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[4065.66 --> 4069.40] angst or
[4069.40 --> 4070.20] anxiety
[4070.20 --> 4072.42] this hurt
[4072.42 --> 4074.60] and brokenness
[4074.60 --> 4076.40] and then
[4076.40 --> 4078.12] that begins to
[4078.12 --> 4079.12] show itself
[4079.12 --> 4080.68] in you
[4080.68 --> 4080.94] right?
[4080.98 --> 4081.46] Whenever we have
[4081.46 --> 4082.14] these internal
[4082.14 --> 4082.98] emotions they
[4082.98 --> 4083.78] have a tendency
[4083.78 --> 4084.50] to manifest
[4084.50 --> 4085.18] themselves
[4085.18 --> 4086.12] physiologically
[4086.12 --> 4086.66] and I'm not
[4086.66 --> 4087.06] just talking
[4087.06 --> 4087.74] about crying
[4087.74 --> 4089.10] right?
[4089.20 --> 4089.98] So for me
[4089.98 --> 4091.14] when I get
[4091.14 --> 4092.76] anxious I
[4092.76 --> 4093.32] start to feel
[4093.32 --> 4093.72] that in my
[4093.72 --> 4095.18] hands like
[4095.18 --> 4095.76] my hands
[4095.76 --> 4097.04] feel cold
[4097.04 --> 4097.78] and tingly
[4097.78 --> 4098.62] and that's
[4098.62 --> 4099.20] a cue for
[4099.20 --> 4099.52] me that
[4099.52 --> 4100.14] there's some
[4100.14 --> 4100.80] anxiety going
[4100.80 --> 4101.20] on here
[4101.20 --> 4102.40] and I have
[4102.40 --> 4102.80] to learn how
[4102.80 --> 4103.60] to get aware
[4103.60 --> 4104.06] of that
[4104.06 --> 4104.34] right?
[4104.46 --> 4105.06] And how to
[4105.06 --> 4105.84] take that
[4105.84 --> 4106.52] and to use
[4106.52 --> 4106.96] that but then
[4106.96 --> 4107.46] when that
[4107.46 --> 4108.42] anxiety grows
[4108.42 --> 4109.44] and turns
[4109.44 --> 4110.28] into anger
[4110.28 --> 4111.06] and I start
[4111.06 --> 4111.62] to feel that
[4111.62 --> 4112.40] in my chest
[4112.40 --> 4114.08] right?
[4114.16 --> 4114.38] And then when
[4114.38 --> 4115.04] I get really
[4115.04 --> 4115.76] angry it comes
[4115.76 --> 4116.20] up to my
[4116.20 --> 4117.32] neck and it
[4117.32 --> 4118.66] sits here in
[4118.66 --> 4119.40] my neck and
[4119.40 --> 4120.32] it's tight and
[4120.32 --> 4120.86] there's nothing
[4120.86 --> 4121.58] I can do about
[4121.58 --> 4122.20] it and that's
[4122.20 --> 4122.78] just the way it
[4122.78 --> 4123.28] is and
[4123.28 --> 4124.00] here I am
[4124.00 --> 4126.04] and that's
[4126.04 --> 4126.58] what's happening
[4126.58 --> 4128.36] in Psalm 13.
[4129.72 --> 4130.50] He's holding
[4130.50 --> 4131.00] his anger
[4131.00 --> 4131.60] tight
[4131.60 --> 4134.62] and again
[4134.62 --> 4136.78] not just
[4136.78 --> 4137.44] for a short
[4137.44 --> 4138.44] passing
[4138.44 --> 4139.60] moment
[4139.60 --> 4140.60] right?
[4140.74 --> 4141.16] Day
[4141.16 --> 4142.66] after day
[4142.66 --> 4144.10] I have sorrow
[4144.10 --> 4145.44] in my heart
[4145.44 --> 4146.94] and this is
[4146.94 --> 4147.48] long
[4147.48 --> 4148.84] and ongoing
[4148.84 --> 4150.52] and then
[4150.52 --> 4150.90] building
[4150.90 --> 4151.60] through the
[4151.60 --> 4151.98] Psalm
[4151.98 --> 4152.50] right?
[4152.50 --> 4152.84] in these
[4152.84 --> 4153.78] short verses
[4153.78 --> 4154.74] by verse
[4154.74 --> 4155.12] 3
[4155.12 --> 4155.96] either
[4155.96 --> 4157.62] he's shouting
[4157.62 --> 4158.50] and shaking
[4158.50 --> 4159.02] his fist
[4159.02 --> 4159.52] at the heavens
[4159.52 --> 4160.54] look on me