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All time low I don’t post often but I have just found myself at an all time low and really need to vent. I am sitting in my bed crying after hovering over the toilet for the last hour trying to force myself to purge. (I was unsuccessful and now just have an incredibly sore throat). This is all because I drank a protei...
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cold_melon
2019/02/06
Body hair doesn’t grow as much? Anyone else?? I stopped getting my period (not happy about that) about 5 months ago (wow that scares me) and ever since then I noticed my leg hair doesn’t grow in as thick or as fast. Same with my bikini line. I used to have a happy trail that now does not grow AT ALL. it’s completely go...
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heyy240
2019/02/06
Eating before your ED Notices I was wondering if this ever happens to you? Like for me sometimes I'll be walking in the kitchen or something and if I'm distracted sometimes I eat something I didnt plan. I usually end up eating way more than I expected and while I'm eating I dont think so much about it. Right afterwards...
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EDAnonymous
isaezraa
2019/02/06
ideas renforced in health class lmao ohhhhhmygodahahahahaha I'm in PDHPE right now, and for some reason the principal walked in and kinda took over the lesson (hes a very strange man) and anyway he gets onto the topic of weight and goes on about how the best way to lose weight is to"just eat less, we all eat too much,...
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EDAnonymous
isaezra
2019/02/06
ideas renforced in health class lmao ohhhhhmygodahahahahaha ​ I'm in PDHPE right now, and for some reason the principal walked in and kinda took over the lesson (hes a very strange man) and anyway he gets onto the topic of weight and goes on about how the best way to lose weight is to"just eat less, we all...
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irlnyc2018
2019/02/06
Have been doing better with BED and now I’ve purged I had bulimia 16-17 with a relapse at 21, followed by a restrictive period as a vegan. When I ended the veganism at 22 that’s when the BED really kicked in and I’ve been battling it ever since. And my weight has seriously ballooned because of it. I have depression a...
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EDAnonymous
AS123x
2019/02/06
I bought new batteries for my scale... but I’m too scared to put them in. I’ve been averaging ~2000 calories a day in an attempt at “recovery” and my scale battery conveniently died during this time so I haven’t been able to weigh myself. But now I don’t know what I weigh, and I’m terrified I might have gone over my o...
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EDAnonymous
iamspecies8472
2019/02/06
Worried about ending my fast.... I'm just about to hit 40 hrs, which is pretty good for me. I should probably end this fast but I'm so worried about what will happen after that first mouthful. So many things are possible: binge? barf? Eat like a normal human? Eat like an ED freak? I'm finally at the point where it wo...
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EDAnonymous
kcvis
2019/02/06
Peaching slack Hi... I heard peach might get turned off So here's a slack (18+), if you are interested. https://join.slack.com/t/peaching/shared_invite/enQtNTM5NjIyMzU5NTg2LTIxZWVmNTJjMGM1MTdmNmZjYzgxY2YwY2RlODY3YTMzZWZiZGFmZTlkZmZiMDkyNmI0ZDIyMmFhYzZhN2ZmMDg
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EDAnonymous
bannaberry
2019/02/06
Envy towards Co-Worker She’s literally 98lbs and always saying she wants to gain weight. Girl. Feel free to take some of my fat, please. By all means 😭😭
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nextlvlrattata
2019/02/06
Even anorexia is damn expensive Theres this whole mantra about how "you'll be able to wear cuter clothes when you lose weight!' Sure. If you can afford new clothes every month because your current ones no longer fit. There's also the extra cost buying "special" low calorie foods, which in part gets wasted because you c...
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pillbus
2019/02/06
The only thing I enjoy is eating I was at the store yesterday. Close to hitting my calorie limit so I was having trouble picking a snack to buy. Then I thought to myself "What if I don't buy food? What if I buy an activity to make me happy instead??" It was so brilliant. Then I abruptly realized that nothing would make...
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EDAnonymous
HungrHrts
2019/02/06
I Hate Food Every time you've been rejected, every time you've felt pain, every time you've felt isolated, you can trace back to food. You ate too much so you were romantically rejected because of your fat. You ate too much so your needs were ignored because of your fat. You ate too much so you stayed home and lost out...
