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Proud of myself. Ate at two restaurants this weekend for the first time in a long time, didn't think about calories, and enjoyed the food. Bought myself chips and Cheez-Its and ate them in moderation and without guilt. Went running because I love it, not to burn off calories. Threw away my two scales. Didn't obsessivel...
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snow-white-waif
2020/01/05
request for my 5'9 sisters to click this post!!! hay girl, ty for being here. quick tw for numbers just in case so christmas fucked me up, i live in a house where christmas means gluttony and excess (anyone else feel?) and i am mortified to have gained 5 pounds. everyone at work is scoffing at me and being derisive ...
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EDAnonymous
copaceticanesthetic
2020/01/05
Trying again today I still need to write my notes.
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EDAnonymous
questionably-sane
2020/01/05
I can't afford my Bulimia, is there a budget version available? Or maybe financing options? I can't afford it any more.
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EDAnonymous
slut4greenjuice
2020/01/05
How to turn on *restrict mode* ULTIMATE HACKZ Step 1: go out to a restaurant with your boyfriend and have him check out the waitress/stare at her chest right infront of you 🙃 Step 2: restrict mode activated! Can't even eat the meal now, but you sure can drink a beer. Still fuming btw, woke up early and can't go back ...
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EDAnonymous
camaradaries
2020/01/05
why is everyone around me lit rally so obsessed abt weight/body img i know why it's culture but damn is it an utter hindrance towards my self-proclaimed recovery! nothing like my brain blowing every little action up by everyone as a disordered eating action more severe than my own (as if it's a competition to begin wit...
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Xgx9
2020/01/05
Dealing with triggering friend(s)? How do you do it? All the complaining about their bodies, talk about diets & calories, how they should make up for eating, etc... (meanwhile knowing well about your history of a full-blown ED).
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EDAnonymous
bigladvodka
2020/01/05
Me: yeah fuck ana I'm gonna recover! I am worthy!! Me: *eats 7 pieces of chocolate and 2 jaffa cakes* Me: omg *sobbing* nevermind I'm a fat pig and gonna have so many pimples
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EDAnonymous
ash_alah
2020/01/05
Shoutout to my uterus Im 75 hours into a 30 day fast and just got my period and cravings 🤡🙌🏻
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EDAnonymous
kihhi
2020/01/05
Instructed sports classes at uni aNxiEtY I would really like to start going to some instructed classes (pilates, yoga etc) that my university offers, but so far my experiences with doing sports in a room with other people have been bad. I stopped going to gym a long time ago because there were good looking people there...
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whoistashy
2020/01/05
am i dying or??? shitpost bc this is a post about shit :( so I can’t eat without getting rly bad diarrhoea & having everything that goes in come back out of me again? I’ll just have some soup & have to head to the toilet three times :/ I’m only okay when I’m fasting but i get HUNGRY what’s wrong with me 😭
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falalabeline
2020/01/05
I hoard “safe” food so much that even cupboard type food expires and I don’t get around to eating it :/ anyone else experience this?? I’m sick of hoarding and hiding them in places I forget. I hate having to hide my food because I’m scared of others finding it and eating it. I’ve got really bad memory so it doesn’t re...
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EDAnonymous
shirais
2020/01/05
Does anyone else sometimes want to binge on weird things? (TW) I don't mean anything inedible or whatever. I just see a lot of posts on here from people saying they want to binge on junk food, which I definitely want. But sometimes I just really want to eat a shit ton of something super basic. For example- last night, ...
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sstephenn
2020/01/05
My thoughts while cleaning out my closet - Why do I still have clothes I wore in middle school - I should really get matching hangers - I don’t have enough clothes for when I feel fat - I don’t have enough clothes for when I’m feeling ok - Maybe I should buy clothes that are my size and not oversized - Where did all m...
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EDAnonymous
laksa-girl
2020/01/05
How much do you disclose to your SO? I’m lucky to have a supportive SO but I’m also aware that what I find “normal” is probably very scary to hear for people that don’t have fucked up relationships with their bodies and food lol. We’ve been together for a few years but I struggle sometimes with how much to disclose abo...
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EDAnonymous
dunjudgeme
2020/01/05
Weird numbing sensation Do you guys ever experience a weird numbing sensation in your face (around your cheeks/chin/neck) after binging something calorie-dense like chocolate or fried rice or something
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EDAnonymous
cassie_kitty
2020/01/05
I love the ED community Almost every social media platform has an eating disorder community, Tumblr, Instagram, Reddit etc. The media portraits us like we'll tell young girls to starve themselves and isolate themselves from their family, but in reality everyone is so supportive and kind. Ofc, there are people giving t...
