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armheartbrain
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I disgust myself HAE ever binged, proceeded to purge, and then immediately binged again?!? I baked a cake earlier. Ate half in one sitting. Felt disgusted and promptly purged. After about 7 minutes of feeling repulsive for purging (because I'm trying to stop) I then ate the other half of the cake. It's taking EVERYTH...
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7st1lb
2019/02/17
Can't seem to get my fat ass back at the gym. SOS Everything is in the title... I just need to make that one leap and then I'll be back on the exercising train. But I've been putting it off foreeeever (well 17 days now to be exact). How do you motivate yourself? ​ heeeeelp
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NewBullMoose
2019/02/17
I was underweight and have recently recovered to a BMI of almost 20. Can I stop gaining weight or is it true that I need to overshoot? I want to be done so badly and just maintain.
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fallen-fawn
2019/02/17
Do you have any health-related obstacles that you feel makes your ED so much harder? I have two! And they suck! 1. I am allergic to all RAW fruits and vegetables. It varies for each fruit/veg, like an apple will just give me mild discomfort but a banana will wreck me for a whole day. I can however eat cooked vegetable...
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EDAnonymous
phosphatidylserine_
2019/02/17
my first thought after midterms... I can finally go back to restricting again. honestly eff my stupid disordered ass
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Disastrous_Example
2019/02/17
Eating normally makes me miserable So, I’m back to restricting I guess? I was never recovered really, just eating kinda normally for two months. My ed just kind of let me so I went with it but yeah. I miss my eating disorder a lot. I don’t want to hardcore restrict or anything, I just want to feel somewhat in control...
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EDAnonymous
taifun92
2019/02/17
New Account, New Me? Made a new account after someone irl found out about the last one. How is everyone? I'm back to my bad habits but is set on losing this stupid weight. New account but same sh\*t as always I guess.
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EDAnonymous
beachedlandwhale
2019/02/17
Anyone else watch disordered binging on YouTube? I used to be addicted to only watching overweight mukbang (Trisha, Nickocado avocado) but now I’m only watching disordered eating, binge/purge videos. I used to watch Kaufmann08 (way back in the day) and recovery flower. Right now I love watching Anonymous Brahette and...
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Psychology_tenz72_
2019/02/17
Anorexia Research: Involuntary Treatment Effects [PAID] Want to MAKE A DIFFERENCE by sharing YOUR STORY? Research project at University of Missouri is looking for individuals who currently have an Anorexia Nervosa (AN) diagnosis or who are in recovery from AN who have also experienced involuntary treatment (i.e., tube-...
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LeslieKnope2k20
2019/02/17
Can we talk about ANYTHING else?! I saw a lot of my former coworkers at an event the other day, and no one would talk to me about anything other than my weight. In all fairness, I’ve lost almost 30 pounds in the nine months that I’ve been gone, so I expected some comments, but I thought they would be quick and in passi...
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ssilverliningss
2019/02/17
bulimia, pineapples, and mouth damage This is a bit stretch but here me out: I used to not be able to eat pineapple (even small amounts in smoothies) because it caused pain/tingling/numbness in my mouth. I know a bit of pain is common but I think my mouth was super sensitive to it or something as it hurt quite a lot. I...
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EDAnonymous
lilpeachiie
2019/02/17
Goodbye sex drive, I’ll miss you I tried to have sex with my boyfriend last night, and ended up just tensing the hell up and crying myself to sleep while he held me. I want to have sex, I really do and I miss it desperately, but lately I honestly feel like my body doesn’t deserve to feel good. Everywhere he touched m...
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EDAnonymous
325tilly
2019/02/17
Period changing after coming back? Hey I’m constantly cycling between months of very heavy restricting and then a month of binge eating and then a couple months maintenance. so I’m constantly yo-yoing between underweight/ normal. I’ll often miss one period when I’m restricting and then it comes back again for about 4 ...
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EDAnonymous
SadnGayRonnie
2019/02/17
New here, sharing my experience Having various trauma from my parents I somehow cling on my eating disorders as a source of comfort and coping mechanism. I dont know how and when did this happen but now I'm suffering orthorexia and bulimia. I always try to strive in getting 1800 calories a day which is less for a male,...
