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Falling in and out Does anybody deny their ED for an extended period of time, and then it just crashes back down over them? I lost 18kg when I first developed my eating disorder, and then my binge habits lead me to gain 50kg- I’ve lost 5kg since and lost motivation. Until my boyfriend couldn’t keep it up during sex....
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Alterily
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Whimsyprincess
2019/02/25
Eating Disorder Awareness Week Is anyone else in this weird place of "I wanna bring attention to it/acknowledge it/do a walk or go to a group" but also thinking "Will doing this make people suspicious? Will they know or think I've relapsed? Do I even DESERVE to do a walk or anything?" Ugh. Boo hiss at my stupid head. ...
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EDAnonymous
Jordanlynn542
2019/02/25
I can’t sleep :( I just want to be thin. I used to be 120lbs (I’m about 5’7.5) and now I am 150.2 and I just want to get back to the weight. I really want to be 95lbs. My girlfriend broke up with me and I was kicked out of my musical, so I feel even more worthless than usual. I’m fasting for at least the next five days...
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dem_cakes
2019/02/25
IM SURE I LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME AS YESTERDAY - a rant Yesterday was a skinny-feeling day. LOL almost wrote skinny day but the truth is that at my height and weight I’m toeing the line between healthy and overweight. Especially the way I carry my weight, after a friend pointed out how I look sort of manly from the back ...
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wouldbeafinething
2019/02/25
BeatSaber is the fucking best 😍 Pros: * Spend time with friends with less food anxiety: Nobody notices you not eating cause of their turns * Good alternative to board games (my mates think games night = endless mindless snacking) * Burns a shit ton of calories (!!) * Legit fun * Scroll Reddit when it's not...
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EDAnonymous
blackbirdgirlXO
2019/02/26
Peach?? I’ve heard people say Peach is a new (ish, maybe just to me lol) hub for the ED community. Is that true? Have you guys found it helpful and comfortable? Tumblr is circling the drain. If you use it can you drop your @ below?
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EDAnonymous
The_Fluffy_Walrus
2019/02/26
Someone called me "scrawny" last week and I still don't know how to feel Been kinda thinking about it a lot. Years ago I was literally obese. I started riding my bike every morning one summer to just try to be somewhat active along with eating less. Eating less turned to skipping meals. Skipping meals turned to "fasti...
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KawaiiFirefly
2019/02/26
Trying to recover And Ive literally eaten everything in my fridge. Its either I'm restricting or I eat everything in sight. I just want to maintain. Theres got to be a better way than this. Anyone have any recover advice? I purged the other day and my heart felt like I had ran a mile, my breathing was all weird. I'm...
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PleaseDisease
2019/02/26
Well, my whole math class now knows I'm fucked up 🤦‍♀️ We were doing some problems today in math class and the teacher said to relate it to something that you know a lot about or that you can understand easily. Everyone else picked money. My dumbass picked calories. 🤷‍♀️ shit.
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Theblacrose
2019/02/26
First time purging, confused and scared I’ve tried before and nothing happened. This time I just kept going, and a lot of spit came then some liquid stuff some or it cleanish orangish. Then yellowish orangish clear. My eyes started watering really badly. So I got up and saw the sink was over flowing ( I had turned it ...
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mattchampionstan
2019/02/26
Tfw...... you’ve been heavily restricting for weeks and you lose weight and it’s noticeable but when you do a body check you just convince yourself you’re making it up and you haven’t really lost so you’re back to heavy restricting What A Vicious Cycle
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JimMakingTheFace
2019/02/26
2 steps forward and a thousand steps back I was doing so well. I was genuinely happy for a whole month. I didn’t over/under eat. I was excited for my future, I’m currently drunk af and have taken a few xanax. I’ve been so miserable, I almost had a panic attack deciding what my breakfast was going to be. I was doing s...
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HausDeKittehs
2019/02/26
My dying qdad just confronted me about eating only a pickle when I was in high school. I've had EDNOS most of my life. When I was in high school and college it was the worst. My dad randomly brought up out of the blue how when I stayed at his house I ate only a pickle. I said, "oh, I still eat pickles." He said, yeah b...
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redhotjillypepper
2019/02/26
I swear to god I feel like I binged but all sources say im under maintenance????? I had like 1 soup soaked bread roll (130-ish), some broccoli dipped in chili for “seasoning” (100-ish) like 3-4 (??? Im so bad at estimating oz) oz of turkey (200??), 3 bites of a cookie (60??), 2 forkfuls of pudding (50??), like 1/8 a sw...
