary labels for suicide or non-suicide.
- The dataset was cleaned minimally, as BERT depends on contextually sensitive information, which can worsely effect its performance.
- Removed numbers
- Removed URLs, Emojis, and accented characters.
- Remove any extra white spaces and any extra spaces after a single space.
- Removed any consecutive characters repeated more than 3 times.
- The rows with more than 512 BERT Tokens were removed, as they exceeded BERT's max token limit.
- The cleaned dataset can be found here
- The evaluation set had ~33k samples, while the training set had ~153k samples, i.e., a 70:15:15 (train:test:val) split.
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