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Liquipidgey
2019/02/17
My boyfriend made me feel so small and skinny today. My boyfriend came over and we were lying in bed. I had only eaten 150 calories that day and it was already evening. He put his hand on my hip bone and slid up my stomach and began gently rubbing my ribs, then my chest bones like he was fascinated by them. It mad...
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EDAnonymous
lavenderthin
2019/02/17
eating ice to curb cravings does anyone ever eat ice ?? i mean i just always liked to chew ice even as a kid, almost like i’m eating cereal LOL but now i find myself eating ice when i’m restricting or trying to stick to restricting it also feels really good now bc i feel like i’m working out my jaw w/o actually eating...
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EDAnonymous
Rayotap
2019/02/18
I threw up for the first time in 3 years tonight Does this mean I'm going to relapse??? who knows!!! I got fucking food poisoning from a restaurant. guess this just means I should never eat ever again!!!
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krysalism
2019/02/18
why can't alcohol be zero calorie I mean it's probably a good thing it isn't otherwise my budding alcoholism would've been full blown by now but wouldn't it be damn nice if I could get drunk without worrying about the calories i'm ingesting?
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EDAnonymous
TrueRusher
2019/02/18
Life hack: get the flu so that your taste buds will be killed for a week thus preventing a good binge Seriously though eating like a normal person is so easy when i can’t really taste the food. The flu was horrible tho 10/10 would not recommend
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EDAnonymous
redneck_ancap
2019/02/18
Lifting on very little food I was a fat strong guy, started eating a lot less and now I’m a little less fat , a lottle less strong, and have no energy. I’m still lifting, rather irregularly now, but it sucks I lost the muscle because even though I’m down nearly 30 pounds I still look like a fat mother fucker. Also, lit...
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EDAnonymous
SayBone
2019/02/18
Dumb ED thoughts. I just found out that the prosecutor decided to charge my ex who sexually assaulted me. This actual assault happened awhile ago, and the arrest came out of the blue. I think most people would be bracing themselves to have to recount what happened in front of strangers, and to have to face their abuse...
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imTired1029
2019/02/18
The pressure maintaining a weight is making me binge like crazy I'm on accutane and I have to get monthly blood tests and they can see my triglyceride levels and all of that in the tests. And I eat like crap, but had finally gotten to maintain a reasonable weight but then after my first blood test the doc said my trigl...
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p34chesncr34m
2019/02/18
Scale :( So I’m babysitting my friends kid earlier and went to use the bathroom. I try in earnest not to weigh myself or know my weight (I communicate with doctors not to tell me anything about numbers). It’s been a few years since I’ve known a number. I’ve been in recovery a few years now... but my usual resolve faile...
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ShrinkingSkye
2019/02/18
I suck I've been such a fuck up lately that being sick and unable to really eat or drink for 3 days didn't even bring me back to my recent low weight. I feel like trash, mentally AND physically
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ketothrowaway95
2019/02/18
Tips for restricting when you have guilt over food waste? I’m torn between wanting to eat food in my fridge just so it doesn’t go bad, but simultaneously not wanting to break a comfortable fast. I feel shitty eating for the sake of eating/to get rid of food in my fridge, like a human garbage disposal. Especially if I k...
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influenya
2019/02/18
AN Stress I never actually wanted this. It just kinda happened. I got sad and slept so much that I didn't eat. Weight dropped and dropped again. BMI is really low and my psychiatrist is going to find out in a week and now I'm stressed and so I get depressed and I'm back to ground. Not to mention my hemoglobin is so low...
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queerjihad
2019/02/18
No, you don't know what it's like to be bulimic I'm a fat (formerly?) bulimic dude. I haven't binged for 4 months and I've lost 24kg. I meet up with a social worker on a weekly basis. He knows that I've been bulimic since I was 13 and that I've been in inpatient treatment for it several times. Today he asked me if I s...
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BohemianBougie
2019/02/18
Bento box recommendations? Does anyone have any amazon bento box style lunch box recommendations? I want to get some containers that are cute and fun to eat out of.