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StephPowell1
2019/02/26
Think I talked myself out of therapy? Below is a copy of the email I sent my therapist about group therapy. Now I think they will pull me from the group when that isn't what I wanted, I just don't know how to manage it? Have I just lost all my help? Hya. I apologise for the rest of this email. I've been meaning ...
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proimize
2019/02/26
I failed my intro to chem exam I'm not even in gen chem yet and yet I'm already failing. I honestly don't even know what happened, I was studying for a few weeks, I thoight I'd at least pass. Anyway, I got home and binged on 1 popsicle (80kcl), 2 cups of chocolate ice cream (400kcl?), and three oreos on top of my lunch...
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sammy5198
2019/02/26
Anyone else have trouble making food around others? I've been trying to recover and am happy to say that for a while now, I haven't been thinking about what I've been eating. Binging, sometimes. But I promised myself no more purging. I live with five other girls and when someone else is in the kitchen, I refuse to make...
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notzacsthrowaway
2019/02/26
i havent had any selfcontrol recently im eating far too fucking much. today i had a bowl of pasta and half a bag of corn chips. yesterday i had an entire pizza and the other half of the bag of corn chips. it's so much food. eating makes me feel disgusting and i jsut want to stop eating so much, but for the past week iv...
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ALonelyComputerVirus
2019/02/26
where are we on the shame spectrum today guys? my temporary?! cbt therapist knows about my new unlocked suicidal thoughts. haven’t got the courage to bring up the eating/fasting. am I too fat or is it the diarrhoea from just a week of purging that’s got me fasting rn lmao
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depictured
2019/02/26
My friend with depression is trying to "help" me with my ED He noticed my eating patterns and brought his concerns up to me, and I told him that I ate 3 whole grapes yesterday in my defense. (which didn't work) So he said, "I will only take my meds if you eat a good meal every day". What am I supposed to do??? I love...
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sandywpskw
2019/02/26
I think my 11 year old niece has eating disorder on top of anxiety. Help My niece is 11, very slender,lowest on weight charts or even below. She has anxiety,she breaks down in tears sometimes for the simplest things,avoiding school,avoids some social type things,sometimes she hides even mymwhen my daughter and I visit,...
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rbnshthrowaway
2019/02/26
"I need to lose weight too." Lmao the actual Fuck. I was complaining to my boyfriend the other day about not fitting into H&M clothes (bc they run about 5 sizes too small) and how I think my belly's too soft. Yesterday HE was complaining that his work pants dont fit anymore and about he "needs to lose weight too" ...
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__peewee
2019/02/26
“little” spoon Do you know how hard it is to keep ur stomach sucked in when your mans laying behind you and resting his hand on your stomach? I literally feel like my stomach is hanging down into a puddle when I’m laying on my side. I know he loves me and this is completely irrational but i can’t help but think he’s ...
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apocalyptic_thoughts
2019/02/27
Cold cold cold When you're wearing 2 layers and are covered by 3 more but you constantly wake up anyway because you feel like you're freezing to death so you just give up with sleep at 4am. A.k.a. When your eating disorder leads to temporary anemia due to a lack of nutrition. I'll try to have some eggs and peas aft...
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speakofthewolf
2019/02/27
My dad just asked me to help him lose weight... What do I do??? I lost a lot recently... obviously through bad habits... He said he wants to know how to "eat right". Like... WHAT... tomorrow I'm planning on eating a whole pint of non-dairy ice cream and nothing else and I'm suppose to tell him how to "eat right"? What...
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patriotsfan4life
2019/02/27
what do normal people eat in a day? I'm attempting to lose weight in a "healthy" way. but most healthy food is, like, fruits and veggies, and this is going to sound stupid but I don't want to eat too many of those. a normal amount is ok but too much fiber makes me bloated and uncomfortable, and I also weigh myself afte...
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thepeelofanorange
2019/02/27
The meal plan my parents are using for me is literally 4,500 calories Ughghfhfjejdkkkkjjfjd why did I even tell them and go into recovery. I feel fat and bloated and gross!!! Family based treatment is HARD you guys, being a kid is HARD. I gotta do everything my parents tell me to do and there’s no negotiations allowed ...
