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hera-fawcett
2019/01/29
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khakitomatoes
2019/01/29
Confused about instant noodles. One uncooked pack is ~80 grams and has about ~70 calories. But the calories listed for the cooked noodles are more than 300. How can this be if I only add water? Is it all from the flavor packet? I get that the noodles now weigh more, but isn't it all water weight?
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EDAnonymous
realityisgone
2019/01/29
Recently feeling depressed/lonely has been triggering purging and im becoming addicted I didnt used to do it that much, maybe once a week, but something changed in the past month and now any little thing that happens will make me want to purge But since i am more less always in a state of depression i am purging a lot...
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EDAnonymous
Akazure
2019/01/29
They say binge eating isn't a real ED ?TW? I got stressed so I ate a whole garlic bread. Body wouldn't let me purge it... I guess I got the bread lads
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EDAnonymous
NoZiffy
2019/01/29
I’m bloated Like a fucking balloon 🎈 I’m gonna pop any moment
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EDAnonymous
thenewbroken
2019/01/29
Do you guys think it's possible to switch from AN to ARFID? I think I could be developing ARFID. Sensitivity to textures has always been a thing for me, but I'm finding myself loosing interests in many foods. Now I feel only comftorable eating toasts, boiled eggs, coffee, certain brand of yogurt, and froot loops. I'm n...
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EDAnonymous
littleBlueBird777
2019/01/29
I just want this to kill me eventually I'm too much of a coward to actually kill myself so I'm just taking the long route instead. Recently I cant make myself eat less than 1000 calories and it drives me insane because I know that every calorie just adds a bit more time to my lifespan. God I just wish I could have some...
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EDAnonymous
Johnjo01
2019/01/29
Maybe this isn't normal... I pride myself in being quasi-recovered from AN, despite the fact that still weigh myself, over-exercize, and fast. But today, half way through my hour-long elliptical workout, it suddenly occurred to me that perhaps it isn't normal or healthy to be constantly dizzy while exercising. Perhap...
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ThatChicBitch
2019/01/29
I'm growing persistently annoyed with Mukbangs lately Of course this would be my first post on this sub lmao. But hello, guys! I'm usually on mypancakeaddiction (under a different username) since it's pretty much my base but I like the vibe over here as well so I've been lurking for a bit. You guys are chill af. So, ...
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rutsuma
2019/01/29
I just had the biggest binge in my life and it scares me. I was feeling extremely lonely and completely lost control over myself. It never happened like this before. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix the damage (over 5000 kcal) i have done to my body.
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noxfoxen
2019/01/29
I don’t feel attractive At all. I’ve put on 30 pounds and I’m so upset with myself. I don’t feel like myself and I’ve been in more of a binge phase for a while and haven’t been restricting enough to keep the weight gain off. So anyway I’m seeing this new guy and I am really into him. It’s rare for me to actually want...
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quietpandaa
2019/01/29
Does hand soap have any calories?? Asking for a friend I was so tired this morning and accidentally put a drop of hand soap on my toothbrush instead of toothpaste. Obviously I spit it out as soon as I realized that it tasted salty, and it wasn't that much to begin with. But I'm irrationally worried that it had calories...
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lonelycatgirl69
2019/01/29
Should I tell the guy I'm dating about my eating disorder? So I've been dating this guy for about a month. He's really great, kind, funny, talented, and the first guy I've trusted in years. We get along swimmingly. The thing is I struggle with bulimia daily but am trying to get better. Since it's such a huge part of...
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ash_alah
2019/01/29
Need ur low cal pancake recipes!! Im sorry if this doesnt belong here but im rlly craving pancakes but i feel like i would just start a massive binge if i made normal ones, so pls post ur low calorie ones, im desperate and u guys always managed to help me out 😩
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gearsandglue
2019/01/29
my gender is linked to my ED too much ! so i’m nonbinary and a lot of my gender issues stem from the way my body looks and it just fuels my ED so fucking much like if i lose more weight then i’ll lose curves and my chest will get flatter and i’ll look more masculine. so literally the only possible way i can see myself ...
