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| "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" | |
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| "start_time": "64.495", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started " | |
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| "start_time": "75.8", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "81.03", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you okay with this" | |
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| "start_time": "83.825", | |
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| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "85.11", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "so how are you doing today" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "88.04", | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm a little nervous" | |
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| "start_time": "90.555", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "why" | |
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| "value": "mm this is different" | |
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| "start_time": "94.5", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "[laughter]" | |
| }, | |
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| "value": "i understand" | |
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| "start_time": "97.835", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "where are you from originally" | |
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| "value": "california" | |
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| "value": "really" | |
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| "start_time": "102.9", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" | |
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| "value": "i like the beach" | |
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| "value": "mhm" | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um" | |
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| "value": "the weather" | |
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| "value": "mm mm" | |
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| "start_time": "118.84", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "120.5", | |
| "stop_time": "122.73", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" | |
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| "start_time": "122.89", | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so many people [laughter]" | |
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| "start_time": "126.23", | |
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| "value": "mm" | |
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| "value": "yeah" | |
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| "start_time": "129.88", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do now" | |
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| "start_time": "131.755", | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "what do you mean" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "134.82", | |
| "stop_time": "135.98", | |
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| "value": "what do i do now" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "136.665", | |
| "stop_time": "137.935", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's your dream job" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "139.595", | |
| "stop_time": "141.035", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know right now" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "144.32", | |
| "stop_time": "145.54", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what'd you study at school" | |
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| "start_time": "146.43", | |
| "stop_time": "147.41", | |
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| "value": "um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "147.995", | |
| "stop_time": "149.185", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i went through nursing" | |
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| "start_time": "150.695", | |
| "stop_time": "151.925", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that sounds interesting" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "151.925", | |
| "stop_time": "152.605", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "153.41", | |
| "stop_time": "154.74", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you happy you did that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "154.91", | |
| "stop_time": "155.52", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "157.07", | |
| "stop_time": "158.35", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you still working in that" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "158.685", | |
| "stop_time": "159.455", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "161.525", | |
| "stop_time": "162.605", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "tell me more about that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "162.91", | |
| "stop_time": "163.88", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "about nursing" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "164.86", | |
| "stop_time": "165.45", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "167.38", | |
| "stop_time": "172.195", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "that's a great field to be in if you have the heart the passion for caring for people" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "173.51", | |
| "stop_time": "174.84", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how did you decide to do that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "174.85", | |
| "stop_time": "175.74", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my mother" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "177.52", | |
| "stop_time": "178.04", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "aw" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "178.095", | |
| "stop_time": "178.735", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "181.48", | |
| "stop_time": "183.06", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how close are you to your family" | |
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| "start_time": "183.735", | |
| "stop_time": "187.875", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "right now uh it's we're we're close i have a pretty close family" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "188.675", | |
| "stop_time": "189.585", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "189.575", | |
| "stop_time": "190.075", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "192.79", | |
| "stop_time": "194.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "195.54", | |
| "stop_time": "196.63", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mm what do you mean" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "199.26", | |
| "stop_time": "200.94", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "why don't we talk about that later" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "201.055", | |
| "stop_time": "201.595", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "202.8", | |
| "stop_time": "204.2", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do to relax" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "205.085", | |
| "stop_time": "206.265", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i like to read" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "208.14", | |
| "stop_time": "210.62", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and i like watching some television" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "212.565", | |
| "stop_time": "213.185", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "cool" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "213.21", | |
| "stop_time": "213.83", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "214.305", | |
| "stop_time": "216.495", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "218.845", | |
| "stop_time": "221.095", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i think i'm very good at controlling it" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "221.585", | |
| "stop_time": "224.905", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "225.92", | |
| "stop_time": "226.42", | |
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| "value": "i" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "226.855", | |
| "stop_time": "228.235", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i can't remember" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "228.95", | |
| "stop_time": "230.32", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "the last time i had an argument" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "231.93", | |
| "stop_time": "232.64", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "235.25", | |
| "stop_time": "236.73", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "239.595", | |
| "stop_time": "240.315", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mm" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "242", | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm not for sure what i do when i'm really annoyed i think i get" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "246.405", | |
| "stop_time": "251.525", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know walk a lot i i'm not for sure when i'm annoyed because i have different reactions to" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "252.225", | |
| "stop_time": "253.525", | |
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| "value": "whatever's annoying me" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "254.165", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "254.6", | |
| "stop_time": "255.05", | |
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| "value": "<laughter>" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "254.805", | |
| "stop_time": "255.725", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i understand" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "255.43", | |
| "stop_time": "255.83", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "256.655", | |
| "stop_time": "258.815", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "260.23", | |
| "stop_time": "261.53", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like mad" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "265.78", | |
| "stop_time": "268.37", | |
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| "value": "well let me see mad is a hell of a word for me" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "268.98", | |
| "stop_time": "270.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "to be mad it means like" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "271.3", | |
| "stop_time": "272.73", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "when i'm mad it's" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "273.35", | |
| "stop_time": "274.39", | |
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| "value": "it's uncontrollable" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "275.24", | |
| "stop_time": "275.93", | |
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| "value": "when i'm mad" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "276.63", | |
| "stop_time": "277.06", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "277.43", | |
| "stop_time": "277.91", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "283.14", | |
| "stop_time": "284.79", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how would your best friend describe you" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "285.13", | |
| "stop_time": "286.64", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't have a best friend" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "288.65", | |
| "stop_time": "291.02", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "292.21", | |
| "stop_time": "293.88", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't really know now" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "297.54", | |
