INSTRUCTION stringlengths 3 1.15k | RESPONSE stringlengths 1.65k 17.1k |
|---|---|
Not with all the lawyers, guns, and money in this world. | <0>2075<0>3899<0>3541<0>83<0>3782<0>231<0>652<0>3943<0>259<0>1842<0>1773<0>2348<0>1112<0>2136<0>3140<0>1579<0>3899<0>484<0>3997<0>2978<0>1967<0>2027<0>484<0>2001<0>3176<0>231<0>2027<0>2525<0>1715<0>866<0>259<0>1569<0>259<0>406<0>1480<0>3393<0>1108<0>1108<0>1056<0>3981<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>... |
Not with guilt or morality or righteous indignation. Not with crime summits or task forces or committees. | <0>2004<0>963<0>3899<0>2648<0>2799<0>3839<0>493<0>3176<0>3556<0>2001<0>1816<0>3791<0>262<0>1569<0>3943<0>3612<0>3899<0>1500<0>2520<0>2506<0>2619<0>3923<0>3782<0>1944<0>190<0>2060<0>1967<0>3096<0>2075<0>151<0>3522<0>151<0>3096<0>3457<0>3374<0>3522<0>1844<0>290<0>3762<0>1376<0>1748<0>1108<0>1844<0>3899<0>2001<0>1500<0>36... |
Not with policy decisions made in places that can't be seen from the lost corner of Fayette and Monroe. | <0>290<0>3899<0>2648<0>3541<0>3860<0>2221<0>2648<0>259<0>2001<0>1977<0>3002<0>3457<0>4050<0>1097<0>3374<0>3457<0>3823<0>2801<0>2826<0>2881<0>3376<0>2733<0>2523<0>144<0>580<0>3376<0>1977<0>317<0>3612<0>3281<0>3750<0>967<0>1757<0>1076<0>3096<0>22<0>1097<0>895<0>2520<0>3176<0>3899<0>1113<0>259<0>259<0>2619<0>2510<0>3002<0... |
No lasting victory in the war on drugs can be bought by doubling the number of beat cops or tripling the number of prison beds. No peace can come from kingpin statutes and civil forfeiture laws and warrantless searches and whatever the hell else is about to be tossed into next year's crime bill. Down on Fayette Street... | <0>2398<0>3849<0>2348<0>1816<0>2516<0>1190<0>3899<0>1977<0>2309<0>65<0>3828<0>3378<0>1835<0>1640<0>190<0>3617<0>1730<0>65<0>3667<0>4055<0>4055<0>2991<0>130<0>2619<0>2471<0>3899<0>3522<0>2733<0>2142<0>1328<0>3264<0>3539<0>3528<0>3929<0>871<0>229<0>3782<0>2787<0>3246<0>1480<0>151<0>871<0>3667<0>932<0>3943<0>313<0>3617<0>... |
Today, as on every other day, the shop will be opened by mid-morning. And the touts will be on the corners, chirping out product names as if the stuff is street legal. | <0>2105<0>374<0>1255<0>967<0>355<0>2598<0>231<0>2331<0>215<0>323<0>1730<0>3899<0>3235<0>2787<0>1334<0>370<0>1500<0>3556<0>2787<0>3849<0>3522<0>983<0>3376<0>3892<0>2633<0>3881<0>543<0>3526<0>3374<0>3374<0>3374<0>1902<0>366<0>144<0>492<0>1738<0>1532<0>3307<0>3598<0>3598<0>1463<0>3267<0>1982<0>374<0>300<0>2393<0>2060<0>10... |
The runners will bring a little more of the package down and the fiends will queue up to be served. A line of gaunt, passive supplicants stretching down the alley and around the block. | <0>4011<0>3943<0>3943<0>1569<0>2832<0>2860<0>1400<0>3943<0>3943<0>1318<0>65<0>3556<0>2894<0>484<0>2516<0>2001<0>3943<0>231<0>3923<0>1032<0>1569<0>2813<0>1879<0>3211<0>1480<0>1480<0>2001<0>2389<0>3899<0>3899<0>1046<0>339<0>1719<0>2309<0>882<0>2999<0>3603<0>3134<0>2645<0>1944<0>3530<0>1076<0>243<0>243<0>1076<0>2060<0>990... |
The corner is rooted in human desire, crude and certain and immediate. | <0>1793<0>2327<0>1352<0>1977<0>2970<0>2999<0>2034<0>484<0>2835<0>3374<0>1715<0>1768<0>915<0>915<0>190<0>3909<0>190<0>3172<0>164<0>3635<0>3281<0>2751<0>1532<0>3457<0>3457<0>243<0>158<0>2751<0>2538<0>3647<0>317<0>3729<0>599<0>691<0>151<0>2014<0>3246<0>1805<0>1376<0>290<0>3003<0>3003<0>1376<0>3003<0>3391<0>955<0>2557<0>28... |
And the hard truth is that all the law enforcement in the world can't mess with desire. | <0>3363<0>65<0>580<0>304<0>3782<0>3691<0>323<0>884<0>915<0>2374<0>2881<0>1773<0>1118<0>1517<0>2795<0>1753<0>343<0>3899<0>3069<0>2707<0>231<0>527<0>866<0>259<0>259<0>593<0>2883<0>2750<0>1400<0>3603<0>83<0>3898<0>666<0>2619<0>2750<0>259<0>2389<0>2205<0>2205<0>1108<0>3003<0>1108<0>2492<0>1108<0>1108<0>3003<0>3003<0>1108<0... |
Down at Fayette and Monroe and every corner like it in Baltimore, the dealers and fiends have won because they are legion. | <0>778<0>691<0>599<0>4038<0>593<0>3530<0>3530<0>3823<0>3269<0>3407<0>83<0>969<0>2799<0>83<0>3828<0>3435<0>3004<0>1046<0>1458<0>164<0>3823<0>1171<0>967<0>3079<0>151<0>3671<0>1032<0>2619<0>262<0>1518<0>2999<0>1175<0>3002<0>2483<0>819<0>895<0>2577<0>2883<0>374<0>130<0>1028<0>1569<0>458<0>3393<0>3913<0>2075<0>3204<0>3457<0... |
They've won because the state of Maryland and the federal government have imprisoned thousands and arrested tens of thousands and put maybe a hundred thousand on parole and probation rolls, and still it isn't close to enough. | <0>3481<0>3295<0>548<0>1668<0>259<0>3582<0>969<0>1171<0>1977<0>1419<0>4050<0>3002<0>3374<0>884<0>43<0>1473<0>2142<0>31<0>2832<0>1351<0>3667<0>593<0>1865<0>3505<0>512<0>3528<0>2999<0>3349<0>262<0>3505<0>2721<0>1865<0>2514<0>3478<0>809<0>313<0>151<0>374<0>21<0>3551<0>65<0>2060<0>1399<0>598<0>1838<0>3782<0>259<0>3235<0>30... |
By raw demographics, the men and women of the corners can claim victory. | <0>2488<0>599<0>3122<0>2619<0>3782<0>3899<0>3541<0>3374<0>3407<0>3174<0>4046<0>3612<0>2787<0>3258<0>4009<0>216<0>2060<0>1945<0>3134<0>2598<0>2598<0>573<0>1140<0>915<0>2142<0>1558<0>2001<0>122<0>2327<0>259<0>304<0>1569<0>2348<0>1693<0>2197<0>1202<0>484<0>1773<0>151<0>2991<0>2075<0>3082<0>2779<0>4083<0>154<0>573<0>347<0>... |
In Baltimore alone, a city of fewer than 700,000 souls, with some of the highest recorded rates of intravenous drug use in the nation, they are 50, perhaps 60,000 strong. | <0>282<0>512<0>3943<0>1014<0>2577<0>3248<0>3447<0>130<0>3782<0>3782<0>3828<0>3349<0>1977<0>2598<0>313<0>2721<0>2524<0>1879<0>458<0>1977<0>3002<0>3002<0>3374<0>3457<0>1967<0>3603<0>3530<0>3457<0>3457<0>3235<0>3031<0>782<0>65<0>3002<0>3535<0>3535<0>1865<0>65<0>313<0>366<0>144<0>1987<0>1773<0>593<0>2818<0>2609<0>3385<0>26... |
Three of them available for every prison bed in the entire state of Maryland. | <0>3861<0>1944<0>313<0>3373<0>3875<0>3348<0>78<0>3484<0>2488<0>2348<0>2001<0>593<0>967<0>2001<0>3240<0>3898<0>231<0>1842<0>2142<0>3349<0>1076<0>2739<0>3791<0>2348<0>1773<0>3535<0>151<0>2072<0>1685<0>355<0>3823<0>3522<0>2475<0>2823<0>2582<0>1517<0>1334<0>2715<0>1351<0>1719<0>397<0>2583<0>2475<0>969<0>3307<0>1992<0>3445<... |