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EDAnonymous
Letsnotbeangry
2019/02/06
Peach Down, Lets not lose touch! It looks like peach is down again! Just in case this is the final days, why not let each other know our current usernames in here so we can catch up with each other outside of peach, should we wish to :D I'm letsnotbeangry :)
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cumbanshee
2019/02/06
Holding on to weight with Mirena I’ve had a Mirena IUD for a few years. I haven’t found it increases my appetite but it’s like even at lower BMIs it puffs my stomach out more than without it, and my water weight fluctuations have been INSANE pretty much since having it placed. Is this something anyone else has noticed...
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loveisdivine
2019/02/06
Why do I have zero will power in the evenings? This is my first post. I'm getting really frustrated. I'm 5ft 4in and about 62kg/136lbs, I desperately want to get down to at least 120lbs but I'm really struggling. I can restrict easy during the day, I barely even think about food. Then I get home and start making the ...
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metalhair
2019/02/06
DAE need help badly but does not want to talk to anyone? Spiralling and you know, I'm at the point where I'm willing to admit I need help. Not just for my disordered eating which is the least of my concerns right now but also the dread and fear and panic and anxiety and social withdrawal and the constant invasive thoug...
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deadgirlaesthetic
2019/02/06
I confided in him and I regret it I told him all about my depression and all this shit. And how it all stems back from the loss of my father and my sister. I told him these were incomprehensibly tragic events for me that triggered these disorders. Tonight he tells me how I’m messed up, and I’ve made ‘broken’ my identit...
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Iamaloneanddepressed
2019/02/06
I had irony for dinner. I work as a cook and pull 4 ten hour shifts a week. Tomorrow is my day off because I work two days on and two days off. My single day between work days and my weekend are my worst binge days. When everyone left and I was closing the kitchen, still cooking, I made myself a bunch of beautiful fo...
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vanilla_soy_latte
2019/02/06
relapsed after getting rejected honestly I was doing so well not binging :( I relapsed after I got rejected by my top internship choice I got cocky and thought I would get it for sure, idk everything sucks
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luvsonitsway
2019/02/06
I just saw a friend for the first time in 2 years and she said “so I see you still don’t go to the gym” I’ve gained sixty pounds in the past two-three years and I already feel so disgusting. I don’t know how to get back to my dream weight anymore. I was already so nervous about seeing her since I got fat and during her...
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Smaylin
2019/02/06
ADHD, an ED saviour or curse? Theres no doubt in my mind that I have an eating disorder and have recognized this behaviour for maybe 7 or so years. I also have ADHD and fluctuate between thinking my ADHD has saved me from full blown hospitalization and plagued me from reaching my goals. I get frustrated at my lack of m...
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EDAnonymous
ErinNeeka_
2019/02/06
Petition Hi everyone. It's been called to my attention that there are triggering and potentially harmful subs out there that glorifies overly skinny/emaciated girls for sexual purposes. These subs are r/skinnytail and r/skinny_girl_porn. They're obviously NSFW. Examples include listing the women's weight in the post ...
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EDAnonymous
incognitomiscreant
2019/02/07
what the fuck is happening to me i barely ate all january. why am i suddenly so fucking fat? i can feel it everywhere and it's disgusting. my stomach's a giant hard lump. FUCK FOOD
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EDAnonymous
bonesandflesh
2019/02/07
Doing the scariest things tomorrow (and next week) Telling my mom. Getting tests done to start treatment. Starting a partial hospitalization program. It's so strange though, I still don't feel sick enough to be getting this level of help. My stomach dropped when they recommended the PHP. Isn't that for people that ...
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EDAnonymous
ahcas19
2019/02/07
Thanks to my abusive ex I am no longer bulimic! There’s always a bright side :) due to my ex boyfriend’s need to diss my appearance and tell me that nobody likes me, I’ve managed to completely lose my appetite and motivate myself to go to the gym everyday. I’m already down a kilo since I last saw him (2 days ago when h...
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EDAnonymous
teasnob22
2019/02/07
My GP gave me purging advice lmao :’) I went to visit a new GP to renew my mental health care plan and get that Sweet Sweet government money, and oh my god y’all. I’m never going back to this dude. He asked if I drank soft drinks to throw up, and when I said no he told me that a lot of bulimics did that to make it ea...
