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As the financial advisor of the household, I've determined that... I'd save a lot more money if I just stopped eating. Being poor is a huge trigger. Living in a tourist town that's dead (meaning no hours at work) from October-May means I actually lose weight in the winter. Plus food prices sky-rocket due to supply and ...
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[about “recovery”] is it really possible for people to eat 1000+ calories every day and not gain weight? Would that be considered high metabolism?? I saw a video of what someone ate every day and they were eating 700-1000 every day and people were saying how it’s too little?? That’s just an everyday binge isn’t it?? H...
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katspossum
2020/01/04
Relapsing & periods I’ve had a month of amazing recovery (had three meals a day with sufficient calories), only for me to relapse. It is the third day without eating anything other than one pear yesterday. I don’t know if it has something to do with the fact that I hate myself extra now that I have a period. I am n...
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californiabeautiful
2020/01/04
Deep rooted shame For some reason, every time my parents call me fat, I swear I can feel shame all the way down to my soul. They’ve been calling my fat since I was like 8/9 years old. It’s humiliating every single time. No one else can make me feel as awful as they can.
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evenforyou
2020/01/04
Worried about short hair I want my hair cut short but I’m also so terrified that it’ll make my face look fat because I heard that the longer your hair is, the thinner your face looks, but I just can’t deal with the thinning dry hair anymore :(
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EDAnonymous
Rivka90
2020/01/04
best feeling in the world... TFW you are very sick and take some cough medicine but your body decides to throw it up, but it's the only thing you've "eaten" in 2 days so your stomach decides to rid itself of all of the bile in there, too. And oh, yeah, you're stuck working a double at work. But I'm going to have such ...
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myjjn
2020/01/04
how do you handle living together with your non-disordered SO/husband/wife? Especially when it comes to eating together? I live with my bf who has a 100% healthy attitude towards food and it's been a struggle all the way (even though it has been a giant blessing). I love to eat food together with him but at the same ti...
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buttercorncandycream
2020/01/04
New Years Resolution I’m going to go one year without weighing myself and without counting calories. Every year since I was little I made the resolution to get to my goal weight, but here I am, 21 years old and nothing to show but illness and exhaustion. I figure if I made the same resolution this year, I’d have the s...
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EDAnonymous
radiloan
2020/01/04
weight restoration help i’m wondering if anyone knows about weight restoration and how to do it? i’m trying to gain healthy weight and muscle back.
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EDAnonymous
eloana12
2020/01/04
If you see a girl in all black, with pigtails bobbing up and down, walking down ur street at 4am... don’t be alarmed It’s me. Ur local insomniac with a lot on her mind. Plus, pigtails are such a cute and easy hairstyle.
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cvonstreit
2020/01/04
DAE get mixed feelings after stopping a binge? I know this sounds really dumb im sorry - i feel like im boasting about it, thats really not my intention, im just pretty confused rn I was going strong on 500ish kcal today, and then my Ex annoyed me and i got the urge to binge. I got like 300 kcal in before I stopped, p...
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EDAnonymous
EatingFeelsbadman
2020/01/04
Damn, holiday season hit hard. From 118 to 150. I'm such a fat pig hooooooly. At least it's winter and I can stay in a big jacket all day long.
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EDAnonymous
healing_lass
2020/01/04
i feel like my life would just get 1000 times better if i learned how to make myself throw up possible TW? some gross stuff i deal with binging, and i’ve tried countless times to make myself vomit, i just can’t. i’ve tried all the techniques i could find on google... MAYBE there’s some foolproof way that i just havent...
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huileabsolute
2020/01/04
Dad said “Did u gained weight?” I’ve been eating on 1100 cals-1200 this week and got a bit bloated. I mean I’m doing great and I can take my mind off food this holiday. But that simple question triggered the hell outta me and I was purging my dinner again. Feeling like a whole big relapse. Thx for the mods who created ...