The Slingers are manning more than 100 open air corners serving up the product as fast as they can get it off the southbound Metroliner. | <0>3809<0>3551<0>3535<0>3235<0>1977<0>1850<0>65<0>3535<0>2142<0>1265<0>2703<0>967<0>969<0>2935<0>819<0>2409<0>3903<0>1937<0>2991<0>3348<0>1945<0>969<0>2001<0>144<0>313<0>3713<0>65<0>3662<0>1500<0>3661<0>1668<0>2542<0>2585<0>1777<0>1846<0>3923<0>3348<0>2348<0>1773<0>544<0>2348<0>3943<0>2935<0>83<0>1743<0>3691<0>207<0>27... |
And the fiends are chasing down that blast 24-7. | <0>3679<0>151<0>3204<0>35<0>850<0>3376<0>3096<0>65<0>243<0>2075<0>1987<0>374<0>2217<0>3238<0>809<0>919<0>3433<0>2309<0>1015<0>696<0>1729<0>3348<0>1982<0>1190<0>2748<0>3299<0>3943<0>313<0>1190<0>1472<0>3834<0>2030<0>1587<0>707<0>3762<0>1748<0>2705<0>3373<0>3373<0>2072<0>317<0>1532<0>3732<0>3373<0>3435<0>1819<0>2217<0>15... |
In neighborhoods with, where no other wealth exists, they've constructed an economic engine so powerful that they'll readily sacrifice everything to it. | <0>1539<0>969<0>1175<0>3376<0>3146<0>2142<0>1645<0>915<0>65<0>1715<0>866<0>3898<0>65<0>3612<0>35<0>3478<0>2447<0>1879<0>4004<0>3898<0>3082<0>652<0>3407<0>2027<0>151<0>313<0>231<0>1354<0>259<0>2999<0>3617<0>2991<0>492<0>3791<0>3373<0>2374<0>65<0>1730<0>2506<0>2525<0>1564<0>3535<0>3850<0>2889<0>698<0>1198<0>349<0>1108<0>... |
And make no mistake, that engine is humming. No slacking profit margins, no recessions, no bad quarterly reports, no layoffs, no naturalized unemployment rate. | <0>3969<0>1076<0>969<0>1171<0>748<0>915<0>3965<0>3791<0>3850<0>3295<0>1568<0>1448<0>1255<0>1108<0>231<0>3821<0>3376<0>2823<0>317<0>1171<0>3535<0>898<0>484<0>484<0>915<0>151<0>819<0>1458<0>21<0>3446<0>2544<0>492<0>3751<0>3360<0>3061<0>3899<0>2748<0>2710<0>4046<0>1587<0>1687<0>1569<0>2748<0>1977<0>2743<0>2415<0>2648<0>91... |
Get it straight, they're not just out here to sling and shoot drugs. | <0>1318<0>3096<0>3374<0>3214<0>1715<0>3713<0>2442<0>2142<0>3002<0>3522<0>884<0>2284<0>1481<0>65<0>2801<0>2860<0>3871<0>1112<0>2060<0>2309<0>355<0>3899<0>3541<0>240<0>809<0>3828<0>3909<0>3002<0>1715<0>144<0>3235<0>65<0>1254<0>1139<0>3909<0>426<0>2824<0>3460<0>3079<0>313<0>3943<0>1277<0>1400<0>3002<0>2136<0>1198<0>2612<0... |
In drug markets, in cities across the nation, lives without any obvious justification are given definition through a simple, self-sustaining capitalism. | <0>1108<0>1697<0>2506<0>1987<0>1773<0>3899<0>2133<0>1945<0>2619<0>2348<0>2488<0>3909<0>2306<0>1076<0>22<0>770<0>2527<0>1795<0>1858<0>2506<0>3002<0>2733<0>3374<0>2881<0>2142<0>2619<0>1977<0>2142<0>2881<0>3376<0>1719<0>1100<0>969<0>3678<0>2514<0>2813<0>3180<0>3348<0>3899<0>1190<0>824<0>374<0>300<0>3782<0>366<0>1714<0>200... |
The corner has a place for them, every last soul, touts, runners, lookouts, mules, stick up boys, stash stealers, enforcers, fiends, burn artists, police snitches, all necessary in the world of the corner. Each is to be used, abused, and ultimately devoured with unfailing precision. | <0>1480<0>2450<0>259<0>259<0>3407<0>2999<0>1190<0>3235<0>2999<0>3004<0>484<0>313<0>2773<0>3448<0>2142<0>593<0>1105<0>2234<0>3821<0>313<0>779<0>3020<0>2075<0>3235<0>1773<0>2748<0>607<0>3551<0>495<0>1518<0>2707<0>3607<0>207<0>1016<0>2524<0>3936<0>1615<0>3966<0>2323<0>644<0>37<0>3122<0>22<0>2769<0>2705<0>1180<0>1879<0>366... |
Who want that good dope, they need it. The way other souls need to breathe air. | <0>1675<0>3898<0>3486<0>2648<0>3348<0>3658<0>2060<0>824<0>493<0>4055<0>1022<0>300<0>2538<0>1095<0>3488<0>1099<0>512<0>207<0>2795<0>2491<0>2606<0>1318<0>1532<0>3096<0>3096<0>649<0>1114<0>243<0>3096<0>1076<0>3997<0>2844<0>1593<0>3535<0>2136<0>2314<0>3803<0>1108<0>3003<0>2004<0>871<0>3943<0>3898<0>313<0>2060<0>426<0>969<0... |
It's about the slingers, the young crews working the packages, all of them willing to trade a morality that they've never seen or felt for a fleeting moment of material success. They are working the package with the hidden knowledge. | <0>1517<0>144<0>2142<0>366<0>1118<0>1977<0>3002<0>2060<0>3235<0>3295<0>3079<0>2799<0>2060<0>2826<0>2447<0>1737<0>243<0>1532<0>313<0>2860<0>969<0>3443<0>3987<0>1858<0>1715<0>866<0>259<0>1569<0>2374<0>969<0>1231<0>1865<0>3899<0>644<0>1773<0>2432<0>3374<0>3849<0>1715<0>363<0>2813<0>2782<0>2577<0>2001<0>348<0>2060<0>3791<0... |
That they will fall. That with rare exception, the money won't last, and the ride will be over in six months. Or four. Or three. | <0>1428<0>1526<0>983<0>983<0>3823<0>229<0>3943<0>3943<0>3484<0>3480<0>3240<0>3240<0>3122<0>3524<0>1108<0>4058<0>4095<0>1748<0>3526<0>3447<0>3661<0>2060<0>3898<0>512<0>151<0>1816<0>652<0>4069<0>1977<0>2488<0>2773<0>1351<0>1094<0>186<0>179<0>2044<0>426<0>3486<0>2181<0>313<0>1171<0>915<0>3067<0>66<0>3898<0>3505<0>2715<0>3... |
Violence is no longer the prerogative of the professional, but a function of impulse and emotion. | <0>1423<0>1500<0>3899<0>2001<0>2348<0>3551<0>495<0>1254<0>83<0>484<0>2619<0>2619<0>3146<0>1500<0>1480<0>2999<0>321<0>3339<0>366<0>2894<0>1073<0>915<0>2258<0>1480<0>2001<0>850<0>1977<0>967<0>1445<0>573<0>974<0>1878<0>464<0>1108<0>3018<0>1639<0>390<0>2348<0>599<0>3055<0>3045<0>2001<0>3380<0>3875<0>3373<0>593<0>2790<0>315... |
The contract killers and the well planned assassinations of earlier eras are mere myth on these corners. | <0>2389<0>652<0>1569<0>3505<0>1400<0>2787<0>3410<0>1582<0>3295<0>3828<0>83<0>915<0>3713<0>3535<0>118<0>2839<0>265<0>374<0>969<0>3943<0>3943<0>2999<0>1816<0>374<0>2860<0>967<0>3445<0>2999<0>3535<0>598<0>3339<0>3535<0>3535<0>65<0>3096<0>1719<0>3713<0>2060<0>3750<0>2594<0>1734<0>1569<0>3828<0>3020<0>969<0>2001<0>3065<0>27... |
Now, the moment of truth generally comes down to some man-child with hurt feelings waving a 38 around, spraying bullets up and down the block. | <0>3003<0>3156<0>967<0>3899<0>2648<0>3923<0>4004<0>1874<0>1084<0>3180<0>243<0>65<0>3828<0>1668<0>3603<0>716<0>2442<0>1858<0>3480<0>3907<0>967<0>154<0>313<0>664<0>1842<0>262<0>1517<0>3374<0>2787<0>154<0>2060<0>3535<0>2008<0>1945<0>969<0>1773<0>967<0>1351<0>1139<0>3349<0>691<0>2787<0>1084<0>1816<0>83<0>3480<0>1618<0>1618... |