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cozwc
2019/02/07
Oops guess I messed up I find it difficult to believe or say I have an ED, and I've always imagined that I don't because at any point I could just go back to eating normally again. Anyway, after having a temporary 'revelation' that I 'deserve to eat' or some nonsense like that, I prepared a meal, of good food I had be...
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mewme-mow
2019/02/07
My mother wants me to 'just get over it' this is just me venting, but i skyped with my mum today and kind of told her that i've been relapsing pretty bad, except this time it's so controlled (lol i have experience) that it's scary because there is nothing telling me to stop. she said that i was provoking her and should...
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velvetviolets_
2019/02/07
I’m relapsing and I want to fucking die I’m 16 and throughout my life I’ve been naturally about 115 lbs at 5’9. When I was 13 I had anorexia and my weight dropped to a little under 100. Now I have BED/EDNOS? I’ve binged my way up to 125 lbs, I feel like a fucking whale I’ve never been this big before, I’m a model and m...
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nodfvther
2019/02/07
Binge Guilt I’d classify myself as restricting/overexercising (normally net 200 or less) but today I randomly binged 500 calories in ten minutes and I feel awful thanks for coming to my ted talk.
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FreshOpportunity
2019/02/07
Shoutout to the hot guy at the gym I've been really tired from restricting lately so I've only been going to the gym 3x a week for 30 mins each time but today THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MAN I'VE EVER SEEN was there so I somehow ended up spending an hour there so I could check him out a little and now I feel so motivated to res...
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LosinW8nFeelinGr8
2019/02/07
12 Packs of Bang are BOGO 1/2 off on Vitamin Shoppe! I was excited to post this to Peach but they're still down, but there with free shipping and taxes it brings it to about $1.75 per can. Better than my regular $2.50! ​ [https://www.vitaminshoppe.com/b/vpx-vital-pharmaceuticals/xfilters/N-9cvZcp952z?rpp=4...
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cankle_skank
2019/02/07
Ever dream about B/P I wake up SO relieved it didn’t really happen and then... like worried because, uh, this has transcended waking life and is now my ENTIRE life... oops.
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EDAnonymous
basedgore
2019/02/07
I need to realize i’m sick I just made a post on a public instagram acknowledging i now am a good amount below the bmi marker for even extreme anorexia diagnosis, and i’ve lost about 100lbs in the last year. since i started out big it’s fine i’m just being healthy, i kickbox so it’s fine i’m just being healthy, i don’t...
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EDAnonymous
bribear33
2019/02/07
Do you guys trust prepackaged meals? I'm going insane with paranoia Not talking about bread, but like quick frozen meals TV dinner type things you put in the microwave or oven... or even canned soup. In the past I've trusted them because I thought since they were are frozen and/or pre-packaged, they have to be accurate...
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lostinagrocerystore
2019/02/07
Peach will be resurrected One of the guys who’s worked with the peach devs has said that a beta version of peach will be out soon!! They’re updating it and for some reason took the whole thing offline, but it will be back!
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EDAnonymous
FakeStegosaurus
2019/02/07
Could someone explain the difference between Anorexia B/P subtype and Bulimia to me please? I've looked it up but my brain doesn't understand the distinction
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AgitatedSink
2019/02/07
How tf am I supposed to maintain?? My tdee is 1500. It's not physically possible for me to eat only 1500 on the weekends, because I eat with my family and it usually totals to 2000-2500 calories because we have at least 2 meals + coffee and snacks. And no "low calorie" stuff, just normal food that any other normal pers...
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unpollutedfantasy
2019/02/07
Depressed w/o Peach (It’s cucumber btw) I’m just really sad about peach being down I emailed peach and DMed them on Twitter It’s been down for over 24 hours and idk what to do now. Nothing else is the same as peach and now I feel really lonely in my ED. So I guess if peach doesn’t come back, still really hope it does...
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EDAnonymous
tahinibitch
2019/02/07
My dad is in the hospital and my disordered ass went looking for his scale Sorry for the dramatic title. My father will probably be fine, it's nothing serious, but they chose to keep him overnight. I haven't weighed myself in one and a half month, yet the second he's out, I find myself on all fours crawling around the ...