| "stop_time": "298.23", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "300.55", | |
| "stop_time": "303.09", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "303.555", | |
| "stop_time": "304.365", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my mother" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "306.665", | |
| "stop_time": "307.325", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "aw" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "307.41", | |
| "stop_time": "308.05", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "308.335", | |
| "stop_time": "309.805", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "could you say a little more about that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "309.925", | |
| "stop_time": "310.875", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "about my mother" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "311.905", | |
| "stop_time": "312.485", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "313.67", | |
| "stop_time": "319.94", | |
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| "value": "my mother was a beautiful woman and she had great values instilled in us when raising me" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "321.025", | |
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| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "321.035", | |
| "stop_time": "322.615", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "can you give me an example of that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "324.77", | |
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| "value": "values are like well good one thing is like" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "327.91", | |
| "stop_time": "331.695", | |
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| "value": "my mother cooked and that was a valuable thing to me because she taught me to cook" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "333.087", | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so that was very valuable honesty" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "337.697", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's great" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "341.067", | |
| "stop_time": "343.657", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "is it uncomfortable for you to talk about this" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "343.937", | |
| "stop_time": "344.917", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "about my mother" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "345.552", | |
| "stop_time": "346.162", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "347.722", | |
| "stop_time": "349.442", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "well she's no longer living" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "349.997", | |
| "stop_time": "350.977", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "350.977", | |
| "stop_time": "351.467", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "354.587", | |
| "stop_time": "357.867", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" | |
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| "value": "did you think you had a problem before you found out" | |
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| "value": "i was just really [real]" | |
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| "value": "do you have disturbing thoughts" | |
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| "value": "as far as what" | |
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| "value": "can you give me an example of that" | |
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| "value": "of what happened they took me upstairs" | |
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| "value": "that sounds really hard" | |
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| "value": "do you feel like therapy is useful" | |
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| "value": "excuse me" | |
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| "value": "i'm like just jest you know just" | |
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| "value": "aw" | |
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| "value": "i only have one son" | |
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| "value": "that's so good to hear" | |
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| "start_time": "667.809", | |
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| "value": "do you find it easy to be a parent" | |
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| "value": "no it's not [laughter]" | |
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| "start_time": "672.879", | |
| "stop_time": "674.789", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent" | |
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| "start_time": "674.979", | |
| "stop_time": "675.799", | |
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| "value": "um" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "679.514", | |
| "stop_time": "681.174", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i think decision making" | |
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| "start_time": "683.22", | |
| "stop_time": "684.76", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "can you give me an example of that" | |
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| "start_time": "687.875", | |
| "stop_time": "690.78", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "well some of the things that he's asked to" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "691.96", | |
| "stop_time": "693.71", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like i'm not into tattoos" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "694.1", | |
| "stop_time": "696.89", | |
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| "value": "i don't like tattoos and and he does" | |
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| "start_time": "695.45", | |
| "stop_time": "696.06", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "698.46", | |
| "stop_time": "699.64", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "704.845", | |
| "stop_time": "706.625", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "well there's a lot of different things" | |
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| "start_time": "708.26", | |
| "stop_time": "708.87", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "710.02", | |
| "stop_time": "711.99", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's the best thing about being a parent" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "713.99", | |
| "stop_time": "716.7", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "the best thing about being a parent is giving life" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "717.32", | |
| "stop_time": "719.65", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "to my son [laughter]" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "720.88", | |
| "stop_time": "725.775", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and seeing them grow up in joy in their lives is going on it's a good thing" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "726.415", | |
| "stop_time": "727.235", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "awesome" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "730.02", | |
| "stop_time": "731.42", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "is there anything you regret" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "732.495", | |
| "stop_time": "733.105", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "734.695", | |
| "stop_time": "737.645", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "739.505", | |
| "stop_time": "740.035", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "god" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "742.515", | |
| "stop_time": "744.465", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "what advice would i give myself" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "746.325", | |
| "stop_time": "747.425", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't really know" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "750.81", | |
| "stop_time": "751.85", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i really don't know" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "752.825", | |
| "stop_time": "753.485", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "754.63", | |
| "stop_time": "757.05", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "757.065", | |
| "stop_time": "758.185", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "as far as what" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "759.57", | |
| "stop_time": "760.82", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "whatever comes to your mind" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "761.15", | |
| "stop_time": "762.55", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my memorable experience" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "767.15", | |
| "stop_time": "770.235", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i i could say when graduating it was a good experience" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "770.81", | |
| "stop_time": "771.41", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "really" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "771.425", | |
| "stop_time": "771.895", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "772.035", | |
| "stop_time": "773.695", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how did you feel in that moment" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "773.69", | |
| "stop_time": "774.29", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "great" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "774.525", | |
| "stop_time": "776.515", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "when i graduated great" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "777.775", | |
| "stop_time": "779.025", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how hard is that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "780.465", | |
| "stop_time": "781.875", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "to graduate from high school" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "782.605", | |
| "stop_time": "783.455", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it wasn't hard" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "783.275", | |
| "stop_time": "783.795", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "783.87", | |
| "stop_time": "784.76", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no it wasn't hard" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "785.38", | |
| "stop_time": "786.54", | |
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| "value": "i enjoyed school" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "788.255", | |
| "stop_time": "789.495", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's great" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "793.82", | |
| "stop_time": "796.4", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "797.485", | |
| "stop_time": "798.825", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't remember" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "802.84", | |
| "stop_time": "803.58", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "804.645", | |
| "stop_time": "807.175", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "807.775", | |
| "stop_time": "809.435", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "809.43", | |
| "stop_time": "809.82", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "810.55", | |
| "stop_time": "811.26", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "goodbye" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "811.33", | |
| "stop_time": "812.03", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "bye" | |
| } | |
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