The accidental shooting of bystanders is now commonplace. | <0>3561<0>3892<0>3349<0>1449<0>3535<0>3505<0>1518<0>155<0>2777<0>151<0>190<0>3541<0>2799<0>2072<0>3339<0>3339<0>3374<0>3002<0>3530<0>967<0>573<0>2142<0>3984<0>3850<0>1715<0>1919<0>3466<0>1108<0>4095<0>1748<0>2314<0>4055<0>2060<0>3096<0>3484<0>3899<0>366<0>1575<0>1267<0>1649<0>290<0>3053<0>1729<0>1569<0>2001<0>2027<0>28... |
Even 15 year old hoppers have loaded .38's hidden in the alley. | <0>2710<0>1076<0>3374<0>2027<0>2500<0>225<0>23<0>3861<0>2144<0>2378<0>3530<0>224<0>2060<0>512<0>3874<0>65<0>2619<0>411<0>3823<0>3082<0>3899<0>1569<0>3691<0>484<0>2645<0>3002<0>1715<0>1587<0>329<0>1145<0>2492<0>3726<0>1108<0>3466<0>1428<0>691<0>366<0>3943<0>3943<0>3134<0>645<0>3861<0>1773<0>915<0>1073<0>2751<0>3823<0>26... |
The junkyard dogs with neither the time nor the inclination for pity. | <0>3237<0>1108<0>2072<0>426<0>3204<0>78<0>652<0>2991<0>2058<0>3505<0>3782<0>2001<0>158<0>313<0>366<0>366<0>1569<0>782<0>3002<0>2795<0>497<0>2791<0>1016<0>3373<0>1914<0>3176<0>1076<0>969<0>3541<0>1071<0>1108<0>1748<0>313<0>1198<0>3318<0>366<0>2999<0>2881<0>3541<0>3658<0>3762<0>1108<0>405<0>1344<0>2790<0>2870<0>2888<0>33... |
The corner proves itself every day. It destroys whatever it touches. | <0>3791<0>2381<0>652<0>2619<0>1111<0>366<0>2327<0>83<0>3974<0>2525<0>3535<0>1960<0>3535<0>2999<0>1645<0>151<0>593<0>2327<0>1038<0>1335<0>1108<0>3637<0>1351<0>915<0>1076<0>1318<0>1171<0>2372<0>1318<0>1285<0>2840<0>1335<0>1108<0>1108<0>1108<0>3973<0>1989<0>1108<0>3762<0>1108<0>3003<0>3003<0>3003<0>3003<0>3003<0>1108<0>30... |
And eventually, the coroner destroyed DeAndre McCullough. | <0>1306<0>1175<0>313<0>1865<0>1171<0>2773<0>231<0>2894<0>3457<0>3176<0>1255<0>347<0>3693<0>3762<0>1108<0>19<0>2315<0>811<0>3391<0>3097<0>3762<0>543<0>426<0>1265<0>3150<0>974<0>3541<0>154<0>122<0>2525<0>3907<0>1118<0>484<0>2001<0>1351<0>1728<0>1255<0>1346<0>1145<0>1062<0>1748<0>2555<0>2398<0>1532<0>3096<0>809<0>2813<0>9... |
Even though he received the second chance in his life and he actually got to play | <0>2710<0>1171<0>969<0>2348<0>1118<0>3096<0>65<0>1400<0>3002<0>1076<0>151<0>2075<0>3002<0>3002<0>967<0>2175<0>3713<0>3607<0>4050<0>967<0>967<0>1835<0>3535<0>3603<0>2060<0>3535<0>1569<0>1842<0>1967<0>1105<0>3899<0>518<0>1399<0>518<0>3635<0>3610<0>1529<0>3096<0>1085<0>3376<0>3457<0>2703<0>2001<0>2666<0>1480<0>3750<0>1118... |
And that guy, DeAndre, who wrote that poem. | <0>3873<0>2703<0>908<0>1992<0>2004<0>1108<0>4019<0>1579<0>3750<0>3307<0>1730<0>691<0>691<0>151<0>2873<0>693<0>3422<0>3693<0>3556<0>83<0>2001<0>190<0>2881<0>3447<0>915<0>512<0>3943<0>1388<0>1865<0>2072<0>3373<0>2471<0>3923<0>2027<0>2878<0>1201<0>169<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0... |
Now, there's a reason I'm bringing all this up. And that is because we have a guest tonight. A guest that is actually- | <0>2769<0>3899<0>1882<0>2164<0>1944<0>2795<0>374<0>313<0>313<0>3348<0>3556<0>2525<0>3603<0>1569<0>3662<0>3943<0>65<0>1463<0>3373<0>974<0>2396<0>3069<0>259<0>3943<0>122<0>2060<0>3535<0>3344<0>2544<0>2001<0>207<0>866<0>2645<0>2251<0>2239<0>1108<0>1108<0>2840<0>313<0>3134<0>313<0>1112<0>1517<0>2432<0>3257<0>2999<0>1715<0>... |
A boxer, has been a long distance endurance athlete. | <0>1738<0>1738<0>3782<0>3899<0>1777<0>3002<0>1400<0>2001<0>2999<0>484<0>313<0>770<0>1384<0>1644<0>1500<0>3435<0>259<0>3972<0>3445<0>3823<0>2060<0>3084<0>313<0>2060<0>2060<0>1768<0>2881<0>2001<0>2544<0>3535<0>535<0>3899<0>3480<0>259<0>313<0>1076<0>1076<0>3114<0>3419<0>3981<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>206... |
Got his degree in medical engineering and applied mathematics. | <0>2096<0>599<0>599<0>2645<0>3374<0>2060<0>2826<0>1715<0>2328<0>2129<0>3348<0>3020<0>1076<0>1076<0>1175<0>2027<0>313<0>1773<0>3616<0>3828<0>2027<0>3457<0>3874<0>2703<0>3505<0>3376<0>3894<0>1175<0>2645<0>2044<0>374<0>2619<0>2787<0>3480<0>3541<0>969<0>3082<0>3899<0>1400<0>3134<0>969<0>1190<0>3899<0>3823<0>2229<0>3002<0>3... |
And did his residency in surgery. And the reason that I started off this whole | <0>3637<0>3750<0>2328<0>1076<0>3457<0>3457<0>3943<0>65<0>3535<0>2060<0>3823<0>3096<0>3002<0>3457<0>1076<0>2328<0>2936<0>957<0>1602<0>4015<0>1414<0>338<0>1076<0>1076<0>908<0>3204<0>2135<0>823<0>1710<0>3556<0>144<0>3943<0>3839<0>1945<0>154<0>190<0>1318<0>1346<0>1335<0>4095<0>1108<0>1108<0>3003<0>1108<0>3003<0>3003<0>1108... |
About the corner is because he did that residency. | <0>2511<0>2142<0>2824<0>2999<0>1500<0>366<0>3658<0>3393<0>426<0>366<0>1978<0>259<0>3976<0>83<0>1202<0>484<0>1812<0>694<0>949<0>1752<0>2751<0>313<0>3378<0>1076<0>2115<0>374<0>2999<0>2060<0>3235<0>3002<0>1198<0>3860<0>1145<0>3003<0>3003<0>1108<0>3003<0>4055<0>2378<0>3561<0>2060<0>2027<0>983<0>3505<0>974<0>2999<0>1517<0>1... |
At a place called Job, John Hopkins Hospital. | <0>290<0>3803<0>2631<0>2645<0>2520<0>3943<0>3457<0>385<0>366<0>2824<0>78<0>2645<0>366<0>3541<0>3393<0>1012<0>2432<0>2588<0>3899<0>1569<0>3849<0>1334<0>599<0>2001<0>2381<0>2060<0>1940<0>231<0>2666<0>2352<0>3762<0>3003<0>1108<0>977<0>112<0>3899<0>484<0>313<0>2826<0>3122<0>2864<0>3261<0>3615<0>3981<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>... |
Which is about three miles from the actual corner of Fayette Monroe Street. The war zone that's pictured in the book. The place where DeAndre McCullough lived. | <0>186<0>2739<0>512<0>1139<0>3374<0>2060<0>2034<0>599<0>2619<0>2645<0>3530<0>1835<0>313<0>782<0>3875<0>1945<0>2787<0>1334<0>2619<0>2008<0>83<0>243<0>3875<0>1472<0>644<0>2441<0>1400<0>2577<0>895<0>866<0>3180<0>1977<0>3185<0>83<0>1202<0>2231<0>1455<0>789<0>1108<0>3003<0>1108<0>1108<0>1649<0>2001<0>2323<0>3530<0>1832<0>11... |