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annjovi
2019/01/29
Kinda wishing to be sick?? Ok so I am kinda stuck binging and gained like 10 lbs in 10 days (I have a talent I know). And now I am low-key hoping I'll catch some sort of a virus because a) I'd get time off school And b) Most importantly I'd lose weight. I was in math class today and prayed that a virus would catch me....
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urjustassaneasiam
2019/01/29
Scared of doctor sending me to hospital I really need to see a doctor for a UTI/sinus infection/strep throat that has lingered for 4 months and four rounds of antibiotics but I’m terrified the doctors are going to try to send me directly to the hospital. Last time I went to urgent care for another round of antibiotics ...
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Jellygator0
2019/01/29
I got fired from my first day at work because I drank a Monster Ultra instead of having a normal 'nutritious' lunch I was told that it showed I was someone who ran on adrenaline and sugar for work. They also told me that because I asked for their business details (I need it to send through paperwork which takes over 2 ...
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rip_me69
2019/01/29
Selfie Thread Have you taken a selfie that you really like recently?? Share share share! I really like being able to put faces to a community that I get so much support from, and I miss the weekly selfie thread that ProED had.
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rightclickundo
2019/01/29
Bulimia relapse. Was doing so good on having a generally healthy diet and restriction. But my friends peer pressured me into eating pizza with them. Time to do the deed.
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doReMiyea
2019/01/30
[TW] Feeling fat when smiling ? My post might be triggering, please don’t read if in a precarious state of mind. I would like to know if someone has any insight on this. My eating disorder might be linked to my sensory processing, if that makes sens. For instance, I feel the fat moving throught my face when smiling,...
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cheryshyne
2019/01/30
I hate not having self control I can barely get to a 24 hour fast and when I do I binge on every food as soon as the 24 hour mark hits and sksjsjs I gain weight and hate myself and fast again and it’s just one big cycle of fuckery
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EDAnonymous
Hamm103
2019/01/30
im drunk and im eating and it;s a lot of food god help me
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coldfaceemoji
2019/01/30
Confused about ICD codes I sought counseling yesterday at my college's health center for my issues with restricting/excessive exercise. Among many other processes/procedures, I had some blood work done, and was confused about the ICD code "F50.00 - anorexia nervosa, unspecified" that was underneath my results. Is this ...
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sweeetlikesucralose
2019/01/30
I feel like I’m losing my mind So for the longest time I’ve been stuck at 135 and I hated it. While I was 135 though, I looked pretty decent in my head. I’ve broken the plateau it seems and now I’m about 132 but if anything I look so much fatter. I look as if I’ve gained 20 pounds or I’m at my original 178 weight. ...
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EDAnonymous
Logfa
2019/01/30
I can’t separate professional failings with ED failings Basically, I no longer know if my depressed mood periods are due to *actual* unproductivity and fuckups at work... or if it’s because I feel shitty due to eating above my allowance / failing to stick to my calorie limits. This disorder is figuratively eating into ...
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hiptotheboness
2019/01/30
Boyfriend interrupting my eating habits--help!!! Hi friends! Looking for some advice I recently moved in with my boyfriend after living alone for a few years. I never really noticed **h o w** disordered my eating habits were until someone is always around to ask questions and point things out. For example, I typicall...
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EDAnonymous
bravegeorge
2019/01/30
writing down weight related numbers hey, just wondering if anyone else does this. I write down weight (my HW/SW, CW, GW, UGW) and all the numbers in between over and over. I group it into different numbers, organize it by BMI, like... anyway possible I list all those numbers over and over. I'll do it in my journal, on...
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EDAnonymous
vexinglexa
2019/01/30
What logging app do you use? I really want an app that lets me log future days without having to pay for premium like my current app would make me. If I don’t plan out what I’m gonna eat I either eat everything (aka yesterday, a whole pack of oreos and 4 boca burgers) or nothing. If I plan out what I eat beforehand I’m...
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EDAnonymous
flamespond
2019/01/30
My therapist told me I have an ED but I’m doubtful So for the past year or so my appetite every day has been terrible. I’ve always been someone who constantly has to be distracted while eating (I used to read books at the dinner table and now I watch YouTube videos or scroll through Reddit) because the act of it kind o...