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_itsanotherthrowaway
2019/02/07
Overestimating clothes size when shopping. **Meaningless vent ahead** Today, after a therapy appointment, I browsed some of the clothing stores in my town. I tried on medium sized items, only to find that they were too big and wouldn't fit correctly. My delusional ED brain was content about me going down yet another s...
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gabyisacat
2019/02/07
Fasting apps??? Hey what are you guys using for fasting apps? And are they just counters or do they have additional stats? I need something to keep me accountable 😅
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beaglesarebest
2019/02/07
My ex told everyone about my relapse My ex and I have a really close friendship, and he knows about my latest relapse and how bad it really is. Last night he promised me not to tell my parents or friends as I wanted to tell them myself. Well, he obviously changed his mind and told my friends today, who in turn told my ...
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teeandcookies
2019/02/07
I’m thinking of telling my mum about my problem But I’m worried she won’t understand. I keep getting sick and I’m worried it’s due to not eating properly; I restrict and then binge, constantly. But I don’t binge on anything with protein, just junk food, and I hate it. I’m gaining weight and getting ill constantly. So I...
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theaxiomofhope
2019/02/07
Please help me eat post being abandoned suddenly without an explanation by my boyfriend I can’t think about it without filling in the gaps and validating all the ways I hate myself and should be alone as not to hurt others and as to not be a burden to those I am around. Not eating numbs me out and makes me think less. ...
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bluecokezero
2019/02/07
Using Vent while Peach is down Peach has been down for an entire day and a lot of us are dying without it. I just remembered this app called Vent exists and it’s basically the same thing as peach (except it has moods too!). You make a profile, have a bio and can choose if your posts are public or only to your mutual fo...
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roithamerschen
2019/02/07
I spent $60 getting bronkaid shipped to Europe because it's illegal here. Now I can't afford to go food shopping for the next week. Win/win
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EDAnonymous
throoaweigh
2019/02/07
been threatening to go veggie for months now and finally did it as an excuse to dump half my food 👌 (except my tuna that shit's expensive and i have to wait for it to run out lmao) new year new me or whatever, now i can pretend i'm being healthy instead of just finding an excuse to restrict my intake even further
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sxxbrinx
2019/02/07
ED Manifests In Other Ways? Even when I’m doing okay eating-wise, it’s like my ED/self-destructive tendencies come through in different ways. Like I’ll turn to plastic surgery, “fitness”, buy expensive clothes/makeup, overshare excessively, etc. Does anybody else experience this?
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fawndofyou
2019/02/07
Cheap, healthy meals? Anyone have some cheap and healthy meals they eat? I'm tired of all food so I have no idea what to eat anymore, but I'm hoping y'all can help. :-( 💕
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mediocremermaidd
2019/02/07
Measuring tapes LIE Y'all check your tape measurers just noticed the one I've been using since september had a manufacturing flaw and I am THRIVING my waist and hips are 1.5" smaller than I thought !! this is the best part of 2019 so far- my life is blessed [https://imgur.com/a/edumeHs](https://imgur.com/a/edumeHs) ...
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R0b0t_Skelet0n
2019/02/08
Mistakes I did so fucking good all week. At or below my limit. Had a date tonight, so I figured I'd be real good and just eat a little bit. NOPE. My fat ass ate my whole curry dish, and the appetizer and then came home and chowed through most of my cereal box. Ugh. Why can't I just hold it together :(
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EDAnonymous
MissEmilyPost
2019/02/08
If only I had more self control I wouldn’t be taking 4 lax pills. Instead, I would have NOT ordered Chinese food 3 times this week and would have been a few pounds lighter. But here I am, hating myself yet again for my choices. Knowing full well that I have to be seen by people tomorrow. I’ve been the same weight fo...
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still_not_clever
2019/02/08
Tips for soup? You guys, how do you eat soup and not go crazy? I am always craving some kind of low cal soup or just broth from Pho (#tastyshit), but the bloat and water weight from all the sodium is insane!! I feel like I start all over with losing every time I eat soup even though it’s impossible that I’ve truly ga...
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EDAnonymous
circa90melancholy
2019/02/08
I'm losing my mind. Is the final 10lbs actually worth it? I thought I slowly began to gain 10 pounds on my own, away from the scale and measuring tape and without ever seeing a number in my clothes. I was wrong. Between the last time I weighed myself and the time before that (months), my weight stayed the same. I felt ...