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EDAnonymous
sabineastroph
2020/01/04
So I came out of the closet, so to speak ,about my BED on Facebook. I've been sharing my nutritional journey to recovery... and I regret it Because queue people immediately telling me that I'm perfect the way I am. Really Linda? I'm perfect by eating a 5lb bag of Halloween candy in two hours at some ungodly hour and ...
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bestrongandfast
2020/01/04
first public purge :( i came in to work on my off day to do some education in the computer lab, ive only been here 2 hours but ate 2 cheeseburgers, a large order of fries, a bag of doritos, and 2 coke zeros. about 2 min after I finished the second cheeseburger + doritos i stood up from my computer, left all my stuff be...
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EDAnonymous
ExcitingDaikon1
2020/01/04
This is what I do everyday. This is my daily routine I wake up and think to myself "I'm so hungry" so I drink coffee with milk and that makes me not hungry. Then I smoke a tonne of weed Then I take my pills (70 mg effexor 300 mg Wellbutrin) I text a myriad of men or go on tinder for that #validation I spend my day walk...
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EDAnonymous
throwawayfwbbaby
2020/01/04
What would happen if I told my family doctor about my bulimia? (Canada) (TW purging) My bulimic habits are starting to escalate rapidly and I need to get in front of this. I don’t think I have bulimia but I do have habits of it that are starting to affect my life. I’ve started purging at work. I’ve started buying food ...
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EDAnonymous
fouram444
2020/01/04
Mmmm my friend triggers me Alright, so I understand you cant control people so they don't trigger you, I get that. But god whenever I'm mentioning anything disordered i do, or when i work out, or just dont feel hungry my friend also chimes in. Like she knows about my disordered eating, she probably thinks I'm ok and ...
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EDAnonymous
HangryKiwi
2020/01/04
I want a chocolate banana protein smoothie... That’s it, that’s the post.
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EDAnonymous
throwawaybinch
2020/01/04
Family Christmas today Binged on the food, sure, but I’m more upset about the fact that my great grandmother bought me pants one size too large 😭 I just want people to think I’m skinny :(((((
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EDAnonymous
brightyellowsunbean
2020/01/04
bipolar and binge eating bipolar meds got me binging so damn hard. i need to be on an antipsychotic so badly and every time i try a new one i get not only bad physical side effects but i binge eat so much! i’d honestly rather go for ECT at this point i hate this so much anyway time to eat my bagel and entire baguett...
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EDAnonymous
dianalatte
2020/01/04
ED monkey brain wants to have a surgery Long story short: my jaw/teeth are a mess because incompetent doctors when I was little. Here I am after Christmas binges, hoping to receive a call from my orthodontist in which he tells me i need jaw surgery because: • I won’t be able to eat solid food for at least 1 week or...
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sweatherwetter
2020/01/04
Literal shitpost Started PHP this week. My digestive system is not a fan. Didn’t poop for 3 days, have now pooped four times in two hours. I was going to be productive today but now I’m just worried I’ll shit myself in public
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EDAnonymous
comfortbun
2020/01/04
is wanting to recover but still wanting to lose recovering at all? the only reason i wanted to recover is so i can increase my calories to minimize binging and therefore lose weight. i guess my intentions aren’t good then?
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EDAnonymous
Wheat___thin
2020/01/04
I found my old MyFitnessPal account. My username was (my name)youfatlard(year). I was 11 that year. 🙃 Turns out my body issues have been going on a lot longer than I had thought.
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EDAnonymous
Rainydaysunrise
2020/01/04
Nothing like crying in a dressing room because your boyfriend has to go get you a large. Am I right my dudes?
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EDAnonymous
big_hoop_attitude
2020/01/04
How many calories do you think are burned serving? There's no option in MFP so I have to input one, *but* there's too much conflicting information... I have two different types of serving jobs: One in a diner and one in a hospital. They're intense AF. Newbs usually last a shift or 2 at the hospital before they walk o...