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EDAnonymous
Ronskyroo
2019/01/30
I'm so hungry that soap is looking good right now [Look.](https://scontent.flhr4-2.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/51249271_856174628067223_6972288009534177280_n.jpg?_nc_cat=111&_nc_ht=scontent.flhr4-2.fna&oh=7d55e5cd2119f059d4e8760173ef1068&oe=5CFA2C83) [At.](https://scontent.flhr4-2.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/51270127...
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EDAnonymous
katkicksthesky
2019/01/30
Why are coworkers like this I had a meal replacement shake and a snack size portion of pistachios for lunch (actually my only meal of the day oops) and my coworker said "that's a lot of food for you" in a joking way and I'm just fighting back the urge to cry and purge. Like I've lost 78 pounds in less than a year and I...
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EDAnonymous
BED_bitch
2019/01/30
The back seam of my pencil skirt ripped. I've got to stop binging. I've been in a hardcore binge mode since mid-December and I just can't stop eating. I tell myself every damn day: "You've got to stop. You're getting fatter and fatter every day." I mean, I noticed most of my tight-ish clothes were getting a bit snug, b...
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EDAnonymous
smittenkitt3n
2019/01/30
swiss miss has 35-calorie hot chocolate and it’s frickin delicious i’m so happy!!! i used to drink abuelitas (it’s sooo fucking good), but it had so many calories, i ended up restricting after. but this!!! this cup of hot cocoa is just 35 calories!!!! it helps my sweet tooth too ahhh
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EDAnonymous
fuckfuuck
2019/01/30
I want to cancel date night bc I don’t want to end up eating out or consuming too many calories But we really need the date night. Ugh. I’ve been getting high lately and consuming like 4000 calories a day. Which has me up like 4-5 lbs and I feel like shittttttttt. I need like 2 weeks to undo it but date night is Frid...
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lavender___cat
2019/01/30
Balancing work/ concentration Hey guys, So I started a new gig at a large corporation. They have two cafeterias and I'm scared to death of them. Public eating is one of my things, especially in a new enviorment. This goes to packing lunch too. I haven't had lunch at work or school since Jr high. I'm so fucking over ...
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EDAnonymous
Private-Wierzbowski
2019/01/30
Google predicting my searches and adding 'calories' to them It would be offensive if it wasn't so darn convenient. It also means that no one else can use my phone, laptop or any other devices I own because that search history is.......something else.
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mossalto
2019/01/30
TMI rant incoming I apologise to anyone who reads this gross nonsense rambling, I just had to get this out of my system (HA). SO I posted elsewhere that I had an audition last night and felt like shit because all of the other girls were so thin and pretty and infinitely better than I was and now all I want to do is bi...
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EDAnonymous
Izzy570
2019/01/30
Anyone here lift weights? / Active life / higher intakes? Hi everyone, hope I’m okay to post here. :) fee trigger warnings for numbers and exercise as I’m relapsing basically. Ive been dealing with (undiagnosed) eating disorder/issues since 2014. was 120 pounds when I started and about 93 at my worst.. I’ve had anxie...
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EDAnonymous
thisisodd101
2019/01/30
I ate slightly over maintenance tonight.. ..and even though I know that I purposefully did this because of my health, I still want to die. I feel like a fat fuck even though I have a BMI of ~21.
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ichigofieldsforever
2019/01/30
How often do you guys have a bowel movement? I've been struggling with pretty intense on/off constipation for about 2+ months now, but for the past three or so weeks I've been extreeemeeelllyy constipated to the point where I can FEEL the poop in my body, but just don't get the urge for it to come out!!! So if I get...
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Strawberry2point0
2019/01/30
DAE get mad at their stomach? I was on the bus home from work and my stomach grumbled and cramped, apparently unsatisfied with my daily offering of shredded carrots and a protein bar. I'm 90% sure the guy in the aisle across from me heard me mutter, "fuck you, you've had enough." Oops. ​ But that got me th...
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petewentzpetegoez
2019/01/30
I fucked up and purged for the first time This is bad. I know purging is bad for me. I've read countless horror stories of purging going wrong and all of the ways it takes a toll on your body. I still found myself sticking my fingers down my throat for an hour trying to make myself sick. I moved onto a foreign object (...