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frickingdarn
2019/02/18
First time in about half a year that I’ve gone more than 24 hours without eating and I’m conflicted. So I’ve been ‘recovering’ for a while, and it went pretty well, with ups and downs but I usually just kept eating, I’ve maybe ‘successfully’ restricted about three or four times but that was it? This is gonna seem wei...
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EDAnonymous
sugahoodie
2019/02/18
DAE pick apart food to make it look like you're eating? In the middle of a 24hr fast and my coworkers are giving me brownies and dried fruits so im just picking off pieces and pretending im eating it, i feel bad about it but im just going to finish them at home when my fast is done and i can try them
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EDAnonymous
SoFluffyle
2019/02/18
I'm so not doing ok Last week I set new rules and it worked out ok. Until I broke one of them and ended up in a 3 day binge where I found out: I can totally finish one whole damn cake on my own. Then I saw the movie Burlesque and some pictures on instagram and kind of feel like dying. I'm ready to bite the dust now. S...
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EDAnonymous
carcinogenickale
2019/02/18
I have to gain 5 pounds before my doctors appointment tomorrow.. so GOD HELP ME PLEASE, when I've been doing okay and not binging, I HAVE to gain weight.
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EDAnonymous
ghosttatt
2019/02/18
I ate way too much 🥺 I feel so disgusting I can't believe I ate so much food. I'm not allowing myself to have so many snacks at home I feel so bloated. I feel like I ate over 3k calories every day for the past three days and I really don't want to eat today. But if I don't eat I'll be weak tomorrow and I will physical...
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EDAnonymous
Pinkshake
2019/02/18
I want my boyfriend to sleep with other women. He fell in love with me when I was skinny, and I'm his first partner. I want him to sleep with other women who are tiny enough for him to easily pick up. I want him to know how amazing sex can actually be, I feel so guilty for not being the same person he fell in love with...
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EDAnonymous
MrsBluebeard
2019/02/18
Don't Y'all Just Love It When You Purge and Get Low Blood Sugar But gain 1 lbs. according to your scale. I swear all that ramen is up, but the big guy upstairs says I'm gonna be a big guy as well today, and a diZZy one at that.
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EDAnonymous
AbandonedDragon
2019/02/18
I’m a fat loser Even if all my calories come from alcohol losertown tells me I won’t hit 100lbs until fucking September and i can’t wait that long. I hate myself and I want to die.
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EDAnonymous
halconpequena
2019/02/18
Purged for the first time in over a year last night I’m not okay, I’ve never been this upset over someone. I’m sorta in a breakup Idk, i just wanna write this here. I am not even numb this time I just wanna bawl my eyes out. And the worst loneliness is the person you care for sitting as far from u as they can. This is ...
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EDAnonymous
That_Occult_Guy
2019/02/18
Being a gay man with binge eating disorder makes me want to fucking die. I’m 6 feet and 195 pounds, while it seems the gay ideal is a smooth guy with barely 120 pounds because he’s “just naturally that thin.” My best friend fits that description to a T and it triggers the fuck out of me. As if that weren’t bad en...
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EDAnonymous
olivegreenblack
2019/02/18
I just stopped a binge/purge right in its tracks and... I think I'm ok. About 6 months ago I was going through one of the worst phases of my eating disorder where I was binging massive amounts of food and purging multiple times day. That period of time was one of the most painful months of my life. I've been "recove...
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EDAnonymous
ryanhennessy91
2019/02/18
DAE C/S & flush/wash away said C/S just to get it out of your house. I constantly have started C/S just to get the bad food out of my house. I feel more at ease if I C/S and flush/sink away because then I know that I will not see it again whereas I have been known to get food that I've thrown out in the bin (Whole...
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EDAnonymous
certifiedsnax
2019/02/18
Treatment for laxative abuse? Sorry for the TMI in advance ​ I've had an ED for about 6 years now, occasionally I would take laxatives because of real constipation but as I would see my weight go down I wanted to take them more. When I went to college, I took more and more, specifically laxative teas. But ...