And where violence was and in many ways still is just a part of life. | <0>1108<0>75<0>151<0>969<0>3541<0>3541<0>3750<0>691<0>83<0>3240<0>1945<0>1517<0>866<0>866<0>484<0>983<0>3535<0>1587<0>1198<0>1198<0>3762<0>1912<0>75<0>809<0>151<0>2366<0>3320<0>1076<0>1822<0>2027<0>1171<0>3874<0>3528<0>915<0>1171<0>2060<0>2060<0>1517<0>3235<0>3002<0>3535<0>2516<0>866<0>2060<0>3823<0>2060<0>3637<0>963<0... |
And Peter was at ground zero in the war zone. | <0>2772<0>2645<0>740<0>3457<0>3939<0>1738<0>158<0>915<0>1517<0>3668<0>1944<0>3621<0>3172<0>2409<0>2398<0>871<0>915<0>512<0>2999<0>2133<0>2544<0>2826<0>3457<0>2733<0>691<0>915<0>3541<0>518<0>3324<0>3320<0>2751<0>2027<0>3943<0>3435<0>3435<0>2471<0>3603<0>3593<0>915<0>512<0>3134<0>620<0>1658<0>3981<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>... |
And saw more darkness and suffering probably than any person should have to. And learned a lot from it. And we're gonna get to that in a bit. | <0>2398<0>3320<0>3096<0>3002<0>3535<0>2860<0>3899<0>2823<0>2001<0>1675<0>1022<0>4009<0>2799<0>3246<0>3374<0>1977<0>1977<0>65<0>2525<0>3535<0>2619<0>4074<0>3235<0>313<0>151<0>819<0>2668<0>1569<0>2619<0>2619<0>3943<0>969<0>1668<0>190<0>1076<0>3435<0>3592<0>2001<0>1112<0>1715<0>2075<0>1445<0>1171<0>1944<0>3505<0>83<0>1448... |
You grew up. We'll get, we'll get right into it. You grew up, tell us a little bit about just growing up. You grew up in Canada. And I know you've covered, for those of you that haven't listened to... | <0>895<0>313<0>1073<0>3213<0>506<0>2001<0>2327<0>3662<0>158<0>3435<0>229<0>1858<0>65<0>2014<0>3943<0>492<0>3484<0>275<0>275<0>2881<0>1254<0>1139<0>3617<0>154<0>2106<0>2980<0>3901<0>1209<0>151<0>4083<0>173<0>154<0>1977<0>2619<0>1977<0>3235<0>3348<0>2799<0>262<0>2799<0>2999<0>3662<0>1773<0>3535<0>2832<0>262<0>262<0>83<0>... |
The Tim Ferriss' interview with you. Listen to him. What is that, three of them? | <0>2815<0>2004<0>65<0>3530<0>3505<0>83<0>932<0>2142<0>1715<0>2769<0>3530<0>2645<0>2645<0>3457<0>4009<0>915<0>3541<0>87<0>3898<0>715<0>1568<0>2378<0>1175<0>915<0>1738<0>1034<0>1912<0>4095<0>3222<0>313<0>3002<0>2769<0>3593<0>3348<0>2824<0>3658<0>4046<0>2060<0>1865<0>1400<0>2001<0>3923<0>154<0>2357<0>3263<0>2068<0>2068<0>... |
Yeah, I think so. You can listen to those and get more details on, you know, Peter, his whole background, but. | <0>2435<0>2935<0>2748<0>466<0>3592<0>2809<0>2823<0>3413<0>1687<0>2703<0>2703<0>1400<0>2217<0>83<0>3894<0>620<0>2409<0>957<0>3693<0>3457<0>526<0>4067<0>3791<0>1118<0>2034<0>2999<0>1118<0>2703<0>3457<0>3508<0>982<0>1320<0>151<0>304<0>2832<0>2060<0>3096<0>3002<0>1564<0>2619<0>1977<0>898<0>1569<0>2860<0>2544<0>2178<0>1414<... |
For those that are just listening right now, you grew up in Canada, give us a little statement about that. | <0>1145<0>3447<0>1945<0>2327<0>3235<0>1351<0>3582<0>3551<0>1500<0>1683<0>1112<0>83<0>3505<0>1351<0>1334<0>1569<0>3541<0>2044<0>1649<0>3003<0>3457<0>2284<0>3031<0>366<0>3541<0>3002<0>262<0>3603<0>83<0>1977<0>3002<0>3135<0>3809<0>1518<0>457<0>3898<0>2348<0>527<0>1719<0>1967<0>1966<0>2034<0>2348<0>1518<0>1518<0>2213<0>327... |
And then you worked in the civilian world a little while with that degree, right? | <0>3284<0>2070<0>190<0>3376<0>1171<0>3585<0>3096<0>3435<0>3923<0>2047<0>2133<0>280<0>3707<0>2272<0>2060<0>1076<0>1977<0>3535<0>83<0>144<0>2410<0>3445<0>259<0>479<0>3943<0>484<0>3782<0>479<0>3687<0>2001<0>3899<0>259<0>2697<0>1488<0>4095<0>3726<0>3003<0>2589<0>1575<0>3373<0>2733<0>864<0>3480<0>3349<0>3008<0>3008<0>1265<0... |
So then you get in med school, you go there, what's that, four years, another four years of school, and then you get done with that, and now it's time to do your residency. So, do you get to pick where you're gonna go? | <0>889<0>1977<0>3987<0>3647<0>1100<0>2881<0>1835<0>21<0>1400<0>1569<0>3782<0>678<0>2035<0>1199<0>3023<0>2870<0>3297<0>3980<0>384<0>1568<0>553<0>2142<0>2999<0>1865<0>1865<0>2999<0>3884<0>3658<0>3524<0>866<0>3235<0>2060<0>2787<0>1842<0>259<0>512<0>1175<0>65<0>1715<0>3356<0>2001<0>2001<0>1842<0>259<0>65<0>3976<0>2826<0>17... |
When you were, what was it, what was the thing that slipped or, this is going backwards a little bit, what was the thing that transitioned in your mind where you all of a sudden wanted to do medicine? | <0>229<0>1858<0>895<0>2155<0>3972<0>1099<0>1886<0>2715<0>2645<0>3828<0>974<0>3045<0>3480<0>4067<0>1354<0>506<0>3449<0>3582<0>300<0>3480<0>2703<0>1174<0>2826<0>2525<0>313<0>3662<0>1804<0>262<0>2750<0>738<0>1287<0>4095<0>3762<0>77<0>2984<0>3950<0>522<0>2060<0>2030<0>2001<0>3120<0>366<0>599<0>1265<0>2142<0>144<0>2471<0>88... |
Okay, so now you go through that, you end up, you get your accepted due residency at John Hopkins. You show up there. What's that like? | <0>799<0>1424<0>2240<0>2348<0>652<0>1085<0>3480<0>3002<0>3899<0>2619<0>262<0>3107<0>1688<0>151<0>1865<0>599<0>2619<0>1645<0>3541<0>231<0>2594<0>2001<0>809<0>3096<0>3505<0>1865<0>879<0>1076<0>83<0>1835<0>3374<0>2999<0>3658<0>1649<0>1324<0>1076<0>2155<0>4048<0>1782<0>2187<0>2060<0>3266<0>2733<0>2520<0>3943<0>290<0>290<0>... |
Yeah, I have some actual stats that I pulled up. So Warzone in 1993, there was 48 murders for every hundred thousand people. There's what 700,000 in the, in the city. The next highest was in 2015. | <0>1998<0>1967<0>22<0>3447<0>3244<0>2730<0>548<0>3490<0>1101<0>3349<0>3349<0>2525<0>3045<0>83<0>2787<0>1400<0>2070<0>4008<0>2030<0>1487<0>2881<0>2999<0>2008<0>652<0>1480<0>678<0>366<0>3246<0>3660<0>652<0>3782<0>304<0>1079<0>4019<0>4095<0>977<0>4095<0>1488<0>3898<0>3435<0>3782<0>83<0>1715<0>1804<0>1882<0>1992<0>1095<0>1... |
And so, you know, I have to put this in there. Just, you know, because we're sitting here calling it a war zone. So when I was in Ramadi, in | <0>4<0>1363<0>3295<0>65<0>3002<0>3850<0>2860<0>2488<0>3828<0>4088<0>1688<0>77<0>3457<0>3082<0>1882<0>3349<0>2795<0>1480<0>1500<0>1816<0>809<0>275<0>2645<0>1645<0>2044<0>290<0>4095<0>3762<0>543<0>1335<0>2769<0>2525<0>3364<0>3029<0>3378<0>512<0>1214<0>3435<0>1361<0>1959<0>1197<0>2909<0>2323<0>2525<0>1007<0>838<0>3484<0>1... |