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EDAnonymous
doggolemon
2019/02/27
Does it upset anyone else when you’re told to gain weight? [rant] I can’t be the only one. I absolutely hate when people tell me I need to gain weight, and I’m not sure if it’s the fact that I have an eating disorder or I just dislike people telling me what to do. Either way, it’s really annoying. Especially when all...
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EDAnonymous
NeverPerfectEnough
2019/02/27
Halo Top dairy free candy bar Holy fuck. You guys. I have a monster sore throat so I just wanted cold stuff for dinner. Grabbed a box of sugar free popsicles. Just past that was the Halo Top section. In previous experience, the birthday cake flavor was atrocious & cinnamon bun was okay at best. So I don't know why ...
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EDAnonymous
extra-black-depresso
2019/02/27
thinking of taking a shot of hydrogen peroxide to purge, how bad of an idea is this lol no matter how deep or how much I wiggle my fingers, I can't gag 😩 hydrogen peroxide is a stomach irritant, just scared to drink it since around five people died last year from drinking high concentrations of it y'all ever do some...
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EDAnonymous
hideousthing
2019/02/27
worst nights of my life fellas I was doing so fucking good with eating at least SOMETHING 3 times a day and holding myself to it but everything's gone to total shit and I'm back to restricting until late late at night and then drinking and binging I've developed some strong feelings for a really good friend of mine wh...
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EDAnonymous
slightlyannoyed0
2019/02/27
I hate myself... so much This morning, I had an appointment with a new nutritionist. At the end of the session, she weighed me after asking my mother for permission (she was with me during the appointment... so I had to lie about all the skipped meals and stuff I have thrown away at school and say that I ate instead) M...
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EDAnonymous
Tay-tertot
2019/02/27
Watch me, this is accountability I am flying to SF to see an ex in april and I will be damned if I don't lose at least 20 before I see them.
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EDAnonymous
thecommunistagenda
2019/02/27
Relapse I’ve relapsed back into this guys so guess you’ll be seeing more of me. I went into recovery around Christmas and I’ve slowly been slipping back into without even realising - missing meals because I’ve forgotten and such. I’ve lost more than 4kg since I went back into recovery without even deliberately tryi...
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EDAnonymous
coldpizzainthetrash
2019/02/27
I heard someone purging in the bathroom I was going to the bathroom before class periods and heard retching and was instantly like nope fuck that and was hurrying up to pee, for some reason other people vomiting grosses me our but me doing it isn't gross to me??? Lmao but anyways, when I came out my stall I was washing...
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LMichaelM
2019/02/27
So. Egzackly Who's in Charge, HUH? 😡 Food's my habit, my drug, my drug-habit. I'm trying to fast, *two years now* I've been battling to complete a ten-day fast – and still failing. Mind you, I'm not beating myself up, 'cos I've done what few even try… finished many, many fasts over 30hrs, in some weeks four or five su...
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EDAnonymous
PM_Me_Your_Furbabies
2019/02/27
I want to scream but then I'd be OvErReAcTiNg My boyfriend ate my 10 cal jelly while I was out catching pokemon FOR HIM. MY LOW CALORIE SNACK. A SNACK I FEEL SAFE EATING. Out of all the flavours I had in the fridge he also took my favourite one, black forest gateau. This was after I had just cooked him a huge bowl of ...
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EDAnonymous
cumhacumha
2019/02/27
Toilet bowl As a bulimic this made me cry with laughter. Thought if there were any other deranged individuals such as myself on here that you might enjoy. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qDSfnLT22g&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qDSfnLT22g&feature=youtu.be)
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EDAnonymous
ScottSteinerPhD
2019/02/27
My hips are furniture seeking missiles So, I've got the spatial awareness of a drunk panda. No, that's too generous. I have the spatial awareness of a corpse. I bump into things constantly. Strangely enough, out in a car and I'm fine, but I'm getting off-track here. I had a particularly manic day about a week ago and ...
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EDAnonymous
rachaelbelle
2019/02/27
11 pounds lost in 3 days ....because psychosis makes me so sick that I throw up consistently and my heart rate is over 160 bpm resting ripppp
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EDAnonymous
petitcherub
2019/02/27
I think purging made me a bad drinker anyone else have problems keeping alcohol down after starting to purge regularly? I've been purging for half a year now & lately Ive had multiple times where drinking makes me soooo sick & im left throwing up bile multiple times before i can rest & feel ok. I never had ...