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Eusea
2019/02/08
I have been in the "zone", aka setting myself up for future anguish I got discharged last sunday from an inpatient facility (I started lying half way through my stay because I was prepared to bang my head against the wall because it was so fucking miserable to be there) I was at for a week because I was very suicidal a...
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umsooooyeah
2019/02/08
Why do people who weigh the same as me are sooo much smaller Recently I’ve been talking to some of my friends about how much we weigh. One of my friends weighed the exact same as me butt shesss so much skinner then me. What also confuses me is that I’m a lottt talker then her. If anyone could tell me why it would reall...
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almondbones
2019/02/08
I think I'm finally getting bored of food again. Thank god! I've been doing nothing but binging for the past six months and have gained so much. I finally put my foot down this week and today is my ninth day binge free. I've been eating around 600 calories each day and today I was so incredibly bored with food. It was ...
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tipsytoess
2019/02/08
Was told it's perfectly healthy to be underweight today I was chatting with a guy on Tinder and he mentioned that a certain actress was hot. I told him yeah she's pretty but distractingly underweight. He said that there's actually no such thing as underweight, BMI is bullshit, skinny girls get bullied way worse than ob...
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captain-stardust
2019/02/08
Does anyone else not count alcohol as breaking a fast? I know alcohol as bomb calories but I always feel like physical food is the shit that 'breaks' a fast you know? Alcohol is empty calories... Hope y'all are having a good night (or day) of some sorts on this strange little planet Peace ✌
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neuromolecule
2019/02/08
I sure hope I can recover and still lose weight Hi, just last week I finally opened up about my disordered thoughts/behaviors surrounding food and body image and I'm going to start outpatient soon. Cool! Looking back, I can't believe I dealt with it in silence for so long and would've gone on for much longer if I hadn'...
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saffronkeys
2019/02/08
Going to a work party tonight. Ugh, wish me luck. Drunk me doesn’t care about sober me and will probably eat everything in sight. But these things would be weird if I didn’t drink. Was also in charge for bringing chips and queso. And a dessert. So will have to ignore those things before I even get there. Buying them no...
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nordic_alien
2019/02/08
Anyone have info on Russian rhythmic gymnasts? They’re athletes so I’m assuming they eat insanely healthy.... anyone know diets and exercise rituals outside of routine/choreograph training???
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biochembiscuit
2019/02/08
it’s about time that i tell my doctor i am currently sitting in my exam room waiting for a doctor to see me for my routine check-up. the doctor i usually see is currently out of town, and i’ve always been too scared to tell her about the bulimia i’ve been suffering from since i was 18 (i am 22 now). Since i am seeing a...
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SpecialistBiscotti2
2019/02/08
How do I make unsweetened peanut butter taste less like shit? Not sure what other sub to ask so I'll just ask here since I do have an ed lol I was craving peanut butter the other day but I accidentally bought some organic unsweetened one and it's absolutely disgusting. It has that thick, sticky feeling like regular pe...
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Teotalot
2019/02/08
I haven't had an appetite in a week and a half I'm not quite sure when it started. Maybe when I got a (non-hormonal) IUD two Tuesdays ago? Maybe the day before? All I know is I didn't eat Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday, and I attributed it to feeling weird and crampy from the IUD. On Friday my psych doctor thought it ...
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EDAnonymous
cozyday
2019/02/08
I physically can't purge and I wish I could OK so I'm a bit of a mess right now so this will be all over the place - my apologies. I really can't purge. I've had my head in the toilet for 20 min and it just doesn't happen. No matter what I try. I was doing so well these past few days. I had no problem restricting and...
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EDAnonymous
isdrunknskinnyathing
2019/02/08
Well christ I mean come on and post your peach vents here please cause I'm going to so I was the same username on peach but recently changed because of personal security reasons and went to hurricanedisco so please for the love of god tell me about your day because I'm actually dying to know. Tell me everything. I need...
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handzie
2019/02/08
Why does everyone look good at my weight but me? I’m currently 5”7 and 140 pounds and I feel like a whale. I’ve been in recovery and it’s the weight I’ve been easily maintaining at. Now I am trying to lose weight the “right way” and having an awful time so here I am. Particularly I used to be able to wear a forever 2...
