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need your help. Well, I saw I must try to help the medicine to its work |
with my will, if it was to do me any good, so I resolutely set myself to |
sleep. Sure enough sleep must soon have come to me, for I remember no |
more. Jonathan coming in had not waked me, for he lay by my side when |
next I remember. There was in the room the same thin white mist that I |
had before noticed. But I forget now if you know of this; you will find |
it in my diary which I shall show you later. I felt the same vague |
terror which had come to me before and the same sense of some presence. |
I turned to wake Jonathan, but found that he slept so soundly that it |
seemed as if it was he who had taken the sleeping draught, and not I. I |
tried, but I could not wake him. This caused me a great fear, and I |
looked around terrified. Then indeed, my heart sank within me: beside |
the bed, as if he had stepped out of the mist--or rather as if the mist |
had turned into his figure, for it had entirely disappeared--stood a |
tall, thin man, all in black. I knew him at once from the description of |
the others. The waxen face; the high aquiline nose, on which the light |
fell in a thin white line; the parted red lips, with the sharp white |
teeth showing between; and the red eyes that I had seemed to see in the |
sunset on the windows of St. Mary's Church at Whitby. I knew, too, the |
red scar on his forehead where Jonathan had struck him. For an instant |
my heart stood still, and I would have screamed out, only that I was |
paralysed. In the pause he spoke in a sort of keen, cutting whisper, |
pointing as he spoke to Jonathan:-- |
"'Silence! If you make a sound I shall take him and dash his brains out |
before your very eyes.' I was appalled and was too bewildered to do or |
say anything. With a mocking smile, he placed one hand upon my shoulder |
and, holding me tight, bared my throat with the other, saying as he did |
so, 'First, a little refreshment to reward my exertions. You may as well |
be quiet; it is not the first time, or the second, that your veins have |
appeased my thirst!' I was bewildered, and, strangely enough, I did not |
want to hinder him. I suppose it is a part of the horrible curse that |
such is, when his touch is on his victim. And oh, my God, my God, pity |
me! He placed his reeking lips upon my throat!" Her husband groaned |
again. She clasped his hand harder, and looked at him pityingly, as if |
he were the injured one, and went on:-- |
"I felt my strength fading away, and I was in a half swoon. How long |
this horrible thing lasted I know not; but it seemed that a long time |
must have passed before he took his foul, awful, sneering mouth away. I |
saw it drip with the fresh blood!" The remembrance seemed for a while to |
overpower her, and she drooped and would have sunk down but for her |
husband's sustaining arm. With a great effort she recovered herself and |
went on:-- |
"Then he spoke to me mockingly, 'And so you, like the others, would play |
your brains against mine. You would help these men to hunt me and |
frustrate me in my designs! You know now, and they know in part already, |
and will know in full before long, what it is to cross my path. They |
should have kept their energies for use closer to home. Whilst they |
played wits against me--against me who commanded nations, and intrigued |
for them, and fought for them, hundreds of years before they were |
born--I was countermining them. And you, their best beloved one, are now |
to me, flesh of my flesh; blood of my blood; kin of my kin; my bountiful |
wine-press for a while; and shall be later on my companion and my |
helper. You shall be avenged in turn; for not one of them but shall |
minister to your needs. But as yet you are to be punished for what you |
have done. You have aided in thwarting me; now you shall come to my |
call. When my brain says "Come!" to you, you shall cross land or sea to |
do my bidding; and to that end this!' With that he pulled open his |
shirt, and with his long sharp nails opened a vein in his breast. When |
the blood began to spurt out, he took my hands in one of his, holding |
them tight, and with the other seized my neck and pressed my mouth to |
the wound, so that I must either suffocate or swallow some of the---- Oh |
my God! my God! what have I done? What have I done to deserve such a |
fate, I who have tried to walk in meekness and righteousness all my |
days. God pity me! Look down on a poor soul in worse than mortal peril; |
and in mercy pity those to whom she is dear!" Then she began to rub her |
lips as though to cleanse them from pollution. |
As she was telling her terrible story, the eastern sky began to quicken, |
and everything became more and more clear. Harker was still and quiet; |
but over his face, as the awful narrative went on, came a grey look |
which deepened and deepened in the morning light, till when the first |
red streak of the coming dawn shot up, the flesh stood darkly out |
against the whitening hair. |
We have arranged that one of us is to stay within call of the unhappy |
pair till we can meet together and arrange about taking action. |
Of this I am sure: the sun rises to-day on no more miserable house in |
all the great round of its daily course. |
CHAPTER XXII |
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL |
_3 October._--As I must do something or go mad, I write this diary. It |
is now six o'clock, and we are to meet in the study in half an hour and |
take something to eat; for Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward are agreed |
that if we do not eat we cannot work our best. Our best will be, God |
knows, required to-day. I must keep writing at every chance, for I dare |
not stop to think. All, big and little, must go down; perhaps at the end |
the little things may teach us most. The teaching, big or little, could |
not have landed Mina or me anywhere worse than we are to-day. However, |
we must trust and hope. Poor Mina told me just now, with the tears |
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