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Everyone loved Elizabeth. The passionate and almost reverential |
attachment with which all regarded her became, while I shared it, my |
pride and my delight. On the evening previous to her being brought to |
my home, my mother had said playfully, “I have a pretty present for my |
Victor—tomorrow he shall have it.” And when, on the morrow, she |
presented Elizabeth to me as her promised gift, I, with childish |
seriousness, interpreted her words literally and looked upon Elizabeth |
as mine—mine to protect, love, and cherish. All praises bestowed on |
her I received as made to a possession of my own. We called each other |
familiarly by the name of cousin. No word, no expression could body |
forth the kind of relation in which she stood to me—my more than |
sister, since till death she was to be mine only. |
Chapter 2 |
We were brought up together; there was not quite a year difference in |
our ages. I need not say that we were strangers to any species of |
disunion or dispute. Harmony was the soul of our companionship, and |
the diversity and contrast that subsisted in our characters drew us |
nearer together. Elizabeth was of a calmer and more concentrated |
disposition; but, with all my ardour, I was capable of a more intense |
application and was more deeply smitten with the thirst for knowledge. |
She busied herself with following the aerial creations of the poets; |
and in the majestic and wondrous scenes which surrounded our Swiss |
home —the sublime shapes of the mountains, the changes of the seasons, |
tempest and calm, the silence of winter, and the life and turbulence of |
our Alpine summers—she found ample scope for admiration and delight. |
While my companion contemplated with a serious and satisfied spirit the |
magnificent appearances of things, I delighted in investigating their |
causes. The world was to me a secret which I desired to divine. |
Curiosity, earnest research to learn the hidden laws of nature, |
gladness akin to rapture, as they were unfolded to me, are among the |
earliest sensations I can remember. |
On the birth of a second son, my junior by seven years, my parents gave |
up entirely their wandering life and fixed themselves in their native |
country. We possessed a house in Geneva, and a _campagne_ on Belrive, |
the eastern shore of the lake, at the distance of rather more than a |
league from the city. We resided principally in the latter, and the |
lives of my parents were passed in considerable seclusion. It was my |
temper to avoid a crowd and to attach myself fervently to a few. I was |
indifferent, therefore, to my school-fellows in general; but I united |
myself in the bonds of the closest friendship to one among them. Henry |
Clerval was the son of a merchant of Geneva. He was a boy of singular |
talent and fancy. He loved enterprise, hardship, and even danger for |
its own sake. He was deeply read in books of chivalry and romance. He |
composed heroic songs and began to write many a tale of enchantment and |
knightly adventure. He tried to make us act plays and to enter into |
masquerades, in which the characters were drawn from the heroes of |
Roncesvalles, of the Round Table of King Arthur, and the chivalrous |
train who shed their blood to redeem the holy sepulchre from the hands |
of the infidels. |
No human being could have passed a happier childhood than myself. My |
parents were possessed by the very spirit of kindness and indulgence. |
We felt that they were not the tyrants to rule our lot according to |
their caprice, but the agents and creators of all the many delights |
which we enjoyed. When I mingled with other families I distinctly |
discerned how peculiarly fortunate my lot was, and gratitude assisted |
the development of filial love. |
My temper was sometimes violent, and my passions vehement; but by some |
law in my temperature they were turned not towards childish pursuits |
but to an eager desire to learn, and not to learn all things |
indiscriminately. I confess that neither the structure of languages, |
nor the code of governments, nor the politics of various states |
possessed attractions for me. It was the secrets of heaven and earth |
that I desired to learn; and whether it was the outward substance of |
things or the inner spirit of nature and the mysterious soul of man |
that occupied me, still my inquiries were directed to the metaphysical, |
or in its highest sense, the physical secrets of the world. |
Meanwhile Clerval occupied himself, so to speak, with the moral |
relations of things. The busy stage of life, the virtues of heroes, |
and the actions of men were his theme; and his hope and his dream was |
to become one among those whose names are recorded in story as the |
gallant and adventurous benefactors of our species. The saintly soul |
of Elizabeth shone like a shrine-dedicated lamp in our peaceful home. |
Her sympathy was ours; her smile, her soft voice, the sweet glance of |
her celestial eyes, were ever there to bless and animate us. She was |
the living spirit of love to soften and attract; I might have become |
sullen in my study, rough through the ardour of my nature, but that |
she was there to subdue me to a semblance of her own gentleness. And |
Clerval—could aught ill entrench on the noble spirit of Clerval? Yet |
he might not have been so perfectly humane, so thoughtful in his |
generosity, so full of kindness and tenderness amidst his passion for |
adventurous exploit, had she not unfolded to him the real loveliness of |
beneficence and made the doing good the end and aim of his soaring |
ambition. |
I feel exquisite pleasure in dwelling on the recollections of childhood, |
before misfortune had tainted my mind and changed its bright visions of |
extensive usefulness into gloomy and narrow reflections upon self. Besides, |
in drawing the picture of my early days, I also record those events which |
led, by insensible steps, to my after tale of misery, for when I would |
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