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cheapsexsadfilm
2019/02/08
Did anyone else get a late start? Hi, new here. Anyway, did anyone not have any disordered eating issues until like later college (21+)? In middle school and high school all my friends were bulimic, but I rode my high horse and embraced my "natural" sub 95 lbs weight. In reality I was so afraid of my abusive father I n...
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EDAnonymous
mariamazing
2019/02/08
Black coffee stopped suppressing my appetite? Did this happen to anyone? It kinda has no affect to my appetite anymore. I loved the feeling.
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EDAnonymous
minifries
2019/02/08
On a whim last night I threw out my scale and measuring tape and deleted my calorie counting app This morning I'm freaking out a little bit.... really hope I made the right choice.
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specialwondergirl
2019/02/08
Cooking recipes for myself and bf? So my bf is aware and understanding of my food issues to a certain extent, and i try to be mindful of him aswell and eat similar meals with him in the time we spend together. I have a hard time cooking up meals that can be a low cal for me and a higher more balanced meal for him when...
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blondebynature
2019/02/08
Peach no sugar Coke! PSA for fellow Aussies, Coles has peach no sugar Coke! Not sure if I’m late to the party but it’s the first time I’ve seen it and new flavours make me so very happy.
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the_magic_panda32
2019/02/08
Peach?? Newbie.. please explain ? What is peach? Why is it so great and why does everyone seem to use it? Am I missing out on something awesome?? I feel like I am.. please explain to someone out of the loop.. thank you in advance!
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squishysponges
2019/02/08
really thought I’d get my shit together this month....... well that was a lie I knew January would be tough. But it ended up being really terrible. I quit my job for a new, better paying one and ended up getting fired just a few days in (it’s a whole thing. The guy was a shithead who didn’t want to legally pay overtime...
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Ashtrashbdash
2019/02/08
Hey guys. Trying really hard not to B/P rn. I have this weird habit I’ve created where I get off work (usually on Thursday or Saturday nights), go to several bodegas and get a bunch of junk- like really horrible shit I would not normally eat. And then sit at my desk and B/P it all until I sink into this horrible depres...
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EDAnonymous
Gingyshae
2019/02/08
I kind of hate recovery😅 while some things are getting better, after a week of trying recovery i feel as though i liked my life better when i was fasting. i feel gross and dont know what i look like and uhhhh i really wanna hop back on my bullshit tomorrow. :/
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EDAnonymous
ZeenyxThePhoenix
2019/02/09
Binged at a social event cause I was gonna purge right after I left on the side of the road somewhere, but I was too fucking cold. God I suck. Now it’s been an hour so there goes that chance.
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spookiestghosts
2019/02/09
Was this the right choice? I just want to give a heads up that this will probably end up being fairly wrong. Plus ignore any grammar/spelling mistakes, I’m on mobile. Just for some context, last year I asked the person who I like out and eventually I asked them to be my s/o, to which they agreed. It was great to have s...
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EDAnonymous
yeeeahhimbitchehh
2019/02/09
Is this en eating disorder or am I just severely stressed? So I've never felt like I have an actual eating disorder. I've struggled with my weight since having children, and binge and purge from time to time. It's never been a habit though. But now, I dont know what is going on with me. I just dont eat. I've lost abo...
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EDAnonymous
luckyskunk
2019/02/09
cleaning blues im trying to go through my old shit and donate more of it because lately i've been holding on to too much /stuff/, but now i'm remembering why i avoided going through these clothes. god, these jeans are so much smaller than the ones i can fit in now. i remember them being a little loose, even. i didn't...
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EDAnonymous
w_alnutcreek
2019/02/09
Toxic drinking habits Not that I’m too far down this road or anything, but I just realized that I deprive myself of calories and nutrients constantly—but I just, without hesitation, grabbed some alcohol from my secret stash to chug before going to bed because I’m hurting so fucking much. lol.
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EDAnonymous
pdxfonix
2019/02/09
restricting the second time around is so much harder so back in november i decided to try recovering and getting back to a healthy weight and all that fun jazz and it was literally just me binging for 3 months straight and 0 actual recovery. now im sitting like 10-20 lbs heavier than i was back in september (my lowest)...