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tomathoe
2019/01/30
Boyfriend prefers underweight girls and now I want to die. My boyfriend and I were talking about my eating disorder relapse, which led to me discussing how I want to look super underweight. Right after that was brought up, he was was like, “I’m not into super underweight girls, I’m into fit girls” so I decide to show h...
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jbh4y
2019/01/30
Just Discovered this Sub As the title says, I just discovered this sub an hour ago after googling "binge eating therapy reddit". I don't think I have an ED, but I know have bad tendencies and cravings. I though that reading the posts here would give me some context from the perspective of those with real struggles. A...
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EDAnonymous
morotatari
2019/01/30
Old coworker told me I look “healthier” She worked with me when I was at a lw and tried to get me to eat more back then when she noticed. Today she came in and we were talking and she asked me about and and told me I don’t look at skinny, and that I look healthier than I was. Lol.ol.olololololololihatemyself. And food....
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EDAnonymous
galacticmarble
2019/01/31
i am thoroughly drunk and got the courage to post here so hi friends hello guys i’ve been lurking and i seriously love this community. i used to post a bit in proed before the whole debacle and i just wsnted to share that my friends and i got drunk on franzia and i ate a sushi roll and as of right now i only care a lit...
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tofuxhoe
2019/01/31
I feel so guilty for having a healthy, young body and not taking care of it I realized the other day that I would probably be an *extraordinarily* healthy person if I didn’t starve myself, eat almost exclusively things with no nutritional value, abuse bronkaid, drink excessively, and smoke. Even while doing all these t...
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californiabeautiful
2019/01/31
At a restaurant during a fast I’m 46 hours into a fast and losing my mind. My husband owns a restaurant and he needed to be here a little later than usual today. I went with him so we could have some time together but I’m really regretting it. I’m currently sitting in the restaurant smelling all the delicious food. I w...
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edgaranalhoe
2019/01/31
"You don't know what a healthy female body looks like" ...As said to me by a guy on a Russian social networking site. This was in response to an ironic picture of an overjoyed girl getting a case of instant noodles from a guy kneeling in front of her. As expected, lots of comments from GUYS (!!!) berating the girl fo...
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Gloomy_Shroomy
2019/01/31
Does anybody else actually love their ED? Ok, so I don’t technically “love” having an ED. There’s so many things that I strongly hate about it- for example my neurotic need to overestimate calories, my obsessive body checks, the nausea from hunger, the disappointment and shame I feel when I go over my daily calorie lim...
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EDAnonymous
BluntCakes_
2019/01/31
I think I’m relapsing, sort of? I was doing so good. Eating normally. Eating TOO fucking much, but I would force myself not to think about it because I wanted to get better so badly. For so many reasons. But fuck that I guess? I don’t know. I’m pulling away from my therapist and the doctor now trusts me so I have 6!!!!...
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EDAnonymous
onesingleplease
2019/01/31
How does weight work I'm curious about this: if you reach your goal weight, can we eat normally again? or should we continue restricting ?
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EDAnonymous
anonfortheed
2019/01/31
I'm disgusting and this sucks so fucking much I just threw a trash bag of puke and food containers into a gas station garbage can, one of the big ones by each pump. As I was driving off I saw a guy from inside the gas station go and grab it out (what the fuck, why?! The can wasn't by any means full?) And then the shame...
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teapip99
2019/01/31
Polar vortex It’s freezing and I’m soooo hungry! Deluding myself into believing that the cold makes me burn extra cals so my increased appetite is justified? Does anyone know if this is accurate or not?
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megastarstrike
2019/01/31
Y’all. My LEGGINGS just ripped I spent all day outside, only to reach for my pocket and discover a seam on my leggings had ripped 🙃 leggings were the only pair of pants I felt safe wearing I’m not sure what I’m gonna do now
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thatmujigae
2019/01/31
mom asks me for the meds my psychiatrist prescribed me so she can lose some weight so, my psychiatrist prescribed me a few meds to help me with my BED and my anxiety, one of them I believe is called bupropion hydrochloride in english (cloridato de bupopriona in portuguese). enters my mom, who yoyo diets like crazy but...