2006, the 1-1 AED, which is the, the Ready First Brigade, you know, 5,600 soldiers, while we were there with them for 6 months, they lost 61 guys. So, | <0>3003<0>1449<0>151<0>3480<0>366<0>144<0>2327<0>2826<0>3002<0>1977<0>1240<0>838<0>3002<0>216<0>1198<0>948<0>114<0>1335<0>1579<0>3373<0>2751<0>3782<0>1099<0>3923<0>599<0>3376<0>1568<0>3176<0>3457<0>3096<0>3943<0>969<0>809<0>3535<0>426<0>2001<0>2544<0>3662<0>559<0>3625<0>3662<0>3658<0>229<0>3541<0>3082<0>3457<0>3899<0>2... |
What I'm saying is, now that doesn't count the enemy casualties, but it counts the friendly casualties that are showing up at our med center, right? So there, you know, you're talking three or four hundred, well you just said one a day. Yeah, about one a day. Okay. | <0>1782<0>3672<0>2437<0>2462<0>2462<0>4048<0>1108<0>158<0>3828<0>3082<0>313<0>3535<0>3480<0>776<0>3892<0>3376<0>1400<0>3535<0>3002<0>793<0>3082<0>3782<0>3782<0>2999<0>2999<0>3582<0>21<0>3235<0>4067<0>3480<0>1084<0>974<0>3246<0>3374<0>2462<0>3457<0>1966<0>1885<0>3973<0>1040<0>967<0>573<0>3661<0>1324<0>809<0>3349<0>2999<... |
That's kinda why I read that one excerpt. It's like, we can't win. Which is... | <0>587<0>3750<0>1105<0>770<0>3413<0>2787<0>2999<0>259<0>2999<0>3612<0>512<0>3943<0>259<0>3484<0>1568<0>3530<0>3031<0>3435<0>895<0>1500<0>3134<0>3134<0>1095<0>4095<0>1961<0>1584<0>3437<0>1445<0>1816<0>2231<0>3913<0>1532<0>4050<0>2008<0>492<0>1526<0>1730<0>3096<0>3612<0>931<0>3435<0>243<0>3823<0>2582<0>556<0>3393<0>1145<... |
An awful thought. And that's what, that's the impression the book gives you, is we can't win. And I don't, the way he phrases it of being like, it doesn't matter how many police and whatever you do, you're going against human desire. | <0>2589<0>1895<0>2001<0>1804<0>3246<0>1683<0>1683<0>3480<0>259<0>2374<0>2525<0>2750<0>2619<0>931<0>2035<0>114<0>1329<0>4095<0>1428<0>3281<0>2525<0>967<0>1865<0>3002<0>3750<0>231<0>2999<0>1639<0>2881<0>1977<0>1967<0>3096<0>374<0>3505<0>3535<0>2703<0>2799<0>1569<0>1472<0>2060<0>190<0>2205<0>543<0>593<0>224<0>823<0>2525<0... |
So that would legitimately kill, like, if I took 200 milligrams, that would really jack someone up. | <0>798<0>3791<0>932<0>3244<0>3235<0>2060<0>1782<0>3374<0>1351<0>2001<0>2750<0>3457<0>3002<0>1977<0>1118<0>1790<0>1688<0>4067<0>65<0>1146<0>3096<0>1842<0>3505<0>3002<0>3447<0>3356<0>1773<0>2799<0>2001<0>3617<0>2001<0>2873<0>1329<0>1632<0>324<0>2001<0>1500<0>1214<0>2598<0>512<0>1715<0>1579<0>1642<0>2760<0>3823<0>275<0>51... |
And it seems like also you had a future, right? You had a life. You were in medical school. You're going to, you know, you're going to do something where there's a lot of these people that are drug addicts. What are they? They have no life that they're looking forward to. They're just looking forward to nothing. | <0>4062<0>3295<0>2084<0>809<0>1967<0>3002<0>231<0>1977<0>413<0>618<0>3248<0>2060<0>2826<0>3457<0>3373<0>484<0>3672<0>3096<0>2060<0>3505<0>932<0>3828<0>866<0>3803<0>3535<0>3750<0>3457<0>1532<0>1027<0>154<0>789<0>290<0>3762<0>3762<0>4095<0>3003<0>3003<0>1199<0>3260<0>1121<0>3505<0>2588<0>1773<0>15<0>3809<0>3235<0>776<0>3... |
Now, that's one of the things, the sleep deprivation, because people always, obviously, I take a lot of flack. | <0>3860<0>3349<0>1017<0>3448<0>2648<0>2277<0>3107<0>154<0>2539<0>2525<0>3621<0>3348<0>3750<0>3530<0>2703<0>2060<0>3457<0>3753<0>1688<0>1688<0>1346<0>1335<0>1579<0>3295<0>2008<0>151<0>3462<0>2881<0>366<0>2001<0>2881<0>3374<0>895<0>2525<0>3839<0>65<0>3240<0>1990<0>484<0>3295<0>1487<0>413<0>1569<0>2142<0>313<0>3096<0>3535... |
So what did that look, what's that like when you're going through residency and you're just saying, I mean, there's days where you're going 24 or 48 hours, no sleep. And how did that affect you? | <0>2705<0>259<0>3963<0>3582<0>1564<0>2750<0>313<0>3373<0>2750<0>300<0>1865<0>3505<0>1977<0>967<0>2619<0>1835<0>3377<0>2619<0>1500<0>2060<0>2001<0>3505<0>3535<0>374<0>3002<0>3374<0>3457<0>3096<0>3457<0>313<0>1715<0>1715<0>1977<0>2881<0>1351<0>1318<0>4038<0>1171<0>3457<0>3556<0>573<0>3374<0>1715<0>1400<0>3376<0>1400<0>37... |
What did you think of that? What do you think looking back at it? What's your opinion of it now? | <0>1459<0>457<0>3898<0>3898<0>866<0>3603<0>1715<0>2506<0>3002<0>3530<0>1832<0>1009<0>3923<0>259<0>3280<0>2525<0>3002<0>1835<0>2550<0>144<0>22<0>512<0>1324<0>1085<0>3612<0>809<0>1085<0>2881<0>3851<0>424<0>3726<0>4095<0>1108<0>4095<0>614<0>1738<0>1442<0>1488<0>3803<0>3435<0>1769<0>2052<0>1510<0>1510<0>3429<0>2577<0>2060<... |
Driving a car is kind of boring, right? Stoplights. But when you're really tired, but then all of a sudden something happens, like BOOM. I feel like when that happens, I feel like I can lock on. There's almost no amount of sleep deprivation that will stop me from functioning and getting something done that's important... | <0>3114<0>1208<0>3349<0>1865<0>967<0>746<0>1687<0>2970<0>2142<0>1341<0>1865<0>599<0>1645<0>411<0>1569<0>1334<0>512<0>1384<0>1480<0>275<0>776<0>2844<0>2826<0>770<0>1084<0>2787<0>2619<0>1362<0>522<0>3535<0>2795<0>1457<0>576<0>2128<0>1285<0>1579<0>3031<0>1738<0>313<0>2378<0>2588<0>3841<0>2181<0>3943<0>3295<0>2525<0>3002<0... |
Did you do, did you figure out any tricks, any, you know, for instance, I can, when I was going through SEAL training and even my whole career and even to this day, I take these, I take little power naps. If I'm feeling that tired, I elevate my feet and I sleep for like six to eight minutes and it totally recharges me... | <0>1517<0>3457<0>668<0>3457<0>433<0>2894<0>317<0>3556<0>3484<0>3480<0>3823<0>2001<0>262<0>1076<0>716<0>21<0>21<0>1644<0>1400<0>3850<0>22<0>491<0>3668<0>3530<0>3457<0>2462<0>1967<0>1967<0>1967<0>148<0>75<0>2980<0>3733<0>224<0>1965<0>3457<0>313<0>3045<0>2860<0>3603<0>1773<0>3791<0>1835<0>3002<0>203<0>3052<0>652<0>3480<0>... |
You know, that's, I mean, I would, not that, but I've told people this all the time too, you know, do, do a little bit of physical exercise. If you're super tired, that definitely picks you back up. There's gotta be some reality or some scientific reason for that happening. So that's another thing you can do. But uhm, | <0>3678<0>3542<0>3062<0>2966<0>596<0>2999<0>21<0>2630<0>2860<0>2001<0>2881<0>3397<0>2730<0>2787<0>2142<0>512<0>1992<0>1790<0>512<0>2860<0>1111<0>535<0>2970<0>3884<0>1816<0>1992<0>614<0>2004<0>3243<0>3347<0>1079<0>2396<0>4009<0>2374<0>144<0>1500<0>2645<0>3884<0>2001<0>1977<0>259<0>259<0>144<0>1645<0>2782<0>809<0>1568<0>... |