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lapetitepapillon
2020/01/05
How to get the best nutritional value out of baby food? This might sound like a joke I'm not sure. But I'm serious. I've always eaten baby food along with regular restriction, but at the moment it's almost exclusive. I know that this isn't healthy probably, and I am working on stopping, but while I'm in this phase I wa...
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EDAnonymous
Bitchking_of_angmar
2020/01/05
I go eating with my family later and I am sooo stressed (tw) First, I dont know if they have the food I always eat. The only food which is kinda save for me. Second, this is waaay before I normally eat. When I eat out I usually dont eat for the rest of the day because I am not sure if I am already at my limit and I am...
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EDAnonymous
pinkpanther_69
2020/01/05
relationship relapses anyone else feel like the only time you attempt to fully recover is when you’re dating someone and they watch you ? And when it’s over you go back to disordered behaviors? And sometimes you want to end a relationship just to go back into a relapse!?
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EDAnonymous
cringe-generator
2020/01/05
Lmao why did they recommend me r/calorie counting when I hit explore ???? What kind of sorcery I know it’s the Reddit algorithm but B r u h
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EDAnonymous
SADT0AST
2020/01/05
I have a private Instagram folder with hundreds of saved "Food Porn" pictures I like to look at while heavily restricting 🤡 It's not like my mental illness would let me actually eat any of it, but the thought is nice... 🤡🤡🤡
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EDAnonymous
dragometree
2020/01/05
Does anyone else have something they refuse to do until they hit a certain weight? I’ve desperately wanted to get my doubles pierced for awhile but like I constantly feel like I’m too fat to pull them off lol
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FieldofCornrows
2020/01/05
I literally cannot have any food anymore without clearing out the fridge I've always had problems with binge eating. Been doing it as long as I can remember. But at this point I literally can't even eat a single fucking chip without it triggering a binge. So it's all or nothing I guess. God I love being alive.
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69curdledmilk420
2020/01/05
DAE have bad breath when they fast or am I just extra gross like that
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HipHopSpaceBop
2020/01/05
My anxiety is so bad I can only eat when I’m high :’) And being high sometimes makes me anxious I feel like I’m in hell.
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Gingyshae
2020/01/05
Do y’all ever get scared that everyone in your life will get sick of your disorder and leave you? I’m really scared and lonely.
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EDAnonymous
beeopop
2020/01/05
Binge and Cringe Just overate and thought of this:'^)
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EDAnonymous
it-b-like-tht
2020/01/05
Cried in the dressing room trying to find a “business casual” outfit and left with nothing... struggling a lot and also feel like I gained a ton of weight over the holidays UGH Ughhhhh so I have this meeting with 2 Dr.’s from my school’s psychology department for an undergraduate directed research opportunity. Shopping...
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EDAnonymous
isthisfutureorwhat
2020/01/05
Friends? Would anyone like to chat on kik or discord Also starting a private kik group. Dm with your kik if you interested
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EDAnonymous
bakermillerfloyd
2020/01/05
I’m at a waterpark with my family and I’ve never been pushed to a relapse so quick. I’ve put on 30lbs in the past few months, putting me on the border of an overweight BMI. I’ve been trying to lose weight “the right way” in the new year but I figured fuck it, I’ll not count my calories the two days that I’m on vacation...
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EDAnonymous
eindigo
2020/01/05
I’ve been dealing with this shit for 13 years now... I’m truly tired of this, I’m bigger than I’ve ever been, meds have truly made me balloon. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to change...
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EDAnonymous
EveryStreet
2020/01/05
Any other trans people on here? hello friends! I’m a pre-T trans guy and all I care about is making my hips fuck off by any means necessary
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EDAnonymous
FeiThrowaway
2020/01/05
Head high with an eating disorder? I got really high on edibles a few months ago and have told myself I'd never take them again. I've had extreme psychosis and panic attacks from them and since then. I've fallen back into this eating disorder and I hadn't eaten anything since Tuesday and ate last night (Friday). I a...