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TallHoe_InA_Tahoe
2019/01/31
I have a huge crush on my assistant manager & he offered to buy me lunch Work was super slow so I got sent home & my manager offered to buy me lunch for the inconvenience. A nice gesture & all but while I was doing my work to leave I couldn’t stop overanalyzing every single thing on our menu trying to order...
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frantrum
2019/01/31
granola binge this is the first day i haven’t taken bronkaid in three months and i had 800 calories of granola for lunch because i ate my actual lunch for breakfast— today isn’t going to end well
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EDAnonymous
oofnoa
2019/01/31
getting triggered So lately i’ve been kind of letting myself go (as in: eating everything i see) and i swear it’s like the universe is against me because everywhere i look i see really skinny people, everywhere i go i hear someone talk about how much weight they lost, i’m not even safe from triggers while watching yout...
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EDAnonymous
Bakedalaska1
2019/01/31
Worst Ever Chick-fil-A Service So I go up to order my nuggets and diet lemonade, watch guy put it in the register as regular lemonade. Correct him and say diet lemonade. Watch him go pour me regular lemonade. Say "I said diet lemonade." He then asks "Do you want me to switch it out?". YES I WANT YOU TO SWITCH IT OUT, G...
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EDAnonymous
softdyke
2019/01/31
getting help?? so my partner has told me she is really concerned about my eating and how obsessive i am and i kind of see it and think i should speak to someone but 1. i’m at the high end of a healthy weight 2. i don’t think my habits with food are too bad, i don’t restrict that often atm and it’s mostly just that i t...
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EDAnonymous
basementbats
2019/01/31
Vegan chicken? I am considering going vegan (again) for ethical reasons but chicken breast is one of my biggest safe foods and I don’t know what I could replace it with that is vegan and has a similar enough nutritional profile for me to feel okay with it..any suggestions? I was thinking maybe 70 cal ‘turkey’ boca burg...
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EDAnonymous
LawrenAnne4
2019/01/31
Munch monster So I’m in a weird semi recovered state where I’m weight restored but still have lots of disordered thoughts. I’ve been weight restored for a few years now and always stuck to my calorie allotment, so I maintained pretty well. However, for the past few months life has been stressful and for the first time...
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EDAnonymous
stevemurkle
2019/01/31
just wanna know god dammit to make a long story short, i was starting to get suspicious if my scale, which to be fair i’ve had for about 4 years, so i bought a second one that was definitely too much money. they consistently come out with roughly 1 lb difference and i /know/ i did it to myself but now i am EVEN MORE CO...
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EDAnonymous
PinkyOutYo
2019/01/31
PSA for Peaches: It's no longer on the Google Play Store I'm posting here for Peaches that might not see the post going around. Mods, I hope that this is OK. If it's not, and people have posted, would you please give me ample time to make a note of interested people before deleting the thread? It has been suggested i...
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heyimhayley
2019/01/31
HOW do I stop binging? I had been doing well for almost a year, losing weight in a healthy (normal amount of calories) way.... then I fell off my diet around the holidays and I was planning on getting back on track in the new year but I can’t stop binging. Yesterday I ate about 1200 calories by 6pm.... obviously I got ...
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throwcatchexception
2019/01/31
I miss eating anything I want anytime I want I’ve been restricting for a few months now and I get so fucking jealous of other people eating the things I used to eat. I miss eating a shit of food, but I know that if I did eat outside of my diet, I’d lose all my control and hate myself afterwards. I want to buy food but ...
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EDAnonymous
rgb519
2019/01/31
Trans ED support sub? Does anyone know of any trans-related ED support subs? I was a member of one that got shut down with proed and I don't know of any others. Fat redistribution has got me on the struggle bus. :(
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honeyeyedbutts
2019/01/31
Can I die plz :) Weighed myself this morning and somehow I’ve gained 4 lbs in 2 days 🙃🙃🙃 Tuesday I was 75.3 and as of this morning I’m 79 lbs and I’ve been eating the exact same amount as usual. This is why I can’t trust recovery or my body. I have to go to work and pretend to be a normal human and all I want to do ...