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EDAnonymous
softcoffee
2019/02/27
Awkward moments where people question your food intake. Last night I was with my friends, laughing and talking before we were about to leave campus and go home. During this I was eating Sabra hummus with pretzels, and a mixed fruit cup. So two friends leave and it's just me and this one girl, and while I'm getting read...
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bullymeahhh
2019/02/27
Should I donate blood? So I'm eating sub 500 calories a day, and I read online that donating blood burns about 650 calories. I was wondering if you guys think I should donate blood and probably die because I'm so malnourished. I'm just so torn? Yeah it's risky, but a free burning of 0.18 pounds (650/3600) is too good t...
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EDAnonymous
nazea
2019/02/27
the only time ive been happy to get my period i use to not get them, for a year i didnt have one due to high restriction. recently i upped my intake (partly for my boyfriend and to focus in college) i go to school +12 hours away and i visited him in late january, things happened and i am not on birth control yet. vis...
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EDAnonymous
MiauMiau1919
2019/02/28
I hate when people call me a "survivor" I'm not inspirational. My life was never in danger. I don't feel brave. *I just feel disgusting.* ("Survivor of" childhood sex abuse, which I think is linked to my struggle with body image, dysmorphia, and disordered eating.)
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EDAnonymous
Dietcokewoke
2019/02/28
I just "binged" on 3 packs of gum My boyfriend got me airhead flavored gum and I just went through all 3 packs in like 20 minutes??? I'd chew a piece until it wasn't as sweet and then spit it out and chew another one... I feel so disgusting staring at all these wrappers and chewed up gum pieces. I know it's not a real ...
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EDAnonymous
cashewrissa
2019/02/28
Ok I'm literally in shock rn So from dec-jan I was hardcore restricting after a breakup etc and got down to my lowest weight ever, like 101.8. For 18.5 bmi i need to be 101.0 and that was honestly the goal. Well Feb rolled around and I completely lost myself and started overeating, eating out etc and literally thought...
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pinkglitterbunny
2019/02/28
Just pouring tajin into my hand and eating it I’m fairly high right now and usually I’d be ordering dominos but instead I’m just eating tajin. Yay I guess
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EDAnonymous
coffeecreamer06
2019/02/28
Stfu about my food. Any comment about my food completely ruins my appetite. Just let me eat. Fuck . 🙄
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weightwasted
2019/02/28
Do any of you have experience with Prozac? I was just prescribed a starter dose of 10mg (moving to 20mg in a week) of prozac for depression and I was told it wouldn’t make me gain but I would like to hear anyone else’s experience with it. I’m pretty tired all the time and for the past two months have been constantly bi...
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stillweighting
2019/02/28
Fleabag.. So my GF just put on the first episode of Fleabag and I fucking detest it because of the flippant “she’s probably anorexic” comments. It put me right off my god damn rice crackers.
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TheCuntInTheRye
2019/02/28
Uh-Oh! My thighs are awfully disproportionate I’ll jump right in. My thighs are almost the size as 10 pounds under my hw, but my abdomen is as thin as 10 pounds over my lowest weight. Not sure how this happened, but I want to cry. I don’t understand how my body could be this fucked up.
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EDAnonymous
Just-Another-Mom
2019/02/28
Shuffling/dancing Does anyone shuffle here? How has it changed your body? Do you feel more confident? What is your experience and is it even worth the try?
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sternums
2019/02/28
I accidentally sent my husband my weight and I want to rip every hair follicle out of my body It’s red fucking alert, my dudes. I’ve been waiting a month for background check results to come in the mail to start my dream job, and when it finally came I got super excited and sent him a close pic of it, in which you can ...
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fruitcakee
2019/02/28
Chewing less should technically increase your metabolism If digesting your food burns calories, then wouldn't chewing less mean your body has to work harder to break it down? Working harder = burning more calories? I'm not trying to encourage anyone to swallow their food whole and risk choking, but I really want to und...
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throwawaygyno826378
2019/02/28
Decided to try writing a poem about an experience I had with my ED Why can’t I cry The movies gloomy storm had begun My friends tearing up around me I couldn’t form the tears Why can’t I cry The fridge remains empty While the cabinet crickets alone They were all plenty full yesterday Why can’t I cry The sink re...
