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[2980.72 --> 2983.54] Every Thursday, I hang up and go cry in the corner.
[2983.54 --> 2986.78] Well, you know, that reminds me very specifically.
[2986.98 --> 2989.88] Somebody asked the question, we would love to watch you code real time.
[2989.98 --> 2991.22] Could you live stream some coding?
[2991.76 --> 2995.40] And the first thing I thought was, why in the sweet name of anybody would you want to
[2995.40 --> 2997.52] watch me fumbling around writing code?
[2998.34 --> 2999.68] And that's imposter syndrome.
[3000.04 --> 3001.02] I'll own it.
[3001.24 --> 3001.64] It's true.
[3001.64 --> 3003.66] I'm terrible about it.
[3003.76 --> 3010.12] And I'll fully admit, like, this show is actually me forcing myself to put myself out there and
[3010.12 --> 3011.76] make mistakes and say things wrong.
[3012.36 --> 3015.28] It took me a while to even think about wanting to do the show.
[3015.50 --> 3017.34] And I've become more and more comfortable with it.
[3017.46 --> 3019.42] Like, hey, the world's not over if you say something wrong.
[3019.62 --> 3021.88] But yeah, I think you just got to own that fear.
[3021.98 --> 3023.02] Put yourself out there.
[3023.02 --> 3029.44] You know, anybody who's willing to take those mistakes that you have and turn them against
[3029.44 --> 3031.74] you is not worth your time anyway.
[3031.88 --> 3033.58] So who cares what they think, you know?
[3034.16 --> 3035.40] Yeah, that's true.
[3036.02 --> 3042.12] Part of that is growing up and accepting constructively meant criticism or correction, too.
[3042.78 --> 3047.62] You know, when you leave your ego at the door, it's easy for you to accept somebody saying,
[3047.62 --> 3050.66] you know, you really shouldn't have used a pointer there or whatever.
[3050.82 --> 3052.00] You forgot the mutex.
[3052.66 --> 3060.86] And that's perfectly acceptable for you to accept that correction without it being a sign
[3060.86 --> 3062.98] of your incompetence.
[3063.32 --> 3066.80] And learning that difference is harder than you would imagine.
[3067.80 --> 3069.30] So the next one's kind of a fun one.
[3069.42 --> 3074.76] And I think it evolved from maybe a question that Scott Mansfield asked, and it's what emoji
[3074.76 --> 3076.52] represents you best and why?
[3077.62 --> 3078.68] I'll start.
[3079.02 --> 3083.48] So I added an emoji like early on in the Slack thing.
[3083.80 --> 3087.70] And it's the character's Roz, but from Monsters, Inc.
[3088.46 --> 3090.12] Always watching, Wazowski.
[3090.44 --> 3091.14] Always watching.
[3091.74 --> 3095.58] And I think that's because I usually, you know, I'm usually around.
[3095.76 --> 3101.66] Like I watch Twitter, I watch Slack, but I'm not always like actively engaged, just watching.
[3102.22 --> 3103.22] Anybody else?
[3103.74 --> 3104.80] So you're a lurker.
[3105.48 --> 3106.64] Self-professed.
[3106.64 --> 3107.82] Now we know.
[3108.44 --> 3109.92] Eric is totally a lurker.
[3110.66 --> 3112.90] His Twitter behavior is very unique.
[3113.96 --> 3116.20] But part of that's imposter syndrome, right?
[3116.32 --> 3117.90] Like, it's like, should I really say this?
[3118.20 --> 3118.50] You know?
[3118.84 --> 3119.06] So.
[3119.76 --> 3123.24] I'm going to take the easy way out and say that the barbecue gopher emoji is mine because
[3123.24 --> 3123.82] it's so true.
[3124.68 --> 3126.38] And if I'm not coding, I'm barbecuing.
[3126.88 --> 3129.14] I was going to use that one, but I thought that was too obvious.
[3129.72 --> 3130.16] It is.
[3130.24 --> 3132.06] And I'm just totally copping out on that.
[3132.16 --> 3132.44] I'm sorry.
[3132.94 --> 3133.76] That is a cop out.
[3133.76 --> 3134.78] So pretty easy.
[3134.90 --> 3135.18] Well, okay.
[3135.18 --> 3137.94] So which one least best describes you?
[3138.38 --> 3139.58] Is that how you say that?
[3139.72 --> 3140.40] Or is it?
[3140.84 --> 3141.76] Yeah, that's probably good.
[3141.94 --> 3142.48] Least best.
[3143.14 --> 3143.92] The party parrot.
[3144.00 --> 3144.46] The opposite.
[3145.46 --> 3146.14] That's stupid.
[3146.64 --> 3147.14] Party parrot.
[3147.14 --> 3149.36] I hate that party parrot.
[3149.46 --> 3150.40] I'm not sure what it represents.
[3150.50 --> 3151.06] What does it represent?
[3151.62 --> 3153.04] I don't know, but it's just obnoxious.
[3153.18 --> 3154.36] It makes me want to have a seizure.
[3155.12 --> 3156.14] We have to outlaw it.
[3156.16 --> 3159.48] For me, I cannot, I can't pick just one.
[3159.90 --> 3165.04] I have to pick two because it'll have to be the screaming one or the laughing one.
[3165.16 --> 3169.36] The one that has tears in their eyes because that's most of the time, that's where I am.
[3169.48 --> 3171.74] I'm either screaming or laughing, cracking up.
[3171.74 --> 3172.22] Yeah.
[3172.48 --> 3179.26] Well, if I, if I had to pick one, so in our change log slack, we actually have some custom
[3179.26 --> 3179.62] ones.
[3179.70 --> 3181.86] So I, my wife put my face in there.
[3181.92 --> 3183.66] So technically that would be the best one.
[3183.84 --> 3184.56] Oh, come on.
[3184.66 --> 3190.00] But if I'm looking at my frequently used list, sadly, I like the wink a lot and thumbs up
[3190.00 --> 3190.30] things.
[3190.30 --> 3194.88] But I would say the one that represents me best is the 100 with two lines.
[3195.22 --> 3197.64] Cause I'm down always, you know, I'm excited.
[3198.20 --> 3198.98] This is true.
[3198.98 --> 3205.22] I'd say at least 98% of the time that the other 2%, yeah, it's just, it's a better time.
[3205.32 --> 3205.94] Different time.
[3206.40 --> 3207.34] Take it till you make it.
[3207.52 --> 3207.68] Yeah.
[3208.44 --> 3209.82] So a hundred percent.
[3209.92 --> 3210.86] That's something I actually say.
[3210.92 --> 3215.82] I've been seeing like, like in response to somebody, like, uh, instead of saying I agree
[3215.82 --> 3218.58] or cool or whatever, I say a hundred percent.
[3219.36 --> 3220.48] I've been doing it for years.
[3221.04 --> 3222.22] Maybe I heard it from somebody.
[3222.36 --> 3225.04] I don't know, but people coin it.
[3225.34 --> 3226.70] People say I started it.