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EDAnonymous
SurfingWhiskeyWaves
2019/01/31
An Ode To Fresca You are delicious You are refreshing You are filling But better yet You are zero calories And do not say DIET So I can look normal drinking a regular soda Thank u
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bananafishu
2019/01/31
Surprise! Binging makes you gain weight. I don’t know where to post this or if I should post it. Im not even looking for any help really I just want to write this out. I used to b/p regularly but lately I’ve been mostly just a good old fashioned binge eater. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I was 150 last Ma...
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EDAnonymous
fatandignored
2019/01/31
I've gained everything I lost and then some, and now I feel like just giving up and becoming a lardball. :( I lost a ton of weight after my boyfriend fucked up and broke my heart but now that everything is getting better, I'm gaining it back. I moved to be near him (he's a good guy, he changed a lot after what happened...
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EDAnonymous
theorganicmeme
2019/01/31
The limit does exist. So lately I've been stuck on this cycle of eating nothing or everything and It's making me m i s e r a b l e. I used to be stuck b/p-ing several times a day for the past year and a half or something, without giving my weight that much of a shit. But a while ago I finally opened up about my ED for...
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EDAnonymous
godonvideocall
2019/01/31
i wanna go vegetarian again but now i’m questioning my motives i used to want to be vegetarian for animal rights/environmental reasons and now all i can think about is how easy it’ll be to skate by on egg whites and fruit and that one real meal a day i can/have to cook for myself that won’t ever be over 200. it just ...
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EDAnonymous
halfwayamused
2019/01/31
I can't stop purging Before about four weeks ago, I'd purged maybe five times in my life. But something happened, suddenly a switch flipped, and now I can't stand to keep food inside me. I didn't eat for two days because I didn't trust myself not to purge. Broke my fast two hours ago because I was feeling dizzy and wea...
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EDAnonymous
roseology
2019/01/31
Extreme Hunger! (And other issues) I am so sick and tired of extreme hunger. I can never give into my ravenous craving to just eat everything in sight, so it just drags on and on endlessly, leaving me starving every day, even when I eat. I don’t restrict as much as I used to, as I’m in a weird sort of nebulous “quasi-r...
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EDAnonymous
icy271
2019/01/31
After hitting goal weight?? So I relapsed recently after gaining like 25 pounds (lmao kill me PLEASE) and all I've been thinking about is getting back to my lowest weight of 105 pounds, but I had a precious rare moment of self awareness where I suddenly realized that even if/when I do get back to my low weight, like......
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EDAnonymous
luluaelita
2019/01/31
Just googled “how many calories does a panic attack burns” I was going through shit but at least I am being somewhat positive, right? What are the craziest things your eds have made you google?
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imrevolting
2019/01/31
Everything’s fine Typing in “peanut butter cheeseburger” in MyFitnessPal and getting no results. I’ll just put in ,5000 calories. Everything is fine. Totally fine.... no guilt over here. *whistling*
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The_Truth_Was_a_Cave
2019/02/01
Is anyone else's relationship with food really messed up from MinnieMaud and/or Maudsley could use some solidarity right about now lol
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EDAnonymous
dothprotestaf
2019/02/01
Today I gave away all my binge food to a homeless girl So, today I had a couple of wine glasses and, as usual, alcohol triggered my BED. On the way home, I bought all of this binge food. Like, a loooot of shit but all of it kinda real food cause idk, I guess it just makes me feel better about myself. Of course, I left...
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whoawy
2019/02/01
i’m so mean to me i don’t eat, don’t get enough sleep, then i overeat and purge, then chug coffee to give me energy even though it gives me anxiety, beat myself up over ever little mistake, exercise even though i’m exhausted, i never ever feel like i’m doing enough i lose my shit when other people are treated badly b...
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EDAnonymous
lavenderelf
2019/02/01
I can't stop binging after reaching LW I reached my lowest weight on january 12th(?) and I'm sure I've gained since then from binging off and on. I can't stop shoving shit in my worthless fucking mouth and I can't stand this anymore. I'm fasting. I'd rather rot than keep doing this. I don't know what's wrong with me ...
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sakurahmilktea
2019/02/01
I binged. I’m bloated. I feel awful. Now I have to go out with friends to a dance in front of tons of other people I know and have a “fun night”. It’s just been a rough past week and I binged after school from all the stress. There’s a school dance tonight that all of my friends have been excited about and that I kind ...
