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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "48.48", | |
| "stop_time": "51.83", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "52.74", | |
| "stop_time": "59.2", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "59.81", | |
| "stop_time": "64.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "65.09", | |
| "stop_time": "66.23", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you okay with this" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "66.94", | |
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| "value": "sure" | |
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| "start_time": "67.83", | |
| "stop_time": "68.26", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "68.78", | |
| "stop_time": "70.8", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "so how are you doing today" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "71.54", | |
| "stop_time": "73.3", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm doing fine just a little tired" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "72.9", | |
| "stop_time": "73.47", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "76.1", | |
| "stop_time": "77.29", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "where are you from originally" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "78.12", | |
| "stop_time": "78.93", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "california" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "80.17", | |
| "stop_time": "80.62", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "really" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "81.57", | |
| "stop_time": "83.46", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" | |
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| "start_time": "81.65", | |
| "stop_time": "82.03", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "84.74", | |
| "stop_time": "86.1", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um the weather" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "86.81", | |
| "stop_time": "89.21", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> not last week but yeah the weather <laughter>" | |
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| "start_time": "87.13", | |
| "stop_time": "87.54", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "90.46", | |
| "stop_time": "92.51", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "94.64", | |
| "stop_time": "96.2", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "fear of earthquakes" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "97.4", | |
| "stop_time": "97.84", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "98.61", | |
| "stop_time": "99.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i see what you mean" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "101.54", | |
| "stop_time": "102.6", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what'd you study at school" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "104.88", | |
| "stop_time": "105.7", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "psychology" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "107.04", | |
| "stop_time": "107.34", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "cool" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "108.43", | |
| "stop_time": "109.41", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you still working in that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "110.67", | |
| "stop_time": "111.21", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i am" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "111.87", | |
| "stop_time": "113.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i go to harbor college" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "115.6", | |
| "stop_time": "116.59", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you happy you did that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "117.23", | |
| "stop_time": "117.67", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i am" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "118.83", | |
| "stop_time": "122.36", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um wish i would've went sooner but better late than never" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "123.8", | |
| "stop_time": "124.18", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "125.44", | |
| "stop_time": "126.55", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's your dream job" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "128.07", | |
| "stop_time": "129", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "probably" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "130.57", | |
| "stop_time": "140.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm not sure i haven't really thought about it i wanna work in the field of psychology but i'm not sure if i wanna work with children or adults so i haven't really decided " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "140.92", | |
| "stop_time": "141.33", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "142.59", | |
| "stop_time": "143.56", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you travel a lot" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "144.04", | |
| "stop_time": "144.77", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "145.77", | |
| "stop_time": "146.1", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "why" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "147.3", | |
| "stop_time": "147.98", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "149.31", | |
| "stop_time": "150.1", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i just don't" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "151.08", | |
| "stop_time": "152.25", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "maybe once a year" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "154.21", | |
| "stop_time": "155.67", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time that happened" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "156.51", | |
| "stop_time": "159.99", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um june actually i went to uh orlando florida" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "162.72", | |
| "stop_time": "163.39", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "awesome" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "164.31", | |
| "stop_time": "165.79", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "167.39", | |
| "stop_time": "168.34", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "sometimes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "170.32", | |
| "stop_time": "171.2", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah not as" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "170.57", | |
| "stop_time": "171.92", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do to relax" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "172.22", | |
| "stop_time": "172.81", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "173.3", | |
| "stop_time": "174.6", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do to relax" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "175.36", | |
| "stop_time": "175.88", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "176.44", | |
| "stop_time": "178.22", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "watch t_v read a book" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "180.46", | |
| "stop_time": "181.39", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "talk on the phone" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "180.56", | |
| "stop_time": "181.09", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "181.76", | |
| "stop_time": "182", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "182.77", | |
| "stop_time": "184.8", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things that make you really mad " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "186.02", | |
| "stop_time": "186.82", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mad" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "188.76", | |