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EDAnonymous
Chibi-Bunny
2019/02/09
I'm going to die I don't know why I'm posting this. I'm 19, in college. Been AN for like 6 years. I've been restricting under 100 a day everyday since the semester started. Today I just can't. I didn't drink the electrolyte water I'm supposed to take, I didn't take any of my vitamins. I don't know if I can bring myself...
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EDAnonymous
runner_618
2019/02/09
Anyone here in their late 20s or 30s? Just wondering...I feel guilty and shameful for still having my ED at my age and it would be super helpful to talk to others who are currently struggling.
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EDAnonymous
heavensdoor90
2019/02/09
Just a whole lot of... ugh... icky feelings. I’m just venting. Ugh, going through a really tough time lately. I got into a fight with my boyfriend a couple of days ago and literally can’t bring myself to eat anything without feeling incredibly nauseous. Skipping meals and seeing the number on the scale go down just mak...
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EDAnonymous
shapay199
2019/02/09
Celebrating that you were born when you want to die is wack. Happy birthday to my depressed ass. Can any day be more shit than everyone applauding you for wasting another year to a stupid illness and gorging yourself on irresistible foods in ungodly quantities? And despite not even making any big deal out of it being ...
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EDAnonymous
PursuingPeace
2019/02/09
Does anyone else think they thought themselves into an ED? If there was ever a tally of how many times I've thought about the perfect way to eat, the perfect time to eat, the perfect exercise routine, the perfect this, the perfect that, I wouldn't be surprised if in total that figure clocked over a million times... Ser...
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EDAnonymous
rsmason03
2019/02/09
When giving your body what it needs feels wrong Yesterday was the 1st day in weeks that I've gone over my calorie limit. I've just been so frustrated about my weight and so HUNGRY. We got Mexican last night, so I went over my limit by about 600 calories. Then today we had Panera for this first time in ages. I got the...
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EDAnonymous
gierschotel
2019/02/09
Bless and curse of parents house I almost never weigh myself, because I only have a scale available at my parents. It had been about three weeks since I weighed myself, until I weighed myself this morning. I always eat loads of bad food at my parents, because there is so much available and I can't just go to sleep at 2...
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EDAnonymous
westcoastfleur
2019/02/09
what is wrong with our brains I restricted pretty heavily this week (<800 per day). Then, yesterday, my food plan for the day was ruined when I stopped by Whole Foods before work and they didn't have Engine 2 hummus, which I was planning to have with Lundberg rice cake thins. I didn't have much time, I panicked, an...
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EDAnonymous
tinybutterflly
2019/02/09
Feb 11! I’m so tired of not staying on track, feb 11 is the day I get back on track!! I miss having a routine and set rules and stuff ://
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4amsolitude
2019/02/09
Why the white Monster? I don't understand. I know it has 10 calories instead of the 15 calories that the other Zero-Monsters have, but it tastes so bad. I would rather choose the 15 calorie option and cut the 5 calories elsewhere instead of drinking this. I tried it and I instantly got sick. Personally, I drink ...
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oiyouz
2019/02/09
Today I’m having a bad food day. I’m feeling panicky about eating today. My anxiety is through the roof. I’m doing lots of “okay when it hits 1 you’re allowed to eat” etc etc. Most days are better than this, but today is not good. It hits 4 and so it’s time that I get to eat my shirataki noodles. 90cals per serving, ...
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EDAnonymous
Vanilla_peach
2019/02/09
I got arrested, bye recovery. I feel so fucking worthless. I got arrested the other night. I got pulled over with weed on me. Spent the night in jail, which was so awful. I was in recovery, but for the first time I seem to be keeping food from myself as punishment. I've dropped 5 lbs below what I said I'd never go bel...
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Raunchey
2019/02/09
eating out of the trash using reddit as peach post: so i’ve been popping adderall and restricting for a couple days in preparation of my friend taking me out to eat for watching her cats......we went to our favorite restaurant and i got my favorite meal, which is carbonara, but was just in one of Those Moods™ where yo...
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EDAnonymous
dalishmage
2019/02/09
if i drink "gut healthy" drinks after purging will it help relax my stomach? i know purging fucks u up but if i drink yakult or something will it help? can't stop making myself sick because im a fat mess lol :)
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