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EDAnonymous
sepibad
2019/02/01
do you guys have any REALLY MOTIVATIONAL fitness apps? i'm talking meanspo. a while ago i saw someone on r/proED post about this app called "burn your fat with me" which is basically a bunch of hot anime guys insulting you while you work out, then you eventually date. yeah, ik it's unhealthy but it motivated me lol. ...
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sweatyandsweet
2019/02/01
I'm back I deleted reddit thinking it would help me. Went on a 2 week binge-fest and gained 7lbs and I hate myself for it. I have exams at the moment and am struggling to keep it together, so I'm back. I feel so bloated and unmotivated.
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thekroganrebellions
2019/02/01
2 month long b/p cycle :/ When I went home for winter break, I went from b/ping a couple times a week to b/ping at least 4x a day. I've been back at school for over 3 weeks at this point but I think I've only gone three days without b/ping. I usually only do it once a day now but I'm kind of scared that I'm now addicte...
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EDAnonymous
alphaglucose
2019/02/01
Yo British dudes, how do you figure out whether someone's talking about money or weight? Im sick and sober so sorry (ooh sibilance!) ​ Anyway, if I said I was 7 stone 2 pounds, that could mean I'm 100lbs, or I'm 98 lbs and really cheap. ​ \*How do you knowwww\*
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NopeEwNotThat
2019/02/01
Low cal snack options for work? Alright. I'm embarrassed. I got yelled at today for eating too much candy. But basically my employer keeps two baskets FULL of fun sized candy. Like. Bags of it. Snickers, M&Ms, etc. Chips too. Doritos and cheetos and ugh my fat ass grabs one every damn time I walk past them. SO. W...
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lmaothrowaway19
2019/02/01
How to eat? I feel like I dont know how to eat anymore and I'm really scared. I lost 30ish pounds over last summer in a (sort of?) healthy way, but then somehow I could never bring myself to up my calories to maintain my weight. Last semester I was obsessing over the smallest calorie, exercising constantly, and restr...
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coconutfi
2019/02/01
You can be in recovery even if you practice bad habits. The definition of recovery: the action or process of regaining possession or control of something lost or stolen. Your eating disorder has, in some way or another, stolen your life from you. I used to think black and white about this. My ED has stolen a part of...
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EDAnonymous
dwaiiiii
2019/02/01
Little poop balls I’ve been pooping little balls for like 3 months now. Not all the time but 75% of my poops are little balls. Does anyone have any advice? 😭😭
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EDAnonymous
incerta
2019/02/01
I literally ONLY look good/normal when I don’t eat As soon as I put any food in my body, no matter how little, I blow up. I get so bloated. Thanks IBS, you’re the real mvp.
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EDAnonymous
suicidalretarded
2019/02/01
My mom is controling me I have ed since I was a teenager (always been underweight) and now with 21 years old, my mom always ask me if I already ate some food and I always lie about have eaten something and hide in my room. But now I have a stock pile of food in my bedroom, thinking about what should I do. I'm almost 2 ...
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EDAnonymous
Lana_Del_Rayquaza_
2019/02/01
I Ate Cereal For The First Time In 4 Years I measured everything out so I knew my calorie limit. With my cup of coffee and creamer, I am at 635 calories from one bowl of cereal. Does that scare the shit out of me? Absolutely. Am I proud of myself for making an effort toward recovery anyway? Yes. Very much so. I have ...
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EDAnonymous
snooze_schmooze
2019/02/01
People wonder where all the food goes I eat all the fuckin time at work and I'm one of the few that's not overweight. They say "you're metabolism is so good, it just goes right through you!" And I'm like haha yes straight into the toilet the same way it went in kek
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EDAnonymous
titiparisienne
2019/02/01
I think I just purged blood I was b/ping coffee and chocolate ice cream when I noticed a few red spots in one round. I did it again, and the next one was like 1/3 red. I haven't eaten anything red since having strawberries two days ago. How fucked am I?
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EDAnonymous
FrankWest21CP
2019/02/01
Today has started off so well :/ I ate some peanut butter and started freaking out so I bought laxatives and took the max dose. I can’t wait to do this full time shift with cramps and sludge shits :/
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