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EDAnonymous
chaotic_ass_neutral
2020/01/04
called out so i was talking to a friend online and compared my ed with ocd and he said: “yeah but the difference is you can fix yours” and i just went through the 5 stages of grief and feeling extremely guilty about being a dumbass with ed while people are actually struggling with uncurable illnesses shit man
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EDAnonymous
Jokesonyoubutalsome
2020/01/04
I hate my face when i am at a normal BMI it’s literally the only reason why i have to be an underweight bmi or else it looks like a bloated mess. Does anyone else’s face commit such a crime to them? I am so jealous of people with “skinny” facial bone structure where they can put on quite a bit of weight and still look ...
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EDAnonymous
AS123x
2020/01/04
tumblr/insta user rainbowveins Does anyone know about tumblr/insta user rainbowveins? she/they had a couple different handles because some of her/their accounts got terminated. I unfollowed her/them a while back while trying to recover and now I can’t find her/their account. Tbh, I still worry about her/them. Does any...
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EDAnonymous
jtpuente
2020/01/04
did my period make me gain weight? although i HAVE been eating like shit from the holidays, i had been maintaining my weight. past two days i’ve checked the scale and i’m 2lbs higher ??? i was sure it was just water weight but i started my period yesterday so i’m wondering if it made the scale go up ? IF THIS IS A ...
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EDAnonymous
lotsofsqs
2020/01/04
Brittany Runs a Marathon — my new favorite ED movie Okay, so it’s not exactly an ED movie, but I think it does the best job at depicting so many aspects of low self esteem and body image problems. I don’t want to spoil it, but I highly recommend! I laughed, I sobbed like a little baby... Has anyone else watched it?
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EDAnonymous
anxietyridden777
2020/01/04
i’m going to stop binging (sizes) i don’t want to go through the same cycle of hating myself over and over and over again i don’t want to feel so painfully full and have my productivity and energy cut all because i ate too much i don’t want to have this determination to stop binging last for only one week again it’s...
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EDAnonymous
Lost_Ghost_Girl
2020/01/04
So I'm with some old friends now... I got the courage to confess that I'm anorexic and they were like "nah, you're not skinny enough"... Which is kinda true because my BMI is at 18,4 now... Maybe they are right tho... Or maybe I really should starve myself until I'll be unrecognizable... I don't know what I should do a...
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EDAnonymous
jrms_
2020/01/04
Anyone else put up a whole show for others to see when they buy lax??? Cue me walking into the drugstore, all *busy* on my phone talking to * person i have to buy lax for* Slowly walking through the store, trying to find random shit so I don't have to buy the lax alone. Aka "stuff for myself ugh why is this made up pe...
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EDAnonymous
EmpireStateBitch
2020/01/04
When you come back from vacation... And your brother says "wow, fat." And your boyfriend follows it up with, "I like you with meat on your bones." Triggered into next century.
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bindingin
2020/01/04
Normal 5am thoughts Shifting my ‘no binging’ goal. For Jan, I will go as long as possible without binging (goal - 2 weeks.) (longest time without binging is 2 months). And then, when I get the urge, I’ll eat reasonable meals for a day or two at maintenance. Then, back to deficit. Essentially I’m trying to binge l...
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EDAnonymous
phallicafeminita
2020/01/04
when you're cooking binge food and the last instruction is "stir and Enjoy!" I certainly will not but thank you anyway
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sKullyKW
2020/01/04
Inpatient So on Wednesday I am going to an ed recovery place and I'm scared don't really wanna go cuz I dont think they'll take me cuz im not sick enough but at the same time i hope I get in cuz I'm curious on how it look like at the hospital and what it'll be like, I'm going to childrens in plano texas if anyone else...
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EDAnonymous
160centimeters
2020/01/04
I want to faint dramatically in public- And everyone Will be worried about me and ask if im ok, and i'll smile and say that i'm completely fine but look a little sad, and they'll ask if i'm sure, and i'll say yea completely, and then people will move on with their day...
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EDAnonymous
snowfuckingwhite
2020/01/04
DAE have a habit of hoarding a large quantity of food in their room? I’ve been suffering from the binging and restricting cycle for so long but atm I’m doing the latter again for the millionth of time. Every time I’m restricting I don’t want to ‘part ways’ (lol) with my binge food so I buy a fuckton of them and just le...
