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[1842.44 --> 1843.22] that god's call
[1843.22 --> 1843.70] on her life
[1843.70 --> 1844.50] was to be celibate
[1844.50 --> 1845.34] to not exercise
[1845.34 --> 1846.16] her desire
[1846.16 --> 1847.14] or act on her desires
[1847.14 --> 1848.50] and she led a conversation
[1848.50 --> 1848.92] with us
[1848.92 --> 1850.46] a very lively conversation
[1850.46 --> 1851.18] about sexuality
[1851.18 --> 1851.76] and the bible
[1851.76 --> 1852.70] and how we live it out
[1852.70 --> 1854.16] in north american society
[1854.16 --> 1855.52] but she shared two things
[1855.52 --> 1856.24] that have become a prayer
[1856.24 --> 1856.64] for me
[1856.64 --> 1857.50] so simple
[1857.50 --> 1858.96] her hope
[1858.96 --> 1859.66] and my prayer
[1859.66 --> 1860.24] for the church
[1860.24 --> 1860.92] is that the church
[1860.92 --> 1861.82] of jesus christ
[1861.82 --> 1862.64] this church
[1862.64 --> 1864.22] becomes full
[1864.22 --> 1865.08] of grace
[1865.08 --> 1867.24] and full
[1867.24 --> 1868.08] of truth
[1868.08 --> 1871.06] not 50-50
[1871.06 --> 1872.06] not 60-40
[1872.06 --> 1873.18] but full
[1873.18 --> 1874.32] of both
[1874.32 --> 1875.84] and it's a lament
[1875.84 --> 1876.24] of mine
[1876.24 --> 1876.98] and maybe yours too
[1876.98 --> 1877.70] that so many churches
[1877.70 --> 1878.52] can be full of grace
[1878.52 --> 1879.22] but not truth
[1879.22 --> 1879.96] or full of truth
[1879.96 --> 1880.82] but not grace
[1880.82 --> 1881.80] and i want hope
[1881.80 --> 1882.88] to be full of grace
[1882.88 --> 1883.94] and full of truth
[1883.94 --> 1885.34] i think it's fair to say
[1885.34 --> 1885.96] that most people
[1885.96 --> 1886.62] don't talk about
[1886.62 --> 1887.50] their sexual brokenness
[1887.50 --> 1887.98] in the church
[1887.98 --> 1889.18] because they are so afraid
[1889.18 --> 1889.90] of being judged
[1889.90 --> 1891.36] tell me i'm wrong
[1891.36 --> 1892.86] they're so afraid
[1892.86 --> 1893.34] that the pastor
[1893.34 --> 1893.84] will think they're
[1893.84 --> 1894.68] terrible people
[1894.68 --> 1895.72] or that they're not welcome
[1895.72 --> 1896.86] or that their sin is too great
[1896.86 --> 1897.86] it's worse than all the rest
[1897.86 --> 1899.46] the church has a terrible history
[1899.46 --> 1901.60] of not treating people
[1901.60 --> 1902.58] as human beings
[1902.58 --> 1904.16] not treating sexual sin
[1904.16 --> 1905.00] just like they treat
[1905.00 --> 1906.52] all other sexual sin
[1906.52 --> 1908.34] may it be said of hope
[1908.34 --> 1909.38] that we are a community
[1909.38 --> 1910.28] that's full
[1910.28 --> 1912.06] of grace
[1912.06 --> 1913.84] that there's no sin
[1913.84 --> 1914.32] too great
[1914.32 --> 1914.80] for jesus
[1914.80 --> 1915.86] great work of redemption
[1915.86 --> 1917.06] there's no thing
[1917.06 --> 1917.46] that makes you
[1917.46 --> 1918.28] too far gone
[1918.28 --> 1919.16] for the mercy
[1919.16 --> 1919.88] and generosity
[1919.88 --> 1920.66] of jesus christ
[1920.66 --> 1921.20] by the cross
[1921.20 --> 1922.16] that there's no one
[1922.16 --> 1922.84] who will judge you
[1922.84 --> 1923.42] in the church
[1923.42 --> 1924.52] because this is what
[1924.52 --> 1925.14] you struggle with
[1925.14 --> 1926.56] as if you're the only one
[1926.56 --> 1928.30] let's be that church
[1928.30 --> 1929.10] that is full of grace
[1929.10 --> 1929.84] and can i say it again
[1929.84 --> 1931.08] find that person you know
[1931.08 --> 1932.26] who you trust
[1932.26 --> 1933.58] and allow them
[1933.58 --> 1934.26] into the journey
[1934.26 --> 1936.02] allow them to be
[1936.02 --> 1936.80] speaking truth
[1936.80 --> 1937.64] praying truth
[1937.64 --> 1938.58] and journeying with you
[1938.58 --> 1939.50] into your wholeness
[1939.50 --> 1940.78] that jesus invites you
[1940.78 --> 1941.72] and i into together
[1941.72 --> 1944.46] but that is deeply tied
[1944.46 --> 1945.52] to being a church