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EDAnonymous
annaeatk
2019/02/18
I’ve found my new thinspo So not like I was really even looking, because I’ve been “recovered” for like two years (personally don’t know if I’ll ever fully recover), but I just found the Australian show Love Island on Hulu and man does it make me want to lose a solid 50 lbs. all the girls on that show are so pretty and...
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EDAnonymous
CrushedOats
2019/02/18
/r/thinspo and /r/edfood posts are showing up again I just checked my post history and omg my thinspo posts are back?? And my edfood posts are back but they have the tag “quarantined” on them. Is anyone else seeing old posts again? I hope we get proed back!!
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EDAnonymous
mimooly
2019/02/18
Just want to be normal Hey guys I just feel like I need to get this off my chest. I’ve been overweight my entire life and near the end of high school that turned into being obese and being diagnosed with diabetes. I never had a healthy relationship with food, it’s always been something that comforts me emotionally and...
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cocainecalories
2019/02/19
fasting is just... easier? TW: . . . . I’ve been fasting these past few days and I’m just realizing how easy it is to just not eat for me than restriction. I’m horrible at math so counting calories is draining and dry fasting is so much easier than doing so. Plus your weight is accurate no matter what t...
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EDAnonymous
spaghetti_girl
2019/02/19
vent into the void hi frens, ​ i used to be fairly active in proed some months ago. i'm working through recovery now, but still struggle a lot with food and body image and other areas of life. particularly with sometimes feeling like i can't say the things i just need to get out of my system. &#x200B...
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EDAnonymous
Eau_De_Chloroform
2019/02/19
That one food that's oddly safe Avocados. Still on my safe list, some how, some way. I don't know why - foods that are half the calories per serving and much lower in fat make me physically ill to think about. No corn. No bananas. No oatmeal. But avocados are still safe? I still eat half of one almost daily. It's prob...
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EDAnonymous
prismaticraptor
2019/02/19
I just want to eat like a normal fucking person, it that so much to ask??? God I've been struggling with this stupid bullshit for years and it's been getting worse and worse. I hate seeking help and I know I should but I feel like every time I reach out I end up doing something worse I wish I didn't binge eat every...
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EDAnonymous
terran400
2019/02/19
I’m tired Everyday is a nightmare and just dreadful I mean, I get anxious whether I restrict, binge or try to eat “normally.” I never win. I don’t wanna live like this anymore, and I try to do that. I tell myself in the evening that I’ll do better the next day but I never do. I’m suddenly in a different mindset in the ...
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EDAnonymous
schizodepressive2
2019/02/19
Telling my therapist tomorrow AH! I had an eating disorder for a loooooooooooong time from my childhood into adulthood. Then I recovered and got fat for about 10 years. Now, since June, I'm back to heavy restricting and purging. My fiance knew I had issues with eating in my past, but this ED behavior is pretty new for ...
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EDAnonymous
snoopplatypus
2019/02/19
i can’t eat without binging i starve myself and then if i try to eat something small or normal sized i eat basically everything in my kitchen. I can’t vomit (i know this is probably a good thing) but i just feel like i will never be able to look at unhealthy food as anything but evil :(
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EDAnonymous
feistaspongebob
2019/02/19
Can I please vent for a minute, I need it (possible abuse TW) I’ll just start off by saying this is gonna sound incredibly whiny and I’m sorry in advance lol. My life is just in complete shambles right now. I’ll try to nutshell it because I could write a trilogy on the shitstorm I call my fucking life. I got out of a...
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AmbiguousCat
2019/02/19
It’s weird to not have an appetite. Started taking nuvigil(armodafinil) and it has done wonders clearing the fog in my head. It has also completely killed my appetite. I normally get hungry around noon and can’t get food until later so I end up binging after not eating all day. Now, I still have cravings but I’m just...
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EDAnonymous
clearandfull
2019/02/19
Instagram Truth of Overeating Can we talk about all the before/afters on Instagram where the before is “1200 calories, sad, mad, bad, cardio, tired, restriction” and the after is “2000+ calories, no workouts, happiest person alive” but they look way thinner? Is there any truth at all to this or do we think they were j...