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EDAnonymous
notsoskinny_legend
2019/02/28
boyfriend "forgets to eat"... must be nice!!! this is my first time posting but i am in the midst of my first relapse in five years and food has been constantly on my mind. i've been purging after meals and restricting, but i recently saw an RD and am trying to follow her recommendations (which involve increasing my ca...
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EDAnonymous
Edthrowaway1325
2019/02/28
MAJOR anxiety about upcoming birthday. Help! Hi reddit. I was hoping I could get some advice or words of comfort or just hear if anyone else feels the same way I do now. It would really help me out. My birthday is next week and I'm really freaking out. The last few years I've been in school and my bday has fallen duri...
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SubBiscuit
2019/02/28
What does your ideal fridge look like? Today I move into my own space! I've been couch surfing for the last month after leaving an emotionally abusive relationship, and I can't wait to be in more control of my own living area. For the first time in three years I get to have whatever fridge I want! So much cold brew. ...
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EDAnonymous
ffawnn
2019/02/28
Getting over a “failure” I got to a point where i felt good about myself on Sunday. Not great, but enough that i didn’t hate how i looked anymore. Then i binged Tuesday for the first time in a month, and then yesterday too. I had convinced myself that it was ok to eat before a (really important) exam because i thought ...
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DiabolicalFruits
2019/02/28
Nausea? Hey there, I was wondering if anyone else has had/is having this problem. I've been eating very little lately, like 500 calories or less plus working out, and yesterday and today I've been really nauseous. I ate pretty much a normal amount of food for height + weight yesterday hoping that it would make me feel ...
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Fieryirishplease
2019/02/28
Well I am back. TW: Miscarriage I used to be over at r/ProED under CrookedlyAnnoying but I didn't post much, just lurked. When ProED went down I was absolutely devastated. It started me on a cycle of binge and binge some more. Then the tumblr-pocalypse happened and there went my next support system. This shit sucked so...
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tw04679
2019/02/28
"You're not as slim as I thought." "You're not as slim as I thought." <- comment from a LDR boyfriend after I sent a photo of myself in a swimsuit that caused me to spiral and have an absolute freakout yesterday. I stopped responding for a few minutes and went to cry and came back super emotional. He kept saying I l...
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sammy_leigh
2019/02/28
Starting a PHP program on Monday and kind of freaking out... Inpatient was hell for me, it physically started to heal me but mentally fucked me up even more. I'm exhausted, stressed af about paying for it, and I'm so scared of losing all control. Any advice of starting recovery (again) ?
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basicassbrowngirl
2019/02/28
waste of a day i restricted all day but at night i literally binged 2200 cal.... WHY AM I LIKE THIS
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llllllllambtalk
2019/02/28
Pill heartburn HOLY SHIT Ugh guys I feel like I'm fucking dying. I always take iron, vitamin C, hair/skin/nails vitamin, birth control, and zoloft before bed and never feel anything unusual. But tonight..TONIGHT it feels like an angry black hole opened up in my stomach. I've been in so much pain for an hour and a half,...
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peachgoo
2019/02/28
I think I may be getting an eating disorder.... I want to be skinny! I want to be skinny so bad!! I'm well overweight. 257lbs last time I checked and I had been talking to my therapist about how sometimes if I eat to the point of my being stuffed, ill force myself to throw it up. She didn't say much and kinda glossed...
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gayperidot
2019/02/28
DAE feel the weight right after eating ANYTHING? After I eat pretty much anything I can FEEL the fat on my body, especially my face. It just feels different! Like I'm suddenly hyper aware of any amount of pudge on my cheeks whatsoever. Even if it's like a cucumber or something. I can never tell if I'm imagining it or n...
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EDAnonymous
itsalonstora
2019/03/01
The guy I’ve been talking to found someone else I’m crying and shaking right now. I’m so fucking lonely. We started hanging out about five months ago. Since we started hanging out, we spent literally every Saturday together. He lives an hour away and would literally drive to/from. Sometimes he would pick me up, drive...
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eloana12
2019/03/01
‘How do you eat that much ice cream yet stay slim’ Hi guys so I’ve fallen back down this hole yet again!!! Anyways a friend saw me demolish a tub of ice cream and asked this, truth be told I skipped meals leading up to that wonderful binge so yea that’s my diet secret :) hope this helps! Jk pls don’t do this it’s so ba...