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EDAnonymous
VioletVendetta06
2020/01/05
Loud Packaging is The Worst I love bringing attention to the 16th candy cane I’ve eaten today and I’m so happy everyone was aware to enjoy it with me 🙃
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EDAnonymous
mydepressionreddit
2020/01/05
:( my parents bought gift cards for my girlfriend and i to go out to eat. the place has no calorie counts (and idk if i would even want to know what they are considering i ate there a lot when i was 'recovering'). im hiding the gift cards from my gf. i wish i could just be normal and take her out to eat. i wish i cou...
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EDAnonymous
aceshighsays
2020/01/05
i've been trying to be more mindful of myself and my habits, and i just realized something... i quit smoking weed (sober for ~35 days.... yay! tbh i miss it) and unfortunately started drinking alcohol. i've been fairly social the last couple of years and have noticed friends gravitating towards certain drinks. like one...
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EDAnonymous
thebaroquebitch
2020/01/05
I dOnT hAvE a EaTiNg DiSoRdEr I have the flu and I’m still restricting bc CANT GET FATTER. But of course I don’t have an eating disorder bc I have an overweight BMI. Fever of 101.3F and on day two of a diet of Tylenol and saltines, RIP. Fuck body dysmorphia.
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EDAnonymous
em35mm
2020/01/05
gaining weight by not eating ? I haven’t eaten all day just coffee I had a small binge last night but not enough for me to gain 4 pounds out of the blue ?? I weighed myself out of curiosity ( not gonna lie like I do every night ) and I went from 123 to 125.8 what the fuck how does that happen ??? I literally thought my...
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EDAnonymous
toastandrunnyeggs
2020/01/05
Will probably delete this later This is my first real post other than memes. I’m drunk and will probably delete this later but here goes. I’ve had disordered eating since I was 11/12 which means it’s officially been over a decade of this crap taking over my life. I thought I was finally recovered these last few months....
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EDAnonymous
fishysalt
2020/01/05
The mood of 2020 When you realize you’ll never be pretty so you settle on scary
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EDAnonymous
crymeacoffeetable
2020/01/05
*Loses appetite* *Binges anyway* *cries in ED* What is life lolol (at least I won’t die tonight - victory or defeat?) Plain cake with ice cream is the shit y’all 😩
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EDAnonymous
BeckaRC
2020/01/05
I gained 10 pounds and I actually feel good about myself!! I'm at a consistent weight higher than any weight I've been for the past five years and I feel GOOD. It's crazy, I gained weight and I'm actually **happy** with it! The past two years have been a continuous cycle of yo-yo-ing 10 pounds and every time I reached ...
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corndoglegs
2020/01/05
Going to Disneyland in March, food ideas? Birthday trip in March to Disneyland with a best friend, but I’m terrified of the food there. I used to indulge in all kinds of Disney food before my ED got really bad, but now I’m worried about eating enough so my friend won’t worry. Any ideas on safe food? I think I was goi...
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EDAnonymous
uwselfdoubt
2020/01/05
DAE get the urge to start a fast... after taking a particularly giant shit? lol Must be something to do with feeling like my digestive system is empty.
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EDAnonymous
catlynpurrce
2020/01/05
Vending machine betrayed me I went to a vending machine to get a Diet Coke. Machine says they are out of Diet Coke. Oh well no worries, I see they have Diet Mountain Dew! I selected the Diet Mountain Dew button. The goddamn machine pops out a regular, full calorie Mountain Dew. >:|
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EDAnonymous
lovelier-girl
2020/01/05
i got 99 problems but the fact that i look 5 months pregnant after i eat one (1) calorie is my biggest 💖✨💫
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EDAnonymous
strawberrybubblegam
2020/01/05
my stomach: hungwy me and my anorexia: u wanna cigawette? aww bby :) hewe u go all better uwu tw baby talk**
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PotatoStrip
2020/01/05
How to hide weight gain? I've been in a bad binge and b/p cycle and gained sOmE wEiGHt. I am not allowed to wear sweatpants at scholl and I don't know how to hide my weight gain otherwise. Hoodies aren't allowed either. I really hope someone has good ideas on what to do with that :( i feel so uncomfortable going to sc...
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iceblink4
2020/01/05
*looking at myself in a full length mirror* that is not what i look like me, literally gazing at my body in a mirror, the thing that shows you what you look like: i do not look like that, my legs are way fatter, this mirror is fucked up
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chasingemily
2020/01/05
Accountability I was just looking through my camera roll and just saw loads of photos of me at my smallest in the beginning of summer. I kept thinking I was so fat then but when I compare it to now, after the summer and holidays, I regret it so much. So this is my accountability post; maybe some of you want to join me....