So you were, so okay, we know it sucks, you're not sleeping, and you're dealing with these patients, and how do you start to... | <0>770<0>2525<0>1773<0>506<0>311<0>2525<0>3002<0>3899<0>2999<0>3612<0>355<0>2703<0>512<0>2485<0>3612<0>2298<0>512<0>3031<0>3535<0>3535<0>2860<0>2787<0>1400<0>313<0>2001<0>2860<0>3535<0>562<0>3295<0>2633<0>1085<0>967<0>1794<0>3950<0>114<0>4095<0>4095<0>424<0>1175<0>3295<0>151<0>2155<0>243<0>2398<0>1076<0>1171<0>3374<0>3... |
Detach from this reality that's around you so you're not getting, you know, cause you said already you like the kind of the emotional involvement with people, but then at the same time you said it didn't take long before you despise these patients that are coming in because they're interrupting your sleep and botherin... | <0>3374<0>716<0>3535<0>1944<0>1500<0>3899<0>599<0>1998<0>3374<0>3374<0>3238<0>3199<0>365<0>4095<0>3003<0>3003<0>4095<0>3003<0>3003<0>3762<0>4095<0>2004<0>374<0>3448<0>3045<0>3235<0>3899<0>3782<0>313<0>668<0>3134<0>4095<0>4095<0>1579<0>548<0>3484<0>1273<0>259<0>151<0>3457<0>1850<0>366<0>366<0>3603<0>1076<0>3612<0>3751<0... |
That's gotta be a crazy balance to try and strike as a human being. I mean, human beings are not meant to be dealing with 16 puncture wounds a day. That's not right. So, | <0>493<0>1444<0>15<0>1189<0>1865<0>2787<0>3445<0>3929<0>2462<0>599<0>1657<0>2771<0>644<0>3963<0>3542<0>3002<0>3060<0>2506<0>3929<0>967<0>1569<0>3146<0>1977<0>2826<0>3791<0>694<0>1400<0>1569<0>3082<0>2525<0>22<0>1027<0>2860<0>3349<0>3484<0>3484<0>3484<0>809<0>1967<0>2826<0>895<0>313<0>1041<0>151<0>3096<0>3821<0>1910<0>2... |
What, what happens in your brain? What happened in your mind? What did you notice about your mentality in this whole business as time went on? | <0>4095<0>3898<0>866<0>2750<0>3763<0>2863<0>2750<0>15<0>3899<0>1838<0>2585<0>2060<0>2060<0>313<0>1463<0>259<0>3899<0>967<0>1794<0>3852<0>2787<0>1687<0>3603<0>1076<0>3612<0>1214<0>1084<0>3899<0>776<0>512<0>2181<0>6<0>3374<0>3457<0>593<0>2668<0>3834<0>4067<0>379<0>3751<0>3899<0>2001<0>1084<0>2860<0>3107<0>797<0>4095<0>22... |
Oh, and even the, even the girl, the 16 year old girl, she's part of the cycle too, because that's just a stray bullet. That's right. | <0>2096<0>2999<0>2471<0>2410<0>3457<0>65<0>1945<0>1500<0>1645<0>3884<0>2060<0>3750<0>1645<0>3538<0>1850<0>2619<0>2001<0>3002<0>1977<0>3002<0>2826<0>1568<0>1500<0>1500<0>3603<0>1882<0>2060<0>3457<0>3176<0>2978<0>224<0>4095<0>4095<0>4095<0>4095<0>1329<0>2875<0>2970<0>275<0>1118<0>2008<0>2999<0>898<0>327<0>3002<0>3295<0>3... |
And then that happens. So, you do everything you can to save this kid's life. And then you walk in, you face the mother, you drop the most devastating possible, imaginable news on her. | <0>2437<0>3096<0>1076<0>3096<0>1076<0>1832<0>3484<0>1835<0>1865<0>1687<0>2197<0>593<0>2966<0>3480<0>2136<0>3693<0>1145<0>1145<0>1145<0>1335<0>1108<0>1108<0>857<0>509<0>3850<0>3899<0>366<0>974<0>3435<0>1769<0>872<0>1329<0>648<0>1329<0>3003<0>3003<0>1108<0>1209<0>3096<0>3874<0>3530<0>107<0>1673<0>967<0>1500<0>313<0>3457<... |
Make it that much worse that you got this- you juxtaposed the- the- | <0>1145<0>3267<0>2258<0>313<0>3750<0>2645<0>1967<0>1664<0>740<0>3393<0>3018<0>3849<0>3592<0>3291<0>2173<0>1549<0>3486<0>484<0>3592<0>1737<0>2751<0>3435<0>1569<0>1618<0>3155<0>1517<0>3984<0>596<0>1564<0>2524<0>2573<0>793<0>1377<0>2258<0>3899<0>366<0>1793<0>4050<0>509<0>3873<0>1108<0>4095<0>4095<0>1688<0>1782<0>1377<0>18... |
Kind of this normal kid, right? Who dies in this random accident. And then at the same time, every night, you're, you've got people that are killing each other. | <0>3797<0>1842<0>313<0>3522<0>2060<0>2015<0>1334<0>1500<0>1882<0>3435<0>3413<0>2060<0>3374<0>3667<0>1844<0>2178<0>1331<0>3899<0>1642<0>2244<0>23<0>3388<0>2004<0>679<0>1858<0>645<0>3612<0>2787<0>2525<0>2060<0>1112<0>3480<0>3943<0>1835<0>2525<0>969<0>2230<0>764<0>1190<0>2514<0>1400<0>3645<0>580<0>23<0>2780<0>3233<0>1513<... |
How does it, does that also play into your, your thoughts about, hey, I'm here trying to save these people's lives and they're out there killing each other for over nothing, over the street corner, over this, over that. Did you go down that road mentally? | <0>13<0>2860<0>3834<0>3551<0>1299<0>2464<0>4050<0>3551<0>1564<0>1865<0>215<0>2106<0>2899<0>1583<0>2094<0>1977<0>1715<0>3987<0>492<0>2511<0>1519<0>1277<0>3750<0>3235<0>3062<0>22<0>2027<0>3002<0>3457<0>2860<0>484<0>3678<0>2791<0>1852<0>3079<0>593<0>2323<0>2860<0>2860<0>2860<0>2966<0>3002<0>2705<0>3042<0>1019<0>1063<0>203... |
How do they, how do they, how do they address that when you're going to medical school? That whole idea. | <0>3678<0>2027<0>339<0>2751<0>2310<0>2795<0>526<0>2585<0>4072<0>3582<0>2309<0>1415<0>133<0>4095<0>4095<0>4095<0>114<0>3505<0>2303<0>1175<0>1318<0>3603<0>3373<0>1517<0>313<0>366<0>2730<0>374<0>1882<0>2230<0>3347<0>1914<0>366<0>1354<0>2015<0>327<0>974<0>1361<0>3803<0>1108<0>4095<0>9<0>1885<0>1095<0>4083<0>3082<0>275<0>29... |
They've got it covered on some, or is it just so underlying, the underlying theme of everything you do that by the time you get done, you're, it's there? | <0>2205<0>1773<0>2155<0>3556<0>2142<0>1736<0>2410<0>366<0>652<0>275<0>1500<0>2999<0>932<0>144<0>607<0>1362<0>2787<0>1773<0>3535<0>1719<0>1773<0>3002<0>155<0>349<0>3762<0>234<0>2525<0>3551<0>3791<0>83<0>2860<0>231<0>1500<0>2054<0>1329<0>1500<0>1773<0>3505<0>2142<0>259<0>2008<0>1400<0>776<0>1882<0>512<0>1329<0>1277<0>593... |
Well, absolutely, I mean, that's what happens in the military, you get guys that go through... | <0>2955<0>2471<0>1910<0>1609<0>3082<0>3480<0>898<0>3972<0>3069<0>3480<0>1862<0>3008<0>2197<0>324<0>3710<0>1076<0>2378<0>3478<0>3569<0>1118<0>3505<0>2583<0>2060<0>327<0>974<0>882<0>2142<0>2197<0>548<0>2544<0>2497<0>484<0>2799<0>2966<0>374<0>2060<0>1730<0>1175<0>1730<0>3349<0>3612<0>3535<0>580<0>2799<0>3348<0>180<0>593<0... |