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EDAnonymous
TurkeysAreFriends
2019/03/01
Want to stop losing but the competition part of my brain won’t let me been stuck at 19.6 BMI wanted to get down to 19 but a LOT of people have been commenting on how skinny I am and I just got clothes for this weight and really don’t want to have to buy more when i lose the extra 5lbs. I’ve also been feeling rly good a...
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Awassya
2019/03/01
Chronic illness and ED are double teaming me. The brain fog from medication, my illnesses and restriction combined is kicking my ass and not taking any names. I couldn't perform a simple calculation today for about three straight minutes. Two numbers. I'm not joking. A ton of people laughed at me and I haven't felt s...
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EDAnonymous
bluebirdhall
2019/03/01
I recently joined peach and it’s the only thing keeping me happy I know it sounds dramatic, but I don’t know what I would do without peach. Everyone there is so nice and supportive. I regret not joining sooner because I feel like I could have kept in touch with people from r/proED. If you’re considering joining, please...
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bigmthstrikesagain
2019/03/01
any ed group chats i can join? Hello everyone! I'd love to have some people to talk to about ed stuff.. if anyone wants to add me to an ed group chat pls message me! a little bit a about me: I'm 18, female, 6' tall, CET time zone I struggle with restriction, binge eating and bulimia; I've been bulimic for over 3 yea...
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dani_lionn
2019/03/01
Vengeance on my irregular period Normally I can tolerate how irregular my period is with my ed but it came out of nowhere on Wednesday and I'm supposed to be spending the night w the bf later and I'm FUCKING PISSED about it so after googling how to make it stop early I've been aggressively masturbating and drinking my ...
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remiisme
2019/03/01
🍑 appreciation post This isn’t a self promo I promise! I just have such a genuine appreciation for the peach community and I would never have known about it or joined it or connected with so many people on there without you guys here, so thank you! I’ve only had it a few days but it’s honestly such a great feeling to ...
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EDAnonymous
LolitaJane
2019/03/01
I posted an ED meme on Facebook, and everyone laughed, and no one noticed. It was the Mr. Krabs "**THERE'S FOOD IN THE FATTY TISSUE RESERVES**" one. LOL real life is disordered and everyone thinks it's a big joke.
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EDAnonymous
dis__cord
2019/03/01
Spitting food into tissues. Don't know when it started but whenever I eat with my fam or someone else I'd chew the food and keep it in my mouth then spit it out into some tissues while pretending to be wiping my mouth or something. I've been using quite a lot of tissues and I feel bad.
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ohwellolivia
2019/03/01
Back to square one Had the flu earlier this week. Puked constantly, barely ate, ya know the drill. For the past 2 days I’ve been feeling a little better, but instead of vomiting everything I ate, I actively purged everything I ate, a behavior I haven’t had in 2 years. But I’ve done it 4 times today already so I guess I...
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mipiacelapizza
2019/03/01
Man, I love it when my mom overeats I know I'm kind of an asshole for saying this but I fucking love it, it's like watching one of those disgusting muckbang videos but irl. And plus I get to feel superior to her even though I know I'm a scum bag.
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EDAnonymous
jooliacoolia17
2019/03/01
the scale won’t. move. been at the same weight ALLLL week and i’m getting so frustrated. i know i’m eating at a deficit but WHY ISNT THE NUMBER GOING DOWNN. literally triggering me to start binging i wanna die :-)
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birdsbirdsbirds339
2019/03/01
I started stacking again I thought I was finished with stacking, I was restricting just fine without it. I'm ~10lbs from my goal weight (when I told myself i would maintain lmao) and I look and feel bigger than ever. Down 35 since I started. Is this body dysmorphia? Or am I really just realizing how big I was to star...
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EDAnonymous
hamiifan
2019/03/01
Health and Fitness class is such a trip I’m studying public health in college right now, and I have to take a one credit Health and Fitness class to graduate early. Being lectured about how to balance diet and exercise is hilarious to me but also scary. So many people in my class don’t know anything about nutrition. Th...
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EDAnonymous
trynagetafullride
2019/03/01
I hate myself I’m sorry I need to rant. Started this semester determined to get rid of my freshman 15. From my highest, I’d lost 16 pounds. I’ve never been happier with myself mentally - I actually stuck to my goals! Only 10 more pounds to go to goal weight! But I got fucking ravenously hungry and I binged. I binged li...