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Snow-wolf-19
2020/01/06
Is anyone else scared they’ll start gaining at like 400?? Is that even possible? Like if you consistently eat at... say 200 calories a day, and then eat 400 one day... is it possible to gain at 400?
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oanbjfknabd
2020/01/06
Can everyone just stop commenting on others eat and fuck right off? I don't understand why people are compelled to comment on what you eat or how much you eat, especially when they don't know anything about nutrition. I biked for fucking 3 hours today and today, I allowed myself get a second bowl of cabbage and quino...
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danger-pony
2020/01/06
LOL at people who think I’m not depressed They’re all “WOW YOU CANT BE DEPRESSED, YOURE SO GOOD AT STICKING TO AN EXERCISE ROUTINE”. Nope. That’s just my raging eating disorder telling me I’ll be morbidly obese if I don’t exercise everyday.
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im-chloe
2020/01/06
Why do I work like this??? I had to pee and when I got to the bathroom I looked at my belly and I swear it looked like I was 8 weeks pregnant. When I got done I looked like 100 times skinnier. What is the Truth
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spud_simon_salem
2020/01/06
I went to urgent care yesterday and accidentally found out how much I weigh. [TW: Numbers] I haven’t known my weight since July 2018. I’m 30 pounds overweight. 30. Fucking. Pounds. I haven’t weighed this much since 2013 and between then and now I’ve been *underweight* and have been to residential treatment TWICE f...
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EDAnonymous
scaredoflife1918628
2020/01/06
Can calories not count when you’re sick Cause I know food will make me feel physically better but it makes me have a mental breakdown so please
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EDAnonymous
pinkhorrorstory
2020/01/06
haha i can't stop smoking because i'm terrified of the weight gain 😔✌ SMOKING CIGARRETTES IS FRIGGIN EXPENSIVE BUT I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO QUIT I NEED MONEY FOR COLLEGE welp this is my life now
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fr0gcodes
2020/01/06
i just watched part of a 100,000 calorie challenge video and jesus christ i wanted to eat all the food in that video but also never eat again at the same time what the fuck
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sizzle5000
2020/01/06
Being tall and having an ED is the WORST (TW numbers) So I’m 5’11 and there are dozens of reason why I hate being tall but as far as my ED goes it sucks because 1. My GW is like a bunch of people’s starting point and I know it’s just a number but it makes me feel a hitting because I’ll never be 90 pounds or fit into ...
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hazelnuthoneytea
2020/01/06
a mushy thank u to everyone here I’m feeling weirdly sentimental for no reason but I just want to say how much I appreciate all of you people. I’ve had a terrible relationship with food ever since I was a child, and I’ve been through all the swings of dieting, binging, purging, fasting, exercising, juice cleanses, lo...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway37364783929
2020/01/06
Adhd in anorexia recovery I was diagnosed with adhd when I was in 3rd grade. I’ve tried probably 10 different medications when I was young bc the side effects were intense primarily suppressing my appetite and dulling my personality. When I was 12 i was fed up with side effects, didn’t take my pills for a year and gain...
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EDAnonymous
reddituser76637
2020/01/06
burning cals sleeping... is a very hot or very cold room more effective¿
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EDAnonymous
MhmStephany
2020/01/06
Total Mood Swing My thoughts are all over the place so apologies if this is hard to follow... ​ I'm constantly swinging from one side to another when it comes to my restriction/self-hate/weight/ED. I don't even really feel "qualified" to post this on here because I've only just relapsed like in the last 24...
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EDAnonymous
Throwaway17898753
2020/01/06
I’m back? I don’t know how to say all of this or what this even means. I got off the internet and discord for a while. Packed on 10-12lbs despite little to no change in my eating habits and now I feel so out of control. I miss it. I miss watching the numbers get lower to my ugw. Now, no matter how little I eat, it’s li...
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EDAnonymous
northdakotanowhere
2020/01/06
Is it possible to lose weight like a person without an ED? I had a period in my life that my eating disorder was far back in my head. I could actually forget about it. We had a big vacation coming up and I wanted to look good for it so I started working out. My bf needed to buy a scale and I was all for it. Well one ...
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EDAnonymous
wispybubble
2020/01/06
my disordered ass is convinced i have memorized the smell of losing weight pee. i swear to god it has a distinct smell when restricting no matter how much water i drink. i can be pissing clear AF but it still has this smell. so now my bitch ass is idolizing sTiNkY pEe.