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EDAnonymous
cersm
2019/02/19
I just want to be where I used to be... ...and I wasn't even happy back then. But I used to be so thin, and I didn't even realize until I got fat again. relapse sucks but whatever. I feel like I'm too old to do this again but here we are!
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EDAnonymous
barkinglambs
2019/02/19
Peach is reaching out for someone to adopt and maintain the app The tweet: https://twitter.com/peachdotcool/status/1097965702055710720?s=21
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EDAnonymous
peptobismolveins
2019/02/19
is peach down again for anyone else? it was working for me for a little bit but the loading times were suuuper slow. it isn't working at all for me now/crashes when i open it ://
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EDAnonymous
hotoutthekitchen
2019/02/19
anyone else develop a horrible gag reflex when heavily restricting?? I've been going between fasting and eating 500 calories max in a day for the past few weeks, and ur girl nearly puked on the dental hygienist today when she stuck that suction tube thing into my mouth. I can't even get through brushing my teeth in the...
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EDAnonymous
hmmsecretaccount
2019/02/19
Peach is back! (For me, for now)
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EDAnonymous
unecessarilymargie
2019/02/19
Have you ever met someone with a healthy approach to food? Could you give some insight as to what their life is like? I realized that I literally don’t know anyone with a true healthy approach to food, everyone I know is either successfully or unsuccessfully on some kind of diet. What does a healthy approach to food lo...
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leointheskies
2019/02/19
Since Peach is back, let’s have a new username exchange thread! I’m brand new and my account is leolio. Add me and share your account here!!
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smallmadscientist
2019/02/19
Peach is back up and running! Yay for one of our safe spaces being back and running!
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dolllheart
2019/02/19
A Revelation I know that loving to cook for others is common among ED sufferers, but I only now realized that my incessant desire to feed others is not out of some sick satisfaction (as I previously thought), but out of this weird maternal instinct to want to feed others the way I wish I could feed myself. It just feel...
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---t-away---
2019/02/19
Catch me bringing 4 of my boxes of tea to school Why eat when I could drink, y’know, black tea, green tea, green tea with lemon, chamomile with spearmint, peppermint with lime or green rose? Can’t wait to drink so much I feel sick ✨
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ellewoulds
2019/02/19
I thought I was recovered So for years now, like five, maybe even six, I maintained a board on Pinterest with what I see now is fitspo. At the time I created it, I was actually OK. I was eating balanced meals and was working out in moderation like a normal person should. I didn’t realize that the Pinterest board would ...
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EDAnonymous
FancyForager
2019/02/19
For all the guys here I know that the guys here often feel marginalized or forgotten as people who struggle with an ED, so I thought I would tell you about the band Silverchair. I'm sure a lot of you are aware, but some of you younger guys may not know about them. The lead singer Daniel Johns suffered from anorexia and...
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EDAnonymous
averylynne-
2019/02/19
Break up with your girlfriend, cause I’m bored WELL IF THIS ISNT ME during a restrictive, over exercising, hypomanic episode. Thank u for calling me out Ariana.
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EDAnonymous
Poems_for_your_dogs
2019/02/19
My cousin triggered me into getting better. Growing up, we were always close but super competitive. She's always been perfectly slim, and I was rounder. She's always been a fussy/picky eater since childhood and she was my thinspo. I've had this Ed for 5 years and recently it's spiralled out of control. I'm so underweig...
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navajohcc
2019/02/19
I had my wisdom tooth yanked today *(Possible TMI if you're squeamish/TW - bp-ing)* I have AN Type II (B/P subtype) and right now binge/purging has gotten pretty bad, sometimes three times a day or more. After the dentist got the tooth out she gave me a long list of precautions I had to take so as not to disturb the ...
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flortotheno
2019/02/19
Body dismorphia Tw: measuring I was just looking for a pair of jeans and had to measure my waist and hips, and found a cool way to see myself without dysmorphia or rather someone with the same measurements as me. I took my measuring tape and looked up on Google my measurements "waist X inches hip X inches ". Even if ...
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avocadonut115
2019/02/19
wellbutrin :( hi there anxiety induced binge eating and serious brain fog distracted bullshit. It’s nice being extremely happy but not with this weird sinking anxiety lying below the surface. it’s been a good week but thanks no thanks.