Tough situations, tough battles, and they obvi- they become closer going through it. And part of the thing that brings them close together is you're talking about what's going on as it's happening and after it happens. What did you- | <0>4095<0>3364<0>3448<0>4009<0>3447<0>491<0>2060<0>3427<0>3373<0>1518<0>1175<0>3530<0>3002<0>1463<0>509<0>433<0>2001<0>3385<0>1095<0>1977<0>3612<0>275<0>1990<0>3150<0>3850<0>3002<0>2036<0>3892<0>3612<0>3522<0>303<0>3480<0>3612<0>2142<0>599<0>2716<0>3874<0>3374<0>2366<0>1329<0>4095<0>1532<0>3457<0>2762<0>3348<0>2544<0>3... |
Yeah, we talk about war and we talk about leadership and we talk about history. | <0>4095<0>3175<0>3096<0>2471<0>151<0>2970<0>1569<0>1738<0>1645<0>974<0>457<0>3435<0>3420<0>2471<0>599<0>2471<0>2488<0>366<0>2864<0>3541<0>1738<0>2155<0>3522<0>3641<0>1719<0>2057<0>2989<0>1463<0>3248<0>1084<0>366<0>1738<0>1816<0>2488<0>1111<0>802<0>3678<0>80<0>2760<0>518<0>81<0>3526<0>3457<0>3295<0>809<0>2881<0>2001<0>1... |
But I find that the actual root of what the podcast becomes about is, is really about human nature. And what people, what human beings are like. Was there... | <0>1579<0>2034<0>300<0>1945<0>2106<0>898<0>3349<0>1449<0>1472<0>2999<0>1835<0>1105<0>2014<0>1532<0>1967<0>3349<0>2970<0>3600<0>231<0>866<0>1422<0>1768<0>1858<0>243<0>3918<0>2419<0>3373<0>406<0>2520<0>1738<0>1675<0>366<0>2648<0>3509<0>3530<0>3612<0>2787<0>2826<0>751<0>1711<0>3726<0>648<0>1532<0>1965<0>1400<0>599<0>1992<... |
I'll give you both sides of this question. Did you learn anything about people, about human nature there that was surprisingly positive? | <0>1646<0>898<0>2799<0>2060<0>1835<0>151<0>3541<0>2750<0>259<0>3002<0>2787<0>1865<0>367<0>3505<0>1693<0>144<0>2619<0>809<0>1139<0>983<0>3541<0>75<0>4095<0>1108<0>4095<0>3003<0>3762<0>1108<0>3661<0>317<0>3457<0>2588<0>1118<0>231<0>2860<0>179<0>3710<0>1175<0>1967<0>2525<0>3892<0>2471<0>2787<0>3341<0>3262<0>3875<0>1377<0>... |
And before you answer that one, did you learn anything about human nature while you were there that was surprisingly negative? | <0>2435<0>1773<0>512<0>3447<0>1842<0>3963<0>3374<0>3963<0>824<0>1977<0>2060<0>2750<0>2619<0>974<0>3373<0>2520<0>3823<0>1719<0>3556<0>915<0>931<0>3943<0>2832<0>3603<0>3823<0>3823<0>3823<0>2703<0>1816<0>2001<0>1812<0>2309<0>2823<0>1816<0>3561<0>1175<0>716<0>2659<0>3923<0>2488<0>3556<0>3373<0>1351<0>2598<0>355<0>1816<0>40... |
You know, it's, it's, uh, going back to the first point that you mentioned, and it's something that I've heard people talk about as well, my buddies talk about, is, you know, the whole idea of | <0>2433<0>1945<0>83<0>2001<0>2741<0>1105<0>1965<0>243<0>793<0>3433<0>2008<0>3339<0>89<0>3246<0>1805<0>1108<0>229<0>898<0>512<0>3541<0>3339<0>2795<0>1882<0>3732<0>366<0>313<0>3984<0>2619<0>2748<0>3871<0>3266<0>1730<0>1882<0>2645<0>3907<0>2645<0>2366<0>374<0>2004<0>3466<0>3848<0>3612<0>2582<0>2393<0>3803<0>4095<0>4095<0>... |
Post-traumatic stress and all that and what war does to people and one thing that I happen to agree with is pretty similar to what you're saying and that is | <0>1108<0>3377<0>3348<0>696<0>1445<0>3823<0>275<0>3437<0>3823<0>3704<0>3985<0>3002<0>3266<0>1816<0>3349<0>3535<0>3002<0>1517<0>3620<0>1071<0>2435<0>3612<0>974<0>974<0>3750<0>3480<0>2787<0>3393<0>464<0>2462<0>967<0>2155<0>1822<0>1188<0>1835<0>2991<0>3435<0>231<0>2630<0>3069<0>512<0>3898<0>3821<0>3782<0>652<0>3750<0>2999... |
Going into the war, right? If the person has got a good, stable mindset. | <0>543<0>426<0>313<0>3373<0>2894<0>3823<0>2027<0>672<0>65<0>3348<0>1575<0>1329<0>2004<0>1500<0>3435<0>895<0>2707<0>1569<0>2231<0>207<0>3505<0>2598<0>487<0>306<0>1108<0>4095<0>4095<0>368<0>1842<0>366<0>3791<0>2001<0>1773<0>1715<0>313<0>2027<0>2398<0>1912<0>1593<0>3530<0>2525<0>1715<0>421<0>948<0>3612<0>3339<0>512<0>2324... |
And a good attitude and is a positive person and they're gonna come out of it with all those good positive things amplified. They're gonna be more positive, they're gonna be stronger, they're gonna be mentally tougher. It's the people that go into it that are already somehow fractured. | <0>1108<0>3585<0>967<0>313<0>3008<0>1261<0>313<0>1832<0>967<0>3484<0>3374<0>3002<0>2485<0>593<0>2894<0>573<0>2733<0>3522<0>556<0>3803<0>1108<0>3015<0>1773<0>2488<0>2488<0>1129<0>1683<0>3535<0>1500<0>374<0>2001<0>3484<0>3791<0>1500<0>2230<0>3823<0>3823<0>2366<0>1095<0>4095<0>4095<0>4095<0>1108<0>3973<0>3328<0>3763<0>178... |
Those fractures are gonna get worse through the trauma of combat. Again, uhm, this is a broad generalization and there's definitely great guys that see things or do things that they, that it, it hurts them and it takes them a while to get through it. | <0>426<0>1816<0>2144<0>2999<0>2970<0>526<0>3374<0>1400<0>2645<0>3661<0>1730<0>2989<0>3435<0>3972<0>2813<0>3530<0>1715<0>1719<0>2129<0>3973<0>1830<0>838<0>915<0>915<0>229<0>229<0>2004<0>1579<0>3612<0>616<0>1569<0>3348<0>366<0>3797<0>880<0>2327<0>2221<0>366<0>1328<0>366<0>1084<0>2124<0>151<0>3457<0>3539<0>2230<0>3803<0>4... |
But there's also some guys you go, you know, that guy was messed up when we showed up. | <0>2799<0>1696<0>181<0>797<0>2075<0>3082<0>898<0>2094<0>3791<0>1618<0>3535<0>1569<0>2703<0>2970<0>22<0>3457<0>1730<0>652<0>2142<0>366<0>3662<0>738<0>1335<0>4095<0>2433<0>1835<0>83<0>3798<0>65<0>3349<0>355<0>2806<0>1500<0>2525<0>3874<0>3612<0>1977<0>3535<0>3480<0>1111<0>866<0>3943<0>2894<0>229<0>3176<0>2371<0>396<0>1480... |
And now he's worse and it's that pressure that opens up those fractures even wider. And it's interesting that you got this, you saw that with family structures as well. And I could completely see how that happens and that happens, right? That happens in it. You don't even need trauma to make that happen. I mean, you g... | <0>824<0>2155<0>3556<0>3082<0>3348<0>1022<0>2588<0>1710<0>1518<0>366<0>1273<0>3535<0>374<0>2597<0>3530<0>1730<0>2310<0>1967<0>1865<0>1613<0>374<0>2860<0>2142<0>3139<0>884<0>1816<0>1480<0>3881<0>3794<0>782<0>2881<0>3790<0>974<0>512<0>3180<0>512<0>3750<0>3871<0>1816<0>1118<0>1842<0>2001<0>3480<0>3801<0>3839<0>1719<0>3134... |