| "stop_time": "189.54", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mm <sigh>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "190.41", | |
| "stop_time": "195.32", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my mom gets in my business <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "193", | |
| "stop_time": "193.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "196.29", | |
| "stop_time": "197.94", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "other than that um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "199.09", | |
| "stop_time": "202.39", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i guess just frustrations with my son" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "204.87", | |
| "stop_time": "206.37", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you find it easy to be a parent" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "207.16", | |
| "stop_time": "208.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "208.66", | |
| "stop_time": "210.61", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "212.35", | |
| "stop_time": "214.76", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um the hardest thing is um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "215.63", | |
| "stop_time": "217.45", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "raising a child with a disability" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "218.49", | |
| "stop_time": "220.23", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "not knowing how you can help him" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "221.62", | |
| "stop_time": "222", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "223.1", | |
| "stop_time": "224.4", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that sounds really hard" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "224.83", | |
| "stop_time": "226.58", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it is it's very hard" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "227.07", | |
| "stop_time": "228.36", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't sugarcoat it at all" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "229.6", | |
| "stop_time": "231.23", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's the best thing about being a parent" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "233.19", | |
| "stop_time": "234.5", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "just having my children" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "235.24", | |
| "stop_time": "237.32", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "they're a blessing i love 'em <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "237.43", | |
| "stop_time": "237.96", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "aw" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "239.28", | |
| "stop_time": "246.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "with all the good and the bad it's a part of me and i just love the fact that i'm helping mold them into " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "247.14", | |
| "stop_time": "248.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "good human beings <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "249.02", | |
| "stop_time": "249.38", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "250.9", | |
| "stop_time": "252.45", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how close are you to your family" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "253.07", | |
| "stop_time": "254.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "we're really close" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "255.62", | |
| "stop_time": "256.92", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's so good to hear" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "255.72", | |
| "stop_time": "260.12", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i mean my family's small we live within blocks of each other but yeah we're close " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "261.12", | |
| "stop_time": "261.57", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "263.29", | |
| "stop_time": "265.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "267.34", | |
| "stop_time": "268.22", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "good or bad" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "268.89", | |
| "stop_time": "269.14", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "269.18", | |
| "stop_time": "270.22", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "whatever comes to your mind" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "271.17", | |
| "stop_time": "272.65", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "most memorable" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "275.2", | |
| "stop_time": "278.45", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "just giving birth for the first time it was just amazing" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "279.07", | |
| "stop_time": "282.45", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my son is nine now so i still remember it like it was yesterday" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "279.77", | |
| "stop_time": "280.26", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "wow" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "282.92", | |
| "stop_time": "283.27", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "283.28", | |
| "stop_time": "284.8", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how did you feel in that moment" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "286.41", | |
| "stop_time": "287.6", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like i was" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "289.81", | |
| "stop_time": "294.14", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "being born again myself i don't know how to explain it it just very" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "295.86", | |
| "stop_time": "297.19", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "emotional <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "299.21", | |
| "stop_time": "299.62", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "301.97", | |
| "stop_time": "303", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "is there anything you regret" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "308.3", | |
| "stop_time": "312.98", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know <laughter> i guess i have a lot of regrets but" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "314.51", | |
| "stop_time": "317.26", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "none that i really wanna mention i guess <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "317.69", | |
| "stop_time": "318.08", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "318.77", | |
| "stop_time": "319.58", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i understand" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "320.53", | |
| "stop_time": "323.35", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "325.49", | |
| "stop_time": "330.87", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "stay in school <laughter> don't get emotionally involved" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "332.25", | |
| "stop_time": "334.13", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and um let people" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "335.14", | |
| "stop_time": "337.79", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "deter you from your goals <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "338.09", | |
| "stop_time": "338.47", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "339.3", | |
| "stop_time": "340.9", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "could you have done anything to avoid it" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "342.63", | |
| "stop_time": "343.19", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "oh yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "344.66", | |