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EDAnonymous
throwaway_5555556
2019/02/19
just venting/asking your thoughts howdy, i haven't posted here before but i've been lurking since proed was still up. i'm a 25 year old guy and i'm basically just a mess atm. i lost a bunch of weight last year (33.5 bmi to 21) but due to a personal tragedy in my life and a career change, i've basically gone full back ...
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bulimicomrade
2019/02/19
I don't know if I can stick with this I'm currently a few weeks into my treatment for bulimia and I don't know if I can stick with this. I can't weigh myself and I have to eat every few hours and I can tell that I've gained weight even though I can't check. I also had to delete my MyFitnessPal account and it's stressin...
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EDAnonymous
zanzanzanzan0
2019/02/19
Today I engaged peak awkward at my new job due to a ginger cookie My new boss, who I have been trying to bond with, offered me a cookie (of reasonable size) from a box and I took so long starting at it he adds "it's gluten free!" I'm panicking because (1) I already ate my snack for the day and (2) I don't know this g...
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EDAnonymous
betterno1
2019/02/19
He didn’t choose me. I didn’t expect this today. On social media, I was browsing along and all the sudden there’s this girl. I don’t know who she is, I didn’t know she existed as a romantic prospect. My eyes watered and I found myself crying in my office. He didn’t choose me. I clicked out of the image the first time...
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EDAnonymous
tamagotchi-hands
2019/02/20
MY PEACH APP JUST LOADED anyone else? is peach back?! (sorry...on mobile) @fluffybunnypantsx
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EDAnonymous
hotelbell
2019/02/20
Self-inflicted pineapple I absolutely love pineapple. But my body (my mouth) does not. I always end up visibly bleeding after a few bites and my mouth stings for hours. I can’t eat or taste anything else at this point. Thanks, bromelain!
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EDAnonymous
chronicallyvicky
2019/02/20
my ED is back I struggled with purging disorder for about 9 months, thought it would kill me. I eventually got help, went on antidepressants, and thought I had beat it. The medication I went on caused me to gain an EXTREME amount of weight, very very quickly. I tried so hard to work out, lose weight in a healthy way, l...
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EDAnonymous
sunnyrai99
2019/02/20
Who else waits way too long? To purge yeah, i hate that I do it at all but I hate even worse that I fall asleep after a mega gigantic binge and wake up 2 hrs later and wait one more to purge. A bunch of stuff still came up? But I know it probably didn’t save me anything aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kms I bought lots of healthy ...
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EDAnonymous
Rickticia
2019/02/20
Watch out for certain new users A day old user, u/throwawayyourfood , is going around making very rude comments on old comments to those who dare to disagree with them. For example, on my 97 day old comment, I received this lovely message: “So it's cool to binge like a pig and then puke it up because "MUH DISORDERRRRR...
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throwawaytrash58285
2019/02/20
I gained 15 lbs and I want to ~~die~~ I had been overweight and finally pulled it together and got to 128 lbs which was great till a bunch of awful stuff happened to me and I became so depressed I didn't care how I looked. Now I've gain more than 15 lbs and I'm at 145 lbs and I finally am breaking out of my depressiv...
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thabigfloof
2019/02/20
I feel so gross /vent i’ve been drowning in a sea of stress and anxiety lately from back to back exams in grad school, balancing a full time job, and just trying not to hate myself every single day. and this week i guess a switch flipped inside me and i just stopped caring. i skipped work for the past two days. i didn’...
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davidriot
2019/02/20
frustration with GP after no diagnosis I went to see a doctor, finally. 5 years of debilitating anxiety and depression and 1 of ana, I just couldn't do it anymore. my heart was racing because of anxiety as he took my heart rate, 134bpm. said he was thinking I could be anorexic, but my heart rate wasn't slowed enough fo...
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krisgreg
2019/02/20
Peach Hi guys, many of you are on the Peach app and a lot of you already know that it was down for a bit. Personally for me, it’s a way to talk about things and not feel judged so it’s a great outlet for me. Right now they’re struggling. As you know, Peach team has reached out looking for benefactors to support Peach a...