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EDAnonymous
anm2032
2020/01/06
This may be a dumb question... but WHY am I so goddamn cold after purging? I noticed this last week after some heavier purging days. It was considered a “warm” day (god bless upstate NY winters) and I was sitting at work, freezing my lady balls off. Anyone else experience this??
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EDAnonymous
realschmeal
2020/01/06
Advice for triggers relating to stress? Unfortunately, as the header states, my ED is triggered anytime I am stressed. This has become extremely problematic especially with my professional career. I work in a naturally stressful environment so if I am feeling stressed, I cannot eat. I puke if I try to. Not eating multi...
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EDAnonymous
youflowerxxfeast
2020/01/06
I ordered a bubble tea at work with my coworkers... aaaaand i dumped it down the drain in the sink when no one was looking. why did i think i could drink that lol 🙃
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EDAnonymous
crossdressingcarp
2020/01/06
i haven’t counted calories since december 24 and somehow the world didn’t end hell, i feel more in control and at peace than i did before... i even contemplated taking off my fitbit today, but ultimately decided against it because it felt like too big of a step... but hopefully soon!!! maybe 2020 will be the year i fin...
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EDAnonymous
hera-fawcett
2020/01/06
new decade, new year, same damn bitch. im three seconds away from blowing huge money to go to a musical festival. is my giant impulsive spending a gift or a curse? will getting tickets inspire me to stop binging? or will it lead me back to over restriction blvd? is this disordered behavior bc of my lack of control in ...
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EDAnonymous
Jeanne1C13
2020/01/06
Birthday bullshit You know you're back on your bullshit when you want to restrict until dinner on your birthday because you're going out to eat. Even though you already lost all the holiday weight plus more from being sick the past week and even though IT'S YOUR FUCKING BIRTHDAY SO JUST EAT THE DELICIOUS FOOD YOU MADE...
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EDAnonymous
secretly15hotdogs
2020/01/06
Finally watched the Joker And holy shit it’s free thinspo
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EDAnonymous
thinkgooey
2020/01/06
bruh im sorry but seeing the boy i like post pictures of emma chamberlain on his insta story triggers THE FUCK out of me. shes so fucking skinny and toned and i am no where near even close to looking like that how am i supposed to believe you are even remotely interested in me at this point
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EDAnonymous
no-im-fine-its-fine
2020/01/06
DAE have specific foods/beverages that take them back to the early days of restricting and/or recovery?? Mine are sugar cookie tea, pickles, sugar free pudding cups (restricting) and tomato basil wheat thins, scrambled eggs, and pillsbury crescent rolls (recovery round 1)
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EDAnonymous
SeattleRN
2020/01/06
I practice intuitive eating My intuition tells me not to eat
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EDAnonymous
spencersins666
2020/01/06
When all your friends forget your birthday Honestly just mad because I always go thru so much work to get them unique presents and do surprise parties but I guess they don’t care about me because no ones said happy birthday to me, not even my roommates/best friend who I spent 2 weeks organizing a surprise party for. Gu...
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EDAnonymous
theclowneryluv
2020/01/06
that moment when that moment when someone asks u what u ate for breakfast, so u lied and said cereal (cuz in reality ur made of air and coffee) and they still criticize ur choice of food and now ur butthurt #logic1000
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EDAnonymous
obviouslynotjackie
2020/01/06
IAE as obsessed with Bang energy drinks as I am? Seriously, it’s my goal to try each and every one of their flavors. I live in a small city so the price ranges from $1.80- $4 dollars and it kills me that I can’t have more than 1 can a day bc there’s like, 300mg of caffeine in each and I made the mistake of drinking 2 c...
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EDAnonymous
radioactivenoodler
2020/01/06
What's the scariest ED dream you've had? Mine was mad... I was watching a documentary on BTS (these boys mean a lot to me) and something was up with them. I couldn't tell but it was eery. Then it hit me as I woke up and I like immediately started crying. They were all really skinny. Unhealthily skinny. Taehyung kept si...
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EDAnonymous
mybrainischaoc
2020/01/06
Boyfriend told me i gained weight He's not my boyfriend technically. It's messy but we are basically dating. ANYWAYS I wore a form fitting shirt for the first time in forever cause I've been so insecure about my body and today when we were hanging out he literally said "oh it looks like you gained weight." And I was li...
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EDAnonymous
Little_Bear716
2020/01/06
“It’s just a diet” I say as I don’t eat all day. I say as my friends ask “you are still eating right?” I say as I vomit because my body rejects the food I put into it because logically I know I should eat. I say as I look at myself, feeling so many hunger pains that I just want to lay down. I say as I chug mo...