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EDAnonymous
Mapletyler
2019/03/01
Getting annoyed when other people don't plan their meals? I can't go throughout the day without planning what I eat. I usually just skip breakfast and lunch and don't do specific dinner planning until 2-3 pm. It annoys me to no end when I get home from school and ask what's planned for dinner and my mom says nothing. I...
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EDAnonymous
Demona666
2019/03/01
I thought I had worms...... You guys, this is gonna be quite gross but I HAVE TO TELL SOMEONE! I had a spaghetti craving last night. So your girl here made a bunch of shiritaki noodles and covered them in tomatoe sauce and cheese (250 calories).... Fucking delicious, and filling! This morning I took a poo before w...
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thoughtfulfox
2019/03/01
Periods TBH, I liked it better when I was skinny and had no period than being fat and having a period every two weeks. Yay.
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thatssnotmythrowaway
2019/03/01
Going back a mile, not even sorry. I am every single ED nightmare. I can’t even handle it. I basically recovered and then my dysmorphia had me thinking I was still thin. Hahahhahha Fucking NO. Now, I’m slowly but surely relapsing. I just basically have just accepted the dive. I’m really good at playing this off too, be...
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isitworthliving
2019/03/01
I'm sick of eating too much I feel so sick I literally can't take this anymore, I can't even talk to my therapist about my eating problems cause I'm too ashamed. It's ruining my life, I can't see my friends or go out of the house cause I gained weight and I don't want them to see me, I want to lose but I'm depressed at...
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kvltspoook
2019/03/01
Frustrating times with meds So I was recently diagnosed at the ripe old age of 20 with ADHD and as a result got put on Ritalin! (Yay) Unfortunately, despite the massive positive impact the Ritalin has made on every other aspect of my life, I seem to be the only person who doesn’t get the appetite suppressant effect o...
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EDAnonymous
ohh_hello_
2019/03/02
he doesn’t care anymore i know he has stuff he’s going through on his own and he’s tired of me talking about myself but you can’t just do that. YOU CANT JUST FUCKING DO THAT! we’ve talked to each other every day for nearly a whole year now. and now you’re being short with me and not replying. i want to disappear. i wan...
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EDAnonymous
virgomartini
2019/03/02
I am too young for this community All of you have husbands and wives, “haven’t —— in 10 years”, ect... But I’m only 18! I’m not married, I don’t live alone, a certainly don’t have kids or anything... But this community is the best I’ve found on the internet because the other communities with more people of my age are a...
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EDAnonymous
maplelace
2019/03/02
no power in weighing scale thought that this might be a good chance... i’m going to keep pretending that i’ve forgotten to put in the batteries for perhaps a few weeks before i weigh again hahaha let’s hope this go on?
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EDAnonymous
finding_ferris
2019/03/02
Dr. Christian is fucking Daddy AF™ like... Y'all ever just sit in your room on a Saturday night after work, crack open some White Zinfanfel, eat 6 cookies, because "fuck it, I already went over my calorie limit, why not treat myself" but actually "treating yourself" is going to cause yourself a massive feeling of guilt...
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EDAnonymous
eyjafjallafuckyall
2019/03/02
So I got drunk last night... and I told one of my teammates about my ED but I insisted that it was only during high school and that I’m fine now (even though that’s not true lmao) but I’m also worried that now that my teammates know they’ll be suspicious of my eating habits? I know that I’m probably just being paranoid...
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okbunnie
2019/03/02
Vaporub and plastic wrap?!?! I’ve seen EVERYWHERE vaporub and plastic rub helps with a flat stomach.... I’m so close to just doing it but it seems “too good to be true” I don’t think I should give into that kind of thing :sss
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EDAnonymous
1trualt
2019/03/02
Can’t stop overeating. I’ve been in a binge cycle for a month now. I don’t know how to stop.
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EDAnonymous
AlarmedRefrigerator5
2019/03/02
help I can't stop eating I've pretty much been eating for three days, nonstop. Too afraid to get on the scale. I don't know what started this, I got an email that my wedding dress is in and I need to go in for a fitting and I'm panicking because I'm nowhere close to where I want to be. What is wrong with me? I can't ev...
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EDAnonymous
fizzy_bubblech420
2019/03/02
Does anyone have any tips to stop from binging I went out with friends and got chocolates, and eating just one would keep me below my limit of 160 a day. Then when I got home I realised if I ate one meatball I’d still be below so I thought alright, I’d been doing well all week I can treat myself, it was so fucking good...
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