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EDAnonymous
shittypebbles
2019/02/20
Got a gift from a professor... I'm a receptionist at the local university and over this past week have done a couple of last-minute favors for a professor. I'm used to getting gifts of gratitude from different faculty members when I solve a problem (Starbucks gift card, a small plant, etc) but this professor got me.......
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EDAnonymous
secretschuylersister
2019/02/20
so we learned about EDs in class today and i’m currently a senior in high school & one of our required classes is a life skills/college guidance class. we are talking about challenges/mental illnesses that college students face & one of them was eating disorders. literally all of my classmates except me were...
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EDAnonymous
Nude-prude
2019/02/20
I did a comic for the first time in years it feels https://imgur.com/gallery/VhM9B75 For some reason i cant post just a pic so heres the imgur link For all my comics you can find them on instagram @obsessive_ink
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frodo-shaggins
2019/02/20
Recovering from miscarriage with ED Trigger warning for miscarriage talk, obviously. Long, kind of complicated story I just want to get off my chest. Early last year, I started recovering from my ED in hopes of solving some gastrointestinal issues I have. I went from BMI 19 (lowest ever, 19% BF, never underweighy) to...
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EDAnonymous
Anavosa
2019/02/20
How do you deal with cravings? I don’t know how to deal with mine and I’m getting them like crazy.
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EDAnonymous
lhadnil
2019/02/20
I just got fired! and my first thought was “at least this will distract me from the hunger” :))))
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EDAnonymous
BumblebeePoltergeist
2019/02/20
Im at a birthday party with my favorite cake. But I know if I have any I'll spend the next three days in a depression spiral hating myself. Brains are stupid.
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EDAnonymous
itsatummything
2019/02/20
im happy my two jobs keep me busy and not eating it gives me an excuse to run out the door without eating, cuz "im running late" an excuse to not eat at home, cuz "i ate on my lunch break" an excuse to intermediate fast, cuz it "works better with my schedule"
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EDAnonymous
deezisnibbas
2019/02/20
Boyfriend loves my body and I hate it. Classic shit amirite. I'm overweight but it spreads out pretty evenly except for my big ole ass. I got retriggered by seeing an unrequited love with his skinny and tall girlfriend and lost 50 pounds. Then I found this guy and he has never made me feel sexier or more desired. I'v...
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EDAnonymous
PlumeriaParfum
2019/02/20
Please help! I'm scared I'll put on weight today So far I've eaten 500 calories and 100g carbs. Please someone tell me if I'll gain weight like this??? I usually eat less than 50g carbs a day and im freaking out, because I've heard that if you eat more than a certain amount of carbs the body will store half of it as fa...
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EDAnonymous
Annaniks
2019/02/20
Dae do their best to balance ed w/ recovery Hey guys so my first official post on this sub, but I've commented a few times and lurked it for forever, I was diagnosed anorexic and went through recovery last year after like 7 years. Lately my life has spiraled out of control (not necessarily in a negative way just, thing...
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sorrywhatshappening
2019/02/20
I’m saving myself I’m a relatively serial dater.. the last three were shitty, physically and/or emotionally abusive men. My last bf talked about my weight all the time, often comparing me to other women/telling me his “type” was tall thin blondes (I’m literally the exact opposite) and I think it ruined my ability to be...
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EDAnonymous
cashmeremoose
2019/02/20
not wanting to try new foods because you’re a diehard foodie and trying new foods that you’re curious about would only make those fantasies TANGIBLE and you’ll know what they taste like for insatiable cravings to arise in the ⚠️🚨near future🚨⚠️
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SilentProtagonist16
2019/02/20
First step towards recovery today. I have my first appointment with an eating disorder clinic today and I’m very stressed about it. Are they just going to expect me to be able to gain weight right now? Will they want to force 2,000 calories a day down my throat? Maybe they’ll just immediately try to throw me in a hospi...
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EDAnonymous
acw50616
2019/02/20
Drop your peach usernames!! I just made an account and I want to add all you lovely folks 💕 drop your username below!! Mine is: @doublezero
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