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EDAnonymous
throwaway643892
2020/01/06
*gains weight after taking a massive shit* What the FUCK
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EDAnonymous
singalongjunk
2020/01/06
almost exposed myself by being a dumbass today i asked my friend "what do you do when you get so hungry you dont know what to do with yourself" and they were like "...... eat?" like YEAH oh my god my disordered ass didnt even think of that as an option im 😭😭
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lorna2190
2020/01/06
Questions... So I'm pretty fresh with all this and have a few questions 1. How do you manage to gym without passing out? 2. What motivates you at the gym? Obviously being fat, but I need something for that little push towards the end 3. What machines/workouts do you find have best results? 4. I've been fasting most ...
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EDAnonymous
sjsmiles
2020/01/06
All in favor say AYE ....to vote today as the *true* beginning of 2020. Since the first day of the year fell in a week that also contained 2019, I hereby declare last week to be practice only and that any missteps be forgiven. (this is brought before you in part due to my husband's birthday being last weekend and his ...
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EDAnonymous
prekheadaches
2020/01/06
Elsa is a SKINNY LEGEND Who knew a Disney movie would trigger me so badly 🙃
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EDAnonymous
coldcomfort8
2020/01/06
I have no idea what I actually look like and I can’t stop eating Chiming in with everyone else struggling to regain control after the holidays. It is the worst. I am currently working abroad and just had to order a scales online to my Airbnb because my dysmorphia means I have no idea how bad it’s gotten. F.
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EDAnonymous
yyyyy622
2020/01/06
I don't think anyone else will understand me... No one else will understand how upset I am. My regular porridge went from 95 cal x 100g to 350cal x 100g... Why????
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EDAnonymous
noonausea
2020/01/06
i would do anything for actual weight loss pills if there was an actual pill thatd make me lose weight without having to restrict, id buy it in a heartbeat. this morning i was frantically looking for meds in my house that could kill my appetite but i dont even need an appetite to eat. i feel so painfully fat whenever i...
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EDAnonymous
averyfoster11
2020/01/06
2020. and this bitch is back on her bullshit yet again!!!! ahhhhh 2020., don't we LOVE a fresh new starts??? Lmao, well this bitch is back on her bullshit yet again! During the holiday break I went home and ate shit every.single.day. And then went on a trip with my bf, and again, ate shit all of the time bc I dont wan...
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EDAnonymous
kittenbox123
2020/01/06
When you eat under 1000 calories but next day weigh 1 lb more.... Excuse me body this is not how this is supposed to work. Just because I lifted weights on Saturday does not mean u should retain water Internal screaming
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EDAnonymous
sapphosviolet
2020/01/06
I saw my dentist at the grocery store it’s hard enough seeing anybody i know at the store, let alone my dentist lmao. it made me so anxious, just thinking about how much i’ve been destroying my teeth since the last time i had a dentist appointment.
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EDAnonymous
deadby21haha
2020/01/06
Protein bar suggestions? hey y'all! starting my classes again today and realizing only now that I don't have time to meticulously make meals all day haha, anyone know any really good protein bars for as few calories as possible?? love y'all ♥️
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EDAnonymous
DenverTheLastDinosau
2020/01/06
1200 is not plenty just a daily reminder for you all that 1200 is not plenty, it's also not 'food for small bodies', because a 5'0" 100lb sedentary woman's maintenance calories are actually higher than that. Essentially a pocket sized human being who sits on their ass all day can eat 1200 and would still lose weight an...
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senslessshit
2020/01/06
i'm going to try recovery after 3 years of constant battling with my thoughts i'm gonna try to recover. it doesn't matter that i'm not underweight, it's a mental illness and i'm done with it. i'm done with being scared of food, i'm done with binging and purging, abusing laxatives and fasting. my family is really suppor...
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EDAnonymous
itsalwayssadboihours
2020/01/06
i just ate 738 calories for lunch all in tescos chips. i really, really wanna die, fml
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EDAnonymous
luckyskunk
2020/01/06
i wanna yeet my brain into the abyss i actually have no appetite RN, a once-in-a-blue-moon occurrence. normally i never stop wanting food 25/8, which is like, yknow, miserable. the idea of being repulsed by it instead always sounded amazing in comparison. in the moment, though? fuccin sike. maybe im sick, idk! but my...
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