| "stop_time": "345.24", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "definitely" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "348.29", | |
| "stop_time": "349.05", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "did you wanna move on" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "348.57", | |
| "stop_time": "350.41", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "351.46", | |
| "stop_time": "354.26", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm okay i mean i'm pretty easygoing " | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "things frustrate me more than they anger me" | |
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| "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" | |
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| "value": "oh that's easy <laughter> with my mother she's like um" | |
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| "value": "i guess the argument stemmed from me wanting to" | |
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| "value": "socialize <laughter> she feels that" | |
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| "value": "i'm married with children so i should stay at home" | |
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| "value": "like ninety nine percent of the time" | |
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| "value": "and i wanted to go out and socialize with some ex co-workers" | |
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| "value": "kinda put me down for it as if i don't spend enough time with my children <laughter> " | |
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| "value": "it does" | |
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| "value": "and i love my mom i hate even having the thoughts of being frustrated with her" | |
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| "value": "because i always think gosh i don't wanna get mad at her and then something happens to her the next day" | |
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| "value": "she gets kinda intrusive <laughter> i don't know <laughter>" | |
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| "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" | |
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| "value": "oh i know um after the semester ended when i noted that i " | |
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| "value": "you know i did well in school 'cause i had been it had been a long time since i went to school so" | |
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| "value": "when i received my grades you know a and a b i was like wow okay i can do this and it made me happy" | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "uh huh" | |
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| "value": "and that was about" | |
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| "value": "a few weeks ago i guess mhm" | |
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| "value": "that's great" | |
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| "value": "thank you" | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" | |
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| "value": "my mom i know it's good and bad <laughter> i mean for the most part my mom's been a positive influence you know it's just sometimes" | |
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| "value": "you know she gets a little" | |
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| "value": "like she wants to re-raise me or something like she doesn't understand that i'm an adult i'm gonna make my own decisions now and " | |
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| "value": "pretty much have to let me do what i need to do" | |
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| "value": "how do you cope with them" | |
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| "value": "<sigh> a lotta " | |
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| "value": "heavy breathing <laughter> i mean i walk sometimes when i get a lil' frustrated whatever i'll just go take a walk" | |
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| "value": "you know or um just try not to think about it" | |
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| "value": "that's good" | |
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| "stop_time": "506.14", | |
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| "value": "thank you <laughter>" | |
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| "value": "have you ever served in the military" | |
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| "value": "the navy" | |
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| "value": "how old were you when you joined the military" | |
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| "value": "you were very young weren't you" | |
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| "value": "<laughter> yeah" | |
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| "value": "why'd you decide to enlist in the military" | |
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| "value": "i didn't have any other options" | |
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| "value": "<laughter>" | |
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| "value": "are you happy you did that" | |
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| "value": "i am i probably should've stayed in a lil' longer i was only in for four years but " | |
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| "value": "you know i wanted to experience life outside the military so i did my" | |
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| "value": "how did serving in the military change you" | |
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| "value": "it made me a little bit more responsible than some of my friends that you know did not join the military i can notice a big difference as far as you know how i live my life and how they live theirs" | |
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| "value": "um just made me a little bit more responsible" | |
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| "value": "thank you <laughter>" | |
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| "value": "what did you do after the military" | |
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| "value": "oh thank you <laughter>" | |
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| "value": "but um it wasn't for me i wanted to do something lil' bit different i didn't wanna do patient care i wanted to work with people but not necessarily as a patient care" | |
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| "value": "got married and i started working in a telecommunications field" | |
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| "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" | |
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| "value": "sometimes it can hurt their feelings but you know you gotta be honest you can't let people" | |
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| "value": "has that gotten you in trouble" | |
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| "value": "mm yeah probably i don't i never really thought about it" | |
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| "value": "<laughter>" | |
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| "value": "maybe i don't really think about it i just try to be the best person that i can be" | |
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| "start_time": "651.04", | |
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| "value": "all i can do i can't live for what other people think i can only do what i need to do <laughter> " | |
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| "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood" | |
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| "value": "i don't know" | |
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| "value": "<laughter> i never really thought about it " | |