Whereas if they're tight, you know, going through some financial problems, they'll get tighter. They'll buckle down, they'll save money together, they'll skip the movies, they'll start, you know, they'll enjoy cooking ramen noodles together. So that trauma can, can... | <0>87<0>3067<0>3505<0>3235<0>3484<0>3480<0>2539<0>3791<0>2787<0>2806<0>3374<0>1557<0>2056<0>3156<0>3457<0>3484<0>3348<0>1569<0>2585<0>1642<0>3530<0>3002<0>3447<0>593<0>2787<0>1085<0>3505<0>939<0>2001<0>275<0>2619<0>1992<0>3535<0>2030<0>2105<0>0<0>2187<0>3505<0>2645<0>1131<0>2983<0>2488<0>2470<0>1644<0>3662<0>797<0>464<... |
Expose those fractures. That's why it's important to try and... | <0>3466<0>3713<0>809<0>1715<0>2799<0>2860<0>2999<0>1118<0>1118<0>2585<0>1118<0>593<0>2142<0>2787<0>526<0>884<0>2060<0>1737<0>215<0>2202<0>2619<0>3002<0>2619<0>3505<0>3248<0>144<0>259<0>2181<0>3117<0>809<0>3373<0>1273<0>652<0>2787<0>2881<0>969<0>3541<0>2575<0>3981<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<0>2068<... |
You'll like this story. So, we had to take a psychological screening. This is in the 90's, so it wasn't like we were super advanced on any of this stuff. And I'm going, when I was going through boot camp. | <0>213<0>231<0>492<0>1977<0>3869<0>548<0>1977<0>3002<0>3480<0>366<0>366<0>3457<0>2197<0>3693<0>3433<0>3850<0>3791<0>1687<0>2142<0>2619<0>1738<0>2300<0>588<0>1329<0>3067<0>22<0>3480<0>2733<0>2966<0>2598<0>2715<0>3235<0>1683<0>3612<0>484<0>1518<0>2001<0>1341<0>3782<0>3551<0>3480<0>1171<0>65<0>1086<0>1118<0>2934<0>2894<0>... |
They gave us a psychological screening for, for our attempt to go to SEAL training. And so they asked a bunch of questions and it was complete the sentence questions. | <0>593<0>3376<0>3096<0>1318<0>3821<0>776<0>2999<0>3535<0>2094<0>3791<0>1865<0>1116<0>366<0>2001<0>1693<0>259<0>2773<0>3133<0>3373<0>1171<0>1171<0>324<0>517<0>1335<0>4095<0>2569<0>2323<0>1472<0>2707<0>94<0>3782<0>2001<0>3871<0>797<0>2987<0>2433<0>2366<0>77<0>2187<0>2323<0>259<0>366<0>2488<0>691<0>2799<0>207<0>290<0>4095... |
And so it would, it was really obvious what would, what would flag you. And so I made every answer. | <0>3585<0>2060<0>3002<0>1715<0>2530<0>2001<0>3828<0>2138<0>3713<0>951<0>3874<0>3079<0>2393<0>3555<0>840<0>779<0>1773<0>3373<0>3295<0>151<0>3612<0>1902<0>2860<0>151<0>1773<0>1217<0>2525<0>2889<0>2116<0>3029<0>4019<0>2181<0>231<0>3834<0>2474<0>969<0>512<0>348<0>983<0>2750<0>2181<0>243<0>1449<0>1842<0>2060<0>2750<0>1105<0... |
Uh, cause we were, I was in boot camp and the food sucked and so every answer that I gave was just all about food. So for instance, they'd say, complete this sentence, I hate when my mother | <0>932<0>2001<0>1111<0>652<0>2060<0>3348<0>2210<0>2787<0>313<0>3541<0>3348<0>2258<0>3480<0>967<0>599<0>3541<0>1738<0>2594<0>2525<0>3348<0>3002<0>3535<0>1362<0>1084<0>3579<0>2881<0>969<0>908<0>1740<0>2282<0>1977<0>2787<0>667<0>3484<0>173<0>3556<0>3612<0>1400<0>3791<0>21<0>3539<0>967<0>580<0>1773<0>3002<0>3825<0>1036<0>3... |
If you were a psychopath, you would very easily say, answer all the questions correctly and get through it. And there's been plenty of guys that made it through SEAL training that, you know, there's, there's some bad criminals. There's, uh, there's been a couple really heinous crimes committed by guys that were SEALs ... | <0>2588<0>3556<0>151<0>3963<0>1157<0>3484<0>1683<0>1190<0>1569<0>1518<0>2488<0>2142<0>3750<0>3096<0>3348<0>649<0>1444<0>2750<0>65<0>908<0>1076<0>3713<0>3235<0>3943<0>151<0>698<0>3374<0>355<0>3823<0>2633<0>215<0>2377<0>2187<0>368<0>3612<0>3349<0>259<0>366<0>1518<0>3612<0>3002<0>3535<0>3603<0>599<0>3171<0>2001<0>3457<0>3... |
They made it through. They got screened. So yeaah, they had a screening, but I wouldn't say it's the most effective. They've gotten better now. You know, and some of those guys that committed horrible crimes, it, you know, kind of inspired the SEAL teams to step up that screening process as much as possible to make su... | <0>1800<0>1701<0>3530<0>3612<0>3376<0>2801<0>809<0>2348<0>1388<0>1812<0>2955<0>2937<0>2881<0>3892<0>2787<0>3535<0>1399<0>2999<0>3892<0>809<0>1715<0>3899<0>3376<0>776<0>3899<0>2142<0>776<0>2017<0>355<0>2881<0>3535<0>1842<0>2881<0>527<0>3541<0>3505<0>1500<0>3348<0>613<0>2826<0>3535<0>2881<0>2309<0>1945<0>2799<0>2666<0>37... |
You kinda already talked about these, but is there any other thing that, that you learned about yourself? | <0>2826<0>1730<0>1842<0>2137<0>313<0>275<0>151<0>2374<0>1842<0>3972<0>366<0>374<0>1480<0>1500<0>366<0>1076<0>3096<0>1384<0>3617<0>1715<0>3480<0>3505<0>1967<0>3295<0>300<0>2060<0>1944<0>3405<0>403<0>1449<0>3374<0>1882<0>324<0>3480<0>1415<0>4048<0>4095<0>4095<0>4095<0>3003<0>4095<0>3003<0>3762<0>3003<0>2052<0>3762<0>4095... |
In that situation. And, and you, I didn't really know too much about the, uh, where you went afterwards at the NIH. | <0>317<0>2060<0>3839<0>3480<0>3448<0>2282<0>2060<0>1719<0>3373<0>1518<0>2935<0>716<0>809<0>3541<0>3541<0>4048<0>1209<0>3002<0>3530<0>776<0>1171<0>1076<0>3768<0>1832<0>2668<0>3339<0>3480<0>3374<0>2142<0>1773<0>3823<0>3348<0>809<0>3348<0>1998<0>83<0>366<0>928<0>1967<0>3457<0>2645<0>2544<0>1816<0>1805<0>158<0>3898<0>1773<... |
If you want to go into that a little bit, but what did you learn about yourself through this whole process? Obviously you learned something because at some point you decided, you know what, I don't want to, I don't want to do this. | <0>1335<0>75<0>1547<0>1612<0>2639<0>1335<0>2558<0>2506<0>1730<0>3556<0>313<0>3082<0>2258<0>3447<0>2894<0>3750<0>2488<0>1500<0>3828<0>4009<0>1738<0>83<0>366<0>527<0>173<0>3997<0>495<0>1569<0>1099<0>1308<0>1525<0>526<0>2734<0>1097<0>2966<0>1977<0>259<0>3750<0>2087<0>231<0>313<0>3002<0>2707<0>2707<0>1084<0>2619<0>2860<0>3... |
Subsets and Splits
No community queries yet
The top public SQL queries from the community will appear here once available.