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EDAnonymous
manic-regressive
2020/01/04
ED as a symptom? Confusing as hell. My disorder is inconsistent in length and cycles between restriction/ortho/binge based on external stressors. And I go deep down the rabbithole, but only for a few days. Then I move to the next iteration or eat relatively normal (albeit guilt is and dysmorphia are a thing) I have pt...
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SoFluffyle
2020/01/04
I decided to be more productive this year and feel better... then I stepped on a scale for the first time in 12 months. Need I say more?
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EDAnonymous
sweetestapparition3
2020/01/04
I ate an entire box of wheat thins in one sitting and I don’t.... hate myself?? A new feeling. Also high key impressed with myself lmao
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vomitsmearedthighs
2020/01/04
Does anyone deny themselves the ability to express emotions bc they feel they're not valid bc of their ED? I've heard of the whole thing about us constantly feeling like our EDs aren't valid and like we're faking it, but does anyone do this with their emotions? I'm not sure if this is the right sub to post this bc idk...
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EDAnonymous
TheMilkierMan
2020/01/04
I just found out that it's possible to cry so hard that you throw up So basically, purging without having to stick anything down your throat. Skinny, here I come 👉😎👉
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EDAnonymous
Soph19310
2020/01/04
I’m over here getting real mad over the fact I can’t purge I binge alright! I just can’t, for the love of god, purge anything! I’m getting angry kind of, if there wasn’t such thing as anger purging already there damn will be after I learn how god damnit
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EDAnonymous
Fatherviolet
2020/01/04
I'm freaking out, please help... also, maintenance? uff, where to begin... i guess by saying i'm freaking out, i don't know what to do, after finally being diagnosed with ana last month and being told by a psychologist i needed immediate help and should go into outpatient treatment i just felt more out of control than ...
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EDAnonymous
laisserai
2020/01/04
I finally started tracking calories... I always told myself I wouldnt do this bc it would make my ed "real". I downloaded cronometer and I already feel guilty about eating a rice krispie. I should have just c/s. And I thought 2020 was gonna be the year to get better...lol
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briarsrose_
2020/01/04
BED late night binges, any tips on avoiding? Hello, I’ve been trying to recover from various disordered eating habits. The worst right now for me is random late night binges. I tend to stay up late, and once my family goes to bed I somehow convince myself to make more food. It’s not that I’m not eating enough during th...
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EDAnonymous
catunicornmermaid
2020/01/04
god DAMN IT it’s been a whole 7 days into the new year and I’m already back on my bullshit. That is all.
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EDAnonymous
manumourinha
2020/01/04
Just an outburst to Jesus and... you guys Jesus, I am so sorry for not loving myself as You do. I’m sorry for hating my body sometimes, and for worrying about how I look and about food all the time. I know You are sad every time I am food guilty. I love so much, and I just wanted to spend more time with you, but i kno...
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EDAnonymous
Umber9
2020/01/04
DAE take a bite of food and spit it out after deciding it doesn’t taste good enough to justify the calories? After fasting 22 hours and eating chicken and rice for dinner I decided to indulge in a chocolate chip cookie for dessert before resuming fast. It tasted “ok,” not terrible but not mouth watering delicious so I ...
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EDAnonymous
gremlinvibes
2020/01/04
binge phases fucking suck. my hygiene is literally so disgusting rn because i can’t stand the thought of being naked and washing myself. lol!!!!!!!!!!!! glamour ✨ i’m so bloated this is pure torture wtf !! i literally had just started restricting again and now this. will it ever end will it ever end
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EDAnonymous
lvl505
2020/01/04
I can't loose weight unless I hate myself Unless I bombard myself with images and videos of "body goals", obsess over my "thinspo" folder, restrict food until it hurts, remind myself constantly how much of a disgusting fat piece of shit I am, I feel like I will never loose weight. Unless I have this clear in my mind, I...