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| "value": "i guess it just you know being around my kids you know i just love being around my children" | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "mhm" | |
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| "value": "and that's always puts me in a good mood <laughter>" | |
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| "start_time": "683.47", | |
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| "value": "that's good" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "684.53", | |
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| "value": "thank you" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "684.73", | |
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| "value": "how have you been feeling lately" | |
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| "value": "okay like i said a lil' tired you know but" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "690.81", | |
| "stop_time": "694.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "you know for the most part okay you know i'm dealing with situations that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "693.34", | |
| "stop_time": "695.61", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "696.47", | |
| "stop_time": "698.35", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "well i go to bed really early so" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "699.19", | |
| "stop_time": "703.62", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "long as i go to bed early i get a good night's sleep but i wake up early as well so" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "704.71", | |
| "stop_time": "705.93", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> it's kinda like" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "707.08", | |
| "stop_time": "712.3", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "good and bad a lil' bit i go to bed like eight eight thirty and then i wake up at like one one thirty" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "713.74", | |
| "stop_time": "714.02", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "714", | |
| "stop_time": "714.33", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "714.82", | |
| "stop_time": "715.32", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "715.08", | |
| "stop_time": "716.69", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "717.73", | |
| "stop_time": "718.52", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "very moody" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "719.87", | |
| "stop_time": "722.91", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "very irritable short short-tempered i guess" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "724.4", | |
| "stop_time": "724.83", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "726.48", | |
| "stop_time": "729.5", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "732.45", | |
| "stop_time": "734.76", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "if anything i think i'm thinking more positively" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "735.59", | |
| "stop_time": "741.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "you know like i said especially with my son having a disability you know i i look at it as if you know" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "742.71", | |
| "stop_time": "743.85", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it's not all bad" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "745.22", | |
| "stop_time": "748.66", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i mean he has challenges eh but i'm dealing with them a lot better" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "749.69", | |
| "stop_time": "757.02", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "you know as opposed to feeling sorry for him or feeling sorry for myself you know i'm just finding more avenues to work with him you know" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "750.01", | |
| "stop_time": "750.96", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how hard is that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "757.69", | |
| "stop_time": "763.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "different resources to help him as opposed to just feeling guilty or sad and depressed about it" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "757.71", | |
| "stop_time": "758.04", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "764.22", | |
| "stop_time": "764.62", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "765.19", | |
| "stop_time": "765.76", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "766.05", | |
| "stop_time": "766.49", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "thank you" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "769.11", | |
| "stop_time": "770.86", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "771.42", | |
| "stop_time": "771.69", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "773.82", | |
| "stop_time": "774.71", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you feel down" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "775.94", | |
| "stop_time": "776.82", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "occasionally" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "778.51", | |
| "stop_time": "779.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "who doesn't <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "781.02", | |
| "stop_time": "781.41", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "788.49", | |
| "stop_time": "790.24", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "793.96", | |
| "stop_time": "795.99", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know can we skip that question" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "796.21", | |
| "stop_time": "799.23", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "797.28", | |
| "stop_time": "797.74", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "798.97", | |
| "stop_time": "800.52", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how would your best friend describe you" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "802.21", | |
| "stop_time": "808.12", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<sigh> green <laughter> seems to be the word kinda like um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "811.58", | |
| "stop_time": "813.61", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah probably green like" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "815.7", | |
| "stop_time": "817.25", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "naive a little <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "817.77", | |
| "stop_time": "818.18", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "819.76", | |
| "stop_time": "823.1", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "but at the same time smart i think she'll describe me as smart " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "825.13", | |
| "stop_time": "825.91", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's great " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "825.93", | |
| "stop_time": "826.29", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "827.05", | |
| "stop_time": "829.36", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "827.09", | |
| "stop_time": "827.44", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "829.77", | |
| "stop_time": "830.16", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "830.62", | |
| "stop_time": "832.07", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "832.41", | |
| "stop_time": "833.18", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no problem" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "833.58", | |
| "stop_time": "834.09", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "goodbye" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "834.55", | |
| "stop_time": "835.05", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "bye" | |
| } | |
| ] |