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Flesh-And-Bone
2020/01/04
Binged again. Cold vegetable soup, cottage cheese, and an apple. Still hungry. Why I gotta deal with this shit.
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dishonorablecherub
2020/01/04
The purging face swell After an all day fast it is satisfying to be able to hit a hard reset on dinner. What's frustrating though is how my face swells and looks pudgy even though the next day I've lost weight. One of my biggest insecurities other than my stomach is my face. I cant stand it when my face looks chubby. ...
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Suchsmolsuchwow
2020/01/04
Low key relapse? So I go through phases, and it sounds crazy but it's how it goes. Like one day my head switches and it's like no - you don't eat anymore. Last time it happened like 5 months later I woke up from surgery (unrelated) and was like yup, eat now. Been gaining a bit, binged often , went keto, got it under c...
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baswild
2020/01/04
How did your parents mess you up? Things they did, said, didn’t do, etc...spill! let’s discuss our traumatic childhood 🥰
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locking_glass
2020/01/04
Chubby faces unite My face only looks okay when I'm restricting, and I don't think it's all in my head. Like, I know I'm skinny, clinically underweight, I'm not deluded about it. I think I have a fairly accurate (optimistic, if anything!) perception of my physical form. And my face is so. fucking. fat. whenever I'm eat...
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s_sassafrass
2020/01/04
Coping with major change in clothing size (TW talk about sizes) I’ve been spending the last two years physically recovering from years of severe restriction (and a lot of lbs lost), and with that I have gained back all of the weight I lost + some extra. At my lowest I was a size 0/2, having started at a size 8. Today...
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peachfuzz036
2020/01/04
Studying Abroad Has anyone with a restrictive ED had a study abroad experience that they could share with me? I am leaving in a few days for a semester abroad and I'm very anxious about it. It was all arranged before my ED got worse in the past few months. I've been trying my best the last couple of days to at least e...
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EDAnonymous
OkieNope
2020/01/04
What are some fictional foods you wish existed? Elven Lembas bread. Not only does one bite satisfy a man for a day, but the idea of having this biscuity bread thing with all the right textures just fills me with joy ✨
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EDAnonymous
gazakbagans
2020/01/04
true 🤡 behaviour i remember years ago saying i could never develop an eating disorder because i "loved food too much" and that i would be able to notice these behaviours before they even became a problem and now i am crying if i eat more than >!500 !<calories like oh the irony
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EDAnonymous
m_melly
2020/01/04
Out here bleeding I'm at work and today's a good day according to my ed since I hit the *dizzy when I stand up to fast* benchmark. I'm on my break enjoying my favorite soup. I kid u not I'm like a Chain Chomp from Super Mario and I spazzed and bit my gum. Like a whole line down and yeah. I never chewed so fast not even...
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EDAnonymous
gettingnakedwithalex
2020/01/04
It's so hard to try and be healthy without feeling like you're relapsing. Everytime I diet I constantly think about the past and what kinds of things I used to do. I just want to be a healthy weight, I don't even want to be skinny anymore. It's not about that, I just am so tired of being defined as "obese". So tired of...
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EDAnonymous
akiva-is-bored
2020/01/04
Skinny? Has anyone read skinny? I found it at a thrift store today and I’m just curious if anyone liked it
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EDAnonymous
whitecabinets
2020/01/04
Wanna get too grossed out to eat? Listen to episode 3 of this podcast will kill you where they discuss in detail what a smallpox infection was like, get so grossed out you’re nauseous at your desk, but be low key excited because it means you now have a fun little tool to help keep the hunger rumbles at bay.
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jessepinkmna
2020/01/04
Struggling with intense bingeing During the holidays I was restricting and being good at it. Something snapped on the 31st that made me just want to eat anything that was in front of me. I wasn’t even that hungry. Since then I’ve been on a huge binge that I can’t seem to stop myself. It got even worse when yesterday I ...
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StephenFrysleftsock
2020/01/04
Does anyone else get really f’ed up hunger cues? I can high restrict fine for a while, but then I start getting rabid urges to eat, WITHOUT the typical hunger pangs, growling stomach etc though. It’s like something is demanding satiety but the body isn’t signaling it normally? I have no idea where it comes from but i...
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sarahstellium
2020/01/04
Lmao Already had my first panic attack of 2020 😒 I made it 3 days. UGH.
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anotherdarknim
2020/01/04
Can just someone just fucking take me to a doctor my mom even knows i watch out for calories. i went from a super healthy bmi to an underweight one in about a month. i clearly barely eat and have disordered behaviors. people are noticing that i lost weight, too much of it. why isn’t anyone doing anything about it? do i...
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JuBelen
2020/01/05
My family is home We are on vacation and some family members came over and they were playing burako and they still have to finish the game, it is dinnertime and they won't be done for a while - we are going to Skip Dinner and I won't have to make up any excuses B)
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jesuisoverit
2020/01/05
freaking out about this vacation with my bf going to virginia to hang out with his family for his birthday and i know his parents are going to try and shove food down my throat 😬 should i even pack safe food for this trip or what
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iondongal
2020/01/05
Need advice / support To make a very very long story short, I’m 2 years recovered from a nasty 15 year battle with bulimia and temporarily living at home where I have 3 sibs under the age of 20. We’re at the family dinner table eating with my entire fam (grandparents included) and something set her off (she’s very pa...
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EDAnonymous
69jellybeans_69
2020/01/05
I am embarrassed I am binging in public crying. I hate binging it is crossing over from binging last night. I need to get out of this relationship but I can’t
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EDAnonymous
tinydansirr
2020/01/05
I hit the mf laxative jackpot I went to Dollar General to pick up some laxatives. When I went to check out, my total was really low. I asked her if that was correct and she said my laxatives WERE A PENNY. Bless up
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EDAnonymous
ilovesnailsndflowers
2020/01/05
I hate my arms The title pretty much says it all but yeah I fucking hate my arms. I feel like if they were smaller I would be ~okay~ with my body, yeah my legs could be thinner but tbh I wouldn't mind being kinda slim thicc or whatever and most days I don't completely hate my stomach either. But looking at my arms lite...
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EDAnonymous
69badateverything
2020/01/05
Just watched euphoria and I got triggered into oblivion by how thin and drop dead gorgeous zendaya is after a year of near perfect recovery She looks so tiny when she wears crop tops, her stomach is so flat and her legs are so thin. I was completely blindsided by how much I envied her. I've been fine for the better pa...
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EDAnonymous
quincy0003
2020/01/05
Anybody else getting spooked by the show "You"? Specifically the scene in episode 1 of the 2nd season, where Love took him to all of those restaurants? I was literally envious of the fact that she ate a full ass meal at like 10 different places. AND THEN still made a whole roast chicken? She bakes all this food and pro...
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EDAnonymous
___nonymous
2020/01/05
Feeling uncomfortable eating "uneven numbers"... ...like 7 grapes or 3 crackers. DUH it either has to be 6 or 8 grapes and 2 or 4 crackers. Anyone else?
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hour_after_hour
2020/01/05
What in the actual fuck is wrong with my body’s fat distribution? My legs and arms are fucking sticks but my belly is massive and my face is so fucking fat. Like, I can see my ribs and pelvis poking out, but there’s a massive mound of fat centered right over my belly button like I’m pregnant. My face is round and doesn...
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EDAnonymous
misszipping
2020/01/05
I take compliments differently from people with vs without EDs Today a girl I went to high school with came into my job. I’m like 95% sure she also has an eating disorder, she follows and retweets ED stuff on twitter and we tend to like eachother’s vague tweets about it. She told me I look great and like I lost weigh...
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chellycopter
2020/01/05
I saved up calories for so long, and it took so much mental energy, but I finally was able to go to McDonalds and get that M&M McFlurry I’ve been craving for weeks The ice cream machine was broken.
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Undercovercopp
2020/01/05
How to stop the extreme hunger? I need advice. I binged for 2 days and now I think my stomach stretched so even though I don't need to keep eating, I'm getting hungry so fast. How can i get back on track to normal eating and not give in to the hunger and binge again?
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hedge-mustard
2020/01/05
I keep turning down a friend when she wants to hang out because she always wants to do active things and I’m too tired...that or she wants to eat together 😅 we all know that’s not happening! The worst part is that she’s gained weight recently and I can tell she feels insecure about it, and she recovered from an ED a f...
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EDAnonymous
certifiedsnax
2020/01/05
a whole pot of mac n cheese this could be a victory for the wrong reasons, but i made myself a pot of vegan mac n cheese (900 calories in the box total, 3 servings). i would normally eat the entire box and feel like shit about it but i ended up only eating a little over half and put the rest away in my fridge! My menta...
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EDAnonymous
Brief_Somewhere
2020/01/05
Panic or anxiety worse when hungry? I have been trying to get better. No more fasting. No more "lettuce only" diets. So i have gained weight and im struggling to not freak out. I do need to start being a little more active and Im not gonna spiral into an exercise craze. I worked through my extreme hunger phase and no...
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EDAnonymous
jockgirlsandhimbos
2020/01/05
hot take: timothee chalamet is ugly he’s just thin deadass he looks like a horse. anyway this is inspiring because i, too, have a lowkey fucked up face and hope to look halfway decent as i drop into <20 bmi
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EDAnonymous
aspicymeatsquare
2020/01/05
Convince me it’s ok that I ate normally? Today was so hard, so cold and so hungry - I’ve been a tight restriction for such a long time but today I decided I just want to eat what I want like fruit, dinner with my family and some treats I didn’t eat for Christmas (because I managed to restrict all through the holidays) ...
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EDAnonymous
lunarexlipse21
2020/01/05
i wrote an essay about my ed ...about how i ‘recovered’ and now i’m relapsing hard. i wrote it a couple years ago, and couldn’t feel more hopeless. lol i’m going to forever live like this !!! 🤡🤡
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EDAnonymous
lvcretiae
2020/01/05
Well, this is awkward I was at kickboxing the other day and a guy kept complaining about having to stretch, I said "You know, stretching burns calories too. That's why they don't let people with eating disorders stretch in rehab facilities" trying to be supportive. And then the question I really was not looking forwa...
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EDAnonymous
faerietears
2020/01/05
thank god for loud tampon/pad packaging everyone will just assume i'm changing one out, when in reality i'm actually eating a bag of chips on the toilet because i can't bring myself to eat in front of others, and i haven't had a period in months 😎
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EDAnonymous
flashbangarangle
2020/01/05
Whyyy, WHYYYYYY Had a coffee at my friend's house. Her mom had a container of light cream, 5%. I was so happy because I love a touch of cream in my coffee. Then I went into the kitchen for a second cup, and her mom was mixing 35% cream (whipping) with milkand poured it into the light cream container. When she saw me, ...
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sadgorlthrowwaway
2020/01/05
I am literally scared to ingest water rn Please say sike Can I get an F
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sickkknick
2020/01/05
Going to McDonald’s to get over my food shame I tend to get really paranoid that people are going to judge me for eating junk food or that someone I know will see me at McDonald’s and that for some reason their opinion of me will change immediately. SOOOO I know it’s not the healthiest option but I’ve been going to McD...
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TheBonesRTheirMoney
2020/01/05
i have a thirteen year old ..eating disorder happy ana-versary to everyone who made a new years resolution in middle school to lose 10 lbs and whose life development has been stagnant since the great recession
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Redrose12345678
2020/01/05
Gross binge food There’s like no food in my house rn but the binge monster came out today so I’ve just been eating nasty ass food to feel full 🙄 yay crackers and plain rice and toast
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EDAnonymous
skinemergency
2020/01/05
Foggy vision from restricting? Does this happen to anyone else? I’m restricting after a really indulgent December (6 lbs gained). I have poor eyesight already, but I noticed my vision has been particularly foggy this morning even while wearing glasses. I’ve never had this symptom